ME QUEDO SOLA EN ESTONIA 🇪🇪

– So the truth is, I wanted to have a little time alone. – Doubts arise if I should continue with this. – Today I wanted to grab my camera and go out alone. – Go for a walk alone, – take a walk around my town to clear my mind a bit, – think about life, the memories I have – always going back to history brings back a lot of nostalgia, feelings, different emotions, – so the truth is, I wanted to have a little time alone – to think a little about life – and why not show you my town where I grew up – also show you places that were important to me – And that I used to do when I was little, – so. – I’m starting to walk around here. – I always took this walk in the summer, in the fall, in the winter, in the spring. – Whatever, because if you don’t know, I’m from Estonia and Estonia. – It has four seasons of the year, they’re very beautiful, very different. – Each season I would do something different – and for example, in the summer I used to walk outside, – eat everything. And why eat everything? – Because look here, for example, there are walnuts – when they ripen you grab them, you open them and the walnut inside you can eat it because. – There’s the public space. – Also further on there were cherries, there are many apples, – I always climbed the apple trees, – I sat there to eat and also when Mateo arrived in Estonia I showed him all that – and he was surprised, how many things there are to eat so freely No, – also an obsession of mine can always be those chestnuts – that get big, fall, split open. – And it was like a lucky crutch to have that chestnut with you in your pocket. – Where were you going – And I also made like many crafts with those chestnuts I collected them and made little animals, – but now I’m going to show you the path I took every day to go to school. – There are several very pretty spots, – so let’s go there, as you can see, I’m right in the town – and there’s almost no one there, – so you can imagine why when we started the channel – and we started traveling because it was so hard for me to be in environments with a lot of people. – Exactly because of that, because – I went to school, I saw 2, 3 people on the road – and then social life is more with my group of friends and such as family, – but the villages don’t have an architecture where people gather in a small space, – but one house there, another house there and there’s a lot of space between the houses – and it’s very cultural because it’s still Estonian. They like privacy – The space, their own garden that’s not attached to the neighbor’s – because privacy is like what they value most. – So I used to walk here to school alone every morning at 7:30 – it would be winter with minus 20°. The school was still in session – or in summer by bike or whatever, no – I remember. One winter there was so much snow, imagine – I was tiny, and the snow reached my knees – so I had to go through a blizzard with all the difficulties – and when I got to school – I realized everyone else had stayed home. – You don’t know how angry I was, that’s why. – Why did you come if everyone stayed home ? – It’s also super common for gardens to be super well-kept with flowers. – I love this flower, it’s wild – and when it finishes ripening, it has some seeds inside that are used a lot in baking and pastry making. – It’s very typical to have a nice garden and grow something – putting plants is another thing that an Estonian loves. – There’s a saying that studying is killing you working. – To buy a house in the countryside to continue working – then you never rest – they like to work the land and make their own jams – handmade things with what the earth gives. – It’s a super natural culture. – We love everything that is healthy food. – My grandmother used to have a garden – I’ll show you later. – What happened to that whole area? And there was dad, strawberry, plum. – Cherry. – Pea, everything you can imagine, carrot – and you dug it out of the ground and you ate it deliciously. – Here I followed the path from school to this park, – it was always where my friends and I played – and as you can see, the town has a mix of private houses – and these blocks of flats that are from the Soviet Union, – which is a very typical architecture. – 5 stories high and during the Soviet Union when we finished school. – Technical University, for example, – you were a teacher, you finished your degree – They sent you to a job, for example, at school, here in the town – you had to work for 2 years and they gave you an apartment to live in – and then you could stay and live there and when El País became independent – there was like a privatization reform – and many of the people in the Soviet Union who were given apartments when El País became capitalist. – Independent put it in their name. – So that’s another interesting fact about the history of this country. – Now on the way to school we arrived at the kindergarten, – this was my first stop, – there I did my kindergarten until I was 7 years old – where history begins school, elementary school and well, – I spent every day there. In the morning I didn’t want to go – and in the afternoon I didn’t want to go home. – I played and made my first friends with whom I later became many of them. – We started school together, elementary school, – the truth is that this place brings back many memories – and how it worked was to go in the morning, – they give you breakfast around 9:00 in the morning. – Then there were like studies, we learned the alphabet to write activities then lunch – we played outside, then a 1 hour nap, everyone went to sleep – around 1:30, I think it was, – and then when we woke up we ate dinner. – Outside again, if I remember correctly, – I mean, there were a lot of activities, we did crafts, – we drew, we painted, and whoever goes to school knows how to write, read – and basic math not 2 + 2. – You know how to read a clock, so very good. – I really liked that experience. – Now we’re going to enter the village forest, where I felt like Tarzan, – this was my playground to play, explore, make a little wooden house. – I spent almost every day here – and this also leads to school, – so I passed by here in the morning and then I played, – now I arrived. – To the center of this forest that I was showing you – and there’s a huge hammock. – But it’s missing the bottom part, I’ll tell you. – Why could that piece be missing – this is a tradition in Estonia, those large hammocks that hold up to 10 people – and you do it with incredible speed and it’s super fun. – I think a piece is also missing because it can be dangerous. – I have a bad memory with that hammock, – even though I swing there almost every day, only once did something horrible happen to me. – We were. – me with my two friends, the speed increased a lot. – Imagine, bu fu, she was very small, suddenly I see – and my best friend is no longer there, she disappeared. I said, but what happened? – I didn’t hear anything, I didn’t notice anything. – Suddenly I see her on the ground, she had fallen – and she fell to the ground just like that, but I remember that these are things that can happen. – You can literally fly and fall and maybe that’s why they don’t want to put it up anymore – So that accidents don’t happen – although for me it’s pure fun and I was there every day after, – the first time Mateo came to my town I brought him for a walk here – we sat there giving kisses, hidden kisses, – a good place, – we arrived. The little path took us to the school where I went, – this is the public library. – Where we borrowed books, everything used for studying, for reading, and that little window there. – It was my first class for the first five years, I studied there, – that’s where my primary school began, all the memories. – I have a ton of photos – and when Mateo met me, he was worried – because I was 18 and he was 32. – I was still in high school and he said, did you repeat the year? – And I said no, I never repeated a year, even though I always got a grade of 10 – it’s because in Estonia it’s common cases like mine – that I started in September 2009 when I was 7 years old – and in December I turned 8, so I started when I was 7 turning 8 – and I finished in June 2021 when I was 19 years old and in 5 months I’ll be 20. – So Mateo was able to see my high school graduation, – this is what the sports classroom is here, it was the graduation where Mateo came to see me, – he brought me some huge flowers, – so with Mateo – We’ve really gone through many stages – when we met when we started YouTube, – when I graduated from high school, when I started University I did a semester, – I left it there. He quit his job and we went to travel to Argentina – and from there all of Latin America and that’s where it all began, – everything we’ve done to this day. – Every time I pass by the school I remember how shy I was, – sorry, I have bad allergies, but I remember. – How shy I was. – Then I start to think if the life I have is really for me – doubts arise, I have those questions, – if what I’m doing today is the right thing, if I should continue with this because… – I don’t know if it’s my profile because I was super shy and I’ve changed, – but inside I’ll always be me and it still costs me a little. – So I always think, if YouTube really is for me, – since because of the way I am I don’t know if it’s the ideal profile – because it entails a lot of recognition that I’m super grateful for, – but I feel like I really like it. – Being in my world, small circle – and living the simple life, showing what I live. – what we experience, but without much attention – because I still have a hard time opening up easily, relating – and what’s behind a simple YouTube video – Maybe many don’t know, – but to change the subject and the plot a bit, so it’s not so emotional. – So, all the typical Estonian residential houses with the roof like this, – diagonal so the snow falls more easily are quite large and have – a lot of patio, green trees – back there’s a grill carrash, a place to store things for the garden. – They are always simple colors, not very flashy, – well cared for, really, beautiful – and here is another kindergarten – in my village. Even though there are 3,000 inhabitants, there are 5 kindergartens and 2 schools, – because those who are around also come here, – but it always caught my attention that there are so few people, – but there are so many gardens and everything – over there is another house, you see – enormous, 2 floors more expensive, I don’t know what and it’s for a family – here this is super common, – a lot of space – and as if you see the distance between neighbors is quite large. – Now we come to a place that I mentioned before, my grandmother’s, – which if you remember we made a video here, – but it was totally different. – Here it was full of greenhouses and it wasn’t private property, – but it was like it had been used for so many years that it was known who owned each greenhouse. – It was like from the Soviet Union, – a public area where people could have a greenhouse, – plant things, so my grandmother had a little house here and all the planting – today. – It doesn’t exist anymore, there are new housing projects, – roads, parking, a gym, grell river. – Then things change, life changes, everything changes, you change. – Well, if I start talking any more, I’ll start crying. I don’t know why. – All this is a lot of memories – and I just remembered that in my room there’s something very interesting – that they would like to show you, since I spoke today. – How I changed and everything is something very interesting. – If you want to see it, keep watching the video and subscribe to the channel. – Now I’ll show you a childhood horror, since children are vengeful. – Uh, you know no, this plant was very good at making your friends angry – because you take that out of the plant and throw it on someone’s clothes or hair – And I won’t even tell you about the hair, we don’t know any more and there’s a big fight, – but for example, this looks like this on your body – And the thing is, yes, this was like a war of throwing plants at each other and then. – Each one who takes it out, let them take it out as they can, – because there was no saving grace, eh – look. – It got stuck to me, here I am again in the room, – where I grew up. – Do you remember this map that I can’t cross out the countries anymore because the glue has stuck so much. – That it doesn’t show anymore, I would need Egypt, – India, Indonesia, Singapore, Thailand, England, France, – a bunch of other places, but I can’t remove them. – I would have to buy a new map. – Here is the wedding dress, well stored from Argentina with my parents, it arrived back in Estonia – so that they can keep it in a safe place – so that at some point in the future I can wear it again. – I don’t know when the 10-year wedding is. 25 – But well, now I’m going to show you something very interesting. – I remembered that I have this book that is from my school in high school, – when we graduated they made a little book – and it has a page for each student, – but I wanted to show you mine because it describes you very well – what I told you before about my personality and all that. – So as you can see on the screen is my photo, my name. – The first section is what the teachers thought of me – and the first question they asked them is – what am I going to do in the future? – And what did the teachers put? – It’s that I’m going to be a speech therapist, coach, motivational counselor – like something like that, very inspirational human let’s say – so super curious – and the truth is that no, they were very wrong because today I speak – and I show my experiences – and in a certain way we like to think that we can inspire others too. – The second thing they asked them is, how would you describe me in the most 3-point sense. – And they put the quietest, the most modest and the most exciting, – as with many stories behind it, no – the best skill. I know who it is, it was a colleague of mine. – He said that one day he came to school and started speaking in native Spanish, suddenly – I remember that day because there was an exchange student from Argentina and we started talking and my colleague. – He looked at me and said, and since when can she speak Spanish? – And another colleague put that a teacher in a class. – In the last year he realized that yes, I can really laugh, – I mean, he saw me laugh for the first time, – so I think that shows very well how shy I – was and never wanted to attract attention, – but today it is not the same, so with so many memories, – of Estonia of my life, I hope you enjoyed getting to know me more, – getting to know more about my story as I was that I did have a like this video, – be sure to subscribe to the channel to see. – Where are we going to be in the next video? – See you soon on the other side of the world. Bye.

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00:00 ESTOY SOLA
01:00 MI INFANCIA
05:30 MI JARDÍN DE INFANTES
07:10 LUGAR SECRETO
08:37 MI ESCUELA
10:22 ESTA VIDA ES PARA MI?
11:33 CASAS TIPICAS
12:34 TODO CAMBIA
14:28 ASÍ ME DESCRIBEN
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Volví al pueblo estonio donde pasé mi infancia y caminé por los mismos lugares donde crecí. En este vlog íntimo y nostálgico te muestro cómo es vivir en un pequeño pueblo de Estonia, y te comparto mis recuerdos más personales: la escuela donde aprendí a leer, el parque donde jugaba todos los días, donde hice mi secundaria y mucho más.

Este video es una mezcla de documental personal y recorrido turístico local, perfecto para quienes quieren conocer la Estonia profunda, más allá de Tallin o los destinos populares.

👣 En este recorrido vas a ver:
✔️ Cómo son los pueblos en Estonia
✔️ Cómo se vive la infancia en un país nórdico
✔️ Mi experiencia real al volver a casa después de años
✔️ Reflexiones sobre el paso del tiempo y el crecimiento

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25 Comments

  1. Lisanna! Que hermoso y tranquilo el video. Es encantador aprender contigo!
    Puedes, algún día, hacer un video contándonos sobre las creencias de estonia sobre la naturaleza y su respeto?
    Saludos desde 🇨🇱

  2. Que Rico nunca he visto un árbol de manzanas o de cereza yo soy de Costa Rica y aquí hay mucho sandia y otras frutas pero tropicales como mango , naranja piña banano todo eso se siembra, tambien sembramos mucho café mandarinas , pipas o cocos y mamón ingertado pero mamón chino o ingertado es algo parecido al lichi pero más rico .

  3. Saludos desde Costa Rica nunca he visto arboles de nueces ni de manzanas ni de cereza aquí hay mas que todos frutas tropicales .

  4. Gracias Lisanita! Por tu cuento maravilloso sobre tu infancia y de ti misma. Has hecho un gran trabajo yo diría enorme , obviamente que la cultura española y el idioma te ayudaron muchísimo. Ya no eres tímida , eres buena persona y muy muy linda! Mateo es afortunado tenerte a su lado.

  5. Me largué a llorar y me hiciste reír también 😂. Me siento tan reflejada en tu personalidad introspectiva, soy Argentina pero me crié bastante en mi mundito y reservada. Entiendo todo lo que compartiste. Me caes muy bien, amo tu paz. Un besote! ❤

  6. Saludos MYL, muy buenos tus videos, ambos son buenas personas, estonia se ve q es hermoso , vale mucha tranquilidad y paz , q pasa en tu situación lissana q cambiaste a una rutina muy diferente del latino q es mas elocuente y por eso extrañas mas tu pais y por eso t sientes asi pero todo bien en el camino te vas adaptando❤

  7. Se ve muy tranquilo el lugar,ya no quedan muchos lugares donde una mujer pueda caminar en libertad y tranquilidad.Eso es una bendición.

  8. Hay mucha sabiduría en sus palabras, como tú lo dijiste todo cambia, incluyendonos , una vez que logramos lo que quisimos o anhelamos, nos damos cuenta que no era tan increíble como pensábamos.
    para mí en lo personal no importa el lugar al que viajemos si no más bien con quienes lo hacemos. todo es más Bonito cuando tenemos con quién compartirlo , incluyendo un almuerzo , un día festivo, o viajes… Espero de corazón que encuentres tu respuesta..

  9. Te felicito Lisanna por realizar el video tu sola, me pareció SUPER, eres muy genuina y tu país es muy hermoso y especial…Gracias por compartirnos tanto recuerdos y lugares especiales…esta bien que sientas nostalgia y muy bien que lo expreses…pero sigue abierta a conocer a muchos lugares y personas del mundo… espero que los siguientes videos con Mateo, se pongan de acuerdo a que compartan 50% y 50% la participación del video…Mateo es una gran persona y al parecer un gran esposo… PERO … a veces acapara mucho la intervención del video y eso en mi opinión no me parece bien…se supone que el canal es de los dos….Bendiciones y éxitos a los DOS.

  10. LO siento pero no veo un futuro con Mateo, le gusta ejercer el proteccionismo excesivo. Eso no deja crecer. Te vi siguiéndolo en los viajes que programaba. Habláis mucho de amor pero yo veía que el ponía demasiado de relieve tu belleza, y eres mucho más que eso. HAY quien en nombre del amor te envuelve en una malla que con el tiempo no te deja respirar. Las mujeres no necesitamos caballeros con armadura, sino compañeros de viaje, Que no nos impongan,tardamos en verlo, SUS lugares, SUS familias, SUS, SUS,SUS…….. eso crea una terrible dependencia que no deja a las mujeres evolucionar. Mateo hablaba de ti como su fueras un bolso de lujo no de tus ideas y valores en profundidad, esa forma de actúar no deja madurar a una mujer. Puedes estar en un momento crucial de tu vida, reflexiona porque te aseguro que muchas veces lo mejor está por llegar.nY LO DE LISANITA, LISANITA, LISANITA…….NOOO,MERES LISANA una gran mujer, inteligente,equilibrada y con objetivos propios. NO HIPOTEQUES TU VIDA , DECIDE POR TI.

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