{"id":1271863,"date":"2018-09-30T22:05:43","date_gmt":"2018-09-30T22:05:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/videos\/1271863\/model\/"},"modified":"2018-09-30T22:05:43","modified_gmt":"2018-09-30T22:05:43","slug":"otherwise-caroline-murphy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/videos\/1271863\/model\/","title":{"rendered":"otherwise \/\/ caroline murphy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\"  width=\"580\" height=\"385\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Rezu3Giqidc?modestbranding=1\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><br \/>\n<br \/>\ncan&#8217;t describe how excited we are to release this project. hope everyone feels the heart that we all put into this. thank you to everyone who inspired this, and to all the people who do life with me everyday. i never imagined the impact this song would have. &#8211; c.<\/p>\n<p>director\/videographer: derrick bills<br \/>\ncreative director: sarah kreitzer<br \/>\nstorytellers: pedro duarte and melissa hirsch<br \/>\nproducer\/songwriter\/performer: caroline murphy<br \/>\nassociate producer: carrie polen<br \/>\nrecording: levi summey<\/p>\n<p>lyrics \/\/<br \/>\nleaving town half a year<br \/>\ni didn&#8217;t think i wouldn&#8217;t hear<br \/>\nyou even try to say goodbye<\/p>\n<p>so as i head for the door<br \/>\ni hang back a couple more<br \/>\nin the hopes maybe you&#8217;ll stop by<\/p>\n<p>and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts<br \/>\ncause you don&#8217;t know what i&#8217;m worth, i&#8217;m worth, i&#8217;m worth<\/p>\n<p>but i just bite my tongue<br \/>\nand hold on for the one day<br \/>\nyou wake up and realize<br \/>\nmaybe all this wasn&#8217;t just fun<br \/>\nmaybe for some of us life is more than time that flies<br \/>\nbut you thought otherwise<\/p>\n<p>half attempts to stay in touch<br \/>\ni didn&#8217;t think i was asking for much when i said<br \/>\nyou should give me a call<\/p>\n<p>but you&#8217;d only call late at night<br \/>\nand i wanted you in the broad daylight<br \/>\nand i was just about to fall<\/p>\n<p>and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts<br \/>\nwhy can&#8217;t you see what i&#8217;m worth, i&#8217;m worth, i&#8217;m worth<\/p>\n<p>but i just bite my tongue<br \/>\ncause i&#8217;m holding on for the one day<br \/>\nyou wake up and realize<br \/>\nmaybe all this wasn&#8217;t just fun<br \/>\nmaybe for some of us life is more than time that flies<br \/>\nbut you thought otherwise<\/p>\n<p>i tell myself that this is just what people do<br \/>\nbut i&#8217;m starting to think it&#8217;s just people like you<\/p>\n<p>and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts<br \/>\ncause i don&#8217;t know what i&#8217;m worth<\/p>\n<p>i shouldn&#8217;t bite my tongue<br \/>\ni can&#8217;t hold on for one day<br \/>\njust hoping you realize<br \/>\ncause for you this was all just fun<br \/>\nand i know until i&#8217;m done i&#8217;m never gonna be alive<br \/>\nbut i wish it was otherwise<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;ll be back in the fall<br \/>\nmaybe you&#8217;ll try to call<br \/>\nbut i&#8217;ll have to apologize<\/p>\n<p>say sorry for something i didn&#8217;t do<br \/>\ncause i&#8217;m really just sorry that people like you<br \/>\nfeel the need to live a lie<\/p>\n<p>but i wish it was otherwise.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>can&#8217;t describe how excited we are to release this project. hope everyone feels the heart that we all 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