{"id":1844380,"date":"2025-06-06T14:00:06","date_gmt":"2025-06-06T14:00:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/1844380\/"},"modified":"2025-06-06T14:00:06","modified_gmt":"2025-06-06T14:00:06","slug":"pedro-sanchez-%f0%9f%91%91%f0%9f%8c%9f","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/1844380\/","title":{"rendered":"Pedro S\u00e1nchez \ud83d\udc51\ud83c\udf1f"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\"  width=\"580\" height=\"385\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/iJqDi9Taygk\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><br \/>\n<br \/>\nPedro S\u00e1nchez \ud83d\udc51\ud83c\udf1f<br \/>\n<br \/>\nPedro S\u00e1nchez \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb histori q\u00eb na \u00e7on n\u00eb jet\u00ebn n\u00eb Spanj\u00ebn rurale t\u00eb shekullit t\u00eb 19-t\u00eb, ku fatet e personazheve sh\u00ebnohen nga tradita dhe fati. Protagonisti, Pedro, p\u00ebrballet me sfidat e nj\u00eb ambienti q\u00eb, edhe pse n\u00eb dukje i pandryshuesh\u00ebm, \u00ebsht\u00eb i mbushur me kontradikta dhe surpriza. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb histori, lufta midis t\u00eb vjetr\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb res\u00eb b\u00ebhet tem\u00eb qendrore, nd\u00ebrsa vendimet e Pedros do t\u00eb p\u00ebrcaktojn\u00eb rrjedh\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij dhe t\u00eb atyre q\u00eb e rrethojn\u00eb. Kapitulli 1. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, qyteti im nuk ishte gjysma e asaj q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb sot. P\u00ebrb\u00ebhej nga kat\u00ebr lagje t\u00eb rr\u00ebnuara, mjaft larg nj\u00ebra-tjetr\u00ebs, dhe m\u00eb e mira nga sht\u00ebpit\u00eb ishte e babait tim, pavar\u00ebsisht se ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb vjetra dhe t\u00eb rr\u00ebnuara. Por gjithsej kishte dy ballkone, nj\u00eb verand\u00eb t\u00eb gjer\u00eb, nj\u00eb kopsht perimesh n\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn an\u00eb, nj\u00eb pus dhe nj\u00eb lavatri\u00e7e n\u00eb oborr, madje edhe nj\u00eb stem\u00eb t\u00eb zbukuruar n\u00eb fasad\u00ebn kryesore. Un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk mund ta kuptoja plot\u00ebsisht at\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsonin ato figura t\u00eb ngr\u00ebna nga krimbi dhe pluhur; por babai im, i cili pretendonte se i kishte gjetur n\u00eb form\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb pacenuar, m\u00eb siguroi shum\u00eb her\u00eb se ishin _abarcas_, n\u00eb stilin e atyre nga fshati, q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, nallane, dhe busti i nj\u00eb zoti t\u00eb madh me mjek\u00ebr dhe kapisayo, dhe se i gjith\u00eb ansambli ishte si nj\u00eb hieroglif q\u00eb do t\u00eb thoshte, n\u00eb spanjishten e tanishme t\u00eb familjes sime , _S, zbriti. Interpretimi m&#8217;u duk i zgjuar dhe madje i k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm dhe e pranova pa u p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb n\u00eb hetime t\u00eb m\u00ebtejshme, jo aq sepse i p\u00eblqeu babait tim, i cili ishte shum\u00eb krenar p\u00ebr k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra, por p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb talljes me ta nga Garcias fqinj\u00ebt, njer\u00ebz t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb q\u00eb na shikonin me p\u00ebr\u00e7mim, sepse kontribuan pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb se ne p\u00ebr territorin dhe nuk u larguan kurr\u00eb nga bashkia. E v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se pasuria e babait tim dhe leshi n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb pallton e tij nuk ishin asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u g\u00ebrhitur ndaj fqinj\u00ebve t\u00eb tij, fermer\u00ebve t\u00eb vrazhd\u00eb , por njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb varf\u00ebr t\u00eb lumtur, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt vler\u00ebsonin nj\u00eb cop\u00eb buk\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se shenjat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira t\u00eb fisnik\u00ebris\u00eb, t\u00eb gdhendura nga nj\u00eb ashlar i rr\u00ebnuar. T\u00eb varf\u00ebr t\u00eb lumtur, thash\u00eb, pasi njeriu q\u00eb nuk ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb fsheh\u00eb varf\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i pak\u00ebnaqur, thjesht sepse nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i pasur, por jeton e punon si i varf\u00ebr dhe i rrit f\u00ebmij\u00ebt si t\u00eb varf\u00ebr. I pak\u00ebnaqur \u00ebsht\u00eb njeriu i varf\u00ebr, i cili nga respekti njer\u00ebzor, ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb n\u00eb zakonet dhe aktivitetet e koh\u00ebs s\u00eb lir\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb pasur, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbajtur prestigjin e nj\u00eb &#8220;doni&#8221; bambolla q\u00eb trash\u00ebgoi nga paraardh\u00ebsit e tij, si nj\u00eb regjistrim i pandreqsh\u00ebm. Pjesa m\u00eb e madhe e k\u00ebsaj ndodhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time. Ishim kat\u00ebr v\u00ebllez\u00ebr e motra, tre vajza dhe un\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb na mb\u00ebshtetur t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve si zot\u00ebr, babai im kishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb pakic\u00eb prej pes\u00eb mij\u00eb real\u00ebsh, t\u00eb cilat i fitonte n\u00eb natyr\u00eb dhe n\u00eb para nga tokat dhe bag\u00ebtit\u00eb q\u00eb zot\u00ebronte, nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb cilave i administronte dhe nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb cilave i merrte me qira dhe i jepte me qira, plus dy mij\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, jo aq shum\u00eb, nga nj\u00eb barr\u00eb ligjore q\u00eb u njoh shpejt dhe u vu n\u00eb dyshim nga qeveria. K\u00ebshtu, gjysma e t\u00eb ardhurave t\u00eb tij u shpenzua p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb t\u00eb pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb t\u00eb mbrojtjes s\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb drejte q\u00eb nuk ishte kurr\u00eb plot\u00ebsisht e qart\u00eb. Tre motrat e mia ishin t\u00eb reja t\u00eb hijshme, t\u00eb njohura si t\u00eb tilla; por duke qen\u00eb se ishin zonja t\u00eb varfra, ato shiheshin dhe d\u00ebshiroheshin t\u00eb strehoheshin, pasi konsideroheshin shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjata p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrkulur ndaj djemve vendas dhe nuk konsideroheshin t\u00eb ul\u00ebt nga zot\u00ebrinjt\u00eb e pasur t\u00eb zon\u00ebs p\u00ebrreth. N\u00eb fund, duke ndar\u00eb diferenc\u00ebn, m\u00eb e madhja u vendos me nj\u00eb jandalo pun\u00ebtore q\u00eb kishte takuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb pelegrinazh, jo pa ngurrim t\u00eb madh nga ana e babait tim , i cili e vler\u00ebsonte shk\u00eblqimin e prejardhjes s\u00eb tij me \u00e7mime shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb larta. Pasi kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb kompromis p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje kaq t\u00eb mpreht\u00eb, dy t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt u martuan vitin e ardhsh\u00ebm me nj\u00eb arbit\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00ebfillt\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb avokat vendas, nj\u00eb djal\u00eb i ri premtues n\u00eb shkall\u00ebt e karrier\u00ebs, sipas raporteve nga e gjith\u00eb salla e gjyqit, jo m\u00eb pak me Zot\u00ebrin\u00eb e Tij shum\u00eb t\u00eb respektuar dhe t\u00eb besueshme . Un\u00eb isha m\u00eb i vogli nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e babait tim dhe ai kishte n\u00eb zem\u00ebr interesat e tij m\u00eb t\u00eb mira, jo vet\u00ebm sepse isha m\u00eb i vogli i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, por edhe p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb statusit tim si mashkull, prandaj u thirra t\u00eb mbaja mbiemrin, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin autori i sinqert\u00eb i dit\u00ebve t\u00eb mia ishte shum\u00eb krenar , jo m\u00eb shum\u00eb e as m\u00eb pak se n\u00ebse familja Sanchez nuk do t\u00eb ishte e shumt\u00eb n\u00eb bot\u00eb, ose N\u00eb deg\u00ebn e drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb t\u00eb kast\u00ebs sime kishte disa ve\u00e7ori t\u00eb shquara q\u00eb do t\u00eb ia vlente t\u00eb skalitej n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn e brezave t\u00eb nj\u00ebpasnj\u00ebsh\u00ebm t\u00eb familjes sime, ose nuk mund dhe nuk duhet t&#8217;i atribuohej asnj\u00eb Sanchez-it tjet\u00ebr nga t\u00eb shumt\u00ebt n\u00eb at\u00eb vend, ose t\u00eb parit q\u00eb hasi kur ktheu kthes\u00ebn, p\u00ebr munges\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Me babain t\u00eb \u00e7liruar nga barra e motrave t\u00eb mia, t\u00eb cilat nuk sillnin paj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 asaj q\u00eb i takonte natyr\u00ebs, dhe me pjes\u00ebn ideale q\u00eb u korrespondonte atyre t\u00eb vul\u00ebs s\u00eb shquar t\u00eb mbiemrit, u gjenda n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi m\u00eb e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur dhe e veshur m\u00eb mir\u00eb se m\u00eb par\u00eb; madje im at\u00eb u p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte nj\u00eb karrier\u00eb letrare, edhe me \u00e7mimin q\u00eb t&#8217;i n\u00ebnshtrohej v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsive m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha e t\u00eb reja n\u00eb nevojat e pastra t\u00eb jet\u00ebs; por, kur u b\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrllogaritjet, pasuria e tij nuk arrinte aq shum\u00eb, as p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Dhe pasi kjo nuk mjaftoi, u k\u00ebrkua nj\u00eb rishikim i ri i barr\u00ebs fatkeqe t\u00eb drejt\u00ebsis\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb edhe neve na mungonte ky burim m\u00eb i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm. Un\u00eb isha at\u00ebher\u00eb dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7 dhe i ditur mir\u00eb dhe dija gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00ebsohej n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn lokale, t\u00eb drejtuar nga nj\u00eb m\u00ebsues i sistemit t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr; por fatmir\u00ebsisht, ngaq\u00eb isha djali i t\u00eb cilit isha dhe kisha nj\u00eb reputacion t\u00eb madh se isha i zgjuar dhe i aft\u00eb p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka, famullitari m\u00eb mori p\u00ebr llogari t\u00eb tij, sapo pedagogu m\u00eb la p\u00ebr llogari t\u00eb tij dhe m\u00eb m\u00ebsoi pothuajse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb latinishten q\u00eb dinte, me disa gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse jo shum\u00eb t\u00eb reja, nuk ishin t\u00eb k\u00ebqija, prandaj duhet th\u00ebn\u00eb se ishin t\u00eb dobishme. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, dhe duke lexuar shpesh Clarissa Harlowe, Njeriu i lumtur dhe Don Kishoti, t\u00eb cilat po mblidhnin pluhur n\u00eb dollapin q\u00eb sh\u00ebrbente si raft librash n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time, pata nj\u00eb dashuri t\u00eb theksuar p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsin\u00eb zbavit\u00ebse dhe fillova t\u00eb braktisja d\u00ebfrimet e mia deri tani t\u00eb zakonshme me djemt\u00eb e mosh\u00ebs sime, djem t\u00eb rinj t\u00eb g\u00ebrmuar n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebraf\u00ebrt dhe madje edhe t\u00eb zhd\u00ebrvjell\u00ebt. katekiz\u00ebm i kapur ; jo p\u00ebr munges\u00eb kuptimi, sigurisht, por nga natyra e ashp\u00ebr e detyrave t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb pashmangshme, gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtim me lloj -lloj profilesh skolastike. Meqen\u00ebse, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, isha nga natyra, l\u00ebkur\u00eb e bardh\u00eb, me tipare t\u00eb l\u00ebmuara dhe gjymtyr\u00eb t\u00eb bukura, gj\u00eb q\u00eb ishte krenaria e babait tim, sepse ai m\u00eb besonte se isha nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri i prer\u00eb nga dora e Zotit , shok\u00ebt e mi fshatar ndoshta m\u00eb besonin se isha i magjepsur nga cil\u00ebsi t\u00eb tilla ; Filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb shikonin me dyshim dhe un\u00eb p\u00ebrfundova duke u ndar\u00eb prej tyre dhe duke jetuar i ndar\u00eb, pa shum\u00eb mundim, megjith\u00ebse nj\u00eb Zot e di se sa m\u00eb p\u00eblqente gjithmon\u00eb t&#8217;i bija k\u00ebmbanave n\u00eb dark\u00eb t\u00eb dielave dhe dit\u00ebve t\u00eb shenjta dhe n\u00eb mesdit\u00eb pothuajse \u00e7do dit\u00eb gjat\u00eb jav\u00ebs; shikimi i foleve, loja me etiket\u00eb, vjelja e majetave ose luleshtrydheve t\u00eb egra n\u00eb pyll; k\u00ebrcimi mbi pemishte; gur\u00ebzimi i pem\u00ebve t\u00eb arr\u00ebs; nisja e lundrimit n\u00eb bregun e af\u00ebrt; duke b\u00ebr\u00eb, me pak fjal\u00eb, gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnte rinia m\u00eb e shkath\u00ebt, m\u00eb e ashp\u00ebr dhe m\u00eb rebele n\u00eb zon\u00ebn time . Vet\u00ebm n\u00eb drejtimin e ri q\u00eb po merrnin idet\u00eb e mia u ngrit\u00ebn aq lart sa kaluan majat e maleve, midis t\u00eb cilave dhe bregun , i cili m\u00eb bllokonte daljen n\u00eb an\u00ebn e kund\u00ebrt, q\u00eb qyteti u p\u00ebrhap , zot i nj\u00eb lugine t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb mbuluar me bim\u00ebsi t\u00eb p\u00ebrhershme, nj\u00eb kopsht t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm me rrugica e shtigje dhe copa t\u00eb trasha me hije, me gropa t\u00eb trasha, buz\u00eb t\u00eb dendura, grop\u00ebzash me hije, ofrarinde. e ferrave dhe dor\u00ebzonj\u00ebs. N\u00eb at\u00eb zgav\u00ebr aromatike ishte shtrir\u00eb, si\u00e7 thoshin fqinj\u00ebt e mi t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr, qysh n\u00eb fillim, aq i dor\u00ebzuar nga varf\u00ebria dhe aq i k\u00ebnaqur me t\u00eb, saq\u00eb nuk e kishte marr\u00eb mundimin t\u00eb shtrihej pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtuar nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb kodr\u00ebn per\u00ebndimore p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb andej detin q\u00eb i p\u00ebrkiste dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb plazhin e bukur dhe t\u00eb mbrojtur n\u00eb krahun e saj bashkiak. Vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb dukej se vuante nga ky tundim i keq, sepse mund t\u00eb shihej duke u zvarritur p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb drejt detit, por pa mundur t\u00eb shihej, as me tenxheren e oxhakut. Dukej sikur , pasi ishte penduar p\u00ebr guximin e saj n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, ajo kishte mbetur e shtrir\u00eb atje, pa guxim t\u00eb kthehej prapa, e mb\u00ebshtetur mbi gur\u00ebt g\u00eblqeror\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb livadhi, me kurrizin e mbrojtur nga nj\u00eb korije g\u00ebshtenjash me gjethe. Nga shum\u00eb vite q\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pozicion, E dhunshme dhe e pavendosur, dredhka q\u00eb e rrethoi nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb dhe e shtypi deri n\u00eb at\u00eb pik\u00eb sa e zvog\u00ebloi gjysm\u00ebn e kapel\u00ebs per\u00ebndimore dhe streh\u00ebn p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse t\u00eb \u00e7atis\u00eb n\u00eb rr\u00ebnoja n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm, ishte nj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi e pakthyeshme p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrtesa, e ruajtur m\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb fasadat e saj lindore dhe jugore, ishte e madhe dhe kishte nj\u00eb pamje madh\u00ebshtore. Ajo i p\u00ebrkiste, me tokat p\u00ebrreth dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndara n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb mbjellat e fshatit, sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Infantados, pasuri t\u00eb administruara n\u00eb vendin tim nga Garc\u00edas i lartp\u00ebrmendur: ata Garc\u00edas q\u00eb talleshin me stem\u00ebn e familjes sime dhe nuk u larguan kurr\u00eb nga bashkia. Fshati lidhej me zonat p\u00ebrreth me disa shtigje t\u00eb k\u00ebqija, shtigje t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta dhie, ku mund t\u00eb lundronin vet\u00ebm kuajt e r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe kuajt vendas; Pra, t\u00eb shihje n\u00eb ato rrugica nj\u00eb kalor\u00ebs t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm ose nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb t\u00eb mbuluar me njer\u00ebz t\u00eb panjohur t\u00eb grumbulluar n\u00eb dyshekun e shtyll\u00ebs, ishin ngjarje q\u00eb ngacmonin kureshtjen e gjith\u00eb lagjes, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk pushonin derisa t\u00eb merrnin vesh se kush ishin, nga vinin dhe ku po shkonin. Nga ngutja dhe ngutja e bot\u00ebs, vet\u00ebm ajo q\u00eb mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatej n\u00eb nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb shum\u00eb serioze dhe zyrtare arriti n\u00eb at\u00eb vetmi t\u00eb qet\u00eb dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme . Famullitari dhe babai im ndan\u00eb parat\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. N\u00eb t\u00eb lexohej lajmi nga Madridi, raporti i nj\u00eb seance t\u00eb stuhishme t\u00eb Kortes, frika e nj\u00eb ndryshimi ministror, \u200b\u200bapo dyshimet p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kryengritje politike, me qet\u00ebsin\u00eb stoike, jo pa nj\u00ebfar\u00eb habie, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn sot m\u00ebsojm\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodh n\u00eb zem\u00ebr t\u00eb Kin\u00ebs apo n\u00eb majat e Himalajeve. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 t\u00eb rinjve n\u00eb ushtri ose n\u00eb tavernat e Seviljes, q\u00eb fitonin nj\u00eb grusht duros p\u00ebr t&#8217;u kthyer n\u00eb qytet si t\u00eb rrem\u00eb (nuk kishte m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kat\u00ebr prej tyre mes tyre), asnj\u00eb nga djemt\u00eb e tij nuk u largua m\u00eb shum\u00eb se tre liga nga qytetet e tyre dhe kjo ishte vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb treg, n\u00eb panair ose n\u00eb mulli, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb pa letrat e prift\u00ebrinjve dhe pa letrat e babait tim. n\u00eb munges\u00eb, posta lokale do t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb e panevojshme. Dhe sa qytete t\u00eb provinc\u00ebs ishin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gjendje pafaj\u00ebsie patriarkale si un\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, madje edhe p\u00ebr shum\u00eb vite m\u00eb pas!&#8230; derisa , befas, si nga batic\u00eb e nj\u00eb stuhie t\u00eb larg\u00ebt, malet u rrafshuan, luginat u ngrit\u00ebn, shk\u00ebmbinjt\u00eb u shpuan dhe gj\u00ebmimi i lokomotiv\u00ebs u shkret\u00eb mbi shkret\u00ebtir\u00ebn e m\u00ebparshme dhe u shkretua me zhurm\u00ebn e m\u00ebparshme. plazh boshe; Gum\u00eb e fort\u00eb, e rrafsh\u00ebt dhe e k\u00ebndshme z\u00ebvend\u00ebsoi rrugic\u00ebn e ashp\u00ebr dhe zhurm\u00ebn e zhurmshme t\u00eb karrocave t\u00eb karrocave, zhurm\u00ebn e ngadalt\u00eb t\u00eb zileve t\u00eb lop\u00ebs s\u00eb ekipit t\u00eb but\u00eb; njer\u00ebzit e kulturuar t\u00eb Madridit zbuluan se nuk mund t\u00eb jetonte m\u00eb pa ajrin e vendit dhe uj\u00ebrat e njelm\u00ebta t\u00eb brigjeve veriore gjat\u00eb ver\u00ebs; ato dhe t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb ngjashme na pushtuan n\u00eb nj\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb t\u00eb g\u00ebzueshme dhe t\u00eb g\u00ebzueshme; flauti baritor dhe fshatar i kallamishteve iku nga korijet dhe rajonet e virgj\u00ebra iu n\u00ebnshtruan sundimit t\u00eb pushtuesit nomad, i cili, pa i mbushur me kultur\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai mburret, u hoqi atyre, me qet\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb ishte pasuria e tyre m\u00eb e madhe, gjith\u00e7ka piktoreske dhe t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse q\u00eb ruanin: dashurin\u00eb p\u00ebr vendlindjen, zakonin e tyre vendas, zakonin e tyre vendas. Un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarr sip\u00ebrmarrjen shum\u00eb t\u00eb diskredituar p\u00ebr t\u00eb diskutuar mbi avantazhet dhe disavantazhet e fshirjes s\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb kufijve dhe reduktimit t\u00eb njer\u00ebzimit n\u00eb nj\u00eb popull t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, t\u00eb qeverisur nga nj\u00eb ligj i vet\u00ebm: do ta kisha futur veten n\u00eb nj\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb!&#8230; Ky fjalim i gjat\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shkruar m\u00eb vete, si transformimi i pabesuesh\u00ebm q\u00eb ka ndodhur n\u00eb nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb mendjes time n\u00eb veri, q\u00eb nga fillimi i jet\u00ebs sime . qyteti ishte ende n\u00eb gjendjen e pafajshme dhe primitive q\u00eb un\u00eb e vler\u00ebsoja aq shum\u00eb; dhe po kthehem n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb, sepse dua t\u00eb them, sepse duhet pasur parasysh, se kur m&#8217;u shfaq hunda me push dhe fillova t\u00eb shikoja n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb, dhe prifti mendoi se isha i arsimuar mir\u00eb n\u00eb shkencat humane, nuk u tundova pa dashje t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha minist\u00ebr, apo edhe an\u00ebtar i Kortes, ose t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha gazetar, apo dramaturg, apo tek nj\u00eb zyrtar komb\u00ebtar, edhe n\u00ebse ka nj\u00eb pag\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt. T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjera ishin aq larg nga vendi im, aq jasht\u00eb mund\u00ebsive t\u00eb makin\u00ebs sime t\u00eb mendimit; aq i kufizuar ishte rrethi i ideve t\u00eb mia; Aq i ngulitur isha brenda kufijve t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb t\u00eb tok\u00ebs sime t\u00eb lindjes, saq\u00eb do t&#8217;i kisha ngat\u00ebrruar ato p\u00ebrfytyrime me \u00ebndrra t\u00eb ethshme , po t\u00eb m\u00eb kishin hyr\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb kok\u00eb. Dhe nga kjo nuk duhet t\u00eb nxirret p\u00ebrfundimi se, megjith\u00eb m\u00ebsimet e famullitarit dhe leximin tim t\u00eb vazhduesh\u00ebm t\u00eb romaneve t\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendura, madje edhe atyre t\u00eb botuara n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn e babait tim, un\u00eb isha po aq djerr\u00eb si \u00e7do fqinj i mi fshatar: asnj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto; N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, un\u00eb tashm\u00eb po shkruaja vargjet e mia p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse p\u00ebr h\u00ebn\u00ebn, p\u00ebr detin e stuhish\u00ebm dhe p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte, dhe i rraskapiva bashk\u00ebting\u00eblloret p\u00ebr t\u00eb qar\u00eb mbi hidh\u00ebrimin e imagjinuar dhe zhg\u00ebnjimet e shtirura dhe lodhjen e parakohshme, keq, shum\u00eb keq, sigurisht, megjith\u00ebse nuk m\u00eb dukej k\u00ebshtu; madje u trishtova dhe shkova aq larg sa t&#8217;i merrja si t\u00eb mir\u00ebqen\u00eb dhembjet e mia. P\u00ebr dashurit\u00eb e Gris\u00f3stomo dhe p\u00ebrbuzjen e Marcela-s m\u00eb dhan\u00eb pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb ose p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar! Q\u00eb m\u00eb tregon se njeriu, n\u00eb vetvete, \u00ebsht\u00eb budalla n\u00eb nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb caktuar n\u00eb jet\u00eb, pavar\u00ebsisht nga element\u00ebt q\u00eb e rrethojn\u00eb; apo \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb, q\u00eb zakonet e k\u00ebqija t\u00eb ve\u00e7anta t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs njer\u00ebzore mund t\u00eb korrigjohen me edukim, por jo t\u00eb zhduken. Duke iu rikthyer tem\u00ebs, them se kur e pash\u00eb veten t\u00eb veshur mir\u00eb, t\u00eb arsimuar si\u00e7 duhet, me shkrim t\u00eb rrjedhsh\u00ebm dhe nj\u00eb gallat n\u00eb lul\u00ebzim, t\u00eb gjitha ambiciet e mia u p\u00ebrqendruan t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha, n\u00eb vitet e m\u00ebvonshme, n\u00ebpun\u00ebs qyteti, nj\u00eb pozicion q\u00eb vlen pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dyqind e pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb dukat. Edhe un\u00eb guxova t\u00eb mendoja, por vet\u00ebm t\u00eb mendoja dhe t&#8217;i thosha kaq shum\u00eb n\u00eb heshtje tim eti, i cili e konsideronte si josh\u00ebse dhe aq t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb sa t\u00eb fitosh nj\u00eb kostum t\u00eb that\u00eb rrobash n\u00eb shortin e koh\u00ebs; Guxova, e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, t\u00eb mendoj p\u00ebr administrimin e aseteve t\u00eb sip\u00ebrp\u00ebrmendura t\u00eb Sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Infantados, q\u00eb ndodhej n\u00eb at\u00eb vend: administrim q\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb, q\u00eb nga kohra t\u00eb lashta, n\u00eb duart e t\u00eb njohurit Garcias dhe q\u00eb do t&#8217;i jepte jo m\u00eb pak se nj\u00eb ons e gjysm\u00eb \u00e7do vit; cil\u00ebn administrat\u00eb mund ta kisha marr\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet ndikimit t\u00eb kunatit tim, prokurorit, me gjyqtarin e shkall\u00ebs s\u00eb par\u00eb, nj\u00eb mik personal i regjentit t\u00eb gjykat\u00ebs territoriale, gjyqtari ishte i lidhur ngusht\u00eb, jo territori, me nj\u00eb nip t\u00eb markezit t\u00eb Perejilit, nj\u00eb i af\u00ebrm i af\u00ebrt i Kontit t\u00eb Chirib\u00eda-s; e k\u00ebshtu me radh\u00eb. Dhe me nj\u00eb pag\u00eb fikse prej 3500 reale, plus kat\u00ebr copat e tok\u00ebs q\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb takonin nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, ushqimi im ishte tashm\u00eb i siguruar; dhe me ushqim t\u00eb siguruar, do t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja n\u00eb zon\u00ebn p\u00ebrreth p\u00ebr nj\u00eb zonj\u00eb t\u00eb re q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb sillte dark\u00ebn; dhe po t\u00eb gjeja nj\u00eb, kush n\u00eb bot\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb faj\u00ebsonte mua? Zot m\u00eb ruaj, ambiciet e mia nuk shkuan kurr\u00eb p\u00ebrtej k\u00ebsaj, as arritja e babait tim nuk arriti aq larg kur diskutoi me mua \u00e7\u00ebshtjen delikate t\u00eb &#8220;t\u00eb b\u00ebhesh burr\u00eb&#8221; pa l\u00ebn\u00eb kufijt\u00eb e atdheut tim. Kapitulli 2. Garc\u00edas u quajt\u00ebn k\u00ebshtu, n\u00eb shum\u00ebs, duke ndjekur nj\u00eb zakon shum\u00eb t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr n\u00eb qytet, si\u00e7 thon\u00eb ata Osunas dhe O\u00f1ates, duke aluduar m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr kast\u00ebn n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi sesa p\u00ebr individ\u00ebt e saj n\u00eb ve\u00e7anti; nj\u00eb zakon q\u00eb zbulon nj\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi t\u00eb caktuar n\u00eb sendin e em\u00ebrtuar, sepse ai nuk ishte rast\u00ebsor dhe kalimtar, por me ndikim t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm dhe shtrirje t\u00eb gjer\u00eb. P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn t\u00eb cil\u00ebs i referohem, kishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb Garc\u00eda n\u00eb qytetin tim, Garcias i friksh\u00ebm dhe manducan; por ky Garc\u00eda ishte kryetar bashkie pothuajse p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb dhe administrator i pronave t\u00eb sip\u00ebrp\u00ebrmendura t\u00eb Infantados; dhe babai i tij kishte qen\u00eb administrator dhe kryetar bashkie, dhe gjyshi i tij kishte qen\u00eb kryetar bashkie dhe administrator, dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata ishin tregtar\u00eb, panair dhe njer\u00ebz me dredhi t\u00eb m\u00ebdha. Asnj\u00eb prej tyre nuk ishte m\u00eb i keq se paraardh\u00ebsi i tij dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb vuanin nga t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat s\u00ebmundje. Prandaj zakoni p\u00ebr t&#8217;i em\u00ebrtuar t\u00eb gjith\u00eb s\u00eb bashku, edhe n\u00ebse ishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb. Armiq\u00ebsia e tyre e pambuluar ndaj familjes S\u00e1nchez u p\u00ebrhap gjithashtu nga babai te djali, s\u00eb bashku me talljen dhe p\u00ebrbuzjen e tyre. Dhe kjo p\u00ebrb\u00ebhej, p\u00ebr mendimin tim, n\u00eb pallton gjysm\u00eb rroku t\u00eb kast\u00ebs sime, nj\u00eb dallim fisnik, por i varf\u00ebr q\u00eb ngjallte nj\u00ebfar\u00eb respekti te njer\u00ebzit; t\u00eb cilat respektojn\u00eb Ata kurr\u00eb nuk arrit\u00ebn t\u00eb na fitojn\u00eb me ekseset e tyre egoiste dhe bezdis\u00ebse . P\u00ebrkund\u00ebr tyre, sht\u00ebpia e tyre nuk ishte nj\u00eb gisht m\u00eb e lart\u00eb se e jona, as nuk kishin m\u00eb shum\u00eb para n\u00eb thesar sesa babai im n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr e t\u00eb gozhduar, as bag\u00ebtit\u00eb e tyre nuk ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb bollshme apo m\u00eb elegante se ato t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime, as diferenca q\u00eb merrnin nga ne n\u00eb tok\u00ebn bujq\u00ebsore nuk arrinte n\u00eb dyzet vagon ngarkesa tok\u00eb, madje duke llogaritur t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat prona q\u00eb kishin marr\u00eb. Por ju shikoni! Ata ishin me blegtori, e gatuanin dhe e hanin; Dhe meqen\u00ebse \u00e7mimi i nj\u00eb palltoje t\u00eb lir\u00eb prej p\u00eblhure t\u00eb holl\u00eb, nj\u00eb pal\u00eb funde alepin mbret\u00ebreshe dhe nj\u00eb tuf\u00eb buk\u00eb gruri blen kat\u00ebr xhaketa p\u00eblhure kafe, gjasht\u00eb fustanella Carmen serge dhe nj\u00eb ngarkes\u00eb misri, ata ishin gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb rinj dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb pash\u00ebm se ne, dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, m\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur dhe t\u00eb \u00e7lodhur, m\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur; dometh\u00ebn\u00eb, ata jetonin relativisht m\u00eb rehat se ne, pasi ishin fshatar\u00eb t\u00eb pasur, nd\u00ebrsa san\u00e7ez\u00ebt ishin zot\u00ebrinj nevojtar\u00eb. Prandaj tallja dhe p\u00ebrbuzja e tyre, dhe sjellja e babait tim gjithmon\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebrhequr dhe disi t\u00eb ndrojtur, dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij disi m\u00eb pak. Sepse nga kthetrat e nj\u00eb armiku kaq t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm isha i detyruar t\u00eb nxirrja postin e n\u00ebpun\u00ebsit t\u00eb qytetit, kur ai u b\u00eb bosh, dhe administrimin e pron\u00ebs s\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb Infantado, kur t\u00eb donte Zoti. Duhet t\u00eb theksohet gjithashtu se babai im nuk kishte asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrkrah\u00ebs me vler\u00eb dy centavo n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb krahin\u00ebn e m\u00eb gjer\u00eb . Mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebsit e njer\u00ebzve si babai im kishin vdekur, sipas miqve dhe armiqve, nd\u00ebrsa Garc\u00edas, si njer\u00ebz aktiv\u00eb n\u00eb rrjedh\u00ebn e re t\u00eb ideve dhe ngjarjeve n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat shoq\u00ebria po hynte me shpejt\u00ebsi , mb\u00ebshteteshin kryesisht te Calderetas nga qyteti aty pran\u00eb, nj\u00eb familje q\u00eb ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb pothuajse zyrtarisht dhe pothuajse plot\u00ebsisht, p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsuese e fuqive m\u00eb t\u00eb larta &#8220;nga lart dhe administrative , p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb prer\u00eb dhe t\u00eb ndar\u00eb n\u00eb rajonin politik&#8221;. sfera, madje dyshoj n\u00eb sfer\u00ebn e drejt\u00ebsis\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00ebn e shtetit, sigurisht dhe me q\u00ebllimet m\u00eb t\u00eb mira. \u00cbsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme t\u00eb theksohet se brenda asaj familjeje kishte deg\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha vijave, dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye burra p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha llojet e nevojave. k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb Calderetas ishin gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes, dhe, p\u00ebr rrjedhoj\u00eb, Garc\u00edas e vendit tim. Si do t\u00eb kisha sukses q\u00eb t&#8217;u hiqja atyre nj\u00eb administrat\u00eb q\u00eb ata e mbanin sa p\u00ebr \u00e7\u00ebshtje nderi, aq edhe p\u00ebr arsye fitimi? Prandaj thash\u00eb m\u00eb her\u00ebt se megjith\u00ebse nj\u00eb administrat\u00eb e till\u00eb e tundonte shum\u00eb baban\u00eb tim, ai e konsideronte t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u arritur sa t\u00eb fitonte nj\u00eb kostum t\u00eb that\u00eb letrash n\u00eb shortin primitive, pavar\u00ebsisht nga af\u00ebrsia e kunatit tim prokuror me gjyqtarin e rrethit; at\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebtij t\u00eb fundit me regjentin e Gjykat\u00ebs s\u00eb territorit; marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet mes regjentit dhe markezit t\u00eb Perejilit&#8230; Nuk e konsideroja aq t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb pozicionin e sekretarit, pasi, si\u00e7 duhej parashikuar nga i gjith\u00eb K\u00ebshilli Bashkiak, im at\u00eb kishte burimet e veta p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndikuar n\u00eb zgjedhjen e k\u00ebshilltar\u00ebve kur t\u00eb vinte koha. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Garc\u00edas, nuk kishte asnj\u00eb mashkull t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pozicion n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, i cili aktualisht mbahej nga nj\u00eb burr\u00eb, i cili, nd\u00ebrsa plakej, po distancohej nga kryetari i p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm i bashkis\u00eb, i cili nuk mund ta shihte m\u00eb. Prandaj, ishte e sigurt se kjo pozit\u00eb do t\u00eb mbetej bosh n\u00eb \u00e7do koh\u00eb dhe nuk ishte shum\u00eb e pamenduar q\u00eb kur t\u00eb vinte koha p\u00ebr ta plot\u00ebsuar at\u00eb, qoft\u00eb me nj\u00eb luft\u00eb t\u00eb hapur ose n\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb marr\u00ebveshjeje midis babait tim dhe kryetarit t\u00eb bashkis\u00eb, un\u00eb do ta zija vendin. Fatmir\u00ebsisht, as un\u00eb, as babai im nuk nxituam. Kishte mjaft p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi; Isha e veshur mir\u00eb dhe e kaloja koh\u00ebn e lir\u00eb, e cila ishte e shumt\u00eb, her\u00eb duke lexuar libra n\u00eb dollap dhe seriale gazetash, her\u00eb duke ndjekur shkurtat n\u00eb fusha, lepurin dhe drer\u00ebt n\u00eb pyll dhe rosat n\u00eb bregdet. Kalova edhe disa periudha shum\u00eb t\u00eb shkurtra, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e l\u00eb vet\u00ebm baban\u00eb, me disa nga motrat e mia, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht me prokurorin, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs nuk kishte asnj\u00eb nga labirintet q\u00eb n\u00eb ato t\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve; dhe ky kunati im, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb profesioneve t\u00eb tij, ishte m\u00eb t\u00ebrheq\u00ebs p\u00ebr mua se sa skapi dhe arbitri, tek t\u00eb cil\u00ebt zgjebet e tregtis\u00eb ishin tep\u00ebr t\u00eb dukshme dhe ishte mjaft e dukshme q\u00eb edhe grat\u00eb e tyre ishin kontaminuar prej tyre, nj\u00eb fakt q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu; sepse ky asimilim i dob\u00ebsive t\u00eb burrave t\u00eb tyre i shp\u00ebtoi pik\u00ebllimin vdekjeprur\u00ebs t\u00eb njohjes s\u00eb tyre. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, po i afrohesha tet\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb, dhe \u00e7udi, burrat e sot\u00ebm pa mjek\u00ebr, t\u00eb lodhur nga dashuria dhe duke u rrotulluar n\u00ebp\u00ebr bot\u00eb! Ende nuk kisha as m\u00eb t\u00eb vogl\u00ebn e dashur, as punova p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur nj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, as e mbaja mend, as nuk kisha kaluar dy liga p\u00ebrtej kufijve t\u00eb qytetit tim; dhe habiteni edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb! Ecja e babait tim n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, e vendosur t\u00eb m\u00eb hidhte nj\u00eb sy n\u00eb Santander, m\u00eb mbajti t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar, t\u00eb pavendosur dhe t\u00eb hutuar, t\u00eb paaft\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb vet\u00eb n\u00ebse ajo p\u00ebrshtypje e \u00e7uditshme, kaq e thell\u00eb dhe gudulis\u00ebse, m\u00eb k\u00ebnaqte apo m\u00eb trishtonte. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund erdhi momenti p\u00ebr t\u00eb vendosur dhe dy dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, erdhi koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb rrobat e pag\u00ebzimit nga fundi i bagazhit; p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb, &#8220;p\u00ebr \u00e7do rast&#8221;, nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrrim rrobash t\u00eb babait tim dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr timen n\u00eb valixhe; p\u00ebr ta vendosur n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn e pasme t\u00eb shal\u00ebs s\u00eb vjet\u00ebr (t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb me gjemba), e vendosur tani mbi shpin\u00ebn e ashp\u00ebr t\u00eb kalit gri t\u00eb zbutur t\u00eb priftit; p\u00ebr t\u00eb hipur me nj\u00eb k\u00ebrcim, nd\u00ebrsa babai im, i veshur me nj\u00eb kapel\u00eb prej pelushi, nj\u00eb papion prej sateni t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe t\u00eb punuar mir\u00eb, nj\u00eb pallto t\u00eb gjat\u00eb ngjyr\u00eb jeshile dhe \u00e7izme ky\u00e7in e k\u00ebmb\u00ebs, me k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb majt\u00eb n\u00eb shtyll\u00eb, po tundte k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb me nj\u00ebfar\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsie mbi \u00e7antat e zbraz\u00ebta t\u00eb lidhura mbi k\u00ebrpudhat e k\u00ebrpudhave t\u00eb tij t\u00eb pushtuara t\u00eb kalit; p\u00ebr t&#8217;u dh\u00ebn\u00eb lamtumir\u00ebn shikuesve kureshtar\u00eb q\u00eb po na shikonin dhe p\u00ebr t&#8217;u larguar nga qyteti, duke goditur zjarret nga grykat e rrugicave t\u00eb tij me k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt e kuajve. Mir\u00eb qiej, sa e gjer\u00eb m&#8217;u duk bota kur hyra n\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur\u00ebn, dhe nj\u00eb zgav\u00ebr u pasua nga nj\u00eb maj\u00eb, dhe maja nga nj\u00eb zgav\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr, dhe pastaj nj\u00eb varg malesh, pastaj nj\u00eb lugin\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrs\u00ebri maja dhe p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb zgav\u00ebr! \u00c7far\u00eb llojllojshm\u00ebrie konturesh, hijesh, objektesh, dritash dhe horizontesh! K\u00ebtu fshati i vog\u00ebl u p\u00ebrkul mes shk\u00ebmbinjve dhe pem\u00ebve t\u00eb dushkut; atje mulliri, n\u00ebn nj\u00eb korije plepi, n\u00eb breg t\u00eb lumit, i but\u00eb dhe transparent, duke reflektuar n\u00eb uj\u00ebrat e tij festave t\u00eb dafin\u00ebs dhe ferrave, verr\u00ebve dhe hardhive t\u00eb egra dhe ur\u00ebs s\u00eb tij me g\u00ebrmadha t\u00eb zhvendosura, t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetura keq nga fijet e dredhk\u00ebs s\u00eb dendur; pran\u00eb burimit t\u00eb fresk\u00ebt t\u00eb mbyllur n\u00eb nj\u00eb qemer guralecash t\u00eb mykur, _humilladero_ i vetmuar, nj\u00eb vep\u00ebr e devotshm\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb nj\u00eb populli t\u00eb krishter\u00eb, n\u00ebse jo e pendimit t\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebkatari t\u00eb penduar, por gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb pasqyrim i nj\u00eb epoke besimi t\u00eb rr\u00ebnjosur thell\u00eb; mbi rrug\u00ebn q\u00eb p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb, lart n\u00eb male, nj\u00eb pyll i dendur dushku me nj\u00eb faltore t\u00eb zbardhur: faltorja, p\u00ebr shenjtorin mbrojt\u00ebs t\u00eb zon\u00ebs s\u00eb af\u00ebrt; pyllin e dushkut, p\u00ebr t\u00eb siguruar hije p\u00ebr pelegrin\u00ebt nj\u00eb dit\u00eb \u00e7do vit. N\u00eb \u00e7do hap, nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb e k\u00ebtyre, nj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi e p\u00ebrjetshme p\u00ebr besimin e bashkatdhetar\u00ebve t\u00eb mi. Dhe asgj\u00eb m\u00eb e arsyeshme n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend ku nuk ka asnj\u00eb detaj t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, bukuria e t\u00eb cilit, e v\u00ebzhguar mir\u00eb, t\u00eb mos jet\u00eb nj\u00eb himn lavd\u00ebrimi ndaj mir\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe madh\u00ebshtis\u00eb s\u00eb Zotit. Dhe pa pushim, gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb kod\u00ebr p\u00ebrpara, q\u00eb m\u00eb dukej e fundit, dhe nd\u00ebrsa e kalonim, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr e re p\u00ebrtej. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, lart\u00ebsit\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduan; terreni po rrafshohej; shtegu i vrazhd\u00eb dhe gjarp\u00ebrues q\u00eb ndoq\u00ebm u b\u00eb nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb e fort\u00eb, rruga nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb e gjer\u00eb dhe nd\u00ebrtesat pran\u00eb saj po humbnin pamjen e tyre fshatare, si fshati dhe po ngriheshin nga t\u00eb dy an\u00ebt. Nga nj\u00eb nga koralet e tyre, doli trajneri i par\u00eb i koleg\u00ebve q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time, duke nxjerr\u00eb demon\u00eb. Fluturoi p\u00ebrpara nesh mes reve pluhuri, britmave t\u00eb kryepun\u00ebtorit, k\u00ebrcitjes s\u00eb parzmave t\u00eb kuajve dhe zhurm\u00ebs s\u00eb k\u00ebmbanave t\u00eb kuajve. Ajo u humb shpejt nga pamja n\u00eb fund t\u00eb xhades\u00eb; Dhe pas saj, arrit\u00ebm n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn mbret\u00ebrore, nj\u00eb gum\u00eb shum\u00eb e gjer\u00eb, e bardh\u00eb si bora dhe e fort\u00eb si shk\u00ebmbi. Aty ishte nj\u00eb han i shkret\u00eb dhe hym\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb pushuar pak pas tre or\u00ebve t\u00eb gjata udh\u00ebtimi q\u00eb kishim b\u00ebr\u00eb; kemi pasur disa pije freskuese, dhe ne ofruam nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr bucefalan\u00ebt e lodhur, t\u00eb p\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb nga nj\u00eb kosh misri p\u00ebr goj\u00eb, me kasht\u00ebn e duhur, jo kasht\u00ebn e im\u00ebt kastiliane, pasi ishte e zez\u00eb dhe e fort\u00eb, disi sprapste grurin vendas . Gjysm\u00eb ore m\u00eb von\u00eb ne po hipnim p\u00ebrs\u00ebri dhe po niseshim drejt p\u00ebr n\u00eb Santander. Mos e merrni k\u00ebt\u00eb si ekzagjerim; por e v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se ndjeva nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb re dhe t\u00eb dhimbshme kur u gjenda mes njer\u00ebzve krejt\u00ebsisht t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr mua. Mes njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm, them, sepse disa hapa pas daljes nga bujtina, erdh\u00ebm n\u00eb qytetin kryesor t\u00eb rajonit, atdheun dhe vendbanimin e kalderetasve t\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendur. Babai im m\u00eb paralajm\u00ebroi p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb; dhe nd\u00ebrsa rruga kulloste pjes\u00ebn kryesore t\u00eb qytetit, pash\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb p\u00ebrpunuara, rrug\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb dukeshin t\u00eb m\u00ebdha dhe njer\u00ebz veshja e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve m\u00eb dukej shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme. Di\u00e7ka m\u00eb tundoi kureshtjen dhe i b\u00ebra shum\u00eb pyetje babait, madje duke shprehur d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb pak nga &#8220;brenda&#8221;. Por duke qen\u00eb se po k\u00ebrkonim di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe dhe pjesa tjet\u00ebr e dit\u00ebs nuk lejonte shum\u00eb ndalesa n\u00ebse do t\u00eb arrinim n\u00eb qytet me drit\u00ebn e dit\u00ebs, u k\u00ebnaqa duke ecur me kalin n\u00eb periferi t\u00eb qytetit dhe duke v\u00ebzhguar gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb na binte n\u00eb sy. Duke u larguar mir\u00eb nga qyteti pas meje, fillova t\u00eb ndjeja n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi, i m\u00ebsuar me intonacionet e \u00ebmbla dhe nuancat e buta t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb eg\u00ebr, bardh\u00ebsin\u00eb verbuese t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs s\u00eb lart\u00eb, pjes\u00ebt e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs, si mb\u00ebshtjelljet e nj\u00eb gjarpri t\u00eb pamas\u00eb, shikoja n\u00eb larg\u00ebsi, her\u00eb duke u ngjitur n\u00eb an\u00ebn e nj\u00eb vargmalesh malore, her\u00eb duke u shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrafshnalt\u00eb , n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrafshnalt\u00eb. ai q\u00eb, si un\u00eb, ishte aq pak i m\u00ebsuar me nj\u00eb monotoni t\u00eb till\u00eb dhe q\u00eb kishte veshur rrobat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira n\u00eb bagazhin e tij, tashm\u00eb t\u00eb zbardhur nga pluhuri g\u00ebrryes i trazuar nga karrocat dhe udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt e \u00e7do lloji. U mrekullova shum\u00eb nga pamja e karrocave, duke i par\u00eb ato n\u00eb rreshta t\u00eb pafund, t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb mbuluara me tenda, dhe skuadrat e nj\u00ebr\u00ebs skuadre u shtr\u00ebnguan aq ngusht\u00eb kund\u00ebr tjetr\u00ebs, saq\u00eb dukeshin si hallka n\u00eb nj\u00eb zinxhir shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. &#8220;K\u00ebto karroca q\u00eb t\u00eb bien aq shum\u00eb n\u00eb sy,&#8221; m\u00eb tha babai im, &#8220;po shkojn\u00eb nga Reinosa ose Alar del Rey, t\u00eb ngarkuara me miell, n\u00eb Santander, ku transportohet n\u00eb mbar\u00eb bot\u00ebn. Ata jan\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb mal\u00ebsor\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtuar ndaj asaj tregtie. Linjat q\u00eb kalojn\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00ebn ton\u00eb jan\u00eb bosh. Kur hekurudha, e planifikuar tani, midis Alar dhe Santander, do t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtohet nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb e madhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar Alar dhe Santander. t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb pas dore n\u00eb rajonet p\u00ebrreth autostrad\u00ebs mbret\u00ebrore!&#8221; Kaloi nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb shum\u00eb e madhe me gjasht\u00eb mushka, t\u00eb lidhura dy nga dy. &#8220;Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb skene,&#8221; m\u00eb tha babai im, &#8220;q\u00eb ec\u00ebn, n\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb ndryshme, midis qytetit dhe qytez\u00ebs. Ai q\u00eb shkon n\u00eb Madrid nga Santander \u00ebsht\u00eb i madh dhe ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb bisha. Ky lum\u00eb q\u00eb po ndjekim n\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb,&#8221; vazhdoi ai, &#8220;\u00ebsht\u00eb Besaya, q\u00eb bashkohet me Sajan gjysm\u00eb lige m\u00eb mbrapa. Do ta shohim p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nga nj\u00eb distanc\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, do ta shohim p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nga nj\u00eb distanc\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb.&#8221; M\u00eb tej, pash\u00eb shum\u00eb direk\u00eb anijesh q\u00eb dilnin midis nj\u00eb kodre dhe nj\u00eb fushe t\u00eb gjelb\u00ebruar. Un\u00eb u habita. Babai buz\u00ebqeshi dhe m\u00eb tha: &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb porti i Requejad\u00ebs. K\u00ebtu lumi derdhet n\u00eb det. Meqen\u00ebse gryk\u00ebderdhja \u00ebsht\u00eb e ngusht\u00eb dhe un\u00eb dhe ti jemi larg, trupat e anijeve na zhduken nga syt\u00eb midis dy brigjeve; por shiko m\u00eb larg dhe do ta shoh\u00ebsh at\u00eb duke gjarp\u00ebruar p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb bregut t\u00eb lumit, duke u zhdukur pas nj\u00eb kodre m\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb t\u00eb qytetit . Suances \u00ebsht\u00eb porti i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb: San Mart\u00edn de la Arena jan\u00eb magazina p\u00ebr grurin nga Castilla, q\u00eb mb\u00ebrrin me karroca, si miell, dhe ngarkohen n\u00eb ato anije, direk\u00ebt e t\u00eb cilave duket se ngrihen nga mali . N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb vazhduam t\u00eb ecnim p\u00ebr m\u00eb shum\u00eb se tre or\u00eb, koh\u00eb gjat\u00eb s\u00eb cil\u00ebs udh\u00ebtuam m\u00eb pak se kat\u00ebr liga, sepse kuajt nuk mund t\u00eb mbanin m\u00eb bishtin e tyre dhe thembrat e mia m\u00eb dhembnin nga bluarja e tyre e kot\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00ebt me flok\u00eb t\u00eb kalit gri. Edhe pse im at\u00eb nuk e mbyllte goj\u00ebn kur m\u00eb thoshte emrin e \u00e7do qyteti, \u00e7do vendi, \u00e7do han q\u00eb kalonim nd\u00ebrsa kalonim, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund v\u00ebmendja m\u00eb zuri gjumi. i plot\u00eb dhe trupi im nuk ndjej asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb tendosje shum\u00eb t\u00eb madhe n\u00eb ij\u00ebt e mia. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund m\u00eb goditi hund\u00ebn fryma e detit; duke ndjekur drejtimin e treguar nga gishti tregues i djatht\u00eb i babait tim , syt\u00eb e mi zbuluan nj\u00eb shtrirje gjiri me gjysm\u00eb pylli direku; hym\u00eb n\u00ebn nj\u00eb tend\u00eb t\u00eb formuar nga plepat gjigant\u00eb, trungjet e tyre t\u00eb ngarkuara me lytha, s\u00ebmundjet e pleq\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb tyre; dhe duke ndjekur at\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb zymt\u00eb, por t\u00eb qet\u00eb, brenda nj\u00eb \u00e7erek ore arrit\u00ebm te portat, si t\u00eb thuash, t\u00eb Santanderit, ku ishte nj\u00eb han shum\u00eb i famsh\u00ebm. U nis\u00ebm atje, kal\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb; Aty pushova n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e lir\u00eb, dhe atje darkuam e fjet\u00ebm, dhe prej andej u nis\u00ebm t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, shum\u00eb her\u00ebt, p\u00ebr t&#8217;i hedhur v\u00ebshtrimin e mir\u00ebseardhjes s\u00eb qytetit, prej t\u00eb cilit deri at\u00ebher\u00eb njihja vet\u00ebm llambat e rrug\u00ebs, ose m\u00eb mir\u00eb, ndezjen e llambave ngjitur me hanin, zhurm\u00ebn e pazakont\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe k\u00ebndimin e p\u00ebrgjumur e dembel t\u00eb roj\u00ebs s\u00eb lagjes. Pothuajse nga gjith\u00eb ai inspektim i shpejt\u00eb, kam pak memorie p\u00ebrve\u00e7 asaj q\u00eb e kam b\u00ebr\u00eb; Isha kaq i \u00e7orientuar dhe dyert, objektet, udh\u00ebkryqet dhe njer\u00ebzit fluturuan para syve t\u00eb mi me kaq nxitim ! Dhe besoj se m\u00eb shum\u00eb se ndrojtja ime dhe pamaturia e fshatarit, ishte d\u00ebshira e tepruar e babait p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00ebrhequr v\u00ebmendjen time p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb shtrohej p\u00ebrpara nesh. Zot\u00ebria i mir\u00eb nuk pushoi s\u00eb foluri. \u201cKy me saber \u00ebsht\u00eb polic&#8230; Shikoni k\u00ebt\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, \u00e7far\u00eb ballkoni!&#8230; Riparojeni k\u00ebt\u00eb dyqan, \u00e7far\u00eb pasurie p\u00ebrmban!&#8230; Pes\u00eb ushtar\u00eb s\u00eb bashku: jan\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebsor\u00eb&#8230; Shikoni majtas: Bashkia&#8230; Shikoni djathtas: katedralen&#8230; Dok: \u00e7far\u00eb madh\u00ebshtie, \u00e7far\u00eb pallatesh!&#8230; Gjiri: Aty duket t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn nj\u00eb kryq i pes\u00ebqind\u00ebs. Pazari i peshkut: mbaje hund\u00ebn&#8230; N\u00ebn k\u00ebt\u00eb ur\u00eb, a mund ta shoh\u00ebsh qart\u00eb, ajo t\u00eb \u00e7on n\u00eb Plaza de la Verdura&#8230; Ky zot\u00ebri me xhufk\u00eb n\u00eb bastun e tij mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb fare mir\u00eb Udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsi Politik . Me pak fjal\u00eb, ai nuk e mbylli goj\u00ebn. Ai m\u00eb \u00e7oi t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja mesh\u00ebn e lart\u00eb n\u00eb katedrale dhe vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb k\u00ebtij mendimi &#8211; nuk e p\u00ebrmenda n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb paragrafit t\u00eb m\u00ebparsh\u00ebm &#8211; nuk mbaj mend t\u00eb gjith\u00eb at\u00eb inspektim t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 atij t\u00eb kryerjes s\u00eb tij, por pothuajse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb gj\u00ebs, sepse dihet mir\u00eb se ajo mesh\u00eb, ajo or\u00eb e kaluar n\u00eb katedrale, la nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje aq t\u00eb thell\u00eb q\u00eb jeta ime nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb mbeti n\u00eb gjendje aq m\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb . \u00cbsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb t\u00eb ri me sens mesatar t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoj\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet n\u00eb imagjinat\u00ebn e tij, pa par\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb till\u00eb; p\u00ebr ta mbushur me \u00e7adra spektakolare, zot\u00ebrinj t\u00eb dalluar&#8230; e edhe me gj\u00ebra q\u00eb ekzistojn\u00eb vet\u00ebm n\u00eb p\u00ebrralla. Me pak fjal\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur t\u00eb p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsohet edhe realiteti, dhe ky fenomen v\u00ebrehet shpesh te njer\u00ebzit e thjesht\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar shum\u00eb dhe par\u00eb pak. Por \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamundur t\u00eb merret me mend se sa lart mund t\u00eb ngrihet shpirti njer\u00ebzor, sa mund t\u00eb ndihet, i ngaz\u00ebllyer nga bashkimi i agjent\u00ebve t\u00eb jasht\u00ebm, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk ka as iden\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. At\u00ebher\u00eb e gjeta veten n\u00eb at\u00eb situat\u00eb. Nuk u mahnita nga kisha, me tre nefet e saj gotike, korin e saj t\u00eb ul\u00ebt p\u00ebrball\u00eb altarit kryesor, dyshemen\u00eb e saj prej mermeri dhe kapelat e saj t\u00eb zymta; sepse, n\u00ebse mund t\u00eb flas me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, kisha imagjinuar di\u00e7ka m\u00eb madh\u00ebshtore dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb pasur p\u00ebr nj\u00eb katedrale n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet kaq t\u00eb njohur dhe t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm. Por filloi masa dhe tashm\u00eb ardhja dhe ikja e kanuneve, duke ndjekur trenat e tyre t\u00eb zinj; ceremonia solemne dhe dukuri n\u00eb presbiter; prelud\u00ebt nga organi; ret\u00eb dhe aroma e temjanicave t\u00eb tundura nga djemt\u00eb e altarit t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar t\u00eb veshur kuq e bardh\u00eb; dhe drita e but\u00eb q\u00eb shp\u00ebrtheu n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha ngjyrat e prizmit teksa kalonte n\u00ebp\u00ebr xhamin e hesht\u00ebsve, u dha mendimeve t\u00eb mia nj\u00eb drejtim t\u00eb ri, duke i marr\u00eb ato nga kanalet e tyre t\u00eb zakonshme dhe t\u00eb natyrshme. Pastaj, nd\u00ebrsa masa p\u00ebrparonte, forca e v\u00ebmendjes sime rritej, sepse ceremonit\u00eb e reja dhe mbresat e pa \u00ebnd\u00ebrruara e befasuan dhe e pushtuan at\u00eb, pa qen\u00eb n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb kuptoj ende n\u00ebse ajo rr\u00ebmbim n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn fillova t\u00eb bie ishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb ngaz\u00ebllim i papritur i ndjenjave m\u00eb fetare n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast dhe vend t\u00eb till\u00eb. vuri n\u00eb dukje, ose n\u00ebse ai ishte i ndikuar edhe nga nj\u00eb tepric\u00eb kurioziteti. Por erdhi nj\u00eb moment kur z\u00ebrat stentorian t\u00eb precentor\u00ebve, z\u00ebrat me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb t\u00eb djemve t\u00eb korit, ting\u00ebllima e kambanave t\u00eb djemve t\u00eb altarit dhe k\u00ebndimi drith\u00ebrues e i pasigurt i oficerit u bashkuan nga bubullima e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb linj\u00ebs s\u00eb trumbet\u00ebs s\u00eb organit, duke formuar nj\u00eb harmoni t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb v\u00ebrshonte nga p\u00ebrroi i rr\u00ebmbyesh\u00ebm i p\u00ebrroit. n\u00eb val\u00eb t\u00eb pamas\u00eb kund\u00ebr boshteve dhe k\u00ebrcejn\u00eb n\u00eb jehona rezonante nga dyshemeja e mermerit deri te dritaret me tr\u00ebndafila t\u00eb qemereve. Pastaj ndjeva nj\u00eb ndjesi shpimi gjilp\u00ebrash t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme q\u00eb zvarritej n\u00ebp\u00ebr \u00e7do fije t\u00eb trupit tim; Kam humbur \u00e7do nocion racional p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka para dhe rreth meje; E futa kok\u00ebn n\u00eb gjoks; M\u00eb dukej se tufat e kolonave u zgjat\u00ebn dhe u rrit\u00ebn derisa humb\u00ebn nga shikimi, diafanoz dhe ajror, dhe se stuhia e tingujve u p\u00ebrhap n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00ebn derisa mbushi kufijt\u00eb e bot\u00ebs, si z\u00ebri i tmerrsh\u00ebm i Jehovait&#8230;; dhe E pash\u00eb at\u00eb, po, E pash\u00eb duke notuar mbi ret\u00eb temjan dhe harmonish, midis kasafortave t\u00eb zhdukura t\u00eb tempullit, dhe e ndjeva At\u00eb n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time dhe n\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjen time, dhe gabimet m\u00eb t\u00eb vogla u rrit\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb deri n\u00eb p\u00ebrmasat e m\u00ebkateve t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb aroma e besimit u rrit edhe n\u00eb gjoksin tim; E p\u00ebrula kok\u00ebn&#8230; Besoj se preka me ball\u00eb mermerin e fort\u00eb mbi t\u00eb cilin ishin p\u00ebrkulur gjunj\u00ebt; buza ime q\u00eb m\u00eb dridhej refuzoi t\u00eb shqiptonte lutjet q\u00eb vinin nga zemra; lot\u00eb t\u00eb heshtur m\u00eb dol\u00ebn nga syt\u00eb; Dhe duke e par\u00eb veten n\u00eb pranin\u00eb e nj\u00eb Gjykat\u00ebsi kaq t\u00eb madh e madh\u00ebshtor, m\u00eb vinte turp nga lart\u00ebsia e tok\u00ebs q\u00eb m\u00eb mbante dhe pata zili err\u00ebsir\u00ebn dhe p\u00ebrul\u00ebsin\u00eb e krimbit t\u00eb mjer\u00eb q\u00eb zvarritet n\u00ebn koret e tok\u00ebs. I dhimbsh\u00ebm dhe i thyer, dola nga ajo ekstaz\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme kur heshtja u kthye t\u00eb mbret\u00ebronte n\u00eb tempull dhe im at\u00eb, pasi palosi shamin\u00eb e barit n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ishte gjunj\u00ebzuar n\u00eb tre palosje, m\u00eb preku n\u00eb shpatull p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb paralajm\u00ebruar se ishte koha p\u00ebr t&#8217;u larguar, pasi mesha kishte mbaruar dhe nuk mbeti askush atje p\u00ebrve\u00e7 nesh dhe kat\u00ebr plakave q\u00eb faleshim. &#8220;Duket se ju p\u00eblqeu solemniteti,&#8221; m\u00eb tha kur arrit\u00ebm n\u00eb manastir. &#8220;Nuk t\u00eb kam par\u00eb kurr\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjosh nj\u00eb mesh\u00eb me kaq p\u00ebrkushtim! Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime nuk kam ndjer\u00eb m\u00eb mbresa si ato.&#8221; Rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb, im at\u00eb bleu gjysm\u00eb topth djathi, nj\u00eb duzin\u00eb marule dhe dy merluc\u00eb langueta; h\u00ebngr\u00ebm n\u00eb or\u00ebn dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb, u nis\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb pasi fusnim blerjet n\u00eb \u00e7antat tona; dhe n\u00eb per\u00ebndim t\u00eb nat\u00ebs, trupat tan\u00eb t\u00eb lodhur dhe koka m\u00eb dhemb nga shikimi n\u00eb diellin mbyt\u00ebs t\u00eb qershorit p\u00ebr shtat\u00eb or\u00eb, zbrit\u00ebm n\u00eb fshatin e lindjes, posht\u00eb ballkonit t\u00eb st\u00ebrgjysh\u00ebrve. Kjo u quajt at\u00ebher\u00eb duke par\u00eb qytetin. Tashm\u00eb kam th\u00ebn\u00eb se kam sjell\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi vet\u00ebm kujtimin se e kam par\u00eb; nj\u00eb kujtim i paqart\u00eb dhe i turbullt, si ai i nj\u00eb \u00ebndrre t\u00eb ethshme q\u00eb n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb nuk ndryshoi realitetet paq\u00ebsore t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime n\u00eb kufijt\u00eb e ngusht\u00eb t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime. Asnj\u00eb pik\u00eb e vetme nuk e zgjeroi horizontin e ambicieve t\u00eb mia n\u00eb at\u00eb, eksplorimin tim t\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb bot\u00ebs. Kapitulli 3. Kaluan vite pa u larguar p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nga qyteti im, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb ekskursione t\u00eb shkurtra n\u00eb disa nga qytetet e af\u00ebrta, dhe bashk\u00eb me to kaloi rreziku shum\u00eb i frik\u00ebsuar se fati i keq mund t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha ushtar i vendit ose ta detyronte baban\u00eb tim t\u00eb shiste m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn e pasuris\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i shp\u00ebtuar. Kjo ngjarje e lumtur, q\u00eb m\u00eb la zot dhe zot t\u00eb vullnetit tim, u b\u00eb shkaku i p\u00ebrpjekjeve asnj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb fjetura p\u00ebr t\u00eb aspiruar postin e sekretaris\u00eb, p\u00ebr momentin, dhe p\u00ebr administrat\u00ebn kur ishte koha e duhur, duke u rindezur me nj\u00eb zjarr t\u00eb ri n\u00eb bisedat tona, madje edhe t\u00eb mendimit p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb fuqi procedurat aq shpesh t\u00eb shqyrtuara e t\u00eb diskutuara. Por rast\u00ebsia do t\u00eb ishte q\u00eb n\u00eb ato muaj lidhjet tashm\u00eb gati t\u00eb prishura t\u00eb bashkimit midis kryetarit dhe sekretarit u rifilluan p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb disa keqp\u00ebrdorimeve administrative nga ana e t\u00eb dyve, gj\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje t\u00eb nd\u00ebrsjell\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebmohimit p\u00ebr t&#8217;i \u00e7liruar ata nga nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje penale me t\u00eb gjitha pasojat e saj, dhe ja ku jam edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb i dor\u00ebhequr dhe i qet\u00eb me shpres\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur rrethanat m\u00eb t\u00eb favorshme t\u00eb nj\u00eb burri dhe p\u00ebr t&#8217;u kthyer n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e nj\u00eb burri. i \u00e7rregullt, nj\u00eb i ri me mustaqe t\u00eb plota, gjymtyr\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb forta dhe, sipas rr\u00ebfimeve publike, jo plot\u00ebsisht i kund\u00ebrshtuar nga pasqyra n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn time ose nga pishinat m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha lokale, shembulli m\u00eb i mir\u00eb i nj\u00eb gallati q\u00eb mund t\u00eb gjendej p\u00ebr shum\u00eb liga p\u00ebrreth. Mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb nj\u00eb ekzagjerim n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb drejtim n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb thoshin njer\u00ebzit, dhe pak verb\u00ebri t\u00eb kot\u00eb nga ana ime; por nuk ka dyshim se, mes kaq shum\u00eb stimujve p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb nj\u00eb dembel i plot\u00eb, un\u00eb vazhdova t\u00eb jem nj\u00eb shembull i pamundsh\u00ebm i nj\u00eb t\u00eb riu t\u00eb rregulluar dhe edukues , i ngulmuar n\u00eb ato interesa letrare q\u00eb m\u00eb insinuan shum\u00eb her\u00ebt, me shtimin e nj\u00eb t\u00eb reje: pun\u00ebt e fshatit , t\u00eb cilat koh\u00ebt e fundit kishin filluar t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin me shum\u00eb vrull. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, plani shum\u00eb i debatuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb lidhur fushat e thata t\u00eb Kastiljes me portin m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb detin Kantabrian me an\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb hekurudhe ishte gati t\u00eb hidhte hapin e tij t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e fakteve t\u00eb arritura. Dhe si! Gjykata, ose nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb integrale e saj, &#8220;zbriti&#8221; p\u00ebr t\u00eb solemnizuar me pranin\u00eb dhe konkursin e saj nj\u00eb akt tashm\u00eb, p\u00ebr nga natyra, solemn dhe transcendent. P\u00ebr nj\u00eb rast kaq t\u00eb mbar\u00eb, njer\u00ebzit e Santanderit dol\u00ebn t\u00eb gjith\u00eb jasht\u00eb dhe e gjith\u00eb provinca u trazua dhe u trondit, mes kureshtjes dhe dyshimit, t\u00eb dyja t\u00eb lindura nga ato p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb thella t\u00eb shkaktuara te njer\u00ebzit paq\u00ebsor\u00eb dhe t\u00eb ulur nga thashethemet misterioze q\u00eb lajm\u00ebronin nj\u00eb ndryshim t\u00eb papritur t\u00eb jet\u00ebs dhe zakoneve; pushtimi i menj\u00ebhersh\u00ebm i element\u00ebve t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm q\u00eb do t\u00eb fshijn\u00eb n\u00eb pak dit\u00eb veprimtari t\u00eb ethshme vepr\u00ebn e pal\u00ebvizshm\u00ebris\u00eb dhe qet\u00ebsis\u00eb kaq shekullore. Gazetat e kryeqytetit, t\u00eb mbushura me programe festash dhe d\u00ebfrimi, p\u00ebrmbyt\u00ebn qytete e fshatra dhe fshatari m\u00eb apatik dhe dembel do ta ndjente \u00e7ant\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb varf\u00ebr, n\u00eb rast se do t\u00eb gjente di\u00e7ka n\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar p\u00ebr dy dit\u00eb larg sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur tundimin p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb mrekullit\u00eb e reklamuara, mes t\u00eb cilave nuk q\u00ebndronte jasht\u00eb, mes t\u00eb cil\u00ebve nuk q\u00ebndronte jasht\u00eb. manjat\u00eb t\u00eb pash\u00ebm, me nj\u00eb skept\u00ebr n\u00eb dor\u00eb, nj\u00eb kuror\u00eb n\u00eb kok\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb mantel mbi shpatulla &#8211; sepse, duke qen\u00eb mbret\u00ebr, k\u00ebshtu i imagjinonin ata n\u00eb vendin tim &#8211; por n\u00eb mes t\u00eb nj\u00eb livadhi, duke l\u00ebruar tok\u00ebn me shat\u00eb, duke ngarkuar tok\u00ebn e kthyer n\u00eb nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb dore dhe duke e l\u00ebvizur m\u00eb tej me duart e tij . \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb shata ishte prej argjendi, lopata prej argjendi dhe karroca e rrotave prej druri t\u00eb llakuar; por a nuk ishte pik\u00ebrisht kjo risia e ngjarjes? Nj\u00eb monark q\u00eb g\u00ebrmon tok\u00ebn si nj\u00eb pun\u00ebtor i thjesht\u00eb dhe oborrtar\u00ebt e tij q\u00eb formojn\u00eb band\u00ebn e tij! Duhet t\u00eb theksohet se kjo ishte m\u00ebnyra se si fqinj\u00ebt e mi t\u00eb vrazhd\u00eb e mor\u00ebn fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr fjal\u00eb ngjarjen , shum\u00eb prej t\u00eb cil\u00ebve tashm\u00eb mund t\u00eb shihnin rr\u00ebket\u00eb e djers\u00ebs q\u00eb binin n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e gushtit. Dhe e gjith\u00eb kjo do t\u00eb ndodhte brenda pak dit\u00ebsh, dhe pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb pragun, si t\u00eb thuash, t\u00eb sht\u00ebpive t\u00eb tyre, dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kur monark\u00ebt spanjoll\u00eb nuk u p\u00ebrzien ende me njer\u00ebz t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb dhe as nuk u larguan nga pallati i Madridit, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se t\u00eb banonin n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga kat\u00ebr vendet m\u00eb t\u00eb famshme t\u00eb tij. Pra, fshatrat u shpopulluan praktikisht me rastin e asaj ngjarjeje t\u00eb paharrueshme. M\u00eb nxori edhe mua nga sht\u00ebpia dhe m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi zvarr\u00eb n\u00eb qytet, p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e madhe t\u00eb babait tim, i cili nuk pranoi t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebronte me pretekstin se n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn e tij nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb dhe zhurm\u00eb e till\u00eb e shqet\u00ebsonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa e zbavitte, megjith\u00ebse u betova se nuk u p\u00ebrmbahej prej tyre q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb tregonte vet\u00ebm at\u00eb grusht duros q\u00eb m\u00eb prekte n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb . Ky ishte udh\u00ebtimi im i dyt\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia ime at\u00ebrore. Un\u00eb ia dola me kal\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn kryesore dhe me autobus nga qyteti. Ishte nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e mir\u00eb! E them k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb zhurm\u00ebs dhe rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebs s\u00eb gj\u00ebrave dhe njer\u00ebzve; sepse nuk pash\u00eb asnj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb funksioneve t\u00eb listuara n\u00eb prospekte, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb sepse nuk isha nj\u00eb nga ata q\u00eb thirreshin; Her\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, p\u00ebr shkak se ngjarjet ishin publike, ose mb\u00ebrrita me vones\u00eb ose humbasha n\u00eb detin e njer\u00ebzve kureshtar\u00eb q\u00eb q\u00ebndronin n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb gishtave p\u00ebr t\u00eb kapur nj\u00eb sy, m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti, nga fytyrat e djersitura t\u00eb atyre q\u00eb ishin p\u00ebrpara nesh dhe q\u00eb gjithashtu po shtriheshin pa kuptuar di\u00e7ka shum\u00eb m\u00eb arg\u00ebtuese. &#8220;Ja ku ai shkon!&#8221; Kam d\u00ebgjuar disa her\u00eb si nj\u00eb turm\u00eb njer\u00ebzish u shfaq me shpejt\u00ebsi nga nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb an\u00ebsore; dhe pastaj: &#8220;Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb ai! &#8221; &#8220;Cila?&#8221; E pyeta, gjith\u00eb sy dhe kureshtje. &#8220;Ai n\u00eb nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb!&#8221; Por p\u00ebrball\u00eb meje, e shpejt\u00eb si era, mes reve t\u00eb pluhurit dhe turmave t\u00eb papun\u00ebve t\u00eb gul\u00e7uar, ishin t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn kat\u00ebr karroca t\u00eb mbushura me personazhe t\u00eb shndritsh\u00ebm si floriri. I fiksoja syt\u00eb te m\u00eb vezulluesja prej t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb rezultonte se nuk ishte ai, por tjetri; nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb karroc\u00ebn e par\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk e vura re, duke besuar se ishte e z\u00ebn\u00eb nga njer\u00ebz pak a shum\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb. N\u00eb fillim m\u00eb arg\u00ebtonte vazhdimisht ngutja e zhurmshme dhe piktoreske e qytetit, madje mbeta i mahnitur nga natyra e palodhur dhe elastike e atyre dallg\u00ebve t\u00eb shikuesve kureshtar\u00eb q\u00eb pushtonin rrug\u00ebt dhe rrugicat thjesht me shtytjen e nj\u00eb thashetheme t\u00eb paqart\u00eb se dikush do t\u00eb kalonte pran\u00eb. Un\u00eb u preka nga ato grupe fisnik\u00ebsh t\u00eb pasur, mashtrues p\u00ebrzier\u00ebs dhe rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb mendjeleht\u00eb, t\u00eb varur n\u00eb kangjellat dhe shtyllat e dritave, brohorit\u00ebn, tashm\u00eb t\u00eb ngjirur, p\u00ebr mysafirin e gushtit q\u00eb nga momenti kur e pan\u00eb n\u00eb distanc\u00eb derisa e humb\u00ebn nga syt\u00eb. Isha i emocionuar nga realizmi i past\u00ebr i atyre t\u00eb rinjve elegant\u00eb q\u00eb mbulonin shkall\u00ebt e katedrales me fustanellat e tyre nd\u00ebrsa vizitori i shquar ngjitej mbi to, ose q\u00eb visheshin si marinar\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur nderin t\u00eb vozisnin n\u00eb maun\u00ebn mbret\u00ebrore, apo edhe mbi ata q\u00eb sh\u00ebrbenin si kortezh i saj, nga vendi i punimeve t\u00eb p\u00ebrurimit ; U shp\u00ebrq\u00ebndrova duke lexuar motot mbi harqet e dafin\u00ebs dhe vargjet e hedhura n\u00eb \u00e7do moment nga dritaret dhe ballkonet si nj\u00eb shi i dendur, n\u00eb letr\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb im\u00ebt; vargje, pa ofendim, jo \u200b\u200bshum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mira se ato q\u00eb shkruaja her\u00eb pas here n\u00eb vendin tim&#8230; Dhe si mund t\u00eb mos m\u00eb arg\u00ebtonte e t\u00eb magjepste nj\u00eb djalosh i thjesht\u00eb fshatar, nj\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb e till\u00eb gj\u00ebrash, zhurmash, hierarkish e ngjyrash ? Por n\u00eb fund, vet\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekja e kuriozitetit, gjithmon\u00eb e emocionuar dhe sforcuese, dhe rrall\u00eb e k\u00ebnaqur, p\u00ebrfundoi duke prodhuar tek un\u00eb nj\u00eb lodhje t\u00eb vdekshme t\u00eb shpirtit dhe trupit. Turmat m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb trullosur dhe duhet t\u00eb kem ndier di\u00e7ka si dispepsi nga uniformat, tingujt luftarak\u00eb t\u00eb daulleve dhe bandave tunxhi, flamur\u00ebt e bastunit, fshatar\u00ebt e thjesht\u00eb, kryqet, bandat dhe lirit\u00eb, brohoritjet e t\u00eb gjitha llojeve, t\u00eb sht\u00ebnat e topave dhe raketat. Koka m\u00eb rrahte , qafa m\u00eb dhimbte dhe k\u00ebmb\u00ebt m\u00eb ndiheshin t\u00eb dob\u00ebta. U trishtova, madje m\u00eb kishte marr\u00eb malli. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, un\u00eb ika nga zhurma dhe rr\u00ebmuja dhe k\u00ebrkova vende ku popullsia ishte e qet\u00eb dhe e heshtur, e angazhuar n\u00eb zakonet e pun\u00ebs dhe me shprehjet e tyre t\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme. Duke b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, un\u00eb munda t\u00eb pushoja imagjinat\u00ebn time, t&#8217;i vendosja idet\u00eb e mia t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndara n\u00eb vendin e duhur dhe t\u00eb shihja \u00e7do gj\u00eb n\u00eb drit\u00ebn t\u00eb cil\u00ebs i p\u00ebrkiste. Arrita t\u00eb ve\u00e7oj n\u00eb foto artificialen dhe rast\u00ebsoren nga e p\u00ebrhershmja dhe e nevojshme; dhe pik\u00ebrisht at\u00ebher\u00eb fillova t\u00eb zbavitem frytsh\u00ebm duke v\u00ebzhguar gj\u00ebra q\u00eb nuk i kisha par\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb: n\u00eb fshat, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebs s\u00eb tij natyrore dhe vet\u00eb thjesht\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb ambicieve t\u00eb mia; n\u00eb qytet, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb nj\u00eb verbimi t\u00eb shqisave t\u00eb mia. Vura re se ajo q\u00eb ndodh me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb i ndodh natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb par\u00eb nga larg: v\u00ebmendjen e t\u00ebrheqin majat e larta, profilet e mprehta dhe masat e m\u00ebdha; Pjesa tjet\u00ebr e panoram\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb mas\u00eb e pangjyr\u00eb, me that\u00ebsi trishtuese dhe monotoni t\u00eb dhimbshme; ajo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e dukshme konsiderohet e paarritshme dhe nuk ka asgj\u00eb n\u00eb paqart\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe konfuzionin e saj q\u00eb t\u00eb ngjall kureshtjen; dhe syri m\u00ebsohet me t\u00eb dyja pa m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin brejtje d\u00ebshire. Por v\u00ebzhguesi i afrohet fotos; dhe n\u00eb ato skica m\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb paqarta dhe t\u00eb pangjyr\u00eb, soditja e tij humbet n\u00eb nj\u00eb mas\u00eb mrekullish t\u00eb pa \u00ebnd\u00ebrruara : shk\u00ebmbi piktoresk mes shkurreve t\u00eb harlisura, dheu prej kadifeje, p\u00ebrroi llafazan, lugina me hije, tr\u00ebndafili i eg\u00ebr, lisi gjigant&#8230; dhe m\u00eb e par\u00ebnd\u00ebsia nga k\u00ebto dhe nj\u00eb mij\u00eb detaje t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb e t\u00ebrheqin at\u00eb . e trishtuar sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb e thyer dhe e that\u00eb. Duke soditur shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb nga t\u00ebrheqja e eg\u00ebr, mund t\u00eb shihen shifra t\u00eb p\u00ebrmasave t\u00eb para; monark\u00ebt, luft\u00ebtar\u00ebt e fatit, magnat\u00ebt, atlet\u00ebt e politik\u00ebs, heronjt\u00eb e pasuris\u00eb; Emra q\u00eb fama i sjell dhe i bart sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs. Mbetet vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb mas\u00eb e deformuar q\u00eb v\u00ebrshon dhe p\u00ebrv\u00eblohet n\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00ebn e atyre vullneteve t\u00eb parezistueshme, si uj\u00ebrat e detit nga tekat e er\u00ebs. Por lere v\u00ebzhguesin t\u00eb largohet nga t\u00ebrheqja e tij; le t\u00eb zhytet n\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve dhe sa ndryshe nga ajo q\u00eb imagjinonte do t\u00eb shfaqet realiteti! Duke e menduar k\u00ebt\u00eb, pasi mbaruan festimet, qyteti mbeti si nj\u00eb sken\u00eb teatri kur aktor\u00ebt dalin n\u00eb pension dhe dritat e k\u00ebmb\u00ebve fiken; Duke e menduar k\u00ebt\u00eb, e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, duke u kthyer n\u00eb vendin tim, duke hipur mbi r\u00ebnkimin at\u00ebror q\u00eb e gjeta duke m\u00eb pritur kur zbrita nga karriera n\u00eb fshatin e Calderetas, si\u00e7 ishte r\u00ebn\u00eb dakord para se t\u00eb largohesha nga sht\u00ebpia. &#8220;qiej t\u00eb mir\u00eb!&#8221; Un\u00eb b\u00ebrtita me vete: &#8220;Pa qen\u00eb mbret, minist\u00ebr, gjeneral, an\u00ebtar i Kortes, guvernator provincial ose shkrimtar i famsh\u00ebm, sa shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri p\u00ebrve\u00e7 nj\u00eb n\u00ebpun\u00ebsi qyteti dhe administratori i disa pronave q\u00eb i p\u00ebrkasin Sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Infantados! Sa shum\u00eb poste ekzistojn\u00eb n\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb arritshme , me pak vullnet apo vullnet t\u00eb madh!&#8221; Dhe un\u00eb b\u00ebrtita k\u00ebshtu sepse n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast atomet dhe flluskat e mas\u00ebs s\u00eb deformuar po parakalonin n\u00ebp\u00ebr kujtes\u00ebn time; detajet piktoreske t\u00eb fundit t\u00eb pasigurt t\u00eb panoram\u00ebs s\u00eb njohur; sa p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues kisha par\u00eb t\u00eb shkencave, arteve, tregtis\u00eb dhe industris\u00eb, her\u00eb n\u00eb kortezhin e duksh\u00ebm, her\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb pun\u00ebs s\u00eb profesioneve t\u00eb tyre p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse; manifestimi i preksh\u00ebm i t\u00eb cilit ishte ajo pasuri e larmishme q\u00eb e admiroja kur turmat u zhduk\u00ebn dhe lagjja u la n\u00eb elementet e veta natyrore. Por, nga ky arsyetim mos nxirrni p\u00ebrfundimin se kur u ktheva nga qyteti n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e babait tim, kisha tashm\u00eb me vete krimbin g\u00ebrryes t\u00eb ambicies s\u00eb pakufishme. Asgj\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb m\u00eb larg nga e v\u00ebrteta. Betohem n\u00eb Zotin se u k\u00ebnaqa n\u00eb ato meditime aq i fresk\u00ebt dhe pa p\u00ebrshtypje sikur t\u00eb mos kisha asnj\u00eb lidhje me to; dhe se kur mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, varf\u00ebria e saj nuk m\u00eb preku aspak, as qet\u00ebsia e shpirtit tim u turbullua nga kujtimi q\u00eb kisha kaq t\u00eb fresk\u00ebt p\u00ebr pompozitetin dhe shk\u00eblqimin q\u00eb m\u00eb kalonte para syve n\u00eb qytet p\u00ebr tre dit\u00eb. As nuk duhet t\u00eb konsiderohem nj\u00eb admirues romantik i paqes dhe bukuris\u00eb s\u00eb fshatit tim p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj deklarate; thjesht m\u00eb konsidero dhe do t\u00eb kesh t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, nj\u00eb i ri me karakterin m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar shum\u00eb rehat n\u00eb mjedisin q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb nga fati. Duhet t\u00eb theksohet gjithashtu se asnj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto nuk ishte vep\u00ebr e filozofive t\u00eb nd\u00ebrlikuara, as p\u00ebrpjekje e virtyteve mbinjer\u00ebzore, por thjesht, thjesht dhe prozaike, sepse Zoti donte t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte nga ajo balt\u00eb. Kapitulli 4. Disa dit\u00eb pas mb\u00ebrritjes sime n\u00eb qytet, Zoti i Calderetas dhe nj\u00eb personazh tjet\u00ebr me shtat t\u00eb madh u shfaq\u00ebn atje, duke hipur mbi kuaj t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm, duke pastruar rrugicat dhe duke emocionuar kureshtjen e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb lagjes, me espolikat p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse. Nj\u00ebri prej tyre nxitoi p\u00ebrpara, duke vrapuar sa m\u00eb shpejt q\u00eb t\u00eb mundej, drejt sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Garcias. Ai trokiti fort me dy rrepa t\u00eb shkopit t\u00eb tij n\u00eb der\u00ebn e estragalit; kryetari i bashkis\u00eb doli, d\u00ebgjoi mesazhin, veshi me nxitim pallton q\u00eb kishte hedhur mbi supe dhe ndoqi emisarin me nj\u00eb hap t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb. Ata t\u00eb dy u kap\u00ebn me zot\u00ebrinjt\u00eb n\u00eb kthes\u00ebn e nj\u00eb rrugice; kryetari i bashkis\u00eb i p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti me shum\u00eb mir\u00ebsjellje dhe nderim. Ata iu p\u00ebrgjigj\u00ebn sa mund\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb s\u00eb bashku, pas disa fjal\u00ebve q\u00eb i drejtuan Garcias nga Zoti i Calderetas, u ngjit\u00ebn n\u00eb lagje, pa u ndalur, derisa arrit\u00ebn n\u00eb pallatin e vetmuar. Aty q\u00ebndruan p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, personazhi i panjohur q\u00eb e shqyrtonte brenda dhe jasht\u00eb, dhe g\u00ebshtenjat ngjitur, pemishten e livadhin , nga kodra e t\u00eb cilit m\u00eb pas soditi, me gjeste t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, detin dhe plazhin dhe aq sa mund t\u00eb arrinte pamja nga ai observator n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet. Pas k\u00ebsaj dhe disa pyetjeve t\u00eb lirshme drejtuar nga i nj\u00ebjti personazh kryetarit t\u00eb bashkis\u00eb, zot\u00ebrinjt\u00eb zbrit\u00ebn n\u00eb pallat, u hip\u00ebn p\u00ebrs\u00ebri dhe u larguan nga vendi mes tundjes s\u00eb kapel\u00ebs s\u00eb kryetarit dhe habis\u00eb s\u00eb fqinj\u00ebve. Sa shum\u00eb do t\u00eb kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb babai im dhe sa do t\u00eb kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb un\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, n\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie t\u00eb mira me Garc\u00edas, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsohej menj\u00ebher\u00eb prej tyre se p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb kishin ardhur k\u00ebta individ\u00eb! Fatmir\u00ebsisht nuk kaluan shum\u00eb or\u00eb pa e marr\u00eb vesh as t\u00eb shurdh\u00ebrit; sepse njer\u00ebzit e kot\u00eb, si Garcia e lartp\u00ebrmendur, nuk i l\u00ebn\u00eb lajmet e nj\u00eb shkalle t\u00eb till\u00eb t\u00eb kalbet n\u00eb trupin e tyre. Ata mendojn\u00eb se duke e publikuar do t\u00eb rriten shum\u00eb b\u00ebrryla n\u00eb syt\u00eb e publikut; dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse u b\u00eb e ditur para mesdit\u00ebs se njeriu q\u00eb shoq\u00ebronte zotin Calderetas ishte nj\u00eb personazh nga Madridi q\u00eb donte t\u00eb blinte rezidenc\u00ebn e vetmuar , ta rregullonte dhe pastaj t\u00eb jetonte atje me familjen gjat\u00eb ver\u00ebs. Dhe thashethemet u konfirmuan; sepse pas dy jav\u00ebsh erdh\u00ebn t\u00eb panjohur, bashk\u00eb me ata nga qyteti q\u00eb ofruan ndihm\u00eb, filluan t\u00eb riparonin rr\u00ebnojat, t\u00eb forconin t\u00eb dob\u00ebtit, t\u00eb suvatonin k\u00ebtu e t\u00eb shtronin tjegulla, me aq nxitim sa para mesit t\u00eb korrikut, sht\u00ebpia dukej krejt e re, madje kishte edhe orendit\u00eb e nevojshme p\u00ebr banim t\u00eb menj\u00ebhersh\u00ebm. Efekti q\u00eb ky lajm dhe k\u00ebto ngjarje pat\u00ebn n\u00eb vend do t\u00eb dukej i pabesuesh\u00ebm n\u00eb k\u00ebto koh\u00eb, kur mal\u00ebsor\u00ebt e bregdetit jan\u00eb m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb f\u00ebrkojn\u00eb shpatulla rrugicave dhe grykave me zonjat e ver\u00ebs me balluke shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjata e madje t\u00eb dalluara. Por t\u00eb gjith\u00eb fqinj\u00ebt e mi ndan\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme; vet\u00ebm un\u00eb dhe babai im e mor\u00ebm at\u00eb n\u00eb shenj\u00eb keqardhjeje, sepse, pasi e shqyrtuam me kujdes \u00e7\u00ebshtjen dhe duke pasur parasysh p\u00ebrfshirjen e Garcias n\u00eb t\u00eb, humb\u00ebm edhe pak shpres\u00ebn q\u00eb kishim p\u00ebr t&#8217;u hequr atyre administrimin e pron\u00ebs s\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendur. Para fundit t\u00eb korrikut, nj\u00eb tronditje e re dhe m\u00eb e thell\u00eb u ndje n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb vendin me mb\u00ebrritjen e zot\u00ebrinjve n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e restauruar me nj\u00eb vagon t\u00eb mbuluar, me tre t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb i ndiqnin t\u00eb ngarkuar me sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb dhe bagazhe. P\u00ebr tet\u00eb dit\u00ebt e para, asgj\u00eb nuk u b\u00eb n\u00eb fshat, madje edhe njer\u00ebzit m\u00eb dembel\u00eb dhe m\u00eb evazive ishin t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb zbulonin se \u00e7far\u00eb po b\u00ebhej dhe gatuhej n\u00eb pallatin e rinovuar, pronar\u00ebt e t\u00eb cilit rrall\u00eb shiheshin dhe mbaheshin p\u00ebr vete, dhe u kufizuan tek individi i lartp\u00ebrmendur dhe nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e re, vajza e tij, disi e rr\u00ebgjuar dhe e dob\u00ebt. Sipas thashethemeve, ajri i bregdetit Kantabrian &#8211; konkretisht bregu Kantabrian &#8211; ishte p\u00ebrshkruar nga shkenca e sh\u00ebrimit: shum\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb fshat, shum\u00eb st\u00ebrvitje, pak shoq\u00ebri dhe nj\u00eb sasi e mjaftueshme uji t\u00eb ndryshkur. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time pati debate t\u00eb gjata dhe t\u00eb ashpra midis meje dhe babait, n\u00ebse duhet t\u00eb shkonim apo jo t&#8217;u ofrojm\u00eb nderimet dhe sh\u00ebrbimet tona atyre zot\u00ebrinjve. Vendosm\u00ebria jon\u00eb, Zoti e di, ishte e pamposhtur; por nga frika e nj\u00eb pritjeje t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr\u00e7muese, p\u00ebrpik\u00ebria e mallkuar malore u rebelua dhe ne nuk dinim \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnim. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, babai im, duke u thirrur n\u00eb moton e tij t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetshme t\u00eb &#8220;fisnik\u00ebris\u00eb obligo&#8221;, hodhi posht\u00eb ngurrimin tim jo aq t\u00eb rr\u00ebnjosur thell\u00eb. Edhe ai ishte i vendosur dhe shkuam nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, shum\u00eb t\u00eb rregulluar, natyrisht, dhe me t\u00eb mir\u00ebn e trungut n\u00eb shpin\u00eb; por shum\u00eb t\u00eb dyshimt\u00eb, madje edhe t\u00eb prekur, sepse nuk e kishin par\u00eb kurr\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin n\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Te dera e estragalit takuam kryetarin, q\u00eb po dilte si Pedro nga sht\u00ebpia e tij, shum\u00eb krenar dhe i k\u00ebnaqur; dhe ai u fry edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb kur na pa t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrinim, n\u00ebn p\u00ebrshtypjen e maskuar keq t\u00eb ndrojtjes dhe dyshimit t\u00eb p\u00ebrmendur tashm\u00eb. V\u00ebrtet, ai takim na trishtoi shum\u00eb , jo aq shum\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb kontribuoi n\u00eb tronditjen e kot\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb Garcias , por p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebr t\u00eb na p\u00ebrulur n\u00eb pranin\u00eb e tij. U ngjit\u00ebm dhe nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor me m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb gjurm\u00eb vulgariteti na \u00e7oi n\u00eb sallon, ku brenda gjysm\u00eb ore u shfaq fisniku nga Madridi, i veshur me nj\u00eb fustan kinez, nj\u00eb kapak elegant dhe pantofla t\u00eb kuqe. Ai ishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb n\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, me fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb fresk\u00ebt, me borzilok, me bark t\u00eb dal\u00eb dhe me duar dhe qaf\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb e t\u00eb bardh\u00eb. E p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndes\u00ebm me shum\u00eb nderim; ai iu p\u00ebrgjigj me hir dhe leht\u00ebsi harqeve tona dhe maj\u00eb t\u00eb kapel\u00ebs; ai u ul pran\u00eb nesh dhe vizita filloi me terma q\u00eb kushdo do t&#8217;i kuptoj\u00eb rrjedhsh\u00ebm, sepse jan\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat, po ato q\u00eb p\u00ebrdoren tani dhe ndoshta do t\u00eb p\u00ebrdoren n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha rastet e ngjashme me k\u00ebt\u00eb; sepse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, njer\u00ebzit nuk kan\u00eb avancuar asnj\u00eb hap t\u00eb vet\u00ebm. N\u00eb pak koh\u00eb, zot\u00ebria na tha: &#8220;Un\u00eb e dua vendin. Nuk e kisha par\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb derisa erdha n\u00eb Santander me Madh\u00ebrin\u00eb e Tij.&#8221; Ai theksoi k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb. M\u00eb duhej nj\u00eb k\u00ebnd i qet\u00eb, me aj\u00ebr t\u00eb past\u00ebr dhe af\u00ebr detit; miku im Se\u00f1or de Calderetas m\u00eb tregoi p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb qytet dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb sht\u00ebpi; e pame, e bleva menjehere&#8230; dhe ja ku jam ne dispozicionin tuaj. K\u00ebtu u p\u00ebrul\u00ebm un\u00eb dhe babai. Por, miq, nuk dua t&#8217;ju fsheh se n\u00ebse e dua ajrin e past\u00ebr, fushat e buz\u00ebqeshura , pyjet me gjethe dhe detin e pakufi, si vendasja e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e La Man\u00e7\u00ebs q\u00eb jam, vetmia dhe prehja kan\u00eb rezultuar shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se sa e imagjinoja dhe madje m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrballoja. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb v\u00ebrtet e padurueshme p\u00ebr nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb ka kaluar nj\u00ebzet vjet i zhytur n\u00eb vap\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs madrilene, mes betejave t\u00eb politik\u00ebs dhe trazirave t\u00eb bot\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb un\u00eb ha gazetat q\u00eb marr \u00e7do tre dit\u00eb dhe librat q\u00eb kam sjell\u00eb me vete; nga ballkoni num\u00ebroj pem\u00ebt n\u00eb mal, dhe nat\u00ebn yjet e vegj\u00ebl n\u00eb qiell dhe m\u00eb kan\u00eb mbetur ende or\u00eb q\u00eb nuk di t&#8217;i kaloj. Ne e m\u00ebshiruam v\u00ebrtet njeriun e shfaqur dhe t\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqur nga La Mancha dhe i uruam dit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb durueshme, qoft\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr nderin e vendit, t\u00eb vetmin leht\u00ebsim q\u00eb mund t&#8217;i ofronim; dhe me pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kaq dhe m\u00eb pak se t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn sasi q\u00eb na tha, u ngrit\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb. Edhe fisniku u ngrit dhe, duke shtr\u00ebnguar nj\u00ebr\u00ebn nga duart e babait tim dhe nj\u00ebr\u00ebn time me t\u00eb tij\u00ebn, u lut q\u00eb ta vizitonim shpesh, sepse duke vepruar k\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb merrte nj\u00eb nder t\u00eb madh. P\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn im at\u00eb, sikur dikush t&#8217;i kishte shkelur gishtin e keq, pa mundur t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbahej, u p\u00ebrgjigj: &#8220;Do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb nder i madh p\u00ebr ne t&#8217;ju b\u00ebjm\u00eb ndonj\u00eb nder me pranin\u00eb ton\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrulur n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb sht\u00ebpi&#8221;. &#8220;Por meqen\u00ebse dikush tashm\u00eb ka ardhur para nesh, dhe ne nuk na p\u00eblqen t&#8217;ju shqet\u00ebsojm\u00eb &#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Paraprakisht!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti zot\u00ebria disi i habitur. &#8220;P\u00ebrve\u00e7 n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb kryetari i bashkis\u00eb, i vetmi person n\u00eb qytet q\u00eb na ka vizituar para jush&#8230; Sigurisht, pa e ofenduar zot\u00ebrin\u00eb tuaj, m\u00eb dukeni pak nd\u00ebrhyr\u00ebs, edhe n\u00ebse jeni, jeni i paturpsh\u00ebm.&#8221; Babai m\u00eb v\u00ebshtroi k\u00ebtu, me fytyr\u00ebn e mbushur me nj\u00eb g\u00ebzim t\u00eb maskuar keq dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigj: &#8220;E shihni&#8230; munges\u00ebn e lindjes, t\u00eb arsimit&#8230;&#8221; Dhe pa menduar q\u00eb ai mund t\u00eb thoshte di\u00e7ka t\u00eb ngjashme p\u00ebr ne nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, ne i premtuam se do ta shoq\u00ebronim shpesh dhe u t\u00ebrhoq\u00ebm, duke dyshuar , dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nuk gabova, se personi i ati nga Madridi e kishte kuptuar keq dhe besimin e tij . mendjen ndaj nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe nuk e kishim par\u00eb t\u00eb ren\u00eb me sh\u00ebndet delikate, megjith\u00ebse rast\u00ebsisht e pyet\u00ebm me shum\u00eb mir\u00ebsjellje p\u00ebr t\u00eb babain e saj; Ai thjesht u p\u00ebrgjigj se ajo ndihej m\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb kur mb\u00ebrriti n\u00eb Mal, dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb pak e m\u00ebrzitur se ai. Por, nd\u00ebrsa u larguam nga kasolle p\u00ebr n\u00eb korridor, e pam\u00eb t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb me nj\u00eb fustan t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, me flok\u00ebt e zinj t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb mbi supet dhe kurrizin, dhe duke e mbrojtur kok\u00ebn nga dielli me nj\u00eb ombrell\u00eb, gjithashtu t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, me nj\u00eb dorez\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb e t\u00eb rrumbullakosur. I zbuluam kapelet kur kalonim pran\u00eb saj; ajo na u p\u00ebrgjigj, besoj pa na par\u00eb, me nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkulje t\u00eb leht\u00eb t\u00eb qaf\u00ebs dhe hyri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj nd\u00ebrsa ne dol\u00ebm n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Ajo m&#8217;u duk se ishte e holl\u00eb dhe jo e zakonshme; jasht\u00ebzakonisht i zbeht\u00eb, me fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se mesatarisht i dob\u00ebsuar. Babai im nuk i kushtoi v\u00ebmendje asnj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej k\u00ebtyre, pasi ajo q\u00eb ajo m\u00eb tha sapo vum\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebn n\u00eb rrugic\u00eb tregonte se ajo nuk kishte menduar p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb nga largimi i personazhit; dhe ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb tha ishte: &#8220;E d\u00ebgjuat, Pedro: ai erdhi &#8220;me Madh\u00ebrin\u00eb e Tij&#8221;. Ai ka nj\u00ebzet vjet q\u00eb jeton n\u00eb Madrid, \u201cmidis betejave t\u00eb politik\u00ebs dhe trazirave t\u00eb bot\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe\u201d. I p\u00eblqenin malet; kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr aj\u00ebr t\u00eb past\u00ebr dhe af\u00ebrsi me detin dhe bleu k\u00ebt\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, at\u00eb q\u00eb na dukej e pashitueshme!&#8230; at\u00eb n\u00eb Infantado!&#8230; dhe pa pazar! Dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb ai na ofron sh\u00ebrbimet e tij, k\u00ebrkon trajtimin ton\u00eb dhe, n\u00eb krye t\u00eb t\u00eb gjithave, nuk i p\u00eblqen ai i kryetarit t\u00eb bashkis\u00eb&#8230; &#8220;Epo, \u00e7far\u00eb?&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;Epo, asgj\u00eb, n\u00ebse doni,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj babai im, duke goditur nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb dyshemes\u00eb me prapanic\u00ebn e kallamit t\u00eb tij t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr indian me nj\u00eb dorez\u00eb druri. xhufka argjendi dhe m\u00ebndafshi t\u00eb zinj: nj\u00eb personazh i till\u00eb rekuiem, q\u00eb e b\u00ebn veten t\u00eb serviret, gati si pla\u00e7kit\u00ebs, nga nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri si ai q\u00eb e shoq\u00ebroi n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb qytet dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb q\u00eb erdhi k\u00ebtu&#8230; Pyes veten n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb zog nderi ! \u2014T\u00eb till\u00eb e konsideroja q\u00eb n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb e njoh\u00ebm; dhe prandaj nuk m\u00eb \u00e7udit\u00eb tani, si\u00e7 t\u00eb habit ty&#8230; \u2014 Epo, sa m\u00eb \u00e7udit\u00eb mua, as mua nuk m\u00eb habit, ndon\u00ebse \u00e7\u00ebshtja po shqyrtohet me kujdes; por, duke pasur parasysh rrethanat e jasht\u00ebzakonshme t\u00eb zot\u00ebris\u00eb, kjo gj\u00eb e mosp\u00eblqimit t\u00eb kryetarit, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb ai ju lutet mua dhe juve ta vizitojm\u00eb shpesh, m\u00eb duket, Pedro, m\u00eb duket&#8230; \u2014\u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, \u2014 thash\u00eb duke marr\u00eb me mend q\u00ebllimin e babait. &#8211; Por, pas gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, &#8211; shtova un\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa ne ecnim me krenari drejt sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb, &#8211; kush mund t\u00eb ishte? \u201cSipas asaj q\u00eb zarfet e korrespondenc\u00ebs, t\u00eb cilat i mb\u00ebrrijn\u00eb grumbujsh n\u00eb post\u00eb, thon\u00eb: \u201cM\u00eb i shk\u00eblqyeri Don Augusto Valenzuela\u201d. &#8220;E di,&#8221; shtova un\u00eb. &#8220;Por un\u00eb dua t\u00eb them se \u00e7far\u00eb lloj thirrjeje duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb ai njeri n\u00eb bot\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Bir,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj babai im, duke ulur kok\u00ebn, &#8220;p\u00ebr at\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb nuk mund t&#8217;ju them asgj\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment; por,&#8221; shtoi ai, duke u ngritur me forc\u00ebn e nj\u00eb bindjeje t\u00eb thell\u00eb, &#8220;ai duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb thirrje shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme!&#8221; Kapitulli 5. Asgj\u00eb nuk po shkonte mir\u00eb p\u00ebr babain tim derisa ai foli p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me at\u00eb zot\u00ebrin\u00eb e v\u00ebmendshme dhe miq\u00ebsore q\u00eb i kishte k\u00ebrkuar atij, nj\u00eb fidalgueti t\u00eb varf\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb err\u00ebt vendas, p\u00ebr favorin e vizitave t\u00eb tij. K\u00ebshtu e b\u00ebm\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00ebn, as dy dit\u00eb pasi e lam\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00ebn, aq t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur. Bab\u00eb e bij\u00eb sapo ishin kthyer nga plazhi, ku kishin kaluar pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb pasdites duke luajtur n\u00eb dallg\u00eb, duke firmosur n\u00eb r\u00ebr\u00eb dhe duke mbledhur guaska dhe guralec\u00eb. T\u00eb dy po pushonin nga detyra e tyre e lodhshme kur mb\u00ebrrit\u00ebm: babai u shtri n\u00eb nj\u00eb kolltuk, duke u fryr\u00eb me nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb dhe vajza e mb\u00ebshtetur pas nj\u00eb tavoline, ku ajo po renditte pla\u00e7k\u00ebn piktoreske t\u00eb fushat\u00ebs s\u00eb saj sipas specieve dhe madh\u00ebsis\u00eb. &#8220;T\u00eb nderuar Zot\u00ebrinj!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti njeriu kur na pa, ende duke u fryr\u00eb, me g\u00ebzim t\u00eb madh, pa dyshim fals. Por false apo reale, na g\u00ebzoi shum\u00eb, gj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kishim shum\u00eb nevoj\u00eb; sepse kur vum\u00eb re, teksa hym\u00eb, q\u00ebndrimin e panum\u00ebrt t\u00eb nj\u00ebrit dhe q\u00ebndrimin e zhytur, t\u00eb plog\u00ebsht dhe t\u00eb heshtur t\u00eb tjetrit, kuptuam se ata do t\u00eb kishin qen\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb etur p\u00ebr qet\u00ebsi dhe heshtje sesa p\u00ebr bised\u00ebn e pakuptimt\u00eb t\u00eb dy t\u00eb huajve mendjemadh. &#8220;Shikoni, shikoni, miq!&#8221; shtoi Shk\u00eblqesia e Tij, duke treguar nga tavolina pas komplimenteve t\u00eb detyrueshme nga t\u00eb dyja pal\u00ebt; &#8220;Shiko n\u00ebse kjo pasdite ka shkuar kot! Ne pam\u00eb, me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, si\u00e7 ishte detyra jon\u00eb, at\u00eb q\u00eb ishte caktuar; dhe n\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushje t\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr jo m\u00eb pak t\u00eb pashmangshme, sipas mendimit ton\u00eb, ne lavd\u00ebruam pa u lodhur pasurin\u00eb e dyqanit; dhe tani, kur u lavd\u00ebruam, lavd\u00ebruam plazhin q\u00eb e siguroi at\u00eb, dhe madje sa arg\u00ebtues, i sh\u00ebndetsh\u00ebm dhe madje edhe aq i k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm, i sh\u00ebndetsh\u00ebm, e madje edhe m\u00eb i vrullsh\u00ebm ishte ajo p\u00ebr t\u00eb na mbledhur kat\u00ebr gur\u00ebt p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb tij; ran\u00eb dakord pa v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi se ishte nj\u00eb ujdi t\u00eb kishim nj\u00eb plazh t\u00eb till\u00eb n\u00eb pragun e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb , me dallg\u00eb kaq t\u00eb bukura, kaq zhurm\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme dhe er\u00ebra t\u00eb tilla higjienike.&#8221; P\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar k\u00ebto dhe gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera po aq zbavit\u00ebse, Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela na tha se ajo dit\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb nga m\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshmet q\u00eb kishte kaluar n\u00eb male, pasi, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i mungonte asgj\u00eb, kishte nj\u00eb let\u00ebr nga Pilita, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk kishte d\u00ebgjuar asgj\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jav\u00ebs. P\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn im at\u00eb tha me druajtje: &#8220;Epo, mendova se nuk kishit f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj zonje. &#8221; &#8220;Pilita \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb&#8221;, tha i lartp\u00ebrmenduri, duke marr\u00eb pjes\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb bised\u00eb. \u201cPilita \u00ebsht\u00eb gruaja ime\u201d, pohoi pothuajse n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb personazhi. &#8221; Hajde,&#8221; guxoi t\u00eb shtonte im at\u00eb, &#8220;ajo ka mbetur n\u00eb Madrid. &#8221; &#8220;Jo, i moshuar,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj tjetri, &#8220;ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb Vichy me Manolo, djalin ton\u00eb. Ajo e ka k\u00ebt\u00eb zakon prej koh\u00ebsh dhe nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb pa marr\u00eb ato uj\u00ebra t\u00eb dobishme. &#8221; &#8220;Ajo do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se do t\u00eb na nderoj\u00eb me pranin\u00eb e saj kur t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoj\u00eb sezoni i saj.&#8221; &#8220;V\u00ebshtir\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Shk\u00eblqesia e Tij. &#8220;Nga Vichy ai do t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb n\u00eb Biarritz.&#8221; t\u00eb kaloj\u00eb pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb ver\u00ebs me t\u00eb af\u00ebrmin dhe miken e saj, dukesh\u00ebn e Pikos&#8230; \u00cbsht\u00eb zakon i saj. Ne do t\u00eb takohemi n\u00eb Madrid deri n\u00eb vjesht\u00eb&#8230; n\u00eb hapjen e salloneve. E rr\u00ebfej se p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb kuptoja se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte e pazakont\u00eb p\u00ebr mua n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb jetese si familje, vura re se sa ekstravagante ishte dhe pasuria q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb zot\u00ebronte personazhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e t\u00eb cilit u gjenda p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushur kaq shum\u00eb nevoja me boll\u00ebkun q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin. E nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb ka ndodhur me tim at\u00eb, si\u00e7 m\u00eb ka rr\u00ebfyer m\u00eb von\u00eb. Pak nga pak tema e bised\u00ebs u ngushtua; erdhi n\u00eb politik\u00eb, nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb p\u00ebr shijen e babait tim; Dhe nd\u00ebrsa t\u00eb dy ishin t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb duke e shijuar, nj\u00ebri duke pohuar dhe duke e shpjeguar n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb dogmatike dhe tjetri duke tundur kok\u00ebn me grusht t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar, m&#8217;u duk se duhej t&#8217;i afrohesha tavolin\u00ebs ku e reja vazhdonte t\u00eb rregullonte thesarin e saj me pita, guaska dhe k\u00ebrmij, dhe k\u00ebshtu b\u00ebra, nj\u00eb Zot e di me sa mosbesim dhe ndrojtje. Deri at\u00ebher\u00eb kisha pasur mund\u00ebsin\u00eb ta v\u00ebzhgoja nga af\u00ebr, shum\u00eb nga af\u00ebr; dhe meqen\u00ebse ajo ishte kthyer nga ekspedita e saj mjaft e shk\u00ebputur dhe poroze, ajo ishte n\u00eb gjendjen m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u siguruar q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb mos gaboja n\u00eb gjykimin tim. K\u00ebshtu, un\u00eb pohoj se, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se e holl\u00eb, ajo ishte e dob\u00ebt, dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye mjaft k\u00ebndore; puna nese ja vlen krahasimi me shume adze dhe rrafsh se sa torno. Megjithat\u00eb, t\u00eb gjitha pjes\u00ebt e saj ishin harmonike dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme. Fytyra e saj, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn syt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb zinj t\u00eb pjerr\u00ebt shk\u00eblqenin si shk\u00ebndija vezulluese posht\u00eb vetullave t\u00eb zeza, hijet e t\u00eb cilave dukeshin si rrath\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt posht\u00eb syve. Dy rreshta dh\u00ebmb\u00ebsh t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl pothuajse shk\u00eblqenin, fal\u00eb smaltit t\u00eb past\u00ebr, midis buz\u00ebve t\u00eb holla me nj\u00eb nuanc\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb tr\u00ebndafili t\u00eb zbeht\u00eb. Do t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb edhe e bukur, disi m\u00eb e plot\u00eb dhe m\u00eb pak e zbehur; por lloji q\u00eb t\u00ebrheq v\u00ebmendjen, jo lloji q\u00eb t\u00ebrheq dhe josh. Syve t\u00eb saj mungonte \u00ebmb\u00eblsia q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb sharmi m\u00eb i madh i bukuris\u00eb; p\u00ebrkundrazi, ata ishin t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb guximsh\u00ebm, dhe shum\u00eb pak lakmuan at\u00eb q\u00eb ishte p\u00ebrpara tyre, dhe shpesh reflektohej n\u00eb to ishte nj\u00eb shpirt i thart\u00eb dhe i pazbutur. Po ashtu asaj fytyre t\u00eb that\u00eb i mungonte atmosfera e buz\u00ebqeshjes, shoq\u00ebruesja e pandashme e \u00ebmb\u00eblsis\u00eb s\u00eb syve t\u00eb saj. Buz\u00ebqeshja e Klar\u00ebs \u2013 si\u00e7 e quajti veten e reja \u2013 ishte nj\u00eb veprim mekanik i vullnetit t\u00eb saj, nj\u00eb grimas, nj\u00eb tkurrje e thjesht\u00eb e muskujve t\u00eb fytyr\u00ebs. Zakonisht ajo shoq\u00ebrohej me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, me nj\u00eb ton z\u00ebri t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, burr\u00ebror dhe kjo e b\u00ebnte buz\u00ebqeshjen dyfish t\u00eb pak\u00ebndshme sa her\u00eb q\u00eb Klara shfaqej n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e saj. Shkurtimisht, vajza e Shk\u00eblqesis\u00eb s\u00eb Tij Don Augusto Valenzuela, e konsideruar si nj\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb dhe n\u00eb detaje, m\u00eb dukej si nj\u00eb grua e vet\u00eb-zot\u00ebruar, e p\u00ebrforcuar dhe k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebse, nj\u00eb lloj shpirti prej \u00e7eliku i mbyllur n\u00eb nj\u00eb kuti teli &#8211; gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb cil\u00ebsi e frikshme, edhe kur ai temperament i jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm ndikohet kryesisht nga goditjet e nj\u00eb beteje t\u00eb gjat\u00eb n\u00eb bot\u00eb; por nj\u00eb fuqi e pallogaritshme kur ajo tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb formuar nga natyra n\u00eb nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb re, pothuajse f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Ndoshta kjo ishte t\u00ebrheqja e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e Klar\u00ebs, jo p\u00ebr mua, Zoti e di, por p\u00ebr burrat q\u00eb mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrballeshin me t\u00eb me p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebn q\u00eb fitova edhe un\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb stuhit\u00eb e jet\u00ebs. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb isha detyruar t\u00eb pikturoja portretin e saj, do t\u00eb kufizohesha t\u00eb thosha se nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqente vajza e zot\u00ebris\u00eb madrilene, duke ndjer\u00eb instinktivisht at\u00eb q\u00eb po p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb shpjegoj sot n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb analiz\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr t\u00eb karakterit t\u00eb saj. Them se iu afrova Klar\u00ebs me dyshim dhe me kujdes, dhe m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb shtoj , madje duke u dridhur; sepse nuk m\u00eb humbi, si\u00e7 isha i pap\u00ebrvoj\u00eb, q\u00eb kur nj\u00eb gallat i afrohet nj\u00eb zonje t\u00eb re, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i detyruar t\u00eb thot\u00eb di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr ta shp\u00ebrqendruar dhe arg\u00ebtuar, qoft\u00eb dhe vet\u00ebm q\u00eb akti i mir\u00ebsjelljes t\u00eb mos b\u00ebhet nj\u00eb barr\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb e merr. Dhe ishte nj\u00eb rast\u00ebsi e mallkuar q\u00eb as at\u00ebher\u00eb dhe as q\u00eb nga udh\u00ebtimi i bot\u00ebs nuk kam qen\u00eb nj\u00eb improvizues i madh n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb holl\u00ebsive dhe propozimeve galante. Isha gjithmon\u00eb e m\u00ebrzitshme kur i afrohesha nj\u00eb zonje dhe idet\u00eb e mira nuk m\u00eb vinin kurr\u00eb n\u00eb buz\u00eb derisa isha larg saj, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb kur nuk kisha m\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr to. Sa e pata zili n\u00eb at\u00eb moment t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb hirin dhe \u00e7uditshm\u00ebrin\u00eb e disa dialog\u00ebve q\u00eb kisha lexuar n\u00eb romanet n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi! Madje m&#8217;u kujtuan disa prej tyre q\u00eb mund t\u00eb zbatoheshin n\u00eb situat\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb sforconte aq shum\u00eb, madje u tundova q\u00eb n\u00eb minutat e para t&#8217;i rr\u00ebshqisja menj\u00ebher\u00eb; por fatmir\u00ebsisht, dhe mos e merrni k\u00ebt\u00eb si mburrje t\u00eb kot\u00eb, pa kushtet e sip\u00ebrp\u00ebrmendura t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrres\u00ebs, kam pasur gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb sensi t\u00eb mir\u00eb, t\u00eb cilin e kam p\u00ebrdorur p\u00ebr t\u00eb dal\u00eb nga telashet e k\u00ebtij lloji, edhe pse jo triumfues apo me shum\u00eb hijeshi, as me siklet apo me turp; do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, jam kufizuar t\u00eb ndjek k\u00ebng\u00ebn time ankuese dhe t\u00eb mos p\u00ebrfshihem n\u00eb kund\u00ebrpika &#8220;q\u00eb zakonisht thyhen nga holl\u00ebsit\u00eb&#8221;, si\u00e7 do t\u00eb thoshte mjeshtri i mir\u00eb Pedro; q\u00eb arrihet duke folur pak dhe n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur dhe vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb kuptoj\u00eb. Dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb b\u00ebra at\u00ebher\u00eb: duke p\u00ebrfituar nga interesi i vazhduesh\u00ebm i s\u00eb res\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb renditur dhe rregulluar rr\u00ebnojat e gjetura n\u00eb r\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb grumbuj t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl, dhe duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb asaj se cila nga ato pun\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebshtuara quhej molusqe, cila endacake, cila kallamar, cila kallamar, cila kallamar q\u00eb nuk e meritonte nderin t\u00eb merrej nga duart; ku dhe n\u00eb cilat periudha t\u00eb vitit u kap\u00ebn t\u00eb gjalla krijesat e vogla p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse, s\u00eb bashku me pla\u00e7kat e tjera q\u00eb gjithashtu ishin t\u00eb bollshme n\u00eb plazh; si jan\u00eb gatuar dhe \u00e7far\u00eb shije kan\u00eb. Asnj\u00eb histori kurioze apo p\u00ebrrall\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme nuk u d\u00ebgjua ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb nga vesh\u00ebt e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve me v\u00ebmendjen dhe interesin q\u00eb tregoi vajza e Zotit t\u00eb Valenzuel\u00ebs n\u00eb ato v\u00ebzhgimet e mia prozaike; fal\u00eb s\u00eb cil\u00ebs, u b\u00ebra i qet\u00eb dhe i guximsh\u00ebm, si mjeshtri i vetes, dhe ky nuk ishte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrparim i vog\u00ebl. Supozoj se me t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur k\u00ebtu, kushdo q\u00eb do t&#8217;i lexonte k\u00ebto sh\u00ebnime do t\u00eb habitej q\u00eb un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqesha, n\u00eb k\u00ebto koh\u00eb kur kurioziteti ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr shum\u00eb krip\u00eb e piper p\u00ebr t&#8217;u emocionuar, ta arg\u00ebtoj me shaka q\u00eb p\u00ebr\u00e7mohen nga galant\u00ebt e zakonsh\u00ebm t\u00eb parakohsh\u00ebm, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt i fryjn\u00eb trurin para se t&#8217;i nuhasin; Dhe megjith\u00ebse mund t\u00eb justifikohesha me shembullin e nj\u00eb romani bashk\u00ebkohor , jo shum\u00eb m\u00eb interesant, e pranoj me p\u00ebrul\u00ebsi delikuenc\u00ebn e qortuar dhe them se e shkaktoj at\u00eb t\u00eb nxitur nga q\u00ebllimi im i pal\u00ebkundur p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb dukje k\u00ebtu se sa shum\u00eb ngjarje lan\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb mbrese n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi t\u00eb shpirtit tim, si kjo q\u00eb po e tregoj, por jo me siguri, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pak\u00ebsimit dhe but\u00ebsis\u00eb sime absolute. at\u00eb mosh\u00eb dhe n\u00eb mes t\u00eb kushteve paq\u00ebsore dhe t\u00eb qeta t\u00eb ekzistenc\u00ebs sime&#8230; Dhe tani shtoj se, n\u00ebse isha shum\u00eb i k\u00ebnaqur q\u00eb kisha kap\u00ebrcyer kaq leht\u00eb hapat e mo\u00e7alit t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm, shum\u00eb e shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr ishte babai im me bised\u00ebn e tij me zotin Valenzuela. &#8220;K\u00ebta jan\u00eb burra, Pedro!&#8221; m\u00eb tha kur ktheheshim n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb. &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb dashamir\u00ebsie, \u00e7far\u00eb dep\u00ebrtimi, \u00e7far\u00eb takti, \u00e7far\u00eb eksperience&#8230; \u00e7far\u00eb fjal\u00ebsh! Po ta shihje se \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb tha, \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb besoi!&#8221; Si m\u00eb ka vendosur para syve tablon\u00eb skeletore t\u00eb qeverisjes s\u00eb shtetit, me sundimtar\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb djesh\u00ebm, pushtetar\u00ebt e sot\u00ebm dhe ata q\u00eb punojn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb ata sundimtar\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00eb nes\u00ebrmes! \u00c7far\u00eb aft\u00ebsie, Pedro, dhe \u00e7far\u00eb syri! \u00cbsht\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u habitur se si, nga kulmi i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb tij, ai mori parasysh dhe konsideroi m\u00eb t\u00eb voglat nga v\u00ebzhgimet e mia! Ai kishte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje t\u00eb leht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata dhe n\u00eb \u00e7do moment m\u00eb thoshte: &#8220;Sepse ti, me gjykimin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe kriterin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb ndritur, nuk mund ta shp\u00ebrfill\u00ebsh k\u00ebt\u00eb&#8230; sepse tjetri dhe p\u00ebrtej nuk mund t\u00eb fshihen nga mpreht\u00ebsia jote .&#8221; Po t\u00eb them, Pedro, se pasi d\u00ebgjon k\u00ebta personazhe, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt kan\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb arsye p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb mendjem\u00ebdhenj dhe p\u00ebr\u00e7mues ndaj fshatar\u00ebve t\u00eb err\u00ebt si ne, \u00ebsht\u00eb e neveritshme, me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e neveritshme t\u00eb kujtosh, jo m\u00eb shum\u00eb se t\u00eb kujtosh tekat e nj\u00eb hajduti si Garc\u00edas. Un\u00eb u pajtova me k\u00ebt\u00eb pa v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi; Dhe rezultati p\u00ebrfundimtar i asaj vizite dhe komenteve t\u00eb m\u00ebpasshme ishte q\u00eb babai m\u00eb tha, pas dark\u00ebs, me secilin prej nesh duke mbajtur nj\u00eb shandan, cungja p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse e qiririt t\u00eb yndyr\u00ebs filloi t\u00eb rrjedh\u00eb dhe t\u00eb nuhas\u00eb keq: &#8220;N\u00ebse vazhdon k\u00ebshtu si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb, pas dy dit\u00ebsh do t\u00eb jemi n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatisim terrenin. &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb?&#8221; Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;P\u00ebr t\u00eb provuar Ford. &#8221; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb Ford?&#8221; \u201cAi i administrat\u00ebs&#8230; P\u00ebr mendimin tim, Pedro, do t\u00eb qepet dhe k\u00ebndoj. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb njeri, pamund\u00ebsit\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb pakonceptueshme. Nuk do t&#8217;ju them asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr sekretarin, sepse sapo i b\u00ebj me gisht Se\u00f1or de Calderetas-it, kryebashkiaku \u00ebsht\u00eb tashm\u00eb me fytyr\u00eb p\u00ebrtok\u00eb. Un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja k\u00ebsaj, megjith\u00ebse m\u00eb lajka shum\u00eb, se, p\u00ebr mendimin tim, ishte m\u00eb mir\u00eb ta lija p\u00ebr m\u00eb von\u00eb, q\u00eb Shk\u00eblqesia e Tij t\u00eb mos besonte se interesi i pazarit ishte ai q\u00eb na shtyu t\u00eb tregoheshim kaq t\u00eb v\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrulur ndaj tij. Kund\u00ebrshtimi im u pranua; dhe pa asnj\u00eb detaj t\u00eb m\u00ebtejsh\u00ebm q\u00eb ia vlente t\u00eb rr\u00ebfehej, shkuam n\u00eb shtrat. Kapitulli 6. Duke vazhduar pa humbur asnj\u00eb dit\u00eb n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e atyre njer\u00ebzve pompoz\u00eb, mes tyre dhe nesh filloi t\u00eb krijohej nj\u00ebfar\u00eb familjariteti, i cili, pa ia pak\u00ebsuar respektin e duhur, hoqi nga bisedat dhe nd\u00ebrmarrjet tona ceremonin\u00eb e studiuar dhe etiket\u00ebn artificiale, pengesa t\u00eb m\u00ebdha p\u00ebr njohjen dhe vler\u00ebsimin e nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb, mund\u00ebsit\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb shoq\u00ebruar t\u00eb huajt erdh\u00ebn n\u00eb duart e mia ; Dhe duke qen\u00eb se u kujdesa t\u00eb mos shkoja p\u00ebrtej asaj q\u00eb kisha n\u00eb dor\u00eb dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn m\u00eb thirr\u00ebn, u sigurova se nuk do t\u00eb isha i paturpsh\u00ebm, pasi, p\u00ebr sa i p\u00ebrket vler\u00ebsimit q\u00eb ai m\u00eb fitonte, do t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqesha me shum\u00eb pak. Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela ishte mjaft dembel dhe i papun\u00eb; por, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, vajza e tij ishte nj\u00eb ecje me shpirtra t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj; dhe duke qen\u00eb se b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr ta k\u00ebnaqur n\u00eb \u00e7do m\u00ebnyr\u00eb dhe duke qen\u00eb se praktika e sh\u00ebrimit i ishte rekomanduar, i shoq\u00ebroja \u00e7do dit\u00eb n\u00eb ekspeditat e tyre, t\u00eb cilat i sugjeroja vet\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbuluar vendet e denja p\u00ebr t&#8217;u vizituar nga mysafir\u00ebt tan\u00eb. U tregova rrug\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, ose p\u00ebr t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur m\u00eb shpejt ose p\u00ebr t&#8217;u dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe syve t\u00eb tyre n\u00eb soditjen e peizazheve t\u00eb bukura ose horizonteve piktoreske. Un\u00eb do t&#8217;i \u00e7oja te burimi i panjohur me hekur, n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt t\u00eb lugin\u00ebs s\u00eb zymt\u00eb, ose n\u00eb shpell\u00ebn e stalaktitit pran\u00eb shk\u00ebmbinjve t\u00eb thyer t\u00eb bregut. Nd\u00ebrsa kalonim lugin\u00ebn, i informoja p\u00ebr pun\u00ebn n\u00eb ar\u00eb dhe u tregoja emrin, cil\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe vler\u00ebn pozitive t\u00eb frutave t\u00eb vendit; Un\u00eb do t&#8217;u tregoja atyre gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb dija p\u00ebr zakonet e tyre dhe, i pozicionuar mes tyre n\u00eb livadhin e lart\u00eb me pamje nga deti, do t\u00eb flisja p\u00ebr tekat e tyre t\u00eb frikshme, g\u00ebnjeshtrat e tyre t\u00eb g\u00ebnjyera, stuhit\u00eb e tyre t\u00eb frikshme dhe jet\u00ebn e rrezikshme dhe me gjemba t\u00eb marinar\u00ebve. Dhe si zjarri i mendimeve t\u00eb trazuar shk\u00eblqeu at\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb syt\u00eb e gruas nga Madridi, zakonisht memec dhe t\u00eb zymt\u00eb! \u00c7far\u00eb fuqie mahnit\u00ebse kishin nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit teksa regjistronin palosjet misterioze t\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqes s\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar! \u00c7far\u00eb q\u00ebndrimesh t\u00eb vendosura dhe t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme shfaqi ai trup i vog\u00ebl i dob\u00ebt, nd\u00ebrsa ajri i fresk\u00ebt dhe ngjit\u00ebs i trazonte flok\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb fiksuar keq dhe palosjet e gjata t\u00eb skajit t\u00eb saj, dhe v\u00ebshtrimi i saj ishte fiksuar n\u00eb shk\u00ebmbinjt\u00eb e mpreht\u00eb ku dallg\u00ebt p\u00ebrplaseshin, duke u kthyer n\u00eb nj\u00eb shkum\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb e q\u00eb vlonte! N\u00eb nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto raste, ajo m\u00eb pyeti me z\u00ebrin e saj t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, pa hequr syt\u00eb nga nj\u00eb pul\u00ebbardh\u00eb q\u00eb rri pezull mbi surf: &#8220;A shkruan vargje?&#8221; Me t\u00eb d\u00ebgjuar k\u00ebt\u00eb pyetje, u b\u00ebra m\u00eb e kuqe se nj\u00eb domate, sepse, sikur t\u00eb kisha frik\u00eb se Klara po i lexonte mbi supe, m&#8217;u kujtua se sa kisha shkruar n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time dhe t\u00eb gjitha m\u00eb dukeshin m\u00eb keq se e kaluara. K\u00ebshtu, pa hezitim, iu p\u00ebrgjigja: &#8220;Kurr\u00eb! &#8221; &#8220;M\u00eb vjen mir\u00eb&#8221;, shtoi ajo pa m\u00eb par\u00eb: &#8220;kjo d\u00ebshmon se je njeri me shije&#8221;. E dua t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn dhe nuk e gjej kurr\u00eb te poet\u00ebt, n\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e tyre p\u00ebr ta veshur si nj\u00eb harlekin dhe p\u00ebr ta matur me rrokje. Vargjet shkruhen vet\u00ebm n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb&#8230; dhe n\u00eb Turqi. E rr\u00ebfej se nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu shum\u00eb ky sinqeritet n\u00eb goj\u00ebn e nj\u00eb gruaje kaq t\u00eb re; sepse e kuptova, me instinkt natyror, se p\u00ebr lart\u00ebsimin e shpirtit, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht t\u00eb gruas, ka g\u00ebnjeshtra t\u00eb nevojshme, madje t\u00eb domosdoshme, si ato t\u00eb artit, p\u00ebr aq sa priren t\u00eb zbukurojn\u00eb natyr\u00ebn dhe t&#8217;i japin m\u00eb shum\u00eb zgjerim e fisnik\u00ebri ndjenjave njer\u00ebzore. E v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se ajo p\u00ebrgjigje e that\u00eb dhe prozaike, s\u00eb bashku me q\u00ebndrimin e vendosur dhe madje t\u00eb inatosur t\u00eb Klar\u00ebs n\u00eb momentin e shqiptimit me buz\u00ebt e saj prej mermeri, m\u00eb ngulit\u00ebn di\u00e7ka si frik\u00eb, e ngjashme me at\u00eb q\u00eb prodhon vetmia e maleve ose that\u00ebsia e akullt e dimrit. Sidoqoft\u00eb, vet\u00eb pyetja, e b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast t\u00eb till\u00eb, zbuloi se shpirti i Klar\u00ebs nuk ishte i pandjesh\u00ebm ndaj hijeshive t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs: jo n\u00eb ritmin m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb prehjes s\u00eb saj, por n\u00eb zhurm\u00ebn dhe k\u00ebrdin\u00eb e hutimeve t\u00eb saj stuhishme, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat mbase shpirti i guximsh\u00ebm i gruas s\u00eb re \u00ebnd\u00ebrroi n\u00eb momentin kur ajo soditi ritmin e shk\u00ebmbit t\u00eb val\u00ebzuar. P\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, gjith\u00e7ka po shkonte si\u00e7 ishte planifikuar p\u00ebr mua dhe babain tim; Dua t\u00eb them, \u00e7do dit\u00eb b\u00ebheshim m\u00eb intim\u00eb me njer\u00ebzit e Madridit dhe dukej se ishim m\u00eb t\u00eb dobish\u00ebm dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00eblqyesh\u00ebm me ta. Shpesh m\u00eb th\u00ebrrisnin thjesht &#8220;Pedro&#8221;, dhe babain tim &#8220;Se\u00f1or Don Juan&#8221;, n\u00eb vend t\u00eb &#8220;S\u00e1nchez&#8221; ose &#8220;Se\u00f1or de S\u00e1nchez&#8221; ceremonial me t\u00eb cilin ne fillimisht u drejtuam, ato pak her\u00eb q\u00eb u konsideruam t\u00eb denj\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u sh\u00ebrbyer atyre zot\u00ebrinjve. Edhe prifti kishte humbur frik\u00ebn prej tyre dhe do t\u00eb b\u00ebnte gjyq me ne. Se\u00f1or Don Augusto, kur i mungonte fryma n\u00eb shkurret e larta, ngjitej familjarisht pas krahut t\u00eb babait tim, me frym\u00ebn e marr\u00eb nga pesha e mosh\u00ebs, nd\u00ebrsa Klara m\u00eb sfidoi t\u00eb shikoja m\u00eb qet\u00eb n\u00eb thell\u00ebsit\u00eb e zeza t\u00eb nj\u00eb humner\u00eb nga shk\u00ebmbi m\u00eb i thepisur dhe m\u00eb i rr\u00ebshqitsh\u00ebm. Ne kishim ngr\u00ebn\u00eb me ta tre her\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa her\u00eb ata ishin freskuar n\u00ebn hijen e pem\u00ebve tona t\u00eb limonit, me limon\u00ebt q\u00eb kishte zgjedhur Klara dhe ujin q\u00eb kisha sjell\u00eb nga nj\u00eb burim i fresk\u00ebt i vendosur midis guralecave sfungjer n\u00eb cepin m\u00eb t\u00eb gjetheve t\u00eb kopshtit. Pavar\u00ebsisht nga t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr q\u00eb i l\u00eb si t\u00eb panevojshme, kryetari i bashkis\u00eb u shfaq vet\u00ebm n\u00eb rezidenc\u00ebn e restauruar kur u thirr nga Zoti i Valenzuel\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb riparuar rrugic\u00ebn e asfaltuar keq ose p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dor\u00ebzuar nj\u00eb let\u00ebr me post\u00eb Zotit t\u00eb Calderetas; detyrat q\u00eb Garcia i kreu me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin n\u00ebnshtrim dhe zell sikur t\u00eb kishin dal\u00eb nga sovrani n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb cilit ai ushtronte autoritetin n\u00eb qytet. Imagjinoni sikur k\u00ebto incidente dhe ajo larg\u00ebsi do ta kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb shpirtin e babait tim n\u00eb trupin e tij! Dukej se m\u00eb tha nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, duke hyr\u00eb n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn time, i nxitur nga vet\u00eb vrull\u00ebsia e q\u00ebllimit t\u00eb tij: &#8220;Pedro, nuk do t\u00eb largohem sot pa e zgjidhur at\u00eb pik\u00eb.&#8221; E kuptova, sepse e dija se nuk kishte asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb mendje dhe nuk e kund\u00ebrshtova as m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin. E v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se ose Don Augusto Valenzuela nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnte asgj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb keqe n\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjen n\u00eb fjal\u00eb, ose administrata do t\u00eb ishte e imja sapo t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb ankth p\u00ebr ta marr\u00eb at\u00eb. Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb rast\u00ebsie e lumtur! Ishte pik\u00ebrisht ajo dit\u00eb kur fisniku i Madridit mendoi t\u00eb m\u00eb pyeste p\u00ebr planin tim t\u00eb ardhsh\u00ebm t\u00eb jet\u00ebs , nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb dhe babai ishim me t\u00eb n\u00eb pritje t\u00eb nj\u00eb rasti t\u00eb favorsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t&#8217;u marr\u00eb me pun\u00eb . \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb kjo pyetje u nxit nga nj\u00eb insinuat\u00eb jo plot\u00ebsisht e duhur e babait tim p\u00ebr korrupsionin e koh\u00ebs dhe rreziqet e rinis\u00eb boshe n\u00ebp\u00ebr fshatra, p\u00ebr munges\u00eb mjetesh apo p\u00ebrkrah\u00ebsish. Zot\u00ebria e bekuar u prek nga koka te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt, sepse pa se kishte ardhur momenti kur do t\u00eb d\u00ebgjohej z\u00ebri i orakullit, duke zbuluar misterin e fatit tim, dhe parashtroi para personazhit tablon\u00eb e t\u00eb gjitha ambicieve t\u00eb mia. Derisa Zoti i Valenzuel\u00ebs m\u00ebsoi se \u00e7far\u00eb lloj administrate po ndiqej, ai nuk tha asgj\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb apo t\u00eb keqe p\u00ebr pretendimin; por kur m\u00ebsoi se shuma e saj dhe e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb sekretaris\u00eb s\u00eb qytetit nuk do t\u00eb jepte m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 3500 reale, ai ishte ende i habitur me mendjengusht\u00ebsin\u00eb ton\u00eb . Klara u kryq\u00ebzua kur m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi t\u00eb them se kjo m\u00eb mjaftonte q\u00eb t\u00eb jetoja si princ n\u00eb vendin tim. &#8220;Se\u00f1or Don Juan,&#8221; thirri Shk\u00eblqesia e Tij Don Augusto, duke u p\u00ebrballur me baban\u00eb tim, &#8220;duhet t\u00eb dallosh koh\u00ebrat; dhe t\u00eb kuptosh se n\u00eb k\u00ebto koh\u00eb , ajo q\u00eb djali yt d\u00ebshiron t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e barabart\u00eb me vet\u00ebvrasjen, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Zoti do t&#8217;ju k\u00ebrkoj\u00eb llogari. K\u00ebtu t\u00eb dy u habit\u00ebm.&#8221; &#8220;Nuk e kuptoj arsyen,&#8221; belb\u00ebzoi im at\u00eb i zbeht\u00eb. \u201cThash\u00eb vet\u00ebvrasje dhe i q\u00ebndroj pran\u00eb\u201d, vazhdoi zot\u00ebria. Valenzuela.&#8211;A e dini sa jan\u00eb tre mij\u00eb reale sot&#8230; tre mij\u00eb reale! Q\u00eb nj\u00eb familje, sado modeste, t\u00eb shpenzon n\u00eb dy jav\u00eb? Brezat, Se\u00f1or Don Juan, dhe sot p\u00ebr dy arsye, q\u00eb n\u00eb koh\u00ebt q\u00eb keni arritur dhe po lini pas, ndjekin nj\u00ebri-tjetrin dhe nuk jan\u00eb nj\u00ebsoj. Pasuria jote t\u00eb mjaftonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb krijuar nj\u00eb familje dhe p\u00ebr ta mbajtur at\u00eb me nj\u00ebfar\u00eb pavar\u00ebsie, sepse zakonet e atyre dit\u00ebve n\u00eb k\u00ebto vendstrehime paq\u00ebsore nuk k\u00ebrkonin asgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb; por djali juaj nuk mund t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqet vet\u00ebm me kaq, sepse rrethanat kan\u00eb ndryshuar shum\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb ndryshojn\u00eb edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb. P\u00ebr sa koh\u00eb ai jeton pran\u00eb teje, shko me Per\u00ebndin\u00eb; por n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment ai do t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroj\u00eb t\u00eb martohet, dhe do t\u00eb martohet&#8230; dhe do t\u00eb ket\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb&#8230; ndoshta shum\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb; dhe deri at\u00ebher\u00eb ky qytet do t\u00eb jet\u00eb transformuar plot\u00ebsisht, sepse l\u00ebvizja e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb re q\u00eb po fillon t\u00eb p\u00ebrhapet nga zemra deri n\u00eb skajet e gadishullit do ta arrij\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00eb ardhmen jo shum\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebt. Ai do t\u00eb shoh\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb enden gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb zhveshur n\u00ebp\u00ebr k\u00ebto rrugica, duke u rritur t\u00eb eg\u00ebr mes kultur\u00ebs dhe luksit t\u00eb t\u00eb huajve q\u00eb do t\u00eb kalojn\u00eb ver\u00ebn k\u00ebtu s\u00eb shpejti, t\u00eb t\u00ebrhequr nga bukuria e plazhit. Por edhe sikur t\u00eb dekretohej se ky qytet nuk do t\u00eb dilte kurr\u00eb nga izolimi q\u00eb g\u00ebzon aktualisht, transformimi i njer\u00ebzve p\u00ebrreth do t\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb ndihej ndikimi i tij d\u00ebrrmues. Pedro nuk mund t\u00eb duronte barrat q\u00eb i ngarkonte kot\u00ebsia e lindjes s\u00eb tij dhe pa vet\u00ebmohim t\u00eb mjaftuesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb vendosur t\u00eb punonte tok\u00ebn me duart e veta, mir\u00ebsia e zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij mund t\u00eb korruptohej, i shtyr\u00eb nga tundimet n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat do ta t\u00ebrhiqte cil\u00ebsia e pun\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. \u00c7far\u00eb vet\u00ebvrasjeje m\u00eb e madhe se kjo, Se\u00f1or Don Juan? P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, edhe t\u00eb supozohet se tre mij\u00eb reale p\u00ebr rrog\u00ebn dhe administrat\u00ebn e tij, plus kat\u00ebr shumat e nj\u00ebpasnj\u00ebshme q\u00eb i p\u00ebrkisnin pasuris\u00eb s\u00eb t\u00eb atit, i mjaftonin p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar pa v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi dhe mashtrime, a nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb pik\u00ebllim, nj\u00eb m\u00ebkat i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb vdekjeprur\u00ebs, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb kalibrit t\u00ebnd, kaq gallat\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjall\u00eb &#8211; \u00e7far\u00eb kam paguar kaq shum\u00eb nderime dhe nderime p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar! vetmia, si nj\u00eb pem\u00eb n\u00eb pyll?&#8230; Se\u00f1or Don Juan do t\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb se ai ka jetuar k\u00ebshtu pa u korruptuar apo shthurur; por do t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjem duke p\u00ebrs\u00ebritur se her\u00ebt e tjera ka pasur zakone t\u00eb tjera. Shkove at\u00ebher\u00eb ku shkuan t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e stacionit t\u00ebnd, sepse nuk kishte rrug\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndjekur dhe as ambicie t\u00eb tjera p\u00ebr t&#8217;u \u00e7muar; Por sot po hapen shum\u00eb dyer t\u00eb mbyllura m\u00eb par\u00eb p\u00ebr sip\u00ebrmarrjet e njer\u00ebzve si ju, madje \u00ebsht\u00eb detyr\u00eb fisnike p\u00ebr t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb, si Pedro, t\u00eb dalin p\u00ebrpara dhe t\u00eb thyejn\u00eb nj\u00eb shtiz\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb aren\u00eb ku t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb n\u00eb zem\u00ebr arrijn\u00eb nderin dhe fitimin. T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto reflektime, t\u00eb shprehura, dukej, me vrull t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrt, ishin krejt\u00ebsisht t\u00eb reja p\u00ebr mua; Mbeta i zhytur kur i d\u00ebgjova, si nj\u00eb gunga fshati para syve t\u00eb t\u00eb cilit perdja \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00ebrhequr p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sken\u00eb plot mrekulli magjike dhe nuk guxova t&#8217;i p\u00ebrgjigjesha asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. Babai im, jo \u200b\u200bm\u00eb pak i habitur se un\u00eb, tha n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs s\u00eb tij p\u00ebr Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela: &#8220;Gjith\u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb mjaft e p\u00ebrshtatshme, Se\u00f1or Don Augusto; por ju e dini shum\u00eb mir\u00eb se fati nuk u vjen gjithmon\u00eb atyre q\u00eb e k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;N\u00ebse fati nuk mund t\u00eb gjendet,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj personazhi, &#8221; mund t\u00eb gjendet di\u00e7ka e till\u00eb dhe, sigurisht, vlen shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se k\u00ebshilli i qytetit.&#8221; T\u00eb pakt\u00ebn ju e shihni bot\u00ebn, m\u00ebsoni di\u00e7ka dhe p\u00ebrmbushni detyr\u00ebn tuaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb luftuar p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn tuaj. &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb,&#8221; p\u00ebrs\u00ebriti im at\u00eb; &#8220;Po sikur t\u00eb humbisni at\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e sigurt dhe t\u00eb mos merrni asnj\u00eb cop\u00ebz t\u00eb asaj q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e dyshimt\u00eb?&#8221; \u201cFillon nga e para dhe lufton s\u00ebrish. \u201d \u201cPo, por a nuk e mendon se p\u00ebr t\u2019u futur n\u00eb k\u00ebto aventura, p\u00ebr t\u00eb hedhur hapat e par\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u2019i pajisur vetes, le t\u00eb themi, arm\u00ebt e domosdoshme, jo t\u00eb gjith\u00eb kan\u00eb burimet e nevojshme, n\u00eb munges\u00eb t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebsve bujar\u00eb&#8230; \u201c \u201cMe t\u00eb argjendt\u00eb, Se\u00f1or Don Juan\u201d, thirri personazhi i La Mancha-s ku mund t\u00eb m\u00eb gjej\u00eb paksa personazhi i La Mancha-s, ku mund t\u00eb m\u00eb gjej\u00eb pak teksa jeton n\u00eb Madrid. vendoseni at\u00eb m\u00eb lart, \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb cop\u00eb tort\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, m\u00eb tregoni tani, sinqerisht, n\u00ebse Nj\u00eb ofert\u00eb q\u00eb ju b\u00ebj me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr. Babai m\u00eb shikoi k\u00ebtu, dhe un\u00eb e shikoja at\u00eb dhe nuk guxoj t\u00eb them se cili nga t\u00eb dy ishte m\u00eb i prekur dhe i shqet\u00ebsuar. Rezultati p\u00ebrfundimtar i asaj skene t\u00eb paharrueshme ishte t&#8217;i lutej Zotit t\u00eb Valenzuel\u00ebs, pasi fal\u00ebnderoi, aq sa i p\u00ebrshtatej nj\u00eb zemre fisnike, mbrojtjen q\u00eb m\u00eb ofroi, q\u00eb t\u00eb na lejonte ta mendonim ngadal\u00eb p\u00ebrpara se t&#8217;i jepnim p\u00ebrgjigjen, e cila nuk do t\u00eb zgjaste deri t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen. Mendojeni mir\u00eb! Pse? N\u00ebse para se t\u00eb largohesha nga sht\u00ebpia e personazhit e kisha imagjinuar veten si dikush tjet\u00ebr dhe babai im nuk ishte aspak af\u00ebr imagjinat\u00ebs sime, sipas asaj q\u00eb mblodha nga gj\u00ebja e par\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb tha kur vura k\u00ebmb\u00ebn n\u00eb rrugic\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, shum\u00eb her\u00ebt, i hipa kalit dhe nuk vrapova, por fluturova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e motr\u00ebs sime prokurori. I tregova rastin, i k\u00ebrkova mendimin e saj para t\u00eb shoqit dhe pa mbaruar s\u00eb foluri, q\u00eb t\u00eb dy po m\u00eb shtynin, t\u00eb eg\u00ebr nga g\u00ebzimi, t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnin q\u00eb t\u00eb merrja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb fjal\u00ebn e Don Augusto-s p\u00ebrbuz\u00ebs. Ata gjithashtu ofruan t\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmonin me gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb ishte e nevojshme p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb kursimet e babait tim nuk mund t\u00eb mbulonin; E mora seriozisht k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe me nj\u00eb k\u00ebrcim t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb arrita n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e skapit. Edhe ajo u g\u00ebzua me pasurin\u00eb q\u00eb kishte hyr\u00eb n\u00eb der\u00ebn e saj dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi t\u00eb pranoja sa m\u00eb par\u00eb ofert\u00ebn e zotit; por as ajo dhe as i shoqi nuk ofruan as m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin zotim n\u00eb lidhje me ndonj\u00eb ndihm\u00eb financiare q\u00eb mund t\u00eb kisha nevoj\u00eb. Raskali kishte nj\u00eb reputacion t\u00eb fituar si dor\u00ebshtr\u00ebnguar, dhe un\u00eb e kam th\u00ebn\u00eb tashm\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast tjet\u00ebr se motra ime gradualisht po asimilonte t\u00eb gjitha zakonet e k\u00ebqija t\u00eb burrit t\u00eb saj. Edhe arbitri dhe gruaja e tij m\u00eb k\u00ebshilluan t\u00eb pranoja fatin tim; por sa i p\u00ebrket t\u00eb tjerave, ata nuk ishin m\u00eb bujar\u00eb se t\u00eb \u00e7oroditurit. U ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi para mesdit\u00ebs, jo pa nxitur at\u00eb pak energji q\u00eb kishte mbetur n\u00eb trupin e r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb babait tim; I tregova p\u00ebr p\u00ebrfundimin e suksessh\u00ebm t\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit tim; M\u00eb pas h\u00ebngr\u00ebm, mjaft pa lodhje dhe me shum\u00eb mendime, dhe shkuam pasdite p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb fisnikut t\u00eb Madridit p\u00ebrgjigjen pohuese q\u00eb i kishim premtuar. Tashm\u00eb, muaji shtator po kalonte; moti po freskohej dhe n\u00eb rezidenc\u00ebn e restauruar po fillonin p\u00ebrgatitjet p\u00ebr kthimin e pronar\u00ebve t\u00eb saj n\u00eb Madrid. &#8220;Pra,&#8221; tha babai im teksa u p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebm at\u00eb dit\u00eb, &#8220;ju do t\u00eb d\u00ebrgoni nj\u00eb lajm nga Madridi kur Pedro t\u00eb marr\u00eb postin e tij. &#8221; &#8220;Aspak,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Don Augusto. &#8220;Rruga m\u00eb e men\u00e7ur e veprimit \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb Pedro t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid sapo t\u00eb arrij. Prania e tij do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nxitja m\u00eb e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua n\u00eb mes t\u00eb acarimit t\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjeve t\u00eb biznesit q\u00eb m\u00eb rrethojn\u00eb sapo t\u00eb shkel n\u00eb at\u00eb ferr t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsive.&#8221; Dhe k\u00ebshtu ishte. Kapitulli 7. Disa dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, babai im thirri nj\u00eb k\u00ebshill familjar solemn, ku mor\u00ebn pjes\u00eb tre motrat e mia dhe burrat e tyre. \u00c7\u00ebshtja q\u00eb po shqyrtohej n\u00eb at\u00eb asamble patriarkale p\u00ebrfshinte dy pika kryesore: 1. P\u00ebrpar\u00ebsit\u00eb dhe disavantazhet e nisjes sime n\u00eb aventura n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb Per\u00ebndis\u00eb. 2. Burimet thelb\u00ebsore dhe mjetet p\u00ebr t&#8217;i marr\u00eb ato p\u00ebr pajisjet e mia, udh\u00ebtimin tim dhe fondin tim rezerv\u00eb, n\u00eb rast se ndodh di\u00e7ka. Pika e par\u00eb, tashm\u00eb e transmetuar dhe e zgjidhur n\u00eb termat e saj m\u00eb thelb\u00ebsore, i la k\u00ebshillit pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb dhe aq m\u00eb pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb diskutuar; por, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, e dyta na vuri t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve n\u00eb prag t\u00eb nj\u00eb fundi fatal . T\u00eb k\u00ebrkosh para nga banditi dhe arbitri ishte si t&#8217;u merrje nj\u00eb cop\u00eb mendjeje; k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb, jo m\u00eb ofruan, m\u00eb qortuan p\u00ebr sup\u00ebn e lir\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb jepte babai, n\u00eb d\u00ebm t\u00eb madh t\u00eb interesave t\u00eb vajzave t\u00eb tij. Isha i indinjuar nga vrazhd\u00ebsia, prokurori nd\u00ebrhyri n\u00eb mosmarr\u00ebveshje, nd\u00ebrsa im at\u00eb mezi u p\u00ebrmbajt n\u00eb bindje ndaj nevoj\u00ebs. Dhe duke qen\u00eb se nevoja p\u00ebr parat\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonim ishte jasht\u00ebzakonisht e ngutshme, dy kunet\u00ebrit e mi koprraci pranuan t\u00eb m\u00eb jepnin deri n\u00eb tre mij\u00eb reale, fal\u00eb nj\u00eb angazhimi q\u00eb firmosa me ta p\u00ebr t&#8217;i paguar nes\u00ebr me pjes\u00ebn time t\u00eb ligjshme, n\u00ebse nuk do ta blija m\u00eb par\u00eb diku tjet\u00ebr. Prokurori ofroi t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte me dashamir\u00ebsi deri n\u00eb dy mij\u00eb reale; dhe me k\u00ebto dhe t\u00eb tjerat, plus at\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrgatiti im at\u00eb, dhe nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim q\u00eb b\u00ebra Me prokurorin p\u00ebr n\u00eb qytet, para fundit t\u00eb shtatorit, u gjenda me nj\u00eb skuad\u00ebr si\u00e7 nuk e kisha \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar kurr\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb bilet\u00eb t\u00eb brendshme p\u00ebr trajner\u00ebt e Gadishullit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt duhej t\u00eb kalonin n\u00ebp\u00ebr qytet nga Santander m\u00eb 5 tetor. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, t\u00eb ftuarit n\u00eb pallat po p\u00ebrgatitnin nisjen e tyre; t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ata e mor\u00ebn, t\u00eb shoq\u00ebruar nga prifti, babai im dhe un\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb qytet, ne me kal\u00eb dhe ata n\u00eb nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb fshati, tet\u00eb dit\u00eb para dit\u00ebs q\u00eb do t\u00eb ikja nga Mali. Babai dhe vajza ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb; dhe me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb me arsye t\u00eb mir\u00eb, sepse n\u00ebse ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb er\u00ebrat kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb mrekulli, ishte ajo p\u00ebr Klar\u00ebn e s\u00ebmur\u00eb, t\u00eb zbeht\u00eb dhe k\u00ebndore. Sa njeri ndryshe po kthehej nga ai q\u00eb kishte ardhur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time dy muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb! Don Augusto nuk lodhej duke e par\u00eb e duke na th\u00ebn\u00eb: &#8220;Shiko, shiko dhe ji krenar q\u00eb jemi f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb vendi kaq t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Si shk\u00eblqejn\u00eb ngjyrat e saj, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e ushqyer dhe e rrumbullakosur!&#8230; \u00ebh?&#8230; Por ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00eb t\u00eb haj\u00eb si nj\u00eb k\u00ebrpudha; ajo q\u00eb h\u00ebngri m\u00eb pak se nj\u00eb larsh kur erdhi nga Madridi! Ajri dhe uji, gjith\u00eb liria&#8230; E mrekullueshme, e mrekullueshme!&#8230; Nj\u00eb ver\u00eb tjet\u00ebr k\u00ebtu, dhe do t\u00eb shp\u00ebrthesh nga korseja, bija ime&#8230; ha ha ha!&#8230; T\u00eb siguroj q\u00eb n\u00ebna jote nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb njoh\u00eb.&#8221; Dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe duke qeshur me zem\u00ebr, Shk\u00eblqesia e Tij e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheli pas shpine Klar\u00ebn, buz\u00ebqeshja e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs kishte fituar shum\u00eb pak nga p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsimet e dukshme n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e saj, pa dyshim sepse s\u00ebmundjet e shpirtit k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb nj\u00eb lloj terapie t\u00eb ndryshme nga ato t\u00eb trupit. Gruaja e re na tha pak ose aspak gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb rrug\u00ebs; dhe me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb , duke gjykuar nga sjellja e saj, dukej se ishte ajo q\u00eb i kushtonte m\u00eb pak r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi asaj q\u00eb kishte fituar gjat\u00eb ver\u00ebs n\u00eb hijeshi dhe sh\u00ebndet. Pran\u00eb qytetit, na priti Se\u00f1or de Calderetas, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e t\u00eb cilit madrilen\u00ebt do t\u00eb kalonin nat\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb trajnerin shum\u00eb her\u00ebt t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen. Dhe gjysm\u00eb ore m\u00eb von\u00eb, n\u00eb dyert e rezidenc\u00ebs s\u00eb atij personazhi, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb i dham\u00eb nj\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb dashur, dhe prifti, babai im dhe un\u00eb u kthyem n\u00eb vendin tim, duke lavd\u00ebruar Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela, pa arritur ende t\u00eb zbuloja se \u00e7far\u00eb publiciteti po luante ky zot\u00ebri; por pa as m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin dyshim se n\u00ebn mbrojtjen e tij do t&#8217;ia dilja, n\u00eb m\u00eb pak se tre t\u00ebrheqje, t\u00eb ngjitesha n\u00eb vet\u00eb brir\u00ebt e h\u00ebn\u00ebs. \u00c7far\u00eb tet\u00eb dit\u00ebsh pasuan k\u00ebt\u00eb! \u00c7far\u00eb ankthi! \u00c7far\u00eb pagjum\u00ebsie! \u00c7far\u00eb tensioni i pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb n\u00eb shpirtin tim! Nj\u00ebzet e pes\u00eb vjet, i pari i jet\u00ebs sime, i kaluar n\u00eb izolim, n\u00eb qet\u00ebsi, n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb, pa d\u00ebshira, pa ambicie, n\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb babait tim; jam m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb marr me v\u00ebshtrimin tim, nga ana me diell t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb sken\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn do t\u00eb shpalosej komedia e shurdh\u00ebr e jet\u00ebs sime, sado e gjat\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kishte kaluar&#8230; Papritur, e gjith\u00eb bota para syve t\u00eb mi; bota, me zhurm\u00ebn, konfuzionin e saj, rreziqet, lajkat e saj, keqardhjet e saj, t\u00eb qeshurat e saj, pik\u00ebllimet, madh\u00ebshtit\u00eb e saj, mjerimet e saj&#8230; V\u00ebreni veten n\u00eb vendin tim dhe m\u00eb thoni n\u00ebse kjo nuk ishte koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb zhytur n\u00eb mendje, pa oreks dhe pa gjum\u00eb, si\u00e7 isha un\u00eb &#8230; Por babai im ishte shum\u00eb m\u00eb i lodhur, pa gjum\u00eb, hero i mang\u00ebt. ma fsheh. Shtatori mbaroi, tetori filloi dhe ora e tmerrshme erdhi. Ishte gdhir\u00eb. Trupi i bagazheve t\u00eb mia t\u00eb pajisura mir\u00eb ishte n\u00eb fshat q\u00eb nga mbr\u00ebmja e m\u00ebparshme; f\u00ebmija i vjet\u00ebr i kat\u00ebrt m\u00eb priste n\u00eb korral me t\u00eb gjitha veshjet mbi t\u00eb, kok\u00ebn ulur, surrat drejt, frer\u00ebt n\u00eb mane t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrruar dhe pran\u00eb tij sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori q\u00eb do t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbente si pastrues. Babai im, i cili nuk kishte fjetur gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn, m&#8217;u afrua dhe, pa th\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, m\u00eb futi n\u00eb dor\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb dy ok\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebputur ari, q\u00eb ndoshta ishin kursimet e gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. Kisha m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 2500 reale n\u00eb xhep dhe m&#8217;u duk nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb skandaloze, madje \u00e7njer\u00ebzore, t\u00eb merrja k\u00ebt\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb re, q\u00eb babait mund t&#8217;i duhej aq shum\u00eb n\u00eb or\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb pak\u00ebt t\u00eb pritur. &#8220;Un\u00eb i kisha ruajtur p\u00ebr ty; gjithsesi do t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb tuat,&#8221; thash\u00eb me vete. Ai tha, duke kap\u00ebrcyer rezistenc\u00ebn time t\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebritur. &#8220;Ti do t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur; llogaritjet q\u00eb kemi b\u00ebr\u00eb mund t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb gabuara; mund t\u00eb s\u00ebmuresh, kush e di? Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhesh me ty, i panjohur dhe pa para?&#8221; Menj\u00ebher\u00eb u p\u00ebrqafuam, t\u00eb zbeht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb ng\u00ebrthyer, sikur po i themi lamtumir\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsis\u00eb. Zbrita me nxitim n\u00eb koral, duke ikur nga mendimet q\u00eb m\u00eb sulmuan, n\u00eb pamjen e plakut t\u00eb nderuar e t\u00eb dashur, i cili mbeti vet\u00ebm dhe i trishtuar, kur kishte m\u00eb shum\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr mbrojtjen dhe ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb e familjes s\u00eb tij. U largova nga qyteti pa guxuar ta shikoja at\u00eb. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb fshati i tij nuk m\u00eb ishte dukur m\u00eb i bukur, as ajri i tij m\u00eb aromatik, as ret\u00eb e tij m\u00eb piktoreske! E kisha zili fshatarin e gjor\u00eb dhe bish\u00ebn e but\u00eb q\u00eb po e \u00e7onte n\u00eb male dhe pem\u00ebn e vetmuar, t\u00eb destinuar t\u00eb vdiste pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb tok\u00ebn q\u00eb i ushqente. E frenova fuqish\u00ebm bish\u00ebn e s\u00ebmur\u00eb q\u00eb po kal\u00ebroja, duke ndier se rrota e saj e \u00e7al\u00eb ishte shpejt\u00ebsia e er\u00ebs&#8230; dhe, me pak fjal\u00eb, i luta Zotit q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebrgonte papritur, edhe sikur t\u00eb mos ishte gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se nj\u00eb dhimbje barku, q\u00eb t\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb justifikim t\u00eb arsyesh\u00ebm t\u00eb kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe t\u00eb mos largohesha m\u00eb nga qyteti im. Aq i pushtuar isha nga kujtimi i babait tim, aq i djegur nga zjarri i dashuris\u00eb p\u00ebr atdheun tim, n\u00eb momentin e braktisjes, ndoshta p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb , pasi kisha kaluar pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb rinis\u00eb sime duke \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar t\u00eb jetoj dhe t\u00eb vdisja atje! Por un\u00eb kisha tre mij\u00eb reale, t\u00eb llogaritura keq, n\u00eb xhepin tim p\u00ebr nevojat dhe rekreacionin tim, nj\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebrrallore p\u00ebr nj\u00eb t\u00eb ri t\u00eb mjeteve t\u00eb mia; nj\u00eb bagazh i mbushur me rroba t\u00eb reja, t\u00eb bukura dhe n\u00eb mod\u00eb; nj\u00eb bot\u00eb e gjer\u00eb p\u00ebrpara meje dhe liri absolute p\u00ebr t&#8217;i shijuar ato; mbrojtja e nj\u00eb personi me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi t\u00eb madhe; mezi nj\u00ebzet e pes\u00eb vje\u00e7 dhe sh\u00ebndet sa bronzi; Me k\u00ebto avantazhe, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7udi q\u00eb zemra t\u00eb \u00e7lirohet nga brengat dhe melankolia e saj. Dhimbjet q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin r\u00ebnduar tashm\u00eb ishin mjaft t\u00eb durueshme sapo kalova maj\u00ebn e par\u00eb; dhe un\u00eb sinqerisht deklaroj se me t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur n\u00eb qytet, imagjinatat e g\u00ebzuara q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin ndezur edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb kok\u00ebn time ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb forta se keqardhja e largimit nga sht\u00ebpia ime e lindjes dhe frika e frik\u00ebs nga e panjohura. Mora bagazhin ku ishte depozituar nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, e ftova dhe shp\u00ebrbleva me bujari spolikun, madje i dhash\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrqafim lamtumire p\u00ebr t&#8217;ia kaluar babait tim, kujtimi i t\u00eb cilit m\u00eb emocionoi edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb. Mbeta vet\u00ebm pran\u00eb rrug\u00ebs kryesore, duke pritur trajnerin q\u00eb do t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb \u00e7do moment. Kapitulli 8. Kur e pata para vetes, t\u00eb t\u00ebrhequr nga dhjet\u00eb a dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb mushka shpirt\u00ebrore, me postilionin e saj n\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb t\u00eb dy t\u00eb parave, kuptova se ishte nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi e l\u00ebvizshme me njer\u00ebz t\u00eb p\u00ebrkulur nga ballkonet e saj, p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb edhe papafingo, q\u00eb m\u00eb dukej se ishte kupa shum\u00eb e gjat\u00eb. I tregova bilet\u00ebn time kryepun\u00ebtorit; ma ngrit\u00ebn trungun me ndihm\u00ebn e nj\u00eb shkalle pishe n\u00eb papafingo t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, duke ngritur \u00e7atin\u00eb prej l\u00ebkure nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb dhe m\u00eb ngjit\u00ebn n\u00eb ndarjen qendrore, teknikisht nj\u00eb ambient i brendsh\u00ebm, ku tashm\u00eb ishin pes\u00eb veta, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt m\u00eb prit\u00ebn si i torturuari q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb merrte pyk\u00ebn e destinuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar vishen n\u00eb kocka. M\u00eb dhan\u00eb nj\u00eb cep q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrkiste nga kat\u00ebr n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, si\u00e7 thuhej n\u00eb bilet\u00eb; U rehatova sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb jast\u00ebkun q\u00eb m\u00eb caktuan n\u00eb stol dhe p\u00ebr momentin nuk m&#8217;u duk shum\u00eb i v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, as muret e karroc\u00ebs, t\u00eb mbuluara, si jast\u00ebku, me baze t\u00eb kuqe, me pak mbushje, nj\u00eb Zot e di se \u00e7far\u00eb. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb, kat\u00ebr britma, dhjet\u00eb nd\u00ebrthurje t\u00eb q\u00ebndrueshme , k\u00ebrcitja e kamxhikut dhe shum\u00eb k\u00ebrcitje u d\u00ebgjuan drejt kutis\u00eb ; t\u00eb tre q\u00eb po udh\u00ebtonim prapa te mushkat ran\u00eb mbi ne tre t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb po i \u00e7onim p\u00ebrpara, sikur nj\u00eb stuhi po i shtynte dhe karroca filloi t\u00eb rrotullohej rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr n\u00eb Madrid, me nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb xhami, burimesh t\u00eb vjetruara dhe dyersh t\u00eb rregulluara keq, q\u00eb ishte v\u00ebrtet shurdhuese dhe trullos\u00ebse. Pak nga pak, u m\u00ebsova me t\u00eb, madje, duke u l\u00ebkundur dhe shoshitur, gjasht\u00eb pasagjer\u00ebt q\u00eb kishin hipur atje pak koh\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb po futeshin n\u00eb kuti. pothuajse n\u00eb buz\u00eb nga izolimi absolut; dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb rehati relative, arrita t\u00eb vler\u00ebsoja cil\u00ebsit\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebronin n\u00eb at\u00eb ndarje t\u00eb trajnerit. Pasagjeri n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00ebn time ishte nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, poroz, nj\u00eb shembull tipik i asaj q\u00eb ishte, si\u00e7 u b\u00eb e njohur atje me kalimin e or\u00ebve: nj\u00eb tregtar l\u00ebngjesh mishi. Ai g\u00ebrhiste shpesh dhe her\u00eb pas here thithte fundin e nj\u00eb puroje me cil\u00ebsi fam\u00ebkeqe, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn zakonisht e mbante midis gishtit tregues dhe gishtit t\u00eb madh t\u00eb dor\u00ebs s\u00eb majt\u00eb, duke e mb\u00ebshtetur leht\u00eb n\u00eb kofsh\u00ebn e s\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs an\u00eb. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 g\u00ebrhitjes, l\u00ebkuntej shum\u00eb dhe sa her\u00eb m\u00eb vinte m\u00eb dukej si mangall nga vapa q\u00eb l\u00ebshonte. Ai zuri m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb vend e gjysm\u00eb; dhe ai nuk na shkat\u00ebrroi ne t\u00eb dy pran\u00eb tij, sepse ai q\u00eb e ndiqte n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb student i dob\u00ebt q\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatej rehat n\u00eb gjysm\u00ebn , por jo plot\u00ebsisht, ndenj\u00ebsen q\u00eb i ishte l\u00ebn\u00eb. P\u00ebrpara meje hipi nj\u00eb grua e re , e pazakont\u00eb n\u00eb shikim t\u00eb par\u00eb, duke pasur parasysh sakt\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe harmonin\u00eb e tipareve dhe kontureve t\u00eb saj: me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, ajo nuk mund t\u00eb gjente asnj\u00eb faj t\u00eb vet\u00ebm . Ajo vishej shum\u00eb modeste dhe uli syt\u00eb e zinj e t\u00eb but\u00eb sapo ia nguli v\u00ebshtrimin. Ajo shpesh shk\u00ebmbente disa fjal\u00eb dhe buz\u00ebqeshje me nj\u00eb grua, tashm\u00eb rreth t\u00eb pes\u00ebdhjetave, t\u00eb vock\u00ebl dhe t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb, e cila hipi n\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb t\u00eb saj, e pal\u00ebvizshme, pothuajse e ngurt\u00eb, por q\u00eb v\u00ebshtronte vazhdimisht p\u00ebrreth , brenda dhe jasht\u00eb karroc\u00ebs, me syt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl, si fiston. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, n\u00eb k\u00ebndin e kat\u00ebrt ishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i vog\u00ebl i shqet\u00ebsuar, i prer\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb mbres\u00ebl\u00ebn\u00ebs, me nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebt e t\u00eb err\u00ebt, me mustaqe ka\u00e7urrela, krip\u00eb e piper, nj\u00eb zinxhir t\u00eb ngjash\u00ebm dhe nj\u00eb kapak prej kadifeje. Kjo figur\u00eb mbres\u00ebl\u00ebn\u00ebse dhe simpatike ishte, si\u00e7 m\u00ebsova m\u00eb von\u00eb, babai i s\u00eb res\u00eb; dhe gruaja e vock\u00ebl, sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorja dhe sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorja e tij e vetme p\u00ebr shum\u00eb vite. Meqen\u00ebse ai nuk mund t\u00eb heshtte, dhe studenti po dremite, dhe kaldisti i p\u00ebrgjigjej vet\u00ebm me nj\u00ebrrok\u00ebshe&#8230; kur un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja dhe tema e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb nuk e k\u00ebnaqi shum\u00eb, ai u p\u00ebrball me mua; dhe n\u00eb asnj\u00eb moment ai e dinte se kush isha, nga vija dhe ku po shkoja; dhe kur ai nuk dinte asgj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto, filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr t\u00eb korrat n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat kalonte trajneri; p\u00ebr misrin, kungujt, lastar\u00ebt e fresk\u00ebt e prej kadifeje, p\u00ebr sht\u00ebpit\u00eb fshatare, p\u00ebr bag\u00ebtin\u00eb&#8230; shkurt, p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka pa; dhe ai u tha atyre dhe i duartrokiti; dhe dikur k\u00ebndonte himne admirimi p\u00ebr bukurin\u00eb e Malit, nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht k\u00ebndonte vajtime t\u00eb trishta p\u00ebr vler\u00ebn e pak\u00ebt t\u00eb prodhimeve t\u00eb tij n\u00eb raport me pun\u00ebn e mundimshme q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin nga bujku. Ajo ishte shum\u00eb e prirur t\u00eb interesonte t\u00eb gjith\u00eb udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt q\u00eb e shoq\u00ebronin me v\u00ebzhgimet e saj, dhe k\u00ebshtu v\u00ebshtrimi i saj u hodh me shpejt\u00ebsi dhe zhurm\u00eb ball\u00eb p\u00ebr ball\u00eb. Duke e ndjekur me kureshtje f\u00ebminore n\u00eb k\u00ebrkimet e saj marramend\u00ebse, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dy her\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi u ndesh\u00ebn me ato t\u00eb gruas s\u00eb re, e cila i p\u00ebrgjigjej me buz\u00ebqeshje \u00e7do gjesti me t\u00eb cilin tregoja pranimin tim ndaj mendimeve t\u00eb t\u00eb atit. Fliste sa me gjuhe, sa me duar, me sy, me kembe, madje edhe me kapelen e tij prej kadifeje. Nuk kam par\u00eb kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb kontrollonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb \u00e7do muskul n\u00eb trupin e tij, ose q\u00eb dinte m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb harmonizonte l\u00ebvizjen m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me p\u00ebrkuljet e z\u00ebrit t\u00eb tij. M\u00eb ka mahnitur ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht kapaku. Sa leht\u00eb mund ta rrotullonte mbi kok\u00ebn e tij pa e prekur me duar! Si do ta hidhte n\u00eb ball\u00eb sapo t\u00eb l\u00eb t\u00eb kuptohet p\u00ebr nj\u00eb dyshim dashakeq, ose do ta hidhte posht\u00eb n\u00eb qaf\u00eb kur na ngat\u00ebrronte me nj\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim t\u00eb pakund\u00ebrshtuesh\u00ebm, ose do ta rr\u00ebzonte n\u00eb nj\u00ebrin vesh duke shpjeguar nj\u00eb precedent ose duke b\u00ebr\u00eb shaka! Sepse ai njeri i vog\u00ebl ishte gjithashtu qesharak dhe i mpreht\u00eb deri n\u00eb pik\u00ebn e pakthimit; mbi t\u00eb gjitha, piktoreske dhe arg\u00ebtuese. Lugina u ngushtua gradualisht derisa u gjend\u00ebm n\u00eb ngushticat e Hoces de B\u00e1rcena, nj\u00eb kalim q\u00eb zgjati deri n\u00eb mesdit\u00eb. Mb\u00ebrrit\u00ebm n\u00eb Reinosa dhe atje zbrit\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb han, nga i cili u larguam pothuajse n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje dhe duke u dridhur nga t\u00eb ftohtit; k\u00ebshtu, t\u00eb ushqyer mir\u00eb dhe n\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb ngush\u00eblluese t\u00eb ofruar nga gjasht\u00eb udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt e ngjeshur brenda autobusit, megjith\u00eb muhabetin e pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb t\u00eb burrit me kapel\u00eb, shum\u00eb shpejt mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebm kok\u00ebn pas muret e makin\u00ebs dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjum\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb. Kur dielli i dit\u00ebs s\u00eb re m\u00eb zgjoi, ne po rrotulloheshim mbi fushat e Kastiljes s\u00eb Vjet\u00ebr. Nuk do ta harroj kurr\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypjen shqet\u00ebsuese q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri soditja e atij peizazhi t\u00eb zi, sfungjer , si nj\u00eb grumbull skorjesh: as nj\u00eb qenie e gjall\u00eb, as nj\u00eb z\u00eb, as nj\u00eb pem\u00eb, as nj\u00eb zog, as nj\u00eb p\u00ebrrua sa t\u00eb shihte syri. Duke iu dor\u00ebzuar nj\u00eb impulsi t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs sime, zgjova kok\u00ebn nga dritarja, duke e nxjerr\u00eb gjoksin drejt asaj q\u00eb ndodhej pas; dhe larg, shum\u00eb larg, duke formuar barrier\u00ebn e horizontit, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb varg malesh me plumb q\u00eb dukeshin si re, dhe nj\u00eb grup resh q\u00eb dukeshin si male. Midis dy majave shum\u00eb t\u00eb larta, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb vend t\u00eb zbeht\u00eb, t\u00eb kalt\u00ebrosh, t\u00eb konturuar horizontalisht nga qielli; dhe nd\u00ebrsa e shikoja, isha gati t\u00eb l\u00ebshoja nj\u00eb klithm\u00eb nga thell\u00ebsia e gjoksit. Forca e d\u00ebshir\u00ebs, \u200b\u200bdashuria p\u00ebr tok\u00ebn time amtare, dhimbja e thell\u00eb edhe pse e heshtur e largimit nga ajo, m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb shoh n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast skicat e maleve t\u00eb tij dhe detin, zhurma e t\u00eb cilit kishte shuar \u00ebndrrat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime. Me syt\u00eb e imagjinat\u00ebs sime sodita fshatin e qet\u00eb dhe piktoresk, dhe brenda tij sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e dashur, dhe brenda asaj sht\u00ebpie babain tim, i trishtuar, i p\u00ebrhumbur dhe i vet\u00ebm. Shum\u00eb shpejt u binda se e gjith\u00eb kjo ishte nj\u00eb halucinacion i shqisave t\u00eb mia; nostalgjia p\u00ebr atdheun tim m\u00eb pushtoi edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb dhe isha n\u00eb prag q\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi t\u00eb publikonin trishtimin e err\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00eb pushtoi shpirtin. Ndoshta jo t\u00eb gjith\u00eb lexuesit do ta kuptonin plot\u00ebsisht k\u00ebt\u00eb tepric\u00eb t\u00eb ndjenj\u00ebs dhe shum\u00eb do t&#8217;ia atribuonin nj\u00eb ves t\u00eb edukimit tim patriarkal, n\u00ebse nuk do t&#8217;i merrnin fjal\u00ebt e mia p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mburrje romantike f\u00ebminore. Mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb di\u00e7ka nga e para; kjo e fundit do t\u00eb ishte e pafalshme sot n\u00eb shkrimin tim. N\u00eb \u00e7do rast, nuk do t\u00eb ishin mal\u00ebsor\u00ebt ata q\u00eb do t\u00eb habiteshin nga kjo q\u00eb po them; sepse nj\u00eb mal\u00ebsor me gjak t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb i aft\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se t\u00eb mendoj\u00eb pa trishtim nj\u00eb tok\u00eb t\u00eb mbuluar me kasht\u00eb t\u00eb that\u00eb, pa pem\u00eb q\u00eb ta habisin, pa p\u00ebrrenj q\u00eb ta freskojn\u00eb, pa kodra t\u00eb blerta q\u00eb ta kufizojn\u00eb dhe pa zogj q\u00eb ta g\u00ebzojn\u00eb. Un\u00eb fola pak p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb me shoq\u00ebruesin tim t\u00eb bukur t\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit, jo aq p\u00ebr t\u00eb zhveshur zemr\u00ebn time, sa p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi, t\u00eb lodhur nga that\u00ebsia e peizazhit q\u00eb m\u00eb rrethonte, dhurat\u00ebn e bukuris\u00eb s\u00eb tij. Her\u00eb pas here gjenim nj\u00eb fshat t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb mbi fush\u00eb, si copa n\u00eb shahu, pa nj\u00eb shkurre, nj\u00eb breg, nj\u00eb mur, nj\u00eb kopsht frutor ose nj\u00eb pabarazi t\u00eb vetme p\u00ebr t\u00eb thyer, para ose rreth tij, monotonin\u00eb e trishtuar t\u00eb form\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb zymt\u00eb dhe ngjyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb zez\u00eb tok\u00ebsore, si dheu q\u00eb e mbante, dhe ata pak qenie njer\u00ebzore q\u00eb enden p\u00ebrtaci n\u00eb lul\u00ebzimin e saj dhe lul\u00ebzimit t\u00eb tyre. dyshemeja dhe bariu i d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar, i heshtur dhe brutal q\u00eb kujdesej p\u00ebr ta. N\u00eb nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto fshatra, pasi h\u00ebngr\u00ebm m\u00ebngjesin n\u00eb Palencia me simitet e famshme nga bujtina Pamp\u00edn, ndaluam p\u00ebr drek\u00eb n\u00eb or\u00ebn dy pasdite. Hym\u00eb n\u00eb han p\u00ebrmes stallave, me mushkat q\u00eb nd\u00ebrronin skuadrat atje, dhe hym\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb ngr\u00ebnieje prej qerpi\u00e7i, si e gjith\u00eb nd\u00ebrtesa, ku na sh\u00ebrbyen n\u00eb nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb e t\u00eb pastruar rregullisht, pas qiqrave klasike, pulave dhe p\u00ebllumbave me er\u00ebza t\u00eb ndryshme, djathit t\u00eb deleve, pelte ftua dhe nj\u00eb infuzion sherebele q\u00eb e quajn\u00eb atje &#8220;tea&#8221;. Me \u00e7far\u00eb sakt\u00ebsie t\u00eb p\u00ebrpikt\u00eb i kujtoj t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto pas kaq vitesh dhe me \u00e7far\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsie i ngjall n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn time! Zoti e di se \u00e7far\u00eb mundimi m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb mbyll valvul\u00ebn n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb panum\u00ebrt t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit lloj t\u00eb mos hidhen jasht\u00eb n\u00eb let\u00ebr; Dhe me \u00e7far\u00eb dyshimesh v\u00eb n\u00eb dukje ato pak q\u00eb m\u00eb shp\u00ebtojn\u00eb n\u00eb histori, nga frika se as p\u00ebr interesat e tyre historike dhe arkeologjike nuk do t\u00eb pranoheshin me d\u00ebshir\u00eb , n\u00ebse do t&#8217;i shihnin, nga t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb q\u00eb sot udh\u00ebtojn\u00eb p\u00ebr tet\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb or\u00eb nga Santander n\u00eb Madrid, me vagona t\u00eb rehatshme hekurudhore dhe kan\u00eb fatin t\u00eb mos e kan\u00eb hipur kurr\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb sken\u00eb. det prej p\u00eblhure kafe. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, zot\u00ebria me kapu\u00e7 nuk e mbylli goj\u00ebn, nuk kam nevoj\u00eb thuaj at\u00eb; por m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb deklaroj se, megjith\u00ebse vazhdova t\u00eb arg\u00ebtohesha shum\u00eb nga biseda e saj ekspresive dhe piktoreske, m\u00eb arg\u00ebtonte shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr ajo e vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, e cila deri at\u00ebher\u00eb e kishte humbur frik\u00ebn nga un\u00eb dhe her\u00eb-her\u00eb m\u00eb fliste pa asnj\u00eb shqet\u00ebsim. E doja p\u00ebr zgjuarsin\u00eb e saj, p\u00ebr thjesht\u00ebsin\u00eb e saj&#8230; dhe p\u00ebr secil\u00ebn nga cil\u00ebsit\u00eb dhe talentet q\u00eb zbuloja tek ajo. Ajo ishte antiteza m\u00eb e plot\u00eb e Klar\u00ebs; dhe nuk e di n\u00ebse ky v\u00ebzhgim, i cili m\u00eb detyroi papritur, ndikoi n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb n\u00eb gjykimin q\u00eb formova p\u00ebr t\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. N\u00ebse jo, fakti q\u00eb ajo ishte gruaja e dyt\u00eb e atij kalibri q\u00eb kisha takuar n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time dhe intimiteti q\u00eb krijohet mes shoq\u00ebruesve n\u00eb nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe jo fort komod, mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb kontribuar fare mir\u00eb q\u00eb imagjinata ime ta shoh at\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb piedestal m\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb se ai q\u00eb i p\u00ebrkiste me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb. Prej saj m\u00ebsova se babai i saj ishte nj\u00eb punonj\u00ebs i qeveris\u00eb, i shpallur i tep\u00ebrt n\u00eb Santander kat\u00ebr muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb. Ata po shkonin n\u00eb Madrid, ku ajo lindi, sepse babai i saj kishte marr\u00eb nj\u00eb pun\u00eb private atje, n\u00ebn mbrojtjen e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs ai planifikoi t\u00eb jetonte nd\u00ebrsa punonte p\u00ebr qeverin\u00eb p\u00ebr ta rikthyer at\u00eb. Burri i shkarkuar quhej Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque; vajza e tij, Carmen; dhe gruaja e vog\u00ebl e sh\u00ebmtuar, nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtore shum\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr n\u00eb familje dhe praktikisht guvernante e gruas s\u00eb re, si\u00e7 u p\u00ebrmend tashm\u00eb, Quica. N\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb vog\u00ebl si ai ku kishim ngr\u00ebn\u00eb, darkuam nat\u00ebn von\u00eb me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat pula, t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat p\u00ebllumba, t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin djath\u00eb me pelte ftua dhe t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin urt\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb fund t\u00eb gjithave&#8230; Dhe pastaj u kthyem p\u00ebr t\u00eb fjetur dhe rrokullisur n\u00eb fush\u00eb derisa dita e re zbardhi mes pluhurit t\u00eb autostrad\u00ebs mbret\u00ebrore dhe fushave t\u00eb shkreta. Mbi ta, si mbi ata q\u00eb mbet\u00ebn pas, ngrihej aty-k\u00ebtu, shum\u00eb her\u00eb pas here nj\u00eb tumor, plumbi e i rruar. Mbi nj\u00ebr\u00ebn prej tyre q\u00ebndronte nj\u00eb kull\u00eb e vog\u00ebl e kuror\u00ebzuar me hekura, mes s\u00eb cil\u00ebs ngrihej e binte nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e zez\u00eb, si nj\u00eb kazan. K\u00ebta ishin telegraf\u00eb optik\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt, larg nga shk\u00eblqimi i peizazhit, e trishtonin edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb; sepse soditja e k\u00ebtij detaji t\u00eb pakuptimt\u00eb shoq\u00ebrohej me konsiderat\u00ebn se brenda atij kafazi me mure t\u00eb forta, kishte qenie njer\u00ebzore t\u00eb shk\u00ebputura nga pjesa tjet\u00ebr e bot\u00ebs; dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb tallur m\u00eb tej fatkeq\u00ebsin\u00eb, ata, t\u00eb ngarkuarit p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb mekanikisht fjal\u00ebn e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve n\u00ebp\u00ebr tok\u00eb, u d\u00ebnuan t\u00eb mos flisnin me ask\u00ebnd, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 asaj q\u00eb flisnin mes tyre. Nuk e di pse i krahasova ato vezullime drite, n\u00eb lidhje me vendndodhjen e tyre, me dritat e mjera t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebve q\u00eb mund t\u00eb shihen n\u00eb thell\u00ebsit\u00eb e zeza t\u00eb nj\u00eb dhome t\u00eb madhe n\u00ebntok\u00ebsore. Don Seraf\u00edn na shpjegoi gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mundi p\u00ebr m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn se si funksiononin ato pajisje ; dhe, duke shkuar deri aty sa t\u00eb na tregonte shp\u00ebrblimin e mjeruesh\u00ebm me t\u00eb cilin qeveria pagoi vuajtjet morale t\u00eb punonj\u00ebsve q\u00eb i drejtonin, ai i trajtoi t\u00eb gjitha qeverit\u00eb spanjolle si dashnore; dhe sapo u grind me ta p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje, ai i rrahu t\u00eb gjall\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do arsye t\u00eb imagjinueshme, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb e shqet\u00ebsonin. M\u00eb pas, Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque i mir\u00eb na tregoi historin\u00eb e tij me t\u00eb gjitha detajet e saj, nj\u00eb histori q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri flok\u00ebt t\u00eb ngrihen dhe nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7udi. Sipas rr\u00ebfimit t\u00eb tij, ky Don Seraf\u00edn kishte filluar t&#8217;i sh\u00ebrbente shtetit, n\u00ebn mbrojtjen e nj\u00eb figure me ndikim, n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn shtat\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7 dhe me nj\u00eb bonus prej kat\u00ebr mij\u00eb real\u00ebsh. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb e deri n\u00eb dat\u00ebn q\u00eb na tha, sakt\u00ebsisht dyzet e shtat\u00eb vjet, me nj\u00eb rekord sh\u00ebrbimi t\u00eb past\u00ebr si nj\u00eb bilbil, ai ishte shkarkuar nj\u00ebzet e tre her\u00eb, q\u00eb p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebson nj\u00ebzet e tre periudha shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjata vuajtjesh t\u00eb mundimshme dhe po aq beteja shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira p\u00ebr t\u00eb rikthyer pun\u00ebn e tij. Meqen\u00ebse domosdoshm\u00ebria e detyronte t\u00eb pranonte at\u00eb q\u00eb i ofrohej, sa her\u00eb q\u00eb pun\u00ebsohej, t\u00eb varf\u00ebrit thuajse i duhej t\u00eb g\u00ebrshetonte struktur\u00ebn e zb\u00ebrthyer t\u00eb tregtis\u00eb s\u00eb tij n\u00eb nj\u00eb deg\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb Administrat\u00ebs Shtet\u00ebrore. K\u00ebshtu, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bashk\u00ebkoh\u00ebsit e tij u hodh\u00ebn mbi t\u00eb dhe ai kurr\u00eb nuk mundi t\u00eb arrinte kategorin\u00eb q\u00eb i takonte me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, t\u00eb dilte n\u00eb pension me nj\u00eb rrog\u00eb mesatare dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund t\u00eb pushonte . Ai kishte qen\u00eb i pun\u00ebsuar pothuajse n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha qytetet e Spanj\u00ebs Ka zyra qeveritare, dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se tre her\u00eb ai shkoi p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb postin e tij t\u00eb ri, duke kaluar t\u00eb gjith\u00eb gadishullin p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe para se t\u00eb paraqiste letrat kredenciale n\u00eb fund t\u00eb dit\u00ebs, ai tashm\u00eb ishte shkarkuar p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb fakt i njohur,&#8221; p\u00ebrfundoi ai, &#8220;dhe madje proverbial midis njer\u00ebzve n\u00eb tregti: a \u00ebsht\u00eb e nevojshme t&#8217;i lihet vend nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrhyr\u00ebsi t\u00eb sapoardhur? Epo, Seraf\u00edn Balduque shkarkohet. A e lakmon dikush pozicionin tim n\u00eb nj\u00eb kryeqytet t\u00eb caktuar? T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen Seraf\u00edn Balduque \u00ebsht\u00eb transferuar tashm\u00eb n\u00eb ferr t\u00eb pest\u00eb. A po flitet p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kriz\u00eb politike ? kudo n\u00eb bot\u00eb, Don Seraf\u00edn \u00ebsht\u00eb i papun\u00eb . &#8220;E ekzagjero!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti Don Seraf\u00edn, duke e par\u00eb me sy t\u00eb m\u00ebshirsh\u00ebm, pasi hodhi kapel\u00ebn mbi vetull me nj\u00eb l\u00ebvizje t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb t\u00eb kok\u00ebs. &#8220;Dhe pse?&#8221; &#8220;Sepse pozicioni q\u00eb mbani nuk ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb fare me at\u00eb q\u00eb ndodh n\u00eb ato bot\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Dhe a beson,&#8221; pyeti p\u00ebrs\u00ebri i shkarkuari, duke i hedhur kapel\u00ebn mbi veshin e djatht\u00eb, &#8220;se puna ime ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me ardhjen e mbretit n\u00eb Santander?&#8221; &#8220;Nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e mallkuar,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj kaldisti. &#8220;Epo,&#8221; vazhdoi Don Seraf\u00edn, &#8220;sapo d\u00ebgjova se madh\u00ebria e tij po vinte p\u00ebr t\u00eb inauguruar hekurudh\u00ebn dhe pash\u00eb qytetin n\u00eb l\u00ebvizje dhe njer\u00ebzit n\u00eb zhurm\u00eb, mendova se kisha vdekur. &#8221; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb shqet\u00ebsimi!&#8221; &#8211;K\u00ebrcim, eh?&#8230; N\u00eb maj mbreti ishte n\u00eb Santander, nj\u00eb Zot e di se sa shum\u00eb e vler\u00ebsova dhe vizitat q\u00eb i b\u00ebra shefit t\u00eb departamentit tim q\u00eb e shoq\u00ebronte, dhe sa i p\u00ebrpikt\u00eb dhe i zellsh\u00ebm isha gjithmon\u00eb dhe n\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka!&#8230; sepse nga mesi i qershorit ata tashm\u00eb e kishin pastruar lugun tim. &#8212; Rast\u00ebsi. &#8211;Urime; por, si pelerina e tjetrit, jeta ime \u00ebsht\u00eb aq e mbushur me k\u00ebto rast\u00ebsi sa jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb ligji me t\u00eb cilin jetoj. Nuk mungova aspak n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bised\u00eb, pasi tema e saj kishte shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta me projektet e mia sesa krizat evropiane me fatin e Don Seraf\u00edn. I vura dy centet e mia n\u00eb argument dhe i thash\u00eb t\u00eb pushuarit p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsisht: &#8212; Duhet t\u00eb t\u00eb mungojn\u00eb mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebsit. &#8211; Kungull, m\u00eb duhet! &#8211; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai menj\u00ebher\u00eb, duke hedhur kapel\u00ebn e tij posht\u00eb n\u00eb kok\u00eb. &#8211;I kam si \u00e7do njeri tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb zakonsh\u00ebm. &#8212; Epo, nuk e kuptoj. &#8211; Puna \u00ebsht\u00eb se duke i m\u00ebrzitur, duke i l\u00ebn\u00eb as n\u00eb diell e as n\u00eb hije, m\u00eb ndihmojn\u00eb disi t\u00eb gjej nj\u00eb pun\u00eb, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb lirohem nga un\u00eb, m\u00eb von\u00eb, n\u00ebse t\u00eb kam par\u00eb, nuk m\u00eb kujtohet. &#8220;Por kjo seri rast\u00ebsish q\u00eb ju ndjekin, megjith\u00ebse p\u00ebr ju jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb ligj i pashmangsh\u00ebm, nuk do t\u00eb jet\u00eb k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb punonj\u00ebsit e qeveris\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Epo,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Don Seraf\u00edn me nj\u00eb gjall\u00ebri nervoze, &#8220;Un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb them se \u00e7do dyzet e shtat\u00eb vjet sh\u00ebrbim n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pashmangshme korrespondon me pages\u00ebn time nj\u00ebzet e tre, madje nj\u00eb e gjysm\u00eb e gjysm\u00eb. larg kujtdo nga ylli i m\u00ebngjesit&#8230; me p\u00ebrjashtim t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb llastuar t\u00eb fatit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nisen aty ku ik\u00ebn dhe arrijn\u00eb majat brenda nj\u00eb kohe t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr, sepse po t\u00eb mos ishte k\u00ebshtu, karriera e n\u00ebpun\u00ebsit do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb kanun p\u00ebr burra si un\u00eb, me pak nevoja. &#8220;Gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb thua \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb ngush\u00ebllim i madh p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb aspirojn\u00eb at\u00eb karrier\u00eb,&#8221; shpjegova k\u00ebtu me zgjuarsin\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb supozohej. &#8220;T\u00eb siguroj, se\u00f1or Don Pedro,&#8221; m\u00eb tha Balduque me gjith\u00eb solemnitetin q\u00eb i mungonte, &#8220;se njeriu q\u00eb me sh\u00ebndet t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe me mir\u00ebkuptim t\u00eb moderuar, nis at\u00eb rrug\u00eb sot n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb, nuk ka turp. Kur shikoj prapa dhe num\u00ebroj vitet q\u00eb i kam sh\u00ebrbyer shtetit; talljet q\u00eb sunduesit e tij m\u00eb kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb ; t\u00eb cilin e kam n\u00ebnshtruar vet\u00eb besimin&#8230; edhe entuziazmin me t\u00eb cilin kam punuar n\u00eb postet e shumta q\u00eb m\u00eb jan\u00eb besuar, sa mbrapa jam n\u00eb karrier\u00ebn time&#8221; &#8211; dukej i prekur n\u00eb vajz\u00ebn e tij, jo shum\u00eb i qet\u00eb &#8211; &#8220;n\u00ebse Zoti ma merr jet\u00ebn sadopak , un\u00eb jam i mahnitur me nj\u00eb humor t\u00eb mir\u00eb&#8221;. qindark\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebdo&#8230; dhe sa i ndersh\u00ebm jam&#8230; Sa i sinqert\u00eb jam, po; sepse gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb ishte e mundur \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb me mua p\u00ebr t&#8217;u siguruar q\u00eb nuk isha. Sa her\u00eb gruaja ime e gjor\u00eb&#8230; si pasoj\u00eb e nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtimi t\u00eb detyruar dhe t\u00eb mundimsh\u00ebm n\u00ebp\u00ebr kalimin e Pajares, n\u00eb zem\u00ebr t\u00eb dimrit, e humba, sa her\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebshilloi t\u00eb braktisja karrier\u00ebn time, vet\u00ebm n\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsit\u00eb e frytshme p\u00ebr familjen, p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb nga profesionet q\u00eb, fal\u00eb Zotit , kam pasur gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid gjat\u00eb pushimeve nga puna ! pozicionin e par\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ofruan, do t\u00eb kisha, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb, nj\u00eb jet\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb se sa kam dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi e pushim&#8230; Thon\u00eb se n\u00eb bot\u00ebn politike mbret\u00ebron nj\u00ebfar\u00eb trazire dhe se ka frik\u00eb nga ngjarje t\u00eb r\u00ebnda&#8230; Zoti e di q\u00eb nuk jam njeri me nuanca apo pasione t\u00eb atij lloji; Por ju siguroj se sot besoj se jam i aft\u00eb t\u00eb dal n\u00eb rrug\u00eb me Muz\u00ebn e Maurit, n\u00ebse Muza e Maurit do t\u00eb shfaroste me shkopin e paarsyeshmen q\u00eb lul\u00ebzon n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha pal\u00ebt, komandon e disponon dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb shkaku i fatkeq\u00ebsive t\u00eb mia dhe t\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsive t\u00eb tjera shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, t\u00eb cilat edhe mua m\u00eb dhembin sepse vendi vajton p\u00ebr ta. I gjori Don Seraf\u00edn! Sa m\u00eb vinte keq p\u00ebr t\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto situata dhe kur, mbase ngaq\u00eb nuk kishte asgj\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn t\u00eb paguante drekat dhe darkat, e pash\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa pasagjer\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb nga t\u00eb gjitha kabinat e autobusit po gezoheshin mbi ushqimin vulgar, por t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm e t\u00eb nxeht\u00eb nga tavolinat e bujtinave, gjysm\u00eb fshehtas duke bler\u00eb pak buk\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb karroc\u00ebn, n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e mjer\u00eb, t\u00eb kujdessh\u00ebm me makin\u00ebn, n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e t\u00eb ftohtit. e nj\u00eb thes t\u00eb vog\u00ebl qilimi q\u00eb e mbanin t\u00eb lidhur midis rripave t\u00eb \u00e7atis\u00eb! Sa t\u00eb trishtueshme m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi shembulli i asaj familje fatkeqe, sa her\u00eb reflektoja me \u00e7do qet\u00ebsi p\u00ebr q\u00ebllimet q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin nxjerr\u00eb nga pozicioni im! N\u00eb nj\u00eb rast, dhe nuk e di p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb llogarie, p\u00ebrmenda emrin e Don Augusto Valenzuela. Don Seraf\u00edn m\u00eb pyeti n\u00ebse e njihja; Un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja, me shum\u00eb p\u00ebrbuzje, se kisha nderin t\u00eb isha miku i tij i madh, pasi e kisha njohur aq shum\u00eb at\u00eb ver\u00eb n\u00eb vendin tim. Ai m\u00eb pyeti n\u00ebse kisha nd\u00ebrmend ta vizitoja n\u00eb Madrid; Un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja q\u00eb sapo mb\u00ebrrita, megjith\u00ebse u kujdesa shum\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i tregoja arsyen e vizit\u00ebs; dhe q\u00eb nga ai moment, Don Seraf\u00edn, Carmen, madje edhe vet\u00eb Quica, nuk dinin se ku t\u00eb m\u00eb vendosnin, apo si t\u00eb m\u00eb konsideronin. Dhe kur d\u00ebgjova Don Seraf\u00edn t\u00eb lavd\u00ebronte ndikimin e vendasit t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb t\u00eb La Man\u00e7\u00ebs n\u00eb sken\u00ebn politike n\u00eb pushtet dhe vler\u00ebn e nj\u00eb miq\u00ebsie si ajo e tij, nd\u00ebrgjegjja ime me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb m\u00eb akuzoi se e kisha lejuar veten t\u00eb magjepsesha shum\u00eb nga demoni i kot\u00ebsis\u00eb duke folur p\u00ebr intimitetin tim me k\u00ebt\u00eb personazh. Por m\u00ebkati im le t\u00eb zbutet nga vendosm\u00ebria ime e p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrt p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrdorur, si p\u00ebr dobin\u00eb e Don Seraf\u00edn-it , ashtu edhe p\u00ebr veten time, \u00e7far\u00ebdo vler\u00ebsimi q\u00eb kisha fituar deri n\u00eb at\u00eb dat\u00eb dhe mund t\u00eb fitoja n\u00eb t\u00eb ardhmen, n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn e vendasit me ndikim t\u00eb La Man\u00e7\u00ebs. Nuk ia fsheha Don Seraf\u00ednit dhe kjo p\u00ebrfundoi duke m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi kolosale n\u00eb syt\u00eb e asaj familjeje t\u00eb nderuar, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn bisedoja n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha or\u00ebt me \u00e7ilt\u00ebrsin\u00eb m\u00eb patriarkale, aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr q\u00eb me kaldistin e trash\u00eb q\u00eb rrinte n\u00eb Olmedo dhe studenti mjek\u00ebrr q\u00eb nuk na shqet\u00ebsonte fare, ne t\u00eb pest\u00eb jetonim brenda trajnerit ton\u00eb. Udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb i shihnim vet\u00ebm gjat\u00eb vakteve. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb e njihnim nj\u00ebri-tjetrin nga shikimi dhe e trajtonim nj\u00ebri-tjetrin me mir\u00ebsjelljen e fqinj\u00ebve q\u00eb jetonin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat shkall\u00eb, por asgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Dhe krahasimi nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrbuzur, sepse t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat kufizime t\u00eb mir\u00ebsjelljes si n\u00eb familjet e s\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs lagje u vun\u00eb re mes nesh: dua t\u00eb them se pasagjer\u00ebt n\u00eb sedan na shikonin ata prej nesh me nj\u00ebfar\u00eb p\u00ebrbuzjeje, nd\u00ebrsa k\u00ebta t\u00eb fundit, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb ne, besuam se ishim pak m\u00eb t\u00eb sintonizuar se ata n\u00eb rotond\u00eb, dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se ata q\u00eb ishin n\u00eb coup. Dhe duke ecur, duke ecur, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb, duke u rrotulluar, duke u rrokullisur, mbaruan fushat dhe filloi ngjitja e Guadarram\u00ebs s\u00eb ashp\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa zbriste, Don Seraf\u00edn m\u00eb tha, duke v\u00ebn\u00eb dor\u00ebn n\u00eb shpatull\u00ebn time t\u00eb djatht\u00eb dhe duke treguar me t\u00eb majt\u00ebn drejt horizontit jugor: &#8220;Ja ku e keni!&#8230; Kupola e San Francisco el Grande, kulla e Santa Cruz-it, pjesa m\u00eb e madhe e Pallatit&#8230;&#8221; Pash\u00eb me ankth n\u00eb drejtimin q\u00eb Don Seraf\u00edn po tregonte, pash\u00eb \u00e7do gj\u00eb n\u00eb drejtimin e njeriut, duke e treguar at\u00eb. duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb, duke u ngritur n\u00eb nj\u00eb kod\u00ebr t\u00eb zhveshur, t\u00eb verdh\u00eb, profilet e saj t\u00eb p\u00ebrshkruara kund\u00ebr blus\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb past\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00eb qielli t\u00eb pakrahasuesh\u00ebm. &#8220;Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb Madridi,&#8221; shtoi ai, duke par\u00eb drejt tij, duke mbajtur korniz\u00ebn e dritares me t\u00eb dyja duart, me trupin e tij t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb p\u00ebrkulur q\u00eb l\u00ebkundet si\u00e7 e k\u00ebrkonin gungat dhe l\u00ebkundjet e trajnerit n\u00eb zbritjen e tij t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb dhe me bubullim\u00eb. &#8220;Ah! Sikur t\u00eb kisha fuqi t\u00eb b\u00ebja kaq shum\u00eb!&#8230; Nj\u00eb mesazh i fsheht\u00eb p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit e nderuar q\u00eb ata t&#8217;i shmangeshin \u00e7\u00ebshtjes; pastaj nj\u00eb shi i dendur baruti t\u00eb im\u00ebt; Menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shi prushi&#8230; dhe sikur n\u00eb parajs\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb spanjoll\u00ebt t\u00eb ishin. Kjo ide m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb qeshja dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebri nj\u00eb pauz\u00eb, dhe gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn fol\u00ebm studenti , madje edhe gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs n\u00eb Madrid ishte p\u00ebr shum\u00eb her\u00eb. M\u00eb shum\u00eb i aft\u00eb p\u00ebr pun\u00ebt e Madridit se sa p\u00ebr kodet e Justinianit Ai m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi t\u00eb thosha se do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb jetoja n\u00eb oborr mes bashkatdhetar\u00ebve dhe m\u00eb rekomandoi nj\u00eb bujtin\u00eb t\u00eb caktuar nga student\u00eb mal\u00ebsor\u00eb, t\u00eb rinj me humor, n\u00eb Calle del Caballero de Gracia, dhe Don Seraf\u00edn m\u00eb lejonte t\u00eb m\u00eb vizitonte shpesh, ashtu si\u00e7 kishte dashur t\u00eb m\u00eb vizitonte shpesh n\u00eb oborrin e tij . labirinthet dhe udh\u00ebkryqet q\u00eb donte t&#8217;i sh\u00ebrbente si udh\u00ebrr\u00ebfyes Ai m\u00eb dha, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur, adres\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb ku do t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte: Olmo 42, dhoma 4 n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb, e brendshme Dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebto dhe situata t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb ngjashme, n\u00eb pushim t\u00eb mesdit\u00ebs, pa nj\u00eb pem\u00eb, nj\u00eb fush\u00eb me t\u00eb korra, ose nj\u00eb nga t\u00eb gjitha detajet e m\u00ebdha t\u00eb nj\u00eb popullsie t\u00eb krishter\u00eb. Vicente, dhe nj\u00ebzet minuta m\u00eb von\u00eb, n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Alcal\u00e1, bujtina e gadishullit, n\u00eb oborrin e t\u00eb cilit u zbrisnim, t\u00eb mpir\u00eb, t\u00eb pluhurosur dhe t\u00eb zhveshur me nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim tjet\u00ebr jo m\u00eb pak elokuent, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb shtr\u00ebngova dor\u00ebn e saj shum\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, t\u00eb but\u00eb dhe t\u00eb vog\u00ebl n\u00eb dor\u00ebn time t\u00eb djatht\u00eb dhe duke ia besuar bagazhin tim n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn e pasme t\u00eb nj\u00eb portieri trupmadh, e ndoqa at\u00eb deri n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb, udh\u00ebzimet e t\u00eb cilit i dhash\u00eb, duke u penguar n\u00eb val\u00ebn e trash\u00eb t\u00eb kalimtar\u00ebve n\u00eb Calle de la Montera, t\u00eb shurdhuar nga makinat e t\u00ebrbuara dhe t\u00eb shurdh\u00ebruara nga njer\u00ebzit e shumt\u00eb; me risin\u00eb e vendit, l\u00ebvizjen dhe ngjyrat, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin u zhyta papritmas , nga thell\u00ebsia e nj\u00eb kutie me rrota, pasi kisha ardhur nga vetmia e eg\u00ebr e atdheut tim , e trishtuar si stepat e Rusis\u00eb P\u00ebr momentin, m\u00eb servuan nj\u00eb meze t\u00eb leht\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, n\u00eb or\u00ebn tre t\u00eb pasdites, shkova n\u00eb shtrat dhe fjeta i qet\u00eb deri n\u00eb or\u00ebn 8 t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit , n\u00eb or\u00ebn 10, zonja m\u00eb thirri p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb drek\u00eb . Rruga e ngusht\u00eb ishte shtruar p\u00ebr tet\u00eb veta n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me drita me pamje nga nj\u00eb oborr . Djem t\u00eb mir\u00eb, miq\u00ebsor\u00eb dhe bashkatdhetar\u00eb.&#8221; U ula n\u00eb karrigen e treguar nga pronarja dhe ajo u largua. Pak \u00e7aste m\u00eb von\u00eb, &#8220;t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt&#8221; filluan t\u00eb vinin. Nj\u00eb surpriz\u00eb q\u00eb nuk do ta harroj kurr\u00eb ! Fillimisht erdhi nj\u00eb djal\u00eb i ri me kok\u00eb t\u00eb trash\u00eb, l\u00ebkur\u00eb t\u00eb zbeht\u00eb dhe pamje fem\u00ebrore. tipare, n\u00eb mbathje t\u00eb thurura, me \u00e7izme l\u00ebkure t\u00eb lyera me boshte t\u00eb larta t\u00eb ngjyr\u00ebs s\u00eb kuqe maroke; nj\u00eb pallto e shkurt\u00ebr e kthyer nga brenda; nj\u00eb peshqir p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kravat\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb kapak kalor\u00ebsie: hipi mbi kurrizin e nj\u00eb shale prej kashte dhe me t\u00eb k\u00ebrcente e k\u00ebrcente , madje k\u00ebrcente si k\u00ebrcim deleje; shpesh e qortonte me nj\u00eb kamxhik t\u00eb vog\u00ebl dhe jo pa v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi t\u00eb madhe arrinte ta ngrinte n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb montimin e deformuar. Ai zbriti nga kali, e rregulloi at\u00eb, m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti me shum\u00eb mir\u00ebsjellje, u kthye nga dera dhe aty q\u00ebndroi n\u00eb v\u00ebmendje. N\u00eb hapje u shfaq\u00ebn menj\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00eb i ri me l\u00ebkur\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt, me flok\u00eb t\u00eb zinj ka\u00e7urrel\u00eb, nj\u00eb kapel\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, shirita letre, stil anglez, nj\u00eb kravat\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, nj\u00eb frak blu t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb me kopsa t\u00eb praruara, pantallona t\u00eb zeza si fije dhe t\u00eb rrahura si frak, doreza t\u00eb bardha pambuku dhe pantofla l\u00ebkure delesh. Ky personazh ecte me nj\u00eb ecje tragjike dhe dukej me nj\u00eb shprehje fodulle. K\u00ebmb\u00ebsori u p\u00ebrkul para tij; dhe pasi mori kapelen dhe dorezat nga duart, i p\u00ebrgatiti nj\u00eb karrige n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb. Zot\u00ebria u ul, i r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe solemn; ai gjithashtu m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti shum\u00eb elegante dhe kalor\u00ebsi tall\u00ebs u vendos pran\u00eb tij pasi hodhi dorezat dhe kapel\u00ebn e zot\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb tij n\u00ebn tavolin\u00eb. Pas tij erdhi nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor me mjek\u00ebr t\u00eb zez\u00eb, i tipit arab , me nj\u00eb fustan t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr mbi supe, nj\u00eb beret\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb n\u00eb kok\u00eb, nj\u00eb fjalor t\u00eb gjuh\u00ebs spanjolle n\u00ebn krah dhe nj\u00eb kitar\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb. Ky sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor shoq\u00ebrohej nga nj\u00eb personazh i kat\u00ebrt, mjaft i gjat\u00eb dhe i dob\u00ebt, me gjoks t\u00eb zhveshur, pantallona t\u00eb zhveshura dhe t\u00eb veshur m\u00eb keq nga mesi lart; por i armatosur shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me nj\u00eb shpat\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb n\u00eb krah dhe me nj\u00eb kapele me tre cepa, me pamjen m\u00eb superiore dhe t\u00eb rregullt, n\u00eb kok\u00eb. Pothuajse n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb me k\u00ebta dy darkues, erdh\u00ebn tre t\u00eb tjer\u00eb: nj\u00ebri i rind\u00ebrtuar, muskuloz, me nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim shk\u00eblqyes, mustaqe shum\u00eb ka\u00e7urrela, qaf\u00ebn dhe nofull\u00ebn e mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb me nj\u00eb shall nj\u00ebzet e pes\u00eb ngjyrash dhe mbi shpin\u00eb nj\u00eb montera asturiane; tjetri e mbuloi t\u00eb tij\u00ebn me nj\u00eb kapel\u00eb doktori t\u00eb veshur, xhufka e verdh\u00eb e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs, e yndyrshme dhe e g\u00ebrryer, dukej si nj\u00eb sulm vdekjeprur\u00ebs i verdh\u00ebz\u00ebs. Pjesa tjet\u00ebr e veshjes s\u00eb tij nuk m\u00eb kujtohet n\u00eb detaje, megjith\u00ebse mund t\u00eb betohem se nuk vlenin t\u00eb gjitha tre peseta. Ndoshta ajo q\u00eb kishte veshur studenti i fundit q\u00eb hyri n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ngr\u00ebnies nuk vlente aq shum\u00eb, specialiteti i tij i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm ishte veshja e nj\u00eb kapeleje. Me k\u00ebta tre t\u00eb ftuar, tavolina u mbush dhe un\u00eb u gjenda mes tyre, duke pyetur veten n\u00ebse \u00ebnd\u00ebrroja apo ajo q\u00eb kisha rezervuar ishte nj\u00eb karnaval i parashikuar&#8230; apo nj\u00eb shaka q\u00eb ata mal\u00ebsor\u00ebt djall\u00ebzor\u00eb donin t\u00eb drejtonin p\u00ebr fshatar\u00ebsin\u00eb time si fshatar . Ky dyshim m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi pak, pasi ishte di\u00e7ka krejt ndryshe nga ajo q\u00eb i kisha premtuar vetes kur u vendosa n\u00eb at\u00eb bujtin\u00eb dhe nuk pata durimin t\u00eb qeshja me shaka t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb pamerituara dhe sarkastike. Fatmir\u00ebsisht, shpejt u binda se dyshimet e mia ishin mashtruese, sepse sapo student\u00ebt u ul\u00ebn n\u00eb tryez\u00eb, u treguan se ishin bashkatdhetar\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm dhe shok\u00eb t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm, pa e dashur Zotin, duke e p\u00ebrshtatur sjelljen e tyre me tonin e kostumeve t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme, por p\u00ebrkundrazi, duke i harruar sikur t\u00eb mos ishin m\u00eb me ta, ose t\u00eb kishin veshur m\u00eb t\u00eb natyrshmen; nj\u00eb mosp\u00ebrputhje q\u00eb i dha fotografis\u00eb ajrin m\u00eb komik dhe piktoresk q\u00eb mund t\u00eb imagjinohej. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, pash\u00eb se asnj\u00eb dit\u00eb nuk u ul\u00ebn p\u00ebr drek\u00eb t\u00eb veshur si\u00e7 duhet ata t\u00eb burgosurit e mi dhe prandaj e p\u00ebrmend incidentin; n\u00ebse do t\u00eb kishte ndodhur vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb her\u00eb me nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb t\u00eb keqe, nuk do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e mallkuar qesharake. Vura re se sendet m\u00eb t\u00eb lakmuara nga t\u00eb gjitha ishin shpata dhe kapela me tre cepa, copa q\u00eb korrespondonin me uniform\u00ebn q\u00eb mbanin n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb student\u00ebt e Inxhinieris\u00eb s\u00eb Nd\u00ebrtimit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebs i p\u00ebrkiste i riu me shallin piktoresk dhe monter\u00ebn asturiane, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk e hiqte kurr\u00eb kok\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Di\u00e7ka m\u00eb e pakuptueshme ishte dashuria k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebse e burrit t\u00eb heshtur me rroba banjo dhe fytyr\u00ebs maure p\u00ebr fjalorin e gjuh\u00ebs spanjolle dhe kitar\u00ebn. Ai nuk dinte p\u00ebr arg\u00ebtim tjet\u00ebr brenda sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se t\u00eb godiste nj\u00ebr\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb shfletonte tjetr\u00ebn. \u00c7far\u00eb lidhje misterioze mund t\u00eb kishte mes dy instrumenteve, nuk e kuptova kurr\u00eb. Ne e dinim, as amatori i tyre nuk donte t\u00eb na tregonte at\u00ebher\u00eb, as shum\u00eb vite m\u00eb von\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb ma shpjegonte, as nuk do t\u00eb shpjegohet n\u00eb shekujt e ardhsh\u00ebm. Por \u00ebsht\u00eb fakt q\u00eb as i interesuari dhe as d\u00ebshmitar\u00ebt e tij q\u00eb jan\u00eb ende gjall\u00eb dhe mund t\u00eb d\u00ebshmojn\u00eb sakt\u00ebsin\u00eb e t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebtyre dhe pohimeve t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb mia nuk do ta mohojn\u00eb, me besimin se nuk do t\u00eb sjell k\u00ebtu detaje t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb s\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs koh\u00eb dhe vend, p\u00ebr respekt q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb t\u00eb supozohet. Ky pasazh i sh\u00ebnimeve t\u00eb mia \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithashtu nj\u00eb nga ato q\u00eb do t\u00eb shkaktonte nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje p\u00ebr\u00e7muese te nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit e zakonsh\u00ebm pa mjek\u00ebr; e megjithat\u00eb, meriton nj\u00ebfar\u00eb respekti si nj\u00eb fakt kurioz p\u00ebr historin\u00eb e zakoneve; sepse k\u00ebta burra t\u00eb parakohsh\u00ebm duhet ta din\u00eb se ata djem rebel\u00eb nuk ishin m\u00eb pak t\u00eb zgjuar, as m\u00eb budallenj, as m\u00eb pak t\u00eb zgjuar se ata. Por ato iu dhan\u00eb shakave t\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendura, sepse nuk ishte zakon at\u00ebher\u00eb mes student\u00ebve t\u00eb krijonin gazeta militante apo t\u00eb sulmonin karriget e Athenaeum-it dhe t\u00eb Akademive p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrhapur drit\u00ebn e shkenc\u00ebs n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb vendin; nj\u00eb detyr\u00eb e nd\u00ebrlikuar, p\u00ebrpjekja e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs, me sukses t\u00eb moderuar, iu besua disa burrave me flok\u00eb gri dhe me autoritet t\u00eb njohur. Gjat\u00eb drek\u00ebs m\u00ebsova se nga cili qytet i maleve ishte secili nga student\u00ebt dhe ata m\u00ebsuan se nga isha un\u00eb. Mbaj mend q\u00eb kalor\u00ebsi q\u00eb vdiq disa muaj m\u00eb von\u00eb nga konsumimi galopant, mjeshtri i tij nj\u00eb mjek i njohur sot dhe ai i zhveshur me shpatin q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb zhdukur prej vitesh nga bota e t\u00eb vdekshm\u00ebve, ishin nga kryeqyteti; Arabi me kitar\u00eb dhe fjalor, nj\u00eb arkitekt fatkeq at\u00ebher\u00eb dhe tani me flok\u00eb gri mes peripecive t\u00eb biznesit, ishte nga Trasmerano; ai me shallin piktoresk dhe monter\u00ebn (kapel\u00ebn) asturiane, e aft\u00eb tani p\u00ebr t\u00eb improvizuar nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb hekuri mbi dy fije merimangash, nga Toranzo; ai me pelerine, nga Torrelavega, dhe ai me xhufk\u00ebn e verdh\u00eb, nga Pasiego. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb dhan\u00eb udh\u00ebzime t\u00eb holl\u00ebsishme p\u00ebr n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe, sepse u thash\u00eb se atje jetonte Don Augusto Valenzuela, t\u00eb cilin m\u00eb duhej ta vizitoja. M\u00eb shpjeguan se si un\u00eb, i sapoardhur n\u00eb Madrid, me ca para n\u00eb xhep, mund ta kaloja koh\u00ebn rregullisht, duke bredhur rrug\u00ebve dit\u00ebn, me ta nat\u00ebn, n\u00eb fillim n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes n\u00eb Caf\u00e9 de La Esmeralda, n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Montera dhe m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb Capellanes ose n\u00eb parajs\u00ebn e Teatro Real, etj., etj.; dhe nd\u00ebrsa largohesha nga or\u00ebt shtes\u00eb n\u00eb han, m\u00eb ofruan nj\u00eb koleksion t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm romanesh, titujt e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve m\u00eb mahnit\u00ebn menj\u00ebher\u00eb . Nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb ofronin m\u00eb shum\u00eb thashetheme se \u00e7&#8217;kisha d\u00ebshir\u00eb: romanet ishin tundimi im&#8230; dhe sa t\u00eb shumt\u00eb kishte n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, ku thuajse nuk kishte nj\u00eb tekst shkollor! Nd\u00ebrsa ishim ende duke ngr\u00ebn\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00eblsir\u00eb, n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ngr\u00ebnies hyri nj\u00eb i ri i veshur shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, madje elegant . Ai p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti t\u00eb gjith\u00eb darkuesit menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb ekspresive dhe u zhyt n\u00eb divanin e rr\u00ebnuar q\u00eb ulej posht\u00eb dritareve t\u00eb xhamit nga ku hynte drita nga oborri. mjekra e tij ishte e shkurt\u00ebr, por e zez\u00eb dhe e trash\u00eb; flok\u00ebt e tij ishin t\u00eb holl\u00eb dhe i gjith\u00eb kostumi i tij ishte shum\u00eb i past\u00ebr dhe i rregulluar. Shtat\u00eb shok\u00ebt e mi t\u00eb tryez\u00ebs e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebn me g\u00ebzim t\u00eb madh dhe ai kishte nj\u00eb apostrof mashtrues p\u00ebr secilin prej tyre , q\u00eb i p\u00ebrshtatej rastit dhe personit. Duke vazhduar shk\u00ebmbimin e frazave, jo gjithmon\u00eb roz\u00eb, dikush e pyeti p\u00ebr \u201cpoem\u00ebn\u201d; ai u p\u00ebrgjigj se e kishte akoma \u201cashtu\u201d. Studenti me frak blu iu lut q\u00eb t&#8217;ua thoshte s\u00ebrish hyrjen dhe nuk kishte nevoj\u00eb ta p\u00ebrs\u00ebriste k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn. Me nj\u00eb gjest t\u00eb qet\u00eb dhe solemn , nj\u00eb z\u00eb kumbues dhe nj\u00eb theks mjesht\u00ebror, ai filloi t\u00eb derdhte oktava mbret\u00ebrore nga ajo goj\u00eb. Nuk kam d\u00ebgjuar kurr\u00eb gj\u00ebra m\u00eb t\u00eb pahijshme, as vargje m\u00eb galante, m\u00eb t\u00eb forta dhe harmonike. Quevedo nuk shkroi m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Pas hyrjes s\u00eb poezis\u00eb, q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri mua, nj\u00eb provincial t\u00eb varf\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb pap\u00ebrvoj\u00eb, t\u00eb skuqem nga turpi, poeti filloi t\u00eb recitonte epigramet e tij kund\u00ebr gjith\u00e7kaje q\u00eb ekziston dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, gazmore, t\u00eb mprehta dhe gjeniale. Un\u00eb u habita. Duke e shtr\u00ebnguar mendjen n\u00eb fshatin tim dhe duke e g\u00ebrvishtur veten deri n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb gishtave, kisha arritur t\u00eb shkruaja nj\u00eb gjysm\u00eb buze but\u00ebsie ankuese, i pakuptimt\u00eb dhe i pangjyr\u00eb, dhe ai i ri kishte n\u00eb kok\u00eb nj\u00eb fabrik\u00eb vargjesh dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr lig\u00ebsie dhe zgjuarsie! Poeti m\u00ebkatar ishte nga Extremadura: quhej Mata; e quanin Matica dhe ai studionte mjek\u00ebsi n\u00eb Kolegjin e San Karlos; dmth duhej ta studionte, sepse kishte n\u00ebnt\u00eb vjet q\u00eb ishte maturuar n\u00eb fakultet dhe nuk kishte arritur ende n\u00eb gjysm\u00ebn e kursit. Ai e njihte t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Madridin dhe iu drejtua joformalisht nj\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. Ai ishte nj\u00eb i ri me zgjuarsi t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, por pa asnj\u00eb shenj\u00eb gjykimi dhe mjaft i aft\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb tallur vet\u00eb Summa Theologica. Kishte nd\u00ebrmarr\u00eb shum\u00eb pun\u00eb serioze; ai recitoi hapje madh\u00ebshtore, strofa t\u00eb pakrahasueshme kompozimesh epike dhe mistike, pasazhe n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat dukej se imitonte intonacionin e fort\u00eb t\u00eb Herrer\u00ebs dhe \u00ebmb\u00eblsin\u00eb dhe guximin e Fray Luis de Le\u00f3n; Por ai kurr\u00eb nuk shkoi p\u00ebrtej k\u00ebsaj : vezullimet, shk\u00ebndijat e nj\u00eb zjarri t\u00eb mbuluar me hi t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb e t\u00eb ndyr\u00eb: vulgarja, grotesku, brutalisht trupore, e t\u00ebrhoq\u00ebn at\u00eb; lart\u00ebsia e tij u zhduk, shqiponja humbi fuqin\u00eb e saj dhe zbriti shpejt p\u00ebr t\u00eb njollosur krah\u00ebt e saj n\u00eb balt\u00ebn e tok\u00ebs. Ai frekuentonte redaksin\u00eb e gazetave kryesore t\u00eb Madridit dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha lulet e gjeniut t\u00eb tij do t\u00eb ishin pritur me duartrokitje, po t\u00eb kishte mundur t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatej me kushtet &#8220;sanitare&#8221;, le t\u00eb themi, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat jetonin abonent\u00ebt dhe ligji i shtypit. U tundua me lajka t\u00eb \u00e7do lloji, edhe me rroga t\u00eb majme&#8230; m\u00eb kot: ai zog nuk dinte t\u00eb k\u00ebndonte brenda nj\u00eb kafazi, as nuk mund t&#8217;i n\u00ebnshtronte p\u00ebrrenjve t\u00eb harmonive t\u00eb tij ndonj\u00eb ligji; ai kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr lirin\u00eb e malit p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb er\u00ebs gjith\u00eb larmin\u00eb e pasur t\u00eb regjistrave t\u00eb frym\u00ebzimit t\u00eb tij dhe k\u00ebshtu k\u00ebndoi, si nj\u00eb i eg\u00ebr. \u00cbsht\u00eb mjaft mbres\u00ebl\u00ebn\u00ebse q\u00eb n\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet e tij t\u00eb zakonshme ai ishte i kulturuar, duke zbuluar instinktet e tij si nj\u00eb artist i thell\u00eb edhe n\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjet m\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme. Biseda e tij ishte gjithmon\u00eb e k\u00ebndshme, imagjinata e tij jasht\u00ebzakonisht pjellore; aft\u00ebsia e tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb skicuar me pak hapa biografin\u00eb e nj\u00eb prej figurave t\u00eb pafundme q\u00eb njihte n\u00eb politik\u00eb, arte dhe shkenca ishte e jasht\u00ebzakonshme; goditjet e tij nxorr\u00ebn gjak dhe ngjyrosja e tij ngriti flluska. Duke e d\u00ebgjuar rrall\u00eb, dikush besonte se ai ishte i aft\u00eb p\u00ebr p\u00ebrpjekjet m\u00eb t\u00eb larta; duke frekuentuar shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij, dikush kuptoi shpejt se kishte dy armiq t\u00eb pathyesh\u00ebm: n\u00ebnshtrimin dhe metod\u00ebn. Ai ishte nj\u00eb vagabond i pashpres\u00eb q\u00eb e shp\u00ebrdoronte zgjuarsin\u00eb e tij n\u00eb rr\u00ebke n\u00eb tavolinat e kafeneve dhe mes student\u00ebve t\u00eb rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm. Ai ishte shum\u00eb larg k\u00ebmb\u00ebve t\u00eb tij dhe k\u00ebshtu jetoi rehat n\u00eb Madrid, sepse nuk ishte as i lig dhe as harxhues. Ai kishte qen\u00eb shok klase me disa nga bujtinat e mia dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye vinte aty her\u00eb pas here. T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto m\u00eb treguan p\u00ebr t\u00eb, sapo u largua, nga ata q\u00eb besonin se e njihnin m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Nuk m&#8217;u desh shum\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb bindur veten se portreti moral, megjith\u00ebse i ngjash\u00ebm, nuk ishte i sakt\u00eb. Matica vlente shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. Pas bised\u00ebs pas dark\u00ebs, u vesha me rrobat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira nga bagazhi im dhe u nisa n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, duke k\u00ebrkuar gjysm\u00eb p\u00ebrgjaksh\u00ebm rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe, ku jetonte Shk\u00eblqesia e Tij Don Augusto Valenzuela, arsyeja josh\u00ebse e pranis\u00eb sime n\u00eb Madrid dhe feneri, drita dhe udh\u00ebrr\u00ebfyesi i t\u00eb gjitha shpresave t\u00eb mia. Kapitulli 10. Me udh\u00ebzimet q\u00eb kisha ngulitur fort n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn time, nuk ishte e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua t\u00eb gjeja rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe. Pasi arrita, shpejt gjeta sht\u00ebpin\u00eb. Hyrja ishte e madhe, shkall\u00ebt e gjera dhe t\u00eb vjetra, dyshemeja e d\u00ebrrasave me tulla dhe dyert e apartamenteve t\u00eb \u00e7ara dhe t\u00eb ngulitura me gozhd\u00eb t\u00eb trash\u00eb. Trokita n\u00eb katin e dyt\u00eb dhe der\u00ebn hapi nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor, t\u00eb cilin e njoha q\u00eb e pash\u00eb n\u00eb vendin tim. M\u00eb dha nj\u00eb shprehje mjaft gazmore dhe m\u00eb tha q\u00eb zot\u00ebria nuk ishte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. E pyeta p\u00ebr familjen dhe m\u00eb tha t\u00eb prisja nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje. Zbriti n\u00eb korridor dhe m\u00eb pas u kthye p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7uar n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e pritjes, ku m\u00eb la t\u00eb mbyllur n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb me ndri\u00e7im t\u00eb dob\u00ebt. Dhoma ishte jasht\u00ebzakonisht e gjer\u00eb; kishte nj\u00eb qilim t\u00eb pasur n\u00eb dysheme, perde luksoze n\u00eb dyer dhe pasqyra t\u00eb m\u00ebdha n\u00eb mure. Kolltuk\u00ebt shk\u00eblqenin me ar dhe m\u00ebndafsh, dhe tavolinat dhe bufet\u00eb ishin t\u00eb mbuluara me kukulla dhe kukulla sa t\u00eb ndryshme aq edhe artistike. Nuk e kisha par\u00eb kurr\u00eb veten mes nj\u00eb luksi t\u00eb till\u00eb, as nuk e kisha \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar; M\u00eb vinte keq t\u00eb shkelja at\u00eb lesh t\u00eb holl\u00eb me \u00e7izmet e mia prej l\u00ebkure vi\u00e7i dhe nuk guxova t\u00eb ulem mbi satenin e l\u00ebmuar t\u00eb tezgave. Cil\u00ebsia e dyshimt\u00eb e veshjes sime, ndon\u00ebse krejt e re, e rriti ashp\u00ebrsin\u00eb dhe vrazhd\u00ebsin\u00eb e saj mes atyre nuancave t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyera dhe delikate, dhe un\u00eb vet\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse me l\u00ebkur\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe jo me form\u00eb t\u00eb keqe, e pash\u00eb veten n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb me nj\u00eb cil\u00ebsi fshatare dhe fshatare, gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb djersitja nga ankthi. Duke e par\u00eb veten n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb till\u00eb dhe duke e marr\u00eb shum\u00eb seriozisht, ndjeva se edhe un\u00eb po brutalizohesha brenda dhe kisha frik\u00eb se kur t\u00eb vinte koha t\u00eb flisja n\u00eb at\u00eb sken\u00eb simpatike, fjal\u00ebt dhe stili im, madje edhe idet\u00eb e mia, do t\u00eb ishin po aq disonante sa personi im. Kisha krijuar nj\u00eb mendim kaq t\u00eb dob\u00ebt p\u00ebr veten time n\u00eb prani t\u00eb atyre madh\u00ebshtive t\u00eb papritura dhe t\u00eb panjohura, d\u00ebshmive verbuese t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsis\u00eb supreme t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb do t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoja duke i kujtuar th\u00ebrrimet q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin ofruar n\u00eb fshatin tim! M\u00ebkati i p\u00ebrul\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe i guximit t\u00eb paturpsh\u00ebm \u00ebsht\u00eb i keq; por ajo e modestis\u00eb q\u00eb kufizohet me marr\u00ebzin\u00eb, si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb po b\u00ebja at\u00ebher\u00eb, besoj se \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb e keqe. Kalova gati gjysm\u00eb ore i zhytur n\u00eb at\u00eb tmerr; dhe un\u00eb tashm\u00eb isha sulmuar nga mendimi p\u00ebr t&#8217;u l\u00ebn\u00eb atje i harruar, i cili do t\u00eb kishte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte me t\u00eb, kur sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori i zakonsh\u00ebm u rishfaq; hapi dyert q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7onin n\u00eb nj\u00eb dollap, ngriti perden e r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe, duke l\u00ebvizur trupin nga nj\u00eb an\u00eb, m\u00eb tha duke m\u00eb treguar rrug\u00ebn e qart\u00eb me dor\u00ebn e majt\u00eb: &#8220;Hyre&#8221;. Dhe kalova n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl por jo m\u00eb pak luksoze se ajo q\u00eb po lija pas. Aty ishin tre persona, secili i shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb kolltuqe t\u00eb veshur me susta t\u00eb pasura . Nj\u00ebra prej tyre ishte Klara, jo n\u00eb ajrin e rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm q\u00eb e shihja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, por e ngarkuar me harqe dhe fustanella shum\u00eb t\u00eb spikatura. Ajo kishte nj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb bukur qep\u00ebse p\u00ebrpara saj dhe nj\u00eb pun\u00eb pothuajse t\u00eb padukshme n\u00eb holl\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe holl\u00ebsin\u00eb e saj. Me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, nuk duhej t\u00eb ankohesha p\u00ebr mir\u00ebseardhjen e saj, sepse duke qen\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta that\u00ebsi, u p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshte dhe madje m\u00eb prezantoi me n\u00ebn\u00ebn e saj, e cila ishte ulur pran\u00eb saj. Sikleti im nuk m\u00eb pengoi t\u00eb shihja, me nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb par\u00eb, stolit\u00eb dhe zbukurimet me t\u00eb cilat ajo zonj\u00eb u p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb falsifikonte certifikat\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb pag\u00ebzimit. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, kam takuar k\u00ebtu shum\u00eb gra t\u00eb llojit t\u00eb saj, plaka mendjemadhe, rebele kok\u00ebfort\u00eb kund\u00ebr fuqis\u00eb s\u00eb mosh\u00ebs dhe ligjeve t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs; N\u00ebnat joserioze q\u00eb e shohin humbjen e nj\u00eb dh\u00ebmbi ose shfaqjen e nj\u00eb rrudhe t\u00eb re me pik\u00ebllim m\u00eb t\u00eb madh se vdekjen e nj\u00eb f\u00ebmije. Dihet mir\u00eb q\u00eb zonja Valenzuela quhej Pilita; dhe mjaftoi ta shihja nj\u00eb her\u00eb, duke ndikuar n\u00eb ajrin , madje edhe n\u00eb format e nj\u00eb vajze primitive dhe elegante, p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar arsyen e zvog\u00eblimit me t\u00eb cilin ajo njihej. Me shpin\u00ebn nga drita e zbeht\u00eb q\u00eb hynte n\u00eb ambientet e dhom\u00ebs nga nj\u00eb dritare xhami e fshehur pas perdeve, ajo zbavitej duke luajtur me nj\u00eb ventilator, t\u00eb cilin e hapte dhe e mbyllte pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb, e pal\u00ebvizur n\u00eb q\u00ebndrimin e studiuar q\u00eb dukej se kishte zgjedhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb shfaqur nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht arroganc\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb prekur, veshjen, k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb vog\u00ebl dhe bustin e saj. Para prezantimit t\u00eb Klar\u00ebs, ajo iu p\u00ebrgjigj me nj\u00eb tundje t\u00eb kok\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb padukshme, duke m\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb me sy t\u00eb ngushtuar dhe nj\u00eb gjest diku mes p\u00ebrbuzjes dhe neveris\u00eb, sikur mendonte p\u00ebr nj\u00eb krijes\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme dhe t\u00eb bezdisshme. E mbaj mend perfekt, sepse ishte nj\u00eb nga detajet q\u00eb m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi m\u00eb shum\u00eb, q\u00eb kur emri im ra n\u00eb buz\u00ebt e Klar\u00ebs, n\u00ebna e saj e n\u00ebnvizoi me nj\u00eb _riiichsss raaachsss_ nga fansja e saj, e cila kishte t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin efekt tek un\u00eb sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb fshinte me fshes\u00eb. Pas Pilit\u00ebs ishte djali i saj Manolo, t\u00eb cilin edhe Klara ma prezantoi n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb me n\u00ebn\u00ebn e saj. Ai ishte nj\u00eb djalosh i dob\u00ebt, i \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm, me mjek\u00ebr t\u00eb \u00e7aluar, nj\u00eb moll\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb Adamit, flok\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl, thonj t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, dh\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqij, nj\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00eb t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebrpara, nj\u00eb kravat\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, nj\u00eb bel t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe sy t\u00eb fryr\u00eb. Ai po shfletonte nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim t\u00eb trash\u00eb me ilustrime dhe iu p\u00ebrgjigj p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetjes sime, i hutuar dhe i p\u00ebrulur, me nj\u00eb gjest t\u00eb ngritjes nga kolltuku n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ishte shtrir\u00eb dhe me nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkulje t\u00eb qaf\u00ebs; por ai as u ul plot\u00ebsisht, as nuk m\u00eb tha asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, as nuk e mbylli librin e t\u00ebr\u00eb. U ula n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige t\u00eb pabanuar pran\u00eb Klar\u00ebs dhe k\u00ebrkova Don Auguston. Vajza e tij m\u00eb tha se ishte n\u00eb ministri&#8230; dhe me kaq mbaroi biseda. Meqen\u00ebse Pilita vazhdonte t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte me sy t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb dhe _riiichsss raaachsss_ e fansit t\u00eb saj nuk pushonte kurr\u00eb, t\u00eb vetmit tinguj q\u00eb mund t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoheshin n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, pa llogaritur zbardhjen e ngjirur t\u00eb fytit t\u00eb Manolos, dhe Klara nuk i ngriti syt\u00eb nga puna e saj, u binda q\u00eb prania ime ishte e tmerrshme, por e tmerrshme. ku nuk m\u00eb thirr\u00ebn. Sido q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb, n\u00ebse kjo ishte e v\u00ebrteta absolute, ose n\u00ebse ndrojtja e bashkatdhetarit po m\u00eb jepte vizione, fakti i pamohuesh\u00ebm ishte se un\u00eb po luaja nj\u00eb rol shum\u00eb t\u00eb turpsh\u00ebm gjat\u00eb vizit\u00ebs, pa asnj\u00eb shpirt bamir\u00ebs rreth meje q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte hua p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb nga ky mjerim. Dhe kjo konsiderat\u00eb shum\u00eb e bazuar m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi plot\u00ebsisht: nuk dija \u00e7far\u00eb pozicioni t\u00eb mbaja n\u00eb karrige, as si ta thyeja at\u00eb heshtje \u00e7menduruese, q\u00eb matej m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa thyhej nga f\u00ebrsh\u00ebllimi djall\u00ebzor i tifozit t\u00eb Pilit\u00ebs; dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, si t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatisim nj\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb t\u00eb bukur q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb linte nj\u00eb kujtim grotesk mes atyre njer\u00ebzve. N\u00ebse jo p\u00ebr t&#8217;u prishur, do t&#8217;u kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb atyre zonjave t\u00eb pav\u00ebmendshme dhe ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht q\u00eb i riu i vrazhd\u00eb q\u00eb po shfletonte vazhdimisht librin e ilustrimeve: &#8220;Duhet ta dini se un\u00eb kam ardhur k\u00ebtu n\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb marr\u00ebveshjeje mes meje dhe Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela, i cili ma propozoi dhe me ty, Klara, q\u00eb e b\u00ebra me duartrokitje n\u00eb fshatin tim pak dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, kur punoja shum\u00eb, pak dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, un\u00eb e kisha duartrokitur jet\u00ebn, e durueshme p\u00ebr ty dhe dukeshe shum\u00eb e k\u00ebnaqur me v\u00ebmendjen ton\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrt dhe t\u00eb painteresuar.&#8221; N\u00ebse pap\u00ebrvoj\u00eb dhe modestia e fshatarit m\u00eb kan\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb situat\u00eb t\u00eb dhimbshme, duke v\u00ebn\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebn p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time n\u00eb sallone me qilima dhe duke u gjendur mes njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb klasit t\u00eb lart\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk i kam p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur kurr\u00eb, varet nga ju, Klara, q\u00eb m\u00eb keni takuar dhe e dini pse vij n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb jam k\u00ebtu, dhe q\u00eb nuk jam e pranishme n\u00eb gjith\u00eb artin ; Ju takon juve, po e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, t\u00eb m\u00eb nxirrni nga kjo gjendje e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, duke sh\u00ebnuar t\u00eb vetmen bised\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme k\u00ebtu tani, ose duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se kur dhe ku mund t\u00eb flisja me Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela. Po i mendoja t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto kur u d\u00ebgjua z\u00ebri i ashp\u00ebr i Klar\u00ebs n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb: &#8220;A do t\u00eb jeni n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr shum\u00eb dit\u00eb?&#8221; Fjal\u00ebt nuk mund t\u00eb ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrta me ato q\u00eb, p\u00ebr mendimin tim, duhej t\u00eb dilnin nga buz\u00ebt e Klar\u00ebs, pasi nj\u00eb pyetje e till\u00eb zbuloi nj\u00eb harres\u00eb t\u00eb plot\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjes q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte sjell\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid dhe n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ky zhg\u00ebnjim shkaktoi nj\u00eb far\u00eb acarimi shpirt\u00ebror tek un\u00eb, dhe un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja menj\u00ebher\u00eb: &#8220;Kjo do t\u00eb varet nga ajo q\u00eb do t\u00eb vendos\u00eb Se\u00f1or Don Augusto&#8221;. Nj\u00eb _riiiisch_ shum\u00eb e dhunshme, q\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoi befas, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t&#8217;i ktheja syt\u00eb nga Pilita dhe vura re se ajo jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb rrudhi syt\u00eb e saj p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb mua, por edhe vetullat e saj, sikur, kur m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi, t\u00eb prekej nga kurioziteti po aq sa p\u00ebrbuzja. Klara, duke mos u p\u00ebrgjigjur asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, po mendonte t\u00eb shpjegonte p\u00ebrgjigjen time, dhe k\u00ebshtu ta drejtonte bised\u00ebn sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs sime, kur sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori i p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm u shfaq n\u00eb der\u00ebn e dhom\u00ebs dhe tha me nj\u00eb z\u00eb solemn, duke u p\u00ebrkulur p\u00ebrgjysm\u00eb: &#8220;Karoja&#8221;. K\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, dy k\u00ebrcitje shum\u00eb t\u00eb zjarrta t\u00eb fanses s\u00eb Pilit\u00ebs, nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim shum\u00eb i ashp\u00ebr nga Klara dhe Manolo q\u00eb hodhi librin e tij t\u00eb madh n\u00eb nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb, m\u00eb dhan\u00eb t\u00eb kuptoj menj\u00ebher\u00eb se nuk isha e kot\u00eb. U ngrita, dhe me shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb, meq\u00eb rasti kishte rezervuar p\u00ebr vizit\u00ebn time nj\u00eb rezultat m\u00eb pak qesharak se sa kisha frik\u00eb; por nuk doja t\u00eb them lamtumir\u00eb pa pyetur se ku dhe n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb ore mund t\u00eb shihja Se\u00f1or Don Augusto. &#8220;N\u00eb ministri gjith\u00eb pasdite,&#8221; m&#8217;u p\u00ebrgjigj Klara. &#8220;A je i sigurt,&#8221; e pyeta p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, i nd\u00ebshkuar nga ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte ndodhur atje, &#8220;q\u00eb ai do t\u00eb m\u00eb pres\u00eb n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij, apo do t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb shkoj atje? &#8221; &#8220;Dhe pse jo?&#8221; Klara m\u00eb pyeti me radh\u00eb me nj\u00eb vetulla t\u00eb vrenjtur. &#8220;P\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb profesioneve t\u00eb tij t\u00eb shumta, p\u00ebr shembull,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja duke u p\u00ebrpjekur p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndryshuar efektin e that\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtimit tim. Pastaj Klara, duke hapur dyert e nj\u00eb mobilie t\u00eb zbukuruar me skalitje t\u00eb pasura, e cila ishte pran\u00eb meje, pas murit, nxori nj\u00eb kart\u00eb me emrin e saj dhe ma dha pasi shkroi disa fjal\u00eb me laps. &#8220;T\u00eb dor\u00ebzohet kjo,&#8221; tha ajo nd\u00ebrsa ma dha mua. E fal\u00ebnderova p\u00ebr dhurat\u00ebn dhe mora lejen time me gjith\u00eb fines\u00ebn dhe eleganc\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e gjykoja veten t\u00eb aft\u00eb. Sapo dola jasht\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb e kuptueshme q\u00eb nuk mendoja asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se t\u00eb analizoja thelbin e vizit\u00ebs q\u00eb sapo kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. A duhet ta marr parasysh kur p\u00ebrllogarit suksesin e planeve t\u00eb mia? Me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Excmo. Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela nuk ishte aspak i ngjash\u00ebm me at\u00eb q\u00eb prisja nga pothuajse intimiteti q\u00eb m\u00eb bashkoi n\u00eb qytetin tim me personazhin e shquar, madje edhe me vajz\u00ebn e tij, as nuk kishte asnj\u00eb lidhje me ofertat spontane dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebritura t\u00eb mbrojtjes t\u00eb b\u00ebra nga vendasja e dukshme n\u00eb La Mancha; por \u00e7far\u00eb dashurie m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe mund t\u00eb prisja nga karakteri i that\u00eb dhe i thart\u00eb i Klar\u00ebs? A ishte ajo, rast\u00ebsisht, n\u00eb vendin tim, shum\u00eb m\u00eb shpreh\u00ebse dhe m\u00eb e dashur me mua, kur mungonte ndonj\u00eb rrethan\u00eb e jashtme, pesha e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs mund t\u00eb thyente akullin e natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb pakapshme? Sa i p\u00ebrket n\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe v\u00ebllait t\u00eb saj, \u00e7far\u00eb detyrimi kishin ata, madrilen\u00ebt e pamend dhe t\u00eb paq\u00ebndruesh\u00ebm, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrulur ndaj nj\u00eb personi si un\u00eb, i cili fillon t\u00eb djersis\u00eb pika ankthi sapo e sheh veten mes qilimave dhe sixhadeve, dhe mbyt e mbyt nga k\u00ebrcitja e nj\u00eb gruaje t\u00eb turpshme n\u00eb duar? Ajo q\u00eb kishte r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebr mua ishte q\u00eb Se\u00f1or Don Augusto Valenzuela t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushte premtimin e tij; dhe deri n\u00eb at\u00eb moment, asgj\u00eb nuk kishte ndodhur p\u00ebr ta kund\u00ebrshtuar at\u00eb. Kisha gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb pritur nga vendlindja e sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb e La Man\u00e7\u00ebs, nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i thjesht\u00eb dhe llafazan, i v\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm dhe i dashur; dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebja pun\u00eb me t\u00eb sapo u hap\u00ebn dyert e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij me hajmali q\u00eb mbaja n\u00eb xhep. K\u00ebshtu, duke u endur dhe duke u p\u00ebrplasur me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb ministri, adres\u00ebn e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs kisha k\u00ebrkuar rast\u00ebsisht. Zoti e di sa kthesa dhe kthesa b\u00ebra n\u00eb labirintin e shkall\u00ebve, kalimeve dhe udh\u00ebkryqeve t\u00eb tij derisa arrita n\u00eb departamentin ku Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela ishte kreu! E pyeta nj\u00eb portier t\u00eb vrazhd\u00eb, por ai mezi deshi t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjej. I tregova kart\u00ebn; dhe me t\u00eb par\u00eb emrin t\u00eb litografik mbi t\u00eb, ai shpalosi pak vrerin, e mori n\u00eb dor\u00eb dhe, duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb ta prisja atje, u largua. Ai hapi nj\u00eb ekran p\u00ebrball\u00eb meje me k\u00ebrcitjen e nj\u00eb mastifi zgjuar dhe u zhduk n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, duke u mbyllur p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb mes t\u00eb g\u00ebrhitjeve dhe nga fuqia e nj\u00eb sust\u00eb, dera e ndotur dhe e konsumuar. Pak m\u00eb von\u00eb, portieri u kthye. &#8220;Kthehu edhe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb,&#8221; m\u00eb tha, &#8220;sepse sot \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i z\u00ebn\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Kur?&#8221; E pyeta, duke m\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00eb zemra. Czarvero me fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr ngriti supet dhe m\u00eb ktheu kurrizin. Kapitulli 11. N\u00ebse do ta kisha l\u00ebn\u00eb veten t\u00eb mahnin nga p\u00ebrshtypjet q\u00eb m\u00eb dominuan n\u00eb at\u00eb moment, n\u00eb vend q\u00eb t\u00eb shkoja drejt e n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb time, do t\u00eb ndalesha n\u00eb administrat\u00ebn e _Peninsulares_ p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb nj\u00eb bilet\u00eb kthimi p\u00ebr n\u00eb Mal; por meqen\u00ebse ai q\u00eb nuk ngush\u00ebllohet \u00ebsht\u00eb sepse nuk d\u00ebshiron t\u00eb jet\u00eb, shpejt u ngush\u00ebllova duke e pranuar faljen e Se\u00f1or Don Augusto si t\u00eb vlefshme. Sepse n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, si mund ta kishte kund\u00ebrshtuar marr\u00ebveshjen mes tij dhe meje n\u00eb vendin tim? Se ai ishte shum\u00eb i z\u00ebn\u00eb dhe nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte at\u00eb pasdite: a nuk m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00ebqind her\u00eb se pun\u00ebt e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij nuk i lan\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr paqe n\u00eb Madrid? \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte par\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb treguar me nj\u00eb shtr\u00ebngim duarsh se nuk m\u00eb kishte harruar dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se sa af\u00ebr kishim qen\u00eb me k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje ose kur mund ta diskutonim&#8230; por kushedi se me k\u00eb ishte i z\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb moment &#8211; ndoshta ministri &#8211; dhe \u00e7far\u00eb pune kishin n\u00eb dor\u00eb! Patjet\u00ebr q\u00eb isha verbuar pak nga ngurt\u00ebsia malore dhe po aq nga risia e elementit n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin kisha r\u00ebn\u00eb papritur. Duke menduar k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe duke ecur drejt sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime, takova t\u00eb mir\u00ebn nga Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque n\u00eb Calle de la Montera. U hodh mbi mua dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi nga gjoksi, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos arritur m\u00eb lart se kaq. E p\u00ebrqafova pothuajse p\u00ebr qafe, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e b\u00ebja dot m\u00eb posht\u00eb pa u p\u00ebrkulur shum\u00eb, dhe i pushuari piktoresk m\u00eb tha, sapo u liruam nga shoq\u00ebria e nj\u00ebri-tjetrit: &#8220;Kam ardhur nga sht\u00ebpia jote. Kam qen\u00eb atje dy her\u00eb pasdite. &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb? &#8221; &#8220;T\u00eb shoh ty. &#8221; &#8220;Disa d\u00ebshira e thjesht\u00eb &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjeje urgjente p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb , ndoshta? &#8221; lodhjet e udh\u00ebtimit, p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb veten n\u00eb dispozicionin tuaj p\u00ebr t&#8217;ju shoq\u00ebruar&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Faleminderit shum\u00eb, Se\u00f1or Don Seraf\u00edn&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Faleminderit shum\u00eb, burr\u00eb!&#8230; Un\u00eb e njoh Madridin si n\u00eb fund t\u00eb dor\u00ebs, nuk kam asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebto dit\u00ebt e para, dreq mir\u00eb, sepse nuk mund t\u00eb marr detyr\u00ebn e p\u00ebrkohshme p\u00ebr nj\u00eb muaj t\u00eb mes\u00ebm, derisa t\u00eb mos ju l\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb kompani private&#8221;. Dhe, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, do t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb madh p\u00ebr ty dmth, kaq i g\u00ebzuar dhe i z\u00ebn\u00eb, duke rregulluar kat\u00ebr shanset dhe skajet e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl&#8230; e cila gjithashtu ju p\u00ebrket. &#8221; &#8220;Nuk e kam harruar ofert\u00ebn, Se\u00f1or Don Seraf\u00edn; dhe duhet ta dini se n\u00ebse nuk kam qen\u00eb ende p\u00ebr t&#8217;i vizituar, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb sepse nuk kam pasur koh\u00eb. &#8220;&#8221;Kingull!&#8221; Epo, n\u00ebse keni mb\u00ebrritur dje dhe jeni gjithashtu i huaj n\u00eb gjykat\u00eb&#8230; Por ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb dit\u00eb se sa salcice; dhe dijeni q\u00eb si Carmen ashtu edhe un\u00eb po llogarisim n\u00eb vizit\u00ebn tuaj. &#8221; &#8220;Tani p\u00ebr tani, n\u00ebse d\u00ebshironi, do ta shlyej me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi at\u00eb borxh mir\u00ebsjelljeje. Don Seraf\u00edn!&#8221; &#8220;E v\u00ebrteta e past\u00ebr, shoqja ime e vog\u00ebl: Carmen nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb falte kurr\u00eb n\u00ebse do t\u00eb t\u00eb lejoja t\u00eb bastisje vil\u00ebn ton\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl sot. &#8221; &#8220;Pse? &#8221; &#8220;Sepse ti e di q\u00eb grat\u00eb do t\u00eb tolerojn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se t\u00eb kapen n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb rr\u00ebmujshme dhe me gj\u00ebrat e haciend\u00ebs n\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb &#8230; dhe un\u00eb ju siguroj se vajza e gjor\u00eb nuk ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbaruar nes\u00ebr !&#8221; &#8220;Kjo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb; &#8220;Por meqen\u00ebse mashtrimi \u00ebsht\u00eb se ju duhet t\u00eb shihni fytyr\u00ebn tuaj edhe n\u00eb dysheme&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Pra, ju e keni mbajtur sht\u00ebpin\u00eb tuaj n\u00eb Madrid? &#8221; &#8220;Ti kungull!&#8230; Epo, k\u00ebto jan\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb mira p\u00ebr luks t\u00eb till\u00eb!&#8230; Fakti \u00ebsht\u00eb se un\u00eb kam kat\u00ebr lecka dhe nj\u00eb gjysm\u00eb duzin\u00eb mbeturinash t\u00eb vjetra k\u00ebtu, tash e shum\u00eb vite, n\u00eb zot\u00ebrimin e nj\u00eb miku, bakallit . M\u00eb kan\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb papun\u00eb n\u00eb provinca, ku, n\u00ebse mund ta ndihmoj, do t\u00eb jetoj me mobiliet e marra me qira dhe n\u00ebse jo, do t&#8217;i nxjerr n\u00eb ankand , si\u00e7 m\u00eb ka ndodhur tani n\u00eb Santander, dhe i them mikut tim n\u00eb Madrid: &#8220;Merr nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb lir\u00eb dhe transfero tek ajo pantallonat e mjera q\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkove, dhe sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin mikun tim&#8221;. e tij, derisa t\u00eb arrij nga provincat&#8230; se e dini q\u00eb sapo m\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb tep\u00ebrt, kthehem k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t\u00eb paditur s\u00ebrish, me tepric\u00ebn e nj\u00eb pune t\u00eb vog\u00ebl private q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb mungon kurr\u00eb&#8230; korja e dit\u00ebs , si t\u00eb thuash&#8230; Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb lir\u00eb se sa t\u00eb jetosh n\u00eb nj\u00eb bujtin\u00eb&#8230; Po pse po q\u00ebndrojm\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb trotuarit, z . &#8220;Po, zot\u00ebri; por meqen\u00ebse nuk kam \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj atje deri n\u00eb drek\u00eb , dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb ora tre pasdite, mund t\u00eb shkoj edhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb drejtim tjet\u00ebr, n\u00ebse d\u00ebshironi. &#8220;Epo, le t\u00eb endemi pak n\u00ebp\u00ebr ato rrug\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb filloni t&#8217;i njihni.&#8221; K\u00ebshtu thash\u00eb, u ktheva; dhe nd\u00ebrsa po zbrisnim drejt Puerta del Sol, plaku i mir\u00eb Don Seraf\u00edn m\u00eb tha nd\u00ebr t\u00eb tjera: &#8220;Dhe si po kaloni me vizitat tuaja? &#8221; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb vizitash?&#8221; Un\u00eb pyeta me radh\u00eb. &#8220;Ti kungull! Nga ato t\u00eb panum\u00ebrta q\u00eb do t\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebsh n\u00eb Madrid&#8230; sepse ti, t\u00eb pasurit e malit, je vet\u00eb djalli n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje. Pasaniku i malit!&#8230; Un\u00eb jam i pasur!&#8230; Ky kompliment m\u00eb kujtoi se, nga nj\u00eb skrupull, gjysm\u00eb i lindur nga kot\u00ebsia ime dhe efekti i trishtuar q\u00eb kishte kjo historia &#8220;Don Seraf\u00edn&#8221; p\u00ebr mua. pretendent n\u00eb gjyq si\u00e7 ishte, dhe ndoshta m\u00eb i pafuqish\u00ebm, pasi as vitet e tij t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimit dhe fatkeq\u00ebsit\u00eb e tij t\u00eb m\u00ebdha nuk m\u00eb rekomanduan t\u00eb thosha se isha shoku im i ngusht\u00eb, Shk\u00eblqesia e tij Don Augusto Valenzuela m\u00eb pa duke ecur drejt Madridit , i veshur mir\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb djal\u00eb i pash\u00ebm, dhe m\u00eb mori p\u00ebr nj\u00eb arsye, sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte par\u00eb nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb . i zbeht\u00eb n\u00eb der\u00ebn e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, pasi e p\u00ebrplasi n\u00eb hund\u00eb!&#8230; Ideja e rreme q\u00eb i kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb gjorit t\u00eb pushuar nga puna m\u00eb dukej nj\u00eb m\u00ebkat i vdeksh\u00ebm dhe do ta korrigjoja menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00ebse nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e paqart\u00eb q\u00eb kishte filluar t\u00eb m\u00eb pushtonte nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte ta konsideroja korrigjimin e kot\u00eb, por un\u00eb i thash\u00eb, duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb them t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, pa qen\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. as nuk kam m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb vizit\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid, e cila, meq\u00eb ra fjala, tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb gjysm\u00eb e p\u00ebrfunduar. &#8220;Ai p\u00ebr Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela, ndoshta?&#8221; pyeti i pushuari, duke ngulur syt\u00eb e tij t\u00eb gjall\u00eb tek un\u00eb. &#8220;E nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;Dhe them se tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb gjysma, sepse, megjith\u00ebse e kam p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur familjen e tij, nuk e kam par\u00eb akoma, pasi \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i z\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij. &#8220;Si gjithmon\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj shoku im, duke i futur t\u00eb dyja duart n\u00eb xhepat e pantallonave. &#8220;K\u00ebta zot\u00ebrinj nuk rrin\u00eb kot&#8230; Epo, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb m\u00eb duhej t&#8217;i k\u00ebrkoja di\u00e7ka!&#8230; N\u00ebse nuk do ta kapje nga l\u00ebkura e dh\u00ebmb\u00ebve t\u00eb tij, kungull, un\u00eb mund t\u00eb ulesha dhe ta prisja!&#8230; Kam kaluar pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime duke u kthyer n\u00eb syt\u00eb e der\u00ebs dhe \u00e7do dit\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes&#8221;. Valenzuelas atje ishte deri n\u00eb at\u00eb mikun tuaj. Ju duhet t&#8217;i shtrydhni ata njer\u00ebz nga lart. &#8221; &#8220;Si nga lart?&#8221; &#8220;Dua t\u00eb them, me rekomandimet q\u00eb urdh\u00ebrojn\u00eb, jo lyp&#8230; Por kjo ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me mua, i varf\u00ebri i varf\u00ebr, jo me ty, i cili, si\u00e7 do ta kishte fat, nuk kam asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u k\u00ebrkuar k\u00ebtyre sharlatan\u00ebve&#8230; &#8220;Me nj\u00eb far\u00eb preteksti e nd\u00ebrpreva Don Seraf\u00edn n\u00eb k\u00ebto argumente, t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb dekurajuan p\u00ebrtej \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb tij m\u00eb t\u00eb egra q\u00eb shprehu pushimin e asaj pasdite. n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb, si\u00e7 kishte sugjeruar, q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb filloja t&#8217;i njihja dhe k\u00ebshtu b\u00ebm\u00eb p\u00ebr dy or\u00eb, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb t\u00eb cilave u ktheva n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb, me Don Seraf\u00edn q\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi deri te dera, ku u ndam\u00eb pasi u pajtuam q\u00eb ai t\u00eb vinte p\u00ebr mua q\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdonte bredhjen dhe t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7onte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij, n\u00eb or\u00ebn gjasht\u00eb t\u00eb pasdites . Ndihesha shum\u00eb i rraskapitur dhe ende shum\u00eb dembel, dhe refuzova t\u00eb pranoja asnj\u00eb nga m\u00ebnyrat q\u00eb k\u00ebta bashkatdhetar\u00eb m\u00eb propozuan p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar nat\u00ebn n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e tyre, i vendosur t\u00eb mos dilja nga sht\u00ebpia dhe t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb shtrat her\u00ebt, dhe ata m\u00eb dhan\u00eb nj\u00eb zgjedhje prej m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00ebqind q\u00eb m\u00eb treguan, duke m\u00eb \u00e7uar nga dhoma e gjumit n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb Souli\u00e9; Hebreu endacak, n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb objekt i anatemave m\u00eb t\u00eb tmerrshme t\u00eb kritikave kishtare dhe Notre Dame de Paris, t\u00eb ndaluara gjithashtu nga komplotet e pashpjegueshme t\u00eb fantazive rinore dhe t\u00eb paq\u00ebndrueshme, t\u00eb p\u00ebrziera me at\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb t\u00eb pasioneve dhe epsheve t\u00eb k\u00ebqija. M\u00ebkatar\u00ebt_ nga Frati Luis de Granada Mora disa v\u00ebllime rast\u00ebsisht nga ato profane dhe u mbylla me to n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn time t\u00eb gjumit, t\u00eb ndri\u00e7uar keq nga drita vezulluese dhe dembele e nj\u00eb qiriri me tre ndezje, por me vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb fitil, t\u00eb cilin e zonja e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. E kishte vendosur mbi nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl pishe, shum\u00eb af\u00ebr murit. Atje, i mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige prej kashte, me kok\u00eb n\u00eb duar, me b\u00ebrryla mbi tavolin\u00eb, libri n\u00ebn hund\u00eb, q\u00eb gllab\u00ebronte faqe pas faqeje, i magjepsur nga veprimet jo gjithmon\u00eb shenjtore t\u00eb student\u00ebve dhe grisetave, dhe i joshur nga aventurat, sa t\u00eb pamundura aq edhe t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme, t\u00eb *Tre musketier\u00ebve*, ishte mesnat\u00eb; dhe mund ta kisha kaluar gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn n\u00eb ankth, n\u00ebse dridhja e vazhdueshme e flak\u00ebs s\u00eb qiririt, e cila dukej se po p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb mos rr\u00ebzohej, si nj\u00eb trup me pak jet\u00eb, nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte paralajm\u00ebruar se do t\u00eb m\u00eb linin n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb. P\u00ebrfitova nga vezullimet e fundit t\u00eb drit\u00ebs, q\u00eb po shuhej nga \u00e7asti, p\u00ebr t&#8217;u futur n\u00eb shtrat; dhe eca aq shpejt sa kisha ende koh\u00eb t\u00eb shihja prej saj hijet fantastike t\u00eb nxjerra n\u00eb tavan dhe mure nga ngritja dhe r\u00ebnia e pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb e flak\u00ebs q\u00eb mbaronte, e cila m\u00eb n\u00eb fund u shua me nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebt k\u00ebrcit\u00ebse, nd\u00ebrsa hijet monstruoze q\u00eb i mbaja ende n\u00eb retinat e mia t\u00eb sensibilizuara filluan t\u00eb shkrihen n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn, p\u00ebrgjumjen dhe trurin tim. shaka, llogarit\u00eb e t\u00eb cilave sapo i kisha gllab\u00ebruar pa asnj\u00eb pik\u00eb pushimi. Kapitulli 12. Ishte shum\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes kur u zgjova; dhe mund t&#8217;ju siguroj mir\u00eb se nd\u00ebrsa vizionet kimerike t\u00eb krijuara n\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjumit tim duke lexuar romane u l\u00ebshuan nga nj\u00eb der\u00eb e trurit tim, imazhet e bot\u00ebs reale e pushtuan at\u00eb nga nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, me ngarkes\u00ebn e nevojshme t\u00eb mendimeve t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatura me p\u00ebrshtypjet q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin l\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypjen m\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu ndodhi q\u00eb, sapo hapa syt\u00eb, u ndjeva v\u00ebrtet i pushtuar, i mbushur me familjen Valenzuela, me t\u00eb gjitha shtesat e saj t\u00eb paharrueshme, si qilimat dhe perdet n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ndenjjes; Shprehja e m\u00ebrzitur dhe tifozja k\u00ebrcit\u00ebse e Pilit\u00ebs; mjekra e \u00e7aluar, molla e mpreht\u00eb e Adamit dhe syt\u00eb e fryr\u00eb t\u00eb Manolos s\u00eb pahijshme; &#8220;profesionet&#8221; e babait t\u00eb tij; dhe portierin brutal n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij. Ky boll\u00ebk i papritur m\u00eb kushtoi nj\u00eb psher\u00ebtim\u00eb t\u00eb ngjyrosur me pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb thell\u00eb. Nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb momenti i zgjimit p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha mendimet e trishta; por e v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebtit vijn\u00eb duke fluturuar drejt saj; dhe p\u00ebr ta munduar m\u00eb tej zgjuesin, jan\u00eb veshur me rrobat m\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqija dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb zeza t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb&#8230; Por, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, sa kujtime t\u00eb \u00ebmbla m\u00eb kan\u00eb sulmuar nga familja ime at\u00ebrore dhe sa tunduese m\u00eb dukej, t\u00eb plot\u00ebsoja pik\u00ebllimin tim, p\u00ebrmes mjegull\u00ebs s\u00eb mendimeve t\u00eb mia t\u00eb trishta! Pak nga pak, \u00e7do pjes\u00eb e grumbullit t\u00eb larmish\u00ebm q\u00eb kishte pushtuar shqisat e mia filloi t\u00eb shp\u00ebrb\u00ebhej . U ndjeva e fort\u00eb dhe e guximshme sapo hoqa p\u00ebrgjumjen dhe e gjeta veten n\u00eb kontroll t\u00eb arsyes sime. Idet\u00eb e mia u vendos\u00ebn dhe u desh\u00ebn vet\u00ebm disa minuta p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb qiellin roz\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb mia t\u00eb fshir\u00eb nga ret\u00eb. Por edhe duke supozuar se ngjarjet e dy vizitave n\u00eb familjen Valenzuela nuk kishin asnj\u00eb keqdashje, a duhet t\u00eb insistoj menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb vizit\u00ebn e Don Augustos apo ta shtyj at\u00eb p\u00ebr disa dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb ? \u00c7do gj\u00eb kishte t\u00eb metat dhe avantazhet e saj; dhe pjesa m\u00eb e mir\u00eb e m\u00ebngjesit kaloi duke i peshuar t\u00eb dy pa zgjidhur asgj\u00eb . U vesha dhe m\u00eb thirr\u00ebn p\u00ebr m\u00ebngjes; dhe nd\u00ebrsa isha duke ngr\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, e gjeta veten mes bashkatdhetar\u00ebve t\u00eb mi, i veshur piktoresk si nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb kur mb\u00ebrriti Don Seraf\u00edn. Prezenca e saj m\u00eb kujtoi angazhimin q\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur vajz\u00ebn e tij pik\u00ebrisht at\u00eb dit\u00eb dhe kjo m\u00eb n\u00eb fund vendosi q\u00eb ta shtyja vizit\u00ebn te mbrojt\u00ebsi im krenar p\u00ebr nj\u00eb dit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebshtu, asnj\u00eb ila\u00e7 nuk mund t\u00eb gjendej aq i p\u00ebrshtatsh\u00ebm dhe efektiv sa bukuria e \u00ebmb\u00ebl dhe t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse e Carmen p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbutur n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn time kujtimin e bezdissh\u00ebm t\u00eb fytyrave t\u00eb tharta t\u00eb familjes Valenzuela. Dhe meq\u00eb ra fjala, pse Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque m\u00eb kishte p\u00eblqyer kaq shum\u00eb? A m\u00eb konsideronin ai dhe vajza e tij si nj\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eblindur t\u00eb pasur q\u00eb do t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr t\u00eb shp\u00ebrdoruar arin tim t\u00eb tep\u00ebrt? A ishin intimitete t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb _pushk\u00ebs s\u00eb gjahut, si ai q\u00eb dukej se bashkonte mua dhe njeriun e papun\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb? A nuk mund t\u00eb kishte n\u00eb shfaqjet e dashura t\u00eb k\u00ebtij njeriu ndonj\u00eb q\u00ebllim t\u00eb konceptuar keq&#8230; qoft\u00eb edhe egoist? Dhe pse natyra e tij e qet\u00eb, vrull\u00ebsia e tij e shk\u00eblqyer dhe thjesht\u00ebsia ime e paturpshme e fshatit nuk duhet t\u00eb mjaftojn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb krijuar simpati t\u00eb thell\u00eb mes nesh, gjat\u00eb tre dit\u00ebve t\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit, duke u p\u00ebrplasur n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat rrota, brenda t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs kuti, duke g\u00eblltitur pluhur nga e nj\u00ebjta re, duke menduar p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn that\u00ebsi dhe duke u zgjuar nga t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat nd\u00ebrveprime? K\u00ebshtu mendova teksa zbrita shkall\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime p\u00ebrball\u00eb Don Seraf\u00ednit, i cili nuk mund t\u00eb ndalonte s\u00eb foluri; Dhe duke qen\u00eb se mjaftonte ta shikoja p\u00ebr ta besuar, dhe isha nj\u00eb i ri i paaft\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb i prirur keq n\u00eb gjykimet e mia t\u00eb dyshimta p\u00ebr burrat, dhe m&#8217;u kujtua Karmeni, portreti i gjall\u00eb i zemrave pa vrer dhe historia e treguar nga i varfri i pushuar nga puna, u ndjeva disi e turp\u00ebruar p\u00ebr dyshimet me t\u00eb cilat kisha pasur p\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur p\u00ebr t\u00eb. dyshime q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb sulmuan m\u00eb kurr\u00eb mendjen. U tregova shum\u00eb i sjellsh\u00ebm dhe i dashur, dhe k\u00ebshtu, n\u00eb nj\u00eb bised\u00eb t\u00eb g\u00ebzuar, duke kaluar rrug\u00ebt dhe duke m\u00ebsuar emrin dhe pozicionin e secilit, arrit\u00ebm n\u00eb numrin 42 t\u00eb Elm Street. Don Seraf\u00edn, duke m\u00eb udh\u00ebhequr, hyri te porta, jo shum\u00eb e gjer\u00eb apo e past\u00ebr, nga e cila , n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb, fillonte shkall\u00ebt q\u00eb jepnin hyrjen n\u00eb dhomat me drit\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb; N\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb ishte dollapi i portierit, me profesion rrobaqep\u00ebs dhe k\u00ebpucar, duke gjykuar nga puna me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn merrej aktualisht . Midis sht\u00ebpiz\u00ebs s\u00eb portierit dhe shkall\u00ebve ishte nj\u00eb kalim i ngusht\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrmes tij dol\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb oborr t\u00eb hapur, m\u00eb t\u00eb madh se hyrja, v\u00ebrtet fundi i nj\u00eb pusi, buz\u00eb t\u00eb cilit, n\u00eb nj\u00eb lart\u00ebsi prej gjasht\u00ebdhjet\u00eb a shtat\u00ebdhjet\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebsh, shp\u00ebrtheu nj\u00eb rreze dielli, nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb nga N\u00ebna Natyr\u00eb, q\u00eb sh\u00ebrbeu vet\u00ebm si tortur\u00eb e dimrit , pa ndjesin\u00eb e t\u00eb ftohtit. nxeht\u00ebsia e saj; n\u00eb ver\u00ebn mbyt\u00ebse, sepse ishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb prush n\u00eb flak\u00eb q\u00eb i dogji. Duke kaluar oborrin, hym\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb port\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb zymt\u00eb, ku fillonte nj\u00eb shkall\u00eb e ngusht\u00eb, pa m\u00eb shum\u00eb drit\u00eb sesa duhej p\u00ebr t&#8217;u ngjitur me prekje. \u201cM\u00eb falni q\u00eb jam kaq modest, &#8211; m\u00eb tha Don Seraf\u00edn, &#8211; nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb faji im, por i qeverive fam\u00ebkeqe q\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi t\u00eb tilla. Dhe filluam t\u00eb ngjitnim shkall\u00ebt. N\u00eb katin e kat\u00ebrt, tavanin e t\u00eb cilit do ta prekte kapela ime n\u00ebse e prekte ose i afrohej, ndaluam. Don Seraf\u00edn t\u00ebrhoqi nj\u00eb varg t\u00eb varur nga muri; brenda ra nj\u00eb zile; disa \u00e7aste m\u00eb von\u00eb dera u hap dhe Quica u shfaq n\u00eb boshll\u00ebkun q\u00eb rezultoi, e veshur me nj\u00eb shami t\u00eb ngjitur n\u00eb kapakun e saj dhe nj\u00eb p\u00ebrpar\u00ebse t\u00eb gjer\u00eb kuzhine. Ajo ishte e sh\u00ebmtuar si nj\u00eb djall, por e past\u00ebr si argjendi. Ajo b\u00ebri buj\u00eb me mua me p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje dhe p\u00ebrkulje; dhe nga ana ime, mendoj se edhe e p\u00ebrqafova. Carmen na d\u00ebgjoi nga brenda dhe doli p\u00ebr t\u00eb na p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur&#8230; Sa bukur dukej! Un\u00eb u betua se faqet e saj u skuq\u00ebn pak kur u p\u00ebrball me mua. M\u00eb duket sikur mund ta shoh ende me flok\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm, natyralisht pak ka\u00e7urrela, buz\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb lagura dhe roz\u00eb, dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt si porcelani m\u00eb i past\u00ebr, syt\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl e t\u00eb pjerr\u00ebt, hund\u00ebn thuajse gjilp\u00ebr\u00eb, nj\u00eb grop\u00eb n\u00eb secil\u00ebn faqe, \u00e7ehr\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb holl\u00eb dhe transparente dhe qaf\u00ebn e saj si tr\u00ebndafila dhe zambak\u00eb; pastaj nj\u00eb shami blu mbi kraharorin e saj t\u00eb turbullt dhe nj\u00eb fustan basme t\u00eb mpreht\u00eb dhe me niseshte, palosjet e t\u00eb cilit zbrisnin nga beli i saj i holl\u00eb deri n\u00eb tok\u00eb, duke formuar nj\u00eb tren mbrapa dhe jo aq t\u00eb gjat\u00eb p\u00ebrpara, saq\u00eb, kur ajo ecte, ato shkeleshin nga k\u00ebmb\u00ebt sa dy bajame, t\u00eb burgosura me \u00e7orape t\u00eb zhveshura si k\u00ebpuc\u00eb bore&#8230; n\u00ebse mund ta lexonin sakt\u00eb; Por e v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se un\u00eb guxova t\u00eb prekja leht\u00eb me timen dor\u00ebn e but\u00eb e t\u00eb fildisht\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb zgjati vajza e Don Seraf\u00ednit, paksa e skuqur. Nj\u00eb respekt i till\u00eb m&#8217;u rr\u00ebnjos nga rrezatimi i bukuris\u00eb s\u00eb saj aromatike dhe t\u00eb d\u00eblir\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb rezidenc\u00eb t\u00eb zymt\u00eb varf\u00ebrie. Ne shkuam menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb Carmen dhe babai i saj e quanin dhom\u00eb, Nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb e vog\u00ebl pothuajse e mbushur me nj\u00eb divan t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, kat\u00ebr karrige Vitoria dhe nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb konsole prej arre, dhe merrte drit\u00eb nga nj\u00eb dritare me pamje nga oborri. Kjo dhom\u00eb e vog\u00ebl e ndenjes, nj\u00eb studim ngjitur, dy dhoma gjumi n\u00eb korridorin p\u00ebrball\u00eb der\u00ebs s\u00eb shkall\u00ebve dhe kuzhina dhe dhoma e ngr\u00ebnies n\u00eb skajin tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrb\u00ebnin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb. Por sa e past\u00ebr, e ajrosur dhe madje aromatik ishte gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb pash\u00eb nga ajo! Mbi divanin e dhom\u00ebs s\u00eb ndenjes, varur n\u00eb mur, ishte nj\u00eb piktur\u00eb e vog\u00ebl e Virgj\u00ebresh\u00ebs s\u00eb Karmenit; mbi tavolin\u00ebn e tastier\u00ebs, nj\u00eb vazo porcelani me lule myshku dhe pavdek\u00ebsh dhe sip\u00ebr &#8211; n\u00eb mur, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb &#8211; nj\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb e vog\u00ebl katrore prej dy k\u00ebmb\u00ebsh; p\u00ebrball\u00eb divanit, nj\u00eb rrogoz i ri dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr posht\u00eb dritares, pran\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige pune dhe nj\u00eb shporte t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me mjete qep\u00ebse; nj\u00eb mbrojtje e dob\u00ebt kund\u00ebr t\u00eb ftohtit nga pllakat e dyshemes\u00eb, t\u00eb cilat, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se t\u00eb pastruara, dukeshin t\u00eb l\u00ebmuara. Disa perde muslini t\u00eb bardha, me lule, t\u00eb veshura mbi dritaret e xhamit, plot\u00ebsonin luksin e duksh\u00ebm t\u00eb asaj banese modeste, e cila, pa ekzagjerim, mund t\u00eb futej deri n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e mrekullueshme t\u00eb ndenjjes s\u00eb familjes Valenzuela. Nd\u00ebrsa Don Seraf\u00edn dhe un\u00eb u ul\u00ebm n\u00eb divan, Carmen u ul n\u00eb karrigen e vog\u00ebl posht\u00eb dritares, shum\u00eb af\u00ebr tij; dhe pa pushuar s\u00eb shikuari m\u00eb shpesh me fytyr\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl e t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme dhe pa pushuar s\u00eb marr\u00ebsh pjes\u00eb n\u00eb marrjen n\u00eb pyetje t\u00eb gj\u00ebrave t\u00eb zakonshme me t\u00eb cilat ne t\u00eb tre bombardonim nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, ajo nxori nga shporta nj\u00eb rrob\u00eb gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar, nj\u00eb jelek gjigant dhe filloi ta qepte aty ku pa dyshim e kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur. Fakti q\u00eb jelek ishte kaq i madh, duke pasur parasysh gjoksin e Don Seraf\u00edn-it, tashm\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi pak v\u00ebmendjen. Por ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb v\u00ebmendjen ishte fakti se, kur Carmen e mori n\u00eb duar, dy pjes\u00eb t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitura mbet\u00ebn t\u00eb pambuluara sip\u00ebr koshit , t\u00eb cilat edhe mua m\u00eb dukeshin si jelek. &#8220;Mir\u00ebsia!&#8221; I thash\u00eb Don Seraf\u00edn-it, duke i treguar me bastunin tim. &#8220;Un\u00eb shoh q\u00eb po p\u00ebrgatiteni veten p\u00ebr dimrin. &#8221; Nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje e trishtuar p\u00ebrshkoi fytyr\u00ebn e Carmen dhe babai i saj u p\u00ebrgjigj : &#8220;N\u00ebse m\u00eb duhej t&#8217;i thyeja, Carmen e gjor\u00eb do t&#8217;i punonte me m\u00eb shum\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi . A nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, f\u00ebmija im?&#8221; Nga k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb dhe nga ajo buz\u00ebqeshje kuptova se isha i pamatur duke th\u00ebn\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe shtova, p\u00ebr ta korrigjuar: &#8220;M\u00eb falni sinqeritetin n\u00ebse kam nd\u00ebrhyr\u00eb atje ku nuk m\u00eb thirr\u00ebn . &#8221; &#8220;T\u00eb falni! Dhe p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb, kungull?&#8221; Don Seraf\u00edn u hodh shum\u00eb i habitur. &#8220;Sepse zbulova se Carmen m\u00eb ndihmon me pun\u00ebn e saj p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngritur ngarkesat e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb gjat\u00eb pushimeve t\u00eb mia t\u00eb gjata nga puna?&#8221; E shihni se si e fsheh ajo&#8230; dhe pse do ta fshehte? A \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebkat t\u00eb punosh me ndershm\u00ebri p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb? Do t\u00eb ishte m\u00ebkat ta nxirrte nga goja p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrdorur p\u00ebr simite, ose t\u00eb vdiste nga uria p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos rr\u00ebfyer varf\u00ebrin\u00eb, e cila nuk vjen nga mbeturinat e egra, por nga lig\u00ebsia e ministrave mashtrues&#8230; T\u00eb m\u00eb thuash \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr; sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, shum\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, madje edhe e ftoht\u00eb si kam\u00eb, p\u00ebr mua q\u00eb e shoh, q\u00eb nj\u00eb engj\u00ebll i Zotit si ai t&#8217;i heq\u00eb shum\u00eb or\u00eb gjum\u00eb&#8230; kungullit! Por le t\u00eb thot\u00eb n\u00ebse e kam imponuar, madje e kam k\u00ebshilluar, sakrific\u00ebn dhe n\u00ebse e pranoj sa m\u00eb shpejt q\u00eb t\u00eb pun\u00ebsohem dhe t\u00eb m\u00eb paguhet rroga p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka. Atje me ndrikull\u00ebn e saj, gruan e bakallit q\u00eb mbledh mobiljet e mia dhe m\u00eb gjen nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi kur \u00ebsht\u00eb e nevojshme, e rregulluan gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb prej pushimeve t\u00eb mia. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, nj\u00eb rrobaqep\u00ebs vendas i ka siguruar t\u00eb gjitha pun\u00ebt e nevojshme dhe me m\u00eb pak t\u00eb mundimshmet, si ato jelek\u00ebt q\u00eb shihni&#8230; Dje i solli Quica sapo mbaruan rregullimin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb: ai tashm\u00eb po dridhet&#8230; Ka edhe dikush q\u00eb siguron lino; me pak fjal\u00eb, ai b\u00ebn gjith\u00e7ka; dhe kur gj\u00ebrat ngushtohen, Quica ndihmon, dhe ajo qep si nj\u00eb perl\u00eb. Carmen thot\u00eb se k\u00ebto detyra e mbajn\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb dhe pa to ajo nuk do t\u00eb dinte \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi q\u00eb ofron kaq pak arg\u00ebtim m\u00eb vete, si kjo e jona&#8230; Dhe fakti \u00ebsht\u00eb se kam arritur ta besoj, sepse sapo ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb boshe, or\u00ebt m\u00eb duken si shekuj&#8230; dhe nuk habitem, sepse n\u00eb kafaze t\u00eb err\u00ebta, pa diell e qiell si, Ky dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne q\u00eb jetojm\u00eb k\u00ebtu n\u00eb koh\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsish dhe varf\u00ebrie, syt\u00eb dhe mir\u00ebkuptimi yn\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb kot\u00eb n\u00ebse nuk p\u00ebrdoren me dyer t\u00eb mbyllura. &#8220;Por kjo jet\u00eb e izolimit dhe e pun\u00ebs,&#8221; e nd\u00ebrpreva un\u00eb, duke e par\u00eb me pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb thell\u00eb Carmen, &#8220;nuk duhet t\u00eb vazhdoj\u00eb p\u00ebr shum\u00eb koh\u00eb, sepse trupi nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb prej bronzi. &#8220;Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb si korali,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Balduque, &#8220;dhe do t\u00eb shihni se si k\u00ebto detyra madje e majm at\u00eb&#8230; Providenca e Zotit! &#8221; &#8220;Por,&#8221; k\u00ebmb\u00ebngula un\u00eb, &#8220;n\u00eb raste t\u00eb tilla do t&#8217;i jepni asaj nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrqendrim&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Po,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj babai i saj, &#8220;nga l\u00ebvizja, sa her\u00eb q\u00eb kemi nj\u00eb or\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pune; n\u00eb dit\u00eb festash, nga lindja e diellit deri n\u00eb per\u00ebndim t\u00eb diellit, si\u00e7 thon\u00eb: n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, pasi d\u00ebgjohet mesha e hershme, midis rrug\u00ebve; Pasdite nuk mund t\u00eb futemi n\u00eb Madrid, dhe t\u00eb tre shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb Pr\u00edncipe P\u00edo, ose n\u00eb El Retiro, n\u00eb drejtim t\u00eb San Blas Hill, ose n\u00eb Chamber\u00ed&#8230; me pak fjal\u00eb, kudo q\u00eb ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb drit\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb aj\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb frym\u00eb&#8230; Ne zakonisht ia lejojm\u00eb vetes, n\u00eb k\u00ebto raste, nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb lig\u00eb, n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e kthimit, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb muaj t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb secila nga atje lart , dhe, autobus\u00ebt, skandali i disa vajzave t\u00eb rreshtit t\u00eb par\u00eb nat\u00ebn n\u00eb teatrin ku punon Romea apo Arjona&#8230; sepse duhet ta dini q\u00eb kjo vajza ime, kur vjen puna te shfaqjet dramatike, ose i do t\u00eb mira ose aspak, gj\u00eb q\u00eb i p\u00ebrshtatet shijes sime, po ashtu edhe t\u00eb Quica-s, q\u00eb ngaq\u00eb i p\u00eblqen gjith\u00e7ka, p\u00ebrshtatet n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb perfekte me tonat. \u00cbsht\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme, o bastard, \u00e7far\u00eb i ndodh k\u00ebsaj gruaje n\u00eb teat\u00ebr: gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb ndodh n\u00eb prapasken\u00eb i b\u00ebn t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat p\u00ebrshtypje; gjith\u00e7ka e b\u00ebn t\u00eb qaj\u00eb; n\u00ebse edhe sufleri vdes n\u00eb shfaqje, ose n\u00ebse personazhet fitojn\u00eb llotarin\u00eb, dhe Mariano Fern\u00e1ndez e b\u00ebn publikun t\u00eb rrokulliset nga t\u00eb qeshurat, fytyra e Quic\u00ebs nuk mund t\u00eb pastrohet nga pikat. Carmen qeshi si nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb duke d\u00ebgjuar t\u00eb atin dhe ai vazhdoi: &#8220;Do ta kuptoni q\u00eb po i referohem, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb foto t\u00eb jet\u00ebs q\u00eb po pikturoj p\u00ebr ju, koh\u00ebve t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira t\u00eb pushimeve nga puna, meqen\u00ebse ato kan\u00eb qen\u00eb aq t\u00eb shumta dhe aq periodike, sa m\u00eb kan\u00eb lejuar t\u00eb krijoj nj\u00eb plan t\u00eb pandryshuesh\u00ebm ekzistence gjat\u00eb tyre&#8230; Sepse nd\u00ebrsa jam i pun\u00ebsuar, ju siguroj nj\u00eb princ\u00ebror q\u00eb po ju mbytemi nga puna : rrug\u00ebs, b\u00ebjm\u00eb banj\u00eb dielli kur t\u00eb duam , dhe shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb teat\u00ebr, n\u00ebse ka nj\u00eb n\u00eb qytet, \u00e7do t\u00eb diel\u00eb, sepse at\u00ebher\u00eb un\u00eb kam orar t\u00eb rehatsh\u00ebm n\u00eb zyr\u00eb , dhe un\u00eb e ruaj nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb rrog\u00ebs sime , si, mir\u00eb a keq, ne nuk jemi aq t\u00eb denj\u00eb p\u00ebr dhembshuri, saq\u00eb e kemi th\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb fillim Humori i Seraf\u00edn-it, &#8220;ti ke vesin e drit\u00ebs dhe ajrit t\u00eb past\u00ebr &#8220;. &#8220;Dhe teatri&#8221;, shtoi Carmen me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje diku mes djall\u00ebzore dhe lakmitare. &#8220;A ju p\u00eblqen shum\u00eb?&#8221; E pyeta duke kuptuar q\u00ebllimin e saj. &#8220;Shum\u00eb!&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo. &#8220;N\u00ebse do t\u00eb isha i pasur, nuk do t\u00eb humbisja asnj\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb vetme. E shihni sa i eg\u00ebr jam. &#8221; &#8220;Ky nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ves, Carmen: p\u00ebrkundrazi, \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dashuri q\u00eb ngre lart. &#8221; &#8220;A mendon k\u00ebshtu? &#8221; &#8220;Pa dyshimin m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl.&#8221; \u201cTeatri \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shkoll\u00eb morali dhe mir\u00ebsjelljeje \u201d, \u2013 b\u00ebrtita me plot zem\u00ebrim, nj\u00ebsoj sikur t\u00eb kisha par\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime nj\u00eb teat\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb mos kisha marr\u00eb maksim\u00ebn nga gazeta e babait, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai e p\u00ebrs\u00ebriste shpesh, edhe pse me rezerva t\u00eb vogla. Nd\u00ebrsa biseda rrotullohej rreth k\u00ebsaj teme, m\u00eb pushtoi d\u00ebshira, pasi kisha m\u00eb shum\u00eb se mjetet e mjaftueshme p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrmbushur at\u00eb dhe duke e p\u00ebrmbushur at\u00eb, k\u00ebnaqa kureshtjen q\u00eb kisha filluar t\u00eb ndieja, p\u00ebr t&#8217;i ofruar asaj familjeje t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb nj\u00eb rekreacion t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm t\u00eb llojit q\u00eb Carmeni d\u00ebshironte aq shum\u00eb. K\u00ebrkova m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn q\u00eb m&#8217;u duk m\u00eb e kujdesshme p\u00ebr ta th\u00ebn\u00eb pa ofenduar asnj\u00eb fije t\u00eb ndjeshme dhe arrita q\u00eb Don Seraf\u00edn dhe un\u00eb t\u00eb biem dakord, p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e dukshme t\u00eb Carmen, q\u00eb t\u00eb shkonim t\u00eb gjith\u00eb s\u00eb bashku n\u00eb teat\u00ebr mbr\u00ebmjen e ardhshme, me dy kushte t\u00eb vendosura nga Balduque: s\u00eb pari, q\u00eb, meqen\u00ebse ai e kuptonte m\u00eb mir\u00eb se un\u00eb, do t\u00eb zgjidhte q\u00eb ai t\u00eb mos kishim mb\u00ebrritur koh\u00ebt e fundit n\u00eb Madrid. dhurata do t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb pak e r\u00ebnd\u00eb p\u00ebr mua; s\u00eb dyti, se do ta kisha pranuar ofert\u00ebn reciproke kur t\u00eb vinte koha. Sikur t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb aq e leht\u00eb p\u00ebr mua ta ktheja Don Seraf\u00edn n\u00eb pozicionin e tij, sa t&#8217;i jepja vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb tij tre or\u00eb pushim dhe rekreacion!&#8230; Dhe Zoti e di se, kur kujtimi i bezdissh\u00ebm i vizit\u00ebs sime fatkeqe n\u00eb Valenzuela me ndikim m\u00eb sulmoi, nuk ishte p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb interesonte personalisht. Aty fol\u00ebm di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr q\u00ebllimet e mia m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrta p\u00ebr t\u00eb rekomanduar rikthimin n\u00eb detyr\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb larguarit fatkeq; di\u00e7ka edhe p\u00ebr hapat e par\u00eb q\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb , pa sukses, n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e lidhjeve t\u00eb tij private; dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr p\u00ebr disa gjeneralitete q\u00eb m\u00eb arg\u00ebtuan shum\u00eb, pasi Carmen ishte ajo q\u00eb kalonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb koh\u00eb n\u00eb bised\u00eb. Erdhi koha p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb lamtumir\u00ebn e saj dhe un\u00eb dola me Don Seraf\u00edn n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Mbuluam shum\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, gjithmon\u00eb n\u00ebn drejtimin e mikut tim, i cili ishte i k\u00ebnaqur t\u00eb mos m\u00eb \u00e7onte dy her\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin vend; Dhe n\u00eb Magdalena, ne u ndal\u00ebm para nj\u00eb fasade gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb mbuluar me postera. \u201cKy \u00ebsht\u00eb Teatri Variete\u201d, m\u00eb tha Balduque. &#8220;T\u00eb shohim se \u00e7far\u00eb shfaqje do t\u00eb ket\u00eb nes\u00ebr&#8230; Nj\u00ebsoj si sonte, Adriana: fantastike! Do t\u00eb shihni se \u00e7far\u00eb jan\u00eb Teodora Lamadrid dhe Joaqu\u00edn Arjona. \u00cbsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t&#8217;i thyer zemr\u00ebn, sipas atyre q\u00eb e kan\u00eb par\u00eb tragjedin\u00eb&#8230; T\u00eb ulesh nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb kushton nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e vog\u00ebl ; por ti ke sigurin\u00eb se nuk zgjedhim t\u00eb lihesh n\u00eb avantazhin t\u00ebnd. holli, dhe duke shkuar n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e kontabilitetit t\u00eb teatrit, Don Seraf\u00edn k\u00ebrkoi dhe zgjodhi kat\u00ebr ndenj\u00ebse n\u00eb rreshtin e par\u00eb, t\u00eb cilat kushtonin m\u00eb pak se tridhjet\u00eb reale, t\u00eb cilat nxitova t&#8217;i paguaja me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb madhe, &#8220;Tani, le t\u00eb endemi p\u00ebrs\u00ebri&#8221;, m\u00eb tha i larguari nd\u00ebrsa dol\u00ebm n\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe un\u00eb futa n\u00eb xhep flet\u00ebt e vogla, sipas asaj q\u00eb m\u00eb njoftova. sepse nuk i kisha par\u00eb kurr\u00eb kaq t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj &#8211; v\u00ebrtetoi t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb hyr\u00eb n\u00eb teat\u00ebr dhe p\u00ebr t&#8217;u ulur n\u00eb karrigen me pages\u00eb &#8220;Nes\u00ebr do t\u00eb kujdesem q\u00eb t\u00eb shkoj dhe t&#8217;ju marr nga sht\u00ebpia juaj. sepse n\u00ebse nisesh vet\u00ebm n\u00eb k\u00ebrkimin tim, rrezikon t\u00eb humb\u00ebsh.&#8221; Dhe ne endem p\u00ebrreth, me mua duke par\u00eb lagje t\u00eb reja dhe rrug\u00eb t\u00eb reja, deri n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, dhe Don Seraf\u00edn mori leje te dera e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime. At\u00eb nat\u00eb, ose sepse bashkatdhetar\u00ebt e mi ishin m\u00eb insinuues, ose sepse isha n\u00eb nj\u00eb humor m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb, un\u00eb i shoq\u00ebrova jo vet\u00ebm n\u00eb kafenet\u00eb e reja, por edhe n\u00eb kafenet\u00eb e reja, t\u00eb cilat pas dark\u00ebs. Ato vall\u00ebzime t\u00eb famshme nuk ishin at\u00ebher\u00eb ato t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit kalib\u00ebr q\u00eb u b\u00ebn\u00eb k\u00ebtu m\u00eb von\u00eb, por edhe k\u00ebshtu, \u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb t\u00eb imagjinohet hutimi q\u00eb prodhohet tek un\u00eb nga soditja e papritur e atij deti njer\u00ebzish t\u00eb eg\u00ebr q\u00eb vrapojn\u00eb rreth sall\u00ebs verbuese , me ritmin e muzik\u00ebs q\u00eb nuk e kisha ngritur lart, duke u ulur lart, pash\u00eb ndonj\u00eb vall\u00ebzim tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 atij t\u00eb fshatar\u00ebve t\u00eb vendit tim, n\u00ebn tingujt e dajreve, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat djalli ka shum\u00eb pak ose aspak p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamundur p\u00ebr t\u00eb, me gjith\u00eb dinak\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij sk\u00ebterr\u00eb, t\u00eb arrij\u00eb t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb nj\u00eb grimc\u00eb lig\u00ebsie nga ai cic\u00ebrima e pafajshme , as nga ato dy l\u00ebvizje ritmike, t\u00eb respektueshme u sulmua nga kujtimi i babait tim dhe i rrobaqep\u00ebses s\u00eb bukur n\u00eb Rrug\u00ebn Elm, dhe madje vura re se k\u00ebto sulme p\u00ebrkonin me momentet kur skena m\u00eb dukej m\u00eb sk\u00ebterr\u00eb dhe m\u00eb e epshme dhe vura re n\u00eb mua, n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, nj\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje instinktive dhe t\u00eb pavet\u00ebdijshme p\u00ebr t&#8217;i larguar ato imazhe ngush\u00eblluese, por t\u00eb ashpra t\u00eb ndershm\u00ebris\u00eb sime ; d\u00ebgjohet klithma &#8221; Hajdut\u00ebt! &#8221; duke mbetur aty ende mbeti, u vajtova p\u00ebr korrupsionin e koh\u00ebs dhe p\u00ebr \u00e7oroditjen e moralit, n\u00eb funksion t\u00eb asaj q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb. \u201cKur e shikon nga larg, si\u00e7 e ke par\u00eb sonte\u201d, u p\u00ebrgjigj nj\u00ebri prej tyre; &#8220;Por nga brenda duket shum\u00eb ndryshe. &#8221; &#8220;E v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb,&#8221; p\u00ebrfundova me zgjuarsin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, &#8220;n\u00ebse dua t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitoj nga k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra, duhet t\u00eb m\u00ebsoj t\u00eb k\u00ebrcej&#8221;. Si p\u00ebrfundim, pasi shkova n\u00eb shtrat, u k\u00ebnaqa me romanet e Paul de Kock. Zizin\u00ebn e lexova nga fillimi n\u00eb kopertin\u00eb. Kapitulli 13. Vizita ime e dyt\u00eb te mbrojt\u00ebsi im nuk ishte m\u00eb e suksesshme se e para. Un\u00eb kisha dal\u00eb nga zyra e tij dhe portieri i turbullt nuk e dinte ose nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb tregonte se ku do t\u00eb shkoja, n\u00ebse apo kur do t\u00eb kthehesha; Un\u00eb nuk kisha d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij dhe un\u00eb, nj\u00eb fshatar mendjevog\u00ebl dhe i ndrojtur, plot mosbesim dhe rezerva, nuk kisha asnj\u00eb dobi ta prisja n\u00eb korridoret e Ministris\u00eb dhe papritmas ta th\u00ebrrisja t\u00eb ndalur. M\u00eb dhimbte t\u00eb humba nj\u00eb dit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr dhe kjo nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu; por meqen\u00ebse faji nuk ishte i imi dhe ila\u00e7i nuk ishte brenda fuqive t\u00eb mia, u ktheva n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb dhe u nisa p\u00ebr romanet e mia, t\u00eb cilat nuk i lash\u00eb deri n\u00eb drek\u00eb. Pastaj mb\u00ebrriti Don Seraf\u00edn, i veshur p\u00ebr nj\u00eb fest\u00eb; dhe si\u00e7 ra dakord, ai m\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij, ku tashm\u00eb na prisnin Carmen dhe Quica: e para duke veshur dorezat, e dyta n\u00eb krah, duke u fryr\u00eb mekanikisht, e ngurt\u00eb, shum\u00eb e ngurt\u00eb, si e rr\u00ebnjosur n\u00eb vend, goj\u00ebn e shtr\u00ebngoi, v\u00ebshtrimi i mahnitur dhe disi i l\u00ebvizur, sikur shpirti i saj t\u00eb ishte tashm\u00eb ndjenja. Me q\u00ebndrimin e saj jeremia dhe veshjen e saj t\u00eb zhurmshme, ajo ishte e tmerrshme; si nj\u00eb nga ato kukullat e frikshme q\u00eb lind brenda nj\u00eb kuti n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb hapet kapaku. Carmen at\u00ebher\u00eb po p\u00ebrjetonte at\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhte me t\u00eb gjitha vajzat e bukura _per se_: sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb q\u00eb ushqehen, ushqehen dhe buj\u00eb, aq m\u00eb shum\u00eb shp\u00ebrfytyrohen. Ajo ia vlente shum\u00eb m\u00eb pak e veshur si nj\u00eb zonj\u00eb e re e varf\u00ebr sesa si nj\u00eb rrobaqep\u00ebse e thjesht\u00eb. Sidoqoft\u00eb, ajo ishte shum\u00eb e bukur, sepse shum\u00eb\u00e7ka shkon shum\u00eb. Un\u00eb heq dor\u00eb nga p\u00ebrshkrimi i p\u00ebrshtypjeve t\u00eb habis\u00eb, k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe kuriozitetit q\u00eb teatri, plot drit\u00eb, fytyra, fustane e thashetheme, m\u00eb shkaktoi q\u00eb nga momenti kur hyra n\u00eb t\u00eb, derisa, me vendosm\u00ebri t\u00eb plot\u00eb, arrita, n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs s\u00eb shfaqjes, t\u00eb orientohem n\u00eb form\u00ebn, zakonet dhe procedurat e atij rajoni t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebm t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime her\u00ebn e par\u00eb q\u00eb gjeta p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb . sepse n\u00ebse filloj t\u00eb merrem me k\u00ebt\u00eb lloj pikture, do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb histori e pafund, duke e gjetur veten, si\u00e7 isha at\u00ebher\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb krejt\u00ebsisht t\u00eb re p\u00ebr mua dhe n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn kur njeriu mendon dhe ndjen m\u00eb aktivisht. Them se arrita t\u00eb orientohem atje me k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulje t\u00eb plot\u00eb, sepse, n\u00eb munges\u00eb t\u00eb virtytit p\u00ebr t\u00eb rr\u00ebfyer se nuk e kisha par\u00eb kurr\u00eb veten n\u00eb asnj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, vura re edhe detajet m\u00eb t\u00eb vogla, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb vet\u00eb ligjin q\u00eb drejtonte mekanizmin e sken\u00ebs dhe marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnien e krijuar mes k\u00ebsaj bote fiktive dhe njer\u00ebzve jasht\u00eb perdes. Duke skanuar sediljet e teatrit, t\u00eb mbushura me zonja elegante, zot\u00ebrinj kot\u00eb dhe turm\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb e t\u00eb magjepsur, hasa n\u00eb familjen Valenzuela, t\u00eb ulur n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga kutit\u00eb prioritare: Klara, e vrenjtur dhe e pandjeshme, si gjithmon\u00eb; Pilita me shpin\u00ebn e kthyer nga skena, bezdi e pikturuar n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb dhe duke tundur fansin, ashtu si n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi; Manolo, n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn e pasme t\u00eb kutis\u00eb, i veshur shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, por i ulur shum\u00eb keq. Don Augusto nuk u shfaq fare atje at\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje; por, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, t\u00eb rinj si Manolo hynin e dilnin gjat\u00eb intervaleve p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrkulur e p\u00ebr t&#8217;u treguar mir\u00ebsjellje zonjave, t\u00eb cilat, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht Pilita, ishin shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebmendshme dhe gazmore ndaj tyre sesa me mua. Nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri mjaft rinor me pamje t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer, i hekurosur shum\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe me shk\u00eblqim, i pash\u00ebm dhe, dukej, shum\u00eb krenar p\u00ebr sjelljen e tij luftarake dhe sjelljen elegante , hyri gjithashtu i fundit dhe mbeti aty sikur t\u00eb ishte pjes\u00eb e familjes . Pyesja veten n\u00ebse ishte minist\u00ebr, sepse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb ishin n\u00eb profesion i imagjinoja t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb atij stili. Vura re se pothuajse t\u00eb gjitha zonjat me kapele t\u00eb larta dhe shumica e tyre Zot\u00ebrinj t\u00eb nderuar ndoq\u00ebn me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn indiferenc\u00eb si familja Valenzuela at\u00eb q\u00eb po ndodhte n\u00eb sken\u00eb dhe sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb duartrokitej publiku i thjesht\u00eb q\u00eb merrte nga nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim pasionante nga Teodora Lamadrid, aq m\u00eb shum\u00eb rritej p\u00ebrbuzja e figurave kryesore . Me kalimin e koh\u00ebs, u binda se moda u imponon k\u00ebrkesa v\u00ebrtet t\u00eb pakonceptueshme skllev\u00ebrve t\u00eb saj. \u00c7far\u00eb kontrasti q\u00eb formoi kjo ftoht\u00ebsi e studiuar me emocionet e thella q\u00eb po p\u00ebrjetonim! Quica ishte nj\u00eb pikim lot\u00ebsh dhe nj\u00eb myk i pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb. Don Seraf\u00edn, i elektrizuar dhe nervoz, nuk mund t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte n\u00eb ndenj\u00ebsen e tij dhe u p\u00ebrp\u00eblidh sikur t\u00eb pasmet e tij t\u00eb shpoheshin nga gjilp\u00ebrat; Ajo nxirrte bustin e saj mbi parmak\u00eb, shtrinte qaf\u00ebn dhe, me syt\u00eb e ngulur nga aktori, b\u00ebnte buz\u00eb n\u00eb form\u00eb hinke nd\u00ebrsa ai fliste. Ajo imitonte t\u00eb gjitha gjestet e tij, sh\u00ebnonte kadencat me kok\u00eb dhe dukej sikur gjurmonte n\u00eb aj\u00ebr, me dor\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb, t\u00eb gjitha simbolet drejtshkrimore t\u00eb dialogut. Carmen, n\u00eb situata t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira, kthente syt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj, paksa t\u00eb mjegullt drejt meje, dhe un\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjesha me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb shtremb\u00ebruar, nj\u00eb maskim i kot\u00eb p\u00ebr gung\u00ebn n\u00eb fyt t\u00eb shkaktuar nga tensioni ekstrem i shpirtit tim, nj\u00eb pjes\u00ebmarr\u00ebse e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha fatkeq\u00ebsit\u00eb e shtirura t\u00eb heroin\u00ebs s\u00eb dram\u00ebs q\u00eb po vihet n\u00eb sken\u00eb. P\u00ebr mua, nj\u00eb adhuruese e pasionuar e trillimeve romane, ajo q\u00eb isha d\u00ebshmitare ishte realiteti i nj\u00eb ngjarjeje. N\u00eb lib\u00ebr gjeta historin\u00eb mbi t\u00eb cil\u00ebn duhej t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoja me imagjinat\u00ebn time at\u00eb q\u00eb libri nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte; gjith\u00e7ka ishte aty, e b\u00ebr\u00eb, e gjall\u00eb, reale dhe e prekshme: njeriu n\u00eb trup dhe n\u00eb shpirt, me veset dhe virtytet e tij; nj\u00eb cep i vog\u00ebl i rehatsh\u00ebm i bot\u00ebs, ku betejat e jet\u00ebs njer\u00ebzore, madh\u00ebshtia, r\u00ebniet e saj, fisnik\u00ebria dhe e ul\u00ebta, seriozja dhe komike, u ekspozuan n\u00eb soditjen e kureshtar\u00ebve. At\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb erdhi radha t\u00eb vuaja; nj\u00eb nat\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, ose n\u00eb nj\u00eb teat\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr, do t\u00eb ishte radha ime p\u00ebr t\u00eb qeshur. Nj\u00eb spektak\u00ebl i admiruesh\u00ebm! Dhe t\u00eb shijonte shpesh nuk ishte e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb vetmuar, i cili, si un\u00eb, kishte nj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb mbushur mir\u00eb dhe pak nevoja t\u00eb tjera. Un\u00eb i paraqes k\u00ebto reflektime n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin rend me t\u00eb cilin po i b\u00ebja n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb padukshme dhe nd\u00ebrsa peripecit\u00eb e spektaklit m\u00eb pushtuan; K\u00ebto reflektime ishin mikrob i shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit lloj, t\u00eb cil\u00ebve iu kushtova pas largimit nga teatri, dhe baza e arsyetimit shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe t\u00eb holl\u00ebsish\u00ebm, rezultati i t\u00eb cilit ishte t\u00eb zhytesha aq shum\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb kalim kohe t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme, saq\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00eb pak se dy jav\u00eb arrita, n\u00ebse mund t\u00eb them k\u00ebshtu, t\u00eb ngjitem n\u00eb sken\u00eb n\u00eb zhanret e ndryshme dramatike q\u00eb u kultivuan n\u00eb ato pak teatro q\u00eb ishin njohur dhe emri i artistit q\u00eb m\u00eb pas ekzistonte n\u00eb Madrid. aktor\u00ebt. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb dua t\u00eb them se nuk ishte vet\u00ebm t\u00ebrheqja e komplotit apo rregullimi fizik i spektaklit q\u00eb m\u00eb joshi dhe m\u00eb magjepsi; kishte tek un\u00eb nj\u00eb instinkt artistik, nj\u00eb far\u00eb shije pasive, di\u00e7ka si nj\u00eb tundim p\u00ebr t\u00eb analizuar, q\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqte t\u00eb hetoja pse dhe cil\u00ebsin\u00eb e gj\u00ebrave. \u00cbsht\u00eb e qart\u00eb se gjykimet e mia, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pap\u00ebrvoj\u00ebs dhe injoranc\u00ebs sime, nuk mund t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb plota ose plot\u00ebsisht t\u00eb sakta; Por, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, ishin gjykimet q\u00eb m\u00eb dhan\u00eb, n\u00eb lidhje me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e admirimit t\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur\u00ebs, k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme p\u00ebr ta krahasuar at\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn time me parimet rudimentare t\u00eb disa ligjeve q\u00eb i quajta _mendimi im_. Gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri skllav t\u00eb Juli\u00e1n Romeas, q\u00eb nga hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb me natyrshm\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb mahnitshme q\u00eb q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb quhet _realiz\u00ebm_ e pash\u00eb t\u00eb interpretonte nj\u00eb nga veprat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira n\u00eb repertorin e tij, _El hombre de mundo_; m\u00eb l\u00ebvizi duart p\u00ebr t\u00eb duartrokitur Guzmanin tashm\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar, n\u00eb _El enfermo de aprensi\u00f3n_; trash\u00ebgimtari i tij i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb hijeshit\u00eb _gracioso_ t\u00eb teatrit tradicional spanjoll, Mariano Fern\u00e1ndez; dhe m\u00eb nguliti nj\u00ebfar\u00eb neverie q\u00eb nuk kam mundur ta kap\u00ebrcej kurr\u00eb, ndaj hibridit Zarzuela, m\u00eb pas i v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sken\u00eb dhe pothuajse i krijuar, nga Salas dhe Calta\u00f1azor, n\u00eb Circo de la Plaza del Rey; me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn \u00e7do person me shije t\u00eb mir\u00eb mund t\u00eb shihte se i imi nuk ishte i gabuar p\u00ebr sa i p\u00ebrket teatrit. I referohet; dhe ma falni k\u00ebt\u00eb rr\u00ebfim, edhe n\u00ebse m\u00eb akuzon p\u00ebr mendjemadh\u00ebsi, n\u00eb favor t\u00eb atij q\u00eb b\u00ebj edhe un\u00eb: nga ana tjet\u00ebr, n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e romaneve u futa n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha dhe nuk isha gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se nj\u00eb gryk\u00ebs i pangopur, pa asnj\u00eb gjurm\u00eb qiellze: t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb shijuan nj\u00ebsoj; ose m\u00eb mir\u00eb, m\u00eb p\u00eblqenin t\u00eb gjitha p\u00ebrderisa m\u00eb interesonin n\u00eb nj\u00eb far\u00eb m\u00ebnyre; madje preferoja m\u00eb t\u00eb lodhshmen dhe m\u00eb kolosalen. Gjat\u00eb intervaleve, un\u00eb dhe Don Seraf\u00edn duhej t\u00eb d\u00ebgjonim nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, duke komentuar at\u00eb q\u00eb kishin par\u00eb dhe duke parashikuar at\u00eb q\u00eb ne kishim t\u00eb shihnim akoma, nd\u00ebrsa Quica l\u00ebshonte psher\u00ebtima t\u00eb thyera, si f\u00ebmij\u00ebt q\u00eb kujtonin nj\u00eb goditje! Dhe komentet vazhduan edhe m\u00eb tej, madje p\u00ebrfshinin sh\u00ebnime nga dy grat\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa ne shkuam drejt sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb tyre, pasi kishte p\u00ebrfunduar performanca, me keqardhje t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve. Pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb asaj nate e kalova zgjuar, i pushtuar, i mbushur me kthesat dhe kthesat e tragjedis\u00eb, sforcimet e muzik\u00ebs, dritat e llambadarit, murmuritjen dhe d\u00ebrrmimin e publikut, Quica, Carmen, Balduque&#8230; I ndjeva t\u00eb gjitha bashk\u00eb dhe u ngat\u00ebrrova s\u00eb bashku n\u00eb kok\u00ebn time, dhe ajo shk\u00eblqente n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi, edhe pse i mbulonte vesh\u00ebt, edhe pse ishin t\u00eb err\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb err\u00ebt. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb e paharrueshme! P\u00ebr tre dit\u00ebt e ardhshme, Don Seraf\u00edn vazhdoi t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebronte n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00ebt e Madridit, me vendosm\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb patundur q\u00eb un\u00eb duhet ta njihja at\u00eb si n\u00eb fund t\u00eb dor\u00ebs. Nuk kishte nj\u00eb cep q\u00eb nuk e vizituam, asnj\u00eb rrugic\u00eb, asnj\u00eb shteg q\u00eb nuk e kishim matur me k\u00ebmb\u00ebt tona. Ai burr\u00eb i vog\u00ebl ishte i palodhur dhe un\u00eb isha i k\u00ebnaqur me vendosm\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij se sa shum\u00eb m\u00eb arg\u00ebtonte. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, atij iu desh t\u00eb merrte n\u00eb dor\u00eb fatin e tij t\u00eb p\u00ebrkohsh\u00ebm dhe un\u00eb e pash\u00eb at\u00eb vet\u00ebm rrall\u00eb . Mbeta vet\u00ebm gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs, si t\u00eb thuash, dhe fillova t\u00eb v\u00ebzhgoja me qet\u00ebsi shum\u00eb nga ato q\u00eb miku im i detyruesh\u00ebm m\u00eb tregonte shum\u00eb m\u00eb shpejt; dhe kur e kisha kap\u00ebrcyer konfuzionin e mb\u00ebrritjes s\u00eb fundi n\u00eb at\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb populluar, kaq t\u00eb ndryshme nga \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb dija, dhe arrita t&#8217;i ve\u00e7oja gj\u00ebrat nga zhurma, ngjyrat dhe l\u00ebvizjet &#8211; sepse n\u00eb fillim gjith\u00e7ka m\u00eb binte n\u00eb nj\u00eb grumbull t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrruar kudo q\u00eb shkoja &#8211; fillova t&#8217;i shkruaj letra t\u00eb gjata babait tim, nj\u00eb lloj kronike e holl\u00ebsishme e nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtari mbres\u00ebl\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb kujdessh\u00ebm. Kjo detyr\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se do t&#8217;i p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb, arg\u00ebtoi koh\u00ebn e lir\u00eb dhe dyshimet e mia gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs, nj\u00eb produkt i domosdosh\u00ebm i aspektit t\u00eb dyshimt\u00eb q\u00eb po merrte \u00e7\u00ebshtja q\u00eb ndiqja n\u00eb kryeqytetin e Spanj\u00ebs. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, p\u00ebr sa u p\u00ebrket kushteve t\u00eb jashtme, ajo ishte krejt ndryshe nga ajo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb sot. Dhe mendimi shum\u00eb i lart\u00eb q\u00eb kisha p\u00ebr madh\u00ebshtin\u00eb e nj\u00eb oborri, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb vet\u00eb varf\u00ebris\u00eb dhe ngusht\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb qytetit ku kisha jetuar gjithmon\u00eb, b\u00ebri q\u00eb deformimet dhe mjerimet e shumta q\u00eb pllakos\u00ebn qytetin e famsh\u00ebm t\u00eb ariut dhe pem\u00ebs s\u00eb luleshtrydheve t\u00eb m\u00eb hidheshin dyfishin e madh\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa mrekullit\u00eb e saj t\u00eb lavd\u00ebruara m\u00eb dukeshin shum\u00eb m\u00eb pak t\u00eb habitshme . Sigurisht, n\u00ebse brezi q\u00eb erdhi m\u00eb von\u00eb dhe u rrit n\u00eb Madridin e sot\u00ebm, ose do ta kishte njohur me sy, do t\u00eb jepte mendimin e tij mbi ato nga skicat e mia t\u00eb Madridit t\u00eb asaj kohe, kopjet besnike t\u00eb s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs, pavar\u00ebsisht natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrpunuar t\u00eb disa prej linjave ose profileve t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb par\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme, ata do t&#8217;i merrnin ato si nj\u00eb shpikje t\u00eb imagjinat\u00ebs sime relativisht t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr, relativisht t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr. transformimi pothuajse i mrekulluesh\u00ebm i tij n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb sot mund t\u00eb ishte arritur : ai vend i \u00e7montuar, i vjet\u00ebr, i ndyr\u00eb dhe i that\u00eb q\u00eb dukej se nuk kishte asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsim apo riparim askund. Ajo p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn fola shum\u00eb, shum\u00eb, me baban\u00eb tim ishte hekurudha e Aranjuezit. Nuk kishte asnj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr nga Barcelona n\u00eb Matar\u00f3. Them se k\u00ebshtu arg\u00ebtohesha dhe i largova or\u00ebt, derisa erdhi nata dhe shkova n\u00eb teat\u00ebr, pas nj\u00eb kohe t\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb u shoq\u00ebrova n\u00eb kafe me miqt\u00eb e mi, ose n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb k\u00ebrcim publik, pa e privuar veten nga kafeneja apo teatri; p\u00ebr nat\u00ebn, e cila nuk ishte aq e njohur atje sa ishte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, e siguruar p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka&#8230; dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. \u00c7far\u00eb jete e mrekullueshme! Por a kisha ardhur n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb? A mund t\u00eb hiqja dor\u00eb, me gjith\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjen? ndaj atyre lukseve dhe t\u00eb krijoj kaq shum\u00eb nevoja p\u00ebr veten time derisa t\u00eb fitova, me p\u00ebrpjekjet e mia, mjete t\u00eb mjaftueshme p\u00ebr t&#8217;i k\u00ebnaqur ato? Por a ishte faji im q\u00eb Se\u00f1or Don Augusto nuk m\u00eb hapi dyert e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij? Mos t\u00eb kisha trokitur edhe un\u00eb n\u00eb dyert e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb tij dhe t\u00eb hyja m\u00eb kot n\u00eb t\u00eb? A duhej t&#8217;i kisha sulmuar dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja kredencialet e mia me goditje? Ah, sikur t&#8217;ia kishte vlejtur ky mjet!&#8230; Kapitulli 14. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, arrita t\u00eb \u00e7aja rrethimin misterioz, nuk e di n\u00eb tentativ\u00ebn e nj\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb apo t\u00eb dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb, dhe t\u00eb hyja n\u00eb rrethimin e magjepsur. Ishte shenjtori pompoz, i shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb kolltuk t\u00eb lart\u00eb, t\u00eb mbushur mir\u00eb, mbi nj\u00eb qilim t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, disi me fije n\u00eb vende dhe jo fare t\u00eb past\u00ebr, midis koshave konike me letra t\u00eb grisura, gjysm\u00eb i ngjeshur n\u00eb barkun e nj\u00eb tavoline t\u00eb zez\u00eb shkrimi, pran\u00eb nj\u00eb oxhaku, gjithashtu i zi, n\u00ebn nj\u00eb portret me nj\u00eb fotografi t\u00eb tij. buz\u00ebt. Ai hodhi disa cop\u00ebza letre q\u00eb po i shqyrtonte kur hyra un\u00eb; dhe duke marr\u00eb me dor\u00ebn e majt\u00eb puron\u00eb q\u00eb po pinte, m\u00eb tha, duke mos i kushtuar v\u00ebmendje fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb sjellshme q\u00eb i drejtova , i zbeht\u00eb dhe duke u dridhur: &#8220;E di q\u00eb je shpesh k\u00ebtu. \u00c7far\u00eb ke n\u00eb mendje? &#8221; &#8220;Mir\u00eb dhe i trash\u00eb!&#8221; Thash\u00eb me vete duke ndjer\u00eb di\u00e7ka si t\u00eb dridhura n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb trupin. dhe un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb, belb\u00ebzues: &#8220;Mendova se Hir\u00ebsia Jote nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte trajtuar ndryshe, por do t\u00eb kujtonte at\u00eb q\u00eb kishe mir\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb&#8230; mb\u00ebshtete&#8230; Dmth t\u00eb m\u00eb vendos\u00ebsh n\u00eb vendin tim&#8230; Prandaj erdha prej andej tre jav\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;M\u00eb duket se mbaj mend, n\u00eb fakt, se, duke t\u00eb uruar pak sukses, t\u00eb premtova t\u00eb b\u00ebja di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr ty, &#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja n\u00eb zem\u00ebr. \u201cEpo po e punoj zoti Sanchez, po e punoj\u201d, shtoi ai seriozisht dhe me dukur, duke i l\u00ebshuar fjal\u00ebt sikur po m\u00eb jepte si l\u00ebmosh\u00eb; &#8220;por nuk mundem k\u00ebto dit\u00eb&#8230; Nuk mundem! Nuk mundem! Do t\u00eb shohim n\u00ebse pak m\u00eb tutje&#8230; Kthehuni shpesh k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb kujtuar&#8230;&#8221; N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment, ai mori p\u00ebrs\u00ebri flet\u00ebt e letr\u00ebs, e vuri p\u00ebrs\u00ebri puro n\u00eb goj\u00eb ; Dhe duke par\u00eb q\u00eb q\u00ebndrova para tij, duke i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur kapelen e tij, &#8220;Kthehu, kthehu!&#8221; m\u00eb tha, pothuajse me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin ton si nj\u00eb qen q\u00eb e nxirrnin n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Pas k\u00ebsaj u p\u00ebrkula dhe dola, k\u00ebmb\u00ebt m\u00eb dridheshin dhe syt\u00eb e mi nuk shikonin asgj\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb njeriu, Zoti im! Ishte mir\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kishte p\u00ebrmbushur at\u00eb q\u00eb kishte premtuar; po pse m\u00eb trajtoi me kaq ftoht\u00ebsi dhe p\u00ebrbuzje? As ato fjal\u00ebt e mira dhe dashamir\u00ebsia e koh\u00ebve t\u00eb tjera! E kisha kapur n\u00eb humor t\u00eb keq? A e kishte pushtuar pesha e biznesit? A e kishte bezdisur ngacmimi im? Por ai i kishte k\u00ebshilluar n\u00eb vendin tim &#8211; dhe sapo i kishte k\u00ebshilluar p\u00ebrs\u00ebri; dhe pik\u00ebrisht kjo ishte arsyeja pse un\u00eb shkova n\u00eb Madrid, grabita babain dhe motrat e mia dhe po shpenzoja at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb takonte! Si mund ta kisha mbajtur goj\u00ebn mbyllur si idiot, kur mund ta ngat\u00ebrroja duke iu p\u00ebrgjigjur k\u00ebsaj, asaj dhe asaj tjet\u00ebr! Por n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi, ishte po aq mir\u00eb, sepse n\u00ebse ai zem\u00ebrohej v\u00ebrtet dhe m\u00eb mbyllte dhe m\u00eb mohonte&#8230; N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, un\u00eb isha n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjes; dhe me pak takt, shum\u00eb durim, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr vizit\u00eb te Klara, e cila n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit ishte an\u00ebtarja m\u00eb e v\u00ebmendshme e familjes&#8230; Dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe me shum\u00eb vullnet e me lidhjen q\u00eb rritesha me oborrin, ngush\u00ebllova veten; dhe sapo mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb, i shkrova babait duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb se gj\u00ebrat po shkonin mir\u00eb, edhe pse ngadal\u00eb; q\u00eb Se\u00f1or Don Augusto sapo ma kishte p\u00ebrs\u00ebritur, pasi m\u00eb mbuloi me v\u00ebmendje, nd\u00ebrsa e gjith\u00eb familja e tij m\u00eb b\u00ebnte dush sa her\u00eb q\u00eb vinte p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb, se nuk m\u00eb harroi p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast dhe se shpejt do t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte prova p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb&#8230; \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb isha pak i preokupuar me nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrmarrje q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb nd\u00ebrmerrja at\u00eb nat\u00eb; e cila nd\u00ebrmarrje konsistonte n\u00eb k\u00ebrcimin p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb Capellanes, duke e konsideruar veten tashm\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb aft\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, jo vet\u00ebm me bindjen time, por nga mendimi i miqve dhe miqve t\u00eb mi hanxhi, nj\u00ebri prej t\u00eb cil\u00ebve, n\u00ebn tingujt e flautit q\u00eb luante nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, m\u00eb kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00ebsimet e nevojshme praktike t\u00eb vall\u00ebzimit n\u00eb sallonin e hanit, i cili ishte gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb dispozicion t\u00eb t\u00eb ftuarit dhe miqt\u00eb e t\u00eb ftuarve, prej t\u00eb cil\u00ebve kishte shum\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse asnj\u00ebri prej tyre nuk vlente n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi sa Matica. Ky djall\u00ebzor Extremaduran ma kishte thithur trurin q\u00eb nga dita kur e takova. M\u00eb tremb\u00ebn ftoht\u00ebsia e tij shpirt\u00ebrore, sjellja e tij e patrazuar, vrazhd\u00ebsia e ideve t\u00eb tij politike, besimi i tij i dyshimt\u00eb, mendjeleht\u00ebsia e muz\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb turpshme dhe gjuha e tij e \u00e7elikt\u00eb, thumbuese; por un\u00eb u rr\u00ebmbye nga zgjuarsia e bised\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, zgjuarsia e tij fluturuese, frazat e tij t\u00eb pastra e piktoreske, elokucioni i tij i leht\u00eb dhe i matur, origjinaliteti i gjykimeve t\u00eb tij, vrullja artistike me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn i impononte dhe pohoi ato dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, mpreht\u00ebsia, rrjedhshm\u00ebria dhe hiri i vargjeve t\u00eb tij t\u00eb pakrahasueshme. Edhe trupi i tij i vog\u00ebl delikat, me pjes\u00ebt e tij harmonike dhe rregullsin\u00eb e shijen e mir\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e zbukuronte, m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi. Si, kur dhe nga lindi vler\u00ebsimi n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ai m\u00eb mbajti q\u00eb nga momenti kur u takuam sip\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsisht n\u00eb han, dhe miq\u00ebsia e p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrt dhe e njohur n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn u shnd\u00ebrrua m\u00eb von\u00eb ky vler\u00ebsim? A e dinte ai admirimin q\u00eb ndjeja p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhe a e lajkatonte kjo kot\u00ebsin\u00eb e tij? Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e besueshme n\u00eb nj\u00eb rini me nj\u00eb kuptim kaq t\u00eb lart\u00eb. Arsyeja e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb m\u00ebvonshme \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e dukshme: pak nga pak, e b\u00ebra udh\u00ebrr\u00ebfyes dhe k\u00ebshilltar timin n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha \u00e7\u00ebshtjet intelektuale dhe arg\u00ebtuese; dhe meqen\u00ebse nuk isha i paturpsh\u00ebm ose nuk arrita t\u00eb nxirrja fryte nga m\u00ebsimet q\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb, Matica k\u00ebnaqej duke m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb ato n\u00eb \u00e7do hap. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, mes nesh lindi dashuria e nd\u00ebrsjell\u00eb dhe e rr\u00ebnjosur thell\u00eb, e cila shihet shpesh mes nj\u00eb m\u00ebsuesi entuziast p\u00ebr profesionin e tij dhe nj\u00eb dishepulli t\u00eb urt\u00eb e shum\u00eb t\u00eb arrir\u00eb, pa intensitetin e k\u00ebsaj dashurie q\u00eb ndryshon distancat apo hierarkit\u00eb e ngat\u00ebrruara. Midis konsideratave t\u00eb tjera delikate, Matic\u00ebs i detyrohesha q\u00eb t\u00eb mos p\u00ebrmendte kurr\u00eb, n\u00eb bisedat tona private, aspektet e vrazhda dhe t\u00eb pakuptimta t\u00eb sensit t\u00eb tij t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb humorit; Nuk e di n\u00ebse ishte sepse ai e dinte neverin\u00eb time instinktive ndaj asaj lloj lakuriq\u00ebsie, apo p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos diskredituar autoritetin e tij si m\u00ebsues para dishepullit. Un\u00eb anoj nga e para, sepse p\u00ebrshtatet m\u00eb mir\u00eb me nj\u00eb cil\u00ebsi, nj\u00eb lloj modestie artistike, q\u00eb shk\u00eblqeu n\u00eb Matica si nj\u00eb nga kontradiktat m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb dukshme t\u00eb karakterit t\u00eb tij. Dihet, pra, mir\u00eb se ai i riu m\u00ebkatar, i cili n\u00eb intimitetin e miqve t\u00eb tij, n\u00eb darka ose n\u00eb nj\u00eb kafene, do t\u00eb flakte me nj\u00eb fraz\u00eb nderin m\u00eb t\u00eb blinduar, ose do t\u00eb skuqej po at\u00eb paturp\u00ebsi me nj\u00eb \u00e7ift t\u00eb pahijsh\u00ebm, nuk mund t\u00eb toleronte nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb urryer n\u00eb mes t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, as nj\u00eb pasazh t\u00eb dyshimt\u00eb, nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr ose nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr t\u00eb past\u00ebr n\u00eb nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb. Ai e urrente zarzuel\u00ebn dhe vallet publike nuk ishin t\u00eb nevojshme t\u00eb p\u00ebrmendeshin. Un\u00eb e quaj k\u00ebt\u00eb cil\u00ebsi nj\u00eb &#8220;kontradikt\u00eb t\u00eb dukshme&#8221; n\u00eb karakterin e tij, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb njer\u00ebzore, madje e zakonshme dhe e zakonshme, t\u00eb kesh nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb p\u00ebr bukurin\u00eb, t\u00eb admirosh rendin dhe t\u00eb gjitha virtytet jasht\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kryesh vesin e kund\u00ebrt brenda vetes. Do t\u00eb betohem se duar t\u00eb tilla jan\u00eb gjetur n\u00eb kodet m\u00eb t\u00eb mira t\u00eb bot\u00ebs. E kam rritur p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Matic\u00ebn, sepse nga momenti kur m\u00ebnyrat e zgjuara t\u00eb mbrojt\u00ebsit tim m\u00eb treguan qart\u00eb se gjyqi, edhe sikur t\u00eb fitoja n\u00eb fund, do t\u00eb zgjaste shum\u00eb, vendosa ta shfryt\u00ebzoja sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb, n\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje me shijet dhe prirjet e mia, terrenin n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin gjendesha dhe burimet q\u00eb kisha n\u00eb dispozicion. Kryesuesi i tyre, p\u00ebr mendimin tim, ishte Matica; dhe shkova tek ai sapo plot\u00ebsova d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time brutale p\u00ebr t\u00eb debutuar si balerin n\u00eb Capellanes. Ajo q\u00eb prisja ndodhi ishte: u ngopa me f\u00ebrkimin dhe hapin e shpejt\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb ngjirurit e z\u00ebrit kur dola n\u00eb rrug\u00eb me k\u00ebmish\u00ebn t\u00eb ngjitur n\u00eb trup, kockat e mia t\u00eb zhytura dhe hund\u00ebn e bllokuar me pluhur dhe garz\u00eb, dhe p\u00ebr tet\u00eb dit\u00eb as q\u00eb doja t\u00eb m\u00eb flisnin p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mizori t\u00eb till\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb pastruar nd\u00ebrgjegjen time, un\u00eb deklaroj se nuk kam qen\u00eb kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb besimtar i madh i asaj arg\u00ebtimi, m\u00eb i p\u00ebrshtatsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr eg\u00ebrsirat sesa p\u00ebr burrat e kulturuar q\u00eb vler\u00ebsojn\u00eb veten. Tashm\u00eb e kam th\u00ebn\u00eb se pasioni im dominues ishte teatri q\u00eb n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb e kam dashur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb; por u b\u00eb edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb sapo arrita ta k\u00ebnaq n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e Matica-s, i cili kishte hyrje falas dhe vende t\u00eb lira n\u00eb coliseumet kryesore t\u00eb Madridit, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb tij. intimitet me poet\u00eb, aktor\u00eb, impresariot\u00eb dhe gazetar\u00eb, dhe ai ishte po aq i dh\u00ebn\u00eb pas k\u00ebtij lloj arg\u00ebtimi sa un\u00eb. Them se n\u00eb raste t\u00eb tilla, krahas Ekstremaduranit t\u00eb mpreht\u00eb, p\u00ebrjetova nj\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb re dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb shijshme, sepse v\u00ebzhgimet dhe gjykimet e tij, si p\u00ebr veprat, ashtu edhe p\u00ebr interpretuesit dhe rekuizitat e tyre skenike, p\u00ebrsos\u00ebn gradualisht prirjet e mia rudimentare dhe t\u00eb natyrshme, duke m\u00eb rafinuar shijen, duke edukuar ndjenjat e mia dhe duke i vendosur bukurit\u00eb dhe sekretet e artit tim brenda mund\u00ebsive t\u00eb tij. Krahasova pasazhet me fragmentet, veprat me veprat, autor\u00ebt me autor\u00ebt, humorist\u00ebt me humorist\u00ebt, zhanret me zhanret, stilet me stilet dhe epokat me epokat; dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb padukshme po b\u00ebhesha nj\u00eb eksplorues dhe pothuajse nj\u00eb qytetar i nj\u00eb rajoni krejt\u00ebsisht t\u00eb panjohur p\u00ebr mua, derisa m\u00eb rastisi ta shikoja at\u00eb nga nj\u00eb galeri e Teatrit t\u00eb Varietetit dhe pa asnj\u00eb ide p\u00ebr shtrirjen dhe pasurin\u00eb e tij derisa udh\u00ebrr\u00ebfyesi ekspert m\u00eb \u00e7oi brenda kufijve t\u00eb tij. Pash\u00eb disa komedi t\u00eb teatrit antik, lexova shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, madje kisha n\u00eb duar, gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebrmes Matic\u00ebs, Or\u00edgenes-in e pa\u00e7muar nga B\u00f6hol de Faber, n\u00eb nj\u00eb botim t\u00eb bukur Hamburgu; k\u00ebshtu, emrat e Naharro-s, Lope de Rueda-s, Juan del Encina-s, etj., m\u00eb ishin po aq t\u00eb dashur dhe t\u00eb njohur sa ata t\u00eb Lope de Vega-s, Tirso-s, Moreto-s, Rojas-it dhe Calder\u00f3n-it. Teatri spanjoll nuk ishte aq i gjall\u00eb sa kishte qen\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb shekull gjenialiteti kolosal, n\u00eb kalendat e p\u00ebrulura t\u00eb cilave un\u00eb i referohem; por me t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto, ata pak poet\u00eb q\u00eb mbajt\u00ebn me krijimet e tyre sken\u00ebn komb\u00ebtare, meritonin jo m\u00eb pak respekt dhe admirim nga ana ime. Sa i vog\u00ebl ishte numri i tyre dhe sa e pak\u00ebt vlera pozitive e shumic\u00ebs s\u00eb veprave! Ajo q\u00eb ishte m\u00eb e bollshme ishin p\u00ebrkthimet dhe cil\u00ebsimet nga fr\u00ebngjishtja; Dhe meqen\u00ebse zarzuela po fillonte t\u00eb b\u00ebhej mod\u00eb, jo vet\u00ebm shkrimtar\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk ishin t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr , por edhe shum\u00eb q\u00eb preferonin fitimin pozitiv q\u00eb muza e zhurmshme e Plaza del Rey ua ofronte dafinave t\u00eb Thalia-s, filluan t\u00eb sajojn\u00eb libretet e zarzuelas. Duke iu rikthyer asaj q\u00eb e nd\u00ebrpreva, them se Matica m\u00eb foli edhe n\u00eb raste t\u00eb volitshme p\u00ebr zonjat dhe zot\u00ebrinj q\u00eb zinin karriget kryesore. P\u00ebr shum\u00eb prej tyre, ajo dinte histori jasht\u00ebzakonisht kurioze dhe anekdota shum\u00eb interesante; dhe duke qen\u00eb se Madridi n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ishte i vog\u00ebl dhe &#8220;shoq\u00ebria e tij e mir\u00eb&#8221; relativisht e sfilitur, dhe k\u00ebsaj i p\u00ebrkisnin njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb ishin &#8220;stoli p\u00ebr teatro&#8221;, dhe ky zbukurim nuk ishte gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se nj\u00eb transferim i thjesht\u00eb i t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit publik n\u00eb en\u00eb t\u00eb ndryshme, doli se duke u gjendur gjithmon\u00eb mes t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebve njer\u00ebz dhe duke ditur historit\u00eb e tyre p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse, m\u00eb dukej se interesi i dyfisht\u00eb i familjes sime po jetoja n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje. Se n\u00eb shum\u00eb prej tyre kam hasur n\u00eb familjen Valenzuela, nuk kam nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb them. Dhe me sa k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi do t&#8217;i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb Matic\u00ebs n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment: &#8220;M\u00eb trego di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr ata njer\u00ebz!&#8221; por frika se mos kronisti i rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm do t\u00eb konfirmonte dyshimet e mia dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb do t\u00eb shkat\u00ebrronte k\u00ebshtjell\u00ebn e shpresave t\u00eb mia, m\u00eb frenoi. Gj\u00ebja e \u00e7uditshme \u00ebsht\u00eb se kjo di\u00e7ka nuk i ka shkuar n\u00eb mendje pa e v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb dukje un\u00eb. A m\u00eb gjykoi, bazuar n\u00eb ato q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte d\u00ebgjuar t\u00eb thoja p\u00ebr at\u00eb familje, sapo mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb Madrid, se isha m\u00eb i lidhur me t\u00eb sesa isha n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, dhe a m\u00eb konsideronte mjaft t\u00eb v\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e l\u00ebrja at\u00eb t\u00eb gjall\u00eb para meje?&#8230; sepse ishte e pamundur q\u00eb ata njer\u00ebz, madje as Pilita dhe Manolo, t\u00eb mos kishin di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb ushqyer gjuh\u00ebn e mpreht\u00eb t\u00eb mikut tim. Meqen\u00ebse djaloshi i pash\u00ebm i Teatrit Estrad\u00eb nuk mungonte asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nd\u00ebr vizitor\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb shpesht\u00eb t\u00eb kutis\u00eb s\u00eb k\u00ebsaj familjeje, nj\u00eb nat\u00eb e pyeta Matic\u00ebn: &#8220;Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb ai? &#8221; &#8220;Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb Barrientos&#8221;, u p\u00ebrgjigj ai. &#8220;Dhe kush \u00ebsht\u00eb Barrientos?&#8221; ngulmova. &#8220;Epo, Barrientos,&#8221; k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguli ai. &#8220;E kuptova tani. &#8221; &#8220;Epo, nuk jepen t\u00eb dh\u00ebna t\u00eb tjera, pa ofenduar pyet\u00ebsin, p\u00ebr diellin, shiun, ajrin; dhe ai djal\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebtu si ajri, si shiu, si dielli; sepse ai \u00ebsht\u00eb Barrientos, nj\u00eb em\u00ebr q\u00eb duhet ta dini, pasi keni jetuar n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr dy muaj.&#8221; &#8211;Por a \u00ebsht\u00eb i af\u00ebrm i asaj familjeje, apo shok apo di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr? Sepse e shoh shpesh me ta. &#8212; Barrientos \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb personazh q\u00eb &#8220;shp\u00ebrthehet nga bukuria&#8221;, nj\u00eb koncept q\u00eb mund t\u00eb lexohet n\u00eb ballin\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer sapo e shikon; ai i p\u00ebrket trupit dhe shpirtit t\u00eb atij rajoni t\u00eb preferuar t\u00eb quajtur &#8220;bota e madhe&#8221; ; dhe e till\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb fama e b\u00ebmave t\u00eb tij galante brenda saj, saq\u00eb asnj\u00eb familje n\u00eb Madrid nuk ka t\u00eb drejt\u00eb ta quaj\u00eb veten t\u00eb shquar n\u00ebse i mungon, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht n\u00eb publik, intimiteti i Barrientos, i cili shfryt\u00ebzon mrekullisht avantazhet e ep\u00ebrsis\u00eb kaq t\u00eb lart\u00eb. P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ai ec\u00ebn mir\u00eb dhe, sipas fam\u00ebs, ka arritur disa triumfe t\u00eb merituara n\u00eb po aq &#8220;lance de honor&#8221;; ai ka t\u00eb gjitha kryqet e m\u00ebdha, nj\u00eb pozicion t\u00eb shquar n\u00eb Pallat dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, shum\u00eb para. Nj\u00eb fakt q\u00eb mund t&#8217;ju shp\u00ebtoj\u00eb nj\u00eb pyetje: ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb ai luan p\u00ebr tabel\u00ebn. Dua t\u00eb them se jo gjithmon\u00eb kur ai merr nj\u00eb pozicion \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb q\u00ebndrosh n\u00eb t\u00eb, por t\u00eb luftosh nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr me leht\u00ebsi m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe. E b\u00ebra veten t\u00eb vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe nuk e pyeta m\u00eb mikun tim. Duke ecur rrug\u00ebve, ai p\u00ebrdori t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn metod\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb e quajta &#8220;t\u00eb paaft\u00ebsuar veten&#8221; dhe ai &#8220;m\u00eb vuri n\u00eb p\u00ebrdorim&#8221;. P\u00ebrpara librarive flisnim p\u00ebr librat e koh\u00ebs s\u00eb lir\u00eb, e sidomos p\u00ebr romanin, i cili at\u00ebher\u00eb mezi ishte n\u00eb fillimet e tij n\u00eb atdheun e Don Kishotit. Ai do t\u00eb m\u00eb vinte n\u00eb dukje m\u00eb pak t\u00eb keqen midis mortit t\u00eb pafund t\u00eb veprave t\u00eb p\u00ebrkthyera, dhe ato shum\u00eb t\u00eb rralla t\u00eb mira midis atyre spanjolle, madje do t\u00eb hidhte paragraf\u00eb t\u00eb konsideruesh\u00ebm mbi historin\u00eb dhe peripecit\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj dege t\u00eb let\u00ebrsis\u00eb komb\u00ebtare dhe do t\u00eb shpjegonte karakteristikat e saj t\u00eb ve\u00e7anta, kushtet e saj m\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7anta dhe pikat n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat nj\u00eb roman shfaqet me ato stile spanjolle. t\u00eb shkruara me nxitim n\u00eb kastilianisht t\u00eb \u00e7oroditur dhe t\u00eb derdhur n\u00eb kall\u00ebpe t\u00eb huaja nga shkrimtar\u00eb, doli papritur nga banaku i nj\u00eb farmacie, madje edhe nga punishtet e rrobaqep\u00ebsis\u00eb. Por p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse e mbajta shum\u00eb t\u00eb heshtur, mjeshtri dhe dishepulli ran\u00eb dakord , jo sepse nuk i konsideroja mendimet e tyre si shum\u00eb t\u00eb matura, por sepse kur b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr romanet, dhe si\u00e7 e kam v\u00ebn\u00eb re tashm\u00eb, n\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtim me at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebshillonte sensi im i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb dhe mendimi i Matic\u00ebs , un\u00eb shkova bashk\u00eb me gjith\u00e7ka; Dhe sa m\u00eb e nd\u00ebrlikuar dhe romantike puna, aq m\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb joshte. N\u00eb komedi, n\u00eb \u00e7do vep\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr me imagjinat\u00eb, kam shijuar fraz\u00ebn dhe stilin, zgjuarsin\u00eb dhe lul\u00ebzimin; por n\u00eb romane, gjithmon\u00eb komplotet&#8230; Ah, komplotet!&#8230; T\u00eb papriturat, t\u00eb panjohurat&#8230; t\u00eb papriturat, anagnozimet, si\u00e7 thoshte pedanti: mbi t\u00eb gjitha, anagnorizimet! Tre duzina personazhe, disa t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, disa t\u00eb zinj, ky bankier, ai lyp\u00ebs, ai dukesh\u00eb, ai mjesht\u00ebr; k\u00ebtu nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb pa n\u00ebn\u00eb, atje nj\u00eb baba pa grua, dhe nj\u00eb gjysm\u00eb letre t\u00eb goditur, dhe historia e nj\u00eb zjarri, me nj\u00eb kufom\u00eb t\u00eb djegur dhe nj\u00eb bari q\u00eb e pa dhe u godit papritmas, dhe ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i vetmi personazh q\u00eb mund ta tradhtonte kriminelin, i cili \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri i zymt\u00eb dhe i paduruesh\u00ebm q\u00eb jeton n\u00eb nj\u00eb vil\u00eb t\u00eb vetmuar t\u00eb gj\u00ebrave&#8230; dhe t\u00eb vetmuar! p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur, them un\u00eb, gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rr\u00ebshqitje , t\u00eb zymt\u00eb dhe t\u00eb zhurmsh\u00ebm n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr udh\u00ebkryqin misterioz t\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjes, duke l\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb fund t\u00eb lir\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do penges\u00eb, dua t\u00eb them, kapitull; dhe kur askush nuk e kupton m\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin atje, dhe romani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb grumbull ngjarjesh dhe nj\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb personazhesh, dhe ka pasione q\u00eb do t\u00eb shp\u00ebrthejn\u00eb, viktimat e rraskapitura nga uria, t\u00eb thyera dhe zbathura dhe n\u00eb portat e burgut, dhe mashtruesit me frytin e pla\u00e7kitjes s\u00eb tyre t\u00eb sigurt, dhe bariu q\u00eb shtremb\u00ebrohet p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb r\u00ebnduara me mua n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjykat\u00ebs . N\u00eb gjoksin e f\u00ebmij\u00ebs s\u00eb pafuqish\u00ebm \u00ebsht\u00eb zbuluar nj\u00eb mbres\u00eb, ose nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb me kuror\u00eb n\u00eb shamin\u00eb e zierjes, inatet qet\u00ebsohen, shpata bie nga duart; shp\u00ebrthen i ligu: Biri im!; i biri: Babai!; dukesha: Bij\u00eb! zierja: n\u00ebna ime!, t\u00eb gjitha duke u shkrir\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrqafim t\u00eb kat\u00ebrfisht\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa bariu th\u00ebrret me nj\u00eb ul\u00ebrim\u00eb t\u00eb frikshme: e bekuar qoft\u00eb providenca e Zotit!, dhe gjykat\u00ebsi, Duke e l\u00ebshuar shkopin, ajo p\u00ebrs\u00ebrit, duke par\u00eb nga qielli: &#8220;Qoft\u00eb e bekuar! A ka di\u00e7ka m\u00eb dramatike dhe m\u00eb prek\u00ebse?&#8221; T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto ngjarje m\u00eb dhan\u00eb gunga , m\u00eb shtyp\u00ebn zemr\u00ebn dhe fytin dhe m\u00eb nxorr\u00ebn lot t\u00eb heshtur nga syt\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos folur p\u00ebr intrigat kalor\u00ebsiake dhe ato romantike p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb e rafinuar, si nj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kujtohet ende, n\u00eb nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim kolosal, n\u00eb mos dy, vep\u00ebr e imagjinat\u00ebs s\u00eb trisht\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb poeti shum\u00eb t\u00eb njohur n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb, nuk e di n\u00ebse p\u00ebr n\u00ebnshkrimin kumbues apo p\u00ebr sa shum\u00eb qante n\u00eb vargje e proz\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr Lice e gazeta. Romani titullohej \u201cE s\u00ebmura e zemr\u00ebs\u201d; dhe duke e lexuar m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb ndihesha sikur vuaja nga e nj\u00ebjta s\u00ebmundje si heroina. P\u00ebr * Hebreun endacak *, *Misteret e Parisit*, *Tre musketier\u00ebt* me t\u00eb gjitha pasojat e tyre, *Biri i Djallit*, *Konti i Monte Kristo* dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb ishin n\u00eb mod\u00eb me shijet e publikut, nuk kam nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb them se sa t\u00eb dehur ishin. Nuk kishim me boll\u00ebk as shkrimtar\u00eb lirik\u00eb; sepse t\u00eb mir\u00ebt ose mungonin n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb ose ishin t\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtuar ndaj politik\u00ebs ose kishin marr\u00eb lahut\u00ebn; dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb k\u00ebqijat nuk dua t\u00eb flas, edhe pse Matica m\u00eb foli gjat\u00eb p\u00ebr to p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb shembull t\u00eb neveritshme dhe evazive. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, kisha nj\u00eb kujtes\u00eb kolosale dhe nj\u00eb prirje t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb asimiluar stilin dhe struktur\u00ebn e veprave t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. Dhe e deklaroj k\u00ebtu sepse, n\u00eb saj\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kujtese dhe k\u00ebsaj fuqie asimiluese, kur u ula t\u00eb shkruaj b\u00ebra gj\u00ebra q\u00eb m\u00eb habit\u00ebn. E megjithat\u00eb, dy fishk\u00ebllima nuk vlejn\u00eb asgj\u00eb, si\u00e7 ma tregoi Matica n\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb rast, kur i k\u00ebrkova mendimin e tij p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nga Breton,&#8221; m\u00eb tha nj\u00eb her\u00eb. Un\u00eb u betova ndryshe, duke besuar se po betohesha t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn; por m\u00eb ngat\u00ebrroi duke recituar nj\u00eb lirik t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb poetit t\u00eb famsh\u00ebm, kopje e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs ishte edhe e imja. Megjithat\u00eb, nuk e kisha menduar nj\u00ebr\u00ebn kur shkruaja tjetr\u00ebn dhe k\u00ebshtu pohova. &#8220;Un\u00eb e besoj,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj censori im, &#8220;sepse deri m\u00eb tani nuk ke b\u00ebr\u00eb gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se t\u00eb g\u00eblltis\u00ebsh, t\u00eb grumbullohesh n\u00eb magazin\u00eb e kujtes\u00ebs t\u00ebnde; dhe nga ai grumbull \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb del, me pesh\u00ebn e vet, sapo hap der\u00ebn, duke besuar se po hap der\u00ebn e zgjuarsis\u00eb. Ata nuk duhet t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrrohen. Edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb, ajo q\u00eb ia tregova mikut tim si nj\u00eb kopje &#8220;M\u00eb pas asaj i thash\u00eb Zoj\u00ebs. Un\u00eb: &#8220;P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, p\u00ebr arsyen tjet\u00ebr dhe p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb di p\u00ebr ju, ju k\u00ebshilloj t\u00eb mos bini tani p\u00ebr tani n\u00eb tundimin p\u00ebr t\u00eb hedhur n\u00eb rrug\u00eb krijimet tuaja poetike; sepse n\u00ebse midis injorant\u00ebve mund t\u00eb fitoni disa dafina alkimike, ekspert\u00ebt do t&#8217;ju rrahin n\u00eb nj\u00eb tul. Dhe un\u00eb them &#8220;p\u00ebr momentin&#8221; sepse ndoshta m\u00eb von\u00eb, kur t\u00eb keni marr\u00eb ndonj\u00eb ide m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, n\u00ebse keni fituar nj\u00eb ide m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb do t\u00eb arrini t\u00eb mposhtni armikun e keq t\u00eb kujtes\u00ebs suaj t\u00eb mir\u00eb, ku kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e vetmja magazin\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, veprat e p\u00ebrfunduara t\u00eb artit nuk do t\u00eb prodhohen kurr\u00eb, sepse ato nuk mund t\u00eb ekzistojn\u00eb pa kushtin q\u00eb i dallon dhe i lart\u00ebson: origjinalitetin, shenj\u00ebn dalluese t\u00eb fabrik\u00ebs, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb diskutonim p\u00ebr cop\u00ebzat gazetareske, ose p\u00ebr efektet e tyre n\u00eb fund. K\u00ebrkohet dhe nga t\u00eb cilat, pas disa or\u00ebsh, nuk ka mbetur gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se kujtimi i flluskave t\u00eb sapunit, sigurisht q\u00eb i b\u00ebn ato t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyera, kur t\u00eb lind rasti, ke nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb fort\u00eb dhe t\u00eb guximsh\u00ebm, me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb nevojitet p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebn t\u00eb d\u00ebgjohet, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb pah pas dark\u00ebs dhe n\u00eb kafenen\u00eb Esmeralda dhe mos u m\u00ebrzitni , sepse k\u00ebto dhurata, q\u00eb ndoshta ju mbushin me pak krenari, sepse nuk i kam vler\u00ebsuar shum\u00eb, nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb fituara me asnj\u00eb \u00e7mim dhe mund t\u00eb b\u00ebhen t\u00eb shquara, nd\u00ebrsa t\u00eb tjerat, t\u00eb cilat ju aq i lakmoni, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb i fitojn\u00eb burra si ju, ose t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn nga di\u00e7ka q\u00eb duket se \u00ebsht\u00eb aq e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua dhe nuk e b\u00ebj t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi p\u00ebrndryshe, po t\u00eb t\u00eb konsideroja hajdut, t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb thoja ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb treguar mua Ilustrimet dhe komentet e zakonshme, nj\u00eb shkrimtare e shquar, nj\u00eb figur\u00eb politike ose nj\u00eb grua e historis\u00eb q\u00eb ka kaluar n\u00eb trotuar p\u00ebrball\u00eb; ose nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb e shquar, nj\u00eb m\u00ebkat zbukurimi, nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i bukur i famsh\u00ebm, ose nj\u00eb i mjer\u00eb i paturpsh\u00ebm, me fam\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, jo vet\u00ebm n\u00eb Madrid, por n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Spanj\u00ebn. M\u00eb pas, nj\u00eb personazh grotesk i quajtur Don Pepito e shijoi at\u00eb, ashtu si Cepedita m\u00eb von\u00eb; Nuk e di kush m\u00eb von\u00eb, dhe s\u00eb fundmi qeni Paco. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, ne fol\u00ebm p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb imagjinohej dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, dhe kishte gjithmon\u00eb di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka n\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00ebn e pashtershme t\u00eb Extremaduranit t\u00eb vrullsh\u00ebm. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, un\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk i fsheha asgj\u00eb dhe k\u00ebnaqesha ta d\u00ebgjoja edhe kur ai m\u00eb qortonte dob\u00ebsit\u00eb dhe inatet e mia, nuk i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb ende arsyen e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb q\u00ebndrimit tim n\u00eb gjykat\u00eb. Ai e dinte vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr mua se isha nj\u00eb mal\u00ebsor me pak t\u00eb ardhura, i cili kisha ardhur n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr pun\u00eb personale. T\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb dinin n\u00eb han dhe n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Balduque. \u00c7far\u00eb skrupulli t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb kisha! Kapitulli 15. Edukimi q\u00eb m\u00eb dhan\u00eb bashkatdhetar\u00ebt e mi ishte, si\u00e7 mund t\u00eb shihet nga disa shembuj t\u00eb ekspozuar tashm\u00eb, shum\u00eb i ndrysh\u00ebm nga ai q\u00eb mora nga Extremadurani. M\u00ebsimet e kafenes\u00eb n\u00eb La Esmeralda ishin t\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme, q\u00eb nga momenti kur mbaruam s\u00eb ngr\u00ebni e deri kur erdhi koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar diku tjet\u00ebr, ose derisa grumbullimi u nda nga lodhja. Pjes\u00ebmarrja n\u00eb kafene ishte at\u00ebher\u00eb, dhe besoj se vazhdoi dhe vazhdon t\u00eb jet\u00eb, nj\u00eb domosdoshm\u00ebri e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit e Madridit. Un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk kam par\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet m\u00eb t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb pas zierjes n\u00eb bain-marie; q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb asgj\u00eb m\u00eb pak se nj\u00eb sallon i till\u00eb, ku ajri \u00ebsht\u00eb i dendur, vapa t\u00eb mbyt, dhe zhurma e z\u00ebrave dhe zhurma e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb vijn\u00eb e shkojn\u00eb, t\u00eb trullosin dhe t\u00eb trullojn\u00eb. Si rregull, njer\u00ebzit nuk flasin n\u00eb kafene, por m\u00eb tep\u00ebr debatojn\u00eb, ose t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn b\u00ebrtasin, p\u00ebrndryshe bashk\u00ebbiseduesit nuk do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb kuptonin nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb padyshim arsyeja pse aty diskutohet asnj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje q\u00eb ia vlen sadopak, dhe njer\u00ebzit p\u00ebrkundrazi hedhin rreth \u00e7\u00ebshtjeve t\u00eb par\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme q\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb shaka, ose tema q\u00eb, nga vet\u00eb natyra e tyre, sjellin pasionin me gjith\u00eb intoleranc\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebrtiturat e tij legjitime. Disa njer\u00ebz ia atribuojn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb cil\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb t\u00eb pranishm\u00ebve n\u00eb k\u00ebto konkurse: student\u00eb, artist\u00eb, punonj\u00ebs me pag\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt, pensionist\u00eb dhe t\u00eb papun\u00eb, t\u00eb papun\u00eb, njer\u00ebz p\u00ebrtac &#8211; me pak fjal\u00eb, njer\u00ebz t\u00eb larguar, nga zakoni dhe nevoja, nga studimet serioze dhe biznesi serioz. Sido q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb, fakti \u00ebsht\u00eb se ka burra p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt k\u00ebto tubime jan\u00eb domosdoshm\u00ebria e par\u00eb e jet\u00ebs, p\u00ebr filxhanin e kafes\u00eb, dritat, zhurm\u00ebn, turm\u00ebn, gazet\u00ebn, er\u00ebn e uthull\u00ebs dhe atmosfer\u00ebs ngjit\u00ebse, piloncito-n, ose karamelin, ose kokrr\u00ebn e mbetur t\u00eb kafes\u00eb, n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb zakonit; p\u00ebr secil\u00ebn nga k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha ato t\u00eb kombinuara. Nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebta burra ishte nj\u00eb far\u00eb Agamemnon, i cili ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb ulej n\u00eb tryez\u00ebn ton\u00eb. Ai ishte i madh dhe i ashp\u00ebr; i ashp\u00ebr n\u00eb \u00e7do m\u00ebnyr\u00eb: z\u00ebri, temperamenti, flok\u00ebt, \u00e7ehrja, fjal\u00ebt dhe guximi i tij. Ai kishte qen\u00eb nj\u00eb toger n\u00eb ushtrin\u00eb e mobilizuar, n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb duhet t\u00eb ishte gjysm\u00eb shekulli, ishte nga La Mancha dhe beqar, dhe kishte nj\u00ebzet vjet n\u00eb Madrid, duke ngr\u00ebn\u00eb me nge fitimet e pakta nga disa regjistrime ose akuza gjyq\u00ebsore , ose nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb. Me nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb futur n\u00ebn t\u00eb pasmet &#8220;p\u00ebr m\u00eb von\u00eb&#8221;, para tij filxhanin e kafes\u00eb dhe got\u00ebn me rum, ai tani po pinte, po lexonte, teshtinte ose po futej me nj\u00eb lug\u00eb bisede, ose me dor\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb lir\u00eb n\u00eb disk k\u00ebtu ose atje, kudo q\u00eb kishte mbetur copa sheqeri. \u201cM\u00eb b\u00ebj mua\u201d, thoshte ai n\u00eb raste t\u00eb tilla dhe kur tashm\u00eb e kishte putr\u00ebn n\u00eb pre; dhe ai thoshte t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb pasi t\u00eb merrte puro nga goja jon\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndezur t\u00eb tij\u00ebn, ose t\u00eb merrte got\u00ebn e ujit nga tabakaja p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse, ose t\u00eb rr\u00ebzonte me shpatulla shokun ton\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb shkujdesur, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqte stolin n\u00eb at\u00eb an\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb vend vetes. &#8220;B\u00ebm\u00eb mua&#8221;, at\u00ebher\u00eb, ishte nj\u00eb shkurtim p\u00ebr &#8220;m\u00eb b\u00ebj favorin&#8221;; dhe ai e p\u00ebrs\u00ebriste aq shpesh sa q\u00eb i vuri nofk\u00ebn Agamemnon. Epo, ky Agamemnoni, nj\u00eb dashnor kafsh\u00ebror i Madridit, por i Madridit nga jasht\u00eb, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb i sht\u00ebpive, rrug\u00ebve, shesheve dhe tualete dhe tregje, me pak fjal\u00eb, gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb shihni, prekni dhe nuhatni, duke ecur gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebs n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb dhe n\u00eb aj\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur, si\u00e7 b\u00ebnte, ai kishte hirin e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb besimit dhe pohimit se faji q\u00eb Madridi nuk ishte mrekullia e par\u00eb e universit, pasi n\u00eb bot\u00ebn n\u00ebnh\u00ebnore tashm\u00eb ishte sipas mendimit t\u00eb tij, ishte p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb &#8220;fam\u00ebve t\u00eb lavdishme p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb provinca fam\u00ebkeqe me t\u00eb rrug\u00ebt n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb an\u00eb dhe portet n\u00eb at\u00eb an\u00eb.&#8221; \u00cbsht\u00eb teksti i tij, t\u00eb cilin e kam d\u00ebgjuar shum\u00eb her\u00eb ta thot\u00eb. P\u00ebr at\u00eb njeri t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, parat\u00eb n\u00eb Thesar erdh\u00ebn nga burimi i Madridit. N\u00ebse, p\u00ebr shembull, nj\u00eb nga pem\u00ebt e pakta t\u00eb k\u00ebqija atje do t\u00eb thahej dhe ai do t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb num\u00ebr shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb tyre, ai do t\u00eb th\u00ebrriste duke rr\u00ebfyer ngjarjen: &#8220;Besoj, o t\u00eb \u00e7oroditur!&#8221; Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, kaloni n\u00ebp\u00ebr ato provinca fam\u00ebkeqe dhe do t\u00eb shihni pyje t\u00eb t\u00ebra me pem\u00eb n\u00eb madh\u00ebsin\u00eb e anijeve&#8230; Thesarit t\u00eb Madridit nuk i mungojn\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb parat\u00eb p\u00ebr ato&#8230; Un\u00eb do t&#8217;u jepja atyre&#8230; louts! Kur ndahej mbledhja jon\u00eb shoq\u00ebrore, ose ndonj\u00eb nga disa q\u00eb frekuentonte &#8211; sepse frekuentonte shum\u00eb &#8211; ai shkonte me njer\u00ebzit e tij, nga t\u00eb cil\u00ebt ishin kat\u00ebr a pes\u00eb origjinal\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt uleshin n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn m\u00eb af\u00ebr banakut. Louts, dhe \u00e7far\u00eb rreshtash do t\u00eb thyheshin atje sapo t\u00eb vinte Agamemnoni! Meqen\u00ebse miqt\u00eb e mi e kishin studiuar mir\u00eb, ata e p\u00ebrdor\u00ebn shum\u00eb duke i gudulisur \u00e7do tek\u00eb t\u00eb tij, gj\u00eb q\u00eb shihej qart\u00eb. Nj\u00ebri prej tyre i tha q\u00eb her\u00ebn e par\u00eb q\u00eb e pash\u00eb: &#8220;T\u00eb paraqes k\u00ebt\u00eb zot\u00ebrin\u00eb q\u00eb sapo ka ardhur nga krahinat. &#8221; dhe shtoi: &#8220;Ai do t\u00eb arrij\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata n\u00eb at\u00eb grup: t\u00eb p\u00ebrparoj\u00eb k\u00ebtu n\u00eb kurrizin ton\u00eb!&#8221; Ata t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb sulmuan jasht\u00ebzakonisht p\u00ebr vrazhd\u00ebsin\u00eb time, z\u00ebrin tim, fytyr\u00ebn time, gjestet e mia; me pak fjal\u00eb, njeriu nga koka te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt; E mora \u00e7\u00ebshtjen seriozisht dhe e lash\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb me nj\u00eb an\u00eb kaq t\u00eb gjer\u00eb dhe aq me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr, saq\u00eb un\u00eb vet\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk mbaja mend t\u00eb kisha qen\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb i zem\u00ebruar, u habita se sa shum\u00eb mendoja dhe sa elokuente isha. Student\u00ebt m\u00eb duartrokit\u00ebn me q\u00ebllimin e devotsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t&#8217;i hedhur benzin\u00eb \u200b\u200bzjarrit n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin digjej tjetri, dhe ia dol\u00ebn, sepse Agamemnoni sillej si nj\u00eb derr i eg\u00ebr, dhe uli shpatullat dhe fshehu shkopinj kur m\u00eb shihte gati ta godisja me nj\u00eb shishe, n\u00ebse ai, nga ana e tij, do t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorte argumente t\u00eb ngjashme. Pastaj e ktheu jasht\u00ebqitjen pa u ngritur prej saj, duke rr\u00ebzuar me k\u00ebmb\u00eb dy t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb pangopura; dhe ai u largua duke murmuritur, me nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb n\u00eb secil\u00ebn dor\u00eb dhe shkopin e tij t\u00eb vendosur n\u00ebn krah. M\u00eb pas miqt\u00eb e mi m\u00eb shpjeguan se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte kjo krijes\u00eb e ngjashme me njeriun dhe u pendova p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. Por Matica, e cila ishte e pranishme, e miratoi seriozisht sjelljen time dhe me shaka m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti si Ciceroni, q\u00eb e kishte mbytur at\u00eb Katilin\u00eb budallaqe. Dhe, oh, po, ai incident m\u00eb fitoi nj\u00ebfar\u00eb respekti midis tavolinave p\u00ebrreth! Madje nj\u00ebfar\u00eb leht\u00ebsie dhe pak shije p\u00ebr frazat oratorike, p\u00ebr polemikat e m\u00ebvonshme, por miq\u00ebsore, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat kam marr\u00eb pjes\u00eb shum\u00eb aktive me shok\u00ebt dhe bashkatdhetar\u00ebt e mi. Pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebtyre incidenteve i referohej padyshim Matica kur lavd\u00ebroi &#8220;flluska sapuni&#8221; t\u00eb mia. Sa p\u00ebr at\u00eb shokun e madh, ai u kthye n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn ton\u00eb t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, i freskuar, sikur t\u00eb mos kishte ndodhur asgj\u00eb mes nesh, gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb g\u00ebzoi shum\u00eb, sepse, duke ditur se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte, u arg\u00ebtova me origjinalitetin e tij. Nj\u00eb nga miqt\u00eb e mi, ai me kapele asturiane, kishte nj\u00eb t\u00eb dashur. Filluan duke shk\u00ebmbyer gjeste pas vitrinave; letrat ndoq\u00ebn posht\u00eb der\u00ebs dhe e dashura p\u00ebrfundoi duke ia d\u00ebrguar t\u00eb sajat mikut tim. M\u00eb lavd\u00ebroi p\u00ebr koh\u00ebn q\u00eb kaloi brenda dhe nuk e dyshova. Sipas tij, gjith\u00e7ka atje ishte patriarkale dhe e dashur si nj\u00eb eklog nga Garcilaso; gjith\u00eb thjesht\u00ebsia, gjith\u00eb familja, n\u00eb kuptimin m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs. E dashura, Trinis, ishte nj\u00eb engj\u00ebll intus et foris; motra e saj m\u00eb e madhe, Luz, nj\u00eb lloj vestali romak, me virtytet dhe zot\u00ebsin\u00eb e nj\u00eb murgeshe pauliste; n\u00ebna e saj, nj\u00eb shenjtore e Zotit dhe babai i saj, nj\u00eb patriark biblik. P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, disa net\u00eb ata n\u00eb katin e kat\u00ebrt zbrisnin dhe ata n\u00eb katin e dyt\u00eb ngriheshin; dhe meqen\u00ebse kishte nj\u00eb Luajtja e rregullt n\u00eb piano n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ndenjjes, k\u00ebrcimi t\u00eb dielave dhe mbr\u00ebmjeve t\u00eb jav\u00ebs, Luz k\u00ebndonte tre melodi, secila m\u00eb e mir\u00eb se e kaluara; me pak fjal\u00eb, koha kaloi shum\u00eb mir\u00eb atje. Miku im kishte marr\u00eb guximin t\u00eb njoftonte paraqitjen time n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, si nj\u00eb trash\u00ebgimtar i pasur, i vet\u00ebm q\u00eb kishte ardhur n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb bot\u00ebn, dhe ata, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt tashm\u00eb m\u00eb njihnin ngaq\u00eb m\u00eb kishin par\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb me t\u00eb, e prisnin vizit\u00ebn time me shum\u00eb padurim. Pra, me k\u00ebt\u00eb motiv t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, vazhdon miku im, nuk mund t\u00eb mos hyja me denj\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, ishte e p\u00ebrshtatshme p\u00ebr mua t\u00eb shihja dhe t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja pak p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha i udh\u00ebzuar dhe i rrjedhsh\u00ebm n\u00eb zakonet dhe procedurat e marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnieve shoq\u00ebrore. Mbledhjet ishin t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht konfidenciale; Mund t\u00eb futesha n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha veshur pa shpenzuar asnj\u00eb qindark\u00eb: m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti nj\u00eb pal\u00eb doreza gjysm\u00eb shk\u00eblqimi, jo pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, por p\u00ebr lustrimin tim. \u00c7far\u00eb mashtrues i madh! Ajo q\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja tek vetja ishte nj\u00eb cirenas q\u00eb do t\u00eb mbante barr\u00ebn e gjith\u00eb familjes n\u00eb shoq\u00ebri, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t&#8217;i p\u00ebrkushtohej, me fryt e qet\u00ebsi m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, sip\u00ebrmarrjes q\u00eb e solli atje. Por me d\u00ebshir\u00eb e lejova veten t\u00eb prezantohesha, sepse edhe un\u00eb mendoja se ishte n\u00eb interesin tim t\u00eb dija gjith\u00e7ka, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishte e mundur. Po t\u00eb kishte ndonj\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, do t\u00eb m\u00eb kishin pritur me kumbimin e k\u00ebmbanave; dhe e pohoj k\u00ebt\u00eb sepse, n\u00eb munges\u00eb t\u00eb asaj mikpritjeje, ata njer\u00ebz t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund\u00ebn. \u201cJemi shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur!&#8230; Hyni!&#8230; M\u00eb tej brenda!&#8230; K\u00ebtu, n\u00eb kolltuk!&#8230; Jo, n\u00eb divan!&#8230; L\u00ebreni kapel\u00ebn!&#8230; Sillni at\u00eb drit\u00eb n\u00eb komodin\u00eb, Trinis!&#8230; Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb, n\u00ebse nuk e ofendon syrin&#8230; Ekrani jeshil!&#8230; Pse e keni hequr pallton? Dhe gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe, un\u00eb po tundja kok\u00ebn dhe u p\u00ebrkula, duke shtr\u00ebnguar duart k\u00ebtu, duke komplimentuar atje, pa e ditur se kush, sepse e gjith\u00eb familja m\u00eb rrethonte, l\u00ebvizte dhe fliste menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Aty ku fillonte nj\u00ebra nga vajzat, mbaronte babai i saj: sikur po luanim catch-up . M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, gjith\u00e7ka u qet\u00ebsua dhe u ul\u00ebm t\u00eb gjith\u00eb: Trinis pran\u00eb shokut tim, n\u00eb k\u00ebndin e djatht\u00eb; Luz n\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00ebn time; n\u00ebna e saj n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, dhe pran\u00eb saj, n\u00eb nj\u00eb kolltuk, ishte babai i saj. Dhe seanca filloi me t\u00eb gjitha marr\u00ebzit\u00eb dhe vulgaritetin e zakonsh\u00ebm, n\u00ebse m\u00eb p\u00eblqente Madridi dhe sa koh\u00eb kishte q\u00eb kur kisha ardhur; n\u00ebse e shihja p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb; n\u00ebse m\u00eb ka marr\u00eb malli p\u00ebr vendin tim; n\u00ebse kisha ndonj\u00eb lajm t\u00eb mir\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia&#8230; Burri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ku isha &#8211; dhe do t\u00eb filloj me t\u00eb sepse e kisha pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebrball\u00eb meje &#8211; Don Mag\u00edn de los Trucos, ishte i shkurt\u00ebr dhe i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, dhe shum\u00eb drit\u00ebshkurt\u00ebr, me krah\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr dhe qaf\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr. Ai kishte veshur nj\u00eb paruk\u00eb dhe disa nuanca t\u00eb nj\u00eb borziloku t\u00eb rrall\u00eb, t\u00eb thinjur, t\u00eb prer\u00eb n\u00eb nivelin e veshit. Nga atje posht\u00eb , ai ishte i gjithi me moll\u00ebza t\u00eb pastra. &#8220;Pra, nga malet e Santander!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti ai me nj\u00eb z\u00eb disi t\u00eb lart\u00eb, duke drejtuar syzet dhe duke f\u00ebrkuar dorezat e tij t\u00eb vogla. \u201cP\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb thuash t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja, me shum\u00eb mir\u00ebsjellje, duke m\u00eb goditur but\u00ebsisht goj\u00ebn me prapanic\u00ebn e bastunit tim. &#8220;Meq\u00eb ra fjala,&#8221; shtoi Don Mag\u00edn, duke zhvendosur pozicionin e tij n\u00eb karrige dhe duke k\u00ebrkuar me z\u00ebrin e tij p\u00ebr pikat m\u00eb serioze q\u00eb mund t\u00eb arrinte, &#8221; hera e fundit q\u00eb fola p\u00ebr at\u00eb vend ishte tet\u00eb vjet m\u00eb par\u00eb me mikun tim t\u00eb varf\u00ebr Trigales, kur ai kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb infermiere t\u00eb lagur p\u00ebr mbes\u00ebn e tij. \u00c7far\u00eb rast\u00ebsish t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme sheh njeriu n\u00eb jet\u00eb! Ashtu si sot, miqt\u00eb e mi dy jav\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, po flisnim p\u00ebr malet, p\u00ebr t\u00eb diaonium. Imagjinoni \u00e7far\u00eb rast\u00ebsie nuk e pash\u00eb si t\u00eb till\u00eb, por u pajtova me pasthirrm\u00ebn me nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb ngjashme dhe zonja Don Mag\u00edn u hodh dhe tha: &#8220;Vitin e kaluar disa miq m\u00eb dhan\u00eb pak gjalp\u00eb . Sa e shijshme ishte me \u00e7okollat\u00eb! Duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb shum\u00eb atje, apo jo ? &#8220;U ktheva p\u00ebr t&#8217;iu p\u00ebrgjigjur k\u00ebsaj zonje dhe pastaj vura re se ajo ishte imazhi i bashk\u00ebshortit t\u00eb saj; dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se gruaja e tij, ajo dukej si motra e tij m\u00eb e madhe, sepse ajo dukej m\u00eb e madhe se ai, dhe ajo ishte akoma m\u00eb e mpreht\u00eb dhe kishte nj\u00eb z\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb dhe ndoshta nj\u00eb mjek\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb. &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhur keq,&#8221; vazhdoi ajo, &#8220;se kjo tok\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e njohur, sepse nuk dihet shum\u00eb, e Pasiegas&#8230; dhe shk\u00ebmbinj t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm. V\u00ebrej se, n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, &#8220;i gjith\u00eb Madridi&#8221;, madje edhe shkrimtar\u00ebt, kishin t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn ide p\u00ebr Malin si zonja Mag\u00edn de los Trucos; i cili, pa m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;iu p\u00ebrgjigjur asaj q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb Do\u00f1a Arc\u00e1ngeles, emri i gruas s\u00eb tij: &#8220;Dhe si po shkojn\u00eb gj\u00ebrat politikisht atje? Keq, supozoj; sepse ti, duke i kushtuar v\u00ebmendje kopeve t\u00eb tua, th\u00ebrrimeve t\u00eb tua dhe krepave t\u00eb detit&#8230; Burr\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb rast\u00ebsie! Dit\u00ebn q\u00eb h\u00ebngra n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e fundit, gati nj\u00eb vit m\u00eb par\u00eb h\u00ebngra krishtlindjet . llotaria primitive, a nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme, k\u00ebtu, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, do t\u00eb gjesh shpirtrat e tu n\u00eb zjarr me gjith\u00eb ato kursime t\u00eb Bravo Murillo-s, sepse n\u00ebse nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb je duke e b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, dhe \u00e7far\u00eb rrahjeje u em\u00ebrua Kryetar i K\u00ebshillit, un\u00eb u b\u00ebra gjasht\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e dy vje\u00e7 dhe humba dh\u00ebmbin e fundit q\u00eb kisha l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb goj\u00eb&#8230; P\u00ebr t\u00eb tjerat, zot\u00ebri, do t\u00eb gjeni k\u00ebtu varf\u00ebrin\u00eb dhe vullnetin e mir\u00eb, si\u00e7 e di fare mir\u00eb miku juaj, q\u00eb na nderon me prezenc\u00ebn e tij dhe me k\u00ebto , q\u00eb jan\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjall\u00eb nga natyra P\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, pa m\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb penges\u00eb, as me disa nj\u00ebrrok\u00ebshe t\u00eb sjellshme, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb Trinis dhe i fejuari i saj nuk u jepnin qet\u00ebsi gjuh\u00ebve , as syve t\u00eb tyre, dhe un\u00eb betohem q\u00eb nuk u ul\u00ebn n\u00eb gjunj\u00eb, dhe Luz u arg\u00ebtua pran\u00eb meje, duke luajtur me var\u00ebse n\u00eb rripin e saj, me lejen e tij t\u00eb majt\u00eb n\u00eb zyr\u00eb, dhe pak m\u00eb von\u00eb, me nj\u00eb justifikim t\u00eb ngjash\u00ebm, un\u00eb mbeta vet\u00ebm me Luzin, sepse edhe Luz-i po bisedonin me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb thoshin : &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb radha juaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb filluar&#8221;, dhe un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja me nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb ndrysh\u00ebm, si\u00e7 i kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb ajo Ajo ishte disi e vyshkur dhe e veshur nga d\u00ebshirat e gjata dhe t\u00eb pasuksesshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndryshuar jet\u00ebn e saj, por syt\u00eb e saj ishin t\u00eb bardh\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar, dhe nga ana tjet\u00ebr, motra e saj ishte e mbushur me rinin\u00eb dhe freskin\u00eb e saj &#8220;Angel&#8221;, si\u00e7 e kishte thirrur i dashuri i saj, mendova se ishte shum\u00eb masive dhe kjo ishte e qart\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u par\u00eb , me zakonet e zakonshme t\u00eb ligjit, dhe ne ishim t\u00eb angazhuar sinqerisht kur t\u00eb ftuarit nga kati i kat\u00ebrt dhe i dyti filluan t\u00eb vinin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb . veshja, sepse p\u00ebr sa i p\u00ebrket t\u00eb ushqyerit, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 Luzit, e cila nuk ishte e sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, familja e Don Mag\u00edn-it ishte shum\u00eb m\u00eb e dalluar se t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, e cila p\u00ebrb\u00ebhej nga kat\u00ebr prind\u00ebr &#8211; dy \u00e7ifte t\u00eb martuara, d.m.th. pantallonat, sikur t\u00eb ishin student\u00eb n\u00eb San Isidro, nj\u00ebri prej tyre synonte t\u00eb b\u00ebhej farmacist dhe tjetri inxhinier, dhe m\u00eb pas kishin filluar t\u00eb k\u00ebrcenin si familje, me q\u00ebllim q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsoheshin me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e mir\u00eb . i &#8220;zot\u00ebris\u00eb kryesore t\u00eb maleve Santander, beqar, q\u00eb udh\u00ebtonte p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi dhe tani mbledhja ishte n\u00eb lul\u00ebzim t\u00eb plot\u00eb dhe pa i lejuar ata q\u00eb ishin ende n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb uleshin, Don Mag\u00edn filloi t\u00eb duartrokiste me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebrtiste me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kap\u00ebrcyer turpin q\u00eb mbret\u00ebronte atje dhe duke e shtyr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe duke e paralajm\u00ebruar at\u00eb&#8221;. zonjat e reja t\u00eb katit t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, &#8220;Hej!&#8221; b\u00ebrtiti ajo n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb mushk\u00ebrive. &#8220;Le t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrcejm\u00eb!&#8221; Pastaj vendosi komodin\u00ebn n\u00eb mes t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e pun\u00ebs dhe shtyu kolltuk\u00ebt dhe gjith\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb ndodhej n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e dhom\u00ebs, e cila nuk ishte e madhe, n\u00eb mur. Nj\u00eb dyshek kordoni mbulonte dyshemen\u00eb me pllaka dhe n\u00eb mure vareshin dy piktura t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb q\u00ebndisura me senil: nj\u00eb Bari Hyjnor me Delet e Tij dhe nj\u00eb Pag\u00ebzimi i Shp\u00ebtimtarit n\u00eb Jordan, t\u00eb dyja vepra nga vajzat kur shkonin n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb; nj\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb mbi tavolin\u00ebn e konsol\u00ebs, e cila mbante dy vazo prej p\u00eblhure, nj\u00eb or\u00eb n\u00eb qend\u00ebr dhe dy barinj prej guaskash, di\u00e7ka shum\u00eb e vler\u00ebsuar n\u00eb Madrid n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb; nj\u00eb grup dagerotip i t\u00eb gjith\u00eb familjes dhe nj\u00eb t\u00ebrheq\u00ebs zileje, nj\u00eb fjongo e gjer\u00eb m\u00ebndafshi q\u00eb p\u00ebrfundon n\u00eb nj\u00eb unaz\u00eb bronzi t\u00eb praruar; Ul\u00ebset ishin prej sof\u00ebr t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr dhe damask leshi jeshil t\u00eb zbehur, si fjongo dhe let\u00ebr muri, n\u00eb qoshet e t\u00eb cilave ishin pjes\u00eb qoshe me gota e pjata porcelani, figura balte t\u00eb demave dhe xhingla t\u00eb tjera. Luz dhe un\u00eb e thyem pishin\u00ebn e k\u00ebrcimit, duke qen\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb elegant\u00eb, dhe Trinis dhe i dashuri i saj, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt dukeshin si let\u00ebr dhe vafer\u00eb, sepse ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrt. T\u00eb tjer\u00ebt u rregulluan sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Dhe k\u00ebshtu, me pauza t\u00eb shkurtra dhe me partner\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrruar, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 shokut tim, q\u00eb nuk e la t\u00eb lir\u00eb p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast, dhe me dy melodi t\u00eb k\u00ebnduara nga Luzi, mjaft keq, deri n\u00eb nj\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb t\u00eb nat\u00ebs. Kur i thash\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb, pasi kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb tashm\u00eb fjal\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb kthehesha &#8220;shpesh&#8221;, Luzi m\u00eb tha: &#8220;E di q\u00eb je poete dhe do t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebsh nj\u00eb nder&#8221;. U habita q\u00eb ai dinte kaq shum\u00eb dhe m\u00eb tha se e dinte nga shoku im. Ai mik e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb pun\u00ebn e tij si t\u00eb donte. &#8220;Me supozim se isha,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;\u00e7far\u00eb favori mund t\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj duke qen\u00eb i till\u00eb?&#8221; &#8220;Ndero albumin tim duke shkruar di\u00e7ka n\u00eb t\u00eb. Albumi juaj!&#8221; N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, albumi ishte n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb lavdin\u00eb e tij dhe fuqin\u00eb e shk\u00eblqimit t\u00eb tij. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb kishin nj\u00eb album, madje edhe njeriu m\u00eb i pad\u00ebmsh\u00ebm do t&#8217;i d\u00ebrgonte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb &#8220;futur di\u00e7ka&#8221; n\u00eb t\u00eb, n\u00ebse jo papritmas do t&#8217;i detyrohej, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ai t\u00eb shkruante menj\u00ebher\u00eb &#8220;di\u00e7ka t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme&#8221;. Megjithat\u00eb, duke qen\u00eb se oferta e albumit ishte nj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi e aft\u00ebsis\u00eb, kishte burra q\u00eb ishin t\u00eb pasur me oferta t\u00eb tilla, madje i k\u00ebrkonin ato p\u00ebrmes intrigave. P\u00ebr t\u00eb pastruar nd\u00ebrgjegjen time , deklaroj se me at\u00eb rast kot\u00ebsia ime ishte fryr\u00eb disi nga oferta e albumit t\u00eb Luzit si poete, megjith\u00ebse e dija q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb d\u00ebshmi t\u00eb rreme ma kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb i fejuari i motr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. Pranova, jo pa buj\u00eb dhe protesta t\u00eb modestis\u00eb s\u00eb shtirur, dhe Luzi m\u00eb dha librin, ose m\u00eb mir\u00eb, kas\u00ebn q\u00eb e p\u00ebrmbante. Ata m\u00eb \u00e7uan pothuajse mbi supe te dera, ku Trinis dhe shoku im, mund t\u00eb thuash, ndan\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb; dhe e pyeta k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb fundit sapo u takuam n\u00eb rrug\u00eb: &#8220;Po shpirt i dashur, ku mendon se po shkon ?&#8221; Isha tashm\u00eb n\u00eb kushtet e emrit me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit e mi p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb asaj rruge. &#8220;Cila?&#8221; e pyeti shoku im me radh\u00eb. &#8220;Ai n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin t\u00eb pash\u00eb gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn me t\u00eb fejuar\u00ebn t\u00ebnde. &#8221; &#8220;Epo, ne e lam\u00eb veten t\u00eb na \u00e7ojn\u00eb kaq bukur. &#8221; &#8220;Po, por sa larg? &#8221; &#8220;Epo&#8230; aq sa mund t\u00eb shkoj.&#8221; Dhe shtoi, duke u p\u00ebrkulur shum\u00eb pran\u00eb meje: &#8220;Oh, i dashur im Pedro S\u00e1nchez! Mos m\u00eb l\u00ebr, mos m\u00eb braktis . Sikur t\u00eb shihje se \u00e7far\u00eb p\u00ebrfitimi na ke b\u00ebr\u00eb! Pa ty, un\u00eb nuk jam burr\u00eb: kam gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb pjes\u00eb; t\u00eb jem kudo, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht kur nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb mbledhjesh shoq\u00ebrore; n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb me prind\u00ebrit e tij, i ri dhe i ri. e dashura e pasionuar e t\u00eb dashur\u00ebs sime, dhe meqen\u00ebse familja m\u00eb ka hapur dyert, do t\u00eb duhet t\u00eb flas p\u00ebr q\u00ebllimet e mia t\u00eb sinqerta, dhe t\u00eb marr vendime p\u00ebr familjen time dhe kjo nuk mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb, sepse un\u00eb do t\u00eb qeshja me veten time! E pash\u00eb&#8230; Oh, \u00e7far\u00eb nate, Pedro S\u00e1nchez, b\u00ebrtita, duke e shtyr\u00eb m\u00ebnjan\u00eb t\u00eb dashurin e Trinisit me at\u00eb pozicion q\u00eb m\u00eb jepte, &#8220;Pse nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb me Luz-in, duke u mb\u00ebshtetur me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb&#8230; &#8221; sentimentale.&#8221; &#8220;Ashtu si\u00e7 ju p\u00eblqejn\u00eb&#8230; Dhe un\u00eb them! Kur ajo sheh nj\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb ri t\u00eb shtatit tuaj&#8230; sepse, pa u lajkatur, ju keni nj\u00eb reputacion t\u00eb klasit t\u00eb par\u00eb; dhe se, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb trash\u00ebgimtar i pasur q\u00eb udh\u00ebton p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb bot\u00ebn dhe ndoshta martohet n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e lir\u00eb &#8230; Hajde, duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb e past\u00ebr. prind\u00ebrit e saj u larguan n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb t\u00eb pan\u00eb t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetur tek ajo. E pyeta mikun tim me zgjuarsin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, kur e d\u00ebgjova t\u00eb fliste k\u00ebshtu. &#8220;Epo, n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi shum\u00eb t\u00eb nderuar,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai. &#8220;Shum\u00eb, kur gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tilla lejohen dhe madje rregullohen! &#8221; &#8220;E megjithat\u00eb. M\u00eb d\u00ebgjoni. Ka qindra familje t\u00eb k\u00ebtij lloji n\u00eb Madrid: jetojn\u00eb me nj\u00eb pension, pak fat, nj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhur t\u00eb vog\u00ebl&#8230; \u00e7do gj\u00eb; por ata jetojn\u00eb dhe nuk i detyrohen askujt, dhe jan\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe madje t\u00eb devotsh\u00ebm.&#8221; Por ata kan\u00eb nj\u00eb mani p\u00ebr t\u00eb dashur p\u00ebr &#8220;vajzat&#8221;; dhe nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebta mb\u00ebrrin, largohet dhe nuk kthehet m\u00eb; dhe ata nuk e m\u00ebsojn\u00eb m\u00ebsimin e tyre; dhe marrin nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, ose k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb nj\u00eb, edhe ai largohet, madje ka raste q\u00eb t\u00eb marrin di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk kthehet; dhe as ata nuk e marrin m\u00ebsimin: nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr menj\u00ebher\u00eb; a \u00ebsht\u00eb student? Ai do t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoj\u00eb diplom\u00ebn e tij; \u00ebsht\u00eb i mjer\u00eb pa pun\u00eb? Ai do t\u00eb ket\u00eb nj\u00eb rritje; a \u00ebsht\u00eb kadet? Ai do t\u00eb b\u00ebhet gjeneral. Gj\u00ebja e par\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb kesh nj\u00eb t\u00eb dashur, nj\u00eb t\u00eb dashur me \u00e7do kusht! K\u00ebtu, ku m\u00eb shihni, un\u00eb jam numri kat\u00ebr i atyre q\u00eb Trinis ka pasur n\u00ebn hund\u00ebt e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb saj t\u00eb adhuruar. Zoti e di se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb jesh n\u00eb list\u00ebn e gjat\u00eb t\u00eb atyre nga Luzi, n\u00ebse vendos ta josh at\u00eb!&#8230; dhe do ta b\u00ebsh, p\u00ebr llogarin\u00eb q\u00eb ajo ka p\u00ebr ne. Me merr djalli nese nuk me ka dale te thyej albumin qe kisha nen krah ne kalldrem te rruges duke degjuar studentin mashtrues. Nuk kisha pasur iluzione t\u00eb m\u00ebdha p\u00ebr pritjen q\u00eb i detyrohesha familjes s\u00eb Don Mag\u00edn de los Trucos, pasi e dija se shkaku kryesor i k\u00ebsaj ishin raportet e rreme t\u00eb pasuris\u00eb sime, t\u00eb dh\u00ebna nga miku im; por sa turp t\u00eb shkruash vargje p\u00ebr nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb till\u00eb! &#8221; Epo, merre si t\u00eb vij\u00eb, budalla&#8221;, tha shoku im, duke iu p\u00ebrgjigjur k\u00ebtyre protestave; &#8220;dhe jeto! N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, \u00e7far\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsie ka p\u00ebr ty n\u00ebse nuk do t\u00eb martohesh me t\u00eb? Kur t\u00eb them se e ke shum\u00eb inat vendin!&#8221; Dhe ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb isha jasht\u00ebzakonisht i tronditur nga k\u00ebto zakone, t\u00eb cilat nuk i kisha par\u00eb as \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar. Kur arrit\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe u mbylla n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn time t\u00eb gjumit, shqet\u00ebsimi im i par\u00eb ishte t\u00eb hapja dosjen p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb albumin. Kishte mbulesa t\u00eb mbuluara me kadife blu, me qoshe t\u00eb praruar dhe nj\u00eb mbishkrim n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb praruar. E hapa dhe, duke u mb\u00ebshtetur te qiri, fillova ta flej p\u00ebrmes tij. mbeta i habitur. Ishte plot me \u00e7do mjet poetik t\u00eb imagjinuesh\u00ebm. Kishte akrostiqe lart, posht\u00eb, matan\u00eb, diagonalisht, djathtas dhe majtas; strofa n\u00eb form\u00ebn e kup\u00ebs, kitar\u00ebs, kryqit, piramid\u00ebs dhe or\u00ebs s\u00eb r\u00ebr\u00ebs; sonete t\u00eb mbyllura n\u00eb kufijt\u00eb e p\u00ebllumbave me kurora n\u00eb sqepin e tyre; seguidilla t\u00eb lidhura s\u00eb bashku n\u00eb shporta &#8230; \u00e7far\u00eb di un\u00eb! Dhe emri Luz n\u00eb \u00e7do varg; dhe Luz k\u00ebnduar nga t\u00eb gjitha an\u00ebt: nga dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt e saj, nga syt\u00eb e saj, nga flok\u00ebt e saj, nga beli i saj, nga z\u00ebri i saj, nga \u00e7do gj\u00eb n\u00eb pamje, dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. N\u00ebnshkrimet ishin Eduardo L\u00f3pez, Arturo D\u00edaz, Santos Perales, Alfredo Granzones, e k\u00ebshtu me radh\u00eb. Zgjodha qaf\u00ebn sepse ishte pothuajse e paprekur n\u00eb album; Dhe sapo shkova n\u00eb shtrat, &#8220;mendova&#8221; materialet p\u00ebr dy decima, pa humbur asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb nga katalogu i zakonsh\u00ebm dhe me vend n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn time: fildish, fildish, alabastri, i but\u00eb, me bor\u00eb&#8230; Nuk harrova asgj\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen shkrova, me dor\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb dhe n\u00eb dyshe, dy decimat; I ndava me nj\u00eb shigjet\u00eb q\u00eb drejton lart dhe i firmosa me emrin dhe mbiemrin tim t\u00eb plot\u00eb; ata mund t\u00eb ishin leht\u00ebsisht atje ku kishte kaq shum\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb vlefsh\u00ebm se ata, as nuk ting\u00ebllonin shum\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Mbi t\u00eb gjitha shkrova, n\u00eb fr\u00ebngjisht t\u00eb trash\u00eb, q\u00eb dija ta b\u00ebja shum\u00eb mir\u00eb: _Rreth qaf\u00ebs s\u00eb Luzit_; dhe ia \u00e7ova asaj nat\u00ebn. Tani do t\u00eb d\u00ebshironi t\u00eb dini se si p\u00ebrfundoi ajo histori. Epo, mbaroi kur, n\u00eb fund, &#8220;i deklarova dashurin\u00eb&#8221;, si\u00e7 thoshim at\u00ebher\u00eb, vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe t\u00eb Don Mag\u00edn de los Trucos. Por si t\u00eb mos e b\u00ebja, po t\u00eb isha ca sy, dhe ai afrohej aq shum\u00eb, dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjej ashtu!&#8230; Pastaj, ata prind\u00ebr budallenj, sapo na shihnin bashk\u00eb, na linin vet\u00ebm, krejt vet\u00ebm; sepse \u00e7ifti tjet\u00ebr, \u00e7do dit\u00eb ishte m\u00eb i hutuar dhe i t\u00ebrhequr. Dhe nj\u00eb nat\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa po largoheshim, shoku im m\u00eb tha duke buz\u00ebqeshur: &#8220;A mendon t\u00eb kthehesh? &#8221; &#8220;Po ti?&#8221; E pyeta me radh\u00eb, dhe gjithashtu disi duke buz\u00ebqeshur. &#8220;Jo un\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai. &#8221; Epo, as un\u00eb . Dhe ne nuk u kthyem m\u00eb. Kapitulli 16. Ajo aventur\u00eb m\u00eb la si nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb me k\u00ebpuc\u00eb t\u00eb reja; dhe aq e marr\u00eb me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb, saq\u00eb rash\u00eb pas dy sip\u00ebrmarrjeve t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb ngjashme, megjith\u00ebse pak m\u00eb serioze, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat u futa, p\u00ebrkat\u00ebsisht, nga i nj\u00ebjti student q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte \u00e7uar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Don Mag\u00edn de los Trucos, dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij m\u00eb t\u00eb sakt\u00eb : Ky i fundit, i cili erdhi n\u00eb tryez\u00eb i maskuar si nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri me frak me nj\u00eb kops\u00eb t\u00eb art\u00eb, nuk i mora k\u00ebto sip\u00ebrmarrje aq seriozisht sa tjetri, mbase ngaq\u00eb rrethanat nuk m\u00eb shtyn\u00eb , por fitova nj\u00eb lidhje m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe prej tyre se sa kisha me zbukurimin e jasht\u00ebm t\u00eb personit tim ; guxova t\u00eb ndryshoja paksa valixhet e mia me veshje me prerje m\u00eb autoritare, t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb detyruan t\u00eb fusja nj\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00ebn time, mbi disa q\u00eb i kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb, kur Matica m\u00eb pa aq t\u00eb zhytur n\u00eb k\u00ebto ndjekje dhe me nj\u00eb thirrje kaq t\u00eb mir\u00eb, m\u00eb tha nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, duke u ankuar se nj\u00eb mendje e sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb , si e imja, duhet t&#8217;i japim nj\u00eb shije t\u00eb till\u00eb. p\u00ebr nj\u00eb ndryshim dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ditur gjith\u00e7ka; por rast\u00ebsisht dhe pa ditur gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr&#8230; hajde, kjo nuk p\u00ebrputhet mir\u00eb me interesat tuaja fisnike t\u00eb nj\u00eb lloji tjet\u00ebr. &#8220;E shihni se un\u00eb ngulmoj n\u00eb to,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin ton gjysm\u00eb shaka q\u00eb p\u00ebrdori me mua. &#8220;Po, por me nd\u00ebrprerje: ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht nd\u00ebrsa fushata e Trucos zgjati&#8230; Ata do t\u00eb ma prishin at\u00eb, Se\u00f1or S\u00e1nchez. &#8221; &#8220;Epo, ti nuk je shenjtor, Se\u00f1or Mata, as ata q\u00eb m\u00eb m\u00ebsuan mua k\u00ebto m\u00ebnyra. &#8221; &#8220;E v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; por un\u00eb dhe ata miq mund t&#8217;i ecim, sepse i kemi arm\u00ebt q\u00eb ju mungojn\u00eb dhe mos u ofendoni, pasi sapo kemi ardhur nga pafaj\u00ebsia patriarkale e vendit tuaj.&#8221; Nuk dua t\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj nj\u00eb shenjtor : t\u00eb marr p\u00ebr vete ! di t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitosh nga kjo, meq\u00eb bota t\u00eb t\u00ebrheq dhe t\u00eb josh&#8230; T\u00eb shohim, si po ja dalim n\u00eb gard\u00ebrob\u00eb , &#8211; iu p\u00ebrgjigja me ngacmim, duke injoruar q\u00ebllimin e pyetjes, &#8211; &#8221; Po, nuk je i keq p\u00ebr rrug\u00ebt, dhe p\u00ebr sallonet e Don Mag\u00edn de los; por a nuk ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kaq? &#8221; &#8220;Dhe di\u00e7ka pak si kjo&#8230; Por \u00e7far\u00eb po p\u00ebrpiqesh t\u00eb b\u00ebsh?&#8221; &#8220;T\u00eb b\u00ebj t\u00eb ngjitesh dy shkall\u00eb. &#8220;&#8221;Demon!&#8221; B\u00ebrtita midis k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe tmerrit. &#8221; Nuk ka rregulla t\u00eb mir\u00ebsjelljes. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb kishte, nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7oja atje dhe as nuk do t\u00eb shkoja vet\u00eb. Ajo q\u00eb quhet _besim_: gjith\u00e7ka mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb n\u00eb lart\u00ebsi t\u00eb caktuara.&#8221; Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb zonj\u00eb me shije t\u00eb mir\u00eb, e cila i pret miqt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb disa net\u00eb&#8230; dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb. Ka pak vall\u00ebzim, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb jo fare; por ka shum\u00eb t\u00eb folur, madje edhe duke k\u00ebnduar e lexuar. Sallone luksoze, po; po aq shum\u00eb zonjat e patretshme ju b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb turbullt? E natyrshme, por keq, je shum\u00eb m\u00eb pak i detyruar se n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Don Mag\u00edn de los Trucos, t\u00ebrhoqi v\u00ebmendjen e t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve&#8230; dhe komentet e t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve tek tjetri, as zonja, e cila, pasi t&#8217;ju p\u00ebrgjigjet me disa fjali me mir\u00ebsjellje t\u00eb past\u00ebr, ju lutemi kush nuk do t\u00eb dinte \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte atje!&#8230; Por do t\u00eb ket\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb rreshtin e tret\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb prag t\u00eb dritares dhe n\u00eb at\u00eb cep, ose n\u00eb hijen e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, duke p\u00ebrdredhur mustaqet ose duke luajtur me zinxhirin e or\u00ebs, pa mundur t\u00eb mendojn\u00eb gj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn, n\u00ebse jo p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. shpesh n\u00eb pasqyra, b\u00ebni kat\u00ebr salto n\u00ebse duhet t\u00eb k\u00ebrcejn\u00eb, hidhini nj\u00eb sy vajzave t\u00eb bukura dhe d\u00ebgjoni \u00e7far\u00eb t&#8217;i p\u00eblqej\u00eb, duke mos l\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb gjurm\u00eb apo gjurm\u00eb atje se zogjt\u00eb n\u00eb aj\u00ebr&#8230; K\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb vetes nj\u00eb fustanell\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, me aksesor\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb&#8230; &#8220;Nuk do t\u00eb shkoj!&#8221; Thash\u00eb me vendosm\u00ebri, p\u00ebr arsyet e panum\u00ebrta q\u00eb u paraqit\u00ebn n\u00eb \u00e7ast para syve t\u00eb mi. &#8220;Epo, ne duhet t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb!&#8221; k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguli Matica; &#8220;Sepse ju duhet ta dini se k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia kryesore e atyre salloneve \u00ebsht\u00eb prania atje e nj\u00eb pjese shum\u00eb t\u00eb konsiderueshme t\u00eb shtabit t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjithsh\u00ebm t\u00eb shkrimtar\u00ebve dhe politikan\u00ebve tan\u00eb. Do t\u00eb keni, pra, mund\u00ebsin\u00eb t&#8217;i shihni, t&#8217;i prekni e t&#8217;i d\u00ebgjoni, madje edhe t\u00eb bindeni se shumica e tyre, p\u00ebrderisa nuk praktikojn\u00eb, jan\u00eb po aq t\u00eb pad\u00ebmshme dhe t\u00eb thjeshta sa do t\u00eb isha qytetar\u00eb dhe nuk do t\u00eb isha e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; Matica m\u00eb tundonte nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb, dhe dob\u00ebsit\u00eb dhe dob\u00ebsit\u00eb e mia nga ana tjet\u00ebr, forca ime e reflektimit t\u00eb tingullit u shkat\u00ebrrua, dhe gjith\u00e7ka shkoi si\u00e7 donte miku im dhe nj\u00eb nat\u00eb nuk e njoha veten, e pasqyruar n\u00eb pasqyr\u00ebn e sallonit t\u00eb bujtin\u00ebs, e veshur me veshjen e pat\u00ebmet\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebrkohej nga burrat e &#8220;shoq\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb mir\u00eb&#8221; n\u00eb nj\u00eb mbledhje shoq\u00ebrore &#8221; ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht t\u00eb pak\u00ebndshme &#8220;. k\u00ebrkesa e mod\u00ebs mbizot\u00ebruese n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb dhe thek\u00ebt e m\u00ebdhenj n\u00eb fundin e mustaqeve t\u00eb mia t\u00eb zeza dhe t\u00eb shndritshme ishin vep\u00ebr e t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit berber q\u00eb m&#8217;i kishte stiluar flok\u00ebt pasi m\u00eb kishte rruar mjekr\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb shk\u00eblqim t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyesh\u00ebm , i mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb me nj\u00eb pallto t\u00eb gjer\u00eb, me duart n\u00eb xhepa dhe me kapel\u00ebn e tij, q\u00ebndronte pran\u00eb meje, duke m\u00eb par\u00eb vazhdimisht veten me miell. duke shkelmuar k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e tij n\u00eb rrogoz p\u00ebr t\u00eb vendosur \u00e7izmet e reja prej l\u00ebkure t\u00eb lyer q\u00eb i shtrydh\u00ebn ato, po b\u00ebja l\u00ebvizjet e fundit, duke veshur tashm\u00eb dorezat dhe duke rregulluar palltot e mia , kur shoku im m\u00eb tha: &#8220;V\u00ebrtet, po e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, Pedro Sanchez, ti je njeriu m\u00eb i ri n\u00eb Madrid, ai q\u00eb m\u00eb ka b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar. zem\u00ebrimi i Zotit , i cili, duke e mbajtur veten me lirin\u00eb dhe hirin q\u00eb b\u00ebn n\u00ebn presionin e mod\u00ebs, ankohet ende p\u00ebr ndrojtje dhe ndrojtje.&#8221; Miku im do t\u00eb kishte folur me zem\u00ebr n\u00eb gjuh\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse jo me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb; por un\u00eb djersita nga frika dhe ankthi. Vura kapel\u00ebn time, u mbulova me pelerin\u00ebn time dhe u nis\u00ebm. Ora e dhjet\u00ebs s\u00eb par\u00eb kaloi n\u00eb \u00e7erek Buen. nuk do t\u00eb zbuloj se n\u00eb cil\u00ebn rrug\u00eb mor\u00ebm ose n\u00eb cil\u00ebn der\u00eb u ndal\u00ebm, sepse nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e nevojshme, n\u00ebse kjo rr\u00ebfim do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb pasqyrim besnik i realitetit t\u00eb past\u00ebr, nuk duhet t\u00eb jem shum\u00eb i detajuar k\u00ebtu n\u00eb detaje q\u00eb mezi i dija n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb , n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e mendjes sime t\u00eb ethshme, t\u00eb \u00e7orientuar, si nj\u00eb pus q\u00eb ishim t\u00eb ndezur kati i par\u00eb u hap automatikisht, pa qen\u00eb nevoja t\u00eb trokasim, q\u00eb dikush m\u00eb hoqi mantelin dhe udh\u00ebrr\u00ebfyesin tim nga palltoja e tij, q\u00eb kjo e fundit m\u00eb \u00e7oi, pothuajse n\u00eb t\u00ebrheqje, drejt disa perdeve, p\u00ebrmes t\u00eb cilave mund t\u00eb shihej nj\u00eb drit\u00eb e shndritshme, s\u00eb bashku me modelet e nj\u00eb tapeti dhe njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb l\u00ebviznin rreth e rrotull _ajo_ q\u00eb m\u00eb verbonte me ngjyrat e saj t\u00eb zbehta dhe t\u00eb pak\u00ebndshme . disa t\u00eb ulur, t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, ata q\u00eb qeshnin, q\u00eb Matica b\u00ebri disa harqe gjysm\u00eb mekanike , dhe q\u00eb un\u00eb e imitova at\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, ku pran\u00eb nj\u00eb oxhaku kishte grupe t\u00eb tjera dhe nj\u00eb zonj\u00eb e hijshme dhe e bukur, e cila doli t\u00eb na takonte q\u00eb ajo m\u00eb tha , nuk do t\u00eb ishte gdhendur n\u00eb alabastri , m\u00eb tha, duke zbuluar nd\u00ebrsa ajo tha, me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb m\u00ebkatit t\u00eb vdeksh\u00ebm, nj\u00eb grup dh\u00ebmb\u00ebsh tundimesh, di\u00e7ka q\u00eb ting\u00ebllonte shum\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe dukej shum\u00eb e p\u00ebrshtatshme, t\u00eb cil\u00ebs un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja, i verb\u00ebr dhe duke belb\u00ebzuar, nj\u00eb nj\u00eb varg marr\u00ebzish; se zonja foli disi m\u00eb shum\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb familjarisht me Matic\u00ebn dhe se pasi zonja u largua nga ne, ai p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz q\u00eb dukeshin shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur q\u00eb e pan\u00eb atje; se n\u00eb k\u00ebto eksplorime t\u00eb terrenit, gradualisht po ngelesha prapa dhe se, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund , miku im u kthye tek un\u00eb vet\u00eb dhe m\u00eb \u00e7oi n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend ku ajri dukej m\u00eb i frym\u00ebmarrjes, drita m\u00eb pak verbuese dhe pesha e magjepsjes m\u00eb e durueshme. Ne ishim, si t\u00eb thuash, jasht\u00eb sken\u00ebs, megjith\u00ebse ende n\u00eb sy t\u00eb saj. E binda veten se askush nuk po m\u00eb shikonte; dhe duke qen\u00eb se kjo e trazoi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb tubimin, sepse ai filloi t\u00eb k\u00ebndonte, duke e shoq\u00ebruar veten n\u00eb piano, nj\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb flirtuese shum\u00eb sakarine q\u00eb luante si tenor, q\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi v\u00ebmendjen, madje edhe mallkimet e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb tubimit, dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund u qet\u00ebsova. Fshiva djers\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb rridhte me boll\u00ebk n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb; E rregullova fustanin sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs sime dhe deri at\u00ebher\u00eb mendova se kisha q\u00ebndrimin tim. Matica m\u00eb v\u00ebzhgoi dhe m\u00eb tha, sapo pseudotenori mbaroi balad\u00ebn dhe publiku filloi ta duartrokiste: &#8220;E shihni, askush nuk hahet k\u00ebtu, p\u00ebrderisa nuk ka marr\u00ebzi si ai i mjeri q\u00eb sapo ka k\u00ebnduar. \u00c7far\u00eb gj\u00ebrash do t\u00eb thon\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebt njer\u00ebz q\u00eb po e duartrokasin, dhe madje edhe z\u00ebrin, p\u00ebr pamjen e tij t\u00eb paturpshme! Ai mendon se \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb tenor m\u00eb i mir\u00eb se Mario dhe Tamberlick, sepse nuk do t\u00eb mungoj\u00eb ndonj\u00eb Alboni de dubl\u00e9, i cili pas pak do t\u00eb na jap\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr tronditje t\u00eb k\u00ebtij lloji&#8230; dhe kaq t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur. Dhe ju q\u00eb nuk nd\u00ebrhyni n\u00eb asgj\u00eb sepse keni arsye t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, duke u dridhur nga frika e nj\u00eb shikimi dhe nj\u00eb kritike q\u00eb do t&#8217;u drejtohet t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, sepse ata e meritojn\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment e konsiderova veten krejt\u00ebsisht t\u00eb qet\u00eb dhe k\u00ebshtu i thash\u00eb Matic\u00ebs; m\u00eb pyeti duke m\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur n\u00eb supe: &#8220;A mund t\u00eb besoj n\u00eb at\u00eb qet\u00ebsi?&#8221; &#8220;Un\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjem p\u00ebr t\u00eb,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;p\u00ebrderisa t\u00eb jem k\u00ebtu&#8221;. &#8220;Epo, le t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitojm\u00eb nga kjo para se t\u00eb humbas\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb shqyrtuar foton. Tani p\u00ebr tani, ju shihni se k\u00ebtu ka gjith\u00e7ka, si n\u00eb nj\u00eb farmaci: disa gra t\u00eb bukura, t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb duan t\u00eb duken ashtu dhe nuk munden, edhe pse pretendojn\u00eb t\u00eb jen\u00eb; burra t\u00eb llojeve t\u00eb ndryshme, pak a shum\u00eb simpatik\u00eb&#8230; t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb kisha parashikuar p\u00ebr ty.&#8221; Nuk dua t&#8217;ju jap nj\u00eb rr\u00ebfim t\u00eb detajuar t\u00eb grave, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb thoni, kur ju flas p\u00ebr disa prej tyre, se kam k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb shkund nga iluzionet e sinqerta q\u00eb ju keni p\u00ebr seksin n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi; as t\u00eb bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebve tuaj t\u00eb seksit t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye bamir\u00ebsie. Po i drejtohem asaj q\u00eb ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebr ne dhe pse kemi ardhur k\u00ebtu sonte. A shihni, pran\u00eb der\u00ebs s\u00eb atij ambienti, nj\u00eb burr\u00eb jo shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, mjaft t\u00eb trash\u00eb, me gjoks t\u00eb spikatur, nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim madh\u00ebshtor dhe mustaqe t\u00eb zeza t\u00eb trasha q\u00eb i mbulojn\u00eb gjysm\u00ebn e mjekr\u00ebs? Gonz\u00e1lez Bravo, oratori i famsh\u00ebm q\u00eb shp\u00ebrtheu nj\u00eb stuhi kaq t\u00eb eg\u00ebr pasditen e sotme n\u00eb Kongres me fjal\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb zjarrta. Nga t\u00eb dy q\u00eb flasin me t\u00eb, ai i shkurt\u00ebr, i dredhur, i nd\u00ebrtuar mir\u00eb dhe elegant, me ball\u00eb t\u00eb gjer\u00eb, hund\u00eb t\u00eb mpreht\u00eb, sy disi t\u00eb fryr\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb gjilp\u00ebr\u00eb e zez\u00eb q\u00eb thuajse i bashkon mustaqet, \u00ebsht\u00eb Ventura de la Vega. &#8220;Autori i *Njeriu i Bot\u00ebs*!&#8221; B\u00ebrtita duke e p\u00ebrpir\u00eb me sy. &#8220;I nj\u00ebjti.&#8221; Epo, shikoni tani at\u00eb grup zonjash t\u00eb angazhuara n\u00eb nj\u00eb bised\u00eb intime dhe n\u00eb dukje t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme me dy zot\u00ebrinj. Plaku me kok\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, me ka\u00e7urrela e me shkurre, me ball\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe me fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb zgjatur t\u00eb stolisur me d\u00ebrrasa t\u00eb bardha e t\u00eb trasha si flok\u00ebt; i rregullt dhe i rregullt n\u00eb fustanin e tij dhe q\u00eb ende i shikon zonjat si marulengr\u00ebn\u00ebsit e dit\u00ebve t\u00eb tij t\u00eb lul\u00ebzimit, me syze ari, dorezat e gdhendura t\u00eb t\u00eb cilave nuk i l\u00ebshon kurr\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb Mart\u00ednez de la Rosa. Un\u00eb nuk dua t\u00eb ofendoj ndri\u00e7imin tuaj duke lavd\u00ebruar talentet e tij t\u00eb shumta, t\u00eb m\u00ebdha dhe tani t\u00eb lavdishme. Ai q\u00eb ndan detyr\u00ebn e arg\u00ebtimit t\u00eb grupit me t\u00eb, nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i dashur, keqdash\u00ebs dhe i qeshur n\u00ebse ka pasur ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, q\u00eb duket se flet sa me syt\u00eb e rrudhosur, aq edhe me goj\u00ebn e tij, e cila m\u00eb leht\u00eb merret me mend sesa shihet n\u00ebn mustaqet e tij bionde dhe t\u00eb zbehta, Patricio Escosura, njeriu q\u00eb shk\u00eblqen nj\u00eblloj si n\u00eb politik\u00eb, ashtu edhe n\u00eb art. historia, sesa romani. Ai padyshim ka shum\u00eb talent; por, n\u00ebse nuk mendoj m\u00eb mir\u00eb, duke u marr\u00eb me kaq shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, nuk e gjej at\u00eb v\u00ebrtet t\u00eb kompletuar n\u00eb asnj\u00ebr\u00ebn prej tyre. Konsideroni k\u00ebta dy personazhe q\u00eb na afrohen n\u00eb biseda intime. M\u00eb i riu prej tyre dhe me pamje m\u00eb modeste, por t\u00ebrheq\u00ebs dhe simpatik, edhe pse i mungon shum\u00eb bukuria, \u00ebsht\u00eb Rubi. &#8220;Autori i _The Braid of Her Hair_!&#8221; B\u00ebrtita un\u00eb. &#8220;Po, dhe e _K\u00ebrcitjeve t\u00eb Zemr\u00ebs&#8221;, shtoi Matica me sarkaz\u00ebm mashtrues; &#8220;Por, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, &#8220;Arti i t\u00eb b\u00ebrit nj\u00eb pasuri&#8221;, nj\u00eb nga komedit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb bukura dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb mira t\u00eb teatrit modern. Le t\u00eb mos ngat\u00ebrrojm\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto dy t\u00eb tjera talentin e aktores q\u00eb i popullarizoi, me vler\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb pak\u00ebt.&#8221; Ai q\u00eb vjen me Rubin&#8230; Matica e nd\u00ebrpreu fjal\u00ebn k\u00ebtu befas, sepse ai q\u00eb erdhi me Rubin, nj\u00eb djal\u00eb i ri q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte t\u00ebrhequr tashm\u00eb v\u00ebmendjen me hirin e kok\u00ebs, q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte supet, petkat dhe pantallonat e nj\u00eb poeti bashk\u00ebkoh\u00ebs t\u00eb Quevedo-s dhe Villamediana-s, e mori me vete, duke e kapur nga beli teksa kalonte. Mbeta vet\u00ebm, dhe p\u00ebrs\u00ebri pata frik\u00eb, shum\u00eb frik\u00eb! Sepse nuk ishte e mjaftueshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb qet\u00ebsuar t\u00eb shihja disa statuja prej mishi e gjaku, si un\u00eb, n\u00eb terma t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7uar t\u00eb piktur\u00ebs. N\u00eb fund, do t\u00eb m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb dilja n\u00eb drit\u00eb; dhe sapo e b\u00ebra, isha nj\u00eb njeri i humbur. Natyrisht, aty nuk po hahej njeri, si\u00e7 thoshte Matica; por kjo nuk m\u00eb pengoi t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrpije nj\u00eb krimb mendimesh q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin sulmuar befas. &#8220;T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata njer\u00ebz,&#8221; mendova un\u00eb, &#8220;pa llogaritur burrat e shquar q\u00eb sapo kam takuar me shikim, vlejn\u00eb di\u00e7ka, kan\u00eb di\u00e7ka dhe do t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka; dhe duke qen\u00eb k\u00ebtu, ata jan\u00eb n\u00eb elementin e tyre natyror, qoft\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb edukimit dhe marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnieve t\u00eb shpeshta me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin; por un\u00eb, shpirtra t\u00eb bekuar ! talenti, q\u00eb ky i ri i veshur mir\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb shikon nga k\u00ebtu \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri i vog\u00ebl mal\u00ebsor n\u00eb gjueti p\u00ebr nj\u00eb fat q\u00eb i \u00ebsht\u00eb ofruar n\u00eb vend t\u00eb tij q\u00eb ai shpenzon p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra luksoze q\u00eb babai i tij i futi n\u00eb xhep q\u00eb t\u00eb mos vdiste nga uria n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb caktuar t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij; i m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb ngjitet n\u00eb g\u00ebmusha t\u00eb ashpra, kam shkelur qilimin e ashp\u00ebr t\u00eb salloneve t\u00eb tonifikuara q\u00eb kjo djers\u00eb e vog\u00ebl q\u00eb ia lan\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn dhe kjo hutim n\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e tij jan\u00eb nga frika se mos mund ta detyrosh t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb justifikuar pranin\u00eb e tij mes jush, sepse ai nuk di asgj\u00eb, absolutisht asgj\u00eb, p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ka par\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb keq , ajo grumbullim, dhe po t\u00eb mos ishte vet\u00eb imagjinata ime q\u00eb m\u00eb tradhtoi&#8230; N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment, d\u00ebgjova nj\u00eb shushurim\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb , zhurm\u00ebn e nj\u00eb gj\u00ebje q\u00eb, pa e ditur p\u00ebrse, m&#8217;i ktheu syt\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb drejtim&#8230; t\u00eb dy, Manolo, dhe q\u00eb t\u00eb tre ishin t\u00eb habitur, secili n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e vet, dhe un\u00eb nuk vdiqa papritmas, sepse e zonja e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, q\u00eb doli p\u00ebr t&#8217;i takuar, i hoqi v\u00ebmendjen, por un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb kisha m\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn t\u00eb jepja, kush ishte; Un\u00eb vendosa t\u00eb largohesha sa m\u00eb shpejt q\u00eb t\u00eb ishte e mundur dhe po mendoja se si ta b\u00ebja k\u00ebt\u00eb pa dh\u00ebn\u00eb d\u00ebshmi t\u00eb m\u00ebtejshme p\u00ebr t\u00ebrheqjen time t\u00eb eg\u00ebr, kur Matica m\u00eb fal, &#8211; m\u00eb tha, &#8211; q\u00eb t\u00eb lash\u00eb p\u00ebr disa \u00e7aste ; Mendova se ishin shekuj!&#8221; Ky i ri q\u00eb m\u00eb mori me vete \u00ebsht\u00eb bashkatdhetari dhe miku im i f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb, Adelardo Ayala, autori i &#8220;Nj\u00eb njeri i shtetit&#8221; dhe &#8220;Dy Guzmans&#8221;; nj\u00eb gjeni i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb i Oborrit t\u00eb Buen Retiros, i ruajtur mrekullisht q\u00eb nga shekulli i shtat\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb p\u00ebr nder dhe lavdia e bot\u00ebs shum\u00eb prozaike n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn jetojm\u00eb un\u00eb dhe ti. Akoma guxova t\u00eb shikoja p\u00ebrreth poetit t\u00eb shquar q\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb b\u00ebri nj\u00eb buj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb n\u00eb teatrin spanjoll, e m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb politik\u00eb; dhe pa i hequr syt\u00eb, kur e gjeta, i thash\u00eb Matic\u00ebs me vendosm\u00ebri t\u00eb plot\u00eb: &#8220;Nuk ndihem mir\u00eb k\u00ebtu dhe do t\u00eb shkoj n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. &#8221; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb mund\u00ebsie!&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj shoku. &#8220;Sapo erdha t\u00eb t\u00eb jap nj\u00eb lajm t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebm&#8230; Por gjithsesi, n\u00ebse nuk d\u00ebshiron ta d\u00ebgjosh, shko, bekuar qoft\u00eb Zoti. &#8221; &#8220;D\u00ebgjo kush?&#8221; e pyeta me pak kureshtje. &#8221; Ai mb\u00ebrriti m\u00eb pak se nj\u00eb \u00e7erek ore m\u00eb par\u00eb: shikojeni at\u00eb.&#8221; Dhe ai tregoi nj\u00eb burr\u00eb tashm\u00eb t\u00eb pjekur, trupmadh, vulgar, tipi i nj\u00eb kup\u00ebmbajt\u00ebsi t\u00eb pasur dhe, si shtojc\u00eb, me nj\u00eb sy. &#8220;Dhe kush \u00ebsht\u00eb ai zot\u00ebri?&#8221; E pyeta p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. &#8220;Epo, ai zot\u00ebri nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb askush tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se Bret\u00f3n de los Herreros.&#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje Mari, M\u00eb e Past\u00ebr!&#8221; B\u00ebrtita, duke u kryq\u00ebzuar. &#8220;Nuk do ta kisha imagjinuar kurr\u00eb k\u00ebshtu.&#8221; &#8220;Dhe ju thoni se do ta d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb?&#8221; &#8220;Pik\u00ebrisht: ne q\u00eb kemi mbetur. &#8221; &#8220;Por un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb largohem pa e d\u00ebgjuar at\u00eb! &#8221; &#8220;E dija shum\u00eb mir\u00eb&#8221;, tha shoku im duke qeshur. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb, njer\u00ebzit n\u00eb tubim filluan t\u00eb trazohen, secili duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatet m\u00eb shum\u00eb sipas shijes s\u00eb tij; dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb ishin n\u00eb dollap\u00eb dhe n\u00eb vende t\u00eb fshehta dol\u00ebn n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e pritjes, t\u00eb shtyr\u00eb nga e nj\u00ebjta kuriozitet. Dol\u00ebm edhe ne t\u00eb dy dhe, p\u00ebr sa m\u00eb p\u00ebrket mua, u kurova n\u00eb at\u00eb moment nga t\u00eb gjitha llojet e fiksimeve dhe alarmeve. I till\u00eb ishte d\u00ebshira ime p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb dhe d\u00ebgjuar nga af\u00ebr autorin e njohur t\u00eb Marcella-s! Ai ishte mb\u00ebshtetur tashm\u00eb pas nj\u00eb prej shandan\u00ebve t\u00eb mbajtur nga nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb elegante dhe e pasur, dritat e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs, t\u00eb shum\u00ebzuara me xhamin e past\u00ebr t\u00eb pasqyr\u00ebs, rrethonin kok\u00ebn e poetit n\u00eb nj\u00eb aureol\u00eb verbuese. Fuqia e nj\u00eb imagjinate t\u00eb lart\u00ebsuar! Q\u00eb kur e dija se ky personazh ishte Bret\u00f3n de los Herreros dhe e pash\u00eb at\u00eb, rrezatues nga drita, duke emocionuar kureshtjen e nj\u00eb turme kaq t\u00eb shquar , nuk mund ta kuptoja se si mund t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb njeri me zgjuarsi pa at\u00eb fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb trash\u00eb dhe at\u00eb sy me nj\u00eb sy. Ai na lexoi dy kanto nga La desverg\u00fcenza, nj\u00eb poezi n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn dramaturgu i shquar derdhi n\u00eb val\u00eb zgjuarsin\u00eb e muz\u00ebs s\u00eb tij lozonjare dhe p\u00ebrsosjet e gjuh\u00ebs kastiliane. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk e kam kuptuar pse kjo vep\u00ebr m\u00eb e g\u00ebzueshme e poetit t\u00eb shquar nga La Rioja mezi njihet n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb . Me sa padurim e duartrokita dhe me sa zjarr e admirova! Dhe madje thash\u00eb me vete: &#8220;Kjo, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 avantazheve t\u00eb tjera, justifikon pranin\u00eb time n\u00eb k\u00ebto sallone t\u00eb klasit t\u00eb lart\u00eb. M\u00eb duket, ju zonja t\u00eb reja dhe zot\u00ebrinj t\u00eb patretsh\u00ebm, se k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia e d\u00ebgjimit t\u00eb vargjeve t\u00eb tilla, t\u00eb recituara nga vet\u00eb autori i tyre, ia vlen sakrific\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb kushton&#8221;. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebn dhe murmuritjet q\u00eb filluan t\u00eb viheshin re s\u00ebrish n\u00eb shoq\u00ebri, sapo mbaroi leximi, u ndjeva shum\u00eb i ngush\u00eblluar dhe i inkurajuar; aq sa, duke pasur rastin t\u00eb bija pothuajse n\u00eb kontakt me Klar\u00ebn, guxova ta p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndesja; dhe mos t&#8217;i besoj\u00eb njeri nxitimit! E meritova pritjen m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrt nga vajza e Pilit\u00ebs s\u00eb padurueshme, e cila, p\u00ebr fat, po tundte tifozin e saj djall\u00ebzor n\u00eb skajin p\u00ebrball\u00eb t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs, mes dy papagajve t\u00eb veshur shum\u00eb mir\u00eb&#8230; Madje fol\u00ebm pak p\u00ebr vargjet q\u00eb kishim lexuar, madje edhe p\u00ebr veprat e Bretonit; dhe duke folur aq nga af\u00ebr, dhe un\u00eb n\u00eb kontroll t\u00eb plot\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00ebsis\u00eb sime, munda t\u00eb v\u00ebreja, me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi, se gruaja e dob\u00ebt madrilene nga vendi im po reformohej gradualisht; se zbraz\u00ebtia e saj po mbushej dhe k\u00ebndet e saj po rrumbullakoseshin; se kthesat tashm\u00eb mbizot\u00ebronin midis linjave t\u00eb figur\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb holl\u00eb dhe se ngjyra e sh\u00ebndetit po insinuohej n\u00eb ngjyr\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb holl\u00eb dhe transparente; me gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe me ata sy t\u00eb zinj, dominues dhe pothuajse t\u00eb eg\u00ebr, Klara kishte filluar t\u00eb zbulonte tipin e rreziksh\u00ebm t\u00eb nj\u00eb bukurie t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb. &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb mund\u00ebsie!&#8221; Mendova, duke e par\u00eb relativisht kaq t\u00eb dashur, &#8220;t\u00eb m\u00eb rekomandonte n\u00eb dashamir\u00ebsin\u00eb e babait t\u00eb saj , n\u00ebse nuk do t\u00eb ishte qesharake dhe budallall\u00ebk t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja l\u00ebmosh\u00eb, e veshur me fustan mbr\u00ebmjeje n\u00eb nj\u00eb sallon si ky!&#8230;&#8221; Dhe duhet th\u00ebn\u00eb se nuk i kam folur p\u00ebr nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb; as ajo p\u00ebr mua, ndoshta p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat arsye. Por, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, u p\u00ebrpoq\u00ebm t\u00eb k\u00ebrcenim m\u00eb pas; dhe nd\u00ebrsa vazhdova tek ajo Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, i lejova vetes ta ftoja; dhe ajo pranoi dhe un\u00eb k\u00ebrceva me t\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse kisha tmerr\u00ebsisht frik\u00eb se mos m\u00eb njihte n\u00eb stilin e shkollave Capelanes dhe Paul, t\u00eb vetmet ku kisha studiuar vall\u00ebzim, pa llogaritur at\u00eb n\u00eb sallonet e Don Mag\u00edn de los Trucos dhe t\u00eb tjera si ato, q\u00eb ishin t\u00eb gjitha nj\u00ebsoj; por mendoj se kam b\u00ebr\u00eb mjaft mir\u00eb, sepse Klara e lejoi veten t\u00eb udh\u00ebhiqej pa ankesa; p\u00ebrkundrazi, nd\u00ebrsa ajo u ul, m\u00eb tha n\u00eb lamtumire: &#8220;Me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi po e shoh q\u00eb po ambientoheni shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me ajrin e gjykat\u00ebs &#8220;. Pse do t\u00eb ma thoshte k\u00ebt\u00eb? Pa dyshim, sepse ajo m\u00eb pa duke q\u00ebndruar aty, aq i pash\u00ebm dhe i guximsh\u00ebm, mezi i dal\u00eb nga err\u00ebsira e fshatit tim. Por a po tallej ajo me kot\u00ebsit\u00eb e mia, edhe pse pretendonte t\u00eb ishte di\u00e7ka krejt ndryshe? Dhe pse duhet t\u00eb grumbulloj trurin tim p\u00ebr ta deshifruar at\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e padurueshme dhe theksin e \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm t\u00eb asaj sfinksi n\u00eb miniatur\u00eb? E r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme ishte q\u00eb me at\u00eb sprov\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur t\u00eb forc\u00ebs kund\u00ebr gj\u00ebs\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb frikshme n\u00eb shoq\u00ebri, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund fitova guxim. Aq sa m\u00eb pas u k\u00ebnaqa duke u dukur dhe duke i par\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb sy: madje mendoj se do t\u00eb kisha k\u00ebnduar atje po t\u00eb kisha t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn z\u00ebrin dhe aft\u00ebsin\u00eb e tenorit n\u00eb fjal\u00eb, ose t\u00eb Lola Qui\u00f1ones, zonj\u00ebs anemike q\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb k\u00ebndoi disa malague\u00f1as n\u00eb falseto. Por Matica, e cila nuk m\u00eb humbi kurr\u00eb nga syt\u00eb, erdhi tek un\u00eb dhe m&#8217;u var n\u00eb krah, dhe duke lexuar \u00e7do mendim tim n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, ajo tha, shoq\u00ebruar me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje djall\u00ebzore: &#8220;Shiko, Pedro S\u00e1nchez: \u00ebsht\u00eb aq keq t\u00eb shkosh shum\u00eb larg sa t\u00eb biesh shkurt; por n\u00eb dyshim dhe n\u00eb vende si ky, kjo e fundit \u00ebsht\u00eb e preferueshme. T\u00eb shoh tani n\u00eb nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb t\u00eb dasm\u00ebs, si ata q\u00eb humbasin dikur. turp: n\u00eb fillim nuk e shijojn\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, madje i fusin gishtat n\u00eb krem. E v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se e till\u00eb ishte gjendja ime n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb dhe shoq\u00ebria e shoqes sime ishte nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb nga per\u00ebndia , q\u00eb m\u00eb kthente n\u00eb vete dhe nuk m\u00eb lan\u00eb kurr\u00eb nga krahu, derisa shum\u00eb von\u00eb, pasi na dhan\u00eb \u00e7aj, me t\u00eb gjitha zbukurimet e nevojshme, n\u00eb at\u00eb moment un\u00eb u solla heroikisht, mor\u00ebm lejen e zonj\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe dhe dol\u00ebm n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Ajo ishte e gjer\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb e vetmuar n\u00eb at\u00eb or\u00eb; por edhe k\u00ebshtu, nuk mjaftoi p\u00ebr t\u00eb frenuar kot\u00ebsin\u00eb time. Kaq i fryr\u00eb ishte triumfi q\u00eb imagjinoja se kisha arritur at\u00eb nat\u00eb! Kapitulli 17. Kurioziteti, kur shtyhet drejt pasionit, ka nj\u00eb forc\u00eb t\u00eb parezistueshme; dhe jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb i t\u00ebrheq zvarr\u00eb burrat, por i verbon ose i \u00e7mend. D\u00ebshira p\u00ebr t\u00eb eksploruar misteret e p\u00ebrfshira n\u00eb fund t\u00eb nj\u00eb humnere e b\u00ebn njeriun e guximsh\u00ebm t\u00eb studioj\u00eb vet\u00ebm mjetet e zbritjes dhe t\u00eb zbres\u00eb ai e b\u00ebn; Por tani, thell\u00eb thell\u00eb, kurioziteti i plot\u00ebsuar dhe ndoshta magjia \u00ebsht\u00eb zbehur, duhet t\u00eb mendojm\u00eb t\u00eb ngjitemi&#8230; Si?&#8230; Ku? Dhe aty vjen dridhja e z\u00ebrit dhe k\u00ebrc\u00ebllim dh\u00ebmb\u00ebsh&#8230; Un\u00eb isha nj\u00eb nga ata budallenjt\u00eb, q\u00eb e lejoja veten t\u00eb m\u00eb merreshin me kot\u00ebsit\u00eb e mia, t\u00eb cilat jan\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb forta se kureshtja e studiuesve t\u00eb padiskutuesh\u00ebm. Isha i dehur nga atmosfera e atyre krahinave, t\u00eb cilat p\u00ebr mua mbanin magjepsjen e dyfisht\u00eb t\u00eb shk\u00eblqimit dhe risis\u00eb dhe mendoja vet\u00ebm se si t\u00eb dep\u00ebrtoja n\u00eb to. Pastaj, shum\u00eb shpejt, dehja filloi t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndahej; erdhi koha p\u00ebr t&#8217;u zgjuar&#8230; dhe \u00e7far\u00eb zgjimi i hidhur! Lodhja e \u00e7ant\u00ebs sime, e filluar n\u00eb teatro, librari, vall\u00ebzime dhe kafene, e vazhduar n\u00eb tubime shoq\u00ebrore pak a shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme, ishte gati t\u00eb plot\u00ebsohej me pend\u00ebn e fundit q\u00eb fitova p\u00ebr krah\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7uan atje ku nuk duhej t\u00eb ngjitesha, pasi kisha nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb mallkuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb atje. Rezervat e mia p\u00ebr koh\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira po mbaronin, t\u00eb konsumuara nga tepricat e kota; dhe isha n\u00eb Madrid, i pafuqish\u00ebm dhe i braktisur si dit\u00ebn q\u00eb mb\u00ebrrita; babai im duke pushuar i qet\u00eb n\u00eb mendjen time t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb dhe ora shum\u00eb af\u00ebr kur&#8230; Zot i p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm, \u00e7far\u00eb stuhie shp\u00ebrtheu papritmas n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn dhe mendjen time, dhe me \u00e7far\u00eb qart\u00ebsie t\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar pash\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast at\u00eb q\u00eb shum\u00eb koh\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb kisha refuzuar t\u00eb shqyrtoja kur e hodha nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim p\u00ebrmes mjegull\u00ebs s\u00eb intemperanc\u00ebs sime! Situata ime, pra, ishte nj\u00eb nga ato q\u00eb nuk japin asnj\u00eb afat apo afat. Dhe fajin p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka, duke shqyrtuar me kujdes kushtet e konfliktit, e kishte personazhi i paduksh\u00ebm q\u00eb me premtime t\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebritura m\u00eb kishte nxjerr\u00eb jasht\u00eb vend, duke m\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb vet\u00ebm dhe t\u00eb harruar n\u00eb at\u00eb ferr grackash dhe tundimesh t\u00eb liga. Sepse m\u00eb duhej ta th\u00ebrrisja menj\u00ebher\u00eb at\u00eb personazh q\u00eb t\u00eb jepte llogari p\u00ebr sjelljen e tij t\u00eb pakuptueshme ndaj meje, edhe n\u00ebse p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur tek ai m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb vrapoja mbi portierin q\u00eb ruante der\u00ebn e tij, t\u00eb gjitha dyert dhe t\u00eb gjitha pengesat n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. I vendosur p\u00ebr ta v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb zbatim, u largova nga sht\u00ebpia me nxitim dhe me ethe. mb\u00ebrrita; dhe sikur roja i rrept\u00eb t\u00eb kishte lexuar q\u00ebllimet e mia n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, ai m\u00eb hapi rrug\u00ebn; fatmir\u00ebsisht gjeta edhe der\u00ebn e banes\u00ebs s\u00eb magjepsur q\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja. hyra. Burri i dukur ishte vet\u00ebm dhe lexonte disa gazeta, ashtu si her\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr. U p\u00ebrkula para tij, duke p\u00ebrkulur kurrizin dhe ai nuk m\u00eb vuri re, ose nuk m\u00eb kushtoi fare v\u00ebmendje. Q\u00ebndrova i vendosur dhe vendosa t\u00eb p\u00ebrballesha me \u00e7do gj\u00eb. Un\u00eb u kolla dy her\u00eb, dhe burri po lexonte. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, pa i l\u00ebshuar letrat, m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Padurimi, zoti S\u00e1nchez, \u00ebsht\u00eb armiku m\u00eb i keq i nevojtar\u00ebve. Padurimi!&#8221; A nuk ishte kjo fjal\u00eb kulmi i talljes q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte njeriu? Po filloja t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjesha, nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb, por rast\u00ebsisht, edhe pse i studioja me kujdes fjal\u00ebt para se t&#8217;i p\u00ebrdorja p\u00ebr t\u00eb zgjedhur m\u00eb t\u00eb pafyshmen, kur m\u00eb nd\u00ebrpreu me k\u00ebto t\u00eb tjerat: &#8220;T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ju k\u00ebrkuesit thoni t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb, sikur xhepat tan\u00eb t\u00eb ishin plot kredenciale k\u00ebtu, pa marr\u00eb kurr\u00eb parasysh barr\u00ebt jasht\u00ebzakonisht t\u00eb r\u00ebnda q\u00eb na r\u00ebndojn\u00eb k\u00ebto koh\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira, sidomos n\u00eb k\u00ebto koh\u00eb t\u00eb rrezikshme&#8221;. Me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, kishte pasur m\u00eb shum\u00eb se arsye t\u00eb mjaftueshme p\u00ebr t&#8217;i rr\u00ebzuar boj\u00ebn atij pretenduesi q\u00eb m\u00eb tha gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tilla, pasi m\u00eb nxori zvarr\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia ime, duke m\u00eb ofruar mbrojtje q\u00eb nuk e kisha k\u00ebrkuar kurr\u00eb. &#8220;T\u00eb lutem Hirin T\u00ebnd,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, duke g\u00eblltitur p\u00ebshtym\u00ebn time me shpejt\u00ebsi, &#8220;dhe t\u00eb lutem, p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb e Zotit, t\u00eb mos harrosh se vet\u00eb Hir\u00ebsia Jote ishte ai q\u00eb insistoi q\u00eb t\u00eb vija n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr t&#8217;ju kujtuar gojarisht ofert\u00ebn q\u00eb keni qen\u00eb mjaftuesh\u00ebm i sjellsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb kaq spontanisht dhe bujarisht n\u00eb qytetin tim, pothuajse \u00e7do tre muaj n\u00eb der\u00ebn tuaj . K\u00ebrkesa e fundit e Grace, dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb hera e dyt\u00eb q\u00eb kam nderin t\u00eb m\u00eb presin. M\u00eb pyeti Se\u00f1or Valenzuela, duke m\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb vog\u00ebl tall\u00ebse. &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb arsye q\u00eb marr guximin t&#8217;i shpjegoj m\u00ebshir\u00ebs suaj,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, duke k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulur n\u00eb titull, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr arsyen se personazhi i fryr\u00eb nuk kishte nd\u00ebrmend ta zbriste at\u00eb, &#8220;p\u00ebr t&#8217;ju treguar se un\u00eb kam \u00e7do q\u00ebllim, nj\u00eb mal\u00ebsor i varf\u00ebr pa p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 d\u00ebshir\u00ebs p\u00ebr t&#8217;u b\u00ebr\u00eb bezdi p\u00ebr k\u00ebdo&#8221;. &#8220;Meq\u00eb ra fjala,&#8221; shtoi Valenzuela, gjysm\u00eb e ashp\u00ebr dhe gjysm\u00eb sarkastike, &#8220;askush nuk do t&#8217;ju besonte me at\u00eb kruarje p\u00ebr pun\u00ebsim, duke ju par\u00eb t\u00eb vrisni koh\u00ebn n\u00eb Madrid kaq gazmor dhe shkujdesur. E thash\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, pa dyshim, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb lajmeve q\u00eb Clara ju kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr arratisjet e mia sociale.&#8221; Ky dyshim u inkurajua nga gjurma e kujtimeve q\u00eb mbaja me vete dhe u p\u00ebrgjigja me guxim: &#8220;Aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, Se\u00f1or Don Augusto, p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb nxitur me d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur at\u00eb q\u00eb erdha duke k\u00ebrkuar. Madridi \u00ebsht\u00eb plot me atraksione q\u00eb nuk i dija; un\u00eb jam i ri, kam liri t\u00eb plot\u00eb, kam shum\u00eb koh\u00eb dhe nuk jam shenjtori yt n\u00eb vendin tim&#8230;&#8221; M\u00eb dukej se k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb t\u00eb mia, t\u00eb th\u00ebna q\u00ebllimisht, me nj\u00eb far\u00eb theksimi t\u00eb pak\u00ebndsh\u00ebm, i zbut\u00ebn disi skajet e vrazhda t\u00eb vendasit t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb t\u00eb La Man\u00e7\u00ebs; Dhe nuk gabova, sepse ai m\u00eb tha, duke e ndryshuar ajrin p\u00ebrbuz\u00ebs t\u00eb fytyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij n\u00eb nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb disi t\u00eb dhimbshme dhe t\u00eb hidhur: &#8220;Mos u habis, mik S\u00e1nchez, nga disa mosmarr\u00ebveshje q\u00eb duken si shqet\u00ebsime t\u00eb karakterit, te burrat si un\u00eb dhe n\u00eb momente t\u00eb caktuara t\u00eb jet\u00ebs. Gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb pretendon \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; dhe e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb sa \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb thash\u00eb n\u00eb mal nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr; jan\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb forta se vullneti dhe q\u00ebllimet e njer\u00ebzve, ajo q\u00eb tani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb re e zbeht\u00eb, dy or\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb b\u00ebhet nj\u00eb stuhi e frikshme n\u00eb horizont, dhe ato fshijn\u00eb edhe kujtes\u00ebn e gj\u00ebrave t\u00eb vogla; Fati p\u00ebr ju; interesat m\u00eb t\u00eb larta t\u00eb vendit, t\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnuara nga ambicia e pakuptimt\u00eb e nj\u00eb armiku kriminel e tradhtar&#8230; edhe instinkti i vet\u00ebruajtjes!&#8230; Me pak fjal\u00eb, le t\u00eb kalojn\u00eb k\u00ebto dit\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira dhe ju premtoj se do t\u00eb ket\u00eb di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, dhe q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e shqet\u00ebsoni veten duke shkuar e ardhur, m\u00eb lini emrin dhe adres\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb tuaj: do t\u00eb kujdesem t&#8217;ju njoftoj sapo t\u00eb kem di\u00e7ka t\u00eb mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb. Q\u00eb njeriu i shndritsh\u00ebm nga La Mancha po i referohej n\u00eb fjalimin e lart\u00eb stuhis\u00eb q\u00eb po mbret\u00ebronte at\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb detin e politik\u00ebs spanjolle, nj\u00eb stuhi, zhurmat e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs e kap\u00ebrcenin publikun, ishte shum\u00eb e qart\u00eb; Q\u00eb duke m\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar emrin me shkrim dhe adres\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime, synonte t\u00eb hiqte \u00e7do pretekst p\u00ebr ta shqet\u00ebsuar s\u00ebrish me vizitat e mia, edhe mua m\u00eb dukej e qart\u00eb&#8230; Por, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rast, pse m\u00eb hoqi i madhi nga vendi im?&#8230; Oh, sa heroikisht e zbrapsa turm\u00ebn e mendimeve q\u00eb m\u00eb sulmuan nga kjo lagje! Kisha frik\u00eb se mos teprica e arsyeve do t\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqte atje t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb pakujdesi q\u00eb do t\u00eb prishte at\u00eb pak q\u00eb kisha fituar dhe u largova nga personazhi me mir\u00ebsjelljen m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe q\u00eb munda, duke i l\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb kart\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn sh\u00ebnova t\u00eb gjitha detajet q\u00eb ai thoshte se i duheshin; dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb kart\u00eb, shpresa e fundit q\u00eb dyert e v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsive t\u00eb mia do t\u00eb hapeshin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb Don Augusto Valenzuela i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb dhe pompoz m\u00eb kishte shtyr\u00eb t\u00eb besoja n\u00eb vendin tim . Me t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb time, pas k\u00ebsaj interviste t\u00eb paharrueshme, gjeta n\u00eb tryez\u00ebn e dhom\u00ebs sime nj\u00eb let\u00ebr nga babai im. I cili nd\u00ebr t\u00eb tjera m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Djali im i dashur: \u00e7do dit\u00eb b\u00ebhem m\u00eb i bindur p\u00ebr ligjin e mir\u00eb t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb q\u00eb ti ke arritur t\u00eb l\u00ebshosh rr\u00ebnj\u00eb n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn e Se\u00f1or Don Augusto-s. Vet\u00eb ngadal\u00ebsia me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai l\u00ebviz n\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjen e pozicionit t\u00ebnd tregon qart\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb ofruar di\u00e7ka q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb nderoj\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb t\u00eb sjell\u00eb dobi, sepse asgj\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb e leht\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e till\u00eb. maj\u00eb, me nj\u00eb fat t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte, si ai tjetri q\u00eb thot\u00eb, buk\u00eb p\u00ebr sot dhe uri p\u00ebr nes\u00ebr, at\u00ebher\u00eb, biri im, n\u00eb ato vendimet e tua t\u00eb mira, q\u00eb m\u00eb shpreh shpesh, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u treguar i paduruesh\u00ebm ose mosbesues me at\u00eb zot\u00ebrin\u00eb e mir\u00eb dhe familjen e tij m\u00eb t\u00eb denj\u00eb, ndaj t\u00eb cil\u00ebs m\u00eb detyrohesh aq shum\u00eb, aq sa m\u00eb thuaj , aq shum\u00eb, me aq mir\u00ebsi dhe mir\u00ebsi . holl\u00ebsit\u00eb dhe v\u00ebmendjet q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb habisin, sepse ky sy i imi, aq i ditur n\u00eb njohurit\u00eb e njer\u00ebzve, nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb mashtronte kur, sapo e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebm k\u00ebtu mbrojt\u00ebsin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb lart\u00ebsuar, e konsiderova at\u00eb nj\u00eb person t\u00eb madh, nj\u00eb model kalor\u00ebsie dhe zemrash pa vrer, dyfytyr\u00ebsi ose g\u00ebnjeshtra, t\u00eb dashur dhe t\u00eb pahijsh\u00ebm nga shpirti i lart\u00eb ; \u201cM\u00eb n\u00eb fund, biri i zemr\u00ebs sime, me ekonomi, pa e kuptuar se dua t\u00eb privosh veten nga ajo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e nevojshme, t&#8217;i p\u00ebrshtat\u00ebsh burimet e tua monetare me ashp\u00ebrsin\u00eb e vonesave t\u00eb pashmangshme, t\u00eb cilat nuk do t\u00eb jen\u00eb kurr\u00eb aq t\u00eb gjata sa t\u00eb arrijn\u00eb p\u00ebrtej mbrojtjes s\u00eb tyre; sepse Providenca hyjnore nuk t\u00eb mori nga kjo vetmi paq\u00ebsore p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb braktisur m\u00eb pas n\u00eb mes t\u00eb atyre turmave t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme, q\u00eb jan\u00eb vetmit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb tmerrshme&#8230;&#8221; Syri i njohur n\u00eb njohjen e njer\u00ebzve!&#8230; Njeri i shenjt\u00eb! Nj\u00eb model i zot\u00ebris\u00eb , i dashur dhe fisnik, zot\u00ebria e Valenzuel\u00ebs ! M\u00eb t\u00ebrboi kund\u00ebr mashtrimit nga La Mancha, i cili k\u00ebshtu luajti jo vet\u00ebm me besnik\u00ebrin\u00eb time, por edhe me at\u00eb t\u00eb babait tim, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin nj\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjim si ai q\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebsonte, pas iluzioneve q\u00eb kishte falsifikuar , mund t&#8217;i kishte kushtuar jet\u00ebn e tij vuri re nj\u00eb kal\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe k\u00ebndor q\u00eb vinte drejt Prados, duke ecur me kat\u00ebr shtylla q\u00eb sh\u00ebrbenin si gjymtyr\u00eb, qaf\u00ebn e p\u00ebrkulur dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, vesh\u00ebt t\u00eb ngritur dhe gjysm\u00eb bishtin, q\u00eb mbaronte n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn e pasme, t\u00eb ngurt\u00eb, pothuajse horizontale. ajo makineri e sh\u00ebmtuar e gjall\u00eb. Q\u00eb kur mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb Madrid, m\u00eb kan\u00eb goditur ata kat\u00ebrk\u00ebmb\u00ebsh t\u00eb dob\u00ebt, ekzotik\u00eb, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt teka ekstravagante e mod\u00ebs ka z\u00ebvend\u00ebsuar k\u00ebrri\u00e7in gallat kordoban n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb dhe rrugica. N\u00eb nag t\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendur, nj\u00eb kalor\u00ebs jo m\u00eb i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb apo epsh se ai ishte shtrir\u00eb jasht\u00eb, k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtjella, rr\u00ebshqitja e tij e mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb, trupi i p\u00ebrkulur shum\u00eb p\u00ebrpara, qafa dhe koka e tij drejtoheshin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin drejtim me at\u00eb t\u00eb kalit. Ai vazhdoi t\u00eb rritej mbi kal\u00eb, si p\u00ebrpjekje p\u00ebr t\u00eb k\u00ebrcyer, dhe n\u00eb plog\u00ebshtin\u00eb dhe rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebn e tij, m\u00eb dukej se ishte i thyer dhe i lodhur nga ushtrimi i ashp\u00ebr q\u00eb po kalonte njeriu i pafat; i cili, pas nj\u00eb kontrolli m\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrt, rezultoi se nuk ishte askush tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se Manolo Valenzuela. Nd\u00ebrsa ishim gati t\u00eb kalonim shtigjet n\u00eb Cuatro Calles, nj\u00eb grua e re q\u00eb kishte dal\u00eb nga rruga Pr\u00edncipe p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar rrug\u00ebn Carrera, u gjend papritmas pothuajse midis tehut t\u00eb p\u00ebrparm\u00eb t\u00eb bucefalusit. Edhe pse pati britmat dhe tronditjet e zakonshme, dhe e reja u rr\u00ebzua n\u00eb nj\u00eb grumbull rreth gjysm\u00eb jardi larg kafsh\u00ebs, ajo vazhdoi pa pushim n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e drejt\u00eb q\u00eb po merrte, sepse kalor\u00ebsi i saj dukej se as nuk e vuri re fatkeq\u00ebsin\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, un\u00eb u hodha tek e reja dhe e ngrita nga toka. Mund ta imagjinoni habin\u00eb time kur njoha Carmenin tek ajo, fatmir\u00ebsisht e pad\u00ebmtuar edhe pse shum\u00eb e frik\u00ebsuar. Nuk kam nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb them se ajo u trondit disi kur m\u00eb njohu, as se u habita shum\u00eb kur pash\u00eb vajz\u00ebn e Don Seraf\u00edn-it vet\u00ebm n\u00eb at\u00eb vend, n\u00eb nj\u00eb or\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, pik\u00ebrisht kur kishte filluar t\u00eb err\u00ebsohej. &#8220;Dhe Quica?&#8221; E pyeta kur njer\u00ebzit kureshtar\u00eb ishin shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb dhe un\u00eb dhe Carmen ishim p\u00ebrs\u00ebri kalimtar\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb. &#8220;Kam dy dit\u00eb n\u00eb shtrat, por jo seriozisht,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo menj\u00ebher\u00eb ; dhe madje shtoi, duke parashikuar d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb ditur m\u00eb shum\u00eb: &#8220;Dhe im at\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb detyr\u00ebn e tij, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk mund ta l\u00ebr\u00eb deri n\u00eb or\u00ebn n\u00ebnt\u00eb sonte. Ishte urgjente t\u00eb dor\u00ebzoja pun\u00ebn q\u00eb mbaj n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb shami dhe rrezikova ta b\u00ebja vet\u00eb. Kam pasur fatin t\u00eb shp\u00ebtoj&#8230; fal\u00eb teje! &#8221; &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se m\u00eb keq mund t\u00eb kem r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb duar. &#8221; &#8220;Por ju nuk duhet t&#8217;i jeni mir\u00ebnjoh\u00ebs askujt, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 shpejt\u00ebsis\u00eb suaj, q\u00eb keni shp\u00ebtuar i pad\u00ebmtuar nga nj\u00eb rrezik i till\u00eb i r\u00ebnd\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Duket si nj\u00eb nd\u00ebshkim nga Zoti!&#8230; Dua t\u00eb them, jo, sepse n\u00ebse do t&#8217;ju tregoja se sa urgjente ishte q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb dor\u00ebzoja pun\u00ebn q\u00eb po mbaj k\u00ebtu k\u00ebt\u00eb pasdite!&#8221; &#8220;A po shkon shum\u00eb larg?&#8221; E pyeta, duke mos dashur t\u00eb di m\u00eb shum\u00eb. &#8220;Atje,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo. \u201cN\u00eb at\u00eb kat ku shkruan me shkronja t\u00eb arta \u201cUtrilla\u201d. &#8220;Epo, eja lart,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb pres k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t&#8217;ju p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.&#8221; Ajo u largua dhe u kthye shum\u00eb shpejt. E prisja te dera e rrobaqep\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb famshme. Nd\u00ebrsa ecnim n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe, Carmen m\u00eb tha, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat drith\u00ebrima k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsie q\u00eb shpreh dikush kur struket n\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb e nj\u00eb zjarri pasi kap\u00ebrcen nj\u00eb djerrin\u00eb t\u00eb mbuluar me d\u00ebbor\u00eb: &#8220;Sa bukur \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb shkosh k\u00ebshtu!&#8221; \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb do t\u00eb thuash me \u201ck\u00ebshtu?\u201d, e pyeta, duke theksuar ndajfoljen ashtu si ajo. \u201cMe shoq\u00ebri, si\u00e7 jam tani\u201d, u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo duke u dridhur s\u00ebrish pak . \u201cSikur ta shihje se sa e frikshme \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb ec\u00ebsh vet\u00ebm n\u00eb k\u00ebto rrug\u00eb, kur nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb zakon!&#8230; Mendoja se ishte po aq sa t\u00eb arrije deri k\u00ebtu sa te dyqani ushqimor p\u00ebrball\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime, apo te parmaku n\u00eb qoshe&#8230; \u00c7do her\u00eb mendoj se \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte po t\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb edhe dy hapa t\u00eb tjer\u00eb! &#8220;A e di, Carmencita, \u00e7far\u00eb po mendoja nd\u00ebrsa t\u00eb prisja te porta e Utrill\u00ebs?&#8221; thash\u00eb papritmas. &#8220;Le t\u00eb shohim?&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti e reja, e nxitur nga kurioziteti m\u00eb i fort\u00eb. &#8220;Epo, po mendoja se, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn, mund t\u00eb kishit p\u00ebsuar nj\u00eb goditje t\u00eb tmerrshme midis putrave t\u00eb asaj bishe; dhe n\u00ebse kjo do t\u00eb kishte ndodhur &#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Sa e tmerrshme! &#8221; &#8220;Jo, zonj\u00eb; dhe ndoshta, ndoshta do t\u00eb isha k\u00ebnaqur p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Faleminderit shum\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;M\u00eb lejoni ta p\u00ebrfundoj. N\u00ebse do ta kishit l\u00ebnduar veten , do ta kisha drejtuar keq maj\u00ebn e gishtit.&#8221; drejta p\u00ebr t&#8217;u hedhur te kat\u00ebrk\u00ebmb\u00ebshi; &#8220;Pik\u00ebrisht!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti Carmen, duke u dridhur nga tmerri, &#8220;dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb erdhi turma e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb papun\u00eb, dhe rojet e bashkis\u00eb, dhe un\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e mi n\u00eb farmaci, dhe ti gati; dhe babai im, duke v\u00ebrejtur munges\u00ebn time nga sht\u00ebpia, vrapoi t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte n\u00ebp\u00ebr ato rrug\u00eb t\u00eb braktisura nga per\u00ebndia&#8230; dhe gazetat q\u00eb raportonin ngjarjen t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen; dhe Zoti e di se ku e di emrin t\u00ebnd&#8230; n\u00eb emrin tim. Mari!&#8230; Por a je i \u00e7mendur?&#8221; \u201cMendoj se ke t\u00eb drejt\u00eb\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja me formalitetin m\u00eb t\u00eb madh. &#8220;Por meqen\u00ebse jo t\u00eb gjitha dit\u00ebt jan\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjta dhe temperamenti i mallkuar gjithashtu zakonisht infektohet nga shqet\u00ebsimet meteorologjike, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb njeriu ndihet m\u00eb luftarak, p\u00ebr shembull, se zakonisht . &#8221; &#8220;Hajde,&#8221; tha Carmen duke buz\u00ebqeshur, &#8220;di\u00e7ka serioze t\u00eb ka ndodhur sot. &#8221; &#8220;Pse mendon k\u00ebshtu?&#8221; &#8220;Sepse ose gabohem r\u00ebnd\u00eb, ose je tep\u00ebr i emocionuar dhe po mendon&#8230; Dua t\u00eb them, ajri i Madridit nuk t\u00eb ka ndryshuar durimin q\u00eb kur t\u00eb pash\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit . &#8221; &#8220;As nj\u00ebra, as tjetra, Carmencita, por k\u00ebshtu jemi ne burrat, m\u00eb beso&#8230; dhe t\u00eb lutem mos nxito kaq shum\u00eb, sepse dashuria p\u00ebr Zotin nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e sigurt, apo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e sigurt? &#8221; Mezi pres t\u00eb kthehem n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi\u201d. &#8220;Pik\u00ebrisht, sepse nuk t\u00eb p\u00eblqen shoq\u00ebria&#8230; Faleminderit shum\u00eb, Carmen. &#8221; &#8220;Si\u00e7 thash\u00eb, nuk je n\u00eb mendjen t\u00ebnde sot. &#8221; &#8220;As ti, duke gjykuar nga pamja. &#8221; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb paraqitjesh?&#8221; &#8211;Ai fillimi dhe ai&#8230; &#8211;M\u00eb duket se pas asaj q\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte mua&#8230; &#8211;Por tani ti po shkon me mua dhe s&#8217;ke pse t\u00eb kesh frik\u00eb nga asgj\u00eb: sepse xhekpoti i ra kush ia lejoi vetes!&#8230; E shikon?&#8230; ja ku shkojm\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri&#8230; \u00cbsht\u00eb e pabesueshme q\u00eb me ato copat e vogla jo&#8230; ec\u00ebn me duart e tua t\u00eb vogla&#8230; &#8211;A e shihni at\u00eb, zoti S\u00e1nchez? &#8211; Epo, e them se e shoh. &#8211;Nuk dua t\u00eb shoh\u00ebsh k\u00ebt\u00eb, por pata t\u00eb drejt\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb them q\u00eb ose nuk je mir\u00eb sot, ose ke ndryshuar shum\u00eb n\u00eb vet\u00ebm pak dit\u00eb. M\u00eb par\u00eb, nuk ishe aq i rezervuar dhe k\u00ebshtu&#8230; do t\u00eb m\u00eb lejosh t\u00eb t\u00eb th\u00ebrras k\u00ebshtu? &#8211; Epo, nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb lejoj! &#8212; Kaq guxim. &#8211;Bold&#8230; sepse e vler\u00ebsoj k\u00ebmb\u00ebn t\u00ebnde&#8230;dhe dor\u00ebn t\u00ebnde? &#8211;Prandaj&#8230; Nuk i kishe vene vesh me pare te tilla gjera te vogla ose te pakten nuk e the. &#8211;Dhe ju preferoni si ishin gj\u00ebrat m\u00eb par\u00eb? &#8212; Ju p\u00ebrshtatet shum\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Kjo q\u00eb po m\u00eb thua tani do t&#8217;i shkonte n\u00eb mendje \u00e7do studenti t\u00eb pav\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm. &#8211;\u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebsim i ashp\u00ebr p\u00ebr t&#8217;u dh\u00ebn\u00eb nga ju, Carmen; por dije q\u00eb e pranoj, edhe pse mund t\u00eb betohem se nuk e meritoj n\u00ebse ma ke dh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pakujdesis\u00eb dhe guximit me vet\u00ebdije; dhe do t\u00eb kthehem n\u00eb biznesin tim me shum\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi; ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht n\u00ebse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb ju frym\u00ebzoj m\u00eb shum\u00eb besim. &#8211;Me ose pa t\u00eb, ti gjithmon\u00eb e frym\u00ebzon tek un\u00eb; vetem meqenese per shije eshte e lejueshme te zgjedhesh une te preferoj ty sic te kam njohur qe je nga mali&#8230;dhe disa dite me vone. &#8211;Epo, ky jam un\u00eb dhe le ta harrojm\u00eb; i nj\u00ebjti me pamoral\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00ebnde&#8230; &#8211;Nuk ka asgj\u00eb t\u00eb pakuptimt\u00eb apo t\u00eb shijshme: gjith\u00e7ka varet nga shija. &#8220;P\u00ebrderisa shijova si mjaltin tuajin&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebrs\u00ebri, zoti S\u00e1nchez? &#8221; &#8220;A po m\u00ebkatoj edhe k\u00ebtu, bija ime? Sepse kjo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb fjala p\u00ebr k\u00ebmb\u00ebt apo duart tuaja. &#8221; &#8220;Por n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, k\u00ebto jan\u00eb shaka me shije t\u00eb keqe, sa t\u00eb pap\u00ebrshtatshme p\u00ebr ju dhe p\u00ebr rastin.&#8221; Dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb ajo shpejtoi hapin dhe nuk dija ta lija vet\u00ebm apo ta shoq\u00ebroja; n\u00ebse t&#8217;i flas asaj apo ta mbaj goj\u00ebn mbyllur; me pak fjal\u00eb, sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb t&#8217;i sh\u00ebrbejm\u00eb asaj. Por pse ishte Carmen kaq skrupuloze kur b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr temat e bised\u00ebs dhe kaq rigoroze me mua? E v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se marrja e rolit t\u00eb mbrojt\u00ebsit t\u00eb nj\u00eb gruaje t\u00eb pafuqishme dhe m\u00eb pas fillimi duke flirtuar me t\u00eb nuk ishte tamam n\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje. P\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto dhe mosp\u00ebrputhje t\u00eb tjera fajin e kishte Valenzuela mburr\u00ebse, kujtimi i t\u00eb cilave m&#8217;i grinte nervat; por nuk duhej t\u00eb kisha folur me Carmen p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje; dhe sigurisht q\u00eb ishte i vetmi p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin mund t\u00eb flisja me t\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. Mund\u00ebsi, boll\u00ebk, madje edhe shk\u00eblqim. Aq plot me t\u00eb ishte ai. Pa mosmarr\u00ebveshje t\u00eb m\u00ebtejshme, arrit\u00ebm n\u00eb fund t\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit ton\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr. Carmen u ndal n\u00eb hyrje t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb; ajo u kthye nga un\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk e kisha kaluar pragun, dhe m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Faleminderit shum\u00eb, nj\u00eb mij\u00eb falje p\u00ebr qortimet q\u00eb t\u00eb kam hedhur gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs dhe mos lejo q\u00eb k\u00ebto t\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbejn\u00eb si justifikim q\u00eb t\u00eb mos na vizitosh shpesh: ki kujdes q\u00eb tani e tutje ta shisje veten shtrenjt\u00eb! Ah! Mos i trego babait p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb ngjarje&#8221;. Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja me at\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb gjendet n\u00eb \u00e7do &#8220;traktat mbi mir\u00ebsjelljen dhe sjelljet e mira&#8221; dhe, n\u00eb shenj\u00eb lamtumire, Carmen m\u00eb dha dor\u00ebn. E shtr\u00ebngova aq fort me timen, saq\u00eb n\u00ebse vajza e Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque nuk do t&#8217;i kishte par\u00eb yjet n\u00eb at\u00eb moment, nuk do t&#8217;i mungonte \u00e7mimi i nj\u00eb peseta. Teksa shkoja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, mendimet e mia u p\u00ebrqendruan n\u00eb takimin tim me Carmen, vetmin\u00eb e saj, sikletin e saj gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs q\u00eb e shoq\u00ebroja, shqet\u00ebsimin e saj p\u00ebr temat e bised\u00ebs sime me t\u00eb, k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn e saj q\u00eb babai t\u00eb mos e dinte q\u00eb kisha dal\u00eb vet\u00ebm&#8230; &#8220;Dhe n\u00ebse e gjith\u00eb kjo do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb komedi,&#8221; thash\u00eb papritmas me vete, &#8220;\u00e7far\u00eb roli kisha luajtur?&#8221; Por duke qen\u00eb se \u00e7\u00ebshtja nuk m\u00eb preku thell\u00eb, e rimbusha kujtes\u00ebn me Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela; dhe k\u00ebshtu arrita n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Pasi h\u00ebngra pak dhe b\u00ebra rezistenc\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do bised\u00eb q\u00eb sh\u00ebnohej n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb, kthehesha n\u00eb rrug\u00eb i vet\u00ebm, i vendosur ta kaloja mbr\u00ebmjen sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs. Nuk kishte nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb mendohej p\u00ebr emocionet e \u00ebmbla dhe t\u00eb rregullta t\u00eb sken\u00ebs; Mua m\u00eb mungonte edhe durimi i nevojsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb ulur gjysm\u00eb ore n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb mes njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb edukuar. Edhe dhoma e kapelan\u00ebve, e cila, n\u00eb klas\u00ebn e saj, ishte m\u00eb e rregullt dhe m\u00eb e mir\u00eb-drejtuar, m\u00eb dukej e padurueshme; K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb shkova te Paul&#8217;s, ku kalova kat\u00ebr or\u00eb t\u00eb gjata duke k\u00ebrcyer si bish\u00eb, duke b\u00ebr\u00eb b\u00ebrryla dhe duke shtypur k\u00ebmb\u00ebt djathtas e majtas. Shkova n\u00eb shtrat i rraskapitur n\u00eb or\u00ebn nj\u00eb dhe rash\u00eb n\u00eb gjum\u00eb duke \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar se nga shk\u00ebmbi m\u00eb i dal\u00eb n\u00eb bregun pran\u00eb vendit tim, po e shkelmoja Zotin e Valenzuel\u00ebs dhe gjith\u00eb familjen e tij t\u00eb shquar n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi t\u00eb detit. Kapitulli 18. Un\u00eb u pushtova nga nj\u00eb barr\u00eb parandjenjash t\u00eb trishtuara dhe situata ime ishte shum\u00eb kritike n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos ndjer\u00eb, me nevoj\u00ebn p\u00ebr k\u00ebshilla t\u00eb papasionuara, nevoj\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb ngutshme p\u00ebr nj\u00eb shfryrje t\u00eb pik\u00ebllimeve t\u00eb mia. Rasti m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb favorshme dhe un\u00eb e shfryt\u00ebzova at\u00eb. Duke u gjendur vet\u00ebm me Matic\u00ebn, e pyeta tro\u00e7: &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb mendoni p\u00ebr Se\u00f1or Don Augusto Valenzuela?&#8221; &#8220;Un\u00eb e konsideroj at\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai menj\u00ebher\u00eb, &#8220;nj\u00eb posht\u00ebr shum\u00eb i madh&#8221;. &#8220;K\u00ebshtu ting\u00ebllon?&#8221; Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;K\u00ebshtu ting\u00ebllon,&#8221; k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguli ai. &#8220;Sigurisht,&#8221; shtova un\u00eb, pa e shfaj\u00ebsuar figur\u00ebn e La Man\u00e7\u00ebs, &#8220;ju i referoheni burrit t\u00eb shtetit, politikanit, jo &#8230; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb burri shteti, \u00e7far\u00eb f\u00ebmije t\u00eb vdekur!&#8221; Matica m\u00eb nd\u00ebrpreu me rast\u00ebsin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb natyrshme; \u201cE kam fjal\u00ebn p\u00ebr njeriun: nuk i pranoj ato dallime q\u00eb kan\u00eb shpikur retorik\u00ebt e zakonsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb legjitimuar profesionin e konsumuar t\u00eb t\u00eb jetuarit mbi vendin. Kushdo q\u00eb kryen nj\u00eb vjedhje politike \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb hajdut si t\u00eb gjith\u00eb hajdut\u00ebt; kushdo q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i nderuar n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tij publike, sikur t\u00eb ishte i nderuar n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tij private, nuk mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb i till\u00eb. Por edhe n\u00ebse do ta pranonim at\u00eb dallim t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm si nj\u00eb justifikim legjitim p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha krimet zyrtare, un\u00eb insistoj n\u00eb epitetin n\u00eb lidhje me njeriun e rangut t\u00eb lart\u00eb t\u00eb La Man\u00e7\u00ebs q\u00eb po diskutojm\u00eb: &#8220;Z. Valenzuela \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb zot\u00ebri, i cili, n\u00ebse Kodi Civil do t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb nj\u00eblloj n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb, n\u00eb burgjet e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Spanj\u00ebve. me shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb shp\u00ebrdorojn\u00eb edhe makinat e tyre n\u00eb kurriz t\u00eb shtetit. &#8211;T\u00eb heqim edhe prekjet stilistike t\u00eb piktorit nga ajo piktur\u00eb? &#8211;Epo, mund ta fshish t\u00eb gjith\u00eb piktur\u00ebn n\u00ebse nuk t\u00eb p\u00eblqen si\u00e7 del, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb ndonj\u00eb lidhjeje q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb mes teje dhe origjinalit&#8230; &#8212; Asnj\u00eb q\u00eb vlen dy cent. &#8211;Epo, \u00ebsht\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb ajo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb, zoti S\u00e1nchez&#8230; Po ku dreqin keni qen\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra q\u00eb po ju them ju duken t\u00eb reja? &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb them tani p\u00ebr at\u00eb personazh t\u00eb famsh\u00ebm?&#8221; \u201cA nuk ju duket e habitshme kjo injoranc\u00eb time\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja me zgjuarsi t\u00eb plot\u00eb. &#8220;Politika m\u00eb intereson shum\u00eb pak; dhe flas keq p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb jan\u00eb n\u00eb pushtet aq shpesh sa t\u00eb gjitha mallkimet tani m\u00eb ting\u00ebllojn\u00eb nj\u00ebsoj, duke hyr\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb vesh dhe nga tjetri. Por tani rasti \u00ebsht\u00eb ndryshe&#8230; Pra, vazhdo, miku Mata, dhe m\u00eb thuaj pse Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb burg. &#8221; &#8221; P\u00ebr shum\u00eb arsye. ai personazh, trenat e tij, festat e tij, apartamentet e tij luksoze, kutit\u00eb e tij n\u00eb teatrot kryesore, udh\u00ebtimet e tij t\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb, ekspozimi i tij skandaloz, veset e djalit t\u00eb tij, tekat e gruas s\u00eb tij dhe gjith\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb pason dhe plot\u00ebson k\u00ebto ekstravaganca &#8211; nuk do t\u00eb merrja p\u00ebrsip\u00ebr t&#8217;i paguaja me as m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dhjet\u00eb mij\u00eb duros n\u00eb vit. &#8221; Nga vjen pjesa tjet\u00ebr?&#8221; \u201cNga pasuria duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb grumbulluar\u201d, thash\u00eb p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb saj. &#8220;Akumulimi!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti Matica, i patrazuar. &#8220;P\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb? Q\u00eb kur u b\u00eb nj\u00eb figur\u00eb e shquar, ai ka shpenzuar t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn shum\u00eb, edhe pse fiton m\u00eb pak se sot. Pra nuk ka pasur kursime; pra ka pasur duar t\u00eb pista, p\u00ebrfitime, mashtrime&#8230; sepse nuk duhet t\u00eb besojm\u00eb se, nga ndonj\u00eb privilegj i rrall\u00eb dhe i ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, ky zot\u00ebri i sh\u00ebrbehet p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb nga t\u00eb ardhurat e tij,\u201d shtova un\u00eb. &#8221; Un\u00eb e di historin\u00eb e Valenzuel\u00ebs nga brenda q\u00eb kur ai u largua nga La Mancha,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Matica. &#8220;Babai i tij ishte n\u00ebpun\u00ebs i qytetit n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet t\u00eb vog\u00ebl af\u00ebr Ciudad Real. Ai m\u00ebsoi t\u00eb lexonte dhe t\u00eb shkruante pran\u00eb tij , dhe ndoshta bazat e zanatit q\u00eb ai ka praktikuar q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb me gatishm\u00ebri t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb dhe aft\u00ebsi t\u00eb dukshme.&#8221; Ende pa mjek\u00ebr, me skemat e t\u00eb atit, ai mori nj\u00eb pozicion n\u00ebpun\u00ebs, me vler\u00eb kat\u00ebr mij\u00eb real\u00ebsh, n\u00eb qeverin\u00eb e asaj krahine. Vite m\u00eb von\u00eb, ai u em\u00ebrua ndihm\u00ebs n\u00eb nj\u00eb detyr\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur n\u00eb nj\u00eb zyr\u00eb doganore n\u00eb Andaluzi. Aty u martua me Pilit\u00ebn, e cila n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, sipas thashethemeve, ishte nj\u00eb grusht i vog\u00ebl favoresh, edhe nd\u00ebr ata n\u00eb vendin e saj. Duke e supozuar k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, duhet pranuar se vajza e despotit Pedro Jigos ka ndryshuar ndjesh\u00ebm dhe se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb prejardhja e bashk\u00ebshortes s\u00eb patretshme t\u00eb heroit ton\u00eb. Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb ishte tashm\u00eb i till\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb dhe ka vazhduar t\u00eb jet\u00eb i till\u00eb n\u00eb politik\u00ebn spanjolle deri n\u00eb dit\u00ebt e sotme, megjith\u00ebse me fatin e larmish\u00ebm t\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb ngjashmeve t\u00eb tij, nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i famsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr ekstravaganc\u00ebn e tij dhe aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb pangopur p\u00ebr vajzat dhe grat\u00eb e fqinjit t\u00eb tij , e takoi Valenzuel\u00ebn si t\u00eb porsamartuar dhe e solli n\u00eb Madrid me nj\u00eb pozicion t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm. Madh\u00ebshtia dhe madh\u00ebshtia e vendasit t\u00eb shquar t\u00eb La Man\u00e7\u00ebs datojn\u00eb q\u00eb nga ajo dat\u00eb. shfaqjet luksoze t\u00eb gruas s\u00eb tij n\u00eb teatro dhe n\u00eb sh\u00ebtitore; ekskursionet e tij t\u00eb larg\u00ebta verore&#8230; &#8220;Epo, ja ku e keni shpjeguar misterin,&#8221; thash\u00eb duke e nd\u00ebrprer\u00eb Matic\u00ebn. &#8220;E till\u00eb mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb bujaria e atij mbrojt\u00ebsi, saq\u00eb vet\u00ebm ato mjaftojn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb plot\u00ebsuar nevojat e familjes Valenzuela. &#8221; &#8220;Nuk ka nj\u00eb mbrojtje t\u00eb till\u00eb, sepse ajo p\u00ebrfundoi shum\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebrpara se hiret e gruas andaluziane t\u00eb fillonin t\u00eb zbeheshin dhe mungesa e nj\u00eb rreshti t\u00eb argjendt\u00eb ishte e dukshme n\u00eb ndarjen e Valenzuel\u00ebs, pavar\u00ebsisht nga paga e madhe q\u00eb ai kishte marr\u00eb n\u00eb detyr\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb madhe n\u00eb karrier\u00ebn e tij ; n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi t\u00eb fatit q\u00eb ai p\u00ebrmbush, pas dhjet\u00eb a dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb mij\u00eb durove, me t\u00eb cilat un\u00eb vler\u00ebsoj shpenzimet vjetore t\u00eb asaj familjeje, kur \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes, shtat\u00eb ose n\u00ebnt\u00eb mij\u00eb jan\u00eb marr\u00eb nga thesari publik, ose nga individ\u00eb q\u00eb lejojn\u00eb t\u00eb grabiten nga padija. &#8220;Duke supozuar,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;q\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimet tuaja jan\u00eb ungjill i past\u00ebr, ne e dim\u00eb se nga vijn\u00eb parat\u00eb q\u00eb njeriu yn\u00eb shpenzon dhe shp\u00ebrdoron; por \u00e7&#8217;t\u00eb themi p\u00ebr r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb e tij? Sepse nuk mund t\u00eb vidhet apo t\u00eb jepet hua. &#8221; &#8220;E v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,&#8221; tha Matica; &#8220;Por ky rast do t&#8217;ju v\u00ebrtetoj\u00eb se dikush mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm pa nj\u00eb shk\u00ebndij\u00eb mir\u00ebkuptimi. Mjafton t\u00eb jesh mendjempreht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kesh pak turp; shto, n\u00ebse d\u00ebshiron, nj\u00eb lig\u00ebsi, nj\u00eb front t\u00eb mir\u00eb, shum\u00eb theksim, nj\u00ebfar\u00eb vet\u00ebmohimi &#8211; kriminale, sigurisht &#8211; dhe ja Valenzuela. I vetmi talent q\u00eb zot\u00ebron ky njeri Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb e di se p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb i mir\u00eb, megjithat\u00eb ai nuk d\u00ebshiron t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb p\u00ebrtej k\u00ebsaj. Ai e di se ka lindur p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb nj\u00eb dhelp\u00ebr dhe preferon t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb sesa t\u00eb luaj\u00eb rolin e rrem\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb ujku. Duke punuar n\u00eb hije, n\u00eb rangun e dyt\u00eb ose t\u00eb tret\u00eb, e nj\u00ebjta err\u00ebsir\u00eb \u200b\u200bi mbron kurthet e tij dhe stimulon munges\u00ebn e guximit. N\u00ebse njer\u00ebzit do ta shikonin n\u00eb syt\u00eb e tij, ai do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb njeri i humbur. Duke qen\u00eb se nuk kursen shpenzime, i vendos shpejt dhe r\u00ebnd\u00eb; dhe sapo t\u00eb vendosen dhe me l\u00ebngun tashm\u00eb mes dh\u00ebmb\u00ebve, ai nuk mund t\u00eb kujdesej m\u00eb pak n\u00ebse bota do t\u00eb rr\u00ebzohet mbi t\u00eb. \u201cM\u00eb faj\u00ebsoni mua\u201d, i thot\u00eb ministrit. Dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse, sapo zbulohet nj\u00eb skandal i madh n\u00eb rajonet qeveritare, Valenzuela \u00ebsht\u00eb kudh\u00ebria mbi t\u00eb cil\u00ebn opozita n\u00eb Kongres, shtypi i t\u00eb gjitha brezave dhe shpif\u00ebsit e t\u00eb gjitha qarqeve i hedhin shiun goditjet e zem\u00ebrimit t\u00eb tij. Ministri p\u00ebrkat\u00ebs nuk e mbron, ndon\u00ebse b\u00ebn sikur tenton, dhe letrat ministrore e braktisin, si t\u00eb thuash, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs publike&#8230; Dhe Valenzuela mbetet e padurueshme dhe e heshtur, sepse llogariste; dhe, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ai e di se n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb nuk ka asnj\u00eb skandal q\u00eb zgjat m\u00eb shum\u00eb se tet\u00eb dit\u00eb, as nj\u00eb kriminel t\u00eb profilit t\u00eb lart\u00eb q\u00eb nuk i imponohet &#8220;vendit&#8221; q\u00eb quhet, me nj\u00eb dalje n\u00eb koh\u00eb, ajrat e nj\u00eb zoti t\u00eb madh dhe nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb pa gjurm\u00eb turpi. Burrat me nj\u00eb karakter t\u00eb till\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb vet\u00ebmohim t\u00eb till\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb pa\u00e7muar p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb jan\u00eb n\u00eb pushtet n\u00eb k\u00ebto dit\u00eb t\u00eb lavdishme kur pushteti \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb fush\u00eb beteje ku nuk ka or\u00eb pushimi, as moment t\u00eb sigurt p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn&#8230; Por, dhe falni pyetjen n\u00ebse e shihni t\u00eb paturpshme, nga vjen d\u00ebshira juaj e papritur p\u00ebr t\u00eb njohur rac\u00ebn e atij zogu? K\u00ebtu, duke kap\u00ebrcyer skrupujt e mi t\u00eb fundit f\u00ebmij\u00ebror, i thash\u00eb Matic\u00ebs gjith\u00e7ka. M\u00eb v\u00ebshtroi me nj\u00eb shprehje keqardhjeje dhe, pasi m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi, m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Por burr\u00eb, a ka mund\u00ebsi q\u00eb me mendjen t\u00ebnde t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb nuk e ke kuptuar deri m\u00eb tani se t&#8217;i besosh t\u00eb ardhmen nj\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb till\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb keq se t\u00eb hidhesh n\u00eb pellgun e Retiros me nj\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb n\u00eb qaf\u00eb? Ku \u00ebsht\u00eb keqdashja proverbiale malore?&#8221; Matica vazhdoi t\u00eb shfrynte ndjenjat e tij sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs; dhe mes t\u00eb cil\u00ebs m\u00eb quante t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm dhe budalla, dhe tjetrin mashtrues dhe hajdut, kaloi nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb derisa i thash\u00eb: &#8220;Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj un\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb konflikt? &#8221; &#8220;Nj\u00eb nga dy gj\u00ebrat,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj menj\u00ebher\u00eb Matica: &#8220;gjeni diku tjet\u00ebr, ose kthehu n\u00eb vendin e tij. &#8221; K\u00ebtu m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb deklarat\u00eb tjet\u00ebr edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb dhimbshme se ajo e m\u00ebparshme. Nuk kisha p\u00ebrkrah\u00ebs tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb bot\u00eb p\u00ebrve\u00e7 Valenzuel\u00ebs; dhe p\u00ebr t&#8217;i fituar ato sipas virtytit tim, m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb vazhdoja t\u00eb jetoja n\u00eb Madrid; P\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar n\u00eb Madrid, parat\u00eb ishin t\u00eb domosdoshme dhe rezervat e mia ishin gati t\u00eb mbaronin, sepse i kisha shp\u00ebrdoruar me besimin se sharlatani nga La Mancha do t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7lironte nga telashet duke m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kishte premtuar. Matica e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelte mjekr\u00ebn e tij nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb po i hidhja k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra me shum\u00eb ngurrim dhe ai m\u00eb tha, duke vazhduar aty ku e lash\u00eb: &#8220;P\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, ne nuk jemi m\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00ebt e Gil Blas de Santillana, as zgjuarsia jote nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb lejonte t&#8217;i p\u00ebrshtateshe t\u00eb gjitha sh\u00ebrbimeve q\u00eb ai gjysm\u00eb-vendas i famsh\u00ebm t\u00eb b\u00ebri , as do ta b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb famsh\u00ebm gjysm\u00eb-vendas q\u00eb do ta p\u00ebrfundonte karrier\u00ebn t\u00ebnde . pronat n\u00eb Valencia nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb ky stili Sot, me nj\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb, ju merrni parap\u00ebrkuljet e m\u00ebdha p\u00ebr krip\u00eb, ose vdisni nga uria&#8230; gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e mundshme \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb vdisni nga uria, sepse ka, th\u00ebn\u00eb tro\u00e7 , pes\u00ebqind gomar\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do tezg\u00eb. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb fati fryn nga ku e pret m\u00eb s\u00eb paku, dhe pa llogaritur martesat e favorshme q\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrrojn\u00eb aq shum\u00eb gallat\u00ebt e gjor\u00eb, dhe nuk e kam fjal\u00ebn p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb mal\u00ebsor n\u00eb ve\u00e7anti, ka uragane ngjarjesh q\u00eb fshijn\u00eb njeriun m\u00eb t\u00eb shkujdesur dhe brenda nat\u00ebs, m\u00eb vendosin n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb timonit. Mund t\u00eb jesh nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebta t\u00eb vdeksh\u00ebm me fat&#8230; &#8220;Le ta l\u00ebm\u00eb shakan\u00eb, shoku Mata&#8221;, i thash\u00eb duke e nd\u00ebrprer\u00eb, &#8220;dhe t\u00eb flasim seriozisht, sepse situata ime e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb e meriton shum\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Pra, a mendon,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ekstramadurani kaustik, &#8220;se kjo q\u00eb po them nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb serioze, sepse nuk e them fare mir\u00eb dhe e keqe p\u00ebr mikun tuaj. prototipi dhe vula e burrave serioz\u00eb t\u00eb dit\u00eb? Ky gabim n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin jetoni \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb zakon tjet\u00ebr i fshatit q\u00eb duhet ta korrigjoni, n\u00ebse nuk jeni t\u00eb vendosur t\u00eb ktheheni n\u00eb fshatin tuaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb pritur me qet\u00ebsi koh\u00ebn q\u00eb do t\u00eb vij\u00eb kur, me kalimin e koh\u00ebs, do t&#8217;ju japin administrimin e pronave t\u00eb Infantado-s dhe sekretarin e bashkis\u00eb&#8230; Si jeni?&#8230; Shoku S\u00e1nchez duket kaq i thart\u00eb!&#8230; A e beson ende veten se sa i madh \u00ebsht\u00eb ky bot\u00eb sa i madh nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb duke par\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb aq t\u00eb virtytsh\u00ebm dhe at\u00eb? &#8220;Jo!&#8221; U p\u00ebrgjigja pa hezitim, p\u00ebr arsyet q\u00eb i kishin shkuar n\u00eb mendje Matic\u00ebs dhe p\u00ebr shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb m\u00eb g\u00eblltit\u00ebn po aq sa ata, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye q\u00eb ata ishin t\u00eb dhimbsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr vet\u00ebvler\u00ebsimin. \u201cEpo, prandaj nuk t\u00eb kam k\u00ebshilluar seriozisht dhe tro\u00e7 t\u00eb kthehesh n\u00eb Mal; k\u00ebshilla q\u00eb me siguri, pasi t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja si un\u00eb, do t\u00eb t\u00eb jepnin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e ditur q\u00eb nuk buz\u00ebqeshin kurr\u00eb\u201d. Por un\u00eb shoh tek ju di\u00e7ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb n\u00ebpun\u00ebs i varf\u00ebr i qytetit t\u00eb fshatit; dhe p\u00ebrderisa nuk e besoj se jeni mbushur s\u00ebrish me at\u00eb vokacionin e vjet\u00ebr dhe patriarkal, do t\u00eb jem shum\u00eb i kujdessh\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb mos ju them \u201ck\u00ebshtu \u00ebsht\u00eb rruga \u201d, edhe pse kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb nga rrug\u00ebt q\u00eb ju tregova p\u00ebr t\u2019i shp\u00ebtuar konfliktit urgjent q\u00eb m\u00eb paraqit\u00ebt. &#8220;Dhe n\u00ebse Se\u00f1or de Valenzuela do ta mbante fjal\u00ebn?&#8221; Un\u00eb guxova t\u00eb sugjeroja. &#8220;O njeri i pafajsh\u00ebm!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti Matica duke m\u00eb par\u00eb me keqardhje. &#8221; Ju keni ende shpresa!&#8230; Por edhe sikur t\u00eb realizoheshin, \u00e7far\u00eb dobie do t\u00eb kishit?&#8230; A nuk e dini se dit\u00ebt e Valenzuel\u00ebs jan\u00eb t\u00eb num\u00ebruara, sepse sundimtar\u00ebt, n\u00ebn mbrojtjen e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve jeton dhe lul\u00ebzon, tashm\u00eb po l\u00ebkunden? Nuk keni sy apo vesh\u00eb? Nuk lexoni gazeta? Nuk i d\u00ebgjoni njer\u00ebzit?&#8221; A nuk d\u00ebgjoni, kudo q\u00eb t\u00eb shkoni, nj\u00eb thashetheme t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme dhe t\u00eb vazhdueshme, dhe a nuk e dini se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb zhurma vdekjeprur\u00ebse e qeverive jopopullore dhe t\u00eb urryera? Dhe kur Valenzuela t\u00eb bjer\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb dobie do t&#8217;ju b\u00ebnte kredenciali q\u00eb i detyroheni madh\u00ebshtis\u00eb s\u00eb tij, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb bini n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb me t\u00eb, si nj\u00eb nga krijesat e tij? &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb, t\u00eb mos flasim m\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje,&#8221; thash\u00eb, duke e gjetur veten n\u00eb nj\u00eb humbje p\u00ebr t&#8217;u shp\u00ebtuar mes atyre reflektimeve, forca e t\u00eb cilave q\u00ebndronte pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb t\u00eb qen\u00ebt identik\u00eb me ato q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb vet\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb her\u00eb, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr arsyen se nuk isha as i shurdh\u00ebr dhe as i verb\u00ebr sa m\u00eb gjykonte Matica. Dhe nuk u tha m\u00eb. Kapitulli 19. Por padia e pafat nuk m&#8217;u largua kurr\u00eb nga mendja; dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb, mendimet e zymta u shumuan me pjellori mahnit\u00ebse, si \u00e7do far\u00eb e keqe, dhe u rrit\u00ebn dhe u fryn\u00eb, pa koh\u00eb p\u00ebr pushim t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Kam kaluar nj\u00eb jav\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb; Dhe pik\u00ebrisht kur po filloja t\u00eb m\u00ebsohesha me barr\u00ebn dhe madje p\u00ebrpiqesha ta leht\u00ebsoja pak me ndihm\u00ebn e disa shpresave q\u00eb domosdoshm\u00ebria e trishtuar shtihej n\u00eb mendjen time n\u00eb skutat m\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebta, Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque i shquar hyri n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn time shum\u00eb her\u00ebt n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes , me kapel\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb, me sy t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyesh\u00ebm, me vezullim t\u00eb zhveshur, t\u00eb zhveshur dhe gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb shtremb\u00ebr . &#8220;Vdekje t\u00eb posht\u00ebrve!&#8221; b\u00ebrtiti ai si p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje, nd\u00ebrsa m\u00eb zgjati dor\u00ebn. Mendova se ishte \u00e7mendur dhe e shikoja i habitur, pa th\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. &#8220;T\u00eb trondit, Se\u00f1or Don Pedro!&#8221; vazhdoi ai, duke m\u00eb shtypur dor\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb me at\u00eb t\u00eb tij\u00ebn q\u00eb dridhej e flakte: &#8220;Vendi \u00ebsht\u00eb me fat, edhe ju dhe un\u00eb, dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb spanjoll\u00ebt e nderuar! &#8221; &#8220;Po pse, o njeri i Zotit?&#8221; E pyeta i mbushur me kuriozitet. &#8211;Epo pse t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00ebse jo sepse ra i posht\u00ebr, tiran\u00ebt, hajdut\u00ebt,&#8230;? &#8211;Kush jan\u00eb k\u00ebta tiran\u00eb dhe ata?&#8230; &#8211;Qeveria, kungull! Un\u00eb isha ai q\u00eb ra at\u00ebher\u00eb, me kok\u00eb n\u00eb dekurajimet m\u00eb t\u00eb trishta! &#8211; Dhe nuk do t\u00eb thuash, &#8211; vazhdoi njeriu i vog\u00ebl, &#8211; se egoizmi m\u00eb ndez entuziazmin, sepse t\u00eb rejat shkojn\u00eb n\u00eb ide me t\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00ebt dhe nuk pres asgj\u00eb prej tyre; por, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, ata jan\u00eb burra t\u00eb tjer\u00eb; jo ata fam\u00ebkeqit q\u00eb ma mor\u00ebn buk\u00ebn dhe tentuan t\u00eb shkelmojn\u00eb Kushtetut\u00ebn&#8230; Sepse e dini tashm\u00eb q\u00eb Ministria e Ekonomis\u00eb po b\u00ebnte grusht shteti &#8230; Ja ku \u00ebsht\u00eb i ngroht\u00eb dhe gati El Clarin de la Patria, q\u00eb e lexon pik\u00eb p\u00ebr pik\u00eb, me list\u00ebn e t\u00eb rejave. Ministrat. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb duken m\u00eb keq dhe nuk pres asgj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe nga asnj\u00ebri prej tyre ; por s&#8217;ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi: e kam th\u00ebn\u00eb tashm\u00eb se nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt; ata q\u00eb m\u00eb hoq\u00ebn nga puna dhe nuk pranuan t\u00eb m\u00eb rikthejn\u00eb n\u00eb detyr\u00eb, t\u00eb posht\u00ebr!&#8230; Dhe ata njer\u00ebz t\u00eb bien aq leht\u00eb sa njer\u00ebz t\u00eb nderuar!&#8230; Vdekje hajdut\u00ebve!&#8230; Por, o njeri, \u00e7far\u00eb thot\u00eb El Clar\u00edn kur raporton ngjarjen! Nuk e di si e lejojn\u00eb, sepse n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit jan\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ujq\u00ebr t\u00eb s\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs rac\u00eb&#8230; \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb e thot\u00eb me gjysm\u00eb zemre dhe mes rreshtave. Kini kujdes sa goj\u00ebnxeht\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo gazet\u00eb!&#8230; Mban edhe list\u00ebn e zyrtar\u00ebve t\u00eb lart\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb dor\u00ebzuar dor\u00ebheqjet q\u00eb nga r\u00ebnia e ministris\u00eb. Esht\u00eb e panevojshme t\u00eb thuhet, i pari \u00ebsht\u00eb shoku juaj Valenzuela&#8230; Mendoj se nuk ju intereson, apo jo? &#8220;P\u00ebr v\u00ebmendjen q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebri kur m\u00eb rekomandoje!&#8230; Sigurisht, po t\u00eb mos ishe kaq af\u00ebr, ndoshta do t\u00eb guxoja&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;T\u00eb thuash di\u00e7ka t\u00eb keqe p\u00ebr t\u00eb?&#8221; E pyeta t\u00eb pushuarin duke e nd\u00ebrprer\u00eb me nervoziz\u00ebm. &#8220;Epo, n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, thuaj \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb duash, sepse ai m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa e meriton mashtrimin shum\u00eb fshatar q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri. &#8221; &#8220;Edhe ti!&#8230; Ah, \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht nga La Mancha!&#8230; Epo, un\u00eb them p\u00ebr t\u00eb se ai \u00ebsht\u00eb kapiteni i band\u00ebs; dhe jam i befasuar q\u00eb ju desh kaq shum\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr ta d\u00ebgjuar dhe p\u00ebr ta njohur at\u00eb, ndoshta shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb m\u00ebdha q\u00eb ai ka b\u00ebr\u00eb. t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb nes\u00ebr se dje, sepse k\u00ebshtu jemi n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb&#8230; por, p\u00ebr momentin, nuk i detyrohem asgj\u00eb, dhe dreqin p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb thuash, si p\u00ebrfundim, ai m\u00eb tha: &#8220;A nuk do t\u00eb dilje n\u00eb rrug\u00eb menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe nuk do t\u00eb kisha dashur t\u00eb b\u00ebja shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra ?&#8221; nj\u00eb g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebr dhe Balduque, duke zbritur kapelen e tij, m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Epo, se\u00f1or Don Pedro, un\u00eb do t\u00eb kandidoj sot, edhe n\u00ebse m\u00eb kushton nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shkarkim; Kam nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr aj\u00ebr t\u00eb past\u00ebr dhe l\u00ebvizje, shum\u00eb lajme dhe shum\u00eb komente; mbi te gjitha koment! Duket se m\u00eb ushqejn\u00eb dhe m\u00eb rigjenerojn\u00eb! Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, njeriu informohet; nj\u00ebri pyet, tjetri heton; dhe nd\u00ebrsa agimi zbardh n\u00eb or\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt&#8230; Do t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqem t&#8217;ju shoh s\u00eb shpejti p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndar\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypjet e mia&#8230; K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebris urimet e mia dhe&#8230; mirupafshim, miku im!&#8221; Ai zgjati dor\u00ebn dhe u largua nga sht\u00ebpia ime po aq nervoz dhe i hutuar sa kishte hyr\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, shpresat e mia t\u00eb zbehta q\u00eb ishin zhdukur plot\u00ebsisht me lajmin q\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb shkruaja Don Seraf\u00edn, do t\u00eb m\u00eb sillte nj\u00eb rezolut\u00eb q\u00eb Don Seraf\u00edn nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb sillte. vones\u00eb, duke e informuar p\u00ebr d\u00ebshtimin e planeve tona, jo p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb Valenzuel\u00ebs, sepse kjo do t\u00eb ishte e barabart\u00eb me nj\u00eb goditje me thik\u00eb n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn e t\u00eb varf\u00ebrit , aq t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur me fisnik\u00ebrin\u00eb dhe bujarin\u00eb e personazhit, por p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb ndryshimit t\u00eb fundit politik q\u00eb, n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, i b\u00ebri t\u00eb padobishme d\u00ebshirat e mira t\u00eb mbrojt\u00ebsit tim bujar, dhe un\u00eb do t&#8217;i ktheja parat\u00eb e mia m\u00eb t\u00eb mira Un\u00eb isha larguar pasi t\u00eb zgjidhja hesapet me hanxhiun, do t\u00eb merrja cepin m\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb t\u00eb trajnerit dhe n\u00ebse teprica nuk e mbulonte as k\u00ebt\u00eb, do ta b\u00ebja udh\u00ebtimin me nj\u00eb galeri, ose nj\u00eb vagon me kat\u00ebr rrota, q\u00eb zgjati dhjet\u00eb a dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb dit\u00eb nga Madridi n\u00eb Santander, pasi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, do t\u00eb gjeja nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i shpjeguar pak nga pak t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn . Un\u00eb do t\u00eb kisha guximin t\u00eb duroja talljet q\u00eb m\u00eb prisnin nga Garc\u00edas dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk ishin Garc\u00edas, kur m\u00eb shihnin t\u00eb kthehesha me shaka, t\u00eb varf\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb pafuqish\u00ebm, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e mjer\u00eb nga e cila m\u00eb kishin par\u00eb t\u00eb largohesha tre muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb shk\u00eblqimit t\u00eb rrezeve t\u00eb huazuara t\u00eb qytetit t\u00eb La\u00e7\u00ebs nga kujtesa ime, me forc\u00ebn e domosdoshm\u00ebris\u00eb, shijet e bot\u00ebs q\u00eb kisha shijuar, do t\u00eb aspiroja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb postin e sekretarit t\u00eb bashkis\u00eb, madje do t\u00eb isha n\u00eb gjendje, po t\u00eb mos ma jepnin, t\u00eb punoja tok\u00ebn me duart e mia, p\u00ebrderisa n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb plot\u00ebsoja nevojat themelore t\u00eb jet\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbeja si streh\u00eb e rehati. pleq\u00ebria e nderuar e babait tim. N\u00ebn k\u00ebto p\u00ebrshtypje fillova t&#8217;i shkruaj; dhe un\u00eb ende isha duke shkruar kur m\u00eb doli Matica. &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb po b\u00ebn?&#8221; m\u00eb pyeti pa m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur. &#8220;E shihni,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja duke treguar letr\u00ebn. &#8220;Kujt \u00ebsht\u00eb?&#8230; dhe ju lutem m\u00eb falni sinqeritetin. &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebr babain tim. &#8221; &#8220;Kam dyshuar po aq. Ju do t&#8217;i tregoni p\u00ebr r\u00ebnien e ministris\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Pik\u00ebrisht. &#8220;Pas asaj q\u00eb fol\u00ebm nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb i takon nj\u00eb djali t\u00eb nderuar dhe t\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjsh\u00ebm si ju. &#8221; &#8220;M\u00eb ka mbetur gjysm\u00eb faqe dhe nuk do t\u00eb doja ta humbisja post\u00ebn. A mund t\u00eb kem lejen tuaj p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrfunduar? &#8221; &#8220;Jo, zot\u00ebri: p\u00ebrkundrazi, ju urdh\u00ebroj ta pezulloni detyr\u00ebn; m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoni dhe vazhdoni m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00ebse d\u00ebshironi.&#8221; E lash\u00eb stilolapsin, u ul Matica, ne q\u00ebndruam ball\u00eb p\u00ebr ball\u00eb dhe ai m\u00eb foli k\u00ebshtu: &#8220;A do t\u00eb t\u00eb shkonte nj\u00eb pun\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid, me nj\u00ebzet e pes\u00eb duro n\u00eb muaj, t\u00eb paguar me para n\u00eb dor\u00eb, afatgjat\u00eb, me pak pun\u00eb dhe jo tamam e pak\u00ebndshme?&#8221; Oferta m&#8217;u duk si nj\u00eb kanoni q\u00eb ra befas nga qielli. &#8220;Dhe n\u00ebse do t\u00eb thosha po? &#8221; &#8220;Do t\u00eb ishte p\u00ebr ju. &#8221; &#8220;Sigurisht? &#8221; &#8220;Duke filluar sot. &#8221; &#8220;Dreq!&#8221; B\u00ebrtita, n\u00eb kulmin e habis\u00eb. \u201c M\u00eb shpjegoni k\u00ebt\u00eb, ju lutem. \u201d \u201cKa nj\u00eb vend bosh p\u00ebr drejtimin e nj\u00eb gazete t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme; e m\u00ebsova mbr\u00ebm\u00eb; fola me pronarin-drejtorin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, nj\u00eb person t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer dhe nj\u00eb mikun tim; i ofrova nj\u00eb administrator me kualifikimet dhe karakteristikat tuaja, nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb&#8230; dhe pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb, p\u00ebr \u00e7do rast&#8230; gjithmon\u00eb me kusht q\u00eb pozicioni t\u00eb jet\u00eb i p\u00ebrshtatsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr ju . Miku im, i cili m\u00eb sh\u00ebrben sa her\u00eb q\u00eb mundet, e pranoi ofert\u00ebn, me kusht q\u00eb ti t\u00eb pranosh. Dhe duke qen\u00eb se kjo ndodhi pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb mesnat\u00eb , sot u ngrita her\u00ebt p\u00ebr ta informuar p\u00ebr rastin, duke fituar sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb koh\u00eb , sepse uria \u00ebsht\u00eb e p\u00ebrhapur n\u00eb Madrid, ushqimi i mir\u00eb nuhatet nga larg dhe nuk duhet besuar shum\u00eb fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb burrave. Duke e d\u00ebgjuar k\u00ebt\u00eb, u ktheva n\u00eb karrigen time, i zgjidha pantoflat me dy djers\u00eb t\u00eb forta dhe fillova t\u00eb vesh \u00e7izmet e mia, t\u00eb cilat ishin leht\u00ebsisht t\u00eb arritshme. Matica buz\u00ebqeshi dhe m\u00eb la ta b\u00ebj. Pastaj mora mantelin, pastaj kapel\u00ebn dhe n\u00eb fund, grisa letr\u00ebn q\u00eb kisha filluar t&#8217;i shkruaj babait tim. \u201cJam n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimin tuaj\u201d, i thash\u00eb Matic\u00ebs i l\u00ebvizur dhe i nxituar. Ai qeshi me zem\u00ebr me konfuzionin tim. Dhe un\u00eb b\u00ebrtita nga frika se mos m\u00eb tallte p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb: &#8220;A nuk thua se duhet t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitojm\u00eb nga momentet?&#8221; &#8220;Po, e b\u00ebra; por ne nuk duhet ta marrim fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr fjal\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb thuhet . K\u00ebta zot\u00ebrinj fshatar kan\u00eb nj\u00eb virgj\u00ebri p\u00ebrshtypjesh!&#8230; Kini parasysh, mik S\u00e1nchez, q\u00eb gazeta botohet n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, prandaj redaktor\u00ebt e saj rrin\u00eb zgjuar shum\u00eb von\u00eb dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur q\u00eb, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e tanishme, ne ende nuk kemi gjetur ask\u00ebnd me at\u00eb koh\u00eb, le t\u00eb na e kuptoj\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, le t\u00eb flasim pak p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje, ju ende nuk e dini se \u00e7far\u00eb gazete \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo. &#8220;Por \u00e7far\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsie ka?&#8221; &#8220;Besoj se ju kam d\u00ebgjuar t\u00eb shprehni nj\u00ebfar\u00eb t\u00eb keqe idesh p\u00ebr politik\u00ebn. &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebrshtypja e t\u00eb lexuarit t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs s\u00eb babait tim,&#8221; thash\u00eb, me pak respekt p\u00ebr traditat e familjes. \u201cPor, n\u00eb \u00e7do rast, nuk do t\u00eb predikoj n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb atje\u201d. &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Matica; \u201cPor duke qen\u00eb se n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb ideve t\u00eb k\u00ebqija, sipas jush q\u00eb jeni t\u00eb lidhur me koh\u00ebt e vjetra, ai q\u00eb e ka delen \u00ebsht\u00eb po aq fajtor sa ai q\u00eb e q\u00ebron, dua t\u00eb shkarkoj nd\u00ebrgjegjen time nga \u00e7do p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi, duke ju paralajm\u00ebruar se gazeta me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kemi t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb luftarake, e papajtueshme, nga projektimi, me gjith\u00e7ka aktuale dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ngjaj\u00eb me t\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Atje mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb goditje ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb&#8230; &#8221; &#8211;Se ka&#8230; &#8211;Epo, p\u00ebrball\u00eb nj\u00eb rezolute kaq heroike, nuk kam asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t&#8217;ju th\u00ebn\u00eb se gazeta quhet _El Clar\u00edn de la Patria_. &#8211;E di. &#8211;Nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb shum\u00eb e njohur, &#8211; vazhdon Matica, &#8211; me nj\u00eb tirazh t\u00eb gjer\u00eb dhe me shum\u00eb autoritet n\u00eb politik\u00ebn revolucionare. Paguhet mir\u00eb dhe n\u00eb koh\u00eb&#8230; gj\u00eb e rrall\u00eb! Njer\u00ebz t\u00eb mir\u00eb, ata q\u00eb e shkruajn\u00eb&#8230; paksa shum\u00eb rebel\u00eb, ndoshta. &#8211;Dhe nuk eshte shkruar keq me sa mbaj mend. &#8211; Si dhe mund t\u00eb shkruhet me melodin\u00eb e himnit t\u00eb Riegos, q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb arritje e madhe. N\u00eb aspektin thjesht letrar, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e veshur m\u00eb mir\u00eb: duartrokitjet e saj kumbojn\u00eb dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e k\u00ebrkuar nga letrar\u00ebt. Satirat e saj kan\u00eb reputacion t\u00eb drejt\u00eb dhe Qeveria i trembet&#8230; Me pak fjal\u00eb, ka element\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj jet\u00ebsor dhe nuk ka frik\u00eb se pozita e administratorit do t\u00eb humbas\u00eb bashk\u00eb me t\u00eb, brenda nat\u00ebs. &#8220;Edhe n\u00ebse nuk zgjat nj\u00eb jav\u00eb!&#8221; Thash\u00eb plot bindje: &#8221; Do ta fitoj gradualisht arm\u00ebpushimin; m\u00eb von\u00eb Zoti do ta vendos\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr,&#8221; vazhdoi miku im, &#8220;puna \u00ebsht\u00eb e rehatshme dhe e p\u00ebrballueshme. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb zyra q\u00eb Valenzuela do t&#8217;ju kishte ofruar, me letr\u00ebn e saj me mjek\u00ebr, dosjet e saj t\u00eb pluhurosura, uniformitetin e tavolinave, kapelat prej kadifeje dhe k\u00ebll\u00ebf\u00ebt e holl\u00eb, lista e librave \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb . abonent\u00ebt, libri i parave t\u00eb gatshme dhe kaq shum\u00eb sende t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb dobishme q\u00eb do t\u00eb vihen n\u00ebn p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb tuaj t\u00eb menj\u00ebhershme n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb administrat\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb poetike, por p\u00ebrsa i p\u00ebrket mos dridhjes nga ndryshimet e papritura t\u00eb situat\u00ebs, tekat e nj\u00eb eprori hierarkik, transferimet e detyruara t\u00eb vendbanimit, etj., duke pasur parasysh interesat tuaja, edukimin patriarkal dhe cil\u00ebsit\u00eb e duhura t\u00eb pun\u00ebs suaj. Nuk do ta ushtrosh pen\u00ebn n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e turbullt t\u00eb let\u00ebrsis\u00eb dhe politik\u00ebs; por ju do t\u00eb jetoni n\u00eb kufijt\u00eb e tij, do t\u00eb soditni horizontet e tij, do t\u00eb njihni njer\u00ebzit e tij dhe m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb jetes\u00ebs, do t\u00eb d\u00ebshmoni betejat e tij, do t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoni britmat e tij t\u00eb betej\u00ebs dhe do t\u00eb admironi shpirtin e tij t\u00eb paepur, p\u00ebrpjekjet e tij t\u00eb zjarrta dhe pasionante pa pushim. R\u00ebnkimet e pand\u00ebrprera t\u00eb shtypshkronjave q\u00eb nxjerrin predha idesh do t&#8217;ju qet\u00ebsojn\u00eb vesh\u00ebt dhe fryma djall\u00ebzore e boj\u00ebs ngjit\u00ebse q\u00eb ka transformuar bot\u00ebn do t\u00eb prodhoj\u00eb tek ju gj\u00ebmime misterioze, t\u00eb pathyeshme q\u00eb do t\u00eb trazojn\u00eb mendjen tuaj paq\u00ebsore n\u00eb nj\u00eb furi dhe do ta b\u00ebjn\u00eb stilolapsin t\u00eb trazohet me forc\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00ebn tuaj t\u00eb djatht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me siguri. kutit\u00eb e librit kryesor. Frytet intelektuale q\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb, p\u00ebr shtatz\u00ebnin\u00eb dhe zhvillimin e tyre, meditim t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe frym\u00ebzim t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb , nuk do t\u00eb lindin atje, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb fush\u00eb e trazuar dhe e trazuar ; por, si nj\u00eb port i lir\u00eb dhe i hapur, do t\u00eb arrij\u00eb pasuria e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bashk\u00ebmoshatar\u00ebve t\u00eb tij , nj\u00eb shembull i rrall\u00eb i veprimtaris\u00eb s\u00eb larmishme t\u00eb mendimit njer\u00ebzor n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb tok\u00eb tradicionale t\u00eb qiqrave dhe trazirave. Pamfleti i pakuptimt\u00eb, me nj\u00eb er\u00eb diatribe helmuese kund\u00ebr ministrit p\u00ebrkat\u00ebs apo partis\u00eb politike q\u00eb b\u00ebri padrejt\u00ebsin\u00eb e shp\u00ebrfilljes dhe neglizhimit t\u00eb autorit; v\u00ebllimi i vog\u00ebl i vargjeve, n\u00eb nj\u00eb larmi tonesh dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha shijet; *Memoir* luksoz i mbushur me shifra, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat Menaxhmenti informon partner\u00ebt se n\u00eb vitin e ardhsh\u00ebm fiskal kjo do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb pasuri n\u00ebse lejojn\u00eb q\u00eb burimet natyrore dhe legjitime t\u00eb kompanis\u00eb t\u00eb zhvillohen brenda sfer\u00ebs s\u00eb kredis\u00eb, n\u00eb munges\u00eb t\u00eb monedh\u00ebs m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb; drama e jasht\u00ebzakonshme, e shtypur si kompensim i drejt\u00eb p\u00ebr fishk\u00ebllim\u00ebn me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai u prit nga nj\u00eb publik tradhtar; puna e studiuesit, nj\u00eb farrago e pafundme q\u00eb synon t\u00eb p\u00ebrcaktoj\u00eb natyr\u00ebn e lla\u00e7it t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorur n\u00eb nd\u00ebrtimin e Cloaca Maxima, t\u00eb quajtur nga Cato the Cloacale flumen; Buqeta aromatike e Paralajm\u00ebrimeve Morale, &#8220;q\u00eb nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb e devotshme ia kushton edukimit t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb but\u00eb&#8221;; K\u00ebrkim historik n\u00ebp\u00ebr shekujt m\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebt, nj\u00eb broshur\u00eb nga nj\u00eb m\u00ebsues i shkoll\u00ebs fshatare, duke arg\u00ebtuar k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebrtacin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb gjat\u00eb&#8230; dhe urin\u00eb; Zgjuesi i P\u00ebrgjumjes s\u00eb Popullit , nj\u00eb centon maksimash politike, t\u00eb lavd\u00ebruara nga nj\u00eb patriot, martir i \u00e7\u00ebshtjes s\u00eb shenjt\u00eb t\u00eb liris\u00eb; Traktati p\u00ebr lindjen e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve; t\u00eb nj\u00eb roman sjelljesh, nj\u00eb historik, nj\u00eb shkencor, nj\u00eb teologjik, nj\u00eb detar; _Manual i Ndryshimeve_; _K\u00ebnga Epike_, nj\u00eb ese modeste nga nj\u00eb studente e re veterinare; _Manuale rusticorum_, keqb\u00ebrja e nj\u00eb humanisti t\u00eb thekur&#8230; edhe kopja e botimit t\u00eb ri t\u00eb _Breviary_, apo _Misal_; me pak fjal\u00eb, gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb imagjinohet do t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb ato tavolina, dhe n\u00ebn ato tavolina, dhe mbi karrige, dhe n\u00ebn karrige, dhe n\u00eb vendkalim, dhe n\u00eb qoshe, dhe pas dollap\u00ebve, dhe n\u00eb shporta dhe n\u00eb grumbullin e plehrave; dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb do t\u00eb ket\u00eb shkuar atje me post\u00eb, ose me dor\u00eb, me autografin p\u00ebrkat\u00ebs n\u00eb faqen e par\u00eb, duke u rekomanduar me p\u00ebrul\u00ebsi p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e gazet\u00ebs, por me q\u00ebllimin q\u00eb ajo ta vendos\u00eb pun\u00ebn n\u00eb brir\u00ebt e h\u00ebn\u00ebs&#8230; Pra, \u00e7far\u00eb mund t&#8217;ju them p\u00ebr ardhjen dhe ikjen e njer\u00ebzve me temperamente dhe karakteristika t\u00eb tilla si \u00e7\u00ebshtjet q\u00eb i shtyjn\u00eb ata, dhe bisedat q\u00eb i nisin, diskutojn\u00eb dhe i p\u00ebrdorin ata. dhe dyshimet qe nxjerrin ne pah apo lajmet qe japin? Po n\u00eb mendjen e k\u00ebtij redaktori; gj\u00ebrat e tjetrit; kapjet e atij; passhijet e atij p\u00ebrtej; inkurajimi, shpresat apo dekurajimi i t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve, n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebs se si fryjn\u00eb er\u00ebrat e politik\u00ebs, dhe e jotja afrohet apo largohet? Por nuk dua t&#8217;ju heq interesin p\u00ebr surpriz\u00ebn, duke ju dh\u00ebn\u00eb paraprakisht informacione q\u00eb do t\u00eb jen\u00eb nj\u00eb karrem i shijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr kuriozitetin tuaj&#8230; Ju lutem m\u00eb jepni duartrokitje p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb paragraf t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, i cili, p\u00ebr t&#8217;u zbardhur befas, nuk ka dal\u00eb fare keq; dhe&#8230; Fjal\u00ebn e ka zoti S\u00e1nchez . Jo duartrokitje, por nj\u00eb p\u00ebrqafim shum\u00eb i af\u00ebrt ishte ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb pas i dhash\u00eb Ekstremaduranit mendjempreht\u00eb: monedha m\u00eb e mir\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mund t&#8217;i shp\u00ebrbleja atje p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb tregoi dhe favorin e madh q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb. Dhe duke folur e duke folur, kaloi nj\u00eb or\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, dhe s\u00eb bashku, ende duke biseduar, dol\u00ebm n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Kapitulli 20. Kjo pun\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb pazar i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, n\u00ebse jo p\u00ebr pag\u00ebn, q\u00eb nuk ishte shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse m\u00eb dukej, at\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr pun\u00ebn e leht\u00eb, or\u00ebt komode dhe karakterin e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb u sh\u00ebrbeja. M&#8217;u desh ca p\u00ebrpjekje p\u00ebr t\u00eb bindur baban\u00eb se ishte po aq p\u00ebr t&#8217;u pun\u00ebsuar atje sa gjetk\u00eb, sepse zot\u00ebria i mir\u00eb, edhe pa neverin\u00eb instiktive q\u00eb ndjente ndaj nj\u00eb gazete me idet\u00eb e El Clar\u00edn de la Patria, do t\u00eb kishte preferuar t\u00eb kthehesha n\u00eb fshat, nd\u00ebrsa om\u00ebleta e re ministrore po p\u00ebrmbytej, dhe nga Valenzuela pritej s\u00ebrish, n\u00eb shqet\u00ebsimin e Pawers dhe t\u00eb Valenzuela. n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes. Por n\u00eb fund ai u bind dhe un\u00eb besoj n\u00eb mir\u00ebbesim dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb u \u00e7lirova nga i vetmi keqardhje q\u00eb m\u00eb preku m\u00eb pas. Nga nxitjet dhe rekomandimet e Matic\u00ebs, i cili ishte nj\u00eb llastar i llastuar n\u00eb at\u00eb redaksi, un\u00eb u konsiderova q\u00eb nga dita e par\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se nj\u00eb punonj\u00ebs i thjesht\u00eb i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb; por m\u00ebsimet e fundit m\u00eb kishin m\u00ebsuar rreziqet p\u00ebr t\u00eb dal\u00eb jasht\u00eb kontrollit dhe isha shum\u00eb e kujdesshme q\u00eb t\u00eb mos abuzoja me k\u00ebto avantazhe, t\u00eb cilat p\u00ebrktheheshin n\u00eb nj\u00eb tipar modestie dhe me t\u00eb, u forcova pak m\u00eb tej n\u00eb vler\u00ebsimin e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb redaktor\u00ebve. K\u00ebta ishin, ata q\u00eb mund t\u00eb quheshin _staf_, pes\u00eb me drejtorin, sepse bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebt, _miq_dhe fansa t\u00eb \u00e7do lloji ishin t\u00eb panum\u00ebrt. Regjisori, t\u00eb cilin do ta em\u00ebroj, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos e l\u00ebn\u00eb pa nj\u00eb, p\u00ebr leht\u00ebsin\u00eb e historis\u00eb, Redondo, kishte gjith\u00eb besimin, gjith\u00eb entuziazmin dhe gjith\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguljen e nj\u00eb sektari t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Ai ishte nga La Rioja, atdheu i p\u00ebrparimtar\u00ebve t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj dhe i pasur. Ol\u00f3zaga ishte Minerva e tij, Espartero Marsi i tij, Milicia Komb\u00ebtare mb\u00ebshtetja e Olimpit dhe Kushtetuta e &#8217;37, me reformat liberale t\u00eb k\u00ebrkuara nga nevojat e koh\u00ebs, libri i tij i shenjt\u00eb. K\u00ebsaj sip\u00ebrmarrjeje ai i ishte kushtuar me vet\u00ebmohim heroik kat\u00ebr vjet m\u00eb par\u00eb, duke themeluar at\u00eb gazet\u00eb, pasurin\u00eb e tij, talentin e tij t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, paqen, madje edhe at\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb kast\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. Un\u00eb do t\u00eb betohem se ai njeri nuk kishte aspirata t\u00eb tjera p\u00ebrve\u00e7 atyre t\u00eb flakjes s\u00eb &#8221; tiranis\u00eb&#8221; nga Spanja, duke \u00e7liruar buxhetin komb\u00ebtar nga &#8220;vija ogurzez\u00eb e _kultura dhe kleri_&#8221;, dhe k\u00ebshtu t\u00eb rivendos\u00eb rregullin e liris\u00eb n\u00ebn tingujt e himnit t\u00eb Riegos dhe n\u00ebn mbrojtjen e Duk\u00ebs s\u00eb Fitores. M\u00eb s\u00eb shumti, at\u00eb t\u00eb uljes n\u00eb vendet e Kongresit, me votim universal t\u00eb shpallur, nga vota e lir\u00eb e nj\u00eb distrikti t\u00eb provinc\u00ebs s\u00eb tij; dhe jo p\u00ebr kot\u00ebsit\u00eb e vogla, por m\u00eb tep\u00ebr kund\u00ebr kot\u00ebsive t\u00eb vogla. kurthe t\u00eb &#8220;dor\u00ebs s\u00eb fshehur t\u00eb reaksionit&#8221; Ai ishte i vrullsh\u00ebm, nervoz dhe me besimin q\u00eb kishte n\u00eb parimet e tij politike, me praktik\u00ebn e trajtimit t\u00eb tyre n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha or\u00ebt dhe n\u00eb \u00e7do vend, sa i ngopur ishte me _iden\u00eb_, dhe me tmerrin q\u00eb ndjente p\u00ebr \u00e7do qeveri reaksionare, dhe \u00e7do gazet\u00eb, lib\u00ebr apo broshur\u00eb q\u00eb i mbronte ato , por ishte e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb Pika, sepse Riojani entuziast nuk e kishte problem t\u00eb ishte i vrazhd\u00eb dhe luftonte gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb terren t\u00eb fort\u00eb, ndon\u00ebse me lirin\u00eb e kufizuar t\u00eb l\u00ebvizjes p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kufizonin at\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn, sepse t\u00eb till\u00eb konsideroheshin ata q\u00eb, si ata, ishin t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm me shaka bombastike dhe shprehje pompoze dhe kolosale t\u00eb fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb r\u00ebndomta dhe t\u00eb shpifura ; dhe nuk do t\u00eb them se jan\u00eb akoma, sepse ne spanjoll\u00ebt e kemi ndryshuar disi at\u00eb zakon t\u00eb keq, q\u00eb nga ajo koh\u00eb e tutje ritmin e betejave gazetareske, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat gjuha e pafajshme kastiliane paguante gjithmon\u00eb \u00e7mimin p\u00ebr xhamin e thyer, dhe ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb paguan p\u00ebr t\u00eb, duke<br \/>\nu rrahur dhe i mavijosur Gazetar\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb guximsh\u00ebm, m\u00eb t\u00eb zot\u00ebt dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm t\u00eb asaj kohe, por \u00e7far\u00eb jete q\u00eb ai kishte, u emocionova nga veprimtaria e tij e palodhur, e drejtuar drejt nj\u00eb q\u00ebllimi t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, sado e r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe e mundimshme kafeneja n\u00eb La Iberia nj\u00eb takim me emisarin e rrethit atdhetar k\u00ebtu ; Ata q\u00eb e pan\u00eb m\u00eb s\u00eb paku , ai h\u00ebngri pak dhe shpejt, dhe kur k\u00ebrkonte pushim n\u00eb shtrat, ai priste \u00e7do or\u00eb p\u00ebr ta d\u00ebrguar n\u00eb Kadiz Ai nuk ishte pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7, dhe ndon\u00ebse krenohej q\u00eb ishte i kujdessh\u00ebm me stolit\u00eb dhe veshjet e tij personale, ai ishte shum\u00eb larg nga koha e mod\u00ebs mbizot\u00ebruese Mua m\u00eb dukej se dy redaktor\u00ebt q\u00eb e ndihmuan at\u00eb n\u00eb aspektin e past\u00ebr politik t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs nuk e mor\u00ebn \u00e7\u00ebshtjen aq seriozisht sa ai , dhe megjithat\u00eb ata ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb prirur p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar &#8220;idealet&#8221;, nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb q\u00eb tashm\u00eb kishte filluar t\u00eb ting\u00ebllonte n\u00eb mesin e vezullimeve demokratike q\u00eb shkrepnin her\u00eb pas here n\u00eb p\u00ebrplasjen e ideve t\u00eb t\u00eb dyve ; t\u00eb cilin, n\u00eb metimet e tyre gazetareske , e quanin &#8220;prift\u00ebria &#8221; . n\u00eb nj\u00eb sonet, ose duke rr\u00ebfyer jet\u00ebn e tjetrit n\u00eb haleluja me gaz, ose duke djegur dob\u00ebsit\u00eb e yllit t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit n\u00eb nj\u00eb lirik\u00eb prushi; dhe t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto i b\u00ebri p\u00ebr mrekulli ai rini djall\u00ebzore, q\u00eb m\u00eb kujtoi Matic\u00ebn, kur Matica k\u00ebnaqej t\u00eb ishte i ndyr\u00eb pa u turpsh\u00ebm. E di q\u00eb ky i fundit ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb e ndihmonte me sukses t\u00eb madh n\u00eb &#8220;misionin&#8221; e tij g\u00ebrryes dhe shkat\u00ebrrues. Revistat letrare javore iu besuan nj\u00eb kontribuesi q\u00eb firmoste veten _Segismundo_ dhe i cili, ashtu si ky personazh i famsh\u00ebm, nuk ia grinte fjal\u00ebt kur i fliste t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb pashmes, as nuk harronte se paturp\u00ebsia e tij do t\u00eb kishte mjaftuesh\u00ebm paturp\u00ebsi . lindi nevoja, si\u00e7 ndodhte shpesh, sepse e keqja ka me boll\u00ebk, p\u00ebr fat t\u00eb keq. K\u00ebta njer\u00ebz, plus nj\u00eb redaktor tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb pad\u00ebmsh\u00ebm, p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs p\u00ebr lajmet provinciale dhe t\u00eb huaja, me komentet e tyre t\u00eb zakonshme t\u00eb buta dhe t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme, ishin ata q\u00eb zakonisht furnizonin materiale t\u00eb lexueshme p\u00ebr El Clar\u00edn de la Patria; p\u00ebr korrespondenc\u00ebn nga e gjith\u00eb bota t\u00eb botuara thuajse gjithmon\u00eb shkruhej n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn redaksi. Kjo zinte pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb katit p\u00ebrdhes t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb ku ndodheshin t\u00eb gjitha zyrat. E imja ishte af\u00ebr der\u00ebs s\u00eb hyrjes dhe kishte nj\u00eb der\u00eb tjet\u00ebr daljeje q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7onte n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb, nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb e gjer\u00eb me nj\u00eb zyr\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl ku priten vizitor\u00ebt e shum\u00ebpritur dhe trajtoheshin \u00e7\u00ebshtje me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe. Pjesa tjet\u00ebr e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb ishte e z\u00ebn\u00eb nga shtypshkronja. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00ebt, nga redaksia posht\u00eb, ishin n\u00eb komand\u00ebn time, dy prej t\u00eb cil\u00ebve m\u00eb ndihmuan n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn time. Dhe duke qen\u00eb se ishin t\u00eb lart\u00eb t\u00eb fush\u00ebs dhe me shum\u00eb eksperienc\u00eb n\u00eb ato detyra, jo vet\u00ebm m\u00eb \u00e7liruan nga nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e madhe e pun\u00ebs sime, por brenda pak dit\u00ebsh m\u00eb informuan p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb binte n\u00eb juridiksionin tim administrativ. M\u00eb pas arrita t\u00eb shihja, p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb time t\u00eb madhe, q\u00eb El Clar\u00edn de la Patria kishte nj\u00eb abonim shum\u00eb t\u00eb madh dhe kishte filluar t\u00eb fitonte jo pak para. T\u00eb gjitha lajmet q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb Matica n\u00eb lidhje me at\u00eb institucion ishin e v\u00ebrteta e past\u00ebr: librat dhe broshurat ishin t\u00eb shkreta ; dhe te mos permendim as gazeta, se me El Clar\u00edn k\u00ebmbyen pothuajse te gjitha ato nga Spanja dhe shume te huaja. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb m\u00eb mungonte koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb g\u00eblltitur fjal\u00ebt dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb fjal\u00ebt; sepse vlen t\u00eb p\u00ebrmendet se pangop\u00ebsia ime ishte aq m\u00eb e pangopur sa m\u00eb i madh t\u00eb ishte stoku me t\u00eb cilin ushqehej. Vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb nga vart\u00ebsit e zyr\u00ebs sime zot\u00ebronte rreth tridhjet\u00eb romane q\u00eb i kishte prer\u00eb nga serialet; sepse i lexova t\u00eb gjitha n\u00eb nj\u00eb jav\u00eb e gjysm\u00eb. Dhe duke qen\u00eb se redaksia kishte nj\u00eb karrige t\u00eb lir\u00eb, n\u00eb mos dy, n\u00eb \u00e7do teat\u00ebr, kishte gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb rezerv\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kisha akses si nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb nga regjisori, i cili i njihte prirjet e mia. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb mund t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqesha edhe me k\u00ebto dy vese, q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin kushtuar aq shum\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, pa shpenzuar asnj\u00eb maraved\u00ed; t\u00eb cilat p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsonin nj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhur shtes\u00eb t\u00eb konsiderueshme. M\u00ebsova pak fr\u00ebngjisht nga nj\u00eb shpenzues, i cili ishte shum\u00eb i p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb si agjent i liberal\u00ebve atje dhe m\u00eb jepte nj\u00eb m\u00ebsim n\u00eb dit\u00eb p\u00ebr tridhjet\u00eb real\u00eb n\u00eb muaj. Mora shum\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb nga drejtori i pafajsh\u00ebm, trurin e t\u00eb cilit e kisha p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsuar duke hartuar plane dhe duke i ushqyer me g\u00ebnjeshtra t\u00eb mrekullueshme p\u00ebr &#8220;ndihm\u00ebn e nd\u00ebrsjell\u00eb p\u00ebr progresivizmin nd\u00ebrkomb\u00ebtar&#8221;, si\u00e7 do t\u00eb thoshte Matica kur i sinqerti Redondo i tregoi p\u00ebr mrekullit\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebheshin me nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebsimin e atij njeriu t\u00eb paturpsh\u00ebm, q\u00eb nuhaste konjakun nga holli. Frekuentimi i zakonsh\u00ebm i t\u00eb huajve n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb mund t\u00eb klasifikohej n\u00eb tre grupe: var\u00ebse rrobash boshe q\u00eb shkonin atje p\u00ebr t&#8217;u gryk\u00eb gazetave t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha ngjyrave; liberal\u00eb t\u00eb eg\u00ebr, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt, t\u00eb pa k\u00ebnaqur me at\u00eb pak q\u00eb shtypi mund t\u00eb publikonte dhe me thashethemet kontradiktore nga kafeneja, k\u00ebrkonin me padurim lajme t\u00eb majme nga burime t\u00eb besueshme; dhe miq dhe inicues n\u00eb sekretet e partis\u00eb. I pari i k\u00ebtij grupi i p\u00ebrkiste Matica, i cili m\u00eb vizitonte shum\u00eb shpesh; tek i dyti, &#8220;nj\u00eb bir i nderuar i popullit&#8221;, nj\u00eb vagonist nga tregtis\u00eb, me nj\u00eb punishte n\u00eb Plaza de la Cebada, dhe emri i t\u00eb cilit ishte Godos a _Bujes_; Bujesi ishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb moshe, i st\u00ebrholluar, i ngritur dhe shum\u00eb leshtar; fytyr\u00eb e err\u00ebt, e qet\u00eb, disi katrore dhe e gdhendur rrept\u00ebsisht brenda nj\u00eb kornize t\u00eb zez\u00eb si cisco, nj\u00eb korniz\u00eb e formuar nga bordet e tij, pa mustaqe, e bashkuar para vesh\u00ebve me flok\u00ebt e kok\u00ebs, e shkurtuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjysm\u00ebrreth deri n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjat\u00ebsi t\u00eb vog\u00ebl dy gishtash mbi vetullat e tij t\u00eb ashpra. Mbi nj\u00eb kostum t\u00eb trash\u00eb kishte veshur pantallona dhe nj\u00eb bluz\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr me xhins blu shum\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt dhe n\u00eb kok\u00eb kishte veshur nj\u00eb barretin\u00eb ngjyr\u00eb vjollce, e cila i binte n\u00eb shpatull\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb. Ai fliste pak dhe jo keq, me nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb kumbues; dhe kur emocionohej pak, ishte edhe pak elokuent. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb Bujes kishte ndikim t\u00eb madh te burrat e lagjes s\u00eb tij dhe ishte nj\u00eb propagandues i madh i ideve t\u00eb _El Clar\u00edn_it. Ai kishte qen\u00eb rreshter i par\u00eb i kompanis\u00eb s\u00eb 4-t\u00eb t\u00eb Brigad\u00ebs I t\u00eb Leht\u00eb t\u00eb Milicis\u00eb Komb\u00ebtare, t\u00eb shp\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb \u201943; dhe ai u p\u00ebrfshi thell\u00eb n\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebn e &#8217;48-\u00ebs, duke besuar se ishte vet\u00ebm \u00e7\u00ebshtja e ringritjes s\u00eb atij institucioni t\u00eb denj\u00eb, p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn e t\u00eb cilit ishte gjithmon\u00eb gati t\u00eb jepte t\u00eb tij\u00ebn dhe nj\u00ebqind t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb mund t\u00eb kishte. N\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur e kuptoi gabimin e tij, ishte tep\u00ebr von\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u t\u00ebrhequr; dhe nga nj\u00eb mrekulli e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb, pasi rrezikoi jet\u00ebn e tij n\u00eb at\u00eb sprov\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt, ai u shp\u00ebtua nga futja n\u00eb shtyll\u00eb n\u00eb Filipine. Kjo gj\u00eb e Milicis\u00eb Komb\u00ebtare ishte boshti rreth t\u00eb cilit rrotullohej e gjith\u00eb makina e ideve politike t\u00eb Godos; madje, p\u00ebr ta th\u00ebn\u00eb pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb, jo Milicin\u00eb si &#8220;institucion q\u00eb shp\u00ebton interesat e shenjta t\u00eb liris\u00eb&#8221;, por Brigada e Par\u00eb e Leht\u00eb, ose ndoshta, ndoshta, pozicioni i rreshterit t\u00eb kompanis\u00eb s\u00eb 4-t\u00eb. Natyrisht, ai nuk e besonte k\u00ebshtu, dhe p\u00ebrkundrazi, e konsideronte veten, e th\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb rigoroze, ishte liberali m\u00eb konsekuent i Kushtetut\u00ebs s\u00eb 37-\u00ebs, pa kufizime e rezerva, nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb ecnin rrug\u00ebve t\u00eb Madridit, e q\u00eb ishin me mij\u00ebra. Por dua t\u00eb them, dhe pa ofenduar kujtimin e nderuar t\u00eb atij progresisti t\u00eb denj\u00eb, se pa veshur veshjet luftarake t\u00eb nj\u00eb ushtaraku apo gjenerali t\u00eb njohur Espartero, ndoshta ai nuk do t&#8217;i ishte p\u00ebrkushtuar me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr, si\u00e7 b\u00ebri, n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha atyre gj\u00ebrave, triumfi i t\u00eb cil\u00ebve ishte i domosdosh\u00ebm p\u00ebr kthimin e Espartero-s dhe rithemelimin e Kompanis\u00eb, t\u00eb Komitetit, t\u00eb Militantit, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb komb\u00ebtare . Brigada e Par\u00eb e Leht\u00eb. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, edhe duke pohuar at\u00eb q\u00eb v\u00eb n\u00eb dyshim p\u00ebr Buj\u00ebn, as ky shembull nuk do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb rast i pazakont\u00eb, si\u00e7 mund t\u00eb d\u00ebshmohet, n\u00ebse do t&#8217;i jepeshin sadopak koncepteve subtilizuese dhe zb\u00ebrthyes t\u00eb ideve t\u00eb tretura keq, nga kaq shum\u00eb p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues shum\u00eb t\u00eb nderuar t\u00eb tregtis\u00eb nga kjo an\u00eb dhe nga tjetra, baballar\u00eb shembullor\u00eb e madje heroik\u00eb t\u00eb familjeve, qytetar\u00eb t\u00eb palodhur e mij\u00ebra qytetar\u00eb, taksapagues e mij\u00ebra qytetar\u00eb, qytetar\u00eb t\u00eb palodhur, taksapagues e mij\u00ebra qytetar\u00eb. njoll\u00eb a theks, q\u00eb ishin nder, shk\u00eblqim dhe mb\u00ebshtetje e partis\u00eb n\u00eb koh\u00ebt e saj m\u00eb t\u00eb mira&#8230; Dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb e natyrshme, \u00e7far\u00eb djalli! Uniforma e luft\u00ebtarit ka shum\u00eb t\u00ebrheqje, duke mos e veshur me forc\u00eb dhe i bie mrekullisht m\u00eb t\u00eb zhveshurit dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjumurit ; dhe vezullimi i \u00e7elikut pa k\u00ebll\u00ebf, dhe moll\u00ebza e p\u00ebrkrenares midis dh\u00ebmb\u00ebve, dhe rrahja e daulleve dhe zhurma e borive n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb parad\u00eb dhe n\u00eb at\u00eb p\u00ebrball\u00eb gruas s\u00eb nderuar dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb habitur, ose para nuses me stoli&#8230; Shkurtimisht, mjafton q\u00eb m\u00eb i vak\u00ebt t\u00eb shpreh\u00eb reagimin e tij, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye vjen n\u00eb \u00e7do supe . gjithmon\u00eb e merr me vete sa her\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ndihet k\u00ebshtu. Duke u kthyer n\u00eb Buj\u00ebs, shtoj se ai ishte agjenti i preferuar i Redondos, aktiv, i besuesh\u00ebm dhe trim, n\u00ebse ka pasur ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb. Mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb qen\u00eb efekti i pavet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm i nj\u00eb impulsi t\u00eb fshehur dashurie p\u00ebr &#8220;t\u00eb merituarit&#8221;; por askush nuk i sh\u00ebrbeu kauz\u00ebs s\u00eb plot\u00eb dhe t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb me vullnet m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb ose m\u00eb shum\u00eb vet\u00ebmohim se ai. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi e dinin k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye ai u vler\u00ebsua shum\u00eb nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Ai shkonte shum\u00eb shpesh p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur me drejtorin dhe pothuajse gjithmon\u00eb e priste n\u00eb zyr\u00eb private, shenj\u00eb se b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr kontraband\u00eb. Aty kishte nj\u00eb komplot t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm. Dhe, n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, me arsye t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Q\u00eb nga burrat q\u00eb kishin pasuar Tirani Bravo Murillo kopjoi stilin e Redondo-s, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne liberal\u00ebt e mir\u00eb po trondisnim me indinjat\u00eb: nj\u00eb sulm pasonte nj\u00eb sulm tjet\u00ebr; nj\u00eb zem\u00ebrim, nj\u00eb inat tjet\u00ebr; nj\u00eb paudh\u00ebsi, nj\u00eb paudh\u00ebsi tjet\u00ebr. N\u00ebn mbules\u00ebn e par\u00ebnd\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb tyre personale, ata konsumuan frikacakisht vepr\u00ebn fam\u00ebkeqe q\u00eb paraardh\u00ebsit e tyre kishin guxuar vet\u00ebm ta nisnin. Na kishin v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb pranga t\u00eb menduarit, duke shtr\u00ebnguar vidhat q\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt kishin vendosur n\u00eb shtyp; ata kishin sulmuar paprekshm\u00ebrin\u00eb senatoriale, duke shkarkuar senator\u00eb p\u00ebr m\u00ebkatin e votimit sipas nd\u00ebrgjegjes s\u00eb tyre gjat\u00eb q\u00ebndrimit n\u00eb poste zyrtare; me pak fjal\u00eb, ata madje ia kishin kthyer pron\u00ebn Godoy, shoqes s\u00eb Mar\u00eda Luiz\u00ebs ! A mund t\u00eb ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb? Dhe e gjith\u00eb kjo ishte p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb ndikimi t\u00eb fsheht\u00eb, i cili ishte p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs edhe p\u00ebr faktin se, n\u00eb fund, dhe pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb do t\u00eb hidhej drita brenda p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsimit komb\u00ebtar, ai legjislativ u shpall, me urdh\u00ebr mbret\u00ebror, i p\u00ebrfunduar! Deri at\u00ebher\u00eb kishte l\u00ebvizje n\u00eb redaksi! Bujes digjej e k\u00ebrcasin, si m\u00ebng\u00eb pa yndyr\u00eb brenda mbiemrit t\u00eb tij, dhe Redondo nuk e kuptoi, meq\u00eb festa ishte n\u00eb nj\u00eb letargji marramend\u00ebse, se si kalldr\u00ebmet e rrug\u00ebs Rejas nuk po ngriheshin vet\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u hakmarr\u00eb aq shum\u00eb fyerje ndaj popullit t\u00eb pla\u00e7kitur dhe t\u00eb shtypur. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb, me indinjat\u00ebn ton\u00eb t\u00eb tejmbushur p\u00ebrtej pengesave t\u00eb ligjit, pat\u00ebm tre arrestime dhe po aq \u00e7\u00ebshtje penale, t\u00eb cilat na kushtuan shum\u00eb para dhe pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb madh. Babai im, i cili e kishte marr\u00eb gazet\u00ebn si dhurat\u00eb q\u00eb kur mora administratorin e saj, nuk pushoi kurr\u00eb s\u00eb k\u00ebshilluari, nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shenjtor\u00ebt e qiellit, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos infektohesha nga ato politika djall\u00ebzore q\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb shkat\u00ebrronin, apo edhe di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00ebsuar dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb respektueshme. Dhe e shihni: un\u00eb, q\u00eb jetoja kaq gjakftoht\u00eb, indiferent dhe shkujdesur mes njer\u00ebzve dhe entuziazmit t\u00eb El Clarin de la Patria, do t\u00eb luaja fort p\u00ebr t&#8217;u marr\u00eb me baban\u00eb tim, duke i folur p\u00ebr &#8220;rrymat e shekullit&#8221;, p\u00ebr &#8220;blindat e syve&#8221;, p\u00ebr &#8220;nevojen p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb kompromis dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur p\u00ebrpara, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos shkelem&#8221;, &#8220;err\u00ebsuar&#8221; e &#8221; ides\u00eb s\u00eb re&#8221; t\u00eb &#8220;t\u00eb vjetr\u00ebs&#8221;&#8230; mendjemadh\u00ebsi e past\u00ebr. Pastaj kishte ardhur vera, e that\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrv\u00ebluese n\u00eb at\u00eb Libi t\u00eb turbullt, pa uj\u00eb e pa pem\u00eb; Teatrot ishin mbyllur dhe t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit e mi dhe Matica kishin shkuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar pushimet me familjet e tyre. Sa i kisha zili t\u00eb par\u00ebt, q\u00eb do t\u00eb gostisnin syt\u00eb me peizazhet e gjelbra e t\u00eb fresk\u00ebta t\u00eb atdheut tim, t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjumur nga gjethja e trash\u00eb q\u00eb l\u00ebkundet nga flladet e ftohta t\u00eb detit Kantabrian, nd\u00ebrsa mua m\u00eb mbyste atmosfera e ngroht\u00eb e e trash\u00eb e rrug\u00ebve, q\u00eb dukej sikur dilte nga gryka e nj\u00eb furre shkrir\u00ebse! Valenzuela mbeti gjithashtu n\u00eb Madrid, si nj\u00eb i vdeksh\u00ebm i thjesht\u00eb; por, p\u00ebr mendimin tim, n\u00eb pritje t\u00eb ngjarjeve politike q\u00eb po ndodhnin me nj\u00eb frekuenc\u00eb t\u00eb pazakont\u00eb. Tani p\u00ebr tani, ministria kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pas marrjes s\u00eb dekretit p\u00ebr mbylljen e Cortes dhe ajo e pangjyr\u00eb q\u00eb e kishte pasuar pas nj\u00eb krize shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe t\u00eb mundimshme nuk ishte e zbatueshme, sipas mendimit t\u00eb ekspert\u00ebve t\u00eb fush\u00ebs. Pritej nj\u00eb situat\u00eb m\u00eb e fuqishme dhe m\u00eb e theksuar; dhe u prit me aq padurim sa vet\u00eb Don Seraf\u00edn hoqi dor\u00eb nga \u00e7do p\u00ebrpjekje p\u00ebr t\u00eb siguruar rivendosjen e tij, i bindur p\u00ebr mosp\u00ebrputhjen e qeveris\u00eb. &#8220;Por \u00e7far\u00eb ideje ju erdhi n\u00eb k\u00ebto telashe?&#8221; m\u00eb tha n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn time t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen q\u00eb mora detyr\u00ebn. Dhe nd\u00ebrsa m\u00eb pushtoi siklet duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn nj\u00eb njeriu q\u00eb kishte menduar, dhe ndoshta ende mendonte, p\u00ebr mua si nj\u00eb mal\u00ebsor t\u00eb pasur. &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb do?&#8221; Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;Kaqet e njer\u00ebzve; angazhimet e miq\u00ebsis\u00eb, dhe m\u00eb pas, duhet t\u00eb dish gjith\u00e7ka; dhe meq\u00eb askush nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i hidh\u00ebruar p\u00ebr nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl, dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebr shum\u00eb arsye&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Po, po. Epo, zot, jam v\u00ebrtet i k\u00ebnaqur. M\u00eb p\u00eblqen kjo gazet\u00eb sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e fresk\u00ebt.&#8221; Epo, po t\u00eb fusja pen\u00ebn, o Shenjti Krisht i Amparos, me thesin e t\u00ebmthit q\u00eb kam!&#8230; Po n\u00ebse nuk e fus, do t&#8217;ju jap mund\u00ebsin\u00eb ta vendosni n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ngre nj\u00eb llastar t\u00eb paditur&#8230; Dhe q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb ajo vinte t\u00eb m\u00eb takonte tre ose kat\u00ebr her\u00eb n\u00eb jav\u00eb. Nuk e vizitova aq shpesh vajz\u00ebn e saj, por e vizitova. Q\u00eb nga nata q\u00eb e gjeta vet\u00ebm n\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe e shoq\u00ebrova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, dukej se e kishte humbur at\u00eb pak respekt q\u00eb kishte p\u00ebr mua m\u00eb par\u00eb; \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb e tutje, nuk isha aq i respektuesh\u00ebm dhe formal pran\u00eb saj sa kur sapo kisha ardhur n\u00eb Madrid. Sidoqoft\u00eb, vajza e Balduques s\u00eb mir\u00eb kishte gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb prirje sentimentale. Duke e ditur se ajo i p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb romanet, i dhash\u00eb disa dhe vura re se ajo gjithmon\u00eb preferonte ato m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshmet p\u00ebr trishtimin e tyre t\u00eb but\u00eb. Por sa bukuroshe ishte dhe sa e fresk\u00ebt ishte e mbushur me vap\u00ebn n\u00eb rritje t\u00eb ver\u00ebs! Meqen\u00ebse m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonin m\u00eb pak k\u00ebto vap\u00eb n\u00eb zyrat e gazetave, t\u00eb cilat ishin relativisht t\u00eb fresk\u00ebta, pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb dit\u00ebs dhe nat\u00ebs e kaloja atje; Dhe duke pasur shum\u00eb koh\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb lexuar, shkrova e shkrova&#8230; Sa shum\u00eb shkrova at\u00eb ver\u00eb, dhe sa e fsheha, sikur t\u00eb ishte m\u00ebkat, ose e theva, duke e konsideruar krim t\u00eb pafalsh\u00ebm! Sepse profecia e Matic\u00ebs u p\u00ebrmbush: era e boj\u00ebs s\u00eb printerit m\u00eb dehte dhe shembulli i redaktor\u00ebve m\u00eb joshi. Shkrova n\u00eb vargje dhe proz\u00eb, serioze dhe gazmore; me pak fjal\u00eb, kam shkruar p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka dhe p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka; sepse, si\u00e7 e kam th\u00ebn\u00eb edhe m\u00eb par\u00eb, me nj\u00eb memorie t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme dhe me nj\u00eb leht\u00ebsi t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsuar tema dhe stile t\u00eb huaja, sapo fillova t\u00eb shkruaj nuk e mbarova kurr\u00eb, dhe zhg\u00ebnjeva edhe m\u00eb me p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb. Megjithat\u00eb, disa nga ato q\u00eb kisha fshehur u zbuluan, sepse marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet e mia me njer\u00ebzit n\u00eb redaksi ishin tashm\u00eb mjaft intime dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdueshme. M\u00eb duartrokit\u00ebn dhe desh apo s\u2019duash, e d\u00ebrguan n\u00eb llas. Ishte n\u00eb form\u00ebn e nj\u00eb p\u00ebrmbledhjeje humoristike t\u00eb ngjarjeve politike dhe sociale t\u00eb jav\u00ebs , e cila nuk vlente dy cent. por u shtyp dhe _alea jacta est_. As Cezari nuk dukej m\u00eb i vendosur dhe m\u00eb i vendosur n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb Rubikonit sesa un\u00eb, kur, i emocionuar, lexova n\u00eb rubrik\u00ebn _Variedades_ t\u00eb _El Clar\u00edn de la Patria_, vepr\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb gjeniut tim q\u00eb kishte merituar nderimet e shtypshkronj\u00ebs. Po at\u00eb dit\u00eb ra ministria. Gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme! si\u00e7 do t\u00eb thoshte Don Mag\u00edn de los Trucos. U p\u00ebshp\u00ebrit se ishte rr\u00ebzuar nga i nj\u00ebjti ndikim _okult_ q\u00eb kishte prishur gjith\u00e7ka n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb. Ai u pasua nga nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr i kryesuar nga Konti i San Luis dhe Valenzuela shijoi edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00eblsin\u00eb e buxhetit. _El Clar\u00edn de la Patria_ e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti ngjarjen me nj\u00eb shuplak\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb q\u00eb i kushtoi nj\u00eb m\u00ebrzitje t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb . Disa dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb im at\u00eb m\u00eb shkroi: &#8220;Ja ku \u00ebsht\u00eb, biri im! Shkoni n\u00eb mbrojtjen e tij, sepse ai nuk do ta mohoj\u00eb tani q\u00eb mundet dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb i ngulitur fort; dhe l\u00ebri ato pozicione t\u00eb p\u00ebrkohshme, sa t\u00eb rrezikshme p\u00ebr trupin aq edhe p\u00ebr shpirtin!&#8230;&#8221;. Un\u00eb isha gati t&#8217;i lija, pasi kisha shijuar boj\u00ebn e printerit dhe kisha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi mjetet p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb La Manchas2 mashtrues nj\u00eb fillim i p\u00ebrditsh\u00ebm ! Ekspeditar\u00eb nga Madridi, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt at\u00ebher\u00eb nuk ishin aq t\u00eb shumt\u00eb apo t\u00eb ndrysh\u00ebm sa tani, po ktheheshin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e tyre . me ekskursione arg\u00ebtuese, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb edhe me veshje elegante salloni. Dhe si do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb hapeshin ato dyer n\u00ebse ai q\u00eb jetonte brenda do t\u00eb kishte zhvendosur sht\u00ebpin\u00eb . Ndaloni s\u00eb shkruari ose neglizhoni pun\u00ebt e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tyre Dhe, sipas mendimit tim besnik, ekspozimi i sinqert\u00eb i k\u00ebsaj, n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb mos e pak\u00ebsoft\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn e mir\u00eb t\u00eb atij fisniku bujar, n\u00eb lidhje me d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb palodhshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbrojtur. burra me talent; sepse Zoti e di se n\u00ebse un\u00eb nuk e miratoj metod\u00ebn, un\u00eb jam larg nga duartrokitja e q\u00ebllimit. Fakti \u00ebsht\u00eb se meq\u00eb Segismundo nuk e kishte t\u00eb denj\u00eb t\u00eb merrte me nj\u00ebr\u00ebn dor\u00eb rrog\u00ebn e respektueshme t\u00eb postit dhe t\u00eb shkruante me tjetr\u00ebn p\u00ebr gazet\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb kontestuar t\u00eb botuar n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb, ai me shum\u00eb mir\u00ebsjellje u largua nga Redondo, me fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Pasi ndodhi kjo, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb redaktori m\u00eb thirri n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij, ku ishte me redaktor\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb; dhe pasi e quajti Segismundon nj\u00eb liberal t\u00eb rrem\u00eb, nj\u00eb liberal t\u00eb rrem\u00eb dhe t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb mira q\u00eb nuk kishte si ta faj\u00ebsonte, ai m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Ne kemi r\u00ebn\u00eb dakord q\u00eb tani q\u00eb ju t\u00eb merrni p\u00ebrsip\u00ebr recensionet letrare&#8221;. Kisha nevoj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb pranishmit t&#8217;i p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisnin k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb n\u00eb kor p\u00ebr t&#8217;u bindur se isha zgjuar dhe se nuk po talleshin nga ata zot\u00ebrinj, q\u00eb secili prej tyre mund ta kryente detyr\u00ebn me shum\u00eb gallat\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb&#8230; &#8220;Nuk ka asnj\u00eb justifikim&#8221;, m\u00eb than\u00eb duke m\u00eb prer\u00eb nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtimet. &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje e zgjidhur. Askush nga ne nuk mund t&#8217;i p\u00ebrkushtohet k\u00ebsaj p\u00ebr munges\u00eb kohe, apo edhe p\u00ebr talentet q\u00eb keni me boll\u00ebk.&#8221; Komplimenti m\u00eb trembi dhe doja ta largoja. Ata ma hodh\u00ebn p\u00ebrs\u00ebri . Un\u00eb shpreha injoranc\u00ebn time, pap\u00ebrvoj\u00ebn time&#8230; &#8220;T\u00eb kemi d\u00ebgjuar shum\u00eb her\u00eb,&#8221; tha gazetari i gazet\u00ebs, &#8220;b\u00ebni v\u00ebzhgime jasht\u00ebzakonisht t\u00eb drejta p\u00ebr veprat dramatike q\u00eb njihni; dhe n\u00eb ato q\u00eb keni botuar n\u00eb El Clar\u00edn ka shembuj t\u00eb gjith\u00e7kaje q\u00eb nevojitet p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb nj\u00eb gazetar i duhur&#8230; &#8220;Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;p\u00ebr t\u00eb shprehur, nj\u00eb arsye t\u00eb njohur, p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar nj\u00eb mendim. kritikoi&#8230; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb gjykimi apo turpi o burr\u00eb!&#8221;, u p\u00ebrgjigj redaktori madrilen, i cili madje shkruante p\u00ebr teologjin\u00eb pa e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur. &#8221; Do t\u00eb ishim arrogant\u00eb n\u00ebse do t\u00eb duhej t&#8217;i dinim n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi t\u00eb gjitha \u00e7\u00ebshtjet q\u00eb diskutojm\u00eb n\u00eb shtyp! P\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb zgjuarsia, p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb jan\u00eb rrugicat dhe dyert e rreme t\u00eb artit, gjuh\u00ebs dhe stilit, n\u00ebse jo p\u00ebr t\u00eb hyr\u00eb ku t\u00eb duam dhe t\u00eb dalim kur t\u00eb na p\u00ebrshtatet, pa frik\u00ebn se mos na e bllokoj\u00eb kush rrug\u00ebn, na befasoj\u00eb apo na e nd\u00ebrpres\u00eb t\u00ebrheqjen? \u00cbsht\u00eb e natyrshme,&#8221; vazhdoi ai, &#8220;p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye q\u00eb jeni modest, q\u00eb ju tremb pak ideja p\u00ebr t\u00eb nxituar me kok\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb vendosur n\u00eb shkall\u00ebn e fundit padi t\u00eb nj\u00eb natyre kaq t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb; Por n\u00ebse mendoni se, p\u00ebr momentin, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb absolutisht e nevojshme q\u00eb k\u00ebto gabime t\u00eb jen\u00eb aq t\u00eb qarta q\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t&#8217;i kuptojn\u00eb, apo edhe t\u00eb jen\u00eb gabime fare, \u00e7\u00ebshtja ndryshon. Konsideroni nj\u00eb plan. Nd\u00ebrsa shqyrtoni terrenin dhe merrni pozicione dhe m\u00ebsoheni t\u00eb shikoni armikun n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, me er\u00ebn e barutit dhe zhurm\u00ebn e sulmeve t\u00eb para &#8211; me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, derisa t\u00eb jeni mjesht\u00ebr absolut i fush\u00ebs, q\u00eb s\u00eb shpejti do t\u00eb jeni &#8211; mos l\u00ebshoni asgj\u00eb kudo q\u00eb t\u00eb hezitoni dhe p\u00ebrdorni pak fishekzjarre q\u00eb verbojn\u00eb dhe b\u00ebjn\u00eb zhurm\u00eb; ku e konsideroni veten disi m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb pajisur, shtyni arm\u00ebn deri n\u00eb dorez\u00eb ose tundni temjanic\u00ebn derisa t\u00eb mbaroj\u00eb tymi. P\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb me kurajo dhe guxim, dhe mbi t\u00eb gjitha, me sukses, filloni duke i ndar\u00eb veprat q\u00eb shqyrtoni n\u00eb dy grupe t\u00eb m\u00ebdha: ato t\u00eb miqve tan\u00eb dhe ato t\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. Nga veprat e miqve tan\u00eb un\u00eb kuptoj komedit\u00eb, romanet, broshurat, \u00e7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb botohen nga njer\u00ebzit e ideve tona ose t\u00eb miq\u00ebsis\u00eb son\u00eb t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb, ose nga ata me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt flasim ose d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb t\u00eb flasin n\u00eb kafene, ose q\u00eb meritojn\u00eb vler\u00ebsimin ton\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00ebdo kuptimi simpatik; dhe me veprat e &#8220;t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve&#8221; kuptoj ato t\u00eb botuara nga armiqt\u00eb e liris\u00eb q\u00eb nuk na p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndesin n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Epo at\u00ebher\u00eb: le t\u00eb supozojm\u00eb se n\u00eb nj\u00eb vep\u00ebr t\u00eb miqve tan\u00eb forma \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e pakujdesshme; se \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb komedi mbi t\u00eb cil\u00ebn spektator\u00ebt bien n\u00eb gjum\u00eb, ose f\u00ebrsh\u00ebllejn\u00eb e rrahin k\u00ebmb\u00ebt; ose nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr q\u00eb bie nga duart dhe fyen gjuh\u00ebn spanjolle. &#8220;Sigurisht,&#8221; do t\u00eb themi, &#8221; ka disa ngat\u00ebrresa gjuh\u00ebsore dhe disa kontradikta t\u00eb karakterit dhe, n\u00ebse do, gjithashtu nj\u00eb pakujdesi e v\u00ebnies n\u00eb sken\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00eblhura e fabul\u00ebs; mbik\u00ebqyrje, kontradikta dhe gabime q\u00eb nuk n\u00ebnkuptojn\u00eb asgj\u00eb, absolutisht asgj\u00eb, n\u00eb veprat e artit, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr arsyen se ato korrigjohen leht\u00ebsisht dhe mekanikisht, me kusht q\u00eb autori t\u00eb denjoj\u00eb t\u00eb zbres\u00eb nga sferat e larta t\u00eb frym\u00ebzimit t\u00eb tij t\u00eb tejmbushur p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto manovra prozaike t\u00eb futjes. Por fundi objektiv, por ideja, por kanalet q\u00eb hapen atje p\u00ebr rrymat e qytet\u00ebrimit t\u00eb ri; por standardi jasht\u00ebzakonisht i lart\u00eb me t\u00eb cilin shpjegohen dhe zhvillohen kjo, ajo dhe tjetra&#8230; Dhe k\u00ebtu derdh thesin e t\u00eb gjitha p\u00ebrsiatjeve t\u00eb tua, derisa t\u00eb arrish n\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimin se n\u00eb nj\u00eb vep\u00ebr t\u00eb till\u00eb e mira \u00ebsht\u00eb nd\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u00eb mirat dhe e keqja nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se t\u00eb meta t\u00eb lehta . Vet\u00ebkuptohet se kur veprat e miqve tan\u00eb jan\u00eb edhe mesatare n\u00eb form\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrmbajtje, bien t\u00eb gjitha kambanat kritike. Pra, le t\u00eb supozojm\u00eb kushtet m\u00eb t\u00eb mira t\u00eb mir\u00ebsis\u00eb n\u00eb veprat e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. &#8220;Nuk mund t\u00eb mohohet,&#8221; do t\u00eb themi ne, &#8220;q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shkruar mjaft mir\u00eb, se ka nj\u00ebfar\u00eb hijeshie dhe se \u00ebsht\u00eb interesante &#8211; deri n\u00eb nj\u00eb pik\u00eb -; por si mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb e bukur di\u00e7ka q\u00eb konceptohet n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb ftohtin e varreve dhe n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e rr\u00ebnojave? Cilit q\u00ebllim artistik i p\u00ebrgjigjet q\u00ebllimi themelor i k\u00ebtij libri, apo i k\u00ebsaj drame, kush mund t&#8217;i tregohet asaj bukurie, komedi? t\u00eb bashkuar me idet\u00eb e tmerrshme q\u00eb luftojn\u00eb me rrymat e shoq\u00ebrive moderne: t\u00eb ftohtit vdekjeprur\u00ebs t\u00eb dimrit me nxeht\u00ebsin\u00eb gjall\u00ebruese t\u00eb ver\u00ebs me err\u00ebsir\u00ebn? Dhe k\u00ebshtu gradualisht e mposhtni, derisa e vrisni, duke demonstruar se puna q\u00eb ai po analizon \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb neveri e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. N\u00ebse, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 p\u00ebrmbajtjes s\u00eb keqe, sepse nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje me idet\u00eb tona, ka nj\u00eb form\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebt, kat\u00ebr goditje p\u00ebr\u00e7muese dhe kaloj n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje tjet\u00ebr&#8230; Shp\u00ebrdorni veten, nuk ka profesion m\u00eb t\u00eb rehatsh\u00ebm. O Matica e shpirtit tim! Pse e vonuat kthimin n\u00eb Madrid? Pse nuk u sh\u00ebrove fillimisht nga i ftohti prozaik q\u00eb ishte shkaku i tij? Pse nuk ishe pran\u00eb meje n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb fatale kur gjarpri m\u00eb tundoi me fruta aq shum\u00eb sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs time? Ti, me mendjen t\u00ebnde t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe pik\u00ebpamjen t\u00ebnde kaq t\u00eb ndryshme nga ajo e atyre njer\u00ebzve m\u00ebkatar\u00eb, nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb kishe l\u00ebn\u00eb kurr\u00eb t\u00eb bija n\u00eb tundim!&#8230; Sepse rash\u00eb, po, rash\u00eb pa asnj\u00eb dobi nga arsyet apo argumentet q\u00eb u zhduk\u00ebn n\u00eb tymin e temjanit me t\u00eb cilin bashk\u00ebbiseduesit e mi m\u00eb prishnin gjykimin. Arrita t&#8217;i besoja dhe, rrjedhimisht, ta besoja veten t\u00eb aft\u00eb p\u00ebr arritjet m\u00eb t\u00eb larta kritike letrare; dhe kur u kthye Matica, shum\u00eb af\u00ebr fundit t\u00eb tetorit, ishte tep\u00ebr von\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u kthyer. Kisha shijuar tashm\u00eb dy her\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsit\u00eb e atij m\u00ebsimi t\u00eb lezetsh\u00ebm, q\u00eb ka b\u00ebr\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb t\u00eb vdeksh\u00ebm, me mendje t\u00eb vendosur sa un\u00eb, budallenj t\u00eb patoleruesh\u00ebm para dhe pas meje. M\u00eb tha gj\u00ebra t\u00eb mira! Ai m\u00eb k\u00ebndoi t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, duke p\u00ebrplasur duart mbi vet\u00eb d\u00ebshmit\u00eb e delikuenc\u00ebs sime! Por as Matica dhe as Prester John nuk ishin n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb m\u00eb bindnin se nuk duhet t\u00eb vazhdoja sip\u00ebrmarrjen q\u00eb kisha n\u00eb mendje, q\u00eb kur kisha lexuar n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha gazetat liberale t\u00eb Madridit k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, t\u00eb p\u00ebrcjella, si\u00e7 m\u00ebsova muaj m\u00eb von\u00eb, nga kolumnisti i El Clar\u00edn: &#8221; Recensionet kritike t\u00eb botuara n\u00eb El Clar\u00edn de la Patria nga shkrimtari i shquar q\u00eb fsheh m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti v\u00ebmendjen e tij t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb pseudonym pas tij. Shkrimtar\u00ebt nuk ka asnj\u00eb arsye q\u00eb t\u00eb pendohet p\u00ebr dezertimin e Segismundos n\u00eb kampin armik\u201d. M\u00eb duhet t\u00eb them disa fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr gjendjen e domeneve t\u00eb mia kur mora skeptrin e kritik\u00ebs. N\u00eb roman mbizot\u00ebronin p\u00ebrkthimet nga fr\u00ebngjishtja; autor\u00ebt e preferuar ishin V. Hugo, Dumas, J. Sand, Su\u00e9, Paul de Kock dhe Souli\u00e9. Let\u00ebrsia spanjolle kishte pak shkrimtar\u00eb dhe kishte pak lexues q\u00eb pyesnin p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Dihej, besoj nga thashethemet, se Villoslada kishte shkruar _Do\u00f1a Blanca de Navarra_ dhe se ishte nj\u00eb roman shum\u00eb i shk\u00eblqyer n\u00eb stilin e Walter Scot; disa nga Fern\u00e1ndez y Gonz\u00e1lez u lexuan dhe u festuan shum\u00eb m\u00eb gjer\u00ebsisht. Fern\u00e1n Caballero sapo kishte publikuar _Clemencia_, Pasi fitoi fam\u00eb me pul\u00ebbardh\u00ebn n\u00eb vitin 1849, vlen t\u00eb p\u00ebrmendet se, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb shijes romantike q\u00eb mbeti ende n\u00eb shijen e publikut, publiku preferoi dashurin\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme dhe t\u00eb pamundshme t\u00eb asaj heroine t\u00eb ndjeshme dhe lotuese n\u00eb vend t\u00eb anglezit qesharak dhe ekstravagant dhe skenave t\u00eb padurueshme q\u00eb kjo pik\u00eb i jep t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs dhe shijes s\u00eb plot\u00eb. Don Mart\u00edn, Don Galo Pando, Marshionesha, Koloneli dhe halla Latrana shfaqen si figura n\u00eb plan t\u00eb par\u00eb . Kjo u hodh si vulgare dhe e pahijshme; megjithat\u00eb ishte thelbi i zgjuarsis\u00eb s\u00eb Fernanit; \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb e ka lejuar k\u00ebt\u00eb roman t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb dhe t\u00eb mos vdes\u00eb kurr\u00eb, ashtu si pul\u00ebbardha dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit autor t\u00eb shquar nuk do t\u00eb vdesin kurr\u00eb, pik\u00ebrisht sepse jan\u00eb plot me vulgaritete t\u00eb ngjashme. Si rezultat i t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit shkak, librat g\u00ebzonin \u00e7do popullaritet t\u00eb mundsh\u00ebm n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb: Jarilla dhe La Sigea, dy romane romantike nga Carolina Coronado dhe El&#8230; Nuk m\u00eb kujtohet cili nga Monfaucon, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr Avellaneda; n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin roman heroina ecte me kok\u00ebn e t\u00eb dashurit t\u00eb saj t\u00eb varur nga qafa me nj\u00eb zinxhir argjendi, tortura p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kishte d\u00ebnuar burri i saj barbar kastilian. Antonio Flores kishte botuar nj\u00eb vep\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr mbi zakonet bashk\u00ebkohore, t\u00eb titulluar Besimi, Shpresa dhe Dashuria, e bollshme me piktura kurioze dhe jo t\u00eb pikturuara keq, por t\u00eb mbushura me gj\u00ebrat e zakonshme t\u00eb nj\u00eb romani serial. Galeria e tij e pikturave, Dje, Sot dhe Nes\u00ebr, e filluar n\u00eb 1854 dhe e p\u00ebrfunduar plot\u00ebsisht vite m\u00eb von\u00eb, vlen shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se kaq. Gjithashtu i fundit ishte botimi i _Librit t\u00eb K\u00ebng\u00ebve_ nga Antonio de Trueba, shkrimtari m\u00eb i mir\u00eb dhe m\u00eb produktiv i tregimeve t\u00eb shkurtra n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb dhe autori spanjoll m\u00eb i p\u00ebrkthyer n\u00eb gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb huaja. Ayguals de Izco kishte vendosur t\u00eb ishte Eugenio Su\u00e9 i Spanj\u00ebs, dhe nuk dua t\u00eb them se si ia doli. Njihej nj\u00eb roman i Antonio Hurtado, _Gj\u00ebrat e bot\u00ebs_, i cili s\u00eb fundmi kishte fituar nj\u00eb \u00e7mim nga Akademia e Gjuh\u00ebs. Nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr roman i Patricio Escosura-s, _Patriarku i Lugin\u00ebs_, ishte n\u00eb qarkullim t\u00eb gjer\u00eb dhe po ashtu lavd\u00ebrohej nj\u00ebrit nga Juan de Ariza, _Nj\u00eb Udh\u00ebtim n\u00eb Ferr_, nj\u00eb satir\u00eb mbi Madridin e asaj kohe, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kishte shum\u00eb anagrame tep\u00ebr transparente ; dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, _Zonja e Kont-Duk\u00ebs_, e punuar mir\u00eb dhe me nj\u00eb arom\u00eb t\u00eb madhe periudhe, nga Diego Luque, at\u00ebher\u00eb praktikisht i ri. Fol\u00ebsi Kurioz kishte mbyllur fletoren e tij t\u00eb sh\u00ebnimeve letrare dhe ishte zbavitur duke shkruar her\u00eb pas here p\u00ebr P\u00ebrmir\u00ebsimet n\u00eb Madrid, nd\u00ebrsa shijonte lavdin\u00eb e fam\u00ebs q\u00eb i kishin dh\u00ebn\u00eb Skenat e tij nga Madridi. N\u00eb Muzeun e Familjeve nga Mellado; Ilustrimi i mjeruesh\u00ebm dhe pothuajse i cop\u00ebtuar nga Fern\u00e1ndez de los R\u00edos dhe E p\u00ebrjavshmja Piktoreske ( nuk m\u00eb kujtohet e kujt, por mbaj mend q\u00eb ishte n\u00eb fazat e fundit t\u00eb saj) , midis shum\u00eb p\u00ebrkthimeve, po botoheshin disa vepra t\u00eb lirshme me firmat e sip\u00ebrp\u00ebrmendura, t\u00eb cilat nuk do t\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsohen atje, dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjera , me siguri, q\u00eb do t\u00eb jen\u00eb harruar tashm\u00eb nga Spanja . Vet\u00eb, nj\u00eb tom\u00eb e famshme q\u00eb zbulon gjith\u00e7ka, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 asaj q\u00eb synonte redaktori; Sepse e kuptoj q\u00eb n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb ka di\u00e7ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb, si nj\u00eb ngjyr\u00eb komb\u00ebtare dhe dalluese, sesa k\u00ebpucar\u00ebt, besimtar\u00ebt, kanun\u00ebt, bullist\u00ebt, der\u00ebtar\u00ebt dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb do t\u00eb shpiket n\u00eb at\u00eb katalog t\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtimeve t\u00eb ve\u00e7anta; q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se \u00e7do figur\u00eb n\u00eb vetvete nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e denj\u00eb p\u00ebr penelin q\u00eb e ka vizatuar; por kjo do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se titulli i albumit ishte aplikuar keq, ose piktor\u00ebt q\u00eb mbush\u00ebn faqet nuk i p\u00ebrmbaheshin kuptimit t\u00eb tij . Dhe kjo, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 ndonj\u00eb l\u00ebshimi t\u00eb par\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm q\u00eb kujtesa ime mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb , \u00ebsht\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb zhanri duhet t\u00eb ofronte, megjith\u00ebse mund t\u00eb duket e pav\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Duka i Rivas, Zorrilla, Villergas dhe poet\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb shquar ishin larg atdheut t\u00eb tyre, ose n\u00eb heshtje n\u00eb fshatin e tyre ose n\u00ebn hijen e nj\u00eb fati. La Avellaneda, La Coronado dhe Garc\u00eda de Quevedo publikuan her\u00eb pas here lukubrime t\u00eb tilla romantike. P\u00ebrzgjedhja e poezis\u00eb n\u00eb gazetat letrare t\u00eb pakta dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebqija q\u00eb ekzistonin ishte p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi e Larra\u00f1aga, Vila dhe Goyri, Ribot dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ishin m\u00eb. Mbaj mend ose nuk dua t\u00eb kujtoj. Teatri, jo p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb sasis\u00eb, por p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb cil\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb poet\u00ebve t\u00eb tij, ishte m\u00eb i gjall\u00eb se romani. Bret\u00f3n de los Herreros, edhe pse n\u00eb muzg t\u00eb pasdites, prap\u00ebseprap\u00eb ndri\u00e7oi sken\u00ebn ku kishte fituar aq shum\u00eb dafina me dritat e fresk\u00ebta e t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme t\u00eb zgjuarsis\u00eb s\u00eb tij t\u00eb pashtershme. Hartzenbusch shkroi komedi aq delikate sa _Un s\u00ed y un no_; Garc\u00eda Guti\u00e9rrez, ndon\u00ebse shum\u00eb i tunduar nga demoni i zarzuelas, nuk e harroi plot\u00ebsisht muz\u00ebn q\u00eb e frym\u00ebzoi at\u00eb _El Trovador_ dhe kaq shum\u00eb vepra t\u00eb kuror\u00ebzuara nga duartrokitjet dhe admirimi i publikut t\u00eb koh\u00ebs s\u00eb tij; Tamayo u ngjit n\u00eb hierarkin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb t\u00eb zgjuarsis\u00eb dramatike me tragjedin\u00eb e tij _Virginia_; Ventura de la Vega, gjithashtu duke punuar pa pushim p\u00ebr zarzuela, shijoi duartrokitjet q\u00eb fitoi me *El hombre de mundo*, e cila nuk e kishte humbur ende risin\u00eb e saj n\u00eb postera, ashtu si\u00e7 kishte ndodhur me *Don Francisco de Quevedo*, e vetmja gj\u00eb e mir\u00eb q\u00eb *bohemi* i zgjuar, Sanz i papenduar dinte ta b\u00ebnte p\u00ebrtac\u00ebn, Florinin ; *Rioja* e Ayala u shfaq me sukses t\u00eb moderuar, dhe *De potencia \u00e0 potencia* e Rubit dhe di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb kujtohet; Egu\u00edlaz ishte shfaqur dimrin e m\u00ebparsh\u00ebm me *Verdades amargas*, nj\u00eb komedi q\u00eb u duartrokit fort dhe e cila, pavar\u00ebsisht se ishte e mbushur me gabime gjuh\u00ebsore, madje edhe t\u00eb artit, ende shpallte nj\u00eb poet dramatik me gjendje t\u00eb mir\u00eb; menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas k\u00ebsaj, shfaqja e tij *Alarc\u00f3n* arriti nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr sukses t\u00eb madh ; dhe gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs s\u00eb mb\u00ebrritjes sime n\u00eb kritik\u00eb, vepra e tij *El Caballero del Milagro* ishte jo m\u00eb pak e suksesshme se ato t\u00eb m\u00ebparshmet. Serra imitoi zgjuarsin\u00eb e Bretonit n\u00eb shfaqje t\u00eb tilla simpatike si *La Boda de Quevedo*; Juan de Ariza shkroi komedi shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme; dhe, s\u00eb fundi, pa llogaritur prodhime t\u00eb tjera, m\u00eb kalimtare ose pa p\u00ebrmendur poet\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl, u kryen p\u00ebrkthime t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme si *Adriana* dhe *Sullivan*, drama e fundit q\u00eb i solli Juli\u00e1n Romeas triumfet m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb karrier\u00ebs s\u00eb tij tashm\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe t\u00eb lavdishme t\u00eb aktrimit. Ky njeri i shquar, me La Palma dhe Guzman plak, performoi at\u00eb dim\u00ebr n\u00eb Teatro de los Basilios; n\u00eb Teatro del Pr\u00edncipe, Arjona me Teodora Lamadrid, Calvo dhe Osorios; n\u00eb La Cruz, Variedades dhe Instituto, kompani pak a shum\u00eb t\u00eb njohura, duke arg\u00ebtuar audienc\u00ebn e pak\u00ebt q\u00eb mund t\u00eb komandonin me melodrama, magji dhe madje edhe tablo katastrofike . Kishte ende shfaqje t\u00eb her\u00ebpashershme t\u00eb di\u00e7kaje nga zhanri andaluzian, t\u00eb b\u00ebra n\u00eb mod\u00eb vite m\u00eb par\u00eb nga aktori Dardalla dhe imituesit e tij. Un\u00eb arrita t\u00eb shikoja Zemr\u00ebn e nj\u00eb Banditi n\u00eb teatrin e Institutit dhe Xha Caniyitas n\u00eb teatrin e Cirkut. E para nga k\u00ebto vepra ishte nj\u00eb dram\u00eb romantike shum\u00eb e famshme dhe e dyta nj\u00eb zarzuela shum\u00eb e njohur, respektivisht nga Franquelo dhe Sanz P\u00e9rez, si pothuajse \u00e7do gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb po interpretohej dhe ishte interpretuar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin zhan\u00ebr t\u00eb neveritsh\u00ebm. Teatri m\u00eb n\u00eb mod\u00eb ishte Cirku n\u00eb Plaza del Rey, ku Salas dhe Calta\u00f1azor kishin goditur flori me zarzuela, e cila kishte filluar t\u00eb ngrihej shum\u00eb lart dhe ata dhan\u00eb premier\u00eb, nd\u00ebr t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb kujtohet, n\u00eb at\u00eb sezon t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, vepra t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme si Markezi i Karavak\u00ebs nga Ventura de la Vega dhe Barbieri; The Grumete nga Garc\u00eda Guti\u00e9rrez dhe Arrieta; _The Valley of Andorra_, nga Olona dhe Gaztambide, dhe _The Blue Domino_, nga Camprodon dhe Arrieta. P\u00ebr t\u00eb gjykuar t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto dhe ato \u00e7\u00ebshtje dhe gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb lidhet me to, sipas t\u00eb drejtave t\u00eb autoritetit t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb fituar mir\u00eb, ishin Fern\u00e1ndez Guerra tashm\u00eb i urt\u00eb dhe i respektuar, Don Aureliano, i cili n\u00ebnshkroi veten _Pip\u00ed_ dhe Ochoa, Don Eugenio, n\u00eb _La Espa\u00f1a_; dhe Ca\u00f1ete n\u00eb _El Heraldo_. Pasi kam b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb skic\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr t\u00eb fush\u00ebs s\u00eb b\u00ebmave t\u00eb mia, deklaroj se p\u00ebr t\u00eb ruajtur dominimin tim absolut brenda saj, nuk kisha asnj\u00eb forc\u00eb tjet\u00ebr apo pasuri m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe njohurish, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 g\u00ebrshetimit t\u00eb romaneve dhe t\u00eb gjitha llojeve t\u00eb tomave q\u00eb kisha ngr\u00ebn\u00eb dhe nga tretja e dob\u00ebt e t\u00eb cilave ruajta n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn time, s\u00eb bashku me ato q\u00eb kisha mbledhur nga turma e shum\u00eb gazeta, qarqe, gazeta. fjal\u00ebsh t\u00eb zbraz\u00ebta, aforizma vajtuese q\u00eb dija t&#8217;i ndreqja n\u00eb aj\u00ebr duke marr\u00eb nga dyqani tre nga k\u00ebtu dhe nj\u00eb nga atje, dhe disa Latinizmat nga _calamus aktuale_, t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorura gjer\u00ebsisht n\u00eb shtypin politik, si _risum teneatis?; quare causa?; donec eris feliks&#8230;; amicus Platoni, sed magis amica v\u00e9ritas; fiat justicia et ruat c\u0153lum; timeo Danaos et dona ferentes_&#8230; e t\u00eb tjera si k\u00ebto. E dija gjithashtu, duke e d\u00ebgjuar nga Matica dhe duke e lexuar, se ishte nj\u00eb Boileau q\u00eb shkroi nj\u00eb _Arte po\u00e9tica_, nj\u00eb pasqyrim i nj\u00eb tjetri nga Horaci, i njohur si _Epistola p\u00ebr Pisos_; e cila Epistola, nga ana tjet\u00ebr , u frym\u00ebzua nga Poetika e Aristotelit; Ai dinte t&#8217;i quante secilin prej k\u00ebtyre organeve t\u00eb doktrin\u00ebs _preceptual_: Preceptual i Aristotelit&#8230; Preceptual i Horacit&#8230; Dukej shum\u00eb mir\u00eb! Pas shum\u00eb _p\u00ebrvijimit t\u00eb personazheve, rrjedhshm\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb gjuh\u00ebs, stilit arg\u00ebtues, katastrof\u00ebs, dualizmit, uniteteve, arsyeve estetike_ dhe mbi t\u00eb gjitha _konfliktit , problemit, idealeve_. Nuk i lash\u00eb kurr\u00eb k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb nga pena ime sapo m\u00eb ra n\u00eb preh\u00ebr nj\u00eb roman. &#8221; Cili \u00ebsht\u00eb problemi?&#8230;&#8221; &#8220;Ku \u00ebsht\u00eb konflikti_ k\u00ebtu? &#8221; dhe un\u00eb e quajta \u00e7do njeri t\u00eb matur _Tartuffe_, dhe nuk isha i pavet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm q\u00eb Morat\u00edn e kishte imituar dhe madje e kishte p\u00ebrkthyer at\u00eb francezin e shquar. M\u00eb erdh\u00ebn n\u00eb vesh, si modele t\u00eb shp\u00ebrthimeve sublime energjike, egoja e famshme Quos, e Virgjilit n\u00eb gryk\u00ebn e Neptunit, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qet\u00ebsuar nj\u00eb stuhi dhe _Quil mor\u00fbt!_ nga plaku Horace n\u00eb tragjedin\u00eb e Korneillit. K\u00ebto fjal\u00eb sharje m\u00eb arg\u00ebtuan shum\u00eb ! E pra, me gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe me emrat e poet\u00ebve dhe shum\u00eb komedi nga teatri yn\u00eb antik, dhe pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb si ata, dhe nj\u00eb p\u00ebrmbledhje e Retorik\u00ebs dhe Poetik\u00ebs nga Araujo, n\u00eb pyetje dhe p\u00ebrgjigje, t\u00eb cilat i bleva p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb i vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr teknikat e artit, dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ditur se \u00e7far\u00eb jan\u00eb _peripeteia, anagnorisis, hypalage that, metony , metony. sensi im i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb , i edukuar n\u00eb teatro nga Matica, por i shqet\u00ebsuar nga marramendja e lart\u00ebsis\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kisha filluar t\u00eb predikoja p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka q\u00eb mezi e dalloja, u futa n\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ar\u00eb. Mbaj mend q\u00eb m\u00eb kushtoi pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb drejtimin p\u00ebr detyr\u00ebn; Por me disa prelude t\u00eb modestis\u00eb s\u00eb rreme, nj\u00eb njollosje t\u00eb matur t\u00eb talentit t\u00eb paraardh\u00ebsit tim dhe disa ekskursione, erudite sipas m\u00ebnyr\u00ebs sime, n\u00ebp\u00ebr kodrat e artit, furra u kalit. M\u00eb pas fillova t\u00eb flas rreth emrave dhe metafizik\u00ebs dhe frazave latine, politik\u00ebs mbizot\u00ebruese dhe moralit t\u00eb stoik\u00ebve dhe gjakftoht\u00eb t\u00eb sezonit, me karakterin dallues t\u00eb dram\u00ebs moderne dhe \u00e7do gj\u00ebje tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte papritur, dhe q\u00eb po fluturonte, sepse thelbi i saj digjej; M\u00eb kapi ethet estetike, si\u00e7 tha nj\u00eb mjek i famsh\u00ebm; dhe nga pena ime ra, mes deteve t\u00eb boj\u00ebs, rr\u00ebshqitjeve t\u00eb frazave t\u00eb ndezura. E gjith\u00eb kjo nuk kishte asnj\u00eb lidhje me tem\u00ebn n\u00eb fjal\u00eb; por e v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se ishte shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe dukej shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. Dukej si nj\u00eb shfaqje fishekzjarre q\u00eb p\u00ebrfundonte me shp\u00ebrthimin e nj\u00eb kutie raketash. Ua lexova shok\u00ebve t\u00eb mi dhe ata duartrokit\u00ebn. M\u00eb von\u00eb u botua dhe lexuesit e p\u00eblqyen. Kjo m\u00eb n\u00eb fund m\u00eb verboi; dhe q\u00eb nga ajo dit\u00eb, duke e shpallur veten zot dhe mjesht\u00ebr i fshatit, fillova, me nj\u00eb paturp\u00ebsi t\u00eb papar\u00eb, t&#8217;i drejtohem artit si &#8220;ti&#8221; dhe t\u00eb shikoj me p\u00ebr\u00e7mim poet\u00ebt, romancier\u00ebt dhe humorist\u00ebt. Un\u00eb e deklarova veten, natyrisht, nj\u00eb &#8220;sprit fort&#8221;, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje me gazet\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kam shkruar; dhe pash\u00eb se ishte e nevojshme t\u00eb zbatohej &#8220;ligji i racave&#8221; p\u00ebr shkrimtar\u00ebt, ashtu si\u00e7 ma kishte shpjeguar madrileni. Mbaj mend q\u00eb drejt\u00ebsia e par\u00eb q\u00eb dha ishte ndaj Fern\u00e1n Caballero-s, me rastin e romanit t\u00eb tij t\u00eb ri, &#8220;Clemencia&#8221;. Nuk mund t\u00eb flisja mir\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb autor, gjinia e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e t\u00eb cilit ishte ende e panjohur p\u00ebr mua, sepse ai ishte nj\u00eb propagandues k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebs i ideve reaksionare, q\u00eb i shkonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb El Clar\u00edn-it se mua dhe nuk dinte t&#8217;u jepte interes labirint, unitet apo substanc\u00eb librave t\u00eb tij plot marr\u00ebzi andaluziane, dhe kjo ishte nisma ime dhe p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsia ime e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb. P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ai ishte nj\u00eb nga ata nga jasht\u00eb, nj\u00eb rac\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shkrimtar\u00ebsh q\u00eb kisha zbuluar; sepse Dihet q\u00eb pothuajse po bindja veten se talenti ishte e vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb kishte n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 Madridit. P\u00ebr k\u00ebta njer\u00ebz t\u00eb varf\u00ebr, un\u00eb p\u00ebrdora nj\u00eb metod\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, unike p\u00ebr mua: nj\u00eb ironi tall\u00ebse, mbi t\u00eb cil\u00ebn u g\u00ebzua nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje dhembshurie mbrojt\u00ebse ; aq sa dukej sikur p\u00ebrmendja e atij nuk ishte gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se nj\u00eb th\u00ebrrime bamir\u00ebsie q\u00eb i hidhej atij t\u00eb uritur p\u00ebr lavd\u00ebrimin tim. Pra, me k\u00ebt\u00eb sarkaz\u00ebm t\u00eb lodhshme, shkova pas librit; dhe, si t\u00eb mos mjaftonte kjo dhe autori nuk m\u00eb kuptoi, i bindur se me k\u00ebt\u00eb po e vrisja p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsi, duke qen\u00eb tridhjet\u00eb vjet p\u00ebrpara pedant\u00ebve t\u00eb sot\u00ebm, i b\u00ebra k\u00ebto goditje me thik\u00eb, q\u00eb p\u00ebr mendimin tim ishin t\u00eb pash\u00ebrueshme: &#8220;Ku \u00ebsht\u00eb argumenti? \u00c7far\u00eb problemi shtrohet n\u00eb t\u00eb? \u00c7far\u00eb konflikti zgjidhet? \u00c7far\u00eb ideale s&#8217;ka problem ? Nuk ndiqen? i dob\u00ebt?&#8221; &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb nuk ka asnj\u00eb roman.&#8221; Dhe tani, i vendosur p\u00ebr t\u00eb vrar\u00eb, sulmova Ochoan dhe Eguilaz, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt sapo kishin botuar artikuj duke kritikuar Clemencen , di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk mund ta lejoja. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, askush nuk m\u00eb kushtoi v\u00ebmendje; por shum\u00eb t\u00eb rinj t\u00eb urt\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt as q\u00eb kishin d\u00ebgjuar p\u00ebr Fernanin dhe ishin t\u00eb lidhur me emrin e tyre me C\u00fachares dhe Regatero, m\u00eb lavd\u00ebruan. K\u00ebshtu fama ime u rrit dhe autoriteti im u vendos, dhe disa humorist\u00eb kishin frik\u00eb nga un\u00eb, dhe disa autor\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebn nga larg dhe shum\u00eb gazetar\u00eb m\u00eb drejtoheshin joformalisht. U fryra aq shum\u00eb sa shmanga shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e Matic\u00ebs, sinqeriteti i s\u00eb cil\u00ebs ishte nd\u00ebshkimi im, braktisa mbledhjet shoq\u00ebrore n\u00eb kafenen\u00eb modeste La Esmeralda dhe shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e bashkatdhetar\u00ebve t\u00eb mi, dhe u b\u00ebra nj\u00eb person i rregullt n\u00eb Suizo, mes sken\u00ebs boheme t\u00eb gazetave dhe dram\u00ebs me pakic\u00eb; Dhe aty m&#8217;u krijua shija p\u00ebr argumentim dhe arrita t\u00eb dalloja veten me nj\u00eb leht\u00ebsi v\u00ebrtet t\u00eb frikshme me fjal\u00ebt. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe, babai im ishte i shtangur. &#8220;Njeri,&#8221; m\u00eb shkroi ai nj\u00eb her\u00eb , &#8220;Un\u00eb nuk i kuptoj fare k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra q\u00eb shkruani; por nuk dua t&#8217;ju fsheh se ato zbulojn\u00eb shum\u00eb njohuri; dhe jam i habitur se sa shpejt e keni marr\u00eb at\u00eb dhe me sa trim\u00ebri e derdhni at\u00eb. K\u00ebta Garc\u00edas, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt i kisha lexuar disa prej tyre n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet priftit, thon\u00eb se nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr nuk ka asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr ta n\u00ebnshkruar, dhe ata nuk e b\u00ebjn\u00eb at\u00eb. me san\u00e7ez\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime! Prifti m\u00eb foli n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn m\u00ebnyr\u00eb dhe kalimthi, korrigjoi drejtshkrimin e disa latinishteve q\u00eb kisha keqp\u00ebrdorur. Nga kunet\u00ebrit e mi, t\u00eb cil\u00ebve ua d\u00ebrgova gazet\u00ebn falas, vet\u00ebm avokati e mori si t\u00eb ditur, madje entuziast. Ai ma tregoi me nj\u00eb d\u00e9cima, n\u00eb nj\u00eb stil oborrtar, q\u00eb kishte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte me t\u00eb. Me pak fjal\u00eb, kudo q\u00eb shikoja dhe kudo q\u00eb shkoja, e gjeja rrug\u00ebn t\u00eb mbushur me lule. Kapitulli 22. Nuk u mjaftova vet\u00ebm me k\u00ebt\u00eb: kishte nj\u00eb fush\u00eb tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mund t\u00eb mblidheshin triumfe t\u00eb reja dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb shijshme, dhe askush n\u00eb pozit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb se un\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb hyr\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb. Kjo fush\u00eb ishte bota, shoq\u00ebria e lart\u00eb. Doja t\u00eb ndiqja gjurm\u00ebt e gjurmuara nga paraardh\u00ebsi im; dhe kur ia doli mban\u00eb, revistat e mia do t\u00eb kishin t\u00ebrheqje t\u00eb dyfisht\u00eb dhe perandoria ime do t\u00eb zgjerohej pothuajse po aq n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb rajonet e mod\u00ebs s\u00eb lart\u00eb. Nuk isha m\u00eb ai provincial i ndrojtur dhe i p\u00ebrpikt\u00eb q\u00eb sapo kishte ardhur n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr t\u00eb aspiruar nj\u00eb fat q\u00eb nuk dukej se do t\u00eb funksiononte kurr\u00eb p\u00ebr mua; Studioja m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e ecjes dhe veshjes s\u00eb kalimtar\u00ebve sipas mod\u00ebs m\u00eb t\u00eb fundit dhe, duke shtr\u00ebnguar xhepat p\u00ebr t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb nj\u00eb grusht pesetash q\u00eb nuk ishin t\u00eb miat, merrja me to nj\u00eb veshje t\u00eb deformuar me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn paraqitesha, duke u penguar e belb\u00ebzuar, mes njer\u00ebzve elegant\u00eb; Nuk kisha m\u00eb frik\u00eb t\u00eb takohesha me familjen Valenzuela, sepse Klara iu p\u00ebrgjigj me shum\u00eb v\u00ebmendje p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetjeve t\u00eb mia kur e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndesja nga larg dhe nuk doja t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndesja t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt; Veshesha n\u00eb mod\u00eb, sepse rroga ime, pothuajse e dyfishuar q\u00eb kur u b\u00ebra kritike, m\u00eb mjaftonte; Shkurt, un\u00eb isha nj\u00eb publicist q\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb em\u00ebr q\u00eb njihej gjer\u00ebsisht n\u00eb tubime dhe kafene, miq dhe admirues, aft\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t&#8217;u shoq\u00ebruar, leht\u00ebsi dhe vullnet p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur n\u00ebp\u00ebr Madrid si t\u00eb ishte sht\u00ebpia ime&#8230; Kush ishte si un\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb hyja me nj\u00eb themel t\u00eb fort\u00eb n\u00eb sallonet me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe t\u00eb aspironte t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha kronisti i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur? e partive dhe stolive t\u00eb saj? Dhe un\u00eb hyra, duke filluar me ato me t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb kishte njohur Matica muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb. Por mendimet e mia m\u00eb mashtruan disi. P\u00ebrball\u00eb burrave jam sjell\u00eb ashtu si\u00e7 jam sjell\u00eb; por p\u00ebrball\u00eb zonjave t\u00eb panjohura , vazhdova t\u00eb jem nj\u00eb budalla e gjor\u00eb: m\u00eb mungonin furnizimi i mendjemadh\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb zgjuar me t\u00eb cilat t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb e bot\u00ebs improvizojn\u00eb nj\u00eb shk\u00ebmbim mendjempreht\u00ebsish gallat\u00eb me nj\u00eb grua, sapo i afrohen asaj; nj\u00eb furnizim q\u00eb, si rregull, nuk fitohet duke filluar ta k\u00ebrkosh kur njeriu tashm\u00eb e ka fytyr\u00ebn plot mjek\u00ebr dhe e ka kaluar koh\u00ebn q\u00eb ka mbetur n\u00eb g\u00ebmusha t\u00eb nj\u00eb fshati. P\u00ebr fatin tim, Klara ishte aty at\u00eb nat\u00eb; dhe duke m\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb hutuar dhe t\u00eb \u00e7orientuar, iu afrova Klar\u00ebs, sikur t\u00eb ndaloja n\u00eb nj\u00eb port t\u00eb njohur. Nuk u pendova. \u00c7far\u00eb natyre t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb ka kjo grua e re! Ajo m\u00eb jepte gjithmon\u00eb efektin e nj\u00eb statuje me z\u00eb dhe l\u00ebvizje. E kisha t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb bindja veten se pas asaj l\u00ebkure t\u00eb l\u00ebmuar, t\u00eb mat, v\u00ebrtet\u00eb si mermeri, kishte nerva t\u00eb ndjesh\u00ebm, arterie t\u00eb mbushura me gjak t\u00eb ngroht\u00eb, nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr q\u00eb rrihte si e imja dhe nj\u00eb shpirt q\u00eb shikonte n\u00eb ata sy t\u00eb fort\u00eb, t\u00eb fort\u00eb e t\u00eb zinj \u2013 aq t\u00eb zinj sa rrath\u00ebt e kuq rreth tyre dukeshin si nj\u00eb njoll\u00eb e err\u00ebsir\u00ebs s\u00eb tyre. Ato buz\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse t\u00eb njoma dhe t\u00eb holla, t\u00eb zbehta dhe n\u00eb dukje t\u00eb ngurt\u00ebsuara! dhe ata dh\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl e t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, sikur t\u00eb ishin gdhendur nga nj\u00eb cop\u00eb porcelani, dhe t\u00eb mos kishin lindur nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb&#8230; dhe z\u00ebri, i kaduar dhe burr\u00ebror, i cili, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb magjepsjes s\u00eb ushtruar nga ky grup singularitetesh plastike , m\u00eb dukej m\u00eb shum\u00eb nj\u00eb efekt i menj\u00ebhersh\u00ebm i drit\u00ebs s\u00eb syve, sesa i formuar n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb z\u00ebrave t\u00eb Valzuit, apo jo, t\u00eb nj\u00eb vajze t\u00eb till\u00eb , apo jo, nj\u00eb statuj\u00eb njer\u00ebzore! shkall\u00eb simpatike e s\u00ebmundshm\u00ebris\u00eb q\u00eb nj\u00ebra ishte shum\u00eb e rehatshme pran\u00eb saj. As si nuk ishte e mundur q\u00eb un\u00eb, q\u00eb e kisha njohur nj\u00eb vit m\u00eb par\u00eb, kaq k\u00ebndore dhe e s\u00ebmur\u00eb n\u00eb mal, t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr rrahjet q\u00eb i b\u00ebn\u00eb dorezat e saj n\u00eb ky\u00e7et e saj t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosha, rrumbullak\u00ebsin\u00eb e qaf\u00ebs dhe turbullir\u00ebn e shpatullave t\u00eb saj, t\u00eb fshehura keq nga garza e tejdukshme e saj e zbeht\u00eb dhe llafazane, nj\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00eb nate shum\u00eb llafazane, p\u00ebr s\u00eb paku shoqe. i _tierruca_ ajri i t\u00eb cilit kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb mrekulli t\u00eb tilla n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kaq t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr? Besoj se fol\u00ebm di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr tok\u00ebn time; por asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr p\u00ebrpjekjet e mia letrare. Ose Klara nuk i njihte, ose mendonte pak p\u00ebr ta; n\u00eb \u00e7do rast, nuk ishte l\u00ebshimi q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb fryhem nga krenaria. M\u00eb pas vall\u00ebzuam bashk\u00eb; Dhe kur ajo po pushonte nga lodhja e valsit, e mb\u00ebshtetur n\u00eb krahun tim, duke gul\u00e7uar pak, dhe me nuanc\u00ebn e nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshjeje dhe nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb, duke i shpjeguar arsyen e braktisjes s\u00eb saj t\u00eb ligjshme, m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu t&#8217;i thosha: &#8220;Provoni m\u00eb shum\u00eb, zonj\u00eb, k\u00ebtu ka nj\u00eb krah p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka&#8221;. Por u k\u00ebnaqa t\u00eb admiroja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb, n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi dhe n\u00eb detaje, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb fol\u00ebm p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra krejt t\u00eb ndryshme, pun\u00ebn rigjeneruese dhe skulpturore t\u00eb flladit t\u00eb qytetit tim. Sapo ajo u ul, Barrientos mburravec erdhi p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur dhe un\u00eb e lash\u00eb. Sip\u00ebrmarrjet e mia t\u00eb m\u00ebvonshme, megjith\u00ebse jo plot\u00ebsisht sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs sime, si prov\u00eb e shpirtit t\u00eb saj, nuk m\u00eb lan\u00eb t\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqur. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, q\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb dit\u00eb recensioni p\u00ebr gazet\u00ebn, shkrova di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr at\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje. Jam i sigurt se p\u00ebrmendja u ka p\u00eblqyer zonjave t\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendura. Suksesi i eses\u00eb m\u00eb inkurajoi dhe u futa n\u00eb sallone t\u00eb tjera: zhurma e lajkave t\u00eb mia gjeti terren t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm atje ; guximi m\u00eb huazoi t\u00eb keqen q\u00eb m\u00eb mungonte dhe ambiciet e mia p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb mbreti i kritik\u00ebs letrare dhe kronisti i par\u00eb i bot\u00ebs elegante u plot\u00ebsuan. Fuqia e kat\u00ebr dhuratave bind\u00ebse t\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00ebs Natyr\u00eb dhe e paturp\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb patrazuar ! Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb qeveria e polak\u00ebve na jepte \u00e7do dit\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebrzi t\u00eb re dhe po vinte n\u00eb prov\u00eb durimin e popullit liberal. U fol p\u00ebr fyerje, p\u00ebr tronditje, p\u00ebr vandaliz\u00ebm; me pak fjal\u00eb, t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha llojeve t\u00eb fyerjeve t\u00eb kryera nga pushtetar\u00ebt; shtypi protestoi kund\u00ebr shtypjes n\u00ebn t\u00eb cil\u00ebn jetonte, n\u00eb nj\u00eb manifest p\u00ebr publikun, dhe shp\u00ebrndar\u00ebsit u burgos\u00ebn, dhe n\u00ebnshkruesit; gazetar\u00eb dhe shkrimtar\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha shtresave iu p\u00ebrmbajt\u00ebn k\u00ebtij manifesti; p\u00ebrparimtar\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb moderuarit u bashkuan ngusht\u00eb dhe demonstruan gjithashtu kund\u00ebr tiranis\u00eb s\u00eb qeveris\u00eb&#8230;; edhe \u201crinia\u201d e indinjuar nisi protest\u00ebn e tyre p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse, duke k\u00ebrkuar n\u00eb proces \u201cshpata, n\u00ebse nuk kishte, shtiza, n\u00ebse jo, gur\u00eb\u201d. O&#8217;Donnell ishte i fshehur, sepse i shp\u00ebtoi mbik\u00ebqyrjes s\u00eb policis\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa Armero, Concha, Infante&#8230; dhe nuk e di sa gjeneral\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb dol\u00ebn &#8220;n\u00eb kazerm\u00eb&#8221; n\u00eb pika t\u00eb ndryshme t\u00eb mbret\u00ebris\u00eb ; dhe shum\u00eb figura civile, disa me forc\u00eb dhe t\u00eb tjera si mas\u00eb paraprake, u zhduk\u00ebn brenda nat\u00ebs ; dhe meqen\u00ebse ishte shpallur nj\u00eb luft\u00eb deri n\u00eb vdekje midis pushteteve dhe opozit\u00ebs, fjala &#8220;kryengritje&#8221; ishte e dukshme n\u00eb paditurin\u00eb e detyruar t\u00eb gazetave; Ajo d\u00ebgjohej qart\u00eb dhe prer\u00eb n\u00eb bisedat e \u00e7do grupi, n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, n\u00eb tubime shoq\u00ebrore e n\u00eb kafene&#8230; derisa shp\u00ebrtheu n\u00eb Zaragoza n\u00eb form\u00ebn e nj\u00eb proklamate, ku humbi jet\u00ebn brigadieri Hore, q\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb n\u00eb krye t\u00eb tij. Politika, pra, thithi gjith\u00e7ka n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb q\u00eb i afroheshin pranver\u00ebs; por nj\u00eb politik\u00eb e trazuar, e ndezur, konvulsive, er\u00eb baruti dhe rebelim. Pastaj u shfaq El Murci\u00e9lago, nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb klandestine q\u00eb, n\u00ebn nj\u00eb zarf t\u00eb zi, futej n\u00eb \u00e7do xhep, madje edhe n\u00eb apartamentet mbret\u00ebrore t\u00eb Pallatit; n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gazet\u00eb ishin shtypur t\u00eb gjitha gj\u00ebrat e paturpshme t\u00eb p\u00ebshp\u00ebritura n\u00eb biseda private. Dhe ky ishte nj\u00eb vullkan, nj\u00eb nga krateret m\u00eb aktiv\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb cilit ishte redaksia e El Clar\u00edn de la Patria, si organi i fraksionit m\u00eb t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb avancuar t\u00eb progresivizmit t\u00eb koh\u00ebs. Qiej t\u00eb mir\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb koshere aktiviteti ishte! Plaku i mir\u00eb Redondo ishte i dhimbsh\u00ebm, me syt\u00eb e tij t\u00eb zhytur, me mustaqet e tij brilante, me gishtat e tij t\u00eb njollosur me boj\u00eb; i pangr\u00ebn\u00eb, i pagjum\u00eb, i parruar; her\u00eb duke u ngacmuar n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb, her\u00eb duke p\u00ebshp\u00ebritur n\u00eb zyr\u00eb me dyer t\u00eb mbyllura, me emisar\u00eb dhe bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00eb; her\u00eb i fshehur, her\u00eb i fshehur, i befasuar, nervoz, pa oreks&#8230; Buj\u00ebs vinte e dilte vazhdimisht. Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e shoq\u00ebronin at\u00eb! Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb gj\u00ebrash fol\u00ebn dhe p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb ofruan veten! Redaktor\u00ebt, vart\u00ebsit e mi t\u00eb administrat\u00ebs, djemt\u00eb e dor\u00ebzimit &#8211; t\u00eb gjith\u00eb po b\u00ebnin di\u00e7ka, duke i sh\u00ebrbyer nj\u00eb q\u00ebllimi atje; t\u00eb gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrve\u00e7 meje, i cili, n\u00eb ato or\u00eb marramend\u00ebse, i trullosur dhe i zhytur, madje harrova se kishte nj\u00eb rubrik\u00eb n\u00eb gazet\u00eb n\u00ebn p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb time ekskluzive. Por, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, kisha, si askush tjet\u00ebr, dhurat\u00ebn fatkeqe t\u00eb p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsimit t\u00eb shijeve, p\u00ebrshtypjeve, madje edhe marr\u00ebzive t\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve; nj\u00eb prirje fatale p\u00ebr t&#8217;u infektuar nga pasionet q\u00eb lundronin n\u00eb atmosfer\u00ebn q\u00eb thithja; dhe, n\u00eb fund, e kapja at\u00eb ethet revolucionare q\u00eb p\u00ebrpiu shok\u00ebt e mi. Simptom\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj ishte admirimi q\u00eb fillova t\u00eb ndjeja p\u00ebr burrat q\u00eb sakrifikuan veten n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb p\u00ebr lirin\u00eb e vendit t\u00eb tyre; dhe Brutus, Catos dhe Gracchi m\u00eb dukeshin edhe Bujes dhe portierit t\u00eb redaksis\u00eb. Suksesi i jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm i manifesteve dhe gazetave t\u00eb kapura nga autoritetet m\u00eb mbushi me zili fisnike; dhe duke e krahasuar veten me burrat q\u00eb p\u00ebrballeshin me rreziqe t\u00eb tilla, m\u00eb vinte turp nga zhurma e betejave t\u00eb mia me gjilp\u00ebra me poet\u00eb dhe humorist\u00eb dhe nga profilet e femuara q\u00eb pena ime i kushtonte arg\u00ebtimeve t\u00eb kota t\u00eb bot\u00ebs elegante. Fillova t\u00eb kuptoja se, pavar\u00ebsisht r\u00ebnd\u00ebsis\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb jepte &#8220;ministria&#8221; ime shum\u00eb e lart\u00eb, si\u00e7 e quajta profesioni, mes redaktor\u00ebve, autor\u00ebve, sip\u00ebrmarr\u00ebsve, zonjave t\u00eb klasit t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe zot\u00ebrinjve t\u00eb mod\u00ebs; megjith\u00eb pompozitetin q\u00eb i dhash\u00eb vetes duke marr\u00eb, &#8220;n\u00eb shenj\u00eb vler\u00ebsimi&#8221; dhe ndjenja t\u00eb tjera, kopje t\u00eb \u00e7do libri, \u00e7do komedie, \u00e7do broshurie, \u00e7do \u00e7ifteli q\u00eb nxirrnin shtypshkronjat, pozicioni i gazetarit premtonte shum\u00eb pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhmen; dhe dit\u00ebn q\u00eb e lash\u00eb, nuk do t\u00eb mbetej gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr ta kujtuar, ve\u00e7 armiq\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb t\u00eb fshikulluarve, mir\u00ebnjohjes s\u00eb pakuptimt\u00eb dhe platonike t\u00eb miqve t\u00eb pakt\u00eb q\u00eb kisha mbushur me l\u00ebvdata, dhe asaj t\u00eb grave t\u00eb sh\u00ebmtuara dhe burrave t\u00eb sh\u00ebmtuar t\u00eb lajkatur nga lajkat e pen\u00ebs sime. Un\u00eb kisha nevoj\u00eb Un\u00eb, padyshim, pa hequr dor\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht nga k\u00ebto triumfe paq\u00ebsore, k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb tjera, m\u00eb ting\u00eblluese dhe virile; di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb ushtruar forc\u00ebn m\u00eb dha nga atmosfera q\u00eb m\u00eb rrethonte, dhe m\u00eb e pajtueshme me aspiratat me t\u00eb cilat papritmas u gjenda i mbushur. Arritja e k\u00ebtyre aspiratave u ndoq p\u00ebrmes seksionit pulsues politik t\u00eb El Clar\u00edn. N\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj rruge, u nisa me vendosm\u00ebri. Shtypi periodik vazhdoi t\u00eb ndiqej dhe shtypej \u00e7do dit\u00eb m\u00eb nga af\u00ebr; dhe, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, gazetar\u00ebt u b\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb vendosur p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb u ndalohej t\u00eb b\u00ebnin, q\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb. Prandaj studimi dhe p\u00ebrpjekjet e zgjuarsis\u00eb q\u00eb u b\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka pa th\u00ebn\u00eb asgj\u00eb, dhe zakoni p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrballur me rreziqe shum\u00eb serioze n\u00eb k\u00ebmbim t\u00eb plot\u00ebsimit t\u00eb kruajtjes s\u00eb tyre dhe kureshtjes s\u00eb publikut, t\u00eb etur p\u00ebr skandale p\u00ebr t\u00eb arg\u00ebtuar trazirat n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat jetonin. Pa i treguar askujt p\u00ebr planet e mia; I pajisur mir\u00eb me \u00e7ar\u00e7af\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb dhe disa numra t\u00eb *El Murci\u00e9lago*; duke marr\u00eb prej tyre fakte dhe emra t\u00eb panjohur p\u00ebr mua, si dhe paturp\u00ebsi dhe paturp\u00ebsi shpif\u00ebse, leximi i t\u00eb cilave m\u00eb trembi, i shnd\u00ebrrova t\u00eb gjitha n\u00eb substanc\u00eb dhe kompozova, n\u00eb heshtjen dhe vetmin\u00eb e disa net\u00ebve, nj\u00eb *P\u00ebrrall\u00eb orientale* q\u00eb p\u00ebrfundonte me njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb goditnin n\u00eb shtyll\u00eb vezirin, nj\u00eb njeri fam\u00ebkeq dhe fam\u00ebkeq . b\u00ebri, me hile t\u00eb ndyra, nj\u00eb mbules\u00eb p\u00ebr ambiciet e tij t\u00eb ngathta dhe t\u00eb shfrenuara. Vdiq\u00ebn edhe eunuk\u00ebt e seraglionit, dhe nuk e di sa sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb t\u00eb pallatit, sepse nuk ishin besnik\u00eb ndaj zot\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb tyre dhe bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebve t\u00eb Vezirit t\u00eb Madh n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha krimet e tij t\u00eb neveritshme. P\u00ebrmbysjet e komplotit t\u00eb historis\u00eb ishin p\u00ebrshtatur me rigorozitet ndaj ngjarjeve t\u00eb dukshme politike dhe thashethemeve shpif\u00ebse t\u00eb dit\u00ebs, dhe kishte shum\u00eb reflektime satirike dhe keqdash\u00ebse dhe komente tin\u00ebzare, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit t\u00eb lexonin midis rreshtave at\u00eb q\u00eb faktet e zymta t\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjes nuk mund t\u00eb shpjegonin. E th\u00ebn\u00eb tro\u00e7, historia nuk ishte e punuar keq, mjaft arg\u00ebtuese dhe, pavar\u00ebsisht p\u00ebrfundimit trondit\u00ebs, shum\u00eb humoristik. Matic\u00ebs ia kam lexuar para kujtdo tjet\u00ebr dhe ai e ka vler\u00ebsuar shum\u00eb. \u201cM\u00eb duket e pabesueshme, \u2013 m\u00eb tha, \u2013 q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb e ka shkruar e nj\u00ebjta stilolaps q\u00eb ka barbarizuar aq shum\u00eb revistat letrare. Duhet t\u00eb botohet, sido q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb. M\u00eb pas u lexua p\u00ebr fakultetin e plot\u00eb n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb. &#8220;Edhe n\u00ebse m\u00eb kushton nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim n\u00eb Filipine,&#8221; b\u00ebrtiti Redondo me entuziaz\u00ebm, &#8220;kjo do t\u00eb publikohet dhe n\u00eb seksionin e ve\u00e7orive: vet\u00eb nes\u00ebr&#8221;. Zjarri ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr m\u00eb shum\u00eb dru zjarri dhe kjo prush i vet\u00ebm \u00ebsht\u00eb zjarr. N\u00eb ark\u00eb! Gj\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme! Argus-i i censur\u00ebs s\u00eb m\u00ebparshme, i cili nuk u dha prehje nj\u00ebqind syve t\u00eb tij q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin shtypjen p\u00ebr krime p\u00ebr t&#8217;u ndjekur, ishte i verb\u00ebr at\u00eb dit\u00eb me El Clar\u00edn de la Patria; dhe ra pre e keqdashjes s\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00ebs vet\u00ebm pasi d\u00ebrguesit kishin dal\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. M\u00eb pas filloi ndjekja e policis\u00eb; dhe me shfaqjet e zakonshme t\u00eb bubullim\u00ebs, u sekuestruan nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht kopjet e mbetura n\u00eb redaksi dhe ato t\u00eb rr\u00ebmbyera nga duart e d\u00ebrguesve. Koha e mir\u00eb! Nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e madhe e shtypit ishte shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb tashm\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid; dhe me pretekstin se abonent\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk e kishin marr\u00eb problemin do ta dinin shkakun, El Clar\u00edn u kujdes shum\u00eb ta raportonte incidentin n\u00eb nj\u00eb suplement, me sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb detaje. Ndodhi gj\u00ebja e zakonshme: kriza, dhe nj\u00eb sulm kaq i parakohsh\u00ebm, zgjoi kureshtjen. Kopjet e shp\u00ebrndara u k\u00ebrkuan me padurim; u lexua p\u00ebrralla m\u00ebkatare; veprat e tij t\u00eb k\u00ebqija dukej se ishin dy her\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb spikatura nga sa e meritonin; fama e tyre u p\u00ebrhap; kurioziteti u rrit; dhe kopjet ekzistuese n\u00eb domenin publik nuk ishin t\u00eb mjaftueshme, u b\u00eb nj\u00eb botim i bollsh\u00ebm klandestin i tregimit; dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb nuk kishte sht\u00ebpi, kafene, tavern\u00eb apo xhep ku t\u00eb mos fshihej puna ime, as nj\u00eb goj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos shqiptonte emrin e autorit. Sepse e kam deklaruar vet\u00eb, \u201cn\u00eb konfidenc\u00eb\u201d, personit t\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb pyeti p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, sapo kuptova q\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb zhurm\u00eb dhe dallavere ishte nj\u00eb trokitje n\u00eb der\u00ebn time dhe ata e konfirmuan kudo, duke e ditur. Se Matica dhe koleg\u00ebt e mi redaktor\u00eb ishin t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur me mua. Q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb mungoj\u00eb gj\u00eb popullaritetit, Bujesi me entuziaz\u00ebm dhe pasi m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi me emocion, ma dhuroi n\u00ebp\u00ebr lagje, duke shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb flet\u00eb me dhjet\u00ebra, duke deshifruar enigmat e historis\u00eb dhe duke vler\u00ebsuar talentin dhe virtytet qytetare t\u00eb autorit. Ngacmova kureshtjen e kalimtar\u00ebve n\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb nuk i njihja m\u00eb shtr\u00ebngonin dor\u00ebn. Isha i dehur nga lumturia. Megjithat\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb mos e dija se n\u00eb rrethana normale historia nuk do t\u00eb kishte gjeneruar duartrokitje kaq t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme; se ishte puna e persekutimit t\u00eb qeveris\u00eb dhe e gjendjes shpirt\u00ebrore. N\u00eb detin e ngat\u00ebrruar t\u00eb politik\u00ebs, kaq shum\u00eb shkrime q\u00eb jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb njohura pas timit nuk kan\u00eb asnj\u00eb merit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Kjo ishte aq ekstreme sa fillova t\u00eb ushqeja frik\u00eb shum\u00eb serioze se qeveria do t\u00eb largonte dehjen time t\u00eb triumfit me nj\u00eb pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi serioze. T\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin mendim kishin edhe koleg\u00ebt dhe miqt\u00eb e mi. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb, mora nj\u00eb let\u00ebr nga Valenzuela, duke m\u00eb thirrur n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb diskutuar nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje q\u00eb m\u00eb interesonte. P\u00ebrshtypja e par\u00eb q\u00eb ndjeva ishte tmerri. M\u00eb von\u00eb u qet\u00ebsova, duke pasur parasysh se p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb kapur, qeveria nuk kishte nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb vinte kurth, aq m\u00eb pak t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorte dor\u00ebn e Valenzuel\u00ebs, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nj\u00eb shfaqje kaq e kot\u00eb e keqdashjes ishte e paimagjinueshme, sado i lig dhe i djall\u00ebzuar t\u00eb ishte. E konsultova \u00e7\u00ebshtjen dhe kishte tre mendime: t\u00eb mbaja takimin; se nuk duhet t\u00eb marr pjes\u00eb; q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb fshihem. Zgjodha me vendosm\u00ebri t\u00eb par\u00ebn. Sa i sjellsh\u00ebm, sa i dashur&#8230; dhe sa i lodhur e gjeta vendasin e pangopur t\u00eb La Man\u00e7\u00ebs! Ai zgjati dor\u00ebn dhe madje m\u00eb pyeti p\u00ebr babain tim. &#8220;Dua t&#8217;ju tregoj,&#8221; tha ai, &#8220;se jam nj\u00eb njeri i fjal\u00ebs sime, duke p\u00ebrmbushur premtimin q\u00eb ju b\u00ebra pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebtu, p\u00ebr t&#8217;ju njoftuar sa m\u00eb shpejt q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t&#8217;ju ofroj di\u00e7ka q\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte e dobishme&#8221;. &#8220;M\u00eb vjen tmerr\u00ebsisht keq,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja me p\u00ebrul\u00ebsi, &#8220;q\u00eb kjo d\u00ebshmi nderimi me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn m\u00eb nderon Hir\u00ebsia juaj duhet t\u00eb arrij\u00eb pak von\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Von\u00eb!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti Valenzuela. &#8220;Pse? &#8221; &#8220;Sepse, nga frika se mund t\u00eb vdisja nga uria,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja pa fodull\u00ebk, &#8220;me shpres\u00ebn p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, pranova, sapo Hir\u00ebsia juaj u largua p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nga posti i lart\u00eb q\u00eb mbani tani, pun\u00ebn q\u00eb nj\u00eb mik m\u00eb dha n\u00eb administrat\u00ebn e nj\u00eb gazete. &#8221; dhe, m\u00eb duket, m\u00eb shum\u00eb kujtoj _Cuento-n sesa revistat. &#8220;Dhe pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr shkak se i njoh k\u00ebto shembuj t\u00eb zgjuarsis\u00eb suaj dhe stilolapsit tuaj trim, d\u00ebshiroj t&#8217;ju pun\u00ebsoj n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb, brenda interesave tuaja, t\u00eb punoni m\u00eb pak dhe t\u00eb shk\u00eblqeni m\u00eb shum\u00eb. A e kuptoni?&#8221; &#8220;N\u00ebse Shk\u00eblqesia Juaj do t\u00eb donte t\u00eb shpjegonte&#8230;&#8221; &#8220;Para s\u00eb gjithash, l\u00ebre m\u00eb p\u00ebr adres\u00ebn zyrtare, shoku S\u00e1nchez&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Si t\u00eb duash,&#8221; thash\u00eb, duke luajtur me humorin e tij. &#8220;Epo, un\u00eb dua,&#8221; vazhdoi Valenzuela, duke theksuar fjal\u00ebt e tij me tonin dhe gjestet e tij, &#8220;t\u00eb t\u00eb jap di\u00e7ka q\u00eb jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb do t\u00eb vlej\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim, por do t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbej\u00eb edhe si hyrje n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrier\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb kthjell\u00ebt dhe fitimprur\u00ebse. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb drejtim, ju keni n\u00eb dispozicion nj\u00eb pozicion si redaktor i nj\u00eb gazete q\u00eb meriton t\u00eb gjith\u00eb simpatin\u00eb e qeveris\u00eb, e cila tashm\u00eb e dini se \u00e7far\u00eb simpatie ka p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb . do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, e th\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend nga nj\u00eb njeri si un\u00eb. &#8220;Por un\u00eb ju lutem t\u00eb merrni parasysh idet\u00eb e _El Clar\u00edn de la Patria_ dhe angazhimet e mir\u00ebnjohjes q\u00eb i detyrohem.&#8221; &#8220;K\u00ebto bukuri ju b\u00ebjn\u00eb nj\u00eb merit\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, zoti S\u00e1nchez; por ato do t\u00eb jen\u00eb pak t\u00eb dobishme p\u00ebr ju. Burrat e q\u00ebndruesh\u00ebm dhe shkrimtar\u00ebt e nd\u00ebrgjegjsh\u00ebm jan\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00ebt q\u00eb vdesin nga uria k\u00ebto dit\u00eb . Por, gjithsesi, varet nga ju. P\u00ebr sa m\u00eb p\u00ebrket mua, i v\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm vet\u00ebm asaj q\u00eb mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb interesin tuaj m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, un\u00eb e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris n\u00ebse e pranoni ose jo ofert\u00ebn e plot\u00eb.&#8221; Mua m\u00eb mungonte guximi p\u00ebr t&#8217;iu p\u00ebrgjigjur kategorikisht asaj q\u00eb ndjeja, duke supozuar se ofertat e Valenzuel\u00ebs po binin n\u00eb vij\u00eb. lajme t\u00eb drejtp\u00ebrdrejta p\u00ebr suksesin e jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm t\u00eb _P\u00ebrrall\u00ebs sime Orientale_, dhe k\u00ebrkova disa or\u00eb p\u00ebr ta studiuar \u00e7\u00ebshtjen me qet\u00ebsin\u00eb e duhur. &#8220;Merr sa or\u00eb t\u00eb duhen,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai shkurt, pa dyshim i mbushur me q\u00ebllimet e mia t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta. I thash\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb me nj\u00eb hark t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb dhe fluturova p\u00ebr t&#8217;u treguar miqve t\u00eb mi, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt m\u00eb prisnin me ankth n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb, ngjarjen. &#8220;Nuk mund ta imagjinoj,&#8221; thash\u00eb un\u00eb, pasi rr\u00ebfeva pik\u00eb p\u00ebr pik\u00eb intervist\u00ebn, &#8220;\u00e7far\u00eb interesi mund t\u00eb kishte qeveria p\u00ebr shkrimin tim n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs, kur ajo ka stilolapsa shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb aft\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb tilla se sa un\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Ajo q\u00eb ka m\u00eb pak r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebr qeverin\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Matica, e pranishme , &#8220;\u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb mund t\u00eb shkruani n\u00eb favor t\u00eb saj: ajo nuk mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb shum\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mallkosh apo t\u00eb vras\u00ebsh me t\u00eb. panegjirik\u00ebt, edhe sikur t\u00eb ishin shkruar nga vet\u00eb Sh\u00ebn Pali, por ai e di gjithashtu se emri i Pedro S\u00e1nchez-it, q\u00eb nga botimi i *Cuento oriental*, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb vep\u00ebr e tij, ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb goj\u00ebn e t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve q\u00eb k\u00ebnaqen t\u00eb thon\u00eb di\u00e7ka t\u00eb keqe p\u00ebr situat\u00ebn dhe se do t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb efekt t\u00eb madh dhe do t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjente opozit\u00ebn, n\u00ebse thuhej pak m\u00eb pak n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn: shkrimtari i ri dhe i famsh\u00ebm Don Pedro S\u00e1nchez shfaqet n\u00eb mesin e redaktor\u00ebve t\u00eb *El Mensajero*.&#8221; Kjo, n\u00eb rrethanat aktuale, do t\u00eb ishte e barabart\u00eb me nj\u00eb regjiment q\u00eb i bashkohej armikut q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb betej\u00ebs. A e kuptoni? Epo, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb Valenzuela e p\u00ebrhapur ju ka thirrur n\u00eb shkret\u00ebtir\u00eb ! Pyetje: &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb, m\u00eb k\u00ebshilloi madrilen\u00ebt, me p\u00eblqimin e t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve , dhe mos e d\u00ebrgo letr\u00ebn derisa t\u00eb jesh fshehur n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend t\u00eb sigurt: ose t\u00eb sakrifikosh p\u00ebr per\u00ebndit\u00eb e pushtetit, ose ata t\u00eb d\u00ebrgojn\u00eb te kafsh\u00ebt e egra t\u00eb cirkut. &#8221; Deri kur Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque, i cili m\u00eb kishte k\u00ebrkuar, m\u00eb gjeti n\u00eb mes t\u00eb k\u00ebtyre vajtimeve mendore, un\u00eb ia besova shkakun e tyre dhe duke m\u00eb \u00e7uar n\u00eb cepin m\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebt, ai m\u00eb p\u00ebshp\u00ebriti n\u00eb vesh: &#8220;Rregulloni pun\u00ebt tuaja k\u00ebtu dhe n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb, dhe un\u00eb nuk mund t&#8217;ju premtoj m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn. Pasi t\u00eb mbyllesh, do t\u00eb marr p\u00ebrsip\u00ebr t&#8217;u zbuloj sekretet edhe njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb cakton&#8230; Por le t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb pakta, sepse jan\u00eb sekrete t\u00eb shum\u00eb njer\u00ebzve&#8230; &#8220;Pranova me shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb; dhe, duke r\u00ebn\u00eb dakord me Don Seraf\u00edn q\u00eb do t\u00eb kthehej p\u00ebr mua pasi t\u00eb binte nata, e pyeta: &#8220;Dhe pse m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonit?&#8221; &#8220;Un\u00eb do t&#8217;ju them q\u00eb ai u largua nga zyra p\u00ebr t\u00eb pushuar, m\u00eb ngadal\u00eb p\u00ebr nat\u00ebn. &#8221; t\u00eb dit\u00ebs s\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr udh\u00ebtimin tim: Un\u00eb i shkrova nj\u00eb let\u00ebr shum\u00eb elegante shoq\u00ebruesve t\u00eb mi, duke i urdh\u00ebruar ata t\u00eb mos e d\u00ebrgonin n\u00eb destinacion deri n\u00eb dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, un\u00eb u p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeta me t\u00eb 23. Nuk kishim nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb trokisnim n\u00eb der\u00eb p\u00ebr Carmenin, e cila na priste pas saj, e hapi sapo d\u00ebgjoi z\u00ebrin e hapave tan\u00eb, m\u00eb sulmoi kujtimi i her\u00ebs s\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb pash\u00eb t\u00eb bij\u00ebn e Don Seraf\u00ednit pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb at\u00eb rrug\u00ebkalim. Por n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rast, pas asaj q\u00eb kisha m\u00ebsuar n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn e _djaloshit_ dhe t\u00eb bot\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe, pasi u m\u00ebsova me marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet e njer\u00ebzve kaq t\u00eb ndrysh\u00ebm, pasi kisha ushtruar p\u00ebr nj\u00eb vit nj\u00eb diktatur\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb n\u00eb republik\u00ebn e letrave, dhe mbi t\u00eb gjitha me aureol\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb dha p\u00ebrndjekja e qeveris\u00eb; Nga nj\u00eb vep\u00ebr, ndikimi ting\u00ebllues i s\u00eb cil\u00ebs e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb emrin tim nj\u00eb flamur n\u00eb oborrin e Spanj\u00ebs, ku jetojn\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb burra me vler\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb, t\u00eb err\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb panjohur, sa madh\u00ebshtor u ndjeva n\u00eb vog\u00eblsin\u00eb e asaj banese dhe me \u00e7far\u00eb ajri mbrojt\u00ebs denjova t&#8217;i drejtohesha Carmenit n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb joformale, nd\u00ebrsa i mora dy duart e saj n\u00eb miat dhe i shikoja posht\u00eb, duke buz\u00ebqeshur dhe me dashamir\u00ebsi nga lart\u00ebsia ime e madhe! Besoj se ajo nuk ishte e pak\u00ebnaqur nga kjo shfaqje e besimit at\u00ebror. Q\u00eb kur u b\u00ebra publiciste, tek ajo, ato pak her\u00eb q\u00eb takoheshim, vura re disa shenja admirimi p\u00ebr talentin tim. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u habitur q\u00eb ky admirim arriti n\u00eb habi n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb kur emri im po b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb pun\u00eb kaq t\u00eb madhe. Bab\u00eb e bij\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7uan n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ndenjjes q\u00eb kishin l\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00ebnjan\u00eb p\u00ebr mua dhe shpejt vura re se ajo ishte e mobiluar shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me shpenzimet e saj . N\u00eb nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me nj\u00eb mbules\u00eb tavoline t\u00eb kuqe n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs, kishte pajisje shkrimi, me nj\u00eb boll\u00ebk letrash t\u00eb bardha, disa libra dhe numrat e fundit t\u00eb El Clar\u00edn de la Patria. N\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pash\u00eb largpam\u00ebsin\u00eb delikate t\u00eb Carmen dhe e fal\u00ebnderova me pamjen e nj\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb njohur. Zoti e di se \u00e7far\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsish dhe v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsish do t\u00eb kishte v\u00ebn\u00eb ajo familje e varf\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb siguruar gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb kisha nevoj\u00eb! Kur un\u00eb dhe Don Seraf\u00edn ishim vet\u00ebm n\u00eb zyr\u00eb, i thash\u00eb: &#8220;Para se t\u00eb marr n\u00eb dor\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb streh\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme q\u00eb m\u00eb ke siguruar, m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb t\u00eb them se do t\u00eb t\u00eb pranoj vet\u00ebm me kushtin q\u00eb, sa t\u00eb jem atje, do t\u00eb jesh p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs p\u00ebr shpenzimet e p\u00ebrditshme t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. P\u00ebrndryshe, un\u00eb po largohem tani.&#8221; Pas k\u00ebsaj ka pasur nj\u00eb mosmarr\u00ebveshje q\u00eb nuk do ta p\u00ebrmend sepse supozohet leht\u00eb dhe kjo pik\u00eb u zgjidh sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb. \u201cTani, &#8211; shtova, &#8211; m\u00eb thuaj \u00e7far\u00eb doje nga un\u00eb sot n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes kur erdhe t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoje n\u00eb redaksi. Fytyra e Balduques u turbullua, ai g\u00ebrvishti kok\u00ebn, ledhatoi mustaqet e tij ka\u00e7urrela me gjith\u00eb dor\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, i thar\u00eb dhe i dekurajuar, u p\u00ebrgjigj: &#8220;Epo, t\u00eb desha&#8230; \u00c7far\u00eb kacavjerr\u00ebse! Nuk e di sakt\u00ebsisht pse t\u00eb desha. S\u00eb pari, t\u00eb shkarkoj pak veten n\u00eb besimin e miq\u00ebsis\u00eb sate; s\u00eb dyti, nj\u00eb burr\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i gatsh\u00ebm t\u00eb t\u00eb tregoj\u00eb kush e as k\u00ebrcim: t\u00eb b\u00ebsh \u00e7do gj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb fituar ndershm\u00ebrisht&#8230; at\u00eb q\u00eb fiton portieri i redaksis\u00eb&#8230; Se duhet ta dish q\u00eb kam tre dit\u00eb pa pun\u00eb private, fajdexhiu hebre q\u00eb m\u00eb ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb, thuajse me ngurrim, thot\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebse i mjaftuesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb paguar, n\u00eb k\u00ebmbim t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs dhe d\u00ebrras\u00ebs, nj\u00eb mbes\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ka dal\u00eb nga rruga. Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb rasti!&#8230; dit\u00eb pasi shoku im kishte ngritur dyqanin e tij ushqimor dhe ishte larguar p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb me gruan e tij p\u00ebr n\u00eb cepin m\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebt t\u00eb Galicis\u00eb. Tani p\u00ebr tani , situata nuk m\u00eb shqet\u00ebson, sepse kam disa kursime, fal\u00eb kursimit , dhe k\u00ebto gra fitojn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb kemi nevoj\u00eb; por ata mund t\u00eb s\u00ebmuren; mund t\u00eb vij\u00eb dita kur nuk do t&#8217;i l\u00eb t\u00eb punojn\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb; mbase&#8230; \u00c7far\u00eb di un\u00eb, kungull!&#8230; Shiko, Se\u00f1or Don Pedro: prej disa koh\u00ebsh jam b\u00ebr\u00eb i frik\u00ebsuar, i frik\u00ebsuar&#8230; dhe i zymt\u00eb!&#8230; M\u00eb mungon besimi q\u00eb kisha m\u00eb par\u00eb, duke m\u00eb lejuar t\u00eb pres nj\u00eb z\u00ebvend\u00ebsim sapo t\u00eb vij\u00eb pushimi im. Koh\u00ebt e fundit kam filluar t\u00eb shoh gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb err\u00ebt, t\u00eb mos i besoj t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmes dhe njer\u00ebzve, madje edhe forc\u00ebs time. Dhe kjo duhet t\u00eb konsistoj\u00eb n\u00eb faktin se, n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn time dhe me fatin tim t\u00eb keq, ngecja m\u00eb e vog\u00ebl duket si fundi i jet\u00ebs&#8230; Tani po krijohet nj\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb e madhe dhe do t\u00eb krijohet si\u00e7 e sheh Zoti! Nuk jan\u00eb momentet q\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri si un\u00eb t\u00eb mendoj\u00eb se drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb do ta ken\u00eb po ata q\u00eb i kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb keq&#8230; Do t\u00eb vij\u00eb dita q\u00eb do t\u00eb plas\u00eb, e kjo do t\u00eb plas\u00eb&#8230; kushedi ku o kungull! Pra, e tashmja \u00ebsht\u00eb e zez\u00eb, e ardhmja e err\u00ebt&#8230; Sepse qeshni, Se\u00f1or Don Pedro, me gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb zhurm\u00eb patriotike q\u00eb d\u00ebgjohet gjithandej; ato gj\u00ebra p\u00ebr moralin, nderin, drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb, ekonomin\u00eb dhe lirin\u00eb, i kam d\u00ebgjuar t\u00eb b\u00ebrtasin nj\u00ebzet her\u00eb n\u00eb po aq raste n\u00eb prag t\u00eb nj\u00eb deklarate: me mir\u00ebbesim n\u00ebse d\u00ebshironi dhe me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin entuziaz\u00ebm si tani; por T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, pas fitores s\u00eb loj\u00ebs, muzik\u00eb qiellore! Nj\u00ebsoj si t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, pak a shum\u00eb. Gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb guximshmit; dhe t\u00eb pamaturit, t\u00eb b\u00ebrtasin kund\u00ebr tyre n\u00eb shesh&#8230; Do ta shihni. Tani p\u00ebr tani, \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb nxisni di\u00e7ka, sepse nuk mund t\u00eb vazhdoj\u00eb k\u00ebshtu; por&#8230; Le t\u00eb flasim p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr. Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb burgu juaj , dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb rojet e burgut jan\u00eb n\u00eb dispozicionin tuaj me zemr\u00ebn dhe shpirtin&#8230; Flini i qet\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb, sepse fatkeq\u00ebsia duhet t\u00eb l\u00ebshoj\u00eb forc\u00eb t\u00eb madhe q\u00eb polak\u00ebt t&#8217;ju zbulojn\u00eb k\u00ebtu. Tani p\u00ebr tani, askush nuk po ju ndjek ende; ndoshta nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb ndjekin kurr\u00eb dhe shpresoj q\u00eb kjo t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb! Por n\u00ebse jo, ki parasysh se zogjt\u00eb e tjer\u00eb, m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj jan\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb duksh\u00ebm dhe polic\u00ebt nuk i kan\u00eb gjetur ende&#8230; Dhe tani, m\u00eb thuaj k\u00eb duhet t\u00eb informoj nes\u00ebr p\u00ebr vendndodhjen t\u00ebnde dhe \u00e7far\u00ebdo tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb mund t\u00eb mendosh p\u00ebr bot\u00ebn e t\u00eb gjall\u00ebve. Sepse, tani p\u00ebr tani, konsiderojeni veten t\u00eb vdekur, n\u00ebse nuk preferoni t\u00eb vriteni nga polak\u00ebt me rrezikun e tyre; dhe kuptoni se mes asaj bote dhe jush, nuk do t\u00eb ket\u00eb asnj\u00eb mjet tjet\u00ebr komunikimi p\u00ebrve\u00e7 meje. Ne, n\u00eb fakt, diskutuam k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje, e cila, ngaq\u00eb m\u00eb interesoi aq thell\u00eb , m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb harroja mundimet e Don Seraf\u00ednit. Pastaj, me insistimin tim, Carmen hyri n\u00eb zyr\u00eb me pun\u00ebn e saj; dhe pas nj\u00eb bisede shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme mes ne t\u00eb treve, erdhi koha e daljes n\u00eb pension. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen u zgjova n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb mesatarisht t\u00eb rehatshme. Burgu im ishte i past\u00ebr dhe i rehatsh\u00ebm; rojtari im ishte i bukur dhe i \u00ebmb\u00ebl si nj\u00eb p\u00ebllumb; por, n\u00eb fund, nuk isha i lir\u00eb; dhe pasi nuk isha k\u00ebshtu, nuk isha i sigurt se n\u00eb asnj\u00eb moment fati nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb hidhte n\u00eb nj\u00eb burg t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Sa do t\u00eb zgjaste kjo situat\u00eb? Si do t\u00eb zgjidhej? \u00c7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha me mua n\u00ebse komploti do t\u00eb d\u00ebshtonte dhe qeveria do t\u00eb vendosej me triumf dhe do t\u00eb kishim polak\u00eb p\u00ebr gjith\u00eb vitin? Nuk doja t\u00eb humbasha n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe u hodha nga shtrati. Nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, Carmen po m\u00eb servirte \u00e7okollat\u00eb t\u00eb nxeht\u00eb n\u00eb tryez\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl n\u00eb dhom\u00eb. &#8220;V\u00ebrtet,&#8221; i thash\u00eb asaj, &#8220;shum\u00eb do ta nd\u00ebrronin lirin\u00eb e tyre me rob\u00ebrin\u00eb time, n\u00ebse do ta dinin se \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb pret rojtari i vog\u00ebl i burgut. &#8221; Carmen u p\u00ebrgjigj me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje tall\u00ebse. M&#8217;u kujtuan ngjarjet e nat\u00ebs s\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendur dhe u pajtova me vajz\u00ebn e Don Seraf\u00ednit se kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb di\u00e7ka marr\u00ebzi. &#8220;T\u00eb premtoj se do t\u00eb korrigjoj,&#8221; shtova, &#8220;n\u00ebse do t\u00eb m\u00eb fal\u00ebsh p\u00ebr m\u00ebkatin. &#8221; &#8220;Mbr\u00ebm\u00eb m\u00eb drejtoheshe n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb joformale,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo. \u201cNdoshta nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr marr\u00ebzi\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;Nuk e kuptova k\u00ebshtu. &#8221; &#8220;A do t\u00eb preferonit q\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdoja t&#8217;ju drejtohesha joformalisht? N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rast, duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb me kusht q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb drejtoheni edhe mua joformalisht. &#8221; &#8220;Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb,&#8221; tha Carmen, duke u emocionuar si nj\u00eb purpur. &#8220;Pse nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb?&#8221; Sikur t\u00eb kisha flok\u00eb t\u00eb thinjura, ose t\u00eb isha nj\u00eb nga ata burra hija e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve \u00ebsht\u00eb streh\u00eb&#8230; emri i t\u00eb cil\u00ebve ngjall respekt; t\u00eb cilit&#8230; Prisja q\u00eb Carmen t\u00eb m\u00eb ndalonte duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb, &#8220;Pik\u00ebrisht sepse ti je nj\u00eb nga ata burra.&#8221; Por ajo nuk m\u00eb ndaloi k\u00ebshtu. N\u00eb vend t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, ajo u kthye dhe, me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb vog\u00ebl shum\u00eb t\u00eb lezetshme, u largua pasi tha, duke aluduar p\u00ebr \u00e7okollat\u00ebn: &#8220;G\u00ebzojeni vaktin tuaj&#8221;. At\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, koleg\u00ebt e mi n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb dhe Matica m\u00ebsuan vendndodhjen e strehimit tim; dhe, me masat paraprake q\u00eb kishim r\u00ebn\u00eb dakord nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb , mora valixhet dhe librat e mi. Sipas Don Seraf\u00edn, gj\u00ebrat po shkonin mir\u00eb; aq sa Matica, ndon\u00ebse kishte hyr\u00eb n\u00eb qershor, mbeti n\u00eb Madrid n\u00eb pritje t\u00eb ngjarjeve q\u00eb po p\u00ebrgatiteshin; Letra ime drejtuar Valenzuel\u00ebs ishte dor\u00ebzuar dhe qeveria po k\u00ebrkonte pa u lodhur vendin e fshehjes s\u00eb O&#8217;Donnell-it, organizatorit t\u00eb komplotit; por nuk mund\u00ebn ta gjenin&#8230; Pothuajse t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb dija para se t\u00eb fshihesha. Pastaj lexova p\u00ebr nj\u00eb or\u00eb; Kam pasur nj\u00eb drek\u00eb familjare; Ecja lart e posht\u00eb n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e ndenjes dhe n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e pun\u00ebs, duke folur nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht me Carmenin q\u00eb qepte pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb, ose me baban\u00eb e saj q\u00eb shkonte e vinte, ose me Quic\u00ebn kur vinte p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndihmuar Karmenin. M\u00eb pas iu ktheva leximit p\u00ebr pak dhe pastaj eca p\u00ebrs\u00ebri&#8230; derisa Don Seraf\u00edn u kthye nga Calle me kat\u00ebr lajme absurde dhe nj\u00eb lajm t\u00eb konfirmuar: se policia po m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte. Kjo m\u00eb arg\u00ebtoi shum\u00eb pak dhe e vura re k\u00ebt\u00eb Carmen u tremb kur e d\u00ebgjoi k\u00ebt\u00eb. Shfaqa nj\u00eb qet\u00ebsi q\u00eb nuk e kisha pasur m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe n\u00eb gjasht\u00eb h\u00ebngr\u00ebm. Pas dark\u00ebs, ishte nj\u00ebsoj si nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb. Me ndryshime shum\u00eb t\u00eb vogla, kjo ishte jeta ime p\u00ebr dy jav\u00eb. Babai , edhe pse i pavet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb po m\u00eb ndodhte, m\u00eb shkroi me nj\u00eb zarf p\u00ebr Matic\u00ebn dhe un\u00eb i shkrova n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet priftit vendas: disa fjal\u00eb t\u00eb shkurtra p\u00ebr t\u00eb na siguruar reciprokisht p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn ton\u00eb: k\u00ebto nuk ishin koh\u00eb p\u00ebr luks t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, rregullsia monotone e asaj jete u prish n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb deri n\u00eb t\u00eb fundit t\u00eb muajit. Don Seraf\u00edn u kthye nga rruga n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e drek\u00ebs , i mbuluar me djers\u00eb dhe me nxitim. &#8220;I gjith\u00eb ferri \u00ebsht\u00eb shp\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb!&#8221; tha ai, duke hedhur kapelen e tij dhe pastaj u hodh mbi divan. mbeta pa fjal\u00eb. dhe Balduque m\u00eb tha sa vijon me nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt e t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar: &#8220;K\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, gjenerali Dulce, Drejtor i Kalor\u00ebsis\u00eb, b\u00ebri nj\u00eb deklarat\u00eb n\u00eb krye t\u00eb gjith\u00e7kaje q\u00eb ndodhej n\u00eb Madrid, plus nj\u00eb batalion k\u00ebmb\u00ebsorie&#8230; Ata thirr\u00ebn n\u00eb Campo de Guardias, ku O&#8217;Donnell u bashkua me ta p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb veten n\u00eb krye t\u00eb l\u00ebvizjes nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb trofe&#8230; e di dhe i nj\u00ebjti demon q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb l\u00ebshuar p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb fund polaquer\u00eda -s fam\u00ebkeq , dhe nuk do t&#8217;i l\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb dyshuarit t\u00eb marrin frym\u00eb&#8230; N\u00eb redaksin\u00eb e _El Clar\u00edn_ nuk kam gjetur ask\u00ebnd p\u00ebrve\u00e7 kujdestarit&#8230; Ata kan\u00eb frik\u00eb nga nj\u00eb kryengritje popullore&#8230; N\u00eb \u00e7do rast, gj\u00ebrat jan\u00eb t\u00eb frikshme, dhe qeveria \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb prag t\u00eb entuziazmit . T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen m\u00ebsova se El Clar\u00edn, si t\u00eb gjitha gazetat e tjera q\u00eb , pasi fol\u00ebn disi fort n\u00eb favor t\u00eb kryengritjes, nuk riprodhuan dekretet e Gacetas q\u00eb \u00e7nderonin gjeneral\u00ebt e kryengritjes , ishte shtypur me nj\u00eb urdh\u00ebr t\u00eb autoritetit ushtarak . ata t\u00eb gjeneralit Lara n\u00eb fushat e Vikalvaros, si t\u00eb thuash, te portat e Madridit, nga \u00e7atit\u00eb e t\u00eb cilit shum\u00eb kureshtar\u00eb pan\u00eb ose pan\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr l\u00ebvizjen dhe madje d\u00ebgjuan zhurm\u00ebn e betej\u00ebs:<br \/>\n&#8220;Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi me ankth e pyeta Don Seraf\u00edn, &#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj duke ikur nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. dhe sipas mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebsve t\u00eb tyre, \u00ebsht\u00eb se forcat e Lar\u00ebs jan\u00eb strehuar n\u00eb Madrid, t\u00eb ngacmuar nga trupat e O&#8217;Donnell deri n\u00eb Puerta de Alcal\u00e1.&#8221; &#8220;Jo; dhe ai po vraponte, duke vrapuar n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Vista Hermosa me nj\u00eb trup\u00eb ushtar\u00ebsh q\u00eb pash\u00eb t\u00eb hynin n\u00eb muzg. &#8220;Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebn populli sovran p\u00ebrball\u00eb gj\u00ebrave t\u00eb tilla? &#8221; sepse nuk duhet t&#8217;i mungoj\u00eb guximi. &#8220;Epo, le t&#8217;i ruaj\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb rast m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb,&#8221; thash\u00eb, duke mos i besuar guximit t\u00eb supozuar dhe duke filluar t\u00eb ndjej dekurajim, i cili arriti kulmin kur m\u00ebsova t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen se trupat rebele po merrnin rrug\u00ebn p\u00ebr n\u00eb La Mancha, n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb kufirit me Portugalin\u00eb. Zoti im! Sa papritur i gjith\u00eb tymi u zhduk nga koka ime! i thurur nga shpifjet e rreme, i ndjekur nga policia, i fshehur si krimineli, i rrezikuar t\u00eb mos eci n\u00eb tok\u00eb n\u00eb drit\u00ebn e diellit, dhe pse t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra t\u00eb rreme dhe t\u00eb papritura , si ai q\u00eb e ngjall nj\u00eb rol q\u00eb ai nuk ka qen\u00eb i tij; Isha i sigurt se gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb thuhej p\u00ebr Qeverin\u00eb q\u00eb isha n\u00eb krye, a nuk do t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb m\u00eb e sinqert\u00eb? Edhe pak pasion partiak, ndonj\u00eb furi sektare, d\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr fitim, ambicie p\u00ebr pushtet, lidhje me postet publike, n\u00eb shumic\u00ebn e atyre q\u00eb e shpif\u00ebn dhe talleshin dhe rrok\u00ebn arm\u00ebt kund\u00ebr tij? A nuk mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb mes kaq patriot\u00ebve t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb, disa qindra t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm si un\u00eb, thirrjet e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve &#8220;P\u00ebrpara!&#8221; u t\u00ebrhoq\u00ebn nga d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur nj\u00eb rrug\u00ebdalje, pasi kishin nd\u00ebrprer\u00eb pa kujdes t\u00ebrheqjen e tyre?&#8230; Sepse nuk pushova at\u00ebher\u00eb s\u00eb luturi drejt qiellit p\u00ebr triumfin e atyre q\u00eb kishin shpallur; dhe betohem n\u00eb Zot se e b\u00ebra k\u00ebt\u00eb vet\u00ebm nga d\u00ebshira q\u00eb m\u00eb ndizte p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur lirsh\u00ebm n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb, si fshir\u00ebsit e fundit t\u00eb rrug\u00ebve t\u00eb qytetit. Dhe<br \/>\nDon Seraf\u00edn, p\u00ebr gjith\u00eb ngush\u00ebllimin, m\u00eb solli raportet e publikuara nga qeveria, &#8220;p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e fqinj\u00ebve besnik\u00eb&#8221;, duke i informuar ata p\u00ebr avantazhet e arritura nga divizioni ndjek\u00ebs i Blaser-it mbi t\u00eb p\u00ebrndjekurit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt, sipas ministrit t\u00eb p\u00ebrkohsh\u00ebm t\u00eb Luft\u00ebs, prisnin vet\u00ebm, para se t\u00eb paraqiteshin n\u00eb Madrid si kope delesh, q\u00eb Mbret\u00ebresha e tyre t\u00eb fali keq! \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb m\u00eb sillte lajme krejt t\u00eb kund\u00ebrta, t\u00eb dh\u00ebna nga redaktor\u00ebt e El Clar\u00edn, t\u00eb iniciuar n\u00eb pun\u00ebt e revolucionit; por sa t\u00eb diskredituara ishin p\u00ebrsiatjet e popullit revolucionar! Carmen i vuri re k\u00ebto dekurajimet e mia dhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Sa i lodhsh\u00ebm po t\u00eb b\u00ebhet burgu!&#8221; &#8220;Zoti e di,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;se nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb faji i rojeve tuaja.&#8221; &#8220;Nuk do t\u00eb jet\u00eb k\u00ebshtu,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo; &#8220;Por ata nuk ia dalin dot, sado q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqen, ta b\u00ebjn\u00eb burgimin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb duruesh\u00ebm. &#8221; &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha me mua,&#8221; b\u00ebrtita, duke marr\u00eb nj\u00eb nga duart e bukura t\u00eb Carmen n\u00eb duar, &#8220;pas kaq shum\u00eb dit\u00ebsh izolim t\u00eb detyruesh\u00ebm, pa kujdesin q\u00eb ajo m\u00eb jep, ngush\u00ebllimin q\u00eb m\u00eb jep dhe drit\u00ebn e derdhur rreth saj m\u00eb e bukur nga ime?&#8221; Nj\u00eb skuqje e leht\u00eb i preku faqet . Papritur ajo t\u00ebrhoqi dor\u00ebn dhe pas nj\u00eb psher\u00ebtim\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb m\u00eb pyeti: &#8220;A e di se \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb puna me babain tim, ai t\u00eb ka folur fare?&#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb, f\u00ebmija im?&#8221; E pyeta me shum\u00eb kureshtje. &#8220;Si ta di un\u00eb!&#8221; tha ajo. &#8220;P\u00ebr disa koh\u00eb, shum\u00eb muaj, ai nuk ka qen\u00eb ai q\u00eb ishte. Ai po mendon&#8230; ndoshta po flet me veten.&#8221; Mezi ha, fle shum\u00eb keq&#8230; Kur m\u00eb sheh, shtiret, madje mundohet t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb shaka si dikur; por ai njihet m\u00eb shum\u00eb k\u00ebshtu&#8230; Q\u00eb kur humbi pun\u00ebn private dhe kumbar\u00ebt u nis\u00ebn p\u00ebr n\u00eb fshatin e tyre, k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra i jan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb aq keq, sa ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb tremb&#8230; Kur e pyes di\u00e7ka, qesh me at\u00eb q\u00eb i quan &#8220;kambimet e mia&#8221;&#8230; Mund t\u00eb kesh t\u00eb drejt\u00eb; por nuk ishte k\u00ebshtu m\u00eb par\u00eb&#8230; Meq\u00eb ju t\u00eb dy flisni kaq shpesh vet\u00ebm bashk\u00eb, ai mund t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb i sinqert\u00eb me ju sesa me mua. &#8220;Bah!&#8221; B\u00ebrtita, duke qeshur edhe me frik\u00ebn e Carmen. &#8220;Mos u b\u00ebj f\u00ebmij\u00eb! \u00c7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb babai yt p\u00ebr ty? Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb rr\u00ebnim nervor dhe tani po vepron lart.&#8221; Dhe ne nuk tham\u00eb m\u00eb, sepse ky shoku, me nj\u00eb klikim t\u00eb fort\u00eb t\u00eb takave, u shfaq n\u00eb dhom\u00eb duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb me shum\u00eb urgjenc\u00eb: &#8220;Brigadieri Buceta, n\u00eb krye t\u00eb shum\u00eb trupave dhe shum\u00eb bashkatdhetar\u00ebve, ka hyr\u00eb n\u00eb Cuenca! &#8221; &#8220;Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb po b\u00ebjm\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb?&#8221; E pyeta, duke ndjekur fillin e nj\u00eb shqet\u00ebsimi q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte hyr\u00eb n\u00eb thundrat. &#8220;Epo&#8230; le t\u00eb q\u00ebndrojm\u00eb t\u00eb heshtur derisa t\u00eb shfaqet rasti. &#8221; Disa dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb: &#8220;Valladolid \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00eb! &#8221; &#8220;Dhe xhuxhi?&#8221; E pyeta Don Seraf\u00edn shum\u00eb seriozisht. &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb xhuxhi?&#8221; m\u00eb pyeti me radh\u00eb i habitur. &#8220;Ai nga bujtina. &#8221; &#8220;Nuk di asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Balduque me \u00e7ilt\u00ebrsi engj\u00ebllore. Fillova t\u00eb qeshja sinqerisht, megjith\u00ebse u \u00e7menda nga inati. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn m\u00eb 17, n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes: Don Seraf\u00edn hyri i pakontrolluar: &#8220;Saragoza!&#8230; Barcelona!&#8221; &#8220;Dhe ne,&#8221; thash\u00eb, &#8220;as p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb! &#8221; &#8220;Ata thon\u00eb,&#8221; shtoi Don Seraf\u00edn, &#8220;se elementi ushtarak e ka shtremb\u00ebruar revolucionin; se nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb interesi i popullit q\u00eb i ka nxjerr\u00eb trupat nga kazermat&#8230;&#8221; &#8212; Kat\u00ebr dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb m\u00eb soll\u00ebt nj\u00eb kopje t\u00eb manifestit t\u00eb Manzanares, q\u00eb d\u00ebshmon pik\u00ebrisht t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00ebn. &#8211;Epo, duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb arsyet tuaja p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos l\u00ebvizur; sepse nuk ka munges\u00eb guximi. Po at\u00eb dit\u00eb, n\u00eb muzg: Balduque hyn: &#8211;Tani \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb! Tani mund t\u00eb b\u00ebrtasim n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb mushk\u00ebrive: Vdekje t\u00eb posht\u00ebrve! Vdekje hajdut\u00ebve!&#8230; M\u00eb jep nj\u00eb pes\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb. Prej m\u00ebngjesit t\u00eb sot\u00ebm ministria ka qen\u00eb me kok\u00eb posht\u00eb. E t\u00eb gjorit, pa ditur gj\u00eb!&#8230; Pra, sapo e mor\u00ebn er\u00ebn q\u00eb dilte nga ndeshjet e demave, uf! Ai nuk mund t\u00eb futet n\u00eb rrug\u00eb! Dhe ai b\u00ebrtet kok\u00ebn; dhe ai ka urdh\u00ebruar t\u00eb gjitha famullit\u00eb t\u00eb telefonojn\u00eb; dhe po k\u00ebrkon krer\u00ebt e ministrave dhe at\u00eb t\u00eb&#8230; &#8211;Po \u00e7far\u00eb qeverie tjet\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb em\u00ebruar?- pyeta me ankth. &#8212; Asnj\u00eb. Ata thon\u00eb se Kordoba \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebse p\u00ebr formimin e saj; Por ose nuk do, ose nuk gjen dot rrug\u00eb, sepse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment nuk ka asnj\u00eb qeveri n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebrve\u00e7 njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb b\u00ebrtasin n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. &#8220;Pra do t\u00eb thot\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb jam i lir\u00eb t\u00eb eci kudo q\u00eb t\u00eb dua? &#8221; &#8220;Sigurisht q\u00eb je, kungull!&#8221; Nuk doja t\u00eb dija m\u00eb. U vesha me nxitim. &#8220;N\u00ebse nuk kthehem n\u00eb nj\u00eb or\u00eb t\u00eb rregullt,&#8221; u thash\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi q\u00eb po m\u00eb shikonin t\u00eb habitur, &#8220;mos m\u00eb prisni. Shihemi m\u00eb von\u00eb, ose shihemi nes\u00ebr. &#8221; Don Seraf\u00edn po p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebronte. &#8220;N\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb,&#8221; i thash\u00eb. &#8220;K\u00ebto nuk jan\u00eb ato lloj situatash ku dy gra duhen l\u00ebn\u00eb vet\u00ebm s\u00eb bashku. E shihni, t\u00eb gjorat, sa t\u00eb frik\u00ebsuar jan\u00eb. &#8221; Carmen ishte e zbeht\u00eb dhe Quica po dridhej dhe filloi t\u00eb mprehte. I p\u00ebrqafova t\u00eb gjith\u00eb dhe u largova si nj\u00eb k\u00ebrri\u00e7 i arratisur. Kapitulli 24. M\u00eb dukej se nuk kishte aj\u00ebr t\u00eb mjaftuesh\u00ebm n\u00eb rrug\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, as hap\u00ebsir\u00eb \u200b\u200bq\u00eb m\u00eb duhej p\u00ebr t\u00eb ushtruar muskujt e trupit tim t\u00eb ngurt\u00eb. Vura re se ne kishim pak kalimtar\u00eb n\u00eb ato lagje dhe se t\u00eb gjith\u00eb po ecnim n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin drejtim, drejt qendr\u00ebs s\u00eb Madridit: mjaft njer\u00ebz t\u00eb p\u00ebrkulur nga ballkonet dhe pothuajse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb tregtar\u00ebt t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetur pas dyerve t\u00eb tyre; pak bised\u00eb, shum\u00eb goj\u00eb hapur dhe shum\u00eb klikim me taka; kumbimi i kambanave nga larg, dhe jo nj\u00eb ushtar apo polic n\u00eb sy. Kisha nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb shkoja, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, n\u00eb zyrat e El Clar\u00edn-it, jo aq p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar shok\u00ebt dhe miqt\u00eb e mi, por p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb informacion t\u00eb plot\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb po ndodhte; dhe duke kaluar rrug\u00eb pas rruge, duke ndjekur itinerarin e treguar, u gjenda n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe, ku p\u00ebrrenjt\u00eb mbrapa po shnd\u00ebrroheshin n\u00eb nj\u00eb lum\u00eb njer\u00ebzish, murmurit\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar si t\u00eb gjith\u00eb lumenjt\u00eb, por jo t\u00eb vrullsh\u00ebm apo t\u00eb tejmbushur. Disa britma t\u00eb pafajshme p\u00ebr liri; Tingulli kumbues i goditjeve q\u00eb l\u00ebshoheshin n\u00eb kutin\u00eb ose kasollen e policis\u00eb n\u00eb Plaza de Santa Ana fqinje nga nj\u00eb klas\u00eb e caktuar qytetar\u00ebsh q\u00eb po arg\u00ebtoheshin duke e cop\u00ebtuar at\u00eb; nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i armatosur me nj\u00eb pushk\u00eb stralli dhe nj\u00eb hanxhar; shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz n\u00eb dyert e sht\u00ebpive; dritat n\u00eb disa ballkone; b\u00ebrtisnin p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje, shtr\u00ebngime duarsh e t\u00eb tilla; dhe, si nj\u00eb kuriozitet dhe nj\u00eb ngjarje v\u00ebrtet e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme, nj\u00eb milic komb\u00ebtar me uniform\u00ebn e 43-t\u00eb, me qanin e tij me qime t\u00eb kuqe, duke r\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrmes llamarin\u00ebs posht\u00eb p\u00ebrkrenares s\u00eb tij t\u00eb frikshme. N\u00eb Carrera de San Jer\u00f3nimo, lumi u fry por nuk u b\u00eb i dhunsh\u00ebm; dhe duke e ndjekur n\u00eb drejtim t\u00eb rrym\u00ebs, hasa n\u00eb Puerta del Sol, ku rrymat ndaluan, duke formuar nj\u00eb humner\u00eb t\u00eb gjer\u00eb. Ndalova edhe un\u00eb, pran\u00eb drit\u00ebs s\u00eb rrug\u00ebs n\u00eb qend\u00ebr, p\u00ebrball\u00eb Ministris\u00eb s\u00eb Brendshme. \u00c7far\u00eb po ndodhte atje? Un\u00eb nuk mendoj se dikush e dinte. Pati nj\u00eb l\u00ebkundje kokash dhe nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb e shurdh\u00ebr, si nj\u00eb n\u00ebntok\u00eb, nj\u00eb fryrje. Disa z\u00ebra ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb se t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, ose nj\u00eb klithm\u00eb e izoluar, pothuajse gjithmon\u00eb e nj\u00eb gruaje: klithma e nj\u00eb pul\u00ebbardhe q\u00eb parashikon stuhi n\u00eb nj\u00eb det shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb me mistere. Ndoshta n\u00eb gjith\u00eb at\u00eb mas\u00eb t\u00eb mbushur me uj\u00eb nuk kishte asnj\u00eb person t\u00eb vet\u00ebm me nj\u00eb q\u00ebllim t\u00eb qart\u00eb. Uragan\u00ebt e njohur pothuajse gjithmon\u00eb formohen n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme: njer\u00ebz t\u00eb pad\u00ebmsh\u00ebm q\u00eb ecin n\u00eb rrug\u00eb m\u00eb shpejt se zakonisht; fytyra dhe v\u00ebshtrime t\u00eb zbehta t\u00eb lyera me frik\u00eb e kureshtje, d\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb panjohur\u00ebn; lajm i jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm, ndoshta absurd, q\u00eb duket se qarkullon vet\u00eb n\u00eb val\u00eb, nga lagjja n\u00eb lagje, nga nj\u00eb vend n\u00eb tjetrin. grup pas grupi, nga veshi n\u00eb vesh; dhjet\u00eb kureshtar\u00eb u ndal\u00ebn para nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrtese, sepse brenda ka di\u00e7ka q\u00eb pengon d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt; dhjet\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb ndalojn\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye; dhe pastaj po aq, dhe pastaj nj\u00ebqind, e nj\u00eb mij\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb, derisa t\u00eb mos ket\u00eb m\u00eb vend; dhe m\u00eb pas, me prekjen dhe er\u00ebn e turmave, fillon thumbimi i kureshtjes s\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqur dhe shqet\u00ebsimi nervor n\u00eb \u00e7do fllusk\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb m\u00eb pas shkakton l\u00ebkundjen e ngadalt\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb mas\u00ebs; dhe l\u00ebkundjet, fryrja e val\u00ebve; dallg\u00ebt, p\u00ebrplasja, gj\u00ebmimi dhe shkuma, dhe s\u00eb fundi, fatkeq\u00ebsia. Duke qen\u00eb se isha i ulur n\u00eb piedestalin e shandanit dhe ai shk\u00eblqente mir\u00eb, dominova nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb turm\u00ebs rreth meje. Vura re se kishte shum\u00eb gra me pamje t\u00eb fort\u00eb dhe se nuk mungonin burrat me pamje t\u00eb keqe; kasta q\u00eb duken t\u00eb lindura p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tilla, sepse nuk shihen kurr\u00eb ve\u00e7se n\u00eb trazira: zhul q\u00eb del n\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe kur rrymat e furishme trazojn\u00eb thell\u00ebsit\u00eb e shtratit t\u00eb lumit. Nga k\u00ebta burra, disa ishin t\u00eb armatosur, por pothuajse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishin t\u00eb veshur shum\u00eb keq. Un\u00eb munda gjithashtu t\u00eb v\u00ebrej se dyert e drejtorit ishin t\u00eb mbyllura; dhe nga thashethemet q\u00eb m\u00eb dol\u00ebn, kuptova se roja ngurronte t&#8217;i hapte, edhe pse u k\u00ebrkuan nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, v\u00ebllaz\u00ebrore dhe paq\u00ebsore. Vlen t\u00eb theksohet se ata q\u00eb ishin brenda nuk kishin asnj\u00eb urdh\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb rregulluar sjelljen e tyre p\u00ebrball\u00eb nj\u00eb situate kaq t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe t\u00eb papritur, as ata jasht\u00eb nuk kishin ndonj\u00eb plan, koncert apo drejtim. Me sa duket, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishim kureshtar\u00eb, pak a shum\u00eb t\u00eb interesuar q\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e heqjes s\u00eb k\u00ebsaj pengese t&#8217;ua jepnim disa amator\u00ebve t\u00eb radh\u00ebs s\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb e k\u00ebrkonin. Dhe k\u00ebto ambasada t\u00eb bukura dhe t\u00eb sjellshme vazhduan p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb pran\u00eb dritares s\u00eb ul\u00ebt, pran\u00eb rrug\u00ebs Carretas. Por \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb fakt i v\u00ebrtetuar se turmat, as seriozisht dhe as me shaka, mund t\u00eb q\u00ebndrojn\u00eb t\u00eb pal\u00ebvizshme dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Un\u00eb vet\u00eb fillova t\u00eb b\u00ebhem i paduruar nga mungesa e ndonj\u00eb rezultati; sepse edhe pse thashethemet u shtuan, britmat u intensifikuan dhe l\u00ebkundjet po b\u00ebheshin nj\u00eb val\u00eb serioze, nuk kishte fund. Dhe pse nuk ishte atje? Pastaj, papritur, m&#8217;u kujtua se ishte Pedro S\u00e1nchez; jo djali i zot\u00ebris\u00eb mal\u00ebsore t\u00eb varf\u00ebr Don Juan S\u00e1nchez; jo Pedro S\u00e1nchez-i i pad\u00ebmsh\u00ebm q\u00eb ishte aty si nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr kureshtar; por Pedro S\u00e1nchez, redaktor i El Clar\u00edn de la Patria; Pedro S\u00e1nchez &#8220;i persekutuar p\u00ebr kauz\u00ebn e liris\u00eb&#8221;; autori popullor i nj\u00eb shkrimi nxit\u00ebs; Pedro S\u00e1nchez-i q\u00eb sapo kishte dal\u00eb nga vendi ku fshihej ku i kishte shp\u00ebtuar vigjilenc\u00ebs s\u00eb kreshnik\u00ebve t\u00eb pushtetit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt po e k\u00ebrkonin sepse emri i tij ishte nj\u00eb flamur beteje n\u00eb duart e revolucionit; Dhe ajo q\u00eb fermentohej rreth meje ishte, n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, vep\u00ebr e gjeniut tim, nj\u00eb shk\u00ebndij\u00eb nga pena ime e ndezur&#8230; Oh! Sa mir\u00eb u ndjeva p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb at\u00eb moment! Sa i dehur nga idet\u00eb e trazuara dhe revolucionare! \u00c7far\u00eb urrejtjeje ishte mish\u00ebruar n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time ndaj &#8220;burrave katastrofik\u00eb q\u00eb e kishin t\u00ebrhequr vendin n\u00eb buz\u00eb t\u00eb gremin\u00ebs!&#8221; Si i p\u00ebrbuzja &#8220;shkel\u00ebsit e posht\u00ebr t\u00eb ligjeve, pla\u00e7kit\u00ebsit e thesarit publik, skandali i moralit dhe talljet e pushtetar\u00ebve&#8221; n\u00eb atdheun e Riegos dhe Padilla-s! K\u00ebto dy figura ishin shum\u00eb n\u00eb mod\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb. Sa leht\u00eb mund ta ndeza at\u00eb gjurm\u00eb baruti dhe ta ktheja n\u00eb nj\u00eb det t\u00eb t\u00ebrbuar at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb as nj\u00eb liqen i trazuar! Nga maja e shtyll\u00ebs s\u00eb llambave, un\u00eb mund t\u00eb flakja emrin tim mbi t\u00eb gjitha jehonat dhe murmuritjet e turm\u00ebs; Pastaj, kat\u00ebr shp\u00ebrthime tribuniane, t\u00eb mbushura mir\u00eb me shpirtin rebel q\u00eb pulsonte n\u00eb ata njer\u00ebz t\u00eb ndezsh\u00ebm dhe, m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, p\u00ebr t&#8217;i t\u00ebrhequr pas meje, si nj\u00eb p\u00ebrrua i tejmbushur, kudo q\u00eb t\u00eb doja . Zoti im, \u00e7far\u00eb gudulisje ndjeva at\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb fyt! Sa u p\u00ebrpoq i gjith\u00eb ajri n\u00eb mushk\u00ebrit\u00eb e mia atje p\u00ebr t\u00eb formuar nj\u00eb em\u00ebr dhe p\u00ebr ta hedhur n\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00eb, tingullues dhe dep\u00ebrtues, si thirrja e nj\u00eb borie lufte! Sa m\u00eb dridhej \u00e7do fije e trupit! Sa m\u00eb dridheshin krah\u00ebt! Sa gallat\u00eb apostrofat q\u00eb M\u00eb vraponte mendja, e nxehur nga zjarri i entuziazmit q\u00eb po m\u00eb gllab\u00ebronte! Nuk durova dot m\u00eb: ngrita krahun q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb duhej ta mbaja n\u00eb piedestal; e hoqa kapelen nga koka; L\u00ebviza buz\u00ebt e mia q\u00eb dridheshin &#8230; Me k\u00ebt\u00eb, britmat dhe agjitacioni nga rreshtat e par\u00eb u shtuan; dhe shk\u00eblqimi i nj\u00eb zjarri, i vendosur p\u00ebrball\u00eb dyerve t\u00eb Pallatit Kryesor, ndri\u00e7oi at\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb sken\u00ebs s\u00eb zymt\u00eb. M\u00eb ndaloi ngjarja e papritur. Pak \u00e7aste m\u00eb von\u00eb, mes duartrokitjeve dhe zhurm\u00ebs patriotike, portat po digjeshin. E kujt ishte ideja? Kush i solli drut\u00eb e zjarrit dhe nga ku? Kush e di! Sapo u hap vrima, ajo q\u00eb kishte rrjedhur n\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00eb nga deti jasht\u00eb u v\u00ebrsul me vrullin e nj\u00eb p\u00ebrruaje. Ky evolucion trazoi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb mas\u00ebn e tep\u00ebrt; dhe p\u00ebrmes boshll\u00ebqeve q\u00eb rezultuan, un\u00eb p\u00ebrparova, me forc\u00ebn e grushteve t\u00eb mia, n\u00eb vet\u00eb trotuarin e Pallatit Kryesor. Zhurma e kishte pushtuar rojen; dhe meqen\u00ebse nuk hasi n\u00eb rezistenc\u00eb, ai rr\u00ebmbeu, mes p\u00ebrqafimeve p\u00ebr ushtar\u00ebt dhe brohoritjeve t\u00eb zakonshme, arm\u00ebt dhe municionet e tyre. Gj\u00ebrat ishin rregulluar deri at\u00ebher\u00eb: asnj\u00eb e sht\u00ebn\u00eb, asnj\u00eb plag\u00eb, asnj\u00eb fyerje e vetme mes dy armiqve tradicional\u00eb. Shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb ngjallura ishin t\u00ebrbimet boshe t\u00eb Puerta del Sol, t\u00eb cilat kishin marr\u00eb hirin t\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin kokat e individ\u00ebve t\u00eb caktuar. Mes k\u00ebtyre thirrjeve, shum\u00eb burra dol\u00ebn nga drejtori n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, t\u00eb armatosur me shpata dhe pushk\u00eb q\u00eb kishin marr\u00eb brenda; iu bashkuan t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt tashm\u00eb ishin jasht\u00eb me arm\u00eb. Nuk e di n\u00ebse ishte p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb britmave t\u00eb grave, apo sepse ato ndiheshin m\u00eb t\u00eb egra kur e shihnin veten kaq t\u00eb bashkuar dhe t\u00eb pajisur mir\u00eb; por e v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se sapo u grupuan n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, filluan t\u00eb ul\u00ebrijn\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnimet p\u00ebr vdekje dhe shfarosje. &#8220;N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e filanit!&#8221; &#8220;N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e filanit!&#8221; Dhe kori, masa e madhe, e p\u00ebrs\u00ebriste me z\u00ebra t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm dhe gjeste t\u00eb tmerrshme. Dhe vura re se n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb zhurm\u00eb t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme, nj\u00eb pallat n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Rejas, shum\u00eb t\u00eb urryer n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, dhe sht\u00ebpia e Valenzuel\u00ebs po em\u00ebroheshin t\u00eb par\u00ebt . Dhe pa dyshim p\u00ebr shkak se ishte m\u00eb af\u00ebr, ata t\u00eb jasht\u00ebligjsh\u00ebm u drejtuan n\u00eb at\u00eb drejtim. u drodha. Pastaj, i shtyr\u00eb nga nj\u00eb vendosm\u00ebri e papritur, un\u00eb p\u00ebrparova, duke i shtyr\u00eb njer\u00ebzit m\u00ebnjan\u00eb, derisa u p\u00ebrballa me t\u00eb par\u00ebt. &#8220;Ndal!&#8221; B\u00ebrtita si i \u00e7mendur, duke ngritur t\u00eb dy krah\u00ebt shum\u00eb lart mbi kok\u00eb. Fati im i \u00e7mendur! N\u00eb pararoj\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7et\u00ebs s\u00eb armatosur ishin Bujesi dhe tre shok\u00eb t\u00eb tij, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt, ashtu si ai, m\u00eb kishin njohur n\u00eb redaksi. &#8220;Pedro S\u00e1nchez!&#8230; Rroft\u00eb Pedro S\u00e1nchez!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti Bujes, duke m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar mua dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt duke ngritur pushk\u00ebt n\u00eb aj\u00ebr. &#8220;Mbrojt\u00ebsi i bijve t\u00eb popullit ! Ai i p\u00ebrndjekur nga armiqt\u00eb e liris\u00eb!&#8221; Qindra e qindra, dhe besoj se mij\u00ebra goj\u00eb po p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisnin at\u00ebher\u00eb emrin tim, jehona e t\u00eb cilit, q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrshtatej n\u00eb kufijt\u00eb e Puerta del Sol, humbi n\u00eb zhurm\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha rrug\u00ebt q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7onin atje. Duart pa num\u00ebr m&#8217;i shtr\u00ebnguan dhe krah\u00ebt pa num\u00ebr m\u00eb shtr\u00ebngonin, m\u00eb shtypnin, madje m\u00eb ngrit\u00ebn lart. &#8220;Ku po shkon?&#8221; E pyeta me ajrin e nj\u00eb tribune romake, sapo mora frym\u00eb. &#8220;P\u00ebr t\u00eb filluar hakmarrjen e popullit t\u00eb shtypur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Valenzuel\u00ebs!&#8221; m&#8217;u p\u00ebrgjigj m\u00eb elokuenti. &#8220;Epo, n\u00ebse ai fundi i shenjt\u00eb t\u00eb drejton,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, duke marr\u00eb q\u00ebndrimin e nj\u00eb heroi tragjik, &#8220;e ke humbur rrug\u00ebn&#8230; Te trungu, te trungu!&#8230; Godit trungun dhe l\u00ebri deg\u00ebt kur pema t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb tok\u00eb!&#8230; Te Calle de las Rejas! Un\u00eb i thash\u00eb k\u00ebshtu! As ushtar\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb st\u00ebrvitur t\u00eb asaj kohe nuk e b\u00ebn\u00eb at\u00eb me ushtar\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb st\u00ebrvitur n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. Nj\u00eb fat i till\u00eb nga ana ime, saq\u00eb duke qen\u00eb i pari p\u00ebrball\u00eb tyre n\u00eb drejtim t\u00eb Carrera de San Jer\u00f3nimo, mbeta i fundit dhe vet\u00ebm kur liqeni i njer\u00ebzve u v\u00ebrsul n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Arenal, duke zhurmuar k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb t\u00eb mia: &#8220;P\u00ebr Calle de las Rejas, Zoti m\u00eb falt\u00eb, n\u00eb favor t\u00eb q\u00ebllimit bamir\u00ebs q\u00eb m\u00eb frym\u00ebzoi, faji q\u00eb kisha p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushur disa or\u00eb!&#8221; n\u00eb \u00e7do rast!&#8221; N\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb sa m\u00eb t\u00eb matur, duke shpejtuar hapin dhe duke marr\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb shkurtra p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrruar k\u00ebdo q\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb njihte, u drejtova, mezi i suksessh\u00ebm n\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjen time t\u00eb par\u00eb, drejt Calle del Pr\u00edncipe, fatmir\u00ebsisht jo shum\u00eb e mbushur me njer\u00ebz n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, pasi kurioziteti publik ishte i p\u00ebrqendruar diku tjet\u00ebr. Mb\u00ebrrita i djersitur dhe me luft\u00ebn q\u00eb kisha duruar n\u00eb Puerta del Sol, i zhveshur, i tronditur dhe i pluhurosur. I ngjita shkall\u00ebt kat\u00ebr nga nj\u00eb; dhe pa pushuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb frym\u00eb, trokita n\u00eb der\u00ebn e Valenzuel\u00ebs , ku kisha trokitur vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time, gjithashtu duke u dridhur dhe tronditur, megjith\u00ebse p\u00ebr arsye krejt t\u00eb ndryshme. Ata ishin t\u00eb ngadalt\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur der\u00ebn; dhe, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, d\u00ebgjova zhurm\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb nxitonin brenda. Trokita p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, m\u00eb fort, dhe pas t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit tingull hapash, z\u00ebrash t\u00eb papajtuesh\u00ebm dhe fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb lira, nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor hapi dritaren. &#8220;Un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb shoh zot\u00ebrinj menj\u00ebher\u00eb!&#8221; Thash\u00eb me forc\u00eb, duke e \u00e7mendur veten me ato masa paraprake q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin koh\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ishin aq t\u00eb nevojshme p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme. Pak m\u00eb von\u00eb, d\u00ebgjova p\u00ebrs\u00ebri dritaren e vog\u00ebl t\u00eb hapej, por me shum\u00eb kujdes, sikur t\u00eb ishte thjesht nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje p\u00ebr t\u00eb shqyrtuar pamjen e personit q\u00eb trokiste. Pastaj dhash\u00eb emrin tim, duke iu lutur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shenjtor\u00ebve n\u00eb parajs\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb hapej dera sa m\u00eb shpejt q\u00eb t\u00eb ishte e mundur, sepse n\u00ebse do t\u00eb hapej apo jo do t\u00eb p\u00ebrcaktonte shp\u00ebtimin apo rr\u00ebnimin e gjith\u00eb familjes. Vura re nj\u00eb person tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb po i afrohej dritares s\u00eb vog\u00ebl; dhe nuk kisha koh\u00eb t\u00eb shikoja kur u hap dera. Klara, e cila u shfaq n\u00eb hapje p\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment, e mbylli s\u00ebrish sapo hyra un\u00eb. Vajza e Don Augusto Valenzuela ishte tmerr\u00ebsisht e bukur: e zbeht\u00eb, e vrenjtur, me sy t\u00eb ndezur, buz\u00ebt paksa konvulsive dhe t\u00eb kontraktuara, kok\u00ebn e ngritur lart, gjoksin e saj t\u00eb spikatur dhe me padurim po shtynte m\u00ebnjan\u00eb trenin e fustanit t\u00eb saj me k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb vog\u00ebl&#8230; Pas saj, Pilita, me fytyr\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb turbullt, disa pika t\u00eb skuqura, t\u00eb skuqura n\u00eb vende t\u00eb skuqura . e kuqja e saj; flok\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb shprishura , dhe krepi i saj q\u00eb v\u00ebshtronte p\u00ebrmes t\u00eb \u00e7arave t\u00eb topuz\u00ebs dhe nyj\u00ebs s\u00eb sip\u00ebrme&#8230; por me tifozin n\u00eb dor\u00eb! Ishte v\u00ebrtet nj\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb e nxeht\u00eb . Posht\u00eb n\u00eb sfond, i mb\u00ebshtetur pas nj\u00eb porti, i \u00e7al\u00eb, i verdh\u00eb, i pajet\u00eb, Manolo. Ishte e till\u00eb pamja q\u00eb, kur hyra, munda ta shqyrtoja shpejt nga drita e llamb\u00ebs q\u00eb ndri\u00e7onte sall\u00ebn. Nd\u00ebrsa Pilita b\u00ebri dy hapa mbrapa kur m\u00eb pa t\u00eb lidhur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj n\u00eb nj\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb kaq t\u00eb dyshimt\u00eb, vajza e saj, duke lexuar mendimet e mia n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi, m\u00eb foli k\u00ebshtu: &#8220;N\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb rreziku jemi? \u00c7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo q\u00eb po ndodh q\u00eb askush nuk mund t\u00eb na shpjegoj\u00eb si\u00e7 duhet? \u00c7far\u00eb lidhje ka me ne?&#8221; &#8220;Don Augusto?&#8221; e pyeta me ankth. &#8220;Ai ka qen\u00eb jasht\u00eb Madridit q\u00eb her\u00ebt n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend t\u00eb sigurt,&#8221; m&#8217;u p\u00ebrgjigj Clara; &#8220;por krejt i lir\u00eb nga \u00e7do frik\u00eb se familja e tij mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb rrezikun m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. &#8221; &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja; &#8220;por nuk mjafton.&#8221; M\u00eb pas tregova, sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb munda, jo gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb dija, por di\u00e7ka q\u00eb do t&#8217;u jepte nj\u00eb ide p\u00ebr rrezikun q\u00eb i k\u00ebrc\u00ebnonte. &#8220;Pra, cili \u00ebsht\u00eb ila\u00e7i p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb?&#8221; Pilita m\u00eb pyeti i tmerruar, nd\u00ebrsa Manolo u rr\u00ebzua n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige. &#8220;Do t\u00eb sillni nj\u00eb plan t\u00eb mir\u00ebmenduar dhe t\u00eb sigurt,&#8221; tha Klara, duke e ngulitur v\u00ebshtrimin e saj t\u00eb \u00e7elikt\u00eb n\u00eb timin insinuativisht. \u201cPo, zonj\u00eb\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja me besim; &#8220;Plani im \u00ebsht\u00eb i sigurt, n\u00ebse i n\u00ebnshtrohesh pa hezitim dhe pa humbur asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast n\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtime t\u00eb kota&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Menj\u00ebher\u00eb&#8230; M\u00eb thuaj!&#8221; Klara u p\u00ebrgjigj me vendosm\u00ebri dhe vendosm\u00ebri. &#8220;Epo at\u00ebher\u00eb: mblidhni bizhuterit\u00eb tuaja, parat\u00eb&#8230; \u00e7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb mund t\u00eb mbani &#8230; dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebrgatituni t\u00eb niseni n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb me mua&#8230; dhe pa luks apo ekspozim; sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme q\u00eb askush t\u00eb mos na njoh\u00eb&#8230; dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, t\u00eb fitojm\u00eb koh\u00eb&#8230; N\u00ebse ka nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor besnik t\u00eb cilit mund t&#8217;i besohet sekreti i strehimit t\u00eb zot\u00ebrinjve tuaj, le t\u00eb na ndjek\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb distanc\u00eb t\u00eb caktuar me disa eja, Mami! Tha Klara n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje, duke shtyr\u00eb Pilit\u00ebn dhe v\u00ebllan\u00eb e saj drejt dhomave t\u00eb brendshme. U fundosa, i rraskapitur nga lodhja dhe emocionet, n\u00eb nj\u00eb stol. nga e nj\u00ebjta sall\u00eb ku isha un\u00eb. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb, fillova t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja, brenda, zhurm\u00ebn e dorezave t\u00eb hapura me nxitim; thirrje me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor dhe at\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtore; trokitje e porcel\u00ebs s\u00eb cop\u00ebtuar n\u00eb dysheme; gjurm\u00ebt e r\u00ebnda t\u00eb disave; shushurima e fundeve t\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve ; p\u00ebrplaseshin dyert, kolliteshin, psher\u00ebtimat&#8230; Dhe, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, minutat m\u00eb dukeshin vite dhe \u00e7do zhurm\u00eb e rrug\u00ebs q\u00eb dep\u00ebrtoi shkall\u00ebt e m\u00eb arrinte n\u00eb vesh, m&#8217;u ngrinte flok\u00ebt, sepse kisha frik\u00eb se t\u00eb jasht\u00ebligjshmit q\u00eb kisha l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Arenal do t\u00eb ktheheshin p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar vepr\u00ebn q\u00eb do t\u00eb kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb tashm\u00eb t\u00eb paplot\u00ebsuar, po t\u00eb mos e kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb . Plani im ishte mjaft i thjesht\u00eb: t\u00eb \u00e7oja familjen Valenzuela, me nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb time, e cila, p\u00ebr shkak se ishte koh\u00eb pushimesh, duhej t\u00eb ishte krejt\u00ebsisht e pabanuar. Me objektin kryesor t\u00eb urrejtjes popullore t\u00eb fshehur n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb sigurt , si\u00e7 kisha dyshuar, sepse zogj t\u00eb till\u00eb nuhasin barut nga larg, mjaftoi q\u00eb pjesa tjet\u00ebr e familjes t\u00eb ndahej p\u00ebr momentin nga shtigjet e rrahura q\u00eb do t\u00eb ndiqnin turmat , p\u00ebr t&#8217;i shp\u00ebtuar nga nj\u00eb sulm barbar. M\u00eb von\u00eb, do t\u00eb thoshte Zoti. Klara u shfaq, duke ndjekur palosjet e hijshme t\u00eb skajit t\u00eb nj\u00eb fustani shum\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb dhe duke e mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb bustin e saj t\u00eb k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm me nj\u00eb mantil\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb, velloja e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs, e mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb rreth kok\u00ebs dhe q\u00eb i binte n\u00eb pavijone deri tek supet e saj, dukej si nj\u00eb sfond i pikturuar q\u00eb synonte t\u00eb theksonte m\u00eb fort tiparet e saj energjike dhe ngjyr\u00ebn e zbeht\u00eb t\u00eb fytyr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. M\u00eb pas erdhi Pilita, shum\u00eb m\u00eb e veshur se vajza e saj; por ajo kishte velin e mantil\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb hedhur mbi fytyr\u00eb; dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb eklips t\u00eb yllit t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr, po e fitoja n\u00eb at\u00eb loj\u00eb. Manolo e ndoqi pas saj, i veshur, me d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr t&#8217;u maskuar mir\u00eb, me gj\u00ebrat m\u00eb t\u00eb vjetra dhe t\u00eb trishta n\u00eb gard\u00ebrob\u00ebn e tij dhe e kishte shkurtuar mjekr\u00ebn me g\u00ebrsh\u00ebr\u00eb. N\u00eb dor\u00ebn e djatht\u00eb mbante nj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl elegante, shum\u00eb t\u00eb mbushur. Ai dukej si nj\u00eb seminarist q\u00eb kthehej n\u00eb fshatin e tij i ngarkuar me dekurajim&#8230; dhe zhg\u00ebnjime. Pilita, duke u fryr\u00eb, m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Kam menduar t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb, pasi duhet t\u00eb largohemi nga sht\u00ebpia, te \u00c7uncha. &#8221; &#8220;Po kush \u00ebsht\u00eb Chuncha?&#8221; E pyeta, me dor\u00ebn tashm\u00eb n\u00eb shul\u00ebn e der\u00ebs. \u201cDu\u00e7esha e Pikos\u201d, u p\u00ebrgjigj Pilita n\u00ebn vellon e saj. &#8220;Oh, zonj\u00eb!&#8221; Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja: &#8220;K\u00ebto nuk jan\u00eb koh\u00ebt e dukeshave; emrat me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb jan\u00eb rekomandime t\u00eb k\u00ebqija kur turmat e armatosura gj\u00ebmojn\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;T\u00eb shkojm\u00eb ku t\u00eb duash&#8230; dhe shpejt!&#8221; Klara tha pastaj, me theksin e saj t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr dhe ajrin e vendosur, duke par\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebn e saj. Hapa der\u00ebn dhe dol\u00ebm. Gjat\u00eb uljes, hezitova n\u00ebse t&#8217;i jepja krahun Klar\u00ebs apo Pilit\u00ebs, sepse ligjet e mir\u00ebsjelljes nuk ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatshme me d\u00ebshirat e mia n\u00eb at\u00eb rast. &#8211; Manolo, &#8211; tha Klara, &#8211; jepi krahun mamas\u00eb, do t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00ebt. M\u00eb pas, ajo m\u00eb hodhi nj\u00eb nga v\u00ebshtrimet e saj t\u00eb zakonshme, nuk e di n\u00ebse do t\u00eb konfirmoja porosin\u00eb e saj apo p\u00ebr t\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar mendimin tim, i cili ishte mjaft i qart\u00eb. Ajo t\u00ebrhoqi velin e saj mbi fytyr\u00ebn e saj dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb ndjeva n\u00eb krahun q\u00eb i paraqita me galant\u00eb pesh\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb but\u00eb, t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, t\u00eb rrumbullak\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb zhveshur, duke shikuar nga gryka shum\u00eb e gjer\u00eb e m\u00ebng\u00ebs n\u00eb form\u00eb hinke q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb ishte n\u00eb mod\u00eb. Me dor\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr mblodhi palosjet e fundit p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos i shkelur teksa zbriste me k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb bukur, q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb mos e admiroja; dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00eb kujtohet se ishte e mbyllur me nj\u00eb \u00e7izme t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb sateni n\u00eb ngjyr\u00ebn e hirit, si fustani i saj. Ne zbrit\u00ebm posht\u00eb. Para se t\u00eb arrija te porta, shkova p\u00ebrpara p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebzhguar zon\u00ebn. Nuk kishte as m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin shenj\u00eb trazirash n\u00eb rrug\u00eb: nj\u00eb turm\u00eb m\u00eb e madhe dhe pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb zhurm\u00eb se zakonisht; por askush nuk i kushtoi v\u00ebmendje sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb Valenzuel\u00ebs. Mora p\u00ebrs\u00ebri krahun e Klar\u00ebs dhe duke paralajm\u00ebruar n\u00ebn\u00ebn e saj q\u00eb t\u00eb na ndiqte n\u00eb distanc\u00eb, u larguam. Zemra ime po rrihte me shpejt\u00ebsi dhe ndjeva nj\u00eb dridhje nervore n\u00eb krahun e Klar\u00ebs. Kur disa metra larg port\u00ebs e gjet\u00ebm veten duke u p\u00ebrzier me kalimtar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk po na vinin re, u qet\u00ebsuam; dhe pasi vuri re q\u00eb Manolo dhe n\u00ebna e tij po na ndiqnin, Klara m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Un\u00eb dua q\u00eb ju t\u00eb m\u00eb tregoni gjith\u00e7ka; gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb keni par\u00eb dhe d\u00ebgjuar sonte; gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb keni b\u00ebr\u00eb.&#8221; Nuk kishte zgjidhje: duhej t&#8217;i tregoja t\u00eb gjitha, gjith\u00e7ka; sepse sa her\u00eb q\u00eb skrupujt modestie apo konsiderata t\u00eb tjera m\u00eb b\u00ebnin t\u00eb hezitoja n\u00eb tregimin tim, ajo vet\u00eb, me art djall\u00ebzor, m\u00eb hiqte fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb nuk doja t&#8217;i thoja. N\u00eb k\u00ebto raste, p\u00ebr shkak se vrullja e d\u00ebshir\u00ebs s\u00eb saj e shtynte, ndjeva krahun tim t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar fort pas gjoksit t\u00eb saj dhe pash\u00eb, p\u00ebrmes rrjetave t\u00eb holla t\u00eb velit t\u00eb saj, shk\u00eblqimin magjeps\u00ebs t\u00eb shikimit t\u00eb saj t\u00eb fiksuar n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi t\u00eb verbuar. Si mund t&#8217;i rezistoja forc\u00ebs s\u00eb atyre arm\u00ebve! Ajo do t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte urdh\u00ebruar t\u00eb b\u00ebrtisja nj\u00eb &#8220;hurrah!&#8221; njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb hedhur nga pushteti at\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, nj\u00eb klithm\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ishte e barabart\u00eb me nj\u00eb d\u00ebnim me vdekje dhe do t&#8217;i kishte p\u00eblqyer po aq. &#8220;Tani,&#8221; shtoi ai, pasi d\u00ebgjoi historin\u00eb time, &#8220;dua t\u00eb di se \u00e7far\u00eb ndjenjash t\u00eb shtyn\u00eb t\u00eb sakrifikohesh k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebr nj\u00eb familje t\u00eb cil\u00ebs i detyrohesh kaq pak v\u00ebmendje. &#8221; Nuk ishte aq e leht\u00eb t&#8217;i p\u00ebrgjigjesh k\u00ebsaj k\u00ebrkese sa asaj t\u00eb m\u00ebparshme. T\u00eb thuash se i isha bindur nj\u00eb impulsi mekanik dhe filantropik ishte nj\u00eb n\u00ebnvler\u00ebsim dhe jo e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; t\u00eb thuash se, pavar\u00ebsisht se Valenzuela nuk e meritonte, un\u00eb kisha rrezikuar ta shp\u00ebtoja, ishte e tep\u00ebrt; se e b\u00ebra k\u00ebt\u00eb duke menduar vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr Klar\u00ebn, edhe sikur t\u00eb ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, nuk mund ta thosha pa ofenduar t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb t\u00ebnde, as pa u marr\u00eb pohimi im si galantiz\u00ebm i marr\u00eb. Fakti q\u00eb u frym\u00ebzova nga guximi, dhe ndoshta m\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb se kaq, kujtimet e mira t\u00eb t\u00eb ftuarve t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time, n\u00ebnkuptuan nj\u00eb censur\u00eb p\u00ebr sjelljen time t\u00eb m\u00ebvonshme. P\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb k\u00ebtyre v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsive, un\u00eb u afrova anash dhe iu p\u00ebrgjigja: &#8220;Me t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb drejtat, familja juaj nuk m\u00eb kishte borxh asgj\u00eb q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb keni paguar&#8221;. &#8220;N\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e tij, \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Klara, &#8220;m\u00ebnyra sesi figurat e shenjta t\u00eb politik\u00ebs i paguajn\u00eb borxhet e tyre t\u00eb miq\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe t\u00eb ndershme. Shiko k\u00ebtu: babai im \u00ebsht\u00eb njeriu m\u00eb i mir\u00eb n\u00eb familjen e tij, n\u00eb korridoret e teatrit, n\u00eb qytetin tuaj&#8230; kudo, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 n\u00eb kolltukun e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij zyrtare, dhe kudo q\u00eb ai vepron si nj\u00eb popull i tij , n\u00eb k\u00ebto raste ai humbet si politikan. nga gj\u00ebrat e thjeshta dhe t\u00eb zakonshme t\u00eb bot\u00ebs, sepse ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i pushtuar nga koka te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt nga demoni i perandoris\u00eb me t\u00eb gjitha v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsit\u00eb dhe kot\u00ebsit\u00eb e tij &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundje e zakonshme mes njer\u00ebzve n\u00eb tregti dhe nuk ka sh\u00ebrim&#8230; Dhe un\u00eb nuk e them k\u00ebt\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb ju do ta falni at\u00eb p\u00ebr momentet e k\u00ebqija q\u00eb ju vuri q\u00eb nuk donte t\u00eb kujtonte mir\u00ebsin\u00eb tuaj n\u00eb fshatin tuaj. Un\u00eb lavd\u00ebroj n\u00eb t\u00eb, sinqeriteti me t\u00eb cilin rr\u00ebfej gabimet e tij t\u00eb r\u00ebnda, nuk jan\u00eb shpikje e mia. Un\u00eb e di shum\u00eb mir\u00eb se ka gabime q\u00eb nuk harrohen edhe n\u00ebse falen, dhe ju keni falur shum\u00eb; shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat kam ankuar pa mundur t&#8217;i korrigjoj. E them k\u00ebt\u00eb sepse e gjykoj rastin n\u00eb kapitullin e borxheve q\u00eb ju referuat&#8230; Por nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo gj\u00ebja; \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje t&#8217;i p\u00ebrgjigjem pyetjes sime drejtp\u00ebrdrejt. &#8211; Epo, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje, Klara, &#8211; iu p\u00ebrgjigja menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe u futa pa rezistenc\u00eb n\u00eb kurthin e ngritur para meje, &#8211; meqen\u00ebse tek babai yt njoh t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat cil\u00ebsi, t\u00eb mira dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebqija, q\u00eb i njeh edhe ti, a nuk mjafton kjo, s\u00eb bashku me miq\u00ebsin\u00eb e sinqert\u00eb q\u00eb na bashkoi n\u00eb fshatin tim, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pak\u00ebs s\u00eb vog\u00ebl q\u00eb sapo b\u00ebra p\u00ebr t\u00eb , duke i rip\u00ebrt\u00ebrir\u00eb vajz\u00ebn e saj, &#8220;Jo, emocionuese&#8221;. tundja e kok\u00ebs. &#8220;Vet\u00ebm me k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe me at\u00eb q\u00eb fal pa harruar, ngjarja \u00ebsht\u00eb e mjerueshme; por njeriu ngre supet dhe e l\u00eb stuhin\u00eb t\u00eb rrjedh\u00eb&#8230; n\u00ebse nuk e quan, me nj\u00eb far\u00eb vet\u00ebk\u00ebnaq\u00ebsie, drejt\u00ebsia e Zotit&#8230; Dhe ke b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr: e ke mbjell\u00eb veten para saj, duke u ekspozuar se ishe e d\u00ebrrmuar, si nuk doja q\u00eb un\u00eb ta shpalla at\u00eb grua? thuaja asaj, n\u00ebse ajo q\u00eb doja t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja ishte di\u00e7ka q\u00eb m\u00eb kaloi n\u00eb mendje vet\u00ebm si nj\u00eb shk\u00ebndij\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb situat\u00eb t\u00eb rrezikshme dhe q\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, me prekjen e krahut t\u00eb Klar\u00ebs, n\u00eb prekjen e fustanit, n\u00eb zjarrin n\u00eb syt\u00eb e saj, n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast kaq t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm, me mua q\u00eb isha mbrojtja e saj e vetme, mburoja dhe udh\u00ebrr\u00ebfyesi i saj, po kthehej nga \u00e7asti n\u00eb nj\u00eb zjarr t\u00eb pangopur? E lejova veten t\u00eb bie n\u00eb an\u00ebn ku m\u00eb priste d\u00ebshira dhe u p\u00ebrgjigja pa hezitim dhe hezitim: &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb, m\u00eb konsidero, n\u00eb lidhje me Se\u00f1or Don Augusto, n\u00eb situatat m\u00eb t\u00eb pafavorshme; madje m\u00eb konsidero \u00e7njer\u00ebzor dhe hakmarr\u00ebs n\u00ebse t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatet: a do t\u00eb ishte thjesht q\u00eb ti, kaq i ri, kaq i bukur, aq i dashur dhe aq i dashur me mua, t\u00eb jesh gjithmon\u00eb i nj\u00ebjt\u00eb me mua . Zem\u00ebrimi d\u00ebnoi keqb\u00ebrjet e supozuara ose t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuara n\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Dhe meq\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb e natyrshme sesa t\u00eb b\u00ebja at\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebra p\u00ebr ta shmangur at\u00eb . dhe nj\u00eb rreze tjet\u00ebr nga syt\u00eb e saj q\u00eb goditi t\u00eb mit\u00eb m\u00eb mahniti edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb. Gjith\u00e7ka kaloi si nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim, por nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim i ngarkuar me rrjedhje elektrike. Mbrojt\u00ebsi im i pazakont\u00eb dhe i rreziksh\u00ebm m\u00eb foli m\u00eb pas k\u00ebshtu: &#8221; Me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, kjo p\u00ebrpjekje ime n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment kaq t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm do t\u00eb t\u00eb duket f\u00ebminore, duke pasur parasysh seriozitetin e ngjarjeve q\u00eb po na ndodhin; n\u00ebse nuk gjykoni se un\u00eb e vendosa edhe dashurin\u00eb e nj\u00eb vajze para kot\u00ebsive t\u00eb mia si grua. Gjith\u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur, por asgj\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb isha m\u00eb pak e sigurt , n\u00ebse do t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja m\u00eb n\u00eb fund. se kujtesa ime mund t\u00eb kishte frym\u00ebzuar nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje kaq fisnike n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb babait tim, un\u00eb do ta kisha mbrojtur kund\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb atyre q\u00eb e ofenduan at\u00eb, jam i lumtur t&#8217;i sh\u00ebrbej me forc\u00ebn e mbrojt\u00ebsve t\u00eb till\u00eb heroik\u00eb si ju&#8230; A nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb krejt e natyrshme? Nuk m\u00eb dukej k\u00ebshtu; por meqen\u00ebse Klara nuk mund t\u00eb matej me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin mat\u00ebs si grat\u00eb e tjera, un\u00eb e pranova teorin\u00eb e saj, e cila p\u00ebr momentin ma mposhti disi imagjinat\u00ebn time. Ne, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, po hynim n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Visitaci\u00f3n dhe po ktheheshim n\u00eb Rrug\u00ebn e Ujkut; dhe kur ishim disa metra brenda, Pilita q\u00eb po na ndiqte, duke e par\u00eb thuajse pa kalimtar\u00eb, tha: \u201cAh, sa e frikshme \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb ec\u00ebsh n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb!&#8230; Turma \u00ebsht\u00eb e keqe, por kjo vetmi!&#8230; Sikur t\u00eb na shikonte ndonj\u00eb i jasht\u00ebligjsh\u00ebm&#8230; dhe t\u00eb na ndalonte&#8230; dhe t\u00eb na njihte! Manolo, i cili dridhej nga frika, pranoi dhe sugjeroi q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqemi. Nuk e lejova, megjith\u00ebse djali dhe n\u00ebna kishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb q\u00eb kishin frik\u00eb nga vetmia n\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb me aventura t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb kota dhe pa qeveri e ligj n\u00eb qytet. Un\u00eb rekomandova heshtje dhe qet\u00ebsi, dhe ne vazhduam marshimin pa incidente n\u00eb Carrera de San Jer\u00f3nimo. Po mendoja t\u00eb dilja n\u00eb Calle de Alcal\u00e1 n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet Calle de Cedaceros; por vura re se u b\u00eb buj\u00eb e madhe e britmave patriotike dhe shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz u arrestuan. M&#8217;u kujtua menj\u00ebher\u00eb se ishte nj\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e denoncuara nga furia popullore n\u00eb Puerta del Sol dhe u drodha, sepse dyshova se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodhte ose do t\u00eb ndodhte menj\u00ebher\u00eb. &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo?&#8221; Pyeti Clara duke u dridhur. &#8220;Asgj\u00eb shum\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;Nj\u00eb turm\u00eb q\u00eb arg\u00ebtohet duke b\u00ebrtitur. Le t\u00eb zbresim n\u00eb Calle del Turco, pasi nuk ka rrug\u00eb p\u00ebr ta kaluar k\u00ebt\u00eb.&#8221; Dhe k\u00ebshtu b\u00ebm\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa zbrit\u00ebm n\u00eb Kongres, Klara m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Nuk mund t\u00eb pikturoj p\u00ebr ty at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjej kur i shoh k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra! &#8221; &#8220;Un\u00eb mund ta imagjinoj,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja. \u201cNuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb\u201d, shtoi ajo. &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se antipati; \u00ebsht\u00eb neveri dhe pik\u00ebllim, dhe zem\u00ebrim dhe indinjat\u00eb, t\u00eb gjitha menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Dhe nuk m\u00eb vjen keq p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb po m\u00eb ndodh sot: do t\u00eb ndihesha nj\u00ebsoj sikur babai im t\u00eb ishte mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebsi m\u00eb budalla i Esparteros. Thjesht m\u00eb b\u00ebn nerva p\u00ebrtej ndihm\u00ebs, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb e sh\u00ebmtuar dhe me shije t\u00eb keqe.&#8221; Kjo p\u00ebrzierje e larmishme e njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb b\u00ebrtasin, t\u00eb shprishur dhe djersitur, m\u00eb jep p\u00ebrshtypjen e nj\u00eb bishe q\u00eb rrotullohet n\u00eb plehra dhe m\u00eb pas k\u00ebnaqet duke u f\u00ebrkuar me fasadat e pastra dhe me rrobat e kalimtar\u00ebve. Dhe un\u00eb, q\u00eb kur e d\u00ebgjova k\u00ebt\u00eb, u b\u00ebra si nj\u00eb Adam, fal\u00eb patriot\u00ebve t\u00eb mi n\u00eb Puerta del Sol! Klara, n\u00eb heshtjen time dhe n\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin q\u00eb i hodha vetes, pa gjendjen n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodhesha; dhe ajo m\u00eb tha, duke m\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb se zakonisht dhe me trupin e saj t\u00eb bukur mbi mua: &#8220;Nuk t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj falje, as nuk pendohem p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb thash\u00eb; sepse midis asaj gj\u00ebje t\u00eb p\u00ebrbuzur dhe teje, megjith\u00ebse duket se ata ndajn\u00eb nj\u00eb interes t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt, ka nj\u00eb ndryshim t\u00eb madh; si\u00e7 ka midis kopes\u00eb dhe bariut.&#8221; mes kamxhikut dhe dor\u00ebs q\u00eb e mban. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishit nj\u00eb patriot i zakonsh\u00ebm, nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb solide e atij grumbulli t\u00eb madh t\u00eb t\u00eb pafajshm\u00ebve dhe zuzar\u00ebve, do t&#8217;ju k\u00ebshilloja t\u00eb largoheshit nga shtigje t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb liga dhe t\u00eb ikni nga shoq\u00ebria kaq e rrezikshme; por un\u00eb e di si dhe ku p\u00ebrfundove atje; dhe ngjarja e sonte, e cila konfirmon t\u00eb gjitha supozimet e mia t\u00eb disa koh\u00ebve m\u00eb par\u00eb, tregon qart\u00eb se sa larg mund t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb at\u00eb rrug\u00eb me forcat e tua, n\u00ebse nuk je i frik\u00ebsuar dhe as i strukur. Pastaj Klara, Klara e pakapshme, krenare dhe gjysm\u00eb e guximshme, &#8220;prej disa koh\u00ebsh&#8221; m\u00eb kishte ndjekur nga larg n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha etapat e karrier\u00ebs sime t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr dhe triumfuese. Pse? Oh, nxitje e dyshimeve dhe kimera t\u00eb shijshme t\u00eb kot\u00ebsis\u00eb! E megjithat\u00eb, fakti q\u00eb i prodhoi ishte i duksh\u00ebm. Sa do t\u00eb shkaktonte shqet\u00ebsim t\u00eb thell\u00eb n\u00eb zonat e qeta dhe t\u00eb pambrojtura t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs sime ajo q\u00eb zemrat e luftuara mir\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb duronin pa u prekur ? Ajo pik\u00eb m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb tem\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb dialog t\u00eb gjat\u00eb t\u00eb endur me parafraza t\u00eb zgjuara, amfibologji t\u00eb holl\u00ebsishme dhe th\u00ebnie t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb ngjashme, nj\u00eb burim i p\u00ebrdorur gjithmon\u00eb kur, n\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje galante, dikush d\u00ebshiron t\u00eb eksploroj\u00eb terrenin pa zbuluar shum\u00eb nga trupi i tij. Dhe Klara, e cila, meq\u00eb ra fjala, m\u00eb fitoi n\u00eb konkursin e holl\u00ebsive, p\u00ebrfundoi duke th\u00ebn\u00eb: &#8220;E shihni se si kjo q\u00eb po them nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lajka e kot\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn po p\u00ebrpiqem t&#8217;ju shp\u00ebrblej p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb favor t\u00eb madh q\u00eb po na b\u00ebni akoma. Besoj se keni krah\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt t\u00eb fluturoni shum\u00eb lart n\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00ebn q\u00eb tani ju hapet, dhe un\u00eb ju k\u00ebshilloj p\u00ebr nj\u00eb fush\u00eb t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer si burrat. joqeniet jan\u00eb t\u00eb shumta dhe aty ku shpirtrat e guximsh\u00ebm dhe shpirtrat bujar\u00eb jan\u00eb kaq t\u00eb nevojsh\u00ebm &#8230; Dhe mos u anko p\u00ebr munges\u00ebn e interesit tim kur, duke e ditur vler\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, t\u00eb shtyj drejt armikut.&#8221; Nuk mund t&#8217;i p\u00ebrgjigjesha, sepse Pilita na b\u00ebri t\u00eb mir\u00eb teksa po ndodhte kjo, teksa po ecnim n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Caballero de Gracia. Pilita donte t\u00eb dinte se ku do t\u00eb shkonim dhe kur do t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrinim, gj\u00ebra q\u00eb vajza e saj nuk m\u00eb kishte pyetur ende, as nuk isha kujtuar t&#8217;i tregoja; dhe ajo mendoi shum\u00eb frik\u00ebn q\u00eb kishte ndjer\u00eb nga disa njer\u00ebz t\u00eb eg\u00ebr q\u00eb kishim hasur teksa kalonim rrug\u00ebn Alcal\u00e1. Klara dhe un\u00eb nuk kishim folur as p\u00ebr to; as nuk i pam\u00eb. Manolo, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, kishte par\u00eb dhe ndjer\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Sa i mjeri djersitej nga ankthi dhe sa i verdh\u00eb dhe i shqet\u00ebsuar ishte! Pak \u00e7aste m\u00eb von\u00eb, arrit\u00ebm, sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb e mir\u00eb, n\u00eb hyrje t\u00eb bujtin\u00ebs sime. &#8220;Merr frym\u00eb!&#8221; ajo do t&#8217;i thoshte triumfuese gjith\u00eb familjes, pa marr\u00eb parasysh se kishte, si n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb hyrjeve t\u00eb Madridit n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, nj\u00eb tualet t\u00eb qelbur, q\u00eb tashm\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb kthehej shprehja e rrudhur e Pilit\u00ebs. U ngjit\u00ebm lart; dhe si\u00e7 e prisja, sht\u00ebpia ishte krejt\u00ebsisht e zbrazur nga mysafir\u00eb. Zonja ime ishte shum\u00eb e k\u00ebnaqur q\u00eb m\u00eb pa. I thash\u00eb shkurt se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte puna, megjith\u00ebse u kujdesa t\u00eb hiqja mbiemrin e t\u00eb ftuarve t\u00eb saj t\u00eb rinj. Dhe ajo i strehoi, si\u00e7 doja un\u00eb, n\u00eb sallonin e vog\u00ebl, i cili kishte nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb pune ngjitur me nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb gjumi tjet\u00ebr me nj\u00eb der\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb vendkalim. &#8220;K\u00ebto zonja dhe ky zot\u00ebri,&#8221; i thash\u00eb pronares, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb askush p\u00ebrve\u00e7 t\u00eb pranishm\u00ebve t\u00eb mos m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte, &#8220;n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrve\u00e7 jush dhe meje, ato jan\u00eb nj\u00eb familje e huaj q\u00eb do t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr shum\u00eb pak dit\u00eb; nj\u00eb familje e pasur dhe e rezervuar q\u00eb han\u00eb n\u00eb dhomat e tyre dhe nuk i l\u00eb kurr\u00eb. E kuptoni ? Epo, nuk ka asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb. &#8221; sepse Micaela e mir\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb besnike dhe e leht\u00eb. &#8220;Tani,&#8221; u thash\u00eb zonjave, &#8220;i jepni sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorit tuaj sa m\u00eb pak urdh\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb e mundur; dhe paralajm\u00ebrojeni q\u00eb kur t\u00eb vij\u00eb e t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb, duhet ta b\u00ebj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb ndryshme &#8230; p\u00ebr \u00e7do rast.&#8221; Edhe pse nuk kam frik\u00eb nga asgj\u00eb, masat paraprake nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb tep\u00ebrta. Ky burg nuk do t\u00eb zgjas\u00eb shum\u00eb: do t\u00eb duhet aq koh\u00eb sa duhet p\u00ebr t\u00eb kanalizuar p\u00ebrroin q\u00eb tani zhurmon n\u00ebp\u00ebr ato rrug\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb, pak durim dhe shum\u00eb besim. Do t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqem ta frym\u00ebzoj tek ju dhe do t\u00eb kujdesem t&#8217;ju mbaj t\u00eb informuar p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb po ndodh. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, un\u00eb po kthehem n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, ku mund t\u00eb jem m\u00eb i dobish\u00ebm p\u00ebr ju sesa k\u00ebtu. Dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe me shum\u00eb pak gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera, i thash\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve, dhe ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht Klar\u00ebs, &#8220;deri m\u00eb von\u00eb&#8221;. T\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb i thash\u00eb edhe Micael\u00ebs, p\u00ebr porosin\u00eb e saj n\u00eb korridor. Urdh\u00ebrova sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorin e Valenzuel\u00ebs, i cili na kishte ndjekur n\u00eb nj\u00eb distanc\u00eb, duke mbajtur nj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb madhe nate, t\u00eb hynte n\u00eb dhom\u00eb. Dhe i mbushur me imazhin dhe fjal\u00ebt e asaj krijese t\u00eb vetme, zbrita posht\u00eb i vendosur p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodhte n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Cedaceros, nj\u00eb simptom\u00eb e tmerrshme e asaj q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ndodhte n\u00eb \u00e7do koh\u00eb n\u00eb shum\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb tjera dhe me siguri po ndodhte n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Rejas. Kisha dy or\u00eb q\u00eb isha larguar nga izolimi i detyruar dhe hyra n\u00eb ajrin e liris\u00eb. N\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kaq t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr, sa shum\u00eb dhe sa ngjarje t\u00eb r\u00ebnda! Sa shum\u00eb dhe sa emocione t\u00eb ndryshme! Kapitulli 25. Turma q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb n\u00eb hyrje t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs Cedaceros ishte p\u00ebrhapur p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb Carrera de San Jer\u00f3nimo; Dhe atje, p\u00ebrball\u00eb kish\u00ebs italiane, mes nj\u00eb mase fytyrash, disa t\u00eb habitur, shum\u00eb t\u00eb g\u00ebzuar, dogj\u00ebn nj\u00eb zjarr t\u00eb madh, me shk\u00eblqimin e tij t\u00eb kuq\u00ebrremt\u00eb q\u00eb ndri\u00e7onte po aq leckat dhe zgjeben e bredh\u00ebsve t\u00eb k\u00ebqij, fustanell\u00ebn e past\u00ebr t\u00eb shikuesve indiferent\u00eb, dhe t\u00eb atdhetar\u00ebve t\u00eb studjuar, n\u00ebse jo m\u00eb t\u00eb z\u00ebshmit dhe t\u00eb rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm, i habitur si un\u00eb. Nga fundi i rrug\u00ebs tjet\u00ebr, dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn zhurm\u00eb t\u00eb ngjeshur si nj\u00eb kod\u00ebr milingonash n\u00eb pun\u00ebn e saj, burra me pamje si trek\u00ebmb\u00ebsh mb\u00ebrrinin vazhdimisht te zjarri , duke tundur n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb saberi, nj\u00eb bajonet\u00eb ose nj\u00eb shkop, nj\u00eb draperie t\u00eb pasur, nj\u00eb veshje t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme , nj\u00eb piktur\u00eb me vler\u00eb, nj\u00eb fustan dore lesh kashmiri&#8230; ose duke mbajtur mbi supe, duke t\u00ebrhequr zvarr\u00eb ose duke mbajtur n\u00eb duar, nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb mobiljeve prej druri t\u00eb \u00e7muar, nj\u00eb qilim, libra luksoz, shandan\u00eb, kuti dhe artefakte artistike m\u00eb t\u00eb holl\u00eb. Nj\u00eb ul\u00ebrim\u00eb shtazore lajm\u00ebronte ardhjen e \u00e7do objekti dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr m\u00eb e fort\u00eb dhe m\u00eb e eg\u00ebr mbushi rrug\u00ebn sapo ra n\u00eb flak\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu ushqeheshin ata q\u00eb m\u00eb trembnin. Sixhadet\u00eb e pasura, gdhendjet artistike, l\u00ebkurat jasht\u00ebzakonisht t\u00eb holla dhe ekzotike; gdhendjet e Albrecht D\u00fcrer dhe Morghen; gravurat nga Rembrandt; veprat e gdhendura nga Benvenuto; forca t\u00eb blinduara fiorentine; Inkunabulumi jasht\u00ebzakonisht i rrall\u00eb dhe telajo n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn pulsuan gjenialiteti dhe fur\u00e7a e Vel\u00e1zquez-it dhe Murillo-s, u bashkuan t\u00eb gjitha n\u00eb nj\u00eb grumbull t\u00eb vet\u00ebm hiri n\u00eb pak \u00e7aste. Dhe nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb nga kishte ardhur aq shum\u00eb pasuri, po thyheshin porcelani sakson, xhami Murano, amfora dhe balta etruske&#8230; edhe tavanet e ark\u00ebs dhe kallep\u00ebt e praruar n\u00eb mure. Dhe gjith\u00eb kjo pla\u00e7kitje e lig\u00eb, gjith\u00eb ky shkat\u00ebrrim brutal, po kryhej me thirrjen &#8220;Vdekje hajdut\u00ebve!&#8221; dhe n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e nj\u00eb njeriu q\u00eb prej shum\u00eb vitesh ishte i shk\u00ebputur nga t\u00eb gjitha ndikimet politike, duke shp\u00ebrdoruar parat\u00eb e tij t\u00eb fituara me mund p\u00ebr sip\u00ebrmarrje kolosale, prosperiteti i t\u00eb cilave u kthye p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb shtet dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb punojn\u00eb! Sa t\u00eb drejt\u00eb kishte Clara! Vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb bish\u00eb, me nj\u00eb tmerr t\u00eb lindur p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb past\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb bukur, mund t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqej duke kryer kaq shum\u00eb p\u00ebrdhosje menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Ika nga ai vend, zemra m&#8217;u mbush me pik\u00ebllim e deri n\u00eb pendim. Kisha frik\u00eb se e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb po ndodhte n\u00eb Princ Street. Shikova drejt tij nd\u00ebrsa kalova me goj\u00ebn e tij mbi Carrera; Por p\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, nuk pash\u00eb asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb konfirmuar frik\u00ebn time. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, d\u00ebgjova se n\u00eb lagjen Rejas, n\u00eb lagjen Prado dhe n\u00eb disa lagje t\u00eb tjera digjeshin zjarre t\u00eb ndezura nga pla\u00e7kitjet q\u00eb b\u00ebnte bisha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e shum\u00eb figurave t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00eb. Mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb zyrat e El Clar\u00edn, nuk e di si dhe nga ku, pasi frika p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb s\u00ebrish spektakle t\u00eb neveritshme p\u00ebr mua, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb eci shum\u00eb shpejt dhe pothuajse me sy mbyllur. I gjeta t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shoq\u00ebruesit e mi t\u00eb mbledhur dhe Redondo solli fjal\u00ebn se ishte liruar nga disa revolucionar\u00eb q\u00eb hap\u00ebn dyert e burgut p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb burgosurit politik\u00eb sapo filloi l\u00ebvizja. Ai m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi me g\u00ebzim dhe un\u00eb e p\u00ebrqafova me shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuan m\u00eb pas. Por mir\u00eb Zoti e di q\u00eb nuk mbaja ask\u00ebnd aq fort n\u00eb zem\u00ebr sa Matica. Aventura ime n\u00eb Puerta del Sol ishte tashm\u00eb e njohur atje. Sa m\u00eb duartrokit\u00ebn dhe sa ngroht\u00ebsisht m\u00eb admiruan! E shihni: Un\u00eb isha nga sht\u00ebpia dhe lavdia ime pasqyrohej n\u00eb t\u00eb. Redondo ishte i habitur q\u00eb, nga konsideratat e gabuara, kisha p\u00ebrdorur forc\u00ebn e prestigjit tim n\u00eb favor t\u00eb nj\u00eb njeriu si Valenzuela; dhe u habita q\u00eb Redondo nuk kishte turp p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb po ndodhte n\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e Madridit. Megjithat\u00eb, megjith\u00eb fanatizmin e tij revolucionar, ai u tregua i kujdessh\u00ebm q\u00eb ekzekutuesit e atyre akteve t\u00eb drejt\u00ebsis\u00eb t&#8217;i quante bandit\u00eb dhe armiq t\u00eb paguar t\u00eb revolucionit. &#8220;Ato monstra nuk jan\u00eb njer\u00ebzit!&#8221; do t\u00eb thoshte dhe e thoshte shum\u00eb mir\u00eb; por ngjarjet i pranoi me urrejtje ndaj t\u00eb ekzekutuarve, si shembull t\u00eb domosdosh\u00ebm. Kush ishte njeriu i pash\u00ebm q\u00eb mund t\u00eb sillte n\u00eb arsye nj\u00eb burr\u00eb t\u00eb aft\u00eb p\u00ebr ndryshime t\u00eb tilla gjykimi! Matica, i cili m\u00eb mb\u00ebshteti n\u00eb argumentin tim, konkludoi: &#8220;Tani p\u00ebr tani, k\u00ebto ngjarje vandaliste kan\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb tashm\u00eb rezultatin e tyre t\u00eb natyrsh\u00ebm dhe logjik. Qeveria, duke pasur parasysh seriozitetin e tyre, ka t\u00ebrhequr forc\u00ebn nga dob\u00ebsia; trupat kan\u00eb rimarr\u00eb drejtorin dhe n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Rejas ka t\u00eb vdekur dhe t\u00eb plagosur. Lufta, pra, shpallet lufta midis jush, z., z. S\u00e1nchez, po jetojm\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri si kontraband\u00eb, dhe ndoshta t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne, gj\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ishte rasti dy or\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb.&#8221; Un\u00eb q\u00eb nuk dija asgj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra, mbeta i paralizuar. &#8220;Pra, ku ke qen\u00eb, shpirt i dashur?&#8221; pyeti Matica, i cili, bazuar n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kishte ndodhur n\u00eb Puerta del Sol dhe nga koha q\u00eb kishte kaluar q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, mendoi se isha m\u00eb i informuar p\u00ebr ngjarjet. \u201cDuke vendosur familjen Valenzuela n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend t\u00eb sigurt\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja shkurt dhe pa dh\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb detaj t\u00eb m\u00ebtejsh\u00ebm. Kjo p\u00ebrgjigje i p\u00eblqeu shum\u00eb Redondon, fanatizmi sektar i t\u00eb cilit ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb i mposhtte impulset e zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb mir\u00eb; por Matica e vler\u00ebsoi ngjarjen si kulmin m\u00eb t\u00eb denj\u00eb dhe bujar t\u00eb suksesit tim n\u00eb Puerta del Sol; dhe ky lavd\u00ebrim, i ardhur nga kush erdhi, m\u00eb b\u00ebri jehon\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Rezultati i bised\u00ebs q\u00eb pasoi fjal\u00ebt e mikut tim , q\u00eb m\u00eb lan\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje kaq t\u00eb trishtuar, ishte bindja e hidhur se situata ime ishte shum\u00eb m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb se kur isha fshehur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque. Pastaj , un\u00eb isha thjesht autori i nj\u00eb pjese satirike; n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, un\u00eb isha lideri i p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur nga turmat n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb ata filluan t\u00eb kryenin veprat e tmerrshme q\u00eb kishin zgjuar qeverin\u00eb e dob\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb dekurajuar nga mosveprimi i saj. N\u00ebse fshatar\u00ebsia nuk do t\u00eb triumfonte, raprezaljet e ashpra, hakmarrja e p\u00ebrgjakshme dhe nd\u00ebshkimet e jasht\u00ebzakonshme do t\u00eb vinin me shpejt\u00ebsi dhe shtrirje t\u00eb rrufeshme ; dhe nuk do t\u00eb kishte asnj\u00eb \u00e7erek , asnj\u00eb konsiderat\u00eb ose bamir\u00ebsi p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb ve\u00e7ohen, si un\u00eb, nga zhurma e nj\u00eb popullariteti q\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb moment ishte nj\u00eb d\u00ebnim i pagabuesh\u00ebm me vdekje t\u00eb turpshme mbi nj\u00eb trek\u00ebmb\u00ebsh ose pas mureve t\u00eb nj\u00eb varreze. Kjo do t\u00eb ndodhte sapo qeveria n\u00eb Madrid t\u00eb arrinte edhe avantazhin m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl ndaj revolucionit dhe lajmi i ngjarjes u p\u00ebrhap n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb provincat, ku do t\u00eb fitonte n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb prestigjin e nevojsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t&#8217;u vendosur plot\u00ebsisht. Dhe, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, fshatar\u00ebsis\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid i mungonte nj\u00eb udh\u00ebheqje inteligjente p\u00ebr t&#8217;i organizuar dhe p\u00ebr t&#8217;i b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb aft\u00eb, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn, p\u00ebr t&#8217;i b\u00ebr\u00eb rezistenc\u00eb serioze sulmit t\u00eb trupave, tashm\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrflakur nga pamja e gjakut t\u00eb derdhur n\u00eb takimet e para. Prandaj ishte urgjente t\u00eb organizohej populli dhe t&#8217;i ndihmonte ata n\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjen e tyre me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr dhe shpirt. Nuk kuptova asnj\u00eb pik\u00eb nga e para dhe Zoti \u00ebsht\u00eb d\u00ebshmitari im i tmerrit q\u00eb m\u00eb frym\u00ebzoi lufta v\u00ebllavras\u00ebse n\u00eb rrug\u00eb; por rezolucioni q\u00eb m\u00eb mohoi mungesa e besimit politik, domosdoshm\u00ebria m\u00eb dha me boll\u00ebk t\u00eb madh; dhe t\u00eb dytit iu kushtova me vet\u00ebmohim t\u00eb verb\u00ebr, duke u betuar t\u00eb shkoj n\u00eb luft\u00eb sa m\u00eb i pash\u00ebm. Shum\u00eb her\u00eb e kam pyetur veten k\u00ebtu m\u00eb pas: do t\u00eb ishte ngaz\u00ebllimi i Klar\u00ebs q\u00eb un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb ndiqja rrug\u00ebn e aventurave t\u00eb revolucionit, A mund t\u00eb kisha shkuar shum\u00eb larg n\u00ebse nuk do t\u00eb frik\u00ebsohesha apo nuk do t\u00eb isha strukur? Ajo q\u00eb mora si nj\u00eb burim domosdoshm\u00ebrie, a nuk mund t\u00eb ishte fryt i far\u00ebs s\u00eb mbjell\u00eb n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time nga fjal\u00ebt e asaj gruaje, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk mund ta harroja p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast q\u00eb kur isha ndar\u00eb prej saj? \u00cbsht\u00eb e dyshimt\u00eb; por ishte se, pes\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, n\u00eb agimin e 19 korrikut, po luftoja si nj\u00eb njeri i d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Jacometrezo kund\u00ebr roj\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrparuar t\u00eb Pallatit; dhe duke i zmbrapsur nga ne deri n\u00eb sheshin Santo Domingo, vazhdova t\u00eb luftoja atje, ende pa e ditur pse nuk m\u00eb tremb\u00ebn plumbat q\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb ; si i rezistova, pa u shembur, rrezeve t\u00eb diellit q\u00eb m\u00eb binin mbi kok\u00ebn time t\u00eb zbuluar si rryma xhami t\u00eb shkrir\u00eb; si i shikoja pa frik\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00eb kafshonin pluhurin n\u00eb krah dhe ia dhan\u00eb shpirtin Zotit me rrjedhje gjaku e r\u00ebnkime agonie, as \u00e7far\u00eb shpirti djall\u00ebzor m\u00eb kishte pushtuar q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb shihja te \u00e7do ushtar nj\u00eb armik t\u00eb vdeksh\u00ebm q\u00eb duhej asgj\u00ebsuar me plumbin e pushk\u00ebs sime t\u00eb sigurt; q\u00eb vazhdova me aq k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulje n\u00eb luft\u00ebn e ashp\u00ebr, sa u desh gjith\u00eb prestigji popullor q\u00eb koloneli Garrigo kishte fituar n\u00eb Vic\u00e1lvaro, duke r\u00ebn\u00eb i plagosur n\u00eb gryk\u00ebn e topave t\u00eb qeveris\u00eb, q\u00eb un\u00eb, duke ardhur si nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebs, ta pushoja rreth mesdit\u00ebs, pa t\u00eb cil\u00ebn, nj\u00eb Zot e di se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte! Se nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb e gjeta veten duke konkurruar p\u00ebr Kryetarin e Bashkis\u00eb s\u00eb Plazas me Gard\u00ebn Civile dhe se, pas nj\u00eb p\u00ebrleshje barbare nga t\u00eb dyja pal\u00ebt, un\u00eb isha nj\u00eb nga dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7mendurit q\u00eb p\u00ebrparuan me trupat e tyre t\u00eb zbuluar p\u00ebrmes hendekut n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Ciudad Rodrigo deri te porta e statuj\u00ebs s\u00eb kuajve n\u00eb qend\u00ebr; Me k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7menduri, duke u dh\u00ebn\u00eb shembull t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, ne i detyruam ushtar\u00ebt t\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqen n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e Postasit, duke ia l\u00ebn\u00eb sheshin vetes. Ne hym\u00eb n\u00eb arkadat e lira n\u00eb rrjedhat e gjakut, megjithat\u00eb un\u00eb do t\u00eb kisha qen\u00eb n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb festoja triumfin duke njomur buz\u00ebt n\u00eb t\u00eb. Aq brutalizuar, aq i dehur kisha qen\u00eb nga era e barutit dhe nxeht\u00ebsia e p\u00ebrleshjes! Aq i dehur sa, pa i dh\u00ebn\u00eb trupit tim asnj\u00eb prehje apo ushqim tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 nj\u00eb cop\u00eb buke dhe dy gll\u00ebnjka vere, at\u00eb pasdite do t\u00eb luftoja kund\u00ebr kolonel G\u00e1ndara n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Atocha&#8230; M\u00eb kujtohet efekti i \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm q\u00eb, pavar\u00ebsisht kok\u00ebfort\u00ebsis\u00eb sime t\u00eb \u00e7mendur, pamja e atij njeriu, t\u00eb mbathjes galant\u00eb, me disa rrobe t\u00eb bukura t\u00eb zeza, t\u00eb veshur me mjek\u00ebr t\u00eb zi, madje t\u00eb veshur me shpin\u00eb civile n\u00eb mes t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, duke luftuar kund\u00ebr nj\u00eb armiku t\u00eb paduksh\u00ebm q\u00eb e ngacmonte nga dritaret dhe papafingo, kishte mbi mua. Ai ishte nj\u00eb mik i madh i njeriut, pasuria e t\u00eb cilit kishte ndezur zjarrin n\u00eb Carrera de San Jer\u00f3nimo. Ai ishte d\u00ebshmitar i k\u00ebtij zem\u00ebrimi t\u00eb padrejt\u00eb dhe barbar; dhe, ashtu si\u00e7 ishte, pasi shkoi n\u00eb Ministrin\u00eb e Luft\u00ebs, i hipi kalit. Impulsi ishte fisnik dhe bujar. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, derisa e pash\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Atocha, ai nuk kishte zbritur nga kali; dhe e dija se kur ai e kishte ndezur at\u00eb zjarr me plumba at\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, pasi kishte ndezur nj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Rejas, predha e tij kishte mbajtur di\u00e7ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb se prush. Por me gjith\u00eb hara\u00e7in q\u00eb i b\u00ebnte imagjinata ime romantike k\u00ebtyre tipareve t\u00eb nj\u00eb paladini legjendar, un\u00eb q\u00eblloja p\u00ebr t\u00eb vrar\u00eb kur e kisha ball\u00eb p\u00ebr ball\u00eb me njer\u00ebzit e tij, sepse kishin ardhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb vrar\u00eb. Xhirimet e fundit t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj p\u00ebrpjekjeje kumbonin tmerr\u00ebsisht n\u00eb heshtjen dhe vetmin\u00eb e nat\u00ebs. Dhe nd\u00ebrsa trupat e G\u00e1ndara-s po marshonin drejt rrug\u00ebs Carretas, pasi depozitova disa nga kufomat e ushtar\u00ebve fatkeq n\u00eb qemer\u00ebt e San Sebasti\u00e1n-it, un\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, u futa n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime p\u00ebr t\u00eb rimarr\u00eb pak nga forcat e mia t\u00eb thyera dhe p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb Klar\u00ebs d\u00ebshmin\u00eb se nuk e kisha harruar angazhimin tim p\u00ebr ta ruajtur at\u00eb. Duart e mia ishin njollosur dhe kishte gjak mbi to, gjithashtu gjak e pluhur mbi rrobat e mia; dhe duhet t\u00eb kem patur pamjen e nj\u00eb banditi kur dola para familjes Valenzuela dhe pa komplimente e ceremoni, i pushtuar nga lodhja dhe emocionet, e lash\u00eb veten t\u00eb bija n\u00eb divan, p\u00ebr tmerrin e Pilit\u00ebs, p\u00ebr habin\u00eb e Manolos dhe nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb. Admirimi i Klar\u00ebs, sepse ajo kurr\u00eb nuk i hoqi syt\u00eb nga un\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Duke ikur nga q\u00ebndrueshm\u00ebria e saj e pamposhtur, i nguli syt\u00eb n\u00eb pasqyr\u00ebn p\u00ebrball\u00eb; dhe pastaj pash\u00eb se fytyra ime nuk ishte m\u00eb e past\u00ebr apo e rregulluar m\u00eb mir\u00eb se pjesa tjet\u00ebr e trupit tim. Klara dhe un\u00eb, n\u00eb at\u00eb moment, ishim perfekt p\u00ebr nj\u00ebra-tjetr\u00ebn: un\u00eb nj\u00eb model i p\u00ebrsosur i nj\u00eb dhunuesi barrikadash, dhe ajo mish\u00ebrimi i gjall\u00eb i gjeniut q\u00eb frym\u00ebzon shfryt\u00ebzime si t\u00eb miat. Me insistimin e saj, tregova gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb dhe dija, dhe gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb tregoja p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb; E frym\u00ebzova Pilit\u00ebn, meq\u00eb Klara nuk dukej se i interesonte p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, me shpres\u00eb t\u00eb madhe se burgimi i saj do t\u00eb mbaronte s\u00eb shpejti; dhe megjith\u00ebse nuk kisha asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb atje dhe trupi im d\u00ebshironte ushqim e pushim, me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi e lejova veten t\u00eb pushtohesha nga fuqia magjeps\u00ebse me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn syt\u00eb dhe fjal\u00ebt e Klar\u00ebs m\u00eb mbanin pran\u00eb saj. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, mos gdhir\u00eb kurr\u00eb! Un\u00eb isha drejtuesi i njohur i nj\u00eb barrikade q\u00eb kishim ngritur shum\u00eb her\u00ebt n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Montera, n\u00ebn zjarrin e pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb t\u00eb trupave t\u00eb drejtorit. Nga nj\u00eb s\u00ebr\u00eb rast\u00ebsish q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb rr\u00ebfehen, Matica ishte n\u00eb krahun tim, aq i qet\u00eb dhe kaustik p\u00ebrball\u00eb armikut, sa kishte qen\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige t\u00eb but\u00eb teatri ose n\u00eb nj\u00eb stol kafeneje. Shfaqja e Madridit at\u00eb m\u00ebngjes ishte v\u00ebrtet e tmerrshme. As nj\u00eb der\u00eb e hapur, as nj\u00eb kalimtar n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, as ndonj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7 bresh\u00ebrive t\u00eb pushk\u00ebve aty-k\u00ebtu dhe britmave t\u00eb her\u00ebpashershme t\u00eb luft\u00ebtar\u00ebve, n\u00ebse jo ankuese &#8220;ay!&#8221; t\u00eb nj\u00eb njeriu q\u00eb po vdes. Nj\u00eb diell p\u00ebrv\u00eblues afrikan, nj\u00eb drit\u00eb e denj\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb tablo t\u00eb till\u00eb, e ndri\u00e7oi at\u00eb. N\u00eb k\u00ebto rrethana, kur ora e Buen Sucesos sapo kishte sh\u00ebnuar nj\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb, u shfaq mes nesh i papun\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsisht Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque , duke rr\u00ebshqitur n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb trotuarit t\u00eb San Luis, shum\u00eb af\u00ebr sht\u00ebpive. T\u00eb shtyr\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7ast nga nj\u00eb impuls i vet\u00ebm, un\u00eb dhe Matica u hodh\u00ebm drejt tij dhe e hodh\u00ebm n\u00eb der\u00ebn pran\u00eb barrikad\u00ebs. Me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi do t&#8217;i kisha goditur at\u00ebher\u00eb se ishte kaq i pamatur dhe budalla! &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb frym\u00ebzoi djalli q\u00eb t\u00eb vish n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb strofk\u00eb plumbash?&#8221; Thash\u00eb, gati duke e goditur. &#8220;M\u00eb l\u00ebr t\u00eb flas,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai, duke u ulur n\u00eb shkall\u00ebn e poshtme t\u00eb shkall\u00ebve dhe duke fshir\u00eb djers\u00ebn nga koka e tij tullac me shami. &#8220;M\u00eb l\u00ebr t\u00eb flas, sepse t\u00eb flas\u00ebsh k\u00ebshtu njer\u00ebzit kuptojn\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin&#8230; Dje nuk dola nga sht\u00ebpia gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebs; dhe ti q\u00eb kishe r\u00ebn\u00eb dakord t\u00eb ktheheshe, nuk u shfaqe. Meqen\u00ebse po xhiroje gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn dhe nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb nat\u00ebs s\u00eb kaluar dhe ishe kaq i mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb n\u00eb skenat revolucionare t\u00eb lindjes s\u00eb Krishtit, ne kishim frik\u00eb se mos t\u00eb kishte ndodhur di\u00e7ka &#8230; dhe jo vet\u00ebm rast\u00ebsisht, por m\u00eb err\u00ebsoi plot\u00ebsisht &#8220;. Carmen nuk h\u00ebngri asnj\u00eb kafshat\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebs dhe Quica nuk pushoi s\u00eb laguri qerpik\u00ebt. Me k\u00ebto frik\u00eb dhe kruarje p\u00ebr t\u00eb ditur di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb kishte ndodhur n\u00eb Madrid, k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, duke par\u00eb q\u00eb qyteti dukej si nj\u00eb pellg vaji, guxova t\u00eb shikoja n\u00eb rrug\u00eb me q\u00ebllimin p\u00ebr t\u00eb eksploruar terrenin pak nga pak dhe sa m\u00eb larg q\u00eb t\u00eb mundja. Carmen nuk donte; Quica, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb kurioze, m\u00eb inkurajoi; dhe meqe kam me shume kurajo nga sa dukem dhe sic e dini fare nuk me intereson te dal apo jo&#8230; dola. N\u00eb at\u00eb drejtim, asnj\u00eb miz\u00eb nuk l\u00ebvizte &#8230; p\u00ebrve\u00e7 disa t\u00eb sht\u00ebna arm\u00ebsh q\u00eb u d\u00ebgjuan drejt rrug\u00ebs Toledo; Vazhdova t\u00eb ecja dhe as un\u00eb; Dhe duke ecur e duke ecur, edhe pse pash\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt njer\u00ebz shum\u00eb t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb me shtrimin e kalldr\u00ebmit, arrita pa asnj\u00eb penges\u00eb apo anashkalim t\u00eb madh n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Atocha&#8230; Nuk g\u00ebnjej n\u00ebse them se ka nj\u00eb qilim rr\u00ebnojash mbi gjysm\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb trash\u00eb mbi t\u00eb! Duke menduar p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe shenjat e plumbave n\u00eb shat\u00ebrvanin n\u00eb Plaza de Ant\u00f3n Mart\u00edn, kalova pak koh\u00eb atje. Nj\u00eb kalimtar me pamje mesatare m\u00eb shpjegoi se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte ndodhur atje&#8230; dhe gjithashtu m\u00eb k\u00ebshilloi t\u00eb mos zgjatesha shum\u00eb n\u00eb aj\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur. Un\u00eb supozova se ai nuk po e thoshte k\u00ebt\u00eb vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb nxeht\u00ebsis\u00eb; por ndon\u00ebse kishte edhe shum\u00eb grumbull kalldr\u00ebmesh atje lart, vura re se mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja pak tok\u00eb m\u00eb tej n\u00eb brend\u00ebsi. &#8220;Epo, le t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb atje, \u00e7far\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb!&#8221; Thash\u00eb me vete, &#8220;dhe t\u00eb shohim&#8230;&#8221; &#8220;\u00e7far\u00eb po ndodh&#8221;; dhe hyra n\u00eb Calle del Le\u00f3n dhe m\u00eb pas vazhdova lart n\u00eb Calle del Prado, ku gj\u00ebrat tashm\u00eb po b\u00ebheshin m\u00eb formale dhe tranziti ishte pak m\u00eb i v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. Por kalova; dhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb Calle del Pr\u00edncipe, thash\u00eb: &#8220;Le t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb Calle del Caballero de Gracia dhe atje do ta k\u00ebrkoj at\u00eb njeri n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb e tij.&#8221; M\u00eb kushtoi shum\u00eb mund dhe e gjeta veten n\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb rrezik, sepse n\u00eb koh\u00eb revolucioni jo gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb fluturon \u00ebsht\u00eb karamele, as t\u00eb gjitha rrug\u00ebt nuk jan\u00eb aq t\u00eb l\u00ebmuara sa p\u00ebll\u00ebmba e dor\u00ebs , as t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit kan\u00eb dhuntin\u00eb e njer\u00ebzve apo edukimin m\u00eb t\u00eb kujdessh\u00ebm ; por arrita, dhe, wow! Hyrja ishte e mbyllur&#8230; si t\u00eb gjitha ato q\u00eb po lija pas. &#8220;Epo, nuk do t\u00eb kthehem m\u00eb,&#8221; thash\u00eb me vete, &#8220;sepse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb do t\u00eb bllokohen t\u00eb gjitha daljet, me ritmin q\u00eb po shkonin barrikadat dhe gj\u00ebrat kur i pash\u00eb&#8230; Epo, le t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb Red de San Luis&#8230;&#8221; \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb po d\u00ebgjoja t\u00eb sht\u00ebna t\u00eb sht\u00ebna drejt Puerta del Sol p\u00ebr pak koh\u00eb; por kishte pasur edhe disa tinguj drejt Cibeles&#8230; dhe m&#8217;u desh t\u00eb dal diku, kungull!&#8230; Dhe shkova n\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur\u00ebn, vet\u00ebm n\u00eb rast se do t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb mir\u00eb se tjetra, q\u00eb nuk ishte mir\u00eb, pasi p\u00ebr pak m\u00eb q\u00eblluan kur kaloja rrug\u00ebn Alcal\u00e1. Tashm\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb Kuqe, dhe me rrug\u00ebt q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb drejt saj t\u00eb bllokuara nga barrikada, b\u00ebra nj\u00eb vrap t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb Plazuela del Carmen&#8230; Por e shihni, duke par\u00eb drejt k\u00ebsaj barrikade, mund t&#8217;ju shoh t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve; dhe kungull! \u00c7far\u00eb duhej t\u00eb b\u00ebja ve\u00e7se t\u00eb vija t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoja dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja strehim?&#8230; &#8220;Ti ke ardhur ta k\u00ebrkosh n\u00eb nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb madhe!&#8221; B\u00ebrtiti Matica gjysm\u00eb serioze e gjysm\u00eb shaka. \u201cA e dini se k\u00ebtu nuk kalon nj\u00eb \u00e7erek ore pa r\u00ebn\u00eb shi me dhjet\u00ebra plumba? &#8220;Pra,&#8221; tha Don Seraf\u00edn, &#8220;meqen\u00ebse nuk m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb zgjedhja&#8230; &#8221; Duhet ta kishe b\u00ebr\u00eb,&#8221; shtova, i m\u00ebrzitur thell\u00eb, &#8220;nuk ishe aq i \u00e7mendur sa t\u00eb largoheshe nga sht\u00ebpia; dhe q\u00eb kur e b\u00ebre, je kthyer kur t\u00eb munde . shprehja, &#8220;\u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb d\u00ebgjohet n\u00eb at\u00eb varg, un\u00eb mund ta d\u00ebgjoj gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs&#8230; Do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb mos ishte aq e zhurmshme! Tani jemi k\u00ebtu duke diskutuar di\u00e7ka krejt ndryshe.&#8221; &#8220;Por ne duhet t\u00eb mendojm\u00eb p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka&#8230; A e dini se kur do t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoj\u00eb kjo dhe si do t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoj\u00eb&#8230; dhe si do t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundojm\u00eb ne dhe ata me ne n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb kurth?&#8221; &#8220;N\u00ebse do t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra&#8230; dhe n\u00ebse nuk do t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja aq shum\u00eb p\u00ebr kaq shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, jam i sigurt q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb isha k\u00ebtu n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment&#8230;&#8221; Nd\u00ebrsa Don Seraf\u00edn po fliste k\u00ebshtu, u d\u00ebgjuan p\u00ebrs\u00ebri t\u00eb sht\u00ebna, t\u00eb cilat po gjuanin midis drejtorit dhe barrikad\u00ebs. Un\u00eb dola tek ajo, duke i rekomanduar me forc\u00eb Balduque q\u00eb t\u00eb mos l\u00ebvizte prej andej. Shum\u00eb shpejt pas k\u00ebsaj, u ktheva te dera me nj\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb sapo kishte marr\u00eb nj\u00eb plag\u00eb n\u00eb krah. Aty kishim gati fije, lidh\u00ebse etj&#8230; dhe n\u00eb kat t\u00eb kateve t\u00eb s\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs sht\u00ebpi, krevat dhe dyshek\u00eb p\u00ebr incidente m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnda. I plagosuri vuri pushk\u00ebn pas murit; ai u ul dhe Matica mb\u00ebrriti, duke pretenduar se kujtonte di\u00e7ka q\u00eb kishte d\u00ebgjuar t\u00eb shpjegohej n\u00eb San Carlos; dhe duke e njohur plag\u00ebn, ai tha se do t\u00eb sh\u00ebrohej me dy litra pomad\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa kjo po ndodhte, Balduque, me kapel\u00ebn n\u00eb kuror\u00ebn e kok\u00ebs, me duart tani n\u00eb xhepat e pantallonave, tani duke kruar kok\u00ebn ose duke i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur mustaqet nga kokrra; syt\u00eb e tij q\u00eb enden, dhe duke l\u00ebvizur gjithandej, u zbulua se ishte n\u00ebn ndikimin e nj\u00eb eksitimi nervor q\u00eb m\u00eb alarmonte. E urdh\u00ebrova me forc\u00eb t\u00eb plagosurin q\u00eb t\u00eb kujdesej p\u00ebr t\u00eb nd\u00ebrsa kthehesha; dhe u ktheva n\u00eb barrikad\u00eb, sepse t\u00eb sht\u00ebnat nuk pushuan p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb moment&#8230; Teksa po largohesha , nj\u00eb luft\u00ebtar m\u00eb ra n\u00eb krah\u00eb, i q\u00eblluar n\u00eb gjoks. Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb tjet\u00ebr m\u00eb ndihmoi ta mbaja dhe mes nesh t\u00eb dy e \u00e7uam n\u00eb kat i nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebm. &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb,&#8221; i thash\u00eb Matic\u00ebs kur arrit\u00ebm te dera; dhe Don Seraf\u00edn q\u00eb t\u00eb mos mbetej vet\u00ebm: &#8220;Ngjitu edhe ti dhe na ndihmo sa t\u00eb mundesh. &#8221; Dhe ai u ngjit me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt dhe na ndihmoi t\u00eb ekzaminojm\u00eb plag\u00ebn, e cila dukej se ishte shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb. T\u00eb pushuarit i dridheshin duart dhe fliste vet\u00ebm fjal\u00eb jokoherente. Detyra e trisht\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ishim t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb angazhuar filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb pushtonte gjith\u00eb v\u00ebmendjen. Papritur, vura re q\u00eb Balduque mungonte nga grupi q\u00eb ne t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt formuam rreth t\u00eb plagosurit rishtas. Ngrita kok\u00ebn dhe ai nuk ishte as n\u00eb kat i nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebm; Vrapova te shkall\u00ebt dhe pash\u00eb me tmerr se, me pushk\u00eb n\u00eb duar, po l\u00ebshohej nga dera n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. U hodha m\u00eb dysh dhe e ndoqa, mes t\u00eb sht\u00ebnave t\u00eb pand\u00ebrprera. &#8220;Ku po shkon, i mjer\u00eb?&#8221; Un\u00eb b\u00ebrtita. \u201cT\u00eb fitoj me grusht at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb detyrohet me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb!&#8230; T\u2019i d\u00ebrgoj qeveris\u00eb nj\u00eb procesverbal t\u00eb m\u00ebrive t\u00eb mia me nj\u00eb plumb!\u201d. Dhe ai b\u00ebrtiti k\u00ebt\u00eb, duke u ngjitur tashm\u00eb n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb parapetit, duke i hedhur n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb pushk\u00ebn, e cila as nuk ishte e mbushur! &#8220;Rroft\u00eb drejt\u00ebsia!&#8221; b\u00ebrtiti atje si nj\u00eb njeri i d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar. Dhe nj\u00eb \u00e7ast m\u00eb von\u00eb, nj\u00eb \u00e7ast fatal! Kur i preka bishtat e palltos s\u00eb tij me duar, ai u rr\u00ebzua mes tyre me pesh\u00ebn inerte t\u00eb nj\u00eb njeriu q\u00eb po vdiste. P\u00ebrball\u00eb asaj fatkeq\u00ebsie t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme, pa guximin p\u00ebr t&#8217;i rezistuar zhurm\u00ebs s\u00eb mendimeve q\u00eb nd\u00ebrthureshin djall\u00ebzisht m\u00eb sulmuan kok\u00ebn, nga thell\u00ebsia e zemr\u00ebs iu luta qiellit p\u00ebr nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr plumb p\u00ebr veten time; por nuk kishte asnj\u00eb, midis kaq shum\u00eb fishk\u00ebllimave pran\u00eb meje, q\u00eb do t\u00eb strehohej n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjoks kaq t\u00eb mbushur me pik\u00ebllim. T\u00eb gjitha burimet terapeutike q\u00eb na kishte siguruar largpam\u00ebsia e Matic\u00ebs, dhe ato nuk ishin t\u00eb shumta, u p\u00ebrdor\u00ebn menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjen p\u00ebr t\u00eb rikthyer n\u00eb jet\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb gjorin, q\u00eb dukej si kufom\u00eb . Edhe koincidenca e lumtur e nd\u00ebrprerjes s\u00eb armiq\u00ebsive midis fshatar\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe trupave n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast na mori an\u00ebn ton\u00eb, fare von\u00eb gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs!, duke hequr k\u00ebshtu nga ne t\u00eb vetmin shqet\u00ebsim q\u00eb mund t\u00eb na ndante nga njeriu q\u00eb po vdiste. \u201cMos u lodhni\u201d, na tha me z\u00ebrin e tij mezi i d\u00ebgjuesh\u00ebm, shikimin e qelqt\u00eb, fytyr\u00ebn e ndezur, gjoksin e gul\u00e7uar dhe goj\u00ebn e p\u00ebrgjakur: \u201cE kam vdekjen aty brenda&#8230; dhe do ta b\u00ebj\u00eb pun\u00ebn shum\u00eb shpejt&#8230; E k\u00ebrkova me \u00e7menduri&#8230; bij\u00eb e shum\u00eb mendimeve, shum\u00eb e trishtuar ! Shum\u00eb fatkeq! por nuk munda&#8230; Nuk kam faj&#8230; dhe prandaj m\u00ebshira e Zotit do t\u00eb m\u00eb shfaj\u00ebsoj\u00eb kur ta \u00e7oj n\u00eb gjykat\u00ebn e tij&#8230; Bija ime!&#8230; Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb v\u00ebrtet nj\u00eb dhimbje pa ngush\u00ebllim p\u00ebr mua!&#8230; Vet\u00ebm!&#8230; vet\u00ebm n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb pa drejt\u00ebsi!&#8230; Dhe vet\u00ebm, sepse nuk e mendova sa duhet&#8230; kur rrezikova jet\u00ebn time sot mes plumbave me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb&#8230; Nuk e di n\u00ebse Zoti do t\u00eb m\u00eb fal\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse ka justifikim dhe arsye n\u00eb dob\u00ebsit\u00eb njer\u00ebzore&#8230; Ti q\u00eb e njeh&#8230; miku im i mir\u00eb, mos e braktis plot\u00ebsisht&#8230; Dhe ti, zoti Mata, p\u00ebrpiqu ta njoh\u00ebsh&#8230; Do ta shoh\u00ebsh se si do ta gjykosh t\u00eb denj\u00eb p\u00ebr mbrojtjen t\u00ebnde !&#8230; Le t\u00eb ket\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn nj\u00eb hije ! Zot!&#8230; E zbehta k\u00ebtu&#8230; dhe ajo nuk u kthye prej saj, ajo fatkeq\u00ebsi e papritur, e papritur dhe e tmerrshme, mallkova p\u00ebrs\u00ebri revolucionin, dhe mallkova sip\u00ebrmarrjen brutale n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kisha qen\u00eb i angazhuar qysh nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, shkaku i vdekjes s\u00eb pafat, t\u00eb pafat . N\u00eb pik\u00ebllimin e saj t\u00eb pangush\u00eblluesh\u00ebm&#8230; Vet\u00eb Matica, zakonisht kaq e ftoht\u00eb dhe e qet\u00eb, mbeti e zbeht\u00eb dhe e heshtur para asaj kufome&#8230; Un\u00eb mezi i vura re ngjarjet e mbetura t\u00eb dit\u00ebs, megjith\u00eb pjes\u00ebmarrjen aktive q\u00eb mora n\u00eb to p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pozicionit q\u00eb mbajta atje, e di se pezullimi i armiq\u00ebsive u arrit n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet negociatave midis Qeveris\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb Bordi t\u00eb Armatosur, n\u00ebn udh\u00ebheqjen e po atij m\u00ebngjesi t\u00eb Partis\u00eb dhe Mbrojtjes. Gjenerali San Miguel, zgjati vet\u00ebm disa or\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb pasdites p\u00ebrleshja shp\u00ebrtheu me eg\u00ebrsi n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha rrethet e qytetit q\u00eb un\u00eb luftova p\u00ebrs\u00ebri deri n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje; Sh\u00ebn Michael, ai b\u00ebri t\u00eb ditur, urbi et orbi, se Espartero ishte thirrur p\u00ebr t\u00eb formuar nj\u00eb ministri dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb rregulluar situat\u00ebn politike sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs n\u00eb manifestin e gjeneral\u00ebve. Pas k\u00ebsaj, trupat dhe civil\u00ebt u p\u00ebrqafuan, dhe p\u00ebr g\u00ebzimin e madh t\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve, ajo masak\u00ebr barbare mori fund; por njer\u00ebzit mbet\u00ebn t\u00eb armatosur n\u00eb barrikada, \u201cp\u00ebr \u00e7do rast&#8230;\u201d T\u00eb plagosurit u d\u00ebrguan n\u00eb spitalet fushore, kurse t\u00eb vdekurit n\u00eb varreza. I gjori Balduque! N\u00ebse u m\u00ebsua se ku n\u00eb bot\u00eb pushuan kockat e tua t\u00eb nderuara, kjo ishte p\u00ebr largpam\u00ebsin\u00eb time, p\u00ebr zellin e Matic\u00ebs dhe p\u00ebr besnik\u00ebrin\u00eb e dy burrave q\u00eb nuk e lan\u00eb trupin t\u00ebnd derisa t\u00eb sh\u00ebnuan dheun q\u00eb e mbuloi me kryq. Nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja m\u00eb p\u00ebr ty n\u00eb at\u00eb moment. P\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb duhej b\u00ebr\u00eb sa m\u00eb shpejt t\u00eb ishte e mundur t\u00eb kaloja n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb, nuk gjeta forc\u00eb n\u00eb shpirtin tim. Matica, e cila ishte m\u00eb e qet\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhe nuk ishte e lidhur me jetimin e gjor\u00eb nga t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat lidhje t\u00eb dashura q\u00eb isha un\u00eb, guxoi, si mir\u00ebsjellje ndaj meje, t&#8217;i jepte lajmin n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb mundej&#8230; Nuk doja kurr\u00eb ta d\u00ebgjoja mikun tim t\u00eb m\u00eb tregonte p\u00ebr at\u00eb takim t\u00eb dhimbsh\u00ebm. Ende nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi atje, megjith\u00ebse e di q\u00eb ishte e tmerrshme. Kur shkova p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb Carmen t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, burimet e zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj ishin thar\u00eb. Ajo nuk donte q\u00eb un\u00eb t&#8217;i thoja asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr ngjarjen. E zbeht\u00eb, e zhytur n\u00eb pik\u00ebllimin e saj, buz\u00ebqeshja i largohej nga fytyra, ajo dukej se po testonte forc\u00ebn e shpirtit t\u00eb saj p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrballuar rreziqet e vetmis\u00eb s\u00eb trisht\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. Kapitulli 26. Por n\u00ebse hidh\u00ebrimi i dikujt \u00ebmb\u00eblsohet nga ila\u00e7et e domosdoshm\u00ebris\u00eb parashikuese, dhe dhembjet m\u00eb t\u00eb mprehta t\u00eb shpirtit zbuten dhe madje fshihen nga prekja e koh\u00ebs n\u00eb marshimin e saj fatal dhe t\u00eb pandryshuesh\u00ebm, sa do t\u00eb zhduket trishtimi i shkaktuar nga t\u00eb k\u00ebqijat e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, dhe er\u00ebrat e \u00e7mendura t\u00eb kot\u00ebsis\u00eb? Nuk e harrova p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast jetimin e pafuqish\u00ebm t\u00eb Baldukut, as vdekja tragjike dhe e papritur e k\u00ebtij t\u00eb mjeri nuk m\u00eb la n\u00eb kujtes\u00eb ; por nuk u ndjeva aq e detyruar t\u00eb vajtoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb, sa n\u00eb hyrje t\u00eb der\u00ebs n\u00eb Calle de la Montera, kur, p\u00ebr shembull, Klara, pasi gllab\u00ebronte rr\u00ebfimet e shtypit p\u00ebr ngjarjet e p\u00ebrgjakshme, sapo u lejua t\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr to si t\u00eb donte, rr\u00ebfime t\u00eb mbushura me emrin tim dhe b\u00ebmat e mia, m\u00eb thoshte, duke shtypur gazet\u00ebn dhe duke m\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb zinte syt\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb skin\u00eb e saj! Dhe kur e d\u00ebgjova &#8211; Zot m\u00eb fal! &#8211; do t\u00eb kisha rrezikuar ta p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisja, vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb shihesha Pilita, nj\u00eb grua e kot\u00eb, nj\u00eb shpirt i paq\u00ebndruesh\u00ebm, pa asnj\u00eb aspirat\u00eb apo d\u00ebshir\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb figur\u00eb dekorative n\u00eb _bot\u00ebn e madhe_ dhe t\u00eb mbyllej n\u00eb budoirin e saj t\u00eb ngjeshur me arsyen e ngjeshur , t\u00eb ngjeshur me yndyr\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb ishte e ngjeshur . sepse ajo e kaloi dit\u00ebn mes zg\u00ebrdheshjeve, psher\u00ebtimave dhe padurimi f\u00ebminor, e panjohur p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 d\u00ebshir\u00ebs s\u00eb saj p\u00ebr t&#8217;u kthyer n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj, e cila, p\u00ebr mrekulli t\u00eb Zotit, nuk kishte marr\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr dhe as nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb pun\u00ebs p\u00ebr t&#8217;i b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb durueshme or\u00ebt e fundit dhe, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos menduar p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb, ajo as q\u00eb mendoi p\u00ebr vendndodhjen ende t\u00eb pasigurt t\u00eb burrit t\u00eb saj, &#8220;Por e gjith\u00eb kjo ka mbaruar tani,&#8221; m\u00eb tha nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, gjysm\u00eb e fshehur pas fansit t\u00eb saj, &#8221; Sepse nuk ka ardhur ende koha, zonja, &#8220;Esri. &#8221; &#8221; &#8220;Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb lidhje kam un\u00eb me at\u00eb njeri t\u00eb mir\u00eb?&#8221; Nuk arrita t\u00eb hyja n\u00eb kok\u00ebn e Pilit\u00ebs nj\u00eb ide kaq t\u00eb par\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme si lidhja midis siguris\u00eb s\u00eb saj personale dhe mb\u00ebrritjes s\u00eb Esparteros n\u00eb Madrid. E p\u00ebrmenda m\u00eb her\u00ebt se kur armiq\u00ebsit\u00eb midis trupave dhe njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb armatosur kishin pushuar plot\u00ebsisht, ky i fundit mbeti i armatosur n\u00eb rrug\u00eb &#8220;vet\u00ebm n\u00eb rast&#8221;; kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb si nj\u00eb garanci e famshme e b\u00ebr\u00eb nga kjo. Gjenerali do t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb Zaragoza n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. u shp\u00ebrb\u00eb n\u00eb 1843; dhe k\u00ebto korporata liberale, mezi u ribashkuan, dhe Bordi i Armatimeve, i cili, _auctoritate qua fungor_, merrej me gjith\u00e7ka me ajrin e nj\u00eb qeverie t\u00eb p\u00ebrkohshme, filloi t\u00eb funksionoj\u00eb n\u00eb sferat e tyre p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse. U tentua t\u00eb organizohej Milicia Qytetare dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ne q\u00eb ishim n\u00eb barrikada u shpall\u00ebm milic\u00eb _t\u00eb lindur. Si shef i nj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej tyre, kisha nj\u00eb pal\u00eb vija n\u00eb madh\u00ebsin\u00eb e dy diellit n\u00eb secil\u00ebn m\u00ebng\u00eb; dhe me k\u00ebto dhe b\u00ebmat e mia, t\u00eb njohura p\u00ebrmend\u00ebsh edhe nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, m\u00eb dhan\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin grad\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb batalion; dmth u vler\u00ebsova si komandant i saj. N\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, pes\u00eb reale n\u00eb dit\u00eb u caktuan p\u00ebr \u00e7do sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor t\u00eb barrikad\u00ebs, duke marr\u00eb parasysh se kishte shum\u00eb t\u00eb varf\u00ebr n\u00eb to dhe se gj\u00ebja mund t\u00eb zgjaste; Dhe ja, secili fqinj filloi t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtonte barrikad\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb vog\u00ebl n\u00eb der\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb tij dhe vendosi atje djalin e tij, mikun e tij dhe amatorin e tij, me pushk\u00ebt e tyre t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta dhe borin\u00eb e tyre t\u00eb vog\u00ebl p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse, madje edhe me shenj\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb domosdoshme n\u00eb krye, duke lexuar: _D\u00ebnim me vdekje p\u00ebr hajdutin_; k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb Madridi, brenda dy dit\u00ebsh, ishte nj\u00eb rrjet i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb barrikadash, rrjeta m\u00eb e madhe e t\u00eb cilave mezi i linte hap\u00ebsir\u00eb \u200b\u200bt\u00eb mjaftueshme roj\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb ecur p\u00ebrreth, arm\u00eb n\u00eb krah; q\u00eb heronjt\u00eb e tjer\u00eb n\u00eb detyr\u00eb t\u00eb bashk\u00ebbisedojn\u00eb n\u00eb grupe piktoreske; dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb tarif\u00ebn ushtarake _coram p\u00f3pulo_&#8230; Merre at\u00eb! Dhe k\u00ebta nd\u00ebrhyr\u00ebs ishin t\u00eb par\u00ebt q\u00eb nxor\u00ebn kapel\u00ebn gri me nj\u00eb fjongo t\u00eb gjelb\u00ebr, bluz\u00ebn dhe pantallonat e st\u00ebrvitjes; veshje q\u00eb u adoptuan, me sukses t\u00eb moderuar, si simboli i nj\u00eb heroi t\u00eb barrikad\u00ebs; Dhe ata q\u00eb e b\u00ebnin k\u00ebt\u00eb do t&#8217;i stolisnin me harqe gjethesh t\u00eb fresk\u00ebta, mbishkrime epike dhe portrete t\u00eb gjeneral\u00ebve dhe an\u00ebtar\u00ebve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb partis\u00eb revolucionare, sapo fqinj\u00ebt t\u00eb fillonin t\u00eb marshonin n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrug\u00eb, si nj\u00eb kod\u00ebr e madhe milingonash, n\u00ebp\u00ebr portat e vogla t\u00eb hapura n\u00eb trotuare. Dhe duke qen\u00eb se u b\u00ebn\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrulur dhe luftarak n\u00eb k\u00ebto shfaqje, fituan admirimin dhe respektin e popullit, nd\u00ebrsa grushti i bor\u00ebve q\u00eb kishin mbajtur barr\u00ebn gjat\u00eb tre dit\u00ebve t\u00eb pushk\u00ebve, ndoshta kaluan p\u00ebr atdhetar\u00ebt e dit\u00ebs pasardh\u00ebse. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, Espartero nuk erdhi dhe askush nuk mund t\u00eb na thoshte pse; dhe midis q\u00ebndrimit ton\u00eb skrupuloz ndaj Qeveris\u00eb, Junt\u00ebs dhe K\u00ebshillit Bashkiak, mbret\u00ebronte mosmarr\u00ebveshja m\u00eb simpatike e opinioneve. Nga kjo mosmarr\u00ebveshje lindi dob\u00ebsia dhe diskreditimi i atyre q\u00eb nuk pajtoheshin; dhe barrikadat, t\u00eb mbushura me njer\u00ebz nga t\u00eb gjitha origjinat dhe t\u00eb gjitha llojet e aspiratave, b\u00ebnin \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb donin. N\u00eb lagjet jugore, ku sundonin Miguelones dhe Puchetas, sursumcorda u pushkatuan pa gjyq. K\u00ebshtu vdiq i famsh\u00ebm Don Francisco Chico. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, turma e mir\u00eb u shfaq n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij; e t\u00ebrhoq\u00ebn zvarr\u00eb nga shtrati ku ishte shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb sexhde; e ul\u00ebn gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb zhveshur n\u00eb barel\u00eb; pastaj kap\u00ebn portierin q\u00eb i sh\u00ebrbente; e b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb ecte p\u00ebrkrah zot\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb tij; dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb procesion t\u00eb zhurmsh\u00ebm, posht\u00eb rrug\u00ebs Toledo, ata arrit\u00ebn t\u00eb gjith\u00eb s\u00eb bashku, mes val\u00ebve t\u00eb shikuesve kureshtar\u00eb dhe turmave t\u00eb t\u00ebrbuara, deri n\u00eb t\u00eb tret\u00ebn e fundit t\u00eb saj; dhe atje, n\u00eb dhjet\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit, t\u00eb burgosurit t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetur n\u00eb nj\u00eb mur, barel\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjitha&#8230; bam! Kjo ishte hera e tret\u00eb q\u00eb ata njer\u00ebz t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm kishin ekzekutuar drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb. San Miguel zbriti atje; ai u dha atyre nj\u00eb ngjitje t\u00eb vrazhd\u00eb mes disa komplimente t\u00eb domosdoshme dhe ata premtuan se do t\u00eb rregullonin rrug\u00ebn e tyre; por ata nuk ndreq\u00ebn asgj\u00eb. Un\u00eb, i cili, n\u00eb cil\u00ebsin\u00eb time si drejtues, kam pasur kontakte t\u00eb shpeshta me junt\u00ebn, e dija shum\u00eb mir\u00eb se deri n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb mase k\u00ebto dhe shfaqje t\u00eb ngjashme t\u00eb mosdisiplin\u00ebs dhe rebelimit e alarmuan at\u00eb n\u00eb rrethana kaq t\u00eb r\u00ebnda dhe gjendjen n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn u vendos nga teprime t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse jo aq publike apo aq t\u00eb zhurmshme, nuk ishin m\u00eb pak t\u00eb frikshme. Nj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto rreziqe, sipas mendimit t\u00eb junt\u00ebs, madje edhe t\u00eb thashethemeve publike, ishte nj\u00eb rreth patriotik, i cili seancat publike i mbante dit\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb teat\u00ebr; nj\u00eb klub i lindur me q\u00ebllimin e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndihmuar Junt\u00ebn n\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjen e saj t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb gjat\u00eb asaj periudhe t\u00eb rrezikshme; por shpejt u shkat\u00ebrrua nga ambicia dhe pedantria. Aq shum\u00eb u fol p\u00ebr shum\u00eb biseda q\u00eb po b\u00ebhej atje dhe kaq r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi iu kushtua z\u00ebnkave q\u00eb shp\u00ebrthyen her\u00eb pas here, dhe Ai u p\u00ebrshkrua si kurioz dhe arg\u00ebtues nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb e kishin par\u00eb, saq\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb doja ta shihja edhe un\u00eb. Nj\u00eb num\u00ebr i famsh\u00ebm, shum\u00eb progresiv drejtonte mbledhjen, ose tryez\u00ebn, ose sido q\u00eb t\u00eb quhej, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb sken\u00ebs dhe publiku mbushi kutit\u00eb dhe vendet. Vendin tim e gjeta, jo pa v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi, n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga galerit\u00eb e poshtme, shum\u00eb af\u00ebr proskeniumit. Kur hyra, pati nj\u00eb rrahje djall\u00ebzore : zilja po binte dhe publiku vrumbullonte, po, jo dhe kushedi \u00e7far\u00eb; dhe nj\u00eb qytetar k\u00ebndor, me mjek\u00ebr t\u00eb drejt\u00eb dhe me nj\u00eb pamje t\u00eb zymt\u00eb, me flok\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl shum\u00eb t\u00eb zhveshur, q\u00eb i kishte ngat\u00ebrruar gj\u00ebrat, po protestonte kund\u00ebr imponimeve t\u00eb presidenc\u00ebs dhe kund\u00ebr vet\u00eb presidenc\u00ebs dhe kund\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha presidencave n\u00eb bot\u00eb; sepse, tha ai, &#8220;Un\u00eb jam aq liberal sa nuk dua president\u00eb t\u00eb asgj\u00ebje dhe askund, pasi ku ka presidenc\u00eb, ka tirani&#8221;. V\u00ebrejtja t\u00ebrhoqi duartrokitje; zhurma u qet\u00ebsua dhe oratori p\u00ebrfitoi nga p\u00ebrgjumja p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar duke k\u00ebrkuar, duke k\u00ebrkuar, nga rojet e revolucionit fitimtar q\u00eb kur gjenerali Espartero t\u00eb hynte n\u00eb Madrid, kreun e&#8230; duhet ta \u00e7onin p\u00ebrpara tij nga Puerta de Alcal\u00e1, n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb shtize. K\u00ebshtu i \u00e7menduri pushoi dhe mbeti i fresk\u00ebt. Nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr orator u ngrit pran\u00eb meje, sepse ishte radha e tij t\u00eb fliste me radh\u00eb. Ai ishte i gjat\u00eb dhe disi i shtrir\u00eb, kostumi i tij i p\u00ebrpunuar, luksoz me rripa dhe ball\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00eb, dhe shum\u00eb i gjer\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebng\u00eb. Duke shtrir\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se gjysm\u00ebn e trupit t\u00eb tij mbi parmak\u00eb, i paraprir\u00eb nga nj\u00eb krah i madh, ai filloi me nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr nj\u00eb prelud madh\u00ebshtor me temat e konsumuara t\u00eb &#8220;pushtimeve t\u00eb kryengritjes s\u00eb lavdishme &#8220;ton\u00eb&#8221;. &#8220;gjaku bujar i venave tona, i derdhur p\u00ebr kauz\u00ebn e liris\u00eb&#8221;; \u201c tirani e p\u00ebrmbysur nga p\u00ebrpjekjet tona heroike\u201d dhe t\u00eb tjera si ato; ai tha se &#8220;revolucioni nuk mund, pa e \u00e7nderuar veten, t\u00eb d\u00ebshtonte n\u00eb synimet e tij bujare p\u00ebrpara Evrop\u00ebs s\u00eb qytet\u00ebruar, e cila po na shikonte me habi&#8221;; dhe kur mendova se gjith\u00eb ajo kumbim kumbues ishte n\u00eb duart e retorikan\u00ebve t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, ai hidhet brenda dhe shton se me rastin q\u00eb kishte shkuar nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb vizituar disa prona t\u00eb tijat &#8211; m\u00eb von\u00eb m\u00ebsova se fol\u00ebsi i m\u00ebparsh\u00ebm nuk kishte asnj\u00eb pron\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 disa kokrra t\u00eb sh\u00ebmtuara n\u00eb qaf\u00eb n\u00eb qytetin e af\u00ebrt t\u00eb Jetafe &#8211; ai e kishte par\u00eb p\u00ebr turpjen e tij t\u00eb thell\u00eb, me pik\u00ebllimin e tij t\u00eb thell\u00eb, me dhimbjen e tij liberale. \u201cnj\u00eb krijim i situat\u00ebs ogurzez\u00eb q\u00eb ishte p\u00ebrmbysur\u201d, ende nuk ishte shp\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb, \u201cp\u00ebr intrigat e dor\u00ebs s\u00eb fshehur t\u00eb reaksionit, n\u00eb d\u00ebm dhe turp t\u00eb kauz\u00ebs s\u00eb liris\u00eb\u201d. Akuza u mor parasysh, mes duartrokitjeve; dhe nj\u00eb qytetar i klas\u00ebs s\u00eb ul\u00ebt, nga nj\u00eb kuti e dyt\u00eb, e mb\u00ebshteti tem\u00ebn me shembullin e nj\u00eb zonje t\u00eb madhe q\u00eb i p\u00ebrkiste &#8220;luksit t\u00eb pamoralsh\u00ebm t\u00eb nj\u00eb manate latro&#8221;, t\u00eb zbuluar prej tij nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb pas dyzet e tet\u00eb or\u00ebsh hetimi, pran\u00eb Aranjuez, dhe e soll\u00ebn n\u00eb Madrid po at\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, &#8220;n\u00eb turp publik, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb nj\u00eb kuajsh prej nj\u00ebzet kuajsh, n\u00eb zhurm\u00eb &#8220;. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb me t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur m\u00ebsoi se zonja e arrestuar nuk ishte pengu i manatit, por nj\u00eb zonj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shum\u00eb e nderuar q\u00eb nuk kishte asnj\u00eb lidhje me t\u00eb. Por n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rast nuk kishte r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi; p\u00ebrpjekja ishte evidente dhe vullneti u d\u00ebshmua. Ai ishte i aft\u00eb ta b\u00ebnte k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr p\u00ebr kauz\u00ebn e liris\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kishte luftuar n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Paloma, dhe do t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte vigjilent nd\u00ebrsa flinin ata q\u00eb duhej ta mbronin at\u00eb . Dhe nd\u00ebrsa kapitulli mbi sh\u00ebrbimet e b\u00ebra p\u00ebr revolucionin po prekej, kreditor\u00ebt e zonj\u00ebs s\u00eb varf\u00ebr dol\u00ebn me dhjet\u00ebra, n\u00ebp\u00ebr po aq vrima. Disa mburreshin se kishin thyer deri n\u00eb kat\u00ebr kuti policie; t\u00eb tjerat i kan\u00eb hequr gishtat nga grisja e kalldr\u00ebmit p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb barrikada; t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt q\u00eb kishin thyer me duart e tyre, n\u00eb pallatin n\u00eb Calle de las Rejas, dy shandan, pes\u00eb perde dhe nj\u00eb or\u00eb muzikore; t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt se kishin goditur me shuplak\u00eb nj\u00eb punonj\u00ebs n\u00eb Puerta del Sol &#8220;t\u00eb hajdut\u00ebve t\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00eb, i cili po ikte p\u00ebr t&#8217;u fshehur, i turp\u00ebruar nga drita e liris\u00eb&#8230;&#8221; Gjithashtu doli, dhe p\u00ebrmes forumit, p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb zhurm\u00ebn edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, ishte nj\u00eb oficer i vog\u00ebl ushtrie, i cili, I prekur dhe duke belb\u00ebzuar, tha disa gj\u00ebra q\u00eb askush nuk i kuptonte; por nj\u00eb prift varri nga kapitulli n\u00eb sken\u00eb, i cili ishte nj\u00eb orator i mir\u00eb dhe jo nj\u00eb mjek i keq, e mori n\u00ebn krah dhe na tha se ky trim donte t\u00eb na tregonte, por nuk mundi, sepse ishte pushtuar nga emocionet patriotike, se duke u gjetur n\u00eb nj\u00eb post q\u00eb i ishte besuar besnik\u00ebris\u00eb dhe vigjilenc\u00ebs s\u00eb tij nga tirania ogurzez\u00eb e p\u00ebrmbysur, ai kishte tejkaluar \u00e7do gj\u00eb , sepse revolucioni i p\u00ebrmbysur gjith\u00e7ka kishte duke qen\u00eb ushtar, ai ishte liberal\u201d. Mendova se, pasi t\u00eb na thoshte k\u00ebt\u00eb, oratori do t\u00eb na k\u00ebrkonte nj\u00eb skuad\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb pushkatuar at\u00eb model kapedan\u00ebsh t\u00eb nderuar; Por ai k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb t&#8217;i jepnim gjith\u00eb dashurin\u00eb dhe gjith\u00eb entuziazmin ton\u00eb, sepse ushtar\u00ebt si ai ishin ajo q\u00eb i duheshin \u00e7\u00ebshtjes s\u00eb popullit&#8230; Shkurt, n\u00ebse mund t\u00eb them se edhe Bujesi, q\u00eb nxori gajdet nga nj\u00eb proscenium i ul\u00ebt, mbajti nj\u00eb fjalim me \u00e7eki\u00e7 e dalt\u00eb, sikur t\u00eb b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb, duke rr\u00ebfyer veprat heroike q\u00eb qytetar\u00ebt e tij i kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqijve t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb kapurit . i shtypi ata\u201d, kjo thot\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka. Ishte nj\u00eb kafaz budallenjsh, nj\u00eb ofert\u00eb e pahijshme p\u00ebr merita q\u00eb ishin ose qesharake ose nj\u00eb fyerje p\u00ebr kauz\u00ebn n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb s\u00eb cil\u00ebs po ekspozoheshin; dhe gjith\u00e7ka erdhi deri n\u00eb at\u00eb pik\u00eb, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb aq shum\u00eb kakasjeve p\u00ebr vet\u00ebmohimin dhe sakrific\u00ebn, p\u00ebr t\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar nj\u00eb kore buke q\u00eb do t\u00eb ndahej sapo t\u00eb vinte presidenti i fest\u00ebs s\u00eb re nga Zaragoza. M\u00eb nxiti neveria dhe zem\u00ebrimi; m&#8217;u vlua gjuha n\u00eb goj\u00eb dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb flisja. Ata q\u00eb ishin ulur p\u00ebrball\u00eb meje, pa dyshim p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe d\u00ebgjuar m\u00eb mir\u00eb, m\u00eb ofruan nj\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00eb \u200b\u200bq\u00eb kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. E pranova dhe kalova te parmaku q\u00eb na ndante nga oborri i lunet\u00ebs. Tashm\u00eb e kam th\u00ebn\u00eb se, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 z\u00ebrit t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm, zot\u00ebroja nj\u00eb folje t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme dhe disa cil\u00ebsi tribune natyrore jo shum\u00eb t\u00eb zakonshme. P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, n\u00eb at\u00eb moment duhet t\u00eb kem paraqitur ajrin piktoresk t\u00eb nj\u00eb kondotieri apo nj\u00eb banditi teatror. Un\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb mjek\u00ebr t\u00eb plot\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kisha lejuar t\u00eb rritej gjat\u00eb izolimit; nj\u00eb jak\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00eb t\u00eb lirshme me nj\u00eb kravat\u00eb t\u00eb lirshme pa kujdes; nj\u00eb thik\u00eb e madhe gjuetie n\u00eb belin tim, gjysm\u00eb e fshehur nga tuina gjysm\u00eb e hapur me ngjyr\u00eb hiri , n\u00eb m\u00ebng\u00ebt e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs shk\u00eblqenin shiritat e dyfisht\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb komandanti barrikade. Ai mbante n\u00eb dor\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb djatht\u00eb nj\u00eb kapel\u00eb t\u00eb madhe gri me nj\u00eb kokad\u00eb, dhe fytyra ime mbante ende shenjat e diellit p\u00ebrv\u00eblues t\u00eb atyre dit\u00ebve t\u00eb luftimeve t\u00eb ashpra. Me talente, tipare dhe zbukurime t\u00eb tilla, me pak p\u00ebrpjekje nga ana ime, suksesi nuk mund t\u00eb vihej n\u00eb dyshim n\u00eb mes t\u00eb asaj gare m\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb. Pa u ekspozuar aq shum\u00eb para tij, nj\u00eb far\u00eb m\u00ebrm\u00ebrim\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrfshiu n\u00eb \u00e7ast dhom\u00ebn, si nj\u00eb fllad vere n\u00ebp\u00ebr nj\u00eb korije t\u00eb dendur lisi, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb besoja se kisha filluar t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha objekt i kuriozitetit publik, i emocionuar nga denoncimi i dikujt q\u00eb m\u00eb njihte atje. Kjo ishte nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr garanci e suksesit t\u00eb sip\u00ebrmarrjes sime. Isha gati t\u00eb flisja kur presidenti me stilolaps n\u00eb dor\u00eb m\u00eb nd\u00ebrpreu duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cA do t\u00eb thot\u00eb qytetari q\u00eb do t\u00eb flas\u00eb, ju lutem emrin\u201d. P\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja, me nj\u00eb z\u00eb kumbues dhe me nj\u00eb gjest fodull\u00ebk: &#8220;Pedro Sanchez!&#8221; Sapo e thash\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, m\u00ebrm\u00ebrima n\u00eb dhom\u00eb u shnd\u00ebrrua menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb ul\u00ebrima entuziazmi dhe nj\u00eb duartrokitje e zhurmshme. Beteja u fitua; fusha ishte e imja. Mund t\u00eb prisja, t\u00eb plagosja dhe t\u00eb shtypja kudo q\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroja. Dhe k\u00ebshtu b\u00ebra. Un\u00eb nuk hyra n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje nga shtigjet e rrahura dhe nga dyert e njohura t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb; I sulmova me nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim t\u00eb that\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb apostrof t\u00eb past\u00ebr. U p\u00ebrballa me guxim me secilin nga ata q\u00eb kishin folur para meje; E ngula kock\u00ebn e shpimeve t\u00eb tyre vulgare n\u00eb shtyll\u00ebn e indinjat\u00ebs dhe talljes sime, sipas rastit; Un\u00eb solla thashethemet publike n\u00eb debat; I ekspozova alarmet e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb p\u00ebrball\u00eb atyre p\u00ebr\u00e7arjeve t\u00eb pamatura dhe pohova se, pas asaj q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb atje, ngjyrat me t\u00eb cilat ata q\u00eb kishin frik\u00eb se fryti i kaq shum\u00eb gjaku dhe kaq shum\u00eb sakrificash do t\u00eb humbiste nga duart e budallenjve dhe sharlatan\u00ebve m\u00eb dukeshin ende t\u00eb zbehta. Ata q\u00eb kishin folur m\u00eb par\u00eb, padyshim q\u00eb mb\u00ebshteteshin n\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetjen time kur m\u00eb pan\u00eb t\u00eb ngrihesha p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur, me fjal\u00ebt e mia q\u00eb shkaktonin habi t\u00eb theksuar, madje edhe hutim; por meqen\u00ebse ata q\u00eb nuk kishin th\u00ebn\u00eb asgj\u00eb ishin shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr ata q\u00eb ishin atje n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebs dhe emocioneve t\u00eb forta, dhe t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto dy pjes\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebn \u00e7do fund t\u00eb periudhave t\u00eb mia t\u00eb fryra dhe ting\u00eblluese me britma entuziazmi dhe duartrokitje t\u00eb fuqishme, disa prej tyre u apostrofuan, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht burri me flok\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb dhe me mjek\u00ebrr n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb. fraza, t\u00eb cilat i kapa me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi n\u00eb aj\u00ebr, sepse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb shk\u00ebmbim zjarri m\u00eb mb\u00ebshteti me t\u00eb gjitha forcat publiku, i cili gjithmon\u00eb mban an\u00ebn e atij q\u00eb flet m\u00eb fort dhe q\u00eb godet m\u00eb keq. Nganj\u00ebher\u00eb presidenti m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste n\u00eb rend dhe madje mbante an\u00ebn e kund\u00ebrshtar\u00ebve t\u00eb mi, shkaku i t\u00eb cil\u00ebve, n\u00eb nj\u00eb far\u00eb mase, ishte i tij, si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb rasti i nj\u00eb djali t\u00eb edukuar keq me \u00e7do baba pa karakter. Por un\u00eb b\u00ebra t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb me presidentin si me ata q\u00eb ishin n\u00ebn komand\u00ebn e tij; dhe m\u00eb pas duartrokitjet e turm\u00ebs ishin gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb t\u00eb forta, sepse n\u00ebse i p\u00eblqen si dy t\u00eb shohin t\u00eb rrahur t\u00eb barabart\u00eb, kur zbatohet drejt\u00ebsia, k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe m\u00eb e madhe. Ky duel me shpata tashm\u00eb kishte zgjatur shum\u00eb, sepse efekti ishte prodhuar dhe disa p\u00ebrshtypje nuk mund t\u00eb mbahen gjat\u00eb n\u00eb mendje . Ishte e nevojshme q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoja, dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoja mir\u00eb, dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb vetme, q\u00eb suksesi t\u00eb ishte i plot\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb b\u00ebja. Nj\u00eb p\u00ebrmbledhje e shkurt\u00ebr e akuzave, e mbushur mir\u00eb me ngjyra; nj\u00eb thirrje p\u00ebr viktimat e luft\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrgjakshme; nj\u00eb shfaqje e guximshme e t\u00eb drejt\u00ebs sime p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur k\u00ebshtu n\u00eb mes t\u00eb atyre mosmarr\u00ebveshjeve bizantine; dhe m\u00eb pas ky paragraf i vog\u00ebl bubullues, progresiv dhe k\u00ebrc\u00ebnues: &#8220;Revolucioni ka nj\u00eb program t\u00eb mir\u00ebp\u00ebrcaktuar, p\u00ebr triumfin e t\u00eb cilit rrug\u00ebt e Madridit u p\u00ebrlyen me gjak; ai program duhet t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushet&#8230; ai program do t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushet, edhe n\u00ebse p\u00ebr ta arritur at\u00eb duhet t\u00eb njollosen p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me gjak, duke luftuar deri n\u00eb vdekje kund\u00ebr armiqve t\u00eb rinj t\u00eb liris\u00eb ; q\u00eb e p\u00ebrqeshin at\u00eb dhe ambicioz\u00ebt q\u00eb e \u00e7nderojn\u00eb at\u00eb &#8220;Kjo finale, e dh\u00ebn\u00eb me nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr dhe e stolisur me tre goditje luftarake dhe nj\u00eb hedhje galante t\u00eb flok\u00ebve me kok\u00ebn lart, prodhoi stuhin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb t\u00eb brohoritjeve dhe duartrokitjeve t\u00eb formuara ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb zon\u00ebn e atij arti t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr. N\u00eb mes t\u00eb zhurm\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, u largova, pa u ndalur as p\u00ebr t\u00eb hedhur nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim triumfues mbi at\u00eb fush\u00eb t\u00eb mbuluar me kufoma. At\u00eb nat\u00eb dhe t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, t\u00eb gjitha gazetat dhan\u00eb rr\u00ebfime t\u00eb holl\u00ebsishme t\u00eb ngjarjes; disa riprodhuan paragraf\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb fjalimit tim. Disa m\u00eb mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebn, t\u00eb tjer\u00eb m\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtuan; por t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishin unanim n\u00eb deklarimin se fjalimi im patriotik ishte i denj\u00eb p\u00ebr koh\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb mira t\u00eb tribun\u00ebs romake. Asnj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb m\u00eb e madhe se fjalimi im u b\u00eb nga fjalimi me t\u00eb cilin, shum\u00eb shpejt m\u00eb pas, n\u00eb nj\u00eb takim n\u00eb Teatro del Oriente, Castelar u ngrit n\u00eb mbret\u00ebrin\u00eb e t\u00eb famshm\u00ebve tribunican\u00eb nga err\u00ebsira e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb. Rrethi nuk u takua m\u00eb; ajo u shpall e shp\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb dhe Junta mir\u00ebnjoh\u00ebse m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb vend n\u00eb k\u00ebshillat e saj. Por kjo, sado q\u00eb t\u00eb lajkatonte krenarin\u00eb time, nuk mjaftoi p\u00ebr t\u00eb shmangur konfliktet e r\u00ebnda q\u00eb na k\u00ebrc\u00ebnonin n\u00eb \u00e7do moment. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, Espartero mb\u00ebrriti n\u00eb Madrid; dhe ne u rreshtuam p\u00ebr ta pritur me t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur. dhe t\u00eb formohemi p\u00ebr t\u00eb parakaluar para tij t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen n\u00eb Puerta del Sol, me flamujt tan\u00eb t\u00eb kalikos dhe bagazhet tona t\u00eb larmishme; dhe m\u00eb pas p\u00ebr t&#8217;u ngritur n\u00eb barrikada kur ai b\u00ebri nj\u00eb vizit\u00eb t\u00eb sjellshme shum\u00eb prej tyre, pasionet e tyre t\u00eb liga u qet\u00ebsuan p\u00ebr gjysm\u00eb jave; dhe n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb donin t\u00eb zgjoheshin, ishte dekretuar tashm\u00eb pastrimi i rrug\u00ebve dhe kthimi n\u00eb profesionet e tyre t\u00eb zakonshme t\u00eb mij\u00ebra patriot\u00ebve, t\u00eb ngarkuar me arm\u00eb dhe municione, midis kalldr\u00ebmeve t\u00eb grumbulluara. Sa frik\u00eb kushtoi p\u00ebr t&#8217;i ndar\u00eb nga ajo loj\u00eb e rrezikshme n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kishin hyr\u00eb Un\u00eb jam m\u00ebsuar me t\u00eb! Fal\u00eb faktit q\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb loj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t&#8217;i mashtruar, tani p\u00ebr tani: ajo e Milicis\u00eb Komb\u00ebtare, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn, po t\u00eb mos ishin kaq t\u00eb guximsh\u00ebm, do t\u00eb kishin nj\u00eb disiplin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb ishin ushtar\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; nj\u00eb skllav\u00ebri n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn njer\u00ebzit e lir\u00eb , armiq t\u00eb betuar t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha llojeve t\u00eb shtypjes dhe tiranis\u00eb, akomodohen gjithmon\u00eb me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb madhe. K\u00ebshtu, lufta n\u00eb rrug\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoi me vendosjen e nj\u00eb qeverie t\u00eb rregullt; dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, n\u00ebse jo aq e zhurmshme, shum\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebse, filloi n\u00eb ministri. Lufta e fateve. Nuk do ta p\u00ebrmend sepse brenda nat\u00ebs m\u00eb dhan\u00eb nj\u00eb nga postet m\u00eb t\u00eb mira n\u00eb Ministrin\u00eb e Brendshme. Koleg\u00ebt e mi t\u00eb redaksis\u00eb ishin pran\u00eb meje, ndon\u00ebse jo aq t\u00eb rangut t\u00eb lart\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 Redondos, i cili donte t\u00eb ishte vet\u00ebm komandant i nj\u00eb batalioni nacionalist\u00ebsh. Edhe portieri dhe d\u00ebrguesit n\u00eb El Clar\u00edn u vendos\u00ebn! K\u00ebta shoq\u00ebrues, Matica dhe shok\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, u mahnit\u00ebn nga zhurma q\u00eb b\u00ebra dhe sa lart fluturova; Nuk isha, sepse gradualisht e kisha bindur veten se burrat me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb time e meritonin k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. As Klara nuk u befasua nga kjo, sepse e priste. Ajo m\u00eb tha k\u00ebt\u00eb pasi lexoi nj\u00eb grumbull gazetash, t\u00eb marra nuk e di si, q\u00eb raportonin p\u00ebr fjalimin tim; dhe kur ajo mori vesh p\u00ebr hyrjen time n\u00eb Junt\u00eb dhe kur m\u00eb caktuan n\u00eb Ministrin\u00eb e Brendshme. Asgj\u00eb nuk e habiti at\u00eb tek un\u00eb; por mbeta i habitur q\u00eb nj\u00eb grua si ajo m\u00eb besonte se isha e aft\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb dhe se larg nga t\u00eb m\u00ebrziturit n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb time t\u00eb varf\u00ebr, ajo kurr\u00eb nuk shfaqi as d\u00ebshir\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr ta l\u00ebn\u00eb at\u00eb. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, Pilita dhe Manolo, nj\u00ebri tashm\u00eb skelet dhe tjetri mumje, jepnin shenja jete vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb pyetur se kur do t\u00eb dilja prej andej. Dhe nuk guxova t\u00eb thosha &#8220;tani&#8221;, sepse megjith\u00ebse rrug\u00ebt kishin filluar t\u00eb pastroheshin dhe njer\u00ebzit u qet\u00ebsuan dhe ishin n\u00eb rregull, urrejtja p\u00ebr Valenzuel\u00ebn ishte po aq e fresk\u00ebt n\u00eb zemrat e popullat\u00ebs sa ishte n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb; dhe ishte shum\u00eb e rrezikshme t\u00eb ekspozonte di\u00e7ka aq t\u00eb af\u00ebrt me personazhin e urryer sa vet\u00eb familja e tij. Nj\u00eb ngjarje fatlume e zgjidhi k\u00ebt\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi, e cila tashm\u00eb kishte filluar t\u00eb m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonte disi. Dukesha e Pikos, e befasuar n\u00eb Madrid nga ngjarjet dhe n\u00eb komunikim me Pilit\u00ebn q\u00eb kur kjo e fundit zbuloi vendin e saj t\u00eb fshehjes sapo u \u00e7montua barrikada e par\u00eb, po p\u00ebrgatitej t\u00eb kalonte pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb ver\u00ebs n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga provincat m\u00eb t\u00eb qeta t\u00eb Veriut, ku kishte nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi elegante dhe t\u00eb pajisur mir\u00eb. &#8220;Eja me mua,&#8221; i tha Pilit\u00ebs n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin sh\u00ebnim t\u00eb parfumuar n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin shpalli vendimin e tij, &#8220;dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitojm\u00eb kur t\u00eb gjendemi s\u00eb bashku, t\u00eb lir\u00eb dhe t\u00eb ajrosur mir\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb vendstrehim paq\u00ebsor, vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb hedhje guri nga kufiri&#8221;. Pilita ma tregoi k\u00ebt\u00eb let\u00ebr dhe Klara m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi mendimin tim. Pa hezituar iu p\u00ebrgjigja se duhet ta pranonin propozimin e dukesh\u00ebs. Asgj\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb e arsyeshme apo m\u00eb e p\u00ebrshtatshme n\u00eb rrethana, as nj\u00eb vend strehimi m\u00eb i mir\u00eb nga ku t\u00eb priste fundin e politik\u00ebs s\u00eb stuhishme me qet\u00ebsi t\u00eb plot\u00eb. &#8220;A jeni i sigurt se d\u00ebshira juaj e mir\u00eb q\u00eb ne t\u00eb largohemi nga Madridi nuk po ju mashtron?&#8221; M\u00eb pyeti Klara, duke e theksuar at\u00eb fjal\u00eb me gjith\u00eb forc\u00ebn e shqiptimit t\u00eb saj t\u00eb vrullsh\u00ebm. &#8220;D\u00ebshira ime nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb mashtroj\u00eb,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, duke i shtuar t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn holl\u00ebsi t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs fjal\u00eb, vet\u00ebm n\u00ebse Klara kishte nj\u00eb kuptim t\u00eb dyfisht\u00eb; &#8220;Sepse nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb d\u00ebshira ajo q\u00eb dikton k\u00ebshill\u00ebn time, por nevoja e trishtuar, e cila nuk ka zem\u00ebr.&#8221; &#8220;Epo, kur t\u00eb duash, mama,&#8221; i tha Klara Pilit\u00ebs pasi ma ktheu komplimentin me nj\u00eb nuanc\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshjeje dhe nj\u00eb ndezje t\u00eb syve t\u00eb saj t\u00eb zinj t\u00eb tmerrsh\u00ebm. Dhe Pilita, e nervozuar, e hutuar nga g\u00ebzimi, pasi p\u00ebrqafoi Manol\u00ebn, i cili interpretoi me \u00ebndje dy pirueta dhe me z\u00eb t\u00eb ngjirur me tone t\u00eb ngjirur pak &#8220;Matre infelice&#8221; nga &#8220;El Trovador&#8221;, nj\u00eb oper\u00eb q\u00eb sapo kishte dal\u00eb premier\u00eb n\u00eb Teatro Real, iu p\u00ebrgjigj bilet\u00ebs s\u00eb shoqes; dhe aktiviteti i saj ishte i till\u00eb q\u00eb brenda or\u00ebs u organizua udh\u00ebtimi p\u00ebr tre dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb karroc\u00ebn e post\u00ebs, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn do ta prisnin jasht\u00eb Madridit p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb m\u00eb pak t\u00eb ekspozuar ndaj njohjes nga popullata. &#8220;Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb Bruksel&#8230; dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb madhe!&#8221; M\u00eb tha m\u00eb pas Pilita zbuloni gjith\u00e7ka rreth udh\u00ebtimit. &#8220;OBSH?&#8221; pyeta. &#8220;Valenzuela. Ne e m\u00ebsuam at\u00eb me mjete t\u00eb mira. Dhe ai gjithashtu di p\u00ebr ne&#8230; dhe p\u00ebr ty; dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb mir\u00ebnjoh\u00ebs, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb i vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb ke b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr familjen e tij. &#8221; &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb jepi atij kujtimet e tua,&#8221; i thash\u00eb atij budallai t\u00eb gjor\u00eb, pa m\u00eb d\u00ebgjuar vajza e saj. Kjo ndodhi n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb jav\u00ebs s\u00eb tret\u00eb t\u00eb gushtit. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, babai im ishte tashm\u00eb i vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha aventurat dhe begatit\u00eb e mia, sepse un\u00eb isha kujdesur q\u00eb t&#8217;i d\u00ebrgoja grumbuj letrash q\u00eb i p\u00ebrshkruanin qart\u00eb dhe letra n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat i tregoja at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk mund t&#8217;i tregonin, si p\u00ebr shembull sh\u00ebrbimet e mia p\u00ebr familjen e mikut t\u00eb tij t\u00eb shquar; nj\u00eb gj\u00eb q\u00eb e mbushi plakun e gjor\u00eb me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb sinqert\u00eb, admirimi i t\u00eb cilit p\u00ebr vendasin e flakt\u00eb t\u00eb La Man\u00e7\u00ebs nuk i ishte zvog\u00ebluar asnj\u00eb grim\u00eb me mizorit\u00eb q\u00eb u shkruan p\u00ebr t\u00eb, sepse i konsideronte si shpifje t\u00eb mjera zilie. Babai im ankohej q\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb m\u00ebdha q\u00eb kisha arritur, aq shum\u00eb fam\u00eb dhe kaq shum\u00eb lavdi t\u00eb arritura n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kaq t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr, kishin qen\u00eb p\u00ebr dhe n\u00eb favor t\u00eb nj\u00eb kauze kaq t\u00eb dashur p\u00ebr armiqt\u00eb e Per\u00ebndis\u00eb; sepse ky skrupull e pengoi at\u00eb t\u00eb hapte gjith\u00eb shpirtin e tij ndaj lumit t\u00eb emocioneve q\u00eb e p\u00ebrfshiu kur e gjeti veten baba t\u00eb nj\u00eb djali t\u00eb till\u00eb. Por menj\u00ebher\u00eb e pash\u00eb veten t\u00eb ngritur n\u00eb majat e fatit q\u00eb m\u00eb dhuroi; E gjeta veten me ndikim dhe ndikim n\u00eb nj\u00eb rajon kaq t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm; dhe un\u00eb, duke ditur se \u00e7far\u00eb i p\u00eblqejn\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb pjatave t\u00eb babait, i shkrova menj\u00ebher\u00eb duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb: &#8221; N\u00eb at\u00eb qytet nuk duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb m\u00eb Garcias, as ndonj\u00eb arbit\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb fateve t\u00eb tij ve\u00e7 teje&#8230; Prisni, pra, dhe prisni si t\u00eb doni, sepse ja ku jam, tani p\u00ebr tani, diktatori i gjith\u00eb krahin\u00ebs&#8221;. Q\u00eb kur lindi, zot\u00ebria i mir\u00eb nuk kishte par\u00eb gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr! Tani mund t\u00eb kollitej me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb n\u00eb vendin e tij; p\u00ebrdorni fshes\u00ebn n\u00eb tok\u00ebn ku sundonin Garc\u00edas; t\u00eb lodhet duke fshir\u00eb Garc\u00edas-in dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngritur figurat e nderuara t\u00eb stem\u00ebs s\u00eb tij fisnike dhjet\u00eb kubit\u00eb mbi prejardhjen e tij t\u00eb urryer . Dhe ai nuk ka l\u00ebn\u00eb pas dore ta b\u00ebj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb. As p\u00ebrmbaruesi nuk q\u00ebndroi n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb pas fshirjeve t\u00eb para t\u00eb fshes\u00ebs. E gjith\u00eb administrata e bashkis\u00eb u vesh me rroba t\u00eb reja, sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs s\u00eb babait, dhe ai mbeti pa post q\u00eb t\u00eb mos thuhej p\u00ebr t\u00eb se ishte i motivuar nga ambicie vulgare dhe t\u00eb \u00e7mendura. &#8220;Sa mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebtu tani!&#8221; ai m\u00eb shkroi pasi m\u00ebsova p\u00ebr pastrimin q\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb vend. &#8220;Duket se territori \u00ebsht\u00eb zgjeruar dhe se ajri \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb i mir\u00eb atje&#8230; P\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr,&#8221; p\u00ebrfundonte letra, &#8220;revolucionet jan\u00eb si shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera: jasht\u00eb kontrollit, ato korruptohen; qeverisen mir\u00eb, madje jan\u00eb t\u00eb dobishme. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb, n\u00eb parim, nuk mund t\u00eb jem kurr\u00eb revolucionar; por, p\u00ebr sa i p\u00ebrket k\u00ebtij revolucioni t\u00eb fundit, jam m\u00ebsuar ta konsideroj pun\u00ebn tuaj sot si revolucion, ndon\u00ebse sot e konsideroj pun\u00ebn tuaj si nj\u00eb prov\u00eb. me nj\u00ebfar\u00eb dashurie si e jotja&#8230; dhe nuk m\u00eb pengon. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb qiell t\u00eb g\u00ebzuesh\u00ebm dhe roz\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ylli i pasuris\u00eb sime shp\u00ebrdoronte drit\u00ebn e tij , ishte nj\u00eb re e zez\u00eb q\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb err\u00ebsonte dhe m\u00eb trishtonte kjo re , e vetme dhe e r\u00ebnduar me pik\u00ebllimin dhe r\u00ebndimin e saj Ajo nga zinxhir\u00ebt e asaj dhimbjeje t\u00eb heshtur q\u00eb e kishte kapur i ofron edhe k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e tyre n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn e ngjarjeve q\u00eb i prodhojn\u00eb ato . vigjilenc\u00eb e hapave t\u00eb doktorit, q\u00eb ngjallin shpresa, her\u00eb t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb ngjizura nga drita e zbeht\u00eb e mendimeve tona; Bisedat duken si nj\u00eb vazhdim\u00ebsi e s\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs pa humner\u00ebn e vdekjes&#8230; Por n\u00eb kujtimin e fatkeqes Carmen nuk mbeti asgj\u00eb nga kjo. Babai i saj, larg sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, plot jet\u00eb; pastaj nj\u00eb i huaj, i shqet\u00ebsuar dhe i prekur, i cili i tregon asaj nj\u00eb histori t\u00eb trishtuar masakrash t\u00eb ashpra n\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe q\u00eb n\u00eb vend q\u00eb t&#8217;i sjell\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb e pret me mall t\u00eb vdeksh\u00ebm, i jep lajmin e tmerrsh\u00ebm se nj\u00eb plumb i rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm e kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb pajet\u00eb mbi gur\u00ebt e fort\u00eb. As ngush\u00ebllimi i puthjes s\u00eb kufom\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb! Si mund t\u00eb mbahen syt\u00eb nga libri n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin jan\u00eb gdhendur kujtime t\u00eb tilla ? Si mund t\u00eb qaj\u00eb dikush kur tmerri pengon burimet e ndjenjave? K\u00ebshtu shpjegova, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet hamendjeve, q\u00ebndrimin e \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm t\u00eb Carmen; dhe e them me hamendje, sepse gruaja fatkeqe k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulte n\u00eb q\u00ebllimin e saj t\u00eb duksh\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr t\u00eb atin. Ky ishte nj\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjim i jasht\u00ebzakonsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr mua, sepse m\u00eb largoi nga e vetmja rrug\u00eb p\u00ebrmes s\u00eb cil\u00ebs mund t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja nevojat e v\u00ebrteta t\u00eb asaj sht\u00ebpie dhe t\u00eb diskutoja m\u00ebnyrat p\u00ebr t&#8217;i trajtuar ato. Un\u00eb isha i detyruar ta b\u00ebja k\u00ebt\u00eb si nga fjala ime q\u00eb i dhash\u00eb Balduque-t n\u00eb momentet e fundit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, ashtu edhe nga impulset e zemr\u00ebs sime, t\u00eb mbushura me dashuri dhe mir\u00ebnjohje t\u00eb sinqert\u00eb ndaj atyre grave fatkeqe. N\u00eb pamund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t&#8217;iu qasur \u00e7\u00ebshtjes drejtp\u00ebrdrejt, e k\u00ebrkova n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrugic\u00eb t\u00eb izoluar; por Carmen dilte gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb takuar dhe m\u00eb mbyllte rrug\u00ebn. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb, e z\u00ebn\u00eb si kurr\u00eb me qepjen e saj, ajo m\u00eb tha, duke iu p\u00ebrgjigjur disa sugjerimeve t\u00eb mia t\u00eb maskuara keq: &#8220;Kurr\u00eb puna nuk ka qen\u00eb m\u00eb e bollshme, as nuk m\u00eb ka mbajtur kaq t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb sa tani: kemi edhe para p\u00ebr t\u00eb kursyer. Kur nuk kemi nevoj\u00eb! Shihni \u00e7far\u00eb mund\u00ebsie!&#8221; Po at\u00eb dit\u00eb, teksa i thash\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb, ajo m\u00eb tha n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb lakonike dhe e trishtuar: &#8220;Nes\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb varrimi. &#8221; M\u00eb tha edhe or\u00ebn dhe kish\u00ebn dhe u largova. K\u00ebrkova p\u00ebr Matic\u00ebn; ai pranoi me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebronte n\u00eb ceremoni. Ftuam miq t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, disa sepse e kishin njohur Balduquen gjall\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb sepse kishin d\u00ebgjuar p\u00ebr vdekjen e tij tragjike. K\u00ebshtu, varri i p\u00ebrulur i ngritur n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb kish\u00ebs, nd\u00ebrsa lutjet e korit dhe altarit iu drejtuan Zotit t\u00eb M\u00ebshir\u00ebs, \u200b\u200bnuk u pa i vet\u00ebm mes kat\u00ebr qirinjve funeral. N\u00eb nj\u00eb moment, kur k\u00ebng\u00ebt pushuan, d\u00ebgjova t\u00eb qara pas meje. U ktheva dhe pash\u00eb, larg, n\u00eb hijet e nj\u00eb kisheje, dy gra t\u00eb gjunj\u00ebzuara dhe t\u00eb mbuluara n\u00eb zi. Nj\u00ebra ishte Quica, dhe un\u00eb supozova se tjetra, fytyra e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs fshihej nga velloja e madhe e mantelit t\u00eb saj, ishte Carmen. Kur ata u larguan, un\u00eb dhe Matica i prisnim te dera dhe i shoq\u00ebruam n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, vura re n\u00eb jetimin e trishtuar shenja t\u00eb nj\u00eb emocioni q\u00eb nuk e kisha par\u00eb ta zot\u00ebronte q\u00eb nga vdekja e babait t\u00eb saj. Pengesa , pa dyshim, po fillonte t&#8217;i jepte vendin sulmit t\u00eb p\u00ebrroit t\u00eb mbytur&#8230; Krijes\u00eb e gjor\u00eb!&#8230; Sapo mb\u00ebrriti n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, u zhyt n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige; t\u00eb qarat e saj e mbyt\u00ebn; syt\u00eb e saj u lag\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, duke u kthyer n\u00eb rr\u00ebke lot\u00ebsh, i dhan\u00eb shfryrje dhimbjes s\u00eb grumbulluar n\u00eb gjoks p\u00ebr kaq dit\u00eb. E lam\u00eb t\u00eb qante, sepse t\u00eb qante n\u00eb at\u00eb moment do t\u00eb ishte t\u00eb zbute hidh\u00ebrimet dhe t\u00eb kthehej n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Pasi qau shum\u00eb, sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb nga ngjarja q\u00eb i kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb qarat, filloi t\u00eb evokonte t\u00eb gjitha ato kujtime t\u00eb babait t\u00eb saj q\u00eb kishin nj\u00ebfar\u00eb lidhje me mua: mbi t\u00eb gjitha ato t\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimit ton\u00eb nga Mali dhe ato t\u00eb koh\u00ebs kur jetonim bashk\u00eb si familje. N\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn e saj mbet\u00ebn edhe detajet m\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme t\u00eb k\u00ebtyre ngjarjeve. Dhe megjith\u00ebse ajo i kujtoi me ngush\u00ebllimin e trishtuar q\u00eb ndjen nj\u00eb m\u00ebrgimtar kur mendon p\u00ebr atdheun e tij dhe njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb nuk do t&#8217;i shoh\u00eb m\u00eb, n\u00eb fund ajo foli p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra q\u00eb m\u00eb leht\u00ebsuan rrug\u00ebn drejt q\u00ebllimeve t\u00eb mia. Duke e ndjekur me men\u00e7uri, erdh\u00ebm t&#8217;i diskutonim sinqerisht dhe hapur. Pastaj m\u00eb siguroi, pa m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin aluzion p\u00ebr t\u00eb fshehur t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn nga un\u00eb, se vet\u00ebm puna e tij ishte e mjaftueshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb plot\u00ebsuar t\u00eb gjitha nevojat e saj. &#8220;Por ju mund t\u00eb s\u00ebmureni,&#8221; i tham\u00eb, &#8220;ose t\u00eb gjeni veten pa shokun tuaj besnik n\u00eb \u00e7do or\u00eb t\u00eb papritur. &#8221; &#8220;Zoti na ruajt!&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Carmen; \u201cPor n\u00ebse nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e till\u00eb do t\u00eb ndodhte, at\u00ebher\u00eb Do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb shfryt\u00ebzuar mb\u00ebshtetjen q\u00eb m\u00eb ofroni me kaq gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr . Tani p\u00ebr tani, p\u00ebrderisa nuk m\u00eb harroni; nese vini here pas here qe te me lehtesoni sadopak hallet, do te beni shume me teper se sa meritoj. \u201cDakord\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja, duke ndikuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb ton shaka q\u00eb nuk e di n\u00ebse ishte e p\u00ebrshtatshme atje; &#8220;Por me kusht q\u00eb t\u00eb mos ma fsheh\u00ebsh v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsin\u00eb e par\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn gjendesh. &#8221; &#8220;Si mund t\u00eb harroj,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo, e prekur, me shpirtin e saj t\u00eb rrahur n\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb syve t\u00eb saj, &#8220;se ti je e vetmja streh\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ka mbetur n\u00eb bot\u00eb?&#8221; Menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas k\u00ebsaj, un\u00eb dhe shoku im u larguam nga ajo sht\u00ebpi e trishtuar, t\u00eb dy t\u00eb pik\u00eblluar gjithashtu. Rrug\u00ebs diskutuam, dhe jo p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, si t\u00eb organizonim q\u00eb jetimi t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitonte materialisht nga vdekja heroike e babait t\u00eb saj n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb barrikade. &#8220;Do t\u00eb ishte e pafalshme p\u00ebr ne, dhe ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr ju, q\u00eb jeni kaq t\u00eb aft\u00eb dhe t\u00eb vlefsh\u00ebm tani, n\u00ebse nj\u00eb krijes\u00eb e till\u00eb engj\u00ebllore do t\u00eb \u00e7ohej n\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsi nga mungesa e mbrojtjes. E megjithat\u00eb un\u00eb e njihja at\u00eb vet\u00ebm nga ajo pak q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb dhe nga informacioni i paqart\u00eb q\u00eb ju kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb!&#8221; E gjith\u00eb kjo ndodhi pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e caktuar p\u00ebr udh\u00ebtimin e Klar\u00ebs me familjen e saj. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb kishim b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb arratisje t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatshme n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe, q\u00eb Pilita dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitnin bagazhin p\u00ebr t&#8217;u d\u00ebrguar, si dhe at\u00eb t\u00eb Dukesh\u00ebs del Pico, n\u00eb vendin q\u00eb ajo kishte caktuar. M\u00eb pas, t\u00eb lumtur u kthyem n\u00eb streh\u00ebn ton\u00eb, nga ku, m\u00eb mir\u00eb se nga sht\u00ebpia e tyre, ata mund t\u00eb largoheshin pa rrezikuar t\u00eb njiheshin, p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb karroc\u00ebn me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn do t\u00eb shkonin me Dukesh\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb pritur autobusin e post\u00ebs n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn p\u00ebr n\u00eb Franc\u00eb. T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto masa paraprake ishin marr\u00eb me k\u00ebshill\u00ebn time; si dhe i pajis udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt me dokumentet e nevojshme dhe lejet e sjelljes s\u00eb sigurt n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb mbrojtja zyrtare e ministrit t&#8217;i shoq\u00ebronte kudo. Mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja at\u00eb dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, dhe nuk kishte rast m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb se ky p\u00ebr ta treguar at\u00eb. Dukesha q\u00ebndronte p\u00ebrpara meje, pasi kishte shkuar p\u00ebr disa \u00e7aste me sugjerimin e Pilit\u00ebs p\u00ebr t&#8217;u konsultuar me miqt\u00eb e saj, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb u dor\u00ebzova letrat dhe i njoftova p\u00ebr vler\u00ebn e tyre. Pilita, me gjith\u00eb egoizmin e saj f\u00ebminor, m\u00eb v\u00ebshtroi me habi t\u00eb skalitur n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb suvatuar; por dukesha, nj\u00eb grua me intrig\u00eb, nj\u00eb vejush\u00eb kok\u00ebfort\u00eb, e vetmuar dhe e pavarur, q\u00eb nuk ishte e pavet\u00ebdijshme p\u00ebr thell\u00ebsin\u00eb e lidhjeve q\u00eb m\u00eb bashkonin me shoqet e saj, pasi i b\u00ebri Pilit\u00ebs nj\u00eb tundje tall\u00ebse, m\u00eb shikoi mua dhe pastaj Klar\u00ebn, me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb padukshme; por kaq keqdash\u00ebse! Klara e rezistoi mir\u00eb; por u b\u00ebra e kuqe si domate. Pas k\u00ebtij incidenti, un\u00eb shoq\u00ebrova familjen Valenzuela n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre. T\u00eb vetmet momente kur u ndam\u00eb pak nga Pilita dhe djali i saj, Klara, dhe un\u00eb, Klara p\u00ebrfitoi prej tyre p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb, me tallje magjeps\u00ebse: &#8220;Duhet r\u00ebn\u00eb dakord q\u00eb ose fama shpesh g\u00ebnjen, ose burrat e guximsh\u00ebm, t\u00eb par\u00eb nga af\u00ebr, n\u00eb biseda t\u00eb zakonshme, kan\u00eb shum\u00eb pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb admiruar. &#8221; &#8220;Pse m\u00eb thua mua?&#8221; E pyeta duke luajtur me humorin e saj. &#8220;Sepse ti, kaq e qet\u00eb mes plumbave, nuk mund t\u00eb q\u00ebndrosh e pal\u00ebkundur n\u00ebn v\u00ebshtrimin e nj\u00eb gruaje kureshtare. Sa m\u00eb e guximshme jam un\u00eb se ti! &#8221; &#8220;Efekti i disa shikimeve,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, duke e kuptuar at\u00eb, &#8220;nuk varet nga vet\u00eb temperamenti i shikimeve, por nga r\u00ebnd\u00ebsia e asaj q\u00eb zbulojn\u00eb. Prandaj, midis meje dhe teje nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebhet krahasimi i ngjarjes .&#8221; &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00ebsoj si t\u00eb supozosh,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Klara, &#8220;se nuk kam asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb fshehur nga v\u00ebshtrimi kureshtar q\u00eb t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi kaq shum\u00eb&#8230; Ne duhet t\u00eb flasim p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe shum\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht.&#8221; P\u00ebr keqardhjen time t\u00eb madhe, nd\u00ebrhyrja e paturpshme e Pilit\u00ebs nd\u00ebrpreu bised\u00ebn ton\u00eb k\u00ebtu ; nj\u00eb bised\u00eb q\u00eb mund\u00ebm ta rifillonim gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebs, aq m\u00eb pak m\u00ebngjesin tjet\u00ebr, p\u00ebr arsyet e trishtueshme t\u00eb p\u00ebrmendura m\u00eb sip\u00ebr. Nisur nga ky sfond, gjykoni n\u00ebse dy forcat mes t\u00eb cilave ishte trazuar shpirti im n\u00eb momentin e ndarjes nga Matica pran\u00eb der\u00ebs s\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime, mund t\u00eb kishin qen\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrta . Nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb, kujtimi i Carmen, i varf\u00ebr, i vet\u00ebm dhe i turp\u00ebruar; nga ana tjet\u00ebr, malli p\u00ebr t\u00eb shijuar besimet intime, p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbuluar sekretet e zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb nj\u00eb gruaje t\u00eb bukur q\u00eb tashm\u00eb peshonte kaq shum\u00eb mbi timen. Kontraste t\u00eb ve\u00e7anta t\u00eb jet\u00ebs! Kan\u00eb mbetur mezi dy or\u00eb para nisjes s\u00eb Klar\u00ebs dhe shkurt\u00ebsia e k\u00ebsaj kohe nxiti d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar gjith\u00e7ka me t\u00eb . Pasi ajo t\u00eb ishte larguar, sa e trishtuar dhe e vetmuar do t\u00eb ishte gjith\u00e7ka rreth meje! Un\u00eb pothuajse u pendova q\u00eb e k\u00ebshillova t\u00eb largohej. Kur p\u00ebrfshihen disa teka t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs, ose di\u00e7ka q\u00eb i ngjan atyre, njeriu b\u00ebhet nj\u00eb person plot\u00ebsisht egoist. U ngjita lart. E gjeta duke rregulluar disa shanse dhe funde n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn e dhom\u00ebs s\u00eb ndenjes. Ajo ishte tashm\u00eb e veshur, por pa zbukurime apo zbukurime: krejt e thjesht\u00eb, diku mes t\u00eb zbeht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb plot\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb trupi, zot\u00ebri! \u00c7far\u00eb plot\u00ebsi harmonike! \u00c7far\u00eb turgiditeti, \u00e7far\u00eb freskie! Flok\u00ebt e saj, tashm\u00eb gati p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb kapel\u00ebn rrug\u00ebs, i binin an\u00ebve n\u00eb unaza q\u00eb dridheshin sapo preknin sip\u00ebrfaqen e l\u00ebmuar e t\u00eb rrumbullak\u00ebt t\u00eb qaf\u00ebs me l\u00ebvizjen m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb kok\u00ebs; dhe \u00e7far\u00eb koke, me at\u00eb model flok\u00ebsh dhe mbi kthesat e hijshme t\u00eb atyre shpatullave helene! Pilita u mbyll n\u00eb dhom\u00eb me sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtoren q\u00eb kishte ardhur p\u00ebr t&#8217;i ndihmuar n\u00eb detyra kaq t\u00eb nd\u00ebrlikuara; Manolo ishte gjithashtu n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e tij, duke u veshur; lemza me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn shkat\u00ebrroi Verdin d\u00ebgjohej nga dhoma e ndenjjes. Klara, at\u00ebher\u00eb, ishte vet\u00ebm n\u00eb at\u00eb moment. Un\u00eb mbeta si nj\u00eb bish\u00eb duke e soditur at\u00eb. Ajo u kthye nga un\u00eb dhe tha me p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrsi, pa braktisur pun\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn punonin duart e saj prej fildishi: &#8220;Kisha filluar t\u00eb kisha frik\u00eb se do t\u00eb m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb t\u00eb them lamtumir\u00eb me post\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Zoti na ruajt!&#8221; Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja me zemr\u00ebn n\u00eb gjuh\u00eb. &#8220;Epo, le t\u00eb gjykoj\u00eb m\u00eb i d\u00ebshp\u00ebruari: Un\u00eb jam tashm\u00eb me k\u00ebmb\u00ebn time n\u00eb trung dhe nuk jemi par\u00eb q\u00eb nga mbr\u00ebm\u00eb e deri m\u00eb tani&#8230; Kjo, n\u00eb vetvete, \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka&#8230; pa llogaritur&#8221; &#8211; dhe k\u00ebtu ai ndaloi shkurtimisht, sikur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb v\u00ebmendjen e tij t&#8217;ia k\u00ebrkonte nj\u00eb hark i vog\u00ebl q\u00eb po e lidhte n\u00eb shiritin e nj\u00eb paketimi t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me dor\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn m\u00eb n\u00eb fund e vendosi n\u00eb nj\u00eb paket\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl &#8230; se n\u00eb bised\u00ebn ton\u00eb t\u00eb fundit mbeti nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje e r\u00ebnd\u00eb e pap\u00ebrfunduar. Ky aludim josh\u00ebse p\u00ebr nj\u00eb ngjarje q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb kishte dal\u00eb p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast nga kujtesa ime q\u00eb kur kishte ndodhur , shkaktoi k\u00ebrcime t\u00eb tilla n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time dhe nj\u00eb rrahje t\u00eb till\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00ebmth\u00ebt e mi, saq\u00eb mezi mund ta shpjegoja arsyen e munges\u00ebs sime t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. \u201cP\u00ebr sa i p\u00ebrket \u00e7\u00ebshtjes s\u00eb pazgjidhur mes nesh\u201d, shtova, nd\u00ebrsa k\u00ebmb\u00ebt dhe z\u00ebri m\u00eb dridheshin pak; &#8220;Sa p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb&#8230;&#8221; Dhe Klara m\u00eb nd\u00ebrpreu k\u00ebtu, pasi vuri re konfuzionin tim me bisht t\u00eb syrit, duke th\u00ebn\u00eb: &#8220;Mund t\u00eb d\u00ebshironi q\u00eb t\u00eb mos transmetohet deri n\u00eb kthimin tim&#8230; Ka shije. &#8221; &#8220;Jo, Clara, jo!&#8221; Un\u00eb pastaj b\u00ebrtita, n\u00eb pamund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb frenuar vrullin e d\u00ebshir\u00ebs sime. &#8220;Un\u00eb nuk jam nj\u00eb njeri i atij temperamenti: nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur q\u00eb shpirti im t\u00eb shijoj\u00eb nj\u00eb moment qet\u00ebsie me thumbin e nj\u00eb pasigurie t\u00eb till\u00eb. Gjykojeni vet\u00eb n\u00ebse i kam num\u00ebruar sakt\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha or\u00ebt e dit\u00ebs dhe \u00e7far\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjeje nuk do t\u00eb kisha mundur t\u00eb b\u00ebja p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos i humbur k\u00ebto momente larg sht\u00ebpis\u00eb! kthesa t\u00eb ngjashme p\u00ebr t&#8217;iu p\u00ebrgjigjur asaj; \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb \u201cpuna jon\u00eb e pap\u00ebrfunduar\u201d nuk kishte qen\u00eb aq e qart\u00eb, as nuk m\u00eb kishte v\u00ebn\u00eb aq shum\u00eb n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes sa at\u00ebher\u00eb, as nuk kishte qen\u00eb aq af\u00ebr t\u00ebrheqjes prej meje p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Teksa p\u00ebrfundoi detyr\u00ebn e thjesht\u00eb q\u00eb e kishte arg\u00ebtuar, ashtu si\u00e7 thash\u00eb fjal\u00ebn e fundit, duke l\u00ebn\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl dhe stolit\u00eb e tjera t\u00eb vendosura n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb me rregullsin\u00eb dhe kujdesin me t\u00eb cilin grat\u00eb elegante din\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tilla, ajo erdhi tek un\u00eb; dhe nd\u00ebrsa ajo l\u00ebvizi dhe m\u00eb shikoi, dhe me shamin\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb im\u00ebt n\u00eb dor\u00eb duke f\u00ebrkuar but\u00ebsisht t\u00eb dyja duart, m\u00eb tha, jo me nj\u00eb ton aq t\u00eb lart\u00eb apo aq t\u00eb fort\u00eb si zakonisht: &#8220;Hajde, at\u00ebher\u00eb! G\u00ebzohu dhe le t&#8217;i shfryt\u00ebzojm\u00eb sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb, p\u00ebr arsyen se jan\u00eb kaq t\u00eb shkurtra, n\u00ebse \u00e7\u00ebshtja t\u00eb intereson aq sa duket.&#8221; Isha pran\u00eb divanit; Klara u ul mbi t\u00eb dhe un\u00eb mekanikisht rash\u00eb pran\u00eb saj. &#8220;Mos harro,&#8221; m\u00eb tha ajo, &#8220;q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtja t\u00eb dish se cili prej nesh ka qen\u00eb m\u00eb i guximshmi n\u00eb nj\u00eb situat\u00eb t\u00eb caktuar dhe pse. Ky do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb lloj duel mes dy burrave t\u00eb guximsh\u00ebm: i shkurt\u00ebr dhe i pam\u00ebshirsh\u00ebm . \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb hyr\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb, m\u00eb mungon aft\u00ebsia q\u00eb ndoshta ke me boll\u00ebk, sepse un\u00eb nuk e b\u00ebj me p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebn time; t\u00eb vendosur dhe t\u00eb pamashtruar, dhe ne do t\u00eb dalim t\u00eb dy me pak ndryshim dhe shiko: nj\u00eb shfaqje e till\u00eb guximi, ajo q\u00eb normalisht nuk kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb, pik\u00ebrisht kur pasiguria e z\u00ebrit t\u00eb saj, zbehja e fytyr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj dhe shenja t\u00eb tjera mjaft t\u00eb dukshme, deklaruan me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb se ajo ishte e frik\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr vdekje dhe \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe m\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme: me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe m\u00eb dhunsh\u00ebm.\u201d &#8220;Ty t\u00eb takon t\u00eb fillosh,&#8221; shtoi Klara pas nj\u00eb pauze t\u00eb leht\u00eb; &#8220;Dhe ji i shkurt\u00ebr dhe konciz, p\u00ebrndryshe mund t\u00eb na nd\u00ebrpresin. Zoti im, \u00e7far\u00eb problemi ishte kjo! M&#8217;u kujtuan t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb dashuruarit pa mjek\u00ebr n\u00eb takime serioze shoq\u00ebrore dhe vall\u00ebzime t\u00eb bukura; e pash\u00eb veten ashtu si\u00e7 i kisha par\u00eb shum\u00eb her\u00eb, t\u00eb ngurt\u00eb, t\u00eb p\u00ebrlotur dhe sentimental\u00eb, duke b\u00ebr\u00eb, me devijime hiperbolike, nj\u00eb grua pompoze dhe t\u00eb turpshme me nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb turpshme, e cila u p\u00ebrlot. Buz\u00ebqeshje, n\u00eb mos i kujtova sepse isha jo m\u00eb pak i prekur, jo m\u00eb pak i ngurt\u00eb E dashura, Klara, q\u00ebndrimi i s\u00eb cil\u00ebs mund t\u00eb m\u00eb mashtronte, ishte nj\u00ebqind liga larg nga tipi i zakonsh\u00ebm i gruas, n\u00eb temperamentin e saj , madje edhe n\u00eb inteligjenc\u00ebn e saj, dhe rreziku, pra, ekzistonte, dhe me k\u00ebto p\u00ebrsiatje q\u00eb m\u00eb sulmuan me shpejt\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe madje edhe me drit\u00ebn verbuese t\u00eb vet\u00ebtim\u00ebs, i shmangesha temave M\u00eb ndoqi pam\u00ebshirsh\u00ebm dhe, duke m\u00eb shtyr\u00eb me v\u00ebshtrimin e saj, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb urt\u00eb dhe t\u00eb zbutur n\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn nga k\u00ebto p\u00ebrleshje, ajo m\u00eb lidhi, duke th\u00ebn\u00eb: &#8220;Sepse ti u skuqe dhe un\u00eb nuk e pata, mendova se isha m\u00eb e guximshme se ty nuk e kisha par\u00eb at\u00eb .&#8221; Skuqem nga v\u00ebshtrimi, por do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, duke d\u00ebshmuar se n\u00eb mua kishte aq shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbuluar , sa n\u00eb ty, \u00ebsht\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar se un\u00eb i rezistova shikimit pa u dridhur Un\u00eb e zgjidha guximin, por m\u00eb mungonte metoda, madje edhe stili p\u00ebr t\u00eb deklaruar gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tilla serioze p\u00ebr nj\u00eb grua me talent, p\u00ebr momentin \u00ebsht\u00eb po aq e af\u00ebrt me at\u00eb qesharake . &#8220;Klara,&#8221; thash\u00eb m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, duke u djersitur nga ankthi, &#8220;Ju betohem se nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb guximi q\u00eb m\u00eb mungon t\u00eb deklaroj gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb ndiej: thjesht nuk mund t\u00eb gjej nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebnaqte pa pasur frik\u00eb se piktura nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e denj\u00eb p\u00ebr tem\u00ebn, as p\u00ebr ju q\u00eb e keni frym\u00ebzuar. Ajo buz\u00ebqeshi dhe m\u00eb nd\u00ebrpreu duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cDo t\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmoj t\u00eb dal\u00ebsh nga kjo gjendje e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb&#8230; dhe, p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb Zotit, mos qesh me mua n\u00ebse gabohem n\u00eb supozimet e mia! Jo shum\u00eb koh\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, fillova t\u00eb z\u00eb nj\u00eb vend disi m\u00eb t\u00eb madh n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde nga sa i jepet zakonisht nj\u00eb miku. A \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb kjo? &#8220;&#8221;Jo&#8230;&#8221; &#8220;Sepse ti z\u00eb \u00e7do gj\u00eb, ti mbush gjith\u00e7ka,&#8221; b\u00ebrtita me nj\u00eb vrull t\u00eb till\u00eb, saq\u00eb m\u00eb dha d\u00ebnimin m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb vulosjes s\u00eb goj\u00ebs nga dora e ngroht\u00eb, aromatike dhe e but\u00eb e asaj gruaje t\u00eb pashoqe. &#8220;Kjo do t\u00eb thot\u00eb,&#8221; vazhdoi ajo, duke ulur z\u00ebrin dhe duke t\u00ebrhequr dor\u00ebn nga buz\u00ebt e mia t\u00eb dridhura, &#8220;duke folur n\u00eb spanjisht t\u00eb zakonshme, duke i quajtur gj\u00ebrat me emrin e tyre, se ti&#8230; m\u00eb do pak&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Jo!&#8221; E nd\u00ebrpreva, i dehur nga emocionet e \u00ebmbla, &#8220;por me gjith\u00eb shpirtin, me gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn time, me gjith\u00eb entuziazmin e nj\u00eb zemre q\u00eb i ndjen k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb! &#8221; &#8220;K\u00ebshtu qoft\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj Klara, &#8220;dhe aq m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb e dim\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb sekretesh po p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb zbulonte v\u00ebshtrimi i shoqes sime tek ju. Na mbetet t\u00eb dim\u00eb se tani \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, nga nj\u00eb her\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, n\u00ebse e kisha nj\u00eb her\u00eb tjet\u00ebr&#8230; por nuk do ta marr si justifikim p\u00ebr t\u00eb thyer premtimin tim\u201d. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment isha gjith\u00eb syt\u00eb, vesh\u00ebt, nervat dhe ankthi; \u00e7do gj\u00eb p\u00ebrve\u00e7 nj\u00eb njeriu n\u00eb mendjen e tij t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb; dhe \u00e7far\u00eb djalli! Rasti e k\u00ebrkoi k\u00ebt\u00eb. Dhe pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment, Manolo budalla zgjodhi t\u00eb afrohej dhe t\u00eb pyeste motr\u00ebn e tij n\u00ebse kravata pike me pika kafe do t\u00eb dukej m\u00eb mir\u00eb me kostumin e tij t\u00eb biznesit me ngjyr\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7elur sesa me at\u00eb krem \u200b\u200bgrenadine! Klara papritur u largua nga un\u00eb sapo d\u00ebgjoi hapat e t\u00eb v\u00ebllait; dhe nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjeje t\u00eb prer\u00eb i dhash\u00eb kur erdhi p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur. Klara, e cila ishte po aq e padurueshme dhe po aq e m\u00ebrzitur sa un\u00eb, e shkarkoi at\u00eb sa m\u00eb shpejt dhe me aq k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm sa mundi; por mezi kishte dal\u00eb nga dhoma kur u shfaq Pilita, e ngulitur n\u00eb all\u00e7i e copa false, lozonjare, e g\u00ebzuar, e paturpshme, si nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb i vrazhd\u00eb q\u00eb ia ka dal\u00eb. Q\u00eb nga ai moment, gjith\u00e7ka kishte zhurm\u00eb dhe l\u00ebvizje. Sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorja q\u00eb shkonte e vinte, duke mbledhur gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb merrte me vete pasi t\u00eb iknin zot\u00ebrinjt\u00eb e saj; pronarja q\u00eb ndihmoi sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtoren; sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori q\u00eb priti Manolo dhe la rrotull\u00ebn e batanijeve, shkopinjve dhe \u00e7adrave n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige; Mij\u00eb paralajm\u00ebrimet e Pilit\u00ebs p\u00ebr sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00ebt e saj, her\u00eb pas here; ngacmimi i saj i pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb i Klar\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar p\u00ebrgatitjen; thirrja e saj tek Manolo p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb; Hyrja e Manolos; nj\u00ebqind pyetjet e tij t\u00eb paturpshme; k\u00ebng\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb padurueshme e t\u00eb ul\u00ebta; shiu i komplimenteve t\u00eb rreme nga ai dhe n\u00ebna e tij p\u00ebr mua: &#8220;Sa keq q\u00eb po lan\u00eb nj\u00eb mik kaq t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer; sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte t\u00eb shkoja me ta&#8230;&#8221; Me pak fjal\u00eb, ata ishin t\u00eb paduruesh\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje shpirt\u00ebrore si e imja. aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr q\u00eb Klara, duke i k\u00ebnaqur n\u00ebn\u00ebn e saj, kishte hyr\u00eb n\u00eb dhom\u00eb dhe mua m\u00eb mungonte rekreacioni i \u00ebmb\u00ebl i shikimeve t\u00eb saj t\u00eb fshehta dhe spektakli i pranis\u00eb s\u00eb saj. Kjo zhurm\u00eb zgjati gati nj\u00eb or\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrfundoi me nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, shum\u00eb m\u00eb shurdhuese, e cila filloi sapo u b\u00eb e ditur se karroca po priste n\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Karroca ishte tashm\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb; Klara ishte larg meje dhe \u00e7\u00ebshtja ishte e pazgjidhur! Si mund ta p\u00ebrshkruaj kruajtjen, padurimin q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrpiu dhe m\u00eb \u00e7oi nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb n\u00eb tjetr\u00ebn, duke i b\u00ebr\u00eb pluhur majat e mustaqeve mes gishtave duke i p\u00ebrdredhur mekanikisht? Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, Pilita dhe Manolo nuk reshtin s\u00eb b\u00ebrtituri dhe l\u00ebvizjet. \u201cMbaro moj f\u00ebmij\u00eb!&#8230; Klara, p\u00ebr Zotin!&#8230; Karroca po pret!&#8230; \u00c7uncha po na pret!&#8230; Po b\u00ebhet von\u00eb!&#8230; Po nuk po vjen?&#8230; Po nuk po mbaron? Dhe Clara m\u00eb n\u00eb fund erdhi. Ajo mbante mbi supe nj\u00eb shall ose mantel, ose nuk e di \u00e7far\u00eb, sepse nuk kam qen\u00eb kurr\u00eb shum\u00eb e zgjuar n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e veshjes s\u00eb grave; por ishte nj\u00eb gj\u00eb shum\u00eb elegante dhe e lirshme dhe shkonte shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb veshjes s\u00eb saj; dhe nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e ballit t\u00eb saj mbulohej nga velloja e grimcuar e dob\u00ebt e garz\u00ebs s\u00eb kapel\u00ebs s\u00eb saj prej kashte, nga posht\u00eb dy rrath\u00ebt an\u00ebsor\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00eb cil\u00ebs, t\u00eb mbajtura nga nj\u00eb fjongo e gjer\u00eb e lidhur rreth fytit, unazat e saj t\u00eb zeza dukeshin jasht\u00eb, duke u dridhur dhe \u00e7al\u00eb. Ajo po rr\u00ebshqiste n\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn nga dorezat me dor\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, ende e zhveshur. Pilita, duke e par\u00eb, ishte edhe hajdute, edhe gjarp\u00ebr me zile, nga gjith\u00eb l\u00ebvizja dhe zhurma e saj, prekte gjith\u00e7ka, pastaj e ulte, e shtyu djalin e saj, e ngarkoi me di\u00e7ka, e shkarkoi menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe ia dor\u00ebzoi Klar\u00ebs; dhe at\u00eb &#8220;hajde t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb&#8221;, dhe at\u00eb &#8220;mos harro asgj\u00eb&#8221;, dhe at\u00eb &#8220;k\u00ebshtu&#8221; dhe &#8220;k\u00ebshtu&#8221;. Askush Ajo l\u00ebvizi me mjesht\u00ebri. Erdhi sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori dhe mori sendet m\u00eb voluminoze&#8230; Dhe erdhi momenti p\u00ebr t&#8217;u larguar! Nuk dija \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebja. E pash\u00eb Klar\u00ebn, e cila mbeti e patrazuar dhe m\u00eb dukej se po m\u00eb thoshte di\u00e7ka me sy; di\u00e7ka q\u00eb i p\u00ebrshtatej shum\u00eb d\u00ebshirave t\u00eb mia&#8230; ose m\u00eb mir\u00eb, u p\u00ebrpoqa ta kuptoja n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb. E v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se kur e pash\u00eb q\u00eb ajo nuk l\u00ebvizte, u b\u00ebra edhe un\u00eb si roncero. &#8220;T\u00eb gjith\u00eb, dilni jasht\u00eb,&#8221; tha ajo pastaj, &#8220;dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb shoh q\u00eb ne nuk harrojm\u00eb asgj\u00eb. &#8221; K\u00ebshtu ajo b\u00ebri t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn dhe Manol\u00ebn t\u00eb largoheshin nga dhoma&#8230; Por sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorja mbeti pran\u00eb saj. \u201cZbriste k\u00ebt\u00eb n\u00eb karroc\u00eb\u201d, i tha ajo sapo e vuri re, duke i dor\u00ebzuar&#8230; shport\u00ebn q\u00eb kishte tashm\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb. Mbet\u00ebm vet\u00ebm, vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment, n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs. Pasi u bind p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb me nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb p\u00ebrreth, ajo m\u00eb zgjati dor\u00ebn e zhveshur; Dhe me zhurm\u00ebn e z\u00ebrave t\u00eb atyre q\u00eb largoheshin p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb kalimit dredha-dredha, ajo m\u00eb tha, me d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e dyfisht\u00eb t\u00eb interesit dhe nxitimit: &#8220;Po largohem me keqardhjen q\u00eb nuk e l\u00eb Madridin t\u00eb sigurt nga rreziqe t\u00eb caktuara. K\u00ebto gj\u00ebra ende nuk jan\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar mir\u00eb. Di\u00e7ka si ajo q\u00eb ndodhi n\u00eb t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn mund t\u00eb ndodhte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb rrug\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do koh\u00eb . Zoti na ruajt\u00eb!&#8221; &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb?&#8221; E nd\u00ebrpreva, i habitur nga nj\u00eb frik\u00eb kaq e \u00e7uditshme n\u00eb at\u00eb moment. &#8220;Mjaft me k\u00ebto p\u00ebrpjekje t\u00eb pamatura&#8230;&#8221; mendova se e kuptoja dhe thash\u00eb, duke e shtypur dor\u00ebn e saj pulsuese n\u00eb nervat e mi: &#8220;M\u00eb par\u00eb, gati sa m\u00eb shtynte drejt k\u00ebtyre aventurave; dhe tani dua t\u00eb distancohem prej tyre. Pse \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, Klara? A vlen jeta ime sot m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dje?&#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebr mua, po!&#8221; ai u p\u00ebrgjigj me trim\u00ebrin\u00eb e nj\u00eb pasioni t\u00eb pazbutur; &#8220;Sepse ajo tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e imja!&#8230; Prandaj nuk dua q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb ekspozohet&#8230; prandaj k\u00ebrkoj&#8230; q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e humbisni! Kjo, e gjith\u00eb kjo, m\u00eb ra sikur t\u00eb ishte sjell\u00eb befas nga nj\u00eb stuhi; dhe m\u00eb shp\u00ebrtheu n\u00eb vesh\u00ebt e mi dhe m\u00eb ushtroi n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time t\u00eb ngjeshur dhe n\u00eb trurin tim t\u00eb trazuar, nuk mund t\u00eb gjeja fjal\u00eb t\u00eb tua, me t\u00eb cilat nuk mund t\u00eb shprehja fjal\u00ebt e tua, me t\u00eb cilat nuk mund t\u00eb shprehja fjal\u00ebt e tua. fjal\u00ebt e syve t\u00eb asaj gruaje t\u00eb parezistueshme m\u00eb mbuluan n\u00eb dridhjen e saj magjeps\u00ebse , dhe goja e saj ishte af\u00ebr meje&#8230; dhe ne u afruam edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb, sepse nj\u00eb impuls i p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt na l\u00ebvizi t\u00eb dyve dhe m\u00eb pas buz\u00ebt e mia nuk mundi t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjej me rrokjen e saj Ai u largua nga dhoma, dhe un\u00eb e ndoqa at\u00eb, i \u00e7mendur&#8230; Ajo q\u00eb dikur besoja se ishte mermer i ftoht\u00eb M\u00eb udh\u00ebhoqi, dhe dora e rast\u00ebsis\u00eb m\u00eb formoi sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs, \u200b\u200banija nuk fluturon rast\u00ebsisht , dhe masa ka nj\u00eb kall\u00ebp me t\u00eb cilin p\u00ebrshtatet dhe akomodohet nj\u00eb shtegtar endacak, i udh\u00ebhequr nga fati i mir\u00eb, dhe ai nuk e ka par\u00eb ende fundin e udh\u00ebtimit, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb tani nj\u00eb njeri i kujdessh\u00ebm dhe i paralajm\u00ebruar, i cili ndalon dhe pushon, mendon dhe konsultohet me forc\u00ebn e tij, sepse ai e di se ku po shkon, asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr nuk mund t\u00eb kishte ardhur nga ajo lamtumir\u00eb, nga rruga e zjarrt\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb kisha ndjekur P\u00ebrpjekjet do t\u00eb gjenin fundin e d\u00ebshiruar, dhe vendosa t\u00eb hidhej n\u00eb t\u00eb . idili i dashuris\u00eb sime me di\u00e7ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb se buk\u00eb dhe qep\u00eb. E p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, ishte at\u00ebher\u00eb ose kurr\u00eb. Zgjodha t\u00eb par\u00ebn; dhe q\u00eb nga ai moment, me vendosm\u00ebri t\u00eb vendosur, shtr\u00ebngova zinxhir\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin lidhur me Klar\u00ebn q\u00eb nga ndarja jon\u00eb. T\u00eb gjitha mendimet e mia tani i binden forc\u00ebs s\u00eb t\u00ebrheqjes s\u00eb saj ; rrotullohen rreth saj, shkojn\u00eb drejt saj, vijn\u00eb prej saj, ushqehen nga ngroht\u00ebsia e saj dhe ndri\u00e7ohen nga drita e saj&#8230; Megjithat\u00eb, pasioni nuk m\u00eb privoi nga dituria, ndoshta sepse kujtesa \u00ebsht\u00eb fuqia e shpirtit m\u00eb e mbrojtur nga stuhit\u00eb e zemr\u00ebs ; dhe t\u00eb ngulitura n\u00eb memorien time, nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb, ishin t\u00eb gjitha fjal\u00ebt e historis\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte treguar Matica p\u00ebr vajz\u00ebn e tormakut andaluzian dhe burrin e saj oportunist. Por \u00e7far\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb? Duke supozuar se ajo histori ishte e v\u00ebrteta e past\u00ebr, a kishte ndonj\u00eb lidhje vajza me dob\u00ebsit\u00eb e prind\u00ebrve? Dhe edhe sikur ta kisha, a do t\u00eb guxonte ajo q\u00eb e gjykoi veten si m\u00eb e pastra nga ato njolla ta b\u00ebrtiste me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb n\u00eb Puerta del Sol pa frik\u00ebn se do t\u00eb vuloset nga ndonj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi e papritur p\u00ebr t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00ebn? Nj\u00eb arsyetim t\u00eb ngjash\u00ebm, i n\u00ebnshtrova kujtimet e fresk\u00ebta t\u00eb shkaqeve mbi t\u00eb cilat bazohej urrejtja popullore ndaj Valenzuel\u00ebs. Kjo, n\u00eb lidhje me posedimin e \u00e7\u00ebshtjes. Sa i p\u00ebrket _kur_, ata precedent\u00eb m\u00eb dukeshin m\u00eb t\u00eb denj\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u konsideruar, p\u00ebr shkak se sa keq i p\u00ebrshtateshin titujve t\u00eb mi krejt t\u00eb rinj t\u00eb nj\u00eb revolucionari t\u00eb njohur. Shkrirja e t\u00eb dy mbiemrave nuk mund t\u00eb arrihej n\u00eb ato dit\u00eb pa nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb t\u00eb zhurmshme q\u00eb do t\u00eb zgjonte urrejtjet e fjetura dhe do ta ekspozonte temperamentin e fatit tim t\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb prova shum\u00eb t\u00eb ashpra dhe t\u00eb rrezikshme. Sigurisht, duke e par\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjen nga ana e mir\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb lar\u00eb m\u00ebkatet origjinale t\u00eb polaquer\u00eda, asnj\u00eb Jordan si un\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb; Por n\u00eb dyshimin p\u00ebr efikasitetin e larjes, sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte t\u00eb besohej tek disponimi i paq\u00ebndruesh\u00ebm i popullat\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb pritej q\u00eb lumi i zem\u00ebrimit t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb kanalizohej dhe t\u00eb derdhej s\u00ebrish i urt\u00eb dhe i qet\u00eb, si\u00e7 do t\u00eb ndodhte s\u00eb shpejti n\u00ebse forca e ndonj\u00eb pakujdesie apo ndonj\u00eb dob\u00ebsie e qeveris\u00eb n\u00eb pushtet nuk do ta nxiste s\u00ebrish at\u00eb? Kjo nuk mund t\u00eb flas\u00eb aq keq p\u00ebr mendjen time t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, kur k\u00ebnaqesha me reflektime t\u00eb tilla n\u00eb mes t\u00eb etheve dashurore q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrpiu&#8230; \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb m\u00eb e men\u00e7ur t\u00eb mos e kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb veten n\u00eb situat\u00ebn e k\u00ebnaqjes me to dhe shum\u00eb m\u00eb e men\u00e7ur t&#8217;i n\u00ebnshtroja s\u00ebmundjen p\u00ebrcaktuese t\u00eb rastit nj\u00eb trajtimi racional p\u00ebrpara se ta deklaroja veten mbi t\u00eb. por q\u00eb t\u00eb ndodhte e gjith\u00eb kjo, Klara duhej t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb grua si \u00e7do tjet\u00ebr, dhe un\u00eb nj\u00eb &#8220;djalosh fisnik&#8221; n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb pazareve; N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rast nuk do t\u00eb kishte ndodhur ajo q\u00eb ndodhi, as nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb binin ethet dhe as nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb mendoja se si ta kuroja. Gjendja ime ishte v\u00ebrtet e jasht\u00ebzakonshme: e jasht\u00ebzakonshme p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb papritur dhe t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme t\u00eb ngjarjeve q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin vendosur n\u00eb t\u00eb; p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs singulare t\u00eb Klar\u00ebs; p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb vet\u00eb freskis\u00eb dhe virgj\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb pasionit tim, dhe ai duhej zgjidhur n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme, dhe jo me procedurat e zakonshme n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha angazhimet q\u00eb mb\u00ebrrijn\u00eb me hapat e tyre t\u00eb matur dhe p\u00ebrshtaten me ngusht\u00ebsin\u00eb e marifeteve retorike, ose mund t\u00eb reduktohen n\u00eb llogaritje t\u00eb ftohta aritmetike. Koh\u00ebt e para t\u00eb dimrit kishin filluar t\u00eb shfaqeshin kur familja Valenzuela u kthye n\u00eb Madrid; jo n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe, por n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb larg\u00ebt. Un\u00eb e kisha k\u00ebshilluar k\u00ebt\u00eb ndryshim adrese n\u00eb q\u00ebllimin tim t\u00eb vazhduesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb hequr nga njer\u00ebzit e thjesht\u00eb \u00e7do gjurm\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb frym\u00ebzonte tundime t\u00eb liga n\u00eb or\u00ebn m\u00eb pak t\u00eb pritur. Un\u00eb vet\u00eb k\u00ebrkova dhom\u00ebn e re me k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn e Klar\u00ebs; dhe, me k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn e saj gjithashtu, drejtova pun\u00ebt mekanike t\u00eb l\u00ebvizjes. Kur e informova se do t\u00eb fillonin, &#8220;Kujdesu mir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua&#8221;, shkroi ajo, &#8220;tavolina ime e zhveshjes Louis XV, karrigia ime l\u00ebkund\u00ebse japoneze, tavolina ime e zezak\u00ebve&#8230;&#8221; Dhe k\u00ebshtu ajo shkoi, gj\u00ebja e mallkuar, duke num\u00ebruar mobiljet dhe objektet e p\u00ebrdorimit t\u00eb saj shum\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, sikur t\u00eb priste k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e band\u00ebs s\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb, q\u00eb ndjeva nj\u00eb kuriozitet t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm ose t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm. p\u00ebrshtypjet e krijuara tek nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i dashuruar nga soditja e dhom\u00ebs s\u00eb gruas q\u00eb dashuron dhe asaj me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi do t\u00eb m\u00eb detyronte t\u00eb pyesja p\u00ebr t\u00eb saj\u00ebn, n\u00eb rast se nuk m\u00eb kishte shkuar nd\u00ebrmend. Me \u00e7far\u00eb zelli t\u00eb ngjitur, madje t\u00eb paturpsh\u00ebm, e kryeva detyr\u00ebn e saj! Nuk mund t\u00eb ngopja me ato pjes\u00eb e pjes\u00eb t\u00eb ndryshme, t\u00eb panum\u00ebrta, t\u00eb bukura dhe elokuente mbi t\u00eb cilat u lejova t\u00eb shtrija duart. Vet\u00ebm t\u00eb mit\u00eb ishin t\u00eb pun\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr t&#8217;i rregulluar ato n\u00eb studimin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb re, t\u00eb zgjedhur nga Klara n\u00eb funksion t\u00eb nj\u00eb plani t\u00eb vog\u00ebl shum\u00eb kurioz q\u00eb e kisha vizatuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb let\u00ebr. Nuk e di sa mir\u00eb u solla n\u00eb at\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje, sepse pavar\u00ebsisht se i vura t\u00eb pes\u00eb shqisat e mia dhe kujtoja rregullimin e m\u00ebparsh\u00ebm t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtave gj\u00ebra, \u00e7do gj\u00eb duhej frik\u00ebsuar te nj\u00eb njeri kaq i ngath\u00ebt sa un\u00eb; por gj\u00ebja thelb\u00ebsore ishte ta b\u00ebnte at\u00eb sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs s\u00eb Klar\u00ebs ; dhe sa p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, pasha Zotin, ia dola, me prova aty p\u00ebr aty. Sepse, pavar\u00ebsisht nga t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto dhe detaje t\u00eb tjera intime, nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb e p\u00ebrputhjes s\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur t\u00eb impulseve tona t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb, nuk i thash\u00eb asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr zgjidhjen transcendentale q\u00eb kisha krijuar gjat\u00eb munges\u00ebs s\u00eb saj; jo sepse u pendova q\u00eb e formova ose nga frika se nuk do t\u00eb pranohej, por sepse ndjeva k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi duke shijuar, pik\u00eb p\u00ebr pik\u00eb, gjith\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00eblsin\u00eb e atij procesi p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb kaloja n\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb ri. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, pasuria m\u00eb ofroi prova t\u00eb m\u00ebtejshme se ajo nuk lodhej kurr\u00eb duke m\u00eb shtyr\u00eb p\u00ebrpara. Ministri i Brendsh\u00ebm, pasi theksoi prerazi nevoj\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb sjell\u00eb n\u00eb Kongres burra t\u00eb identifikuar qart\u00eb me rendin e ri t\u00eb gj\u00ebrave, me prestigj revolucionar dhe t\u00eb dashur p\u00ebr atmosfer\u00ebn popullore, m\u00eb ofroi nj\u00eb rreth, duke garantuar triumfin tim atje. E rr\u00ebfej se u tundova shum\u00eb nga oferta, por nuk m\u00eb verboi. Megjith\u00ebse kisha krijuar mendimin tim p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje, u konsultova me Klar\u00ebn. Un\u00eb tashm\u00eb jetoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb ; Un\u00eb pash\u00eb me syt\u00eb e saj dhe arsyetova me t\u00eb kuptuarit e saj dhe asgj\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente n\u00ebse nuk p\u00ebrputhej rrept\u00ebsisht me t\u00eb sajin. Sipas saj, platforma e Kongresit ishte disi m\u00eb serioze se ajo e sheshit publik. Si deputet kam qen\u00eb i detyruar, nisur nga formimi oratorik, t\u00eb marr pjes\u00eb shum\u00eb aktive n\u00eb debatet politike; dhe kishte shum\u00eb gjasa q\u00eb, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb \u00e7uditshm\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb vendit ose cil\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe aft\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtar\u00ebve t\u00eb mi, dhe mbi t\u00eb gjitha, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb munges\u00ebs s\u00eb njohjes sime t\u00eb tem\u00ebs, t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb paraqitje t\u00eb dob\u00ebt atje dhe t\u00eb shkelja dafinat e mia dhe fama e fituar mes turmave rebele, n\u00eb debatet plot pasion n\u00eb klub dhe n\u00eb qarqet e sheshit. M\u00eb von\u00eb, me nj\u00eb njohuri p\u00ebr teatrin dhe nj\u00eb kuptim m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb rolit, do t\u00eb m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb aspiroja duartrokitjet q\u00eb m\u00eb fituan talentet e mia t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme si tribun\u00eb. Pik\u00ebrisht at\u00eb q\u00eb po mendoja dhe pik\u00ebrisht at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb tha Matica t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen kur m\u00ebsoi nga goja ime se kisha refuzuar t\u00eb pranoja ofert\u00ebn e ministrit. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb se ai ishte i habitur nga tipari im i maturis\u00eb, aq i rrall\u00eb nd\u00ebr spanjoll\u00ebt e past\u00ebr, dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, nga mosha ime dhe n\u00eb rrethana t\u00eb tilla josh\u00ebse si ato q\u00eb m\u00eb rrethonin; por isha edhe m\u00eb i habitur, duke ditur forc\u00ebn e magjis\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7oi drejt p\u00ebrkushtimeve t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb pazakonta, pa asnj\u00eb shenj\u00eb rezistence ose asnj\u00eb gjurm\u00eb pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsie. K\u00ebto d\u00ebshmi t\u00eb qeta dhe t\u00eb kalitura t\u00eb interesit me t\u00eb cilin Klara e lidhi v\u00ebmendjen e saj me t\u00eb gjitha \u00e7\u00ebshtjet e mia shum\u00eb personale m\u00eb \u00e7mend\u00ebn shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se braktisjet e saj pasionante; Dhe duke qen\u00eb se nuk m\u00eb kishte mbetur asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb shijuar n\u00eb procesin e protestave t\u00eb nd\u00ebrsjella dhe besimeve intime n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat jetuam p\u00ebr nj\u00eb muaj, guxova t\u00eb deklaroja q\u00ebllimin tim t\u00eb rr\u00ebnjosur thell\u00eb transcendental me termat m\u00eb pak prozaik\u00eb dhe vulgar\u00eb q\u00eb mundesha, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ato t\u00eb ishin, n\u00eb vend t\u00eb fillimit t\u00eb that\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb kapitulli t\u00eb ri, boj\u00ebra t\u00eb paqarta, fundi i fjal\u00ebve dekorative t\u00eb fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb m\u00ebparshme. Domosdoshm\u00ebria m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb kuptoj at\u00ebher\u00eb se me nj\u00eb grua me shije kaq t\u00eb mir\u00eb si ajo, edhe n\u00ebse i ofroni at\u00eb q\u00eb ajo d\u00ebshiron, mund t\u00eb humbni gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb keni fituar n\u00eb vler\u00ebsimin e saj. Nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje stili dhe mund\u00ebsie. Oferta m\u00eb doli pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebshtu. Ajo nuk i dha as r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl; ashtu si nuk i jepet di\u00e7kaje q\u00eb pritet dhe shihet se do t\u00eb arrij\u00eb n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur. Pra, p\u00ebr t\u00eb, kjo pik\u00eb e Angazhimi yn\u00eb i dashur dukej nj\u00eb pik\u00eb dyt\u00ebsore: ai e trajtoi at\u00eb me gjakftoht\u00ebsin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe. \u201cNuk ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb mendoj p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb tani p\u00ebr tani\u201d, m\u00eb tha n\u00eb fund. Dhe pas k\u00ebsaj, ai m\u00eb dha t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat arsye q\u00eb kisha, kur m\u00eb kishte pushtuar p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb ideja, p\u00ebr shtyrjen e ekzekutimit t\u00eb saj p\u00ebrtej d\u00ebshir\u00ebs sime; madje shtoi edhe t\u00eb tjera nga respekti i past\u00ebr p\u00ebr situat\u00ebn e jasht\u00ebzakonshme dhe gjys\u00ebm vajtuese t\u00eb familjes s\u00eb tij, e cila dukej shum\u00eb e arsyeshme dhe e denj\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u konsideruar. Si p\u00ebrfundim, ai m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Ose k\u00ebto \u00e7\u00ebshtje politike do t\u00eb kthehen shpejt n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e duhur, ose do t\u00eb ikin. N\u00eb \u00e7do rast, gjykimi, n\u00ebse jo lodhja, duhet t\u00eb mbizot\u00ebroj\u00eb mbi pasionet e liga; harresa do t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb drejt\u00ebsia nuk i b\u00ebn atyre q\u00eb mungojn\u00eb; dhe n\u00ebse nuk kthehen akoma, at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb ket\u00eb ardhur pranvera , q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb stina e zogjve&#8230; &#8220;. Si e shqiptoi goja e tij k\u00ebt\u00eb fjal\u00eb dhe \u00e7far\u00eb theks i dhan\u00eb syt\u00eb, le ta pikturoj\u00eb djalli: Un\u00eb deklaroj veten t\u00eb paaft\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb, pavar\u00ebsisht sakt\u00ebsis\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ruaj n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn time p\u00ebrshtypjen elektrike q\u00eb m\u00eb ka b\u00ebr\u00eb ai kombinim djall\u00ebzor tingujsh, ndezjesh dhe keqdashjesh. Ata pak muaj q\u00eb m\u00eb ndan\u00eb nga ajo pranver\u00eb afrikane, aq e premtuar, m\u00eb dukeshin si p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsi at\u00ebher\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen i shkrova babait tim, duke i parashtruar mendimit t\u00eb tij pik\u00ebn, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb abstrakte, t\u00eb martes\u00ebs sime _t\u00eb mundshme. &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb gjendja e p\u00ebrsosur e njeriut,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai me post\u00eb kthyese, &#8220;t\u00eb flas, nuk e di n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr Frym\u00ebn e Shenjt\u00eb apo p\u00ebr nj\u00eb At t\u00eb Kish\u00ebs; por th\u00ebnia \u00ebsht\u00eb e autoritetit kompetent dhe fakti i nj\u00eb domosdoshm\u00ebrie fam\u00ebkeqe, po aq nga ligji i Per\u00ebndis\u00eb ashtu edhe nga ai i Natyr\u00ebs.&#8221; &#8220;Jam i k\u00ebnaqur q\u00eb t\u00eb shoh duke mbajtur mendimet e tua n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb kaq t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Ti tashm\u00eb je nj\u00eb njeri mjesht\u00ebr i vetes; Nuk i detyrohesh askujt p\u00ebrve\u00e7 Zotit se \u00e7far\u00eb vlen dhe \u00e7far\u00eb zot\u00ebron, pasi i ke paguar edhe v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e tu me fitime dhe shumat e metalit t\u00eb posht\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb shtyn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb filluar karrier\u00ebn t\u00ebnde ishin e v\u00ebrteta e past\u00ebr. Sa p\u00ebr mua, duke mos llogaritur t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn mir\u00ebsi , madje edhe m\u00eb pak me bujarin\u00eb q\u00eb ju keni. duke qen\u00eb babai yt , prosperiteti yt \u00ebsht\u00eb i imi, virtytet e tua rrjedhin p\u00ebrs\u00ebri mbi mua dhe lavdit\u00eb e tua shk\u00eblqejn\u00eb n\u00eb flok\u00ebt e mia t\u00eb ndershme gri &#8220;Por a e ke b\u00ebr\u00eb tashm\u00eb rast\u00ebsisht zgjedhjen t\u00ebnde? Sepse kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtja q\u00eb ju prekni, e cila zakonisht nuk diskutohet p\u00ebrve\u00e7se kur zemra \u00ebsht\u00eb e interesuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Kjo, biri im, \u00ebsht\u00eb pika m\u00eb delikate e pyetjes: men\u00e7uria e zgjedhjes s\u00eb nj\u00eb shoku. M\u00eb trego p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb.&#8221; Dhe i fola gjat\u00eb, sepse t\u00eb flisja p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhe me t\u00eb, dhe t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb, ishte arg\u00ebtimi im i pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb; Dhe p\u00ebr shkak se ai e kishte njohur at\u00eb si t\u00eb dob\u00ebsuar dhe t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb, kalova nj\u00eb faqe t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb duke e pikturuar ashtu si\u00e7 ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb, dhe gati dy t\u00eb tjera duke lavd\u00ebruar talentet dhe virtytet e saj. Kam llogaritur n\u00eb lajmet se \u00e7&#8217;mas\u00eb ishte e fort\u00eb p\u00ebr ta k\u00ebnaqur at\u00eb. por duke e ditur kaq shum\u00eb, nuk mund ta imagjinoja shkall\u00ebn e ekzaltimit q\u00eb arriti g\u00ebzimi i tij kur zbuloi se ishte n\u00eb prag t\u00eb b\u00ebhej vjeh\u00ebrr i nj\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb till\u00eb . Insinuata dashakeqe q\u00eb synonin djegien e mundshme t\u00eb Garc\u00edas-it, si p\u00ebrfundim, pyeta veten: &#8220;Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb thot\u00eb miku im i mir\u00eb dhe meritat tuaja t\u00eb larta, shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se nj\u00eb mik i shk\u00eblqyer, zot\u00ebria Don Augusto, e v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se nuk e kisha menduar t&#8217;i b\u00ebja t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi Deri at\u00ebher\u00eb, un\u00eb nuk kisha qen\u00eb asgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb mik m\u00eb i besuesh\u00ebm n\u00eb familje. atij pa menduar p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ose pa u kujdesur p\u00ebr nj\u00eb fik p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb kast\u00ebn e Valenzuelasve t\u00eb mbetur. Me kalimin e dit\u00ebve dhe tashm\u00eb shum\u00eb af\u00ebr fundit t\u00eb dimrit, me situat\u00ebn politike t\u00eb rregulluar, pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsit\u00eb popullore u ftuan dhe kur familja Valenzuela, pas disa muajsh vetmie dhe nj\u00eb jete modeste e t\u00eb qet\u00eb, doli n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb pa ngjallur kureshtjen e dyshimt\u00eb t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve q\u00eb i njihnin; kur, fal\u00eb k\u00ebsaj sjelljeje t\u00eb kujdesshme dhe disa thashethemeve q\u00eb kisha arritur t\u00eb p\u00ebrhapja me koh\u00eb, publiku mbres\u00ebl\u00ebn\u00ebs filloi t\u00eb bindej se fama e kishte shpifur t\u00eb arratisurin nga La Mancha n\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se gjysm\u00ebn e thirrjeve t\u00eb saj dhe mallkimet ndaj babait po shnd\u00ebrroheshin n\u00eb shfaqje dhembshurie p\u00ebr familjen e tij, Klara m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Tani \u00ebsht\u00eb koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb&#8221;. Kjo, sipas asaj q\u00eb ishte diskutuar n\u00eb biseda t\u00eb tjera, ishte p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushur k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn, pro formul\u00ebs, p\u00ebr t&#8217;i k\u00ebrkuar zyrtarisht dor\u00ebn e saj. Po at\u00eb dit\u00eb, me dor\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb dridhej, jo nga frika e nj\u00eb refuzimi ndaj asaj q\u00eb ishte e garantuar mir\u00eb, por sepse akti m\u00eb afroi m\u00eb pran\u00eb pranver\u00ebs, i shkrova nj\u00eb let\u00ebr personazhit t\u00eb m\u00ebrguar, me t\u00eb gjitha bukurit\u00eb, deklaratat dhe rezervat e domosdoshm\u00ebris\u00eb rigoroze n\u00eb rrethana t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj natyre. U vesha menj\u00ebher\u00eb me kujdes disi m\u00eb t\u00eb madh se zakonisht; dhe, duke e depozituar letr\u00ebn n\u00eb post\u00eb me dor\u00ebn time, shkova solemnisht p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb Pilit\u00ebn. E p\u00ebrmbusha misionin tim si nj\u00eb burr\u00eb trim dhe mbeta i habitur si kurr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb nga paq\u00ebndrueshm\u00ebria e asaj gruaje, e cila as nuk dinte ta fshihte sa pak k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi ndjente me hyrjen e nj\u00eb burri t\u00eb shoq\u00ebris\u00eb kaq t\u00eb vog\u00ebl si un\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje kaq t\u00eb l\u00ebkundur si ajo. K\u00ebshtu p\u00ebrktheva gjestet e tij t\u00eb turpshme dhe kat\u00ebr f\u00ebrsh\u00ebllimat dhe gjysm\u00ebrrok\u00ebshin me t\u00eb cilat ai iu p\u00ebrgjigj k\u00ebrkes\u00ebs sime t\u00eb sjellshme, me kok\u00ebn ulur dhe me sy t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb. Ai thirri Klar\u00ebn; e informova solemnisht p\u00ebr pretendimet e mia, sikur ata t\u00eb dy nuk i njihnin aq mir\u00eb sa un\u00eb; dhe ne ishim t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb buz\u00eb, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb thjesht\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe shikimit keqdash\u00ebs t\u00eb vajz\u00ebs kur ajo u p\u00ebrball me mua, t\u00eb loj\u00ebs komike n\u00eb at\u00eb sken\u00eb t\u00eb vetme t\u00eb drejtuar nga graviteti komik i Pilit\u00ebs. P\u00ebrgjigja e Valenzuel\u00ebs mb\u00ebrriti me post\u00eb kthimi. M\u00eb duhej ta shihja! M\u00eb foli p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka: revolucionin; padrejt\u00ebsit\u00eb e tij ndaj njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb nevojsh\u00ebm, t\u00eb drejt\u00eb dhe vet\u00ebmohues si ai; dita jo e larg\u00ebt e d\u00ebmshp\u00ebrblimeve t\u00eb m\u00ebdha; &#8220;buka e ostracizmit&#8221;; nostalgjia p\u00ebr atdheun e dashur dhe familjen e adhuruar; e politik\u00ebs s\u00eb Espartero-s dhe p\u00ebrqafimit t\u00eb O&#8217;Donnell-it&#8230; M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, ai iu p\u00ebrgjigj k\u00ebrkes\u00ebs sime, duke m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00eblqimin e k\u00ebrkuar, pasi lumturia e vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb tij varej prej saj; ai m\u00eb lutej q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdoj t\u00eb jem mbrojtja e gjith\u00eb familjes s\u00eb tij, nd\u00ebrsa ai detyrohej, nga lig\u00ebsia e njer\u00ebzve, t\u00eb r\u00ebnkonte, i varf\u00ebr dhe i shpifur, n\u00eb nj\u00eb tok\u00eb t\u00eb huaj t\u00eb larg\u00ebt; dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndar\u00eb me mua pesh\u00ebn e barr\u00ebs q\u00eb m\u00eb vuri mbi supe, e priste me shum\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi&#8230; bekimin e tij at\u00ebror. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb, \u00e7\u00ebshtja u mbyll p\u00ebrfundimisht po at\u00eb nat\u00eb dhe dasma u organizua p\u00ebr dit\u00ebt e para t\u00eb majit; por pa zhurm\u00eb e p\u00ebrbuzje, n\u00eb intimitetin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, sikur t\u00eb mos kishte ndodhur asgj\u00eb e jasht\u00ebzakonshme. As, e k\u00ebshilluar nga un\u00eb, domosdoshm\u00ebria nuk do t&#8217;i kishte rregulluar k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra m\u00eb shum\u00eb sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs s\u00eb mia. Dhe n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb shkonte si\u00e7 ishte planifikuar n\u00eb momente t\u00eb tilla fatlume, t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen Kortesa votoi nj\u00eb pension p\u00ebr vajz\u00ebn jetime t\u00eb Don Seraf\u00edn Balduque, &#8220;nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor veteran i vendit, i ndjekur gjat\u00eb karrier\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb gjat\u00eb nga pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsit\u00eb dhe padrejt\u00ebsit\u00eb e tiran\u00ebve dhe q\u00eb vdiq heroikisht mbi nj\u00eb barrikad\u00eb, duke shpallur me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb kauz\u00ebn e drejt\u00eb t\u00eb shpalljes s\u00eb drejt\u00eb&#8221;. Kjo ishte tema e ofruar nga un\u00eb, n\u00eb marr\u00ebveshje me ministrin, e fjalimit me t\u00eb cilin fitoi \u00e7\u00ebshtjen deputeti me mushk\u00ebrit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mira q\u00eb gjet\u00ebm n\u00eb mazhoranc\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu projektligji u votua pa asnj\u00eb penges\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. Po at\u00eb dit\u00eb zgjodha t\u00eb ndaja n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb konfidenciale lajmin e martes\u00ebs sime me miqt\u00eb e mi m\u00eb t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb. Kam planifikuar t\u00eb filloj Carmen. \u00c7far\u00eb rasti i p\u00ebrshtatsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t&#8217;i sjell\u00eb asaj lajmin p\u00ebr rezolut\u00ebn e arritur nga Korte! Dy g\u00ebzime nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjorin! Ajo kishte d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimisht nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr to; sepse edhe pse ajo buz\u00ebqeshte her\u00eb pas here kur fliste me mua, kjo ishte nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se ajo ishte \u00e7liruar nga barra e pik\u00ebllimit, se po m\u00ebsohej me t\u00eb. Shkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj. Nga frika se propozimi i pensionit do t\u00eb d\u00ebshtonte, nuk i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Lajmi, at\u00ebher\u00eb, do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb surpriz\u00eb shum\u00eb e k\u00ebndshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi duke e marr\u00eb n\u00eb konsiderat\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, i thash\u00eb kur ajo hyri: &#8220;Sot \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ngjarjesh t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, Carmen&#8221;. Dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb i tregova p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb i interesonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Prezumimet e mia nuk m\u00eb kishin mashtruar: lajmi i solli asaj g\u00ebzimin e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; Ndjeva g\u00ebzimin e saj m\u00eb t\u00eb madh kur e vura re. Quica, e cila ishte e pranishme, e p\u00ebrqafoi at\u00eb, duke u fryr\u00eb dhe duke nuhatur lot\u00ebt. M\u00eb pas, Carmen m\u00eb pyeti: &#8220;Dhe pse m\u00eb kujtoi Kongresi?&#8221; \u201cSepse&#8230; sepse e ka dashur Zoti\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja. &#8220;E v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,&#8221; ia ktheu ajo; &#8220;Por ai duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb p\u00ebrdorur dik\u00eb k\u00ebtu posht\u00eb&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Me sa duket, por \u00e7far\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsie ka kjo? &#8221; &#8220;Shum\u00eb!&#8221; ajo u p\u00ebrgjigj me vendosm\u00ebri; dhe ajo shtoi, duke m\u00eb par\u00eb me nj\u00eb guxim t\u00eb pazakont\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb: &#8220;Pse duhet ta privoj veten nga k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia e t\u00eb ditur se je ti q\u00eb m\u00eb ke b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim kaq t\u00eb madh? &#8221; &#8220;Sepse kjo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb plot\u00ebsisht e v\u00ebrteta,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja. \u201c\u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb ia rekomandova k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje deputetit q\u00eb merrej me ju n\u00eb Korte dhe se kisha marr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb miratimin e ministrit dhe se&#8230;\u201d Por, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, ai rekurs ishte nj\u00eb nd\u00ebr shum\u00eb t\u00eb propozuara nga disa miq t\u00eb mi dhe t\u00eb tu, t\u00eb animuar nga t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat synime si un\u00eb. Pra, nuk jam vet\u00ebm un\u00eb q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb fal\u00ebnderoni p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb kompensim t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb ankesave q\u00eb i detyrohet nga shteti nj\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori po aq t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr, t\u00eb denj\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shp\u00ebrblyer keq si Don Seraf\u00edn i varf\u00ebr. Meqen\u00ebse e vura re se ajo arg\u00ebtohej shum\u00eb duke folur p\u00ebr k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra, vazhdova bised\u00ebn derisa e shterova materialin. Pastaj, duke llogaritur n\u00eb faktin se do t&#8217;i siguroja asaj nj\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb re, &#8220;Epo,&#8221; thash\u00eb, &#8220;lajmi i dyt\u00eb i dit\u00ebs&#8221;. Dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb pas i dhash\u00eb, tro\u00e7, at\u00eb t\u00eb martes\u00ebs sime. Ai pati t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin efekt tek ajo si shp\u00ebrthimi i papritur i nj\u00eb bombe: nj\u00eb dridhje konvulsive nga koka te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt; nj\u00eb zbehje e papritur e fytyr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj; syt\u00eb e saj , diku mes habis\u00eb dhe tmerrit. E kuptova se nj\u00eb sulm fatal po i vinte dhe pash\u00eb Quic\u00ebn i alarmuar. Ajo ishte m\u00eb e keqe se zonja e saj: goja, vrimat e hund\u00ebs, syt\u00eb&#8230; \u00e7do pjes\u00eb e fytyr\u00ebs i ishte fryr\u00eb befas, dhe l\u00ebvizte, dhe t\u00ebrhiqeshin s\u00eb bashku, dhe u ndan\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, u tkurr\u00ebn dhe u ngrit, si nj\u00eb fshik\u00ebz gjysm\u00eb e mbushur n\u00eb duart e nj\u00eb f\u00ebmije; derisa, n\u00ebn presionin e dy d\u00ebnesave histerike, nga syt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl t\u00eb rrudhur dol\u00ebn p\u00ebrrenj dhe e gjith\u00eb fytyra e saj ishte nj\u00eb pellg lot\u00ebsh. P\u00ebr nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje g\u00ebzimi, gjith\u00e7ka m\u00eb dukej e tep\u00ebrt. Pash\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Carmen dhe e gjeta at\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb. &#8220;Ajo vajz\u00eb budallaqe,&#8221; m\u00eb tha ajo me nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb pasigurt, &#8220;shnd\u00ebrron gjith\u00e7ka n\u00eb lot: g\u00ebzimi ka t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin efekt mbi t\u00eb si trishtimi. &#8221; Isha gati t&#8217;i thosha: &#8220;Jo, ato karakteristika as te ti nuk ndryshojn\u00eb shum\u00eb .&#8221; Dhe duke qen\u00eb se ai u kap pas tallasheve t\u00eb Quic\u00ebs me kok\u00ebfort\u00ebsin\u00eb fam\u00ebkeqe si tem\u00eb e bised\u00ebs son\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr dhe as q\u00eb i shkoi mendja t\u00eb m\u00eb pyeste me k\u00eb po martohesha, nuk u p\u00ebrpoqa ta drejtoja bised\u00ebn n\u00eb at\u00eb drejtim; dhe u largova shum\u00eb shpejt, pak i inatosur q\u00eb lajmi i nj\u00eb ngjarjeje q\u00eb m\u00eb interesoi aq shum\u00eb ishte pritur me kaq indiferenc\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Lajmi ishte n\u00eb nj\u00eb humor t\u00eb keq at\u00eb dit\u00eb. Pasi ia dhash\u00eb Carmenit, ia dhash\u00eb Matic\u00ebs; dhe ai gjithashtu mbeti i shtangur kur m\u00ebsoi se me k\u00eb po martohesha. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb se tmerret q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte treguar p\u00ebr gjith\u00eb t\u00eb fejuar\u00ebn time mund t\u00eb shpjegonin habin\u00eb dhe habin\u00eb e k\u00ebtij shoku ; por edhe k\u00ebshtu, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb lig\u00ebsis\u00eb, talentit dhe burimeve t\u00eb Matic\u00ebs, edhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb situat\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb se ajo q\u00eb e kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb me lajmin, habia e tij ishte e tep\u00ebrt . &#8220;Ah!&#8221; N\u00ebse do ta njihnit m\u00eb mir\u00eb Klar\u00ebn, sa ndryshe do t\u00eb vepronit! Mendova teksa ecja drejt sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb saj. Dhe kjo m\u00eb qet\u00ebsoi. Kam pasur nj\u00eb debat t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb me Redondon, p\u00ebr gazet\u00ebn e t\u00eb cilit kam shkruar shpesh artikuj politik\u00eb ; sepse urrejtja e tij sektare ndaj armiqve t\u00eb liris\u00eb, dhe ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht ndaj Valenzuel\u00ebs, u shtri n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb paepur p\u00ebrtej brezit t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt t\u00eb atyre q\u00eb urreheshin dhe gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb u p\u00ebrkiste atyre. Ai m\u00eb tha shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb turpshme n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje t\u00eb lajmit q\u00eb ia dhash\u00eb n\u00eb konfidenc\u00eb. Ministri u trondit; por ai, si shok\u00ebt q\u00eb u dhash\u00eb fshehurazi lajmin, e gjeti justifikimin e rastit n\u00eb ngjarjet romantike n\u00eb fjal\u00eb, t\u00eb njohura n\u00eb Madrid dhe n\u00eb bukurin\u00eb e famshme, t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme t\u00eb heroin\u00ebs. Bashkatdhetar\u00ebt e mi, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk kisha jetuar q\u00eb kur u b\u00ebra nj\u00eb zyrtar i lart\u00eb i kombit, e kap\u00ebn vet\u00ebm k\u00ebt\u00eb fakt p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb derdhur me urime. Nj\u00ebri prej tyre e njohu me shikim dhe e prezantoi menj\u00ebher\u00eb me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt n\u00eb nj\u00eb portret q\u00eb u b\u00ebri me kat\u00ebr fjali (mbi zjarr) dhe gjysm\u00eb duzin\u00eb goditjesh shpreh\u00ebse n\u00eb aj\u00ebr, me t\u00eb dyja duart n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb. Ata t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e deklaruan veten si polak\u00eb t\u00eb vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb Valenzuel\u00ebs. Kjo ndodhi pas dark\u00ebs dhe madje edhe shenjtori mbrojt\u00ebs i qytetit erdhi p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb dolli p\u00ebr nx\u00ebn\u00ebsen e saj t\u00eb bukur. Un\u00eb pagova p\u00ebr arg\u00ebtimin dhe arg\u00ebtimi zgjati p\u00ebr shum\u00eb or\u00eb. Nj\u00eb teolog mb\u00ebrriti koh\u00ebt e fundit nga seminari n\u00eb Toledo, ku aktualisht studionte si nj\u00eb prift shembullor dhe nj\u00eb orator i shenjt\u00eb m\u00eb elokuent, n\u00ebn tingujt e mandolin\u00ebs, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai e luante n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb admirueshme, improvizoi disa haleluja epitalamike n\u00eb stilin malor &#8220;callealtero&#8221;, t\u00eb cilat ishin p\u00ebrfundimi m\u00eb i lezetsh\u00ebm dhe i g\u00ebzuesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr at\u00eb fest\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m&#8217;u betuan q\u00eb ta mbaj sekret lajmin; dhe _secili nga ana e tij_, si\u00e7 tha nj\u00ebri nga t\u00eb pranishmit kur u ndam\u00eb, dhe ende thot\u00eb n\u00eb raste t\u00eb ngjashme; nj\u00eb i ri q\u00eb aspironte at\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhej farmacist n\u00eb nj\u00eb farmaci n\u00eb Prince Street; m\u00eb von\u00eb nj\u00eb zgjidh\u00ebs i mosmarr\u00ebveshjeve nd\u00ebrkomb\u00ebtare n\u00eb Marok; sot nj\u00eb noter pothuajse i vjet\u00ebr n\u00eb qytetin e af\u00ebrt, dhe babai fatlum i nuk e di sa foshnja. Sekretin e martes\u00ebs sime t\u00eb rregulluar ua besova pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb se k\u00ebtyre dhe atyre miqve dhe shok\u00ebve . Me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat masa paraprake e kishte shpallur babai im n\u00eb Mal. Shenjtori m\u00eb shkroi duke vajtuar se nuk mund t\u00eb merrte pjes\u00eb personalisht, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb mosh\u00ebs s\u00eb shtyr\u00eb dhe udh\u00ebtimit t\u00eb mundimsh\u00ebm; dhe un\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kisha propozuar, jo nga harresa apo nga mungesa e d\u00ebshir\u00ebs p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb pran\u00eb meje, por nga dyshimet e bazuara t\u00eb nj\u00eb lloji tjet\u00ebr, dyshova se ai po e thoshte k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb bindur mua. K\u00ebrkova me maturi mendimin e Klar\u00ebs dhe m\u00ebsova, nga shenjat, se ishte n\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtim me timin. Zbulimi m\u00eb shkaktoi pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb thell\u00eb . Ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb as babai i saj nuk do t\u00eb ishte i pranish\u00ebm dhe se ceremonia duhej t\u00eb b\u00ebhej me maturin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb mundshme; por nuk i fola vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb tij p\u00ebr Valenzuel\u00ebn me shk\u00ebputjen dhe ftoht\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb kishte Klara kur p\u00ebrmendte n\u00ebn z\u00eb, zot\u00ebrin\u00eb e gjor\u00eb q\u00eb shqet\u00ebsohej d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimisht p\u00ebr t\u00eb. \u201cNj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje temperamenti; mbetje t\u00eb oborrit\u201d, do t\u00eb thosha me vete. Dhe k\u00ebshtu un\u00eb i dhash\u00eb gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb papritmas nuk m\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebn dhe q\u00eb vazhduan t\u00eb bolleshin n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, aspektin m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr verb\u00ebrin\u00eb e pasionit tim. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, dit\u00ebt kalonin, dhe un\u00eb shikoja, i heshtur dhe i elektrizuar, sesi dollapi m\u00eb i gjer\u00eb i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb po rinovohej plot\u00ebsisht dhe se si mobiliet dhe gj\u00ebrat e bukura q\u00eb mund t&#8217;i quaja &#8220;mashkullore&#8221; dhe &#8220;fem\u00ebrore&#8221;, po nd\u00ebrthureshin e nd\u00ebrthureshin me disa t\u00eb tjera, m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme, t\u00eb sjellshme &#8220;t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebta p\u00ebr dy&#8221;. Do t\u00eb rishikoja \u00e7do dit\u00eb dhuratat q\u00eb shoqet dhe miqt\u00eb e Klar\u00ebs i kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb asaj; Un\u00eb do t&#8217;i tregoja ato q\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb, t\u00eb cilat nuk ishin t\u00eb shumta, dhe do t&#8217;i jepnim nj\u00ebri-tjetrit \u00e7do xhevahir dhe shum\u00eb shikime e shum\u00eb premtime, secili n\u00eb stilin e tij: Un\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb i p\u00ebrfolur dhe i pasionuar; ajo e qet\u00eb dhe e ftoht\u00eb, por duke goditur notat e duhura si stralli&#8230; Dhe k\u00ebshtu prilli mbaroi gradualisht; dhe maji filloi me lulet dhe zogjt\u00eb e tij&#8230; dhe folet\u00eb e tij. Dhe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb Klara m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb i yni&#8221;, duke m\u00eb treguar thell\u00ebsit\u00eb e dollapit t\u00eb sapop\u00ebrgatitur, nj\u00eb fole t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb dashurie, mes qemereve me gjethe misterioze. Dhe po at\u00eb nat\u00eb shk\u00ebmbeva ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb but\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb saj pambuku, vetmit\u00eb shterp\u00eb dhe t\u00eb ftohtin e plazheve t\u00eb mi t\u00eb beqar\u00ebve. Kapitulli 29. Mes nj\u00ebmij\u00eb arsyesh t\u00eb tjera, sepse fati q\u00eb p\u00ebrmbush k\u00ebtu e ka n\u00eb pragun tim, si t\u00eb thuash; \u00ebsht\u00eb komode, pa asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi p\u00ebr mua&#8230; &#8211;\u00cbsht\u00eb gjithashtu e err\u00ebt. &#8211;Nj\u00eb arsye tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb favor t\u00eb tij: askush nuk e v\u00ebren, as un\u00eb, as ti&#8230; &#8211;Po, nga fshehja, nga mbyllja, sikur t\u00eb kishim grabitur dyqanin n\u00eb qoshe!&#8230; Bir, edhe njeriu lodhet nga nj\u00eb rob\u00ebri kaq e gjat\u00eb dhe ka mall p\u00ebr aj\u00ebr t\u00eb past\u00ebr e l\u00ebvizje&#8230; dhe shoq\u00ebri! &#8211;Epo, pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebsaj izolimi ju detyroheni qet\u00ebsin\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn jetoni n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb. L\u00ebreni at\u00eb papritmas dhe gruaja ime shfaqet n\u00eb rreshtin e par\u00eb duke shfaqur shk\u00eblqimin e zyr\u00ebs s\u00eb burrit t\u00eb saj dhe kurioziteti publik do t\u00eb ngacmohet; dhe disa do t\u00eb thon\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb zi; dhe ajo q\u00eb u harrua do t\u00eb rishfaqet&#8230; &#8211;N\u00eb krahina?&#8230; I pafajsh\u00ebm! \u201cN\u00eb provinca, zonj\u00eb, k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra merren m\u00eb seriozisht se n\u00eb Madrid&#8230; Ve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, un\u00eb nuk kuptoj asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr rolin q\u00eb do t\u00eb pritej t\u00eb luaja at\u00ebher\u00eb; m\u00eb mungon p\u00ebrvoja, jam e sapoardhur n\u00eb fush\u00ebn e politik\u00ebs&#8230; dhe m\u00eb pas \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb profesion i shtrenjt\u00eb: k\u00ebrkon nj\u00eb ekspozim q\u00eb nuk i p\u00ebrshtatet rrog\u00ebs q\u00eb japin p\u00ebr t\u00eb&#8230; \u201d \u201cEdhe un\u00eb, o zonj\u00eb, po shto, o bir! nuk e di se paraja ka vetin\u00eb t\u00eb shtrihet n\u00eb qejf dhe pa t\u00eb, nuk di asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar pa marifete dhe me qet\u00ebsi . M\u00eb krahaso me \u2018gruan e nj\u00eb punonj\u00ebsi t\u00eb Ministris\u00eb s\u00eb Brendshme\u2019 dhe n\u00ebse nuk e sheh ndryshimin, po t\u00eb them, nuk je gjakatar\u201d. &#8211;Epo, pik\u00ebrisht sepse e kam dhe e shoh at\u00eb ndryshim, mendoj ashtu si\u00e7 mendoj. &#8212; Dhe un\u00eb ju them! Kryeqytet me port detar; dhe vera po afron, me nj\u00eb vap\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb na vras\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb Madrid t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb! Edhe p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin, o burr\u00eb, edhe p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin ton\u00eb, ky ndryshim destinacioni na b\u00ebn mir\u00eb. &#8211;Ah! Sikur vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebshillonit, sa e leht\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte p\u00ebr mua t&#8217;i rregulloja gj\u00ebrat n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb lumtur! &#8211;Si, bir? &#8211;Duke na zhvendosur n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb bukur t\u00eb Malit; pran\u00eb dallg\u00ebve t\u00eb detit, ku \u00ebsht\u00eb sht\u00ebpia e babait tim; ku takova Klar\u00ebn&#8230; &#8211;Puff!&#8230; fshatar\u00ebsin\u00eb e fshatit, me rrugicat e ndyra, me hardhucat e me rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb arnuar! &#8220;Ndalo, ndalo, bir, mes vdekjes atje nga frika dhe trishtimi, dhe pjekja k\u00ebtu n\u00eb vap\u00eb, un\u00eb preferoj k\u00ebt\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb shoq\u00ebri t\u00eb mir\u00eb&#8230; Dhe a do t\u00eb ishe n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb shkoje me d\u00ebshir\u00eb, tani q\u00eb je i martuar, p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb n\u00eb ato vende t\u00eb frikshme t\u00eb vrazhda? &#8221; &#8220;Si mund t\u00eb dyshosh p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb? &#8221; E imja n\u00eb zem\u00ebr Ja gruaja jote q\u00eb na d\u00ebgjon, pa i hapur buz\u00ebt: le t\u00eb thot\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb mendon, n\u00ebse i shkon, sepse historia ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb me t\u00eb sesa me mua. Kjo ndodhi tre jav\u00eb pas martes\u00ebs sime; Tet\u00eb dit\u00eb pasi Pilita kishte shprehur d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e saj q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb shk\u00ebmbeja postin tim n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr postin e guvernatorit provincial dhe disa or\u00eb pasi kisha pyetur ministrin, thjesht nga kurioziteti, n\u00ebse kjo ishte e mundur dhe pasi m\u00ebsova se ishte n\u00eb fuqin\u00eb time t\u00eb shkoja t\u00eb ushtroja nj\u00eb qeveri t\u00eb klasit t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb kryeqytet mesdhetar. Spektri politik atje ishte i ndezur dhe disi i trazuar; dhe nuk kishte njeri q\u00eb ta sillte n\u00eb nj\u00eb urdh\u00ebr si nj\u00eb njeri i prestigjit tim revolucionar. E kisha dob\u00ebsin\u00eb ta p\u00ebrmendja n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe ajo q\u00eb pak dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb jo m\u00eb shum\u00eb se insinuata t\u00eb lehta nga Pilita, me dyshimet e mia se ishin rezultat i q\u00ebllimeve t\u00eb Klar\u00ebs, u shpall menj\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje kontestuese. Thirrjes s\u00eb s\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebs, ajo iu p\u00ebrgjigj duke u mb\u00ebshtetur tek un\u00eb, p\u00ebr momentin; pastaj duke krehur disa fije flok\u00ebsh nga mjekra ime dhe n\u00eb fund, me k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, duke m\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur kudo q\u00eb ajo mendonte m\u00eb mir\u00eb: &#8220;Un\u00eb besoj se gjith\u00e7ka mund t\u00eb rregullohet n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ti t\u00eb jesh i lumtur duke i drejtuar gishtin n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb tij dhe t\u00eb jesh shum\u00eb i k\u00ebnaqur nga un\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Po ti?&#8221; e pyeta. &#8220;N\u00ebse ju jeni t\u00eb lumtur, si mund t\u00eb mos isha un\u00eb?&#8221; ajo u p\u00ebrgjigj menj\u00ebher\u00eb. &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb le t\u00eb shohim planin tuaj,&#8221; thash\u00eb. &#8220;T\u00eb lutem mama duke e b\u00ebr\u00eb veten guvernator dhe shko t\u00eb kalosh disa dit\u00eb me baban\u00eb t\u00ebnd n\u00eb mal p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh qeverin\u00eb t\u00ebnde.&#8221; Kur ajo m\u00eb foli k\u00ebshtu, duhet t\u00eb kisha pasur di\u00e7ka midis jak\u00ebs s\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00ebs dhe qaf\u00ebs, sepse dora e saj m\u00eb guduliste aty. &#8220;A jeni i bindur se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebnyra m\u00eb e mir\u00eb e veprimit?&#8221; E pyeta duke ulur pak kok\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb g\u00ebrvishtte m\u00eb thell\u00eb. &#8220;Un\u00eb jam,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo pa hezitim, duke k\u00ebrkuar at\u00eb q\u00eb doja. &#8220;K\u00ebshtu qoft\u00eb,&#8221; p\u00ebrfundova un\u00eb, duke e ditur fare mir\u00eb se po b\u00ebja nj\u00eb gabim duke e lejuar veten t\u00eb mposhtem n\u00eb at\u00eb komplot fam\u00ebkeq t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas k\u00ebsaj, mb\u00ebrriti Barrientos i pash\u00ebm, vizitat e tij n\u00eb familjen time t\u00eb re po b\u00ebhen m\u00eb t\u00eb shpeshta . E lash\u00eb me ta dhe shkova te ministri. \u201cPranoj pozicionin\u201d, i thash\u00eb; &#8220;Por un\u00eb ju paralajm\u00ebroj se nuk jam p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs p\u00ebr ta kryer at\u00eb mir\u00eb. Un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk i kam par\u00eb ata kaq kok\u00ebfort\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;A jeni n\u00eb gjendje t&#8217;i mbani ata njer\u00ebz n\u00eb radh\u00eb?&#8221; m\u00eb pyeti ai. &#8220;Po,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigja pa hezitim; &#8220;por pozita k\u00ebrkon k\u00ebrkesa t\u00eb tjera delikate p\u00ebr nj\u00eb administrim t\u00eb mir\u00eb&#8230; &#8221; &#8220;Bah! Kush po e mendon k\u00ebt\u00eb? Do t\u00eb t\u00eb jap nj\u00eb sekretare q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb nga t\u00eb gjitha llojet e telasheve. &#8221; &#8221; At\u00ebher\u00eb vazhdo . guvernatori i zgjedhur dhe ne do ta zgjidhim k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb nate g\u00ebzimi ishte, pra \u00e7far\u00eb!&#8230; T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen thirra rrobaqep\u00ebsin dhe k\u00ebpucarin dhe u dhash\u00eb pun\u00eb dy jav\u00ebsh. Gruaja ime dhe n\u00ebna e saj thirr\u00ebn rrobaqep\u00ebsen; Nuk doja ta kuptoja pse, sepse e supozoja dhe kisha frik\u00eb. At\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha gazetat raportuan em\u00ebrimin tim si guvernator i provinc\u00ebs s\u00eb&#8230; disa m\u00eb duartrokit\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00eb m\u00eb keqtrajtuan. E zakonshme. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen u nisa p\u00ebr n\u00eb Monta\u00f1a, pasi u thash\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb n\u00eb oborrin e Gadishullit m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dy duzina t\u00eb shquarve . Kjo u raportua edhe n\u00eb gazetat e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, me l\u00ebvdata t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, si\u00e7 m\u00ebsova m\u00eb von\u00eb. Zot i mir\u00eb! M\u00eb pak se tre vjet m\u00eb par\u00eb, kisha mb\u00ebrritur n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin oborr, i vet\u00ebm, i varf\u00ebr dhe i panjohur. \u00c7far\u00eb virtyte kisha p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur deri k\u00ebtu n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kaq t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr? I b\u00ebra vetes k\u00ebt\u00eb pyetje nd\u00ebrsa trajneri u rrotullua drejt port\u00ebs s\u00eb hekurt. Kur u zhduk n\u00ebn korijet e ur\u00ebs San Fernando dhe duke i par\u00eb ato, m&#8217;u kujtuan ato t\u00eb qytetit tim, t\u00eb babait tim dhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs paq\u00ebsore t\u00eb fshatit, dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb e thyeja, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, zinxhirin misterioz q\u00eb m\u00eb lidhte me bot\u00ebn e trazuar q\u00eb po lija pas. &#8220;Asnj\u00eb,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja vetes me bindje t\u00eb thell\u00eb. &#8220;Nj\u00eb frym\u00eb fati m\u00eb ngriti lart. Nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr mund t\u00eb m\u00eb rr\u00ebzoj\u00eb n\u00eb or\u00ebn m\u00eb pak t\u00eb pritur&#8230; \u00c7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhet me mua at\u00ebher\u00eb?&#8221; Dhe teksa kujtova shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb m\u00eb tremb\u00ebn p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, sepse nuk i kisha analizuar kurr\u00eb seriozisht me arsye t\u00eb fryr\u00eb nga flladi i fshatit, e lash\u00eb mendjen dhe u fokusova tek fundi i rrug\u00ebtimit tim, pasi ishte \u00e7\u00ebshtja q\u00eb m\u00eb interesonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. M&#8217;u kujtua shum\u00eb edhe familja Balduque, shoq\u00ebria e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs madje e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme at\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb trisht\u00eb q\u00eb po udh\u00ebtoja; i gjori Don Seraf\u00edn, aq plot jet\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, e m\u00eb von\u00eb&#8230; \u00e7far\u00eb kujtimesh!; Carmen; e v\u00ebshtrimit t\u00eb saj t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl; nga goja e saj e qeshur; e freskis\u00eb s\u00eb saj t\u00eb d\u00eblir\u00eb; p\u00ebr mir\u00ebsin\u00eb e saj ndaj meje; nga v\u00ebmendja e saj e pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb nd\u00ebrsa m\u00eb priste n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj; nga hidh\u00ebrimet e saj t\u00eb tmerrshme pak koh\u00eb m\u00eb pas; t\u00eb zis\u00eb s\u00eb saj t\u00eb trisht\u00eb&#8230; dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypjes s\u00eb \u00e7uditshme q\u00eb i la lajmi i martes\u00ebs sime&#8230; Pse ? Dhe k\u00ebtu flladet e vendit, duke hequr mjegulla t\u00eb tjera nga truri im i s\u00ebmur\u00eb, m\u00eb lan\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrsiatjet m\u00eb t\u00eb papritura. Nuk dua t\u00eb them se n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb lloj arsyetimi m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoq\u00ebn zvarr\u00eb, as t\u00eb kujtoj luft\u00ebn q\u00eb b\u00ebra me ta n\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjen time p\u00ebr t&#8217;i p\u00ebrz\u00ebn\u00eb ata nga nj\u00eb territor ku, me t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb drejtat, i ndalohej hyrja. \u00cbsht\u00eb e pabesueshme se sa shum\u00eb ndikon k\u00ebndv\u00ebshtrimi i dikujt n\u00eb t\u00eb kuptuarit e gj\u00ebrave! Dy dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, u largova nga trajneri me t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur n\u00eb qytetin e lartp\u00ebrmendur. M\u00eb priste im at\u00eb, prifti, kunati, prokurori, kryetari i ri i qytetit, kryetari i qytetit me tre k\u00ebshilltar\u00eb, dhjet\u00eb t\u00eb shquar dhe komandanti i milicis\u00eb; nj\u00eb grup muzikant\u00ebsh t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs q\u00eb m\u00eb q\u00eblluan himnin e Riegos n\u00eb nj\u00eb distanc\u00eb t\u00eb plot\u00eb sapo vura k\u00ebmb\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn kryesore; dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb shikues kureshtar\u00eb q\u00eb erdh\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb risin\u00eb e sken\u00ebs. Babai im qante nga g\u00ebzimi, dhe un\u00eb pothuajse po qaja nga g\u00ebzimi. Jemi p\u00ebrqafuar shum\u00eb her\u00eb, pa u l\u00ebshuar kurr\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund. M\u00eb pas, p\u00ebrqafova kunatin dhe priftin dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb m\u00eb erdh\u00ebn. E durova nj\u00eb fjalim t\u00eb kryetarit t\u00eb qytetit n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve q\u00eb ishin mbledhur rreth tij dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebmbim i dhash\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb i la t\u00eb habitur dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebri duartrokitje nga turma, dhe nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shp\u00ebrthim murga me himnin e Esparteros. N\u00eb bujtin\u00eb ngjitur ishte p\u00ebrgatitur nj\u00eb gosti e leht\u00eb p\u00ebr p\u00ebrfitimin tim, dhe un\u00eb nuk e refuzova: ajo p\u00ebrb\u00ebhej nga bajame t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00eblsuara, ver\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb dhe gishta. Gjith\u00e7ka e konsumoja rregullisht dhe aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr fjal\u00ebt e mia, sepse mes atyre zot\u00ebrinjve \u00e7do gll\u00ebnjk\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb rast p\u00ebr nj\u00eb dolli &#8220;p\u00ebr mbrojt\u00ebsin trim t\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjes s\u00eb liris\u00eb&#8221; dhe nuk doja t\u00eb isha fajtor p\u00ebr sjelljen e pasjellshme. Murga, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb , jo m\u00eb shpejt q\u00eb mbaroi nj\u00eb himn se sa nisi n\u00eb tjetrin; ishin tre prej tyre: dy nga fillimi dhe ai i Vargasit. Nuk dija m\u00eb. Babai mbeti i shtangur dhe prifti ishte n\u00eb grep, mes nj\u00eb atmosfere t\u00eb till\u00eb patriotike. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, ata ishin kryesisht fajtor\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb po ndodhte, sepse nuk kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb asgj\u00eb, q\u00eb nga agimi, por enden n\u00ebp\u00ebr qytet duke u th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve se kishin ardhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00ebpritur. Pjesa tjet\u00ebr ishte pun\u00eb e gazetave q\u00eb erdh\u00ebn nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, t\u00eb cilat raportuan em\u00ebrimin tim si guvernator i&#8230; dhe largimin tim p\u00ebr n\u00eb Mal. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund, kjo mbaroi; dhe hipur mbi nagun q\u00eb kishin p\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr mua, midis babait dhe priftit, n\u00eb krye t\u00eb nj\u00eb grupi t\u00eb madh brir\u00ebsh dhe zot\u00ebrinjsh t\u00eb rinj q\u00eb na shoq\u00ebronin p\u00ebr nj\u00eb distanc\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, u nisa p\u00ebr n\u00eb vendin tim, ku m\u00eb prit\u00ebn me tingujt e k\u00ebmbanave, krismat e pushk\u00ebve &#8211; fishekzjarr\u00ebt ishin t\u00eb rrall\u00eb n\u00eb fshatrat e at\u00ebhershme &#8211; dhe tingujt e vajzave&#8230; Q\u00eb t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, t\u00eb gjitha grat\u00eb e qytetit q\u00eb i kishin ato filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb jepnin pula dhe baballar\u00ebt ose burrat e tyre filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb paguanin hara\u00e7. Ata t\u00eb gjor\u00eb m\u00eb besuan se isha i aft\u00eb p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra t\u00eb pamundura dhe erdh\u00ebn tek un\u00eb me pretendimet m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme. Me pak fjal\u00eb, doli q\u00eb gruaja ime doli t\u00eb ishte nga familja mbret\u00ebrore dhe se n\u00ebse do t\u00eb kthehesha kaq shpejt n\u00eb gjykat\u00eb, kjo ndodhi sepse Mbret\u00ebresha do t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb Aranjuez dhe nd\u00ebrsa ajo ishte atje, un\u00eb do t\u00eb duhej t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja n\u00eb Madrid duke vepruar n\u00eb vend t\u00eb saj. Dhe babai im? Zotat e pavdeksh\u00ebm! Nuk i hoqi kurr\u00eb rrobat e tij t\u00eb bukura, as nuk u lodh duke m\u00eb d\u00ebgjuar, duke m\u00eb par\u00eb&#8230; duke m\u00eb admiruar. Nuk mund t\u00eb futej as n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, as n\u00eb rrug\u00eb; ai nuk kishte oreks dhe mendoj se i kalonte net\u00ebt n\u00eb teh. &#8220;Dhe Garc\u00edas?&#8221; E pyeta nj\u00eb her\u00eb. &#8220;Un\u00eb nuk i shoh ata p\u00ebrreth.&#8221; Ai b\u00ebri nj\u00eb gjest t\u00eb dhunsh\u00ebm, i cili shprehte neveri, p\u00ebrbuzje dhe keqardhje nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh; dhe ai m&#8217;u p\u00ebrgjigj me nj\u00eb goditje t\u00eb bishtit: &#8220;Kush mendon m\u00eb p\u00ebr Garc\u00edas?&#8221; &#8220;Kjo ka mbaruar p\u00ebr mir\u00eb.&#8221; Ishte pluhur i pahijsh\u00ebm dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb aty ku i takon: n\u00ebn k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt e mia. Pastaj p\u00ebshtyu me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe m\u00eb tregoi p\u00ebr gruan time, portretin e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs i kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb; dhe p\u00ebr vjehrrin e tij, t\u00eb lart\u00ebsuarin Don Augusto, si\u00e7 e quante ai. Sa i vinte keq q\u00eb Klara nuk m\u00eb kishte shoq\u00ebruar n\u00eb udh\u00ebtim! Dhe sa leht\u00eb ai besoi gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb shpika p\u00ebr t&#8217;i treguar se asaj i kishte ardhur m\u00eb shum\u00eb keq!&#8230; \u00c7\u00ebshtja e qeveris\u00eb sime e mbushi me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi. &#8220;Kjo quhet t\u00eb jesh di\u00e7ka, Pedro!&#8221; m\u00eb thoshte duke u dridhur nga krenaria \u201cdhe jo!\u201d. Kjo&#8230; Gjithsesi, nuk dua t\u00eb flas. Dhe k\u00ebshtu ishte \u00e7do dit\u00eb. Motrat e mia m\u00eb vizitonin shum\u00eb, ashtu si burrat e tyre dhe pasardh\u00ebsit e tyre p\u00ebrkat\u00ebs. Sigurisht, ata nuk ishin aq mendjem\u00ebdhenj sa babai i tyre kur b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr lidhjen e gruas sime me familjen e burrit t\u00eb saj. Ata e akuzuan at\u00eb p\u00ebr m\u00ebkate krenarie dhe supozimi m\u00eb dhimbte , ndoshta sepse ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, nuk kishte shum\u00eb mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur p\u00ebr k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra, sepse mezi m&#8217;u nda koha nga pushimi p\u00ebr t\u00eb vrapuar n\u00eb aj\u00ebr t\u00eb past\u00ebr dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb pjes\u00eb n\u00eb vizitat e paturpshme q\u00eb merrja, pa asnj\u00eb shenj\u00eb leht\u00ebsimi, nga njer\u00ebzit m\u00eb t\u00eb pazakont\u00eb. M\u00eb vizitoi gjysma e rajonit : indiani nga qyteti fqinj; komiteti liberal i k\u00ebshillit bashkiak prej andej; presidenti i Kazinos\u00eb Progresive prej andej; kapiteni i vullnetar\u00ebve nga kjo an\u00eb, i inkorporuar n\u00eb batalionin nacionalist q\u00eb andej; delegatin e patriot\u00ebve nga Pedregales; Patricio Rig\u00fcelta nga Coteruco&#8230; \u00e7far\u00eb di un\u00eb! Dhe s\u00eb fundi, presidenti, sekretari dhe tre k\u00ebshilltar\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebshillit t\u00eb qytetit, me d\u00ebshmin\u00eb, n\u00eb letr\u00ebn e velin\u00ebs me kufijt\u00eb cisquero, t\u00eb seanc\u00ebs n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn u shpalla bir i adoptuar i asaj partie, &#8220;n\u00eb shp\u00ebrblim p\u00ebr sh\u00ebrbimet e mia t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme t\u00eb b\u00ebra p\u00ebr kauz\u00ebn e liris\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrparimit&#8221;. Kjo vizit\u00eb m\u00eb kushtoi nj\u00eb vakt, tre fjalime dhe nj\u00eb dhimbje koke t\u00eb ndar\u00eb. Nj\u00eb fakt kurioz: Un\u00eb nuk dola asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia pa u ndalur pran\u00eb pallatit t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr t\u00eb vjehrrit tim. E kisha takuar Klar\u00ebn atje, e megjithat\u00eb, duke menduar p\u00ebr muret e saj masive m\u00eb trishtova; dhe duke par\u00eb n\u00eb imagjinat\u00ebn time, p\u00ebrmes tyre, figur\u00ebn e s\u00ebmur\u00eb t\u00eb Klar\u00ebs q\u00eb endet n\u00eb heshtje n\u00ebp\u00ebr pasazhet e saj t\u00eb err\u00ebta, me fustanin e saj t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, flok\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb palidhur dhe syt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb pjerr\u00ebt, t\u00eb zinj, vezullues, t\u00eb heshtur por t\u00eb tmerrsh\u00ebm, si Magdalena Usher n\u00eb bodrumin e zymt\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebshtjell\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb shkat\u00ebrruar, madje ndjeva nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb dhimbshme n\u00eb shpirtin tim. U p\u00ebrpoqa ta shp\u00ebrndaja duke e konsideruar n\u00eb nj\u00eb drit\u00eb m\u00eb gazmore: q\u00eb nga momenti q\u00eb e pash\u00eb n\u00eb dhomat e Madridit, duke u b\u00ebr\u00eb gradualisht m\u00eb e bukur, derisa, n\u00eb kulmin e bukuris\u00eb s\u00eb saj t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse dhe t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, ajo m\u00eb admiroi si hero dhe m\u00eb pranoi si burrin e saj; Por nd\u00ebrsa tregova n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb ngjarjet e k\u00ebsaj historie t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr por t\u00eb turbullt t\u00eb dashurive t\u00eb mia t\u00eb para, kuptova se gjith\u00e7ka n\u00eb to ishte nj\u00eb zjarr q\u00eb asgj\u00ebson dhe konsumon pik\u00ebrisht at\u00eb q\u00eb e ushqen at\u00eb: jo ngroht\u00ebsia e but\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00ebrheq dhe gjall\u00ebron, fryma e dy shpirtrave q\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, bashkohen dhe dep\u00ebrtojn\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos ndar\u00eb m\u00eb kurr\u00eb; dhe nga vet\u00eb fuqia e arsyetimit tim, imazhi provokues dhe sensual i gruas sime n\u00eb braktisjet e saj intime u fshi nga kujtesa ime dhe n\u00eb vend t\u00eb tij u ngrit figura e ngurt\u00eb, e vetmuar, e that\u00eb dhe e eg\u00ebr e vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb t\u00eb Valenzuel\u00ebs, e harruar n\u00eb ato apartamente t\u00eb zbraz\u00ebta dhe t\u00eb rr\u00ebnuara, sikur fatet e mia t\u00eb pandjeshme dhe t\u00eb pandjeshme t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb lidhura me shpirtin e saj . shfryt\u00ebzime t\u00eb jasht\u00ebligjshme. Un\u00eb i quajta k\u00ebto vizione &#8220;mbetje t\u00eb imagjinat\u00ebs sime&#8221;. Por fantastike apo jo, fotografia m\u00eb arg\u00ebtonte shum\u00eb pak sa her\u00eb e soditja dhe e sodita shum\u00eb her\u00eb. Ishte e vetmja re q\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi pak qiejt e qet\u00eb t\u00eb shpirtit tim gjat\u00eb atyre pak dit\u00ebve q\u00eb isha n\u00eb vendin tim. Erdhi koha q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb largohesha; dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb pazakont\u00eb dhe me rrug\u00eb t\u00eb pazakonta, u nisa p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb trajnerin ku askush nuk m\u00eb njihte. E lash\u00eb baban\u00eb dhe fshatin e lindjes me nj\u00eb pik\u00ebllim q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrshkruhet; dhe ishte mjaft e dukshme q\u00eb ky pik\u00ebllim, larg nga pak\u00ebsimi, u p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsua kur iu afrova Madridit. M\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb zog q\u00eb fluturonte drejt foles\u00eb s\u00eb tij, m\u00eb dukej si nj\u00eb zog i trishtuar i hedhur nga bregu nga forca e fatit t\u00eb tij n\u00eb rajonin e zi t\u00eb uraganeve. Pse k\u00ebto p\u00ebrfytyrime t\u00eb lodhura n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast t\u00eb till\u00eb, pik\u00ebrisht kur kujtimi i Klar\u00ebs dhe ideja e kthimit tim t\u00eb af\u00ebrt pran\u00eb saj m\u00eb emocionuan, duke rindezur n\u00eb gjakun tim zjarrin e pasionit t\u00eb atyre dit\u00ebve t\u00eb para? Pse nuk mjaftuan k\u00ebto p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb zjarrta p\u00ebr t\u00eb larguar ato trishtime t\u00eb pashpjegueshme? Pse ligji i t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb dashuruarve nuk u p\u00ebrmbush tek un\u00eb? K\u00ebto ndjenja m\u00eb dhan\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb. p\u00ebrsiatjet. Ende po mendoja p\u00ebr ta kur rash\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e Klar\u00ebs, e cila m\u00eb priste me Pilit\u00ebn dhe Manol\u00ebn n\u00eb oborrin e Gadishullit. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment, un\u00eb v\u00ebrtet pash\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebrmes syzeve roz\u00eb! Nd\u00ebrsa ecnim n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb me qira, m\u00eb treguan p\u00ebr pun\u00ebt me t\u00eb cilat ishin z\u00ebn\u00eb gjat\u00eb munges\u00ebs sime, me q\u00ebllimin e devotsh\u00ebm q\u00eb kur t\u00eb kthehesha, t&#8217;i gjeja bagazhet t\u00eb rregullta dhe t\u00eb shtruara mir\u00eb. E imja, e tyre dhe e Manolos\u2014t\u00eb gjitha ishin gati dhe gati p\u00ebr t&#8217;u d\u00ebrguar n\u00eb ishullin ton\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb aktiviteti! \u00c7far\u00eb zelli i dashur! Klara m\u00eb pyeti shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra; por ajo kurr\u00eb nuk m\u00eb pyeti p\u00ebr babain tim. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, i fola ngroht\u00ebsisht p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhe sa entuziast\u00eb isha p\u00ebr nusen e tij t\u00eb bukur. Por vjehrra ime e nd\u00ebrpreu bised\u00ebn time me tre pyetje budallaqe p\u00ebr udh\u00ebtimin ton\u00eb t\u00eb ardhsh\u00ebm, nj\u00eb furtun\u00eb ere dhe dhjet\u00eb a dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb l\u00ebvizje nervoze e k\u00ebrcit\u00ebse t\u00eb fansit t\u00eb saj radhazi; dhe nuk e dija kurr\u00eb mendimin e Klar\u00ebs p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje. Sapo hym\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, m\u00eb \u00e7uan n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorur rrall\u00eb dhe m\u00eb treguan t\u00eb grumbulluar me trungje, thas\u00eb, tufa, kuti dhe kuti kapele. \u00c7do artikull ishte i mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb dhe i lidhur mir\u00eb, me etiket\u00ebn p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse. Kam num\u00ebruar t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn kat\u00ebrmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb trungje. &#8220;K\u00ebto tre m\u00eb t\u00eb voglat jan\u00eb t\u00eb tuat&#8221;, m\u00eb tha Pilita, duke i treguar me tifozin e saj, &#8220;dhe at\u00eb kutin\u00eb e kapelave, at\u00eb thesin dhe at\u00eb tuf\u00eb me shkopinj&#8230; K\u00ebto shtat\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenjt\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb miat dhe t\u00eb gruas sate&#8230; T\u00eb them , rrobat e reja futen atje si n\u00eb dyqan: aq t\u00eb bollshme dhe t\u00eb palosura mjesht\u00ebrisht do t&#8217;i kishe d\u00ebrguar bishtin &#8230; Ah! p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndryshuar, do ta b\u00ebsh atje&#8230; Stafi i guvernatorit shkon vet\u00ebm n\u00eb kutin\u00eb e tij prej l\u00ebkure: shiko atje. Ti e di q\u00eb po t\u00eb jap: kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00ebveshja. K\u00ebto dy trungjet e tjera jan\u00eb t\u00eb Manolos, dhe pjesa tjet\u00ebr i p\u00ebrket sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtores dhe sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorit&#8230; E shihni sa mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka? Epo, llogarisni pun\u00ebn q\u00eb duhet t&#8217;i ket\u00eb kushtuar Klar\u00ebs dhe mua dhe hallin q\u00eb ju shp\u00ebtuam duke e b\u00ebr\u00eb para se t\u00eb vini&#8230; Kat\u00ebrmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb trungje! M\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00ebzet pako t\u00eb tjera! \u00c7far\u00eb duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb qen\u00eb brenda tyre! Pilita, Manolo, dy sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00eb!&#8230; Dhe ndoshta t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb brinj\u00ebt e mia t\u00eb gjora si punonj\u00ebse me nj\u00eb rrog\u00eb fikse dhe, relativisht, t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr! Nuk iu p\u00ebrgjigja asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, as nuk doja t\u00eb pyesja se \u00e7far\u00eb kushtonte, ose sa ishte paguar, ose me \u00e7far\u00eb, ose \u00e7far\u00eb borxhi, ose kush i detyrohej&#8230; Ky ishte nj\u00eb nga qindarkat e pakta q\u00eb nuk kisha prekur kurr\u00eb me familjen time t\u00eb re. Q\u00eb nga momenti kur u an\u00ebtar\u00ebsova, vendosa ta b\u00ebja Klar\u00ebn administratore t\u00eb pag\u00ebs dhe financave dhe fillova ta b\u00ebja k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb Mal. Nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja m\u00eb shum\u00eb. A shkuan parat\u00eb e mia n\u00eb fondin e p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt? A ka jetuar secili nga ne n\u00eb kurriz t\u00eb tij? A ra mbi mua e gjith\u00eb barra ? K\u00ebt\u00eb nuk e dija dhe nuk doja ta zbuloja. Por kisha frik\u00eb nga m\u00eb e keqja n\u00eb at\u00eb rast konkret, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin, edhe vet\u00ebm me parat\u00eb e mia, mjaftonin t\u00eb m\u00eb thyeja shpin\u00ebn. At\u00eb nat\u00eb shkova t\u00eb paraqitem te ministri p\u00ebr t&#8217;u v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb dispozicion t\u00eb tij dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb udh\u00ebzimet e tij. Intervista ishte mjaft e gjat\u00eb dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund ram\u00eb dakord q\u00eb dy dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb t\u00eb largohesha p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb drejtimin e qeveris\u00eb. &#8220;Dhe sekretari?&#8221; E pyeta kur u nis\u00ebm. &#8220;Ai ka qen\u00eb atje p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai. &#8220;Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb xhevahir p\u00ebr zyr\u00ebn, por kini kujdes me t\u00eb, sepse ai mund t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb ndjekje pate t\u00eb eg\u00ebr: ai \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka e posht\u00ebr.&#8221; Kur u ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, gjeta Barrientos atje. Po acarohesha shum\u00eb nga ai i riu, i cili, ve\u00e7 hirit, kishte cil\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb kushtonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb v\u00ebmendje sesa t\u00eb panjohurit t\u00eb fundit t\u00eb familjes s\u00eb gruas sime. Nj\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje e vog\u00ebl ceremoniale, pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb tundje me kok\u00eb dhe lamtumir\u00eb; sinqeritet dhe v\u00ebmendje ndaj zonjave, madje edhe ndaj atij budallai Manolo. I thash\u00eb di\u00e7ka, me gjysm\u00eb shaka, Klar\u00ebs at\u00eb nat\u00eb. &#8211; Zakonet e shoq\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb mir\u00eb, &#8211; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo, duke rregulluar flok\u00ebt p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb shtrat. &#8220;Do t\u00eb m\u00ebsohesh me t\u00eb. Dreqin, do t\u00eb m\u00ebsohesha!&#8221; T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen guxova t\u00eb pyesja Pilit\u00ebn, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn p\u00ebr kuriozitet, pasi kjo \u00e7\u00ebshtje nuk ishte diskutuar kurr\u00eb mes nesh: &#8220;M\u00eb thuaj, pse u larguam nga kjo sht\u00ebpi e ngritur?&#8221; \u201cNuk mund t\u00eb na japin nj\u00eb pallat t\u00eb mobiluar atje pa ju kushtuar asnj\u00eb qindark\u00eb? u p\u00ebrgjigj ai i habitur. &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,&#8221; ia ktheva; &#8220;por ne mund t&#8217;i kishim shp\u00ebtuar vetes k\u00ebt\u00eb qira, q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e vog\u00ebl! &#8221; &#8220;Pik\u00ebrisht, sikur t\u00eb ishe nj\u00eb n\u00ebpun\u00ebs i vog\u00ebl! Bir, \u00e7far\u00eb rr\u00ebmuje do t\u00eb b\u00ebsh me at\u00eb kujdes q\u00eb tregoni p\u00ebr para! Dhe n\u00ebse jeta provinciale lodh gruan tuaj dhe mua, dhe duam t\u00eb kalojm\u00eb dimrin n\u00eb Madrid, ku do t\u00eb rrim\u00eb n\u00ebse nuk kemi nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb San Bern! Me k\u00ebto bukuri nga Pilita dhe t\u00ebrheqja absolute e Klar\u00ebs nga biznesi q\u00eb i prodhoi, m&#8217;u ngrit\u00ebn flok\u00ebt, jo nga inati, por nga frika. \u00c7far\u00eb idesh p\u00ebr ekonomi dhe qeverisje t\u00eb mir\u00eb! Pa dyshim, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb forc\u00ebs s\u00eb kontrastit, m&#8217;u kujtua menj\u00ebher\u00eb Carmen . Un\u00eb shkova menj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i th\u00ebn\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb asaj. Ajo m\u00eb pyeti p\u00ebr &#8220;zonj\u00ebn&#8221; time me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin z\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbajtur dhe t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin theks hezitues si dit\u00ebn q\u00eb e kisha par\u00eb para se t\u00eb nisesha p\u00ebr n\u00eb Mal; vet\u00ebm at\u00ebher\u00eb nuk i kushtova asnj\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi k\u00ebtyre detajeve dhe k\u00ebsaj radhe m\u00eb shkaktuan nj\u00eb ndjesi t\u00eb thell\u00eb. Me trishtimin e fort\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ajo kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi. Kur e vura re, ia atribuova nj\u00eb ringjalljeje t\u00eb hidh\u00ebrimeve t\u00eb saj t\u00eb njohura; dhe megjith\u00ebse m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi, nuk m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi. M\u00eb pas, ajo m&#8217;u duk si nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr i hapur, mbi t\u00eb cilin nuk guxoja t&#8217;i hidhja syt\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos lexoja atje at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar, p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, n\u00eb meditimet e mia duke ecur drejt vendit tim. N\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebs ndjenj\u00eb, shtiresha sikur i kushtoja pak v\u00ebmendje hidh\u00ebrimeve t\u00eb saj t\u00eb reja; dhe k\u00ebshtu jetimi i vuajtur erdhi t\u00eb besonte se un\u00eb po e nd\u00ebrpresja dashurin\u00eb time p\u00ebr t\u00eb, pik\u00ebrisht kur e ndjeva at\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mpreht\u00eb dhe intensive. P\u00ebr t&#8217;u arg\u00ebtuar dhe p\u00ebr ta shp\u00ebrqendruar, i fola p\u00ebr pensionin e saj. E pyeta n\u00ebse po e merrte tani. Ajo tha po. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb u mbrojta nga rastet shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnda; dhe duke e konsideruar at\u00eb, n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb isha kaq larg prej saj, ma \u00e7liroi mendjen nga nj\u00eb barr\u00eb e madhe. Kur i thash\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb, nuk guxova t&#8217;i them se kjo do t\u00eb ishte vizita ime e fundit p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb largohesha nga Madridi; por e v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se sapo e lash\u00eb, ajo filloi t\u00eb qaj\u00eb. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb nuk kishte ndodhur kjo. P\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb edhe ajo nuk m\u00eb shoq\u00ebronte deri te dera. Nj\u00eb gj\u00eb shpjegonte tjetr\u00ebn. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, Quica m\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi n\u00eb nj\u00eb v\u00ebrshim lot\u00ebsh . Ajo e hapi, un\u00eb dola; dhe pasi u sigurua se ishim pa d\u00ebshmitar\u00eb, ajo m\u00eb tha, n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs nga sht\u00ebpia, duke i rrjedhur lot nga syt\u00eb: &#8220;P\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb e Zotit! Shkruaj her\u00eb pas here&#8230; do t\u00eb jet\u00eb shum\u00eb e vetmuar! &#8221; E ktheva kok\u00ebn shpejt, sikur papritmas t\u00eb kisha ndjer\u00eb nj\u00eb shkop magjik q\u00eb m\u00eb preku n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs. Dera ishte mbyllur tashm\u00eb. Askush nuk m\u00eb pa mua p\u00ebrve\u00e7 Zotit. Vet\u00ebm Zoti e di se si u shfaq ajo q\u00eb po kalonte brenda meje gjat\u00eb pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb minutave t\u00eb para pas fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb asaj gruaje t\u00eb varf\u00ebr! T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, shum\u00eb her\u00ebt, sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00ebt tan\u00eb u larguan nga zyra e porosive n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Viktoria, me _inpedimenta_ e tyre; dhe at\u00eb pasdite un\u00eb, me gjith\u00eb familjen time t\u00eb re, hipa n\u00eb autobusin e post\u00ebs p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr n\u00eb Aranjuez, pasi shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz dhe pak miq na kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb nderin e lamtumir\u00ebs. Barrientos nuk ka munguar. Kapitulli 30. Sekretari im doli t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb patriot i sapo ardhur nga Filipinet, ku ishte detyruar t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundonte p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimeve t\u00eb tij shum\u00eb t\u00eb njohura p\u00ebr revolucionin e &#8217;48-\u00ebs. Ai nuk mund t\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se tridhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7 dhe tashm\u00eb kishte filluar t\u00eb thinjat. Ai ishte i zbeht\u00eb n\u00eb trup dhe \u00e7ehre, disi pitaroz dhe i zhd\u00ebrvjell\u00ebt; dhe k\u00ebtu ishte specialiteti i tij, dua t\u00eb them, midis buz\u00ebve t\u00eb tij t\u00eb trasha e t\u00eb lirshme: dhe p\u00ebrb\u00ebhej nga madh\u00ebsia e dh\u00ebmb\u00ebve t\u00eb tij, megjith\u00ebse jo shum\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, t\u00eb sh\u00ebndetsh\u00ebm, t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar dhe katror; dhe ato t\u00eb sip\u00ebrme p\u00ebrputheshin me ato t\u00eb poshtme n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb dikush besonte se ishin n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb prisnin kam\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00ebmuar me nj\u00eb kafshim t\u00eb vet\u00ebm. Ata ishin gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb zbuluar dhe mezi u mbuluan nga nj\u00eb mustaqe e zbeht\u00eb dhe e rr\u00ebgjuar. Pa r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb halucinacionet morbide t\u00eb atij personazhi fantastik q\u00eb shihte nj\u00eb ide n\u00eb \u00e7do dh\u00ebmb t\u00eb t\u00eb dashurit t\u00eb tij, duke menduar p\u00ebr ata t\u00eb sekretarit tim, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pashmangshme duhej t\u00eb mendohej p\u00ebr nj\u00eb furr\u00eb buke dhe t\u00eb shihte Secili prej tyre nj\u00eb buk\u00eb t\u00eb bluar. Lodhja e asaj makinerie ishte e paimagjinueshme , as ngopja e humner\u00ebs n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ran\u00eb bluarjet e saj. P\u00ebrndryshe, ai ishte nj\u00eb i ri i zgjuar, i sjellsh\u00ebm dhe me sa duket shum\u00eb i ditur n\u00eb pun\u00ebt e zyr\u00ebs sime. I shtirur apo jo, ai shfaqte nj\u00eb admirim t\u00eb madh p\u00ebr titujt q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb dalluar nd\u00ebr patriot\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb spikatur n\u00eb p\u00ebrdorim. E kisha kaluar koh\u00ebn para mb\u00ebrritjes sime duke shqyrtuar terrenin e dominimit tim t\u00eb ri, gjendjen shpirt\u00ebrore dhe natyr\u00ebn e v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsive politike q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb kap\u00ebrceheshin atje, dhe duke studiuar se si t&#8217;i zot\u00ebroja ato pa krijuar t\u00eb reja. N\u00eb t\u00eb dyja p\u00ebrpjekjet, un\u00eb kisha dal\u00eb fitimtar, duke gjykuar nga piktura q\u00eb m\u00eb vizatoi dhe plani q\u00eb ai propozoi. &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb,&#8221; i thash\u00eb, &#8220;p\u00ebr sa i p\u00ebrket aspektit politik t\u00eb biznesit tim, por \u00e7&#8217;t\u00eb themi p\u00ebr tjetrin?&#8221; &#8220;Cila?&#8221; m\u00eb pyeti ai. &#8220;Ndoshta m\u00eb thelb\u00ebsorja: ajo administrative.&#8221; &#8220;Kjo,&#8221; m\u00eb tha menj\u00ebher\u00eb, &#8220;\u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsia ime, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb ti m\u00ebsohesh gradualisht me profesionin. Pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime e kam kaluar n\u00eb pun\u00ebt e qeveris\u00eb dhe garantoj se do t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb m\u00ebdha n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb drejtim. N\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb, i kushtova v\u00ebmendje gruas sime; isha pran\u00eb vjehrr\u00ebs dhe Manolos; u sh\u00ebrbeva n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb palodhur n\u00eb pun\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime dhe i sh\u00ebrbeja t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve pa k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi. Duke e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur at\u00eb, duke e konsideruar at\u00eb si nj\u00eb thesar t\u00eb madh t\u00eb gj\u00ebrave dhe aft\u00ebsive Arritja gjithmon\u00eb me vones\u00eb n\u00eb lavdin\u00eb q\u00eb pason triumfin, dhe e konsideroj si m\u00ebkat paragjykim qoft\u00eb edhe t\u00eb shkund\u00ebsh pluhurin e betej\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb vesh\u00ebsh nj\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00eb t\u00eb past\u00ebr, un\u00eb isha armik, pavar\u00ebsisht b\u00ebmave t\u00eb mia popullore, p\u00ebr t\u00eb vetmin fakt q\u00eb p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsoja forc\u00ebn e autoritetit atje, duke marr\u00eb nj\u00eb rrog\u00eb nga shteti dhe duke jetuar si _reaksionar\u00ebt e pasur , duke pasur nd\u00ebrgjegjen time &#8230; domosdoshm\u00ebria, krimi shum\u00eb i ve\u00e7ant\u00eb i t\u00eb qenit i martuar me vajz\u00ebn e &#8220;latromagnatit&#8221; m\u00eb t\u00eb urryer, polit m\u00eb t\u00eb urryer nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb polak\u00ebt e arratisur?&#8230; Edhe p\u00ebr an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, p\u00ebr at\u00eb t\u00eb rendit brenda situat\u00ebs mbizot\u00ebruese, kund\u00ebrpesha e gruas sime ishte shkaku i mosbesimit, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr , ai m\u00eb quajti si t\u00eb ri dhe t\u00eb pap\u00ebrvoj\u00eb n\u00eb kuptimin e k\u00ebtyre dyve . Individ\u00ebt e pabindur q\u00eb e kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb pamundur qeverisjen e paraardh\u00ebsit tim, as sektori tregtar, i cili mb\u00ebshtetet n\u00eb paqen dhe qet\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb, nuk m\u00eb shikoi me dashamir\u00ebsi, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtave defekte t\u00eb rinis\u00eb dhe pap\u00ebrvoj\u00eb Shoq\u00ebria heterogjene ishte shum\u00eb e anshme ndaj gruas sime, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye q\u00eb ajo , si n\u00ebna e saj, kishte nj\u00eb neveri t\u00eb fort\u00eb p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit dhe gj\u00ebrat e rendit t\u00eb ri, gj\u00eb q\u00eb, midis liberal\u00ebve t\u00eb linj\u00ebs s\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, ishte nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr m\u00ebkat fam\u00ebkeq q\u00eb m\u00eb r\u00ebndonte shum\u00eb, e pra, t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto dhe ato v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi q\u00eb p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsonin nj\u00eb penges\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb penges\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn time t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb . i sekretarit tim dhe vendosm\u00ebria e pal\u00ebkundur me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn i vura n\u00eb ekzekutim, sapo kuptova vler\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb madhe, madje guxova t&#8217;i fusja drap\u00ebrit n\u00eb milic\u00eb, gj\u00eb q\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb element shqet\u00ebsues p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00ebsuarve q\u00eb e manipuluan dhe sapo e kuptuan se un\u00eb isha mjaft i aft\u00eb t\u00eb kryeja k\u00ebrc\u00ebnimin q\u00eb u b\u00ebra me forc\u00eb, n\u00ebse ata nuk e b\u00ebnin me forc\u00eb. qengjat me k\u00ebt\u00eb shfaqje energjie, e cila ishte prona ime ekskluzive, fitova miratimin e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00ebnshtetasve t\u00eb mi, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebt q\u00ebndrimi i asaj pakice fraksionale ishte nj\u00eb burim i vazhduesh\u00ebm alarmi dhe shqet\u00ebsimi. Elokuenca ime e shk\u00eblqyer m\u00eb sh\u00ebrbeu mir\u00eb n\u00eb ato konflikte! K\u00ebshtu u kanalizua qeverisja e ishullit tim, n\u00eb lidhje me politik\u00ebn dhe rendin publik, dhe erdhi koha t\u00eb mendoja &#8220;t\u00eb b\u00ebsh administrim&#8221;, si\u00e7 thon\u00eb n\u00eb zhargonin e tregtis\u00eb; q\u00eb ndodhi pak n\u00eb mes t\u00eb ver\u00ebs. M\u00eb pas abdikova plot\u00ebsisht tek sekretari, si me k\u00ebshill\u00ebn e tij ashtu edhe nga nevoja, e cila e k\u00ebrkonte edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb pushuar pak nga betejat e fundit, duke u kthyer n\u00eb familje. Krahina m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe karroc\u00eb, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pozicionit tim t\u00eb lart\u00eb. Sht\u00ebpia ishte e madhe, gati nj\u00eb pallat dhe e quanin pallat; dhe orendit\u00eb m\u00eb dukeshin si perla. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb isha i pasur dhe nga natyra disi spartan, do t\u00eb kisha jetuar atje si nj\u00eb patriark. Por Pilita mendoi se gjith\u00e7ka ishte krejt tjet\u00ebr \u00e7\u00ebshtje; dhe meqen\u00ebse Manolo e mb\u00ebshteste, Klara nuk e kund\u00ebrshtoi, dhe sekretari ishte gjithashtu dakord me t\u00eb, un\u00eb duhej t\u00eb pajtohesha me t\u00eb q\u00eb, sht\u00ebpia n\u00eb gjendjen e saj, nuk mund t\u00eb ishte banuar nga familja e nj\u00eb guvernatori q\u00eb respektonte veten. Kishte mure t\u00eb q\u00ebruara, t\u00eb tjera me njolla, mobilje t\u00eb plasaritura, tapiceri me fije , qilima me skelet, dyshek\u00eb gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb kalbur, \u00e7ar\u00e7af\u00eb me rrjet\u00eb kockash nga t\u00eb qenit kaq t\u00eb konsumuara dhe t\u00eb holla, dritare xhami me pamje t\u00eb shkret\u00eb&#8230; dhe &#8221; pahije t\u00eb tmerrshme!&#8221; si\u00e7 do t\u00eb thoshte vjehrra ime, duke inspektuar me p\u00ebrpikm\u00ebri secil\u00ebn nga dhomat e pallatit shtet\u00ebror, sapo na strehuan. E nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb ishte edhe me karroc\u00ebn: ishte e vjet\u00ebr dhe e rr\u00ebnuar; i vjet\u00ebr dhe i rr\u00ebnuar sa trungu q\u00eb e t\u00ebrhoqi zvarr\u00eb dhe karrocieri q\u00eb e ngiste. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, K\u00ebshilli Krahinor ishte nj\u00eb k\u00ebshill me baz\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi; dhe pas disa nxitjeve t\u00eb forta nga sekretari im, u miratua menj\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00eb kredi shtes\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha ato nevoja; dhe brenda pak dit\u00ebsh, pallati u rinovua dhe karroca u z\u00ebvend\u00ebsua me nj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00ebmuar. Por familjes sime ende i mungonin nj\u00eb mori gj\u00ebrash t\u00eb domosdoshme; dhe meqen\u00ebse kredia u konsumua deri n\u00eb maravedin e saj t\u00eb fundit, m\u00eb duhej t&#8217;i paguaja nga xhepi im, me dhimbjen e dyfisht\u00eb t\u00eb humbjes q\u00eb shkaktoi n\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00ebn time t\u00eb rraskapitur dhe duke ditur se kishin mbetur t\u00eb barabart\u00eb dhe un\u00eb munda t\u00eb jetoja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid. Shtypi reaksionar foli shum\u00eb keq p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb ekstravaganc\u00eb t\u00eb K\u00ebshillit Krahinor n\u00eb nderimin e nj\u00eb funksionari shtet\u00ebror, pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb vazhd\u00ebn e nj\u00eb revolucioni kund\u00ebr p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsuesve t\u00eb fondeve publike. Gazetat kryesore thoshin t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb, dhe ato ministrore nuk m\u00eb mbronin shum\u00eb, pasi n\u00eb qytet kishte lloj-lloj. Asgj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto nuk m\u00eb befasoi, sepse e prisja. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, un\u00eb po filloja fushat\u00ebn e pajtimit, e cila me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi p\u00ebrfundoi menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas k\u00ebsaj. Familja ime po p\u00ebrgatitej, me meditimin dhe pushimin e nevojsh\u00ebm, p\u00ebr t\u00eb shfaqur shk\u00eblqimin e pozicionit t\u00eb tyre me solemnitetin e d\u00ebshiruar n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur dhe ata vet\u00ebm u b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb njohur si t\u00eb till\u00eb si inkognito, si princat q\u00eb udh\u00ebtonin. Pas dyerve t\u00eb mbyllura, gruaja ime dhe n\u00ebna e saj ishin t\u00eb tmerrshme me figurat zyrtare q\u00eb i vizitonin p\u00ebr mir\u00ebsjellje. Ata i konsideruan ata thjesht si turp\u00ebrues dhe i m\u00ebrzit\u00ebn n\u00eb sall\u00eb para se t&#8217;u b\u00ebnin nderin t&#8217;i pranonin n\u00eb pranin\u00eb e tyre, vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t&#8217;i ngat\u00ebrruar me dy buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb rreme dhe mezi gjysm\u00eb duzine fjal\u00eb t\u00eb pakuptimta. Me k\u00ebto mendjemadh\u00ebsi, djalli m\u00eb \u00e7mendi , sepse ishin aq shum\u00eb shkaqe inati q\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmuan pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur sukses n\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjen q\u00eb merresha. U p\u00ebrpoqa ta b\u00ebja t\u00eb kuptonte; Por nuk kishte asnj\u00eb ndryshim p\u00ebr m\u00ebkatin: p\u00ebrkundrazi, grat\u00eb e kota u rikthyen n\u00eb t\u00eb me freskin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, sepse vesin e kishin n\u00eb gjak. Nderimi, v\u00ebmendja dhe mir\u00ebsjellja e prekur u rezervuan p\u00ebr individ\u00ebt privat\u00eb q\u00eb i vizituan zyrtarisht ose me rekomandimin e miqve tan\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid; dhe edhe n\u00eb k\u00ebto raste Pilita u p\u00ebrpoq p\u00ebr t\u00eb ruajtur distanc\u00ebn q\u00eb ajo supozonte se ekzistonte midis nj\u00eb zonje me origjin\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb zonje apo personazhi provincial, sado i lart\u00eb t\u00eb ishte. Nuk them asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr gruan time, sepse e m\u00ebrzitur apo e k\u00ebnaqur, n\u00eb raste t\u00eb tilla ajo ishte gjithmon\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta Klara, me nj\u00eb sjellje si mermeri dhe nj\u00eb pamje t\u00eb frikshme. Erdhi koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb dal\u00eb n\u00eb sken\u00eb, e cila ishte p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nderimet e mia p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb na kishin vizituar; dhe kjo nd\u00ebrmarrje delikate u nd\u00ebrmor sapo un\u00eb triumfova n\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb sip\u00ebrp\u00ebrmendurin dhe iu dor\u00ebzova nj\u00eb pushimi relativ. Vjehrra ime pohoi se me zonjat &#8211; dhe me z\u00ebrin dhe gjestet e saj theksoi fjal\u00ebn &#8220;paga progresive&#8221; &#8211; \u200b\u200bne ishim gjithmon\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm, pasi ishim epror\u00ebt e tyre hierarkik\u00eb; dhe vizitat e tyre, duke qen\u00eb t\u00eb detyrueshme, ishin t\u00eb pashmangshme . &#8220;Ne,&#8221; p\u00ebrfundoi ajo, &#8220;jemi&#8230; ne; dhe ata&#8230; jan\u00eb ata.&#8221; \u201cPik\u00ebrisht\u201d, iu p\u00ebrgjigja; &#8220;dhe pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye nuk jam dakord me ju. Sa m\u00eb i lart\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb grada e nj\u00eb personi, aq m\u00eb shum\u00eb ligjet e sjelljes s\u00eb mir\u00eb i detyrojn\u00eb ata&#8230; P\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, k\u00ebto zonja nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb detyruara, si\u00e7 mendoni ju, t&#8217;ju vizitojn\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Epo, at\u00ebher\u00eb keni b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb gabim q\u00eb erdh\u00ebt t\u00eb na shihni; dhe nuk duhet t\u00eb prisni vizit\u00ebn ton\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebmbim, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 n\u00ebse jeni t\u00eb pabes\u00eb dhe t\u00eb pabes\u00eb.&#8221; &#8220;N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, zonj\u00eb,&#8221; i thash\u00eb vjehrr\u00ebs sime, tani e ngopur nga marr\u00ebzit\u00eb e saj, &#8220;nuk jeni ju q\u00eb duhet ta zgjidhni k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje!&#8221; ajo ia ktheu shum\u00eb shtremb\u00ebruar, &#8220;a po m\u00eb d\u00ebboni tashm\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia? &#8221; &#8220;K\u00ebto vizita,&#8221; vazhdova un\u00eb, duke u shtirur se nuk e vura re marr\u00ebzin\u00eb e fundit t\u00eb vjehrr\u00ebs sime , &#8220;nuk ishin p\u00ebr ty, por p\u00ebr guvernatorin; dhe mbi t\u00eb, dhe jo mbi ty, duhet t\u00eb bien censurimet q\u00eb vrazhd\u00ebsia q\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb meriton .&#8221; Me Klar\u00ebn, pra, dhe me mua, kjo \u00e7\u00ebshtje vlen ekskluzivisht dhe shpresoj se gruaja ime do t\u00eb ndihet shum\u00eb ndryshe nga n\u00ebna e saj. Un\u00eb u dhash\u00eb k\u00ebtyre fjal\u00ebve nj\u00ebfar\u00eb komandimi, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr arsyen se Klara ishte e pranishme. Pasi m\u00eb v\u00ebshtroi me nj\u00eb ashp\u00ebrsi t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb thumbonte nga zem\u00ebrimi, ajo m\u00eb tha me nj\u00eb z\u00eb disi t\u00eb ngjirur: &#8220;Gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb vendosni do t\u00eb b\u00ebhet; por besoj se duhet t\u00eb fillojm\u00eb me fisnik\u00ebt e qytetit, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt na kan\u00eb vizituar pa asnj\u00eb detyrim p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Dakord,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, duke e bindur veten se n\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb p\u00ebrfshinte , talenti absurd i vajz\u00ebs ishte n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin nivel kot\u00ebsit\u00eb absurde t\u00eb vajz\u00ebs. Dhe t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen ajo ishte atje! Kur dol\u00ebn n\u00eb rrug\u00eb me t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebrkesat e tyre, dhe me komandim t\u00eb plot\u00eb dhe sovran t\u00eb roleve t\u00eb tyre! Ata u larguan n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, sepse u p\u00eblqeu t\u00eb dilnin n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjet e tyre t\u00eb shfaqeshin m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Nuk kishte vend p\u00ebr ta n\u00eb trotuar; dhe un\u00eb q\u00eb i shoq\u00ebroja ecja p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb ulluqit. M\u00ebndafshi i fustaneve t\u00eb saj spektakolare shushuriente dhe pu\u00e7rrat e tij zvarriteshin pas saj, duke ngritur re pluhuri. Ecja e Klar\u00ebs nuk ngjante me ecjen e \u00e7do gruaje evropiane: ishte di\u00e7ka si ecja e nj\u00eb mbret\u00ebreshe egjiptiane; si\u00e7 mund t\u00eb kishte ecur Kleopatra si guvernator i nj\u00eb province spanjolle, por ende bukuria e dukshme dhe e shk\u00eblqyer q\u00eb kishte magjepsur Mark Antonin. Kalimtar\u00ebt na lan\u00eb t\u00eb kalonim nga larg, pastaj u ndal\u00ebn p\u00ebr ta v\u00ebshtruar me nj\u00eb far\u00eb habie t\u00eb p\u00ebrzier me lakmi; dhe un\u00eb, q\u00eb e vura re k\u00ebt\u00eb, u k\u00ebnaqa me t\u00eb, sepse, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, Klara ishte gruaja ime, dhe p\u00ebr rrjedhoj\u00eb, gj\u00ebja ime; dhe k\u00ebshtu jan\u00eb meshkujt . Ishte mjaft e mahnitshme se sa me guxim dhe guxim ajo iu p\u00ebrgjigj p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetjeve q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit na d\u00ebrguan, vet\u00ebm sepse un\u00eb isha ai q\u00eb isha! Pilita luajti n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb mrekullueshme rolin e saj t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs mbret\u00ebresh\u00eb. Dy polic\u00eb na paraprin\u00eb n\u00eb distanc\u00eb dhe dy t\u00eb tjer\u00eb pasuan. Nj\u00ebri prej tyre shkoi p\u00ebrpara; Dhe kur mb\u00ebrrit\u00ebm n\u00eb hyrje t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb ku po shkonim, e dija n\u00ebse njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb do t\u00eb vizitonim ishin larguar apo jo. N\u00eb rastin e par\u00eb, un\u00eb do t\u00eb sillja kartat tona; n\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00ebn, ne do. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen ishte nj\u00ebsoj, por me zbukurime t\u00eb ndryshme. M\u00eb pak her\u00eb kan\u00eb shkuar me karroc\u00eb. Ky ishte i rezervuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar p\u00ebr sh\u00ebtitje. E hap\u00ebn me makin\u00eb; dhe m\u00eb pas ata mund t\u00eb shiheshin t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb pas mb\u00ebshtet\u00ebses dhe sikur notonin n\u00eb fundet e ndezura t\u00eb fustaneve t\u00eb tyre fantastike, t\u00eb cilat mbushnin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00ebn e karroc\u00ebs, duke l\u00ebn\u00eb mezi i domosdosh\u00ebm, p\u00ebrball\u00eb xhamit, p\u00ebr t&#8217;u dalluar p\u00ebrball\u00eb res\u00eb, dhe i shtypur pas Tolos\u00ebs, bustit t\u00eb \u00e7al\u00eb dhe t\u00eb patretur t\u00eb Manolos. Ata po shp\u00ebrthyen nga kot\u00ebsia! &#8220;Por mbi \u00e7far\u00eb e bazojn\u00eb?&#8221; mendova. &#8220;Nuk do t\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb meritat e mia personale, kur t\u00eb m\u00eb tregojn\u00eb kaq pak respekt pas dyerve t\u00eb mbyllura; as n\u00eb stemat q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb, as n\u00eb pasurin\u00eb q\u00eb u mungon, as n\u00eb emrin q\u00eb mbajn\u00eb, t\u00eb turp\u00ebruar nga thashethemet publike. Se ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb kryeqytet provincial, dhe ato jan\u00eb zonja t\u00eb &#8220;shoq\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb mir\u00eb&#8221; t\u00eb Madridit , q\u00eb nuk kishin m\u00eb shum\u00eb se familja e guvernatorit t\u00eb Madridit. k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsit\u00eb e kot\u00ebsis\u00eb p\u00ebr mua kur ajo m\u00eb lavd\u00ebroi n\u00eb Madrid p\u00ebr p\u00ebrpar\u00ebsit\u00eb q\u00eb i solli atij q\u00eb mbaja n\u00eb Ministrin\u00eb e Brendshme, dhe Klara ishte fodull dhe madh\u00ebshtore nga arsimimi dhe nga natyra, por kurr\u00eb nuk e imagjinoja q\u00eb vesi kardinal i familjes sime do t\u00eb arrinte kaq ekstreme, me ardhjen e vjesht\u00ebs, spektaklet e bukura . dhe meqen\u00ebse zonjat e qytetit e merrnin si model n\u00eb veshje dhe ecje, ajo k\u00ebnaqej t\u00eb tregonte di\u00e7ka t\u00eb re n\u00eb \u00e7do ekspozit\u00eb, madje edhe kunati im idiot vishej n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e tij, duke shpresuar q\u00eb t\u00eb krijonte nj\u00eb shkoll\u00eb me t\u00eb rinj t\u00eb shquar dhe t\u00eb ftuar t\u00eb premten konkurse v\u00ebrtet luksoze, dhe Klara ishte m\u00eb e ndjekura dhe m\u00eb e ndjekura, sepse ajo ishte &#8220;gruaja e mod\u00ebs&#8221; n\u00eb qytet, si mund t\u00eb mos sillte risin\u00eb e nevojshme n\u00eb veshjen e saj elegante n\u00eb \u00e7do rast ishte se, p\u00ebr t&#8217;iu p\u00ebrshtatur t\u00eb m\u00ebrkurave elegante t\u00eb kontesh\u00ebs s\u00eb R\u00e1banos dhe t\u00eb premteve t\u00eb mrekullueshme t\u00eb zot\u00ebrinjve t\u00eb pasur t\u00eb Cerneduras-it, ishte e nevojshme t\u00eb vendoseshin t\u00eb h\u00ebnat e Guvernatorit dhe ja ku jam, sepse dhomat e vizatimit ishin &#8220;pak a shum\u00eb&#8221;, dhe disa mure ishin t\u00eb zhveshura dhe kjo dhom\u00eb ishte e mbuluar , duke par\u00eb sall\u00ebn e mbyllur dhe posht\u00eb saj . Tapicier\u00ebt pushtuan pallatin dhe e mbush\u00ebn p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me mobilie, p\u00eblhura dhe gj\u00ebra t\u00eb bukura, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat nuk kisha asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrdorim, por ato festa t\u00eb paharrueshme nuk kishin filluar akoma, sepse ajo duhej t\u00eb ishte n\u00eb fillim p\u00ebr nj\u00eb diskutim familjar . P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb keq, dhe jo n\u00ebna e saj, e cila po fliste, e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, synonte q\u00eb disa njer\u00ebz q\u00eb kisha p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb n\u00eb list\u00eb t\u00eb mos ftoheshin, sepse ajo nuk i konsideronte t\u00eb mjaftuesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj me fisnik\u00ebrin\u00eb e lart\u00eb t\u00eb preferenc\u00ebs s\u00eb saj hajde!&#8221; m\u00eb tha ajo me mendjemadh\u00ebsi. &#8220;Epo nuk do t\u00eb ket\u00eb t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00eb!&#8221; ia ktheva me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin ton. \u00c7far\u00eb fytyre m\u00eb dha ajo! Dhe si m\u00eb tha, nj\u00eb moment pasi m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi: &#8220;T\u00eb lumt\u00eb, le t\u00eb vijn\u00eb; por premtoj t&#8217;i trajtoj n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos shkelin m\u00eb k\u00ebtu. &#8221; &#8220;Shum\u00eb mir\u00eb e th\u00ebn\u00eb!&#8221;, b\u00ebrtiti Pilita, e entuziazmuar nga entuziazmi. &#8220;Dhe un\u00eb ju premtoj me radh\u00eb,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja Klar\u00ebs, duke shp\u00ebrfillur paturp\u00ebsin\u00eb e n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, &#8220;t\u00eb korrigjoni nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha parregullsit\u00eb tuaja; dhe n\u00ebse kjo nuk e p\u00ebrmbush q\u00ebllimin tim, t&#8217;u mbyll atyre t\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtimit tuaj dyert nga t\u00eb cilat dalin ata t\u00eb mi. Mos e harro! P\u00ebr t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb ide mbi q\u00ebndrimin dhe pamjen e gruas sime pasi m\u00eb d\u00ebgjon t\u00eb flas k\u00ebshtu, duhet t\u00eb mendohet p\u00ebr nj\u00eb luanesh\u00eb t\u00eb zbutur, t\u00eb cil\u00ebs, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb nj\u00eb klithme t\u00eb larg\u00ebt ose t\u00eb nj\u00eb fryrjeje kalimtare, papritur i kujtohet liria e krijesave t\u00eb saj n\u00eb pafund\u00ebsin\u00eb e shkret\u00ebtir\u00ebs afrikane. Ajo nuk u p\u00ebrgjigj asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb; por vezullimi i syve t\u00eb saj dhe Zbehja e fytyr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, teksa shushuriti tifozin n\u00eb duart e saj t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguara, fliste shum\u00eb. Nuk e kisha par\u00eb kurr\u00eb k\u00ebshtu. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb deri at\u00ebher\u00eb nuk kisha pasur mund\u00ebsi t&#8217;i zgjoja guximin e saj t\u00eb fjetur. Ajo m\u00eb trembi: jo p\u00ebr at\u00eb moment, por p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha momentet e jet\u00ebs sime. Disa or\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb mora nj\u00eb let\u00ebr nga vjehrri. Ai r\u00ebnkoi, si gjithmon\u00eb, p\u00ebr problemet e tij; mbi &#8220;Spanj\u00ebn e varf\u00ebr&#8221; n\u00eb duart e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb paaft\u00eb q\u00eb e kishin internuar; mbi trishtimin q\u00eb konsumonte Pilit\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb dashur, Klar\u00ebn e tij &#8220;t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl&#8221; dhe Manolo &#8220;engj\u00ebllorin&#8221; e tij; dhe ai m\u00eb lutej q\u00eb t&#8217;i nxjerr nga vetmia e tyre e err\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebj \u00e7mos p\u00ebr t&#8217;i arg\u00ebtuar. \u00c7far\u00eb mund\u00ebsie p\u00ebr nj\u00eb burr\u00eb! Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb perspektive p\u00ebr t\u00eb filluar t\u00eb jetosh! P\u00ebr ta fshir\u00eb pak nga imagjinata ime, pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb dit\u00ebs ia kushtova shkrimit p\u00ebr Carmen. Mendoj se pena m\u00eb rr\u00ebshqiti pak dhe e zhyta shum\u00eb thell\u00eb n\u00eb hidh\u00ebrimin e ri t\u00eb shpirtit tim; e re, sepse kjo nuk ishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb ndjeja t\u00eb ftohtin vdekjeprur\u00ebs t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjimit n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time dhe zbraz\u00ebtin\u00eb e trishtuar t\u00eb shpresave t\u00eb zhdukura n\u00eb imagjinat\u00ebn time . P\u00ebrgjigjet e jetimit t\u00eb varf\u00ebr ishin si t\u00eb sajat: t\u00eb dashura, por t\u00eb thjeshta dhe t\u00eb shkurtra; as nj\u00eb fraz\u00eb, as nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kujtonte miq\u00ebsin\u00eb ton\u00eb t\u00eb sinqert\u00eb dhe t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrt t\u00eb dikurshme. Dhe un\u00eb e admirova k\u00ebt\u00eb maturi dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb e vajtova; E kuptova arsyen e konsideratave t\u00eb Carmen dhe u pendova q\u00eb ajo nuk ishte m\u00eb e besueshme dhe m\u00eb shpreh\u00ebse me mua. Dhe kjo nuk ishte nj\u00eb kontradikt\u00eb f\u00ebminore, as mbetje e nj\u00eb imagjinate t\u00eb shurdh\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb gjithanshme, por p\u00ebrkundrazi po jetoja n\u00eb konfuzion t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm dhe shpirti im donte t\u00eb qeverisej nga ligjet e veta, jo ato q\u00eb i imponoheshin nga forca brutale e fakteve t\u00eb arritura. Kapitulli 31. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb, pash\u00eb t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime q\u00eb po afrohej si nj\u00eb re e stuhishme&#8230; Dhe erdhi, sepse t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb k\u00ebqijat vijn\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb kur lajm\u00ebrohen, madje edhe m\u00eb keq sesa kemi frik\u00eb; dhe festat e mia filluan me zhurm\u00ebn dhe ekstravaganc\u00ebn q\u00eb nuk kisha guxuar t\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrroja, madje duke par\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitjet e b\u00ebra n\u00ebn drejtimin e gruas sime, t\u00eb k\u00ebshilluar nga n\u00ebna e saj, e cila ishte gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb shihej. Edhe Garda Civile, garda e qytetit duke mos mjaftuar, si dhe vet\u00eb sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtor\u00ebt tan\u00eb, ishin t\u00eb pun\u00ebsuar n\u00eb ato detyra prapa skene! Sa t\u00eb k\u00ebqija duhet t\u00eb ken\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb prapasken\u00eb! Ekrani ishte verbues dhe luksi q\u00eb fshihej aty ishte i friksh\u00ebm; sepse ata njer\u00ebz ishin t\u00eb pasur dhe i kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb sallat e mia nj\u00eb zbeht\u00eb ku t\u00eb shfaqnin fuqin\u00eb e pasuris\u00eb s\u00eb tyre. Gruaja ime ishte krenare p\u00ebr veten, duke e par\u00eb veten qendr\u00ebn e shk\u00eblqyer t\u00eb yjeve kaq t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer dhe ajo iu p\u00ebrgjigj nderimeve q\u00eb i b\u00ebheshin n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb _shijes s\u00eb saj t\u00eb mir\u00eb_ duke tejkaluar n\u00eb luks m\u00eb t\u00eb dukurit dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb ekspozuar\u00ebn, dhe duke organizuar nj\u00eb bufe t\u00eb till\u00eb q\u00eb la t\u00eb habitur edhe t\u00eb ftuarit q\u00eb e h\u00ebngr\u00ebn. Sa i turp\u00ebruar duhet t\u00eb kem qen\u00eb me gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb! Dhe si mund ta shmangja tani, pasi ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb zakon? Dhe si mund ta mbaja at\u00eb pa pasur nj\u00eb min\u00eb ons t\u00eb grir\u00eb? Epo, vazhdova derisa di\u00e7ka m\u00eb e fort\u00eb se gjith\u00eb respekti njer\u00ebzor i rregulloi gj\u00ebrat ndryshe . K\u00ebshtu doli q\u00eb jo vet\u00ebm pushova, por shkova deri aty sa m\u00eb zuri gjumi, n\u00eb besimin e verb\u00ebr q\u00eb m\u00eb frym\u00ebzoi sekretarja ime; nj\u00eb besim i lindur m\u00eb shum\u00eb nga mungesa e interesit tim p\u00ebr mashtrimin sesa nga nj\u00eb bindje e thell\u00eb p\u00ebr aft\u00ebsin\u00eb e vart\u00ebsit tim; p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn rr\u00ebmbeja me \u00e7do justifikim p\u00ebr t&#8217;u larguar prej tij dhe p\u00ebr nevoj\u00ebn q\u00eb ndjeva p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrqendruar v\u00ebmendjen time kryesisht n\u00eb biznesin politik, i cili nuk duhej l\u00ebn\u00eb pas dore asnj\u00eb pik\u00eb. Me kalimin e dit\u00ebve, m\u00eb dukej se n\u00eb vend q\u00eb t\u00eb vendoseshin rreth meje paqja, rregulli dhe besimi, po lindnin p\u00ebrs\u00ebri ashp\u00ebrsi dhe mosmarr\u00ebveshje dhe zelli im pajtues po humbte virtytin e tij, sikur prestigji im po fillonte t\u00eb binte. Burrat q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim m\u00eb d\u00ebgjuan si p\u00ebr nj\u00eb orakull dhe fjal\u00ebt e mia i shnd\u00ebrruan n\u00eb ungjij q\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb ua predikuan t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, m&#8217;u afruan me dyshim dhe t\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqur; dhe un\u00eb isha m\u00eb i shqet\u00ebsuar se sa shum\u00eb dukej se hesht\u00ebn se sa pak dhe sa n\u00eb hije m\u00eb than\u00eb. Dyshoja se n\u00eb partin\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb mb\u00ebshteti atje, ishte e p\u00ebrhapur mosbesim; dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb dyshim, dola t&#8217;u tregoja miqve synimet e vendosura dhe besnike q\u00eb vazhdonin t\u00eb m\u00eb gjall\u00ebronin dhe iu luta t\u00eb m\u00eb shpjegonin arsyet e ankesave t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb mbuluara, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t&#8217;i zgjidhja ato, si\u00e7 kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb; por vet\u00eb paqart\u00ebsia e p\u00ebrgjigjeve t\u00eb tyre m\u00eb zhyti n\u00eb shqet\u00ebsime t\u00eb reja. Sekretari im, me t\u00eb cilin konsultohesha shpesh, mblodhi supet ose m\u00eb siguroi se gjith\u00e7ka po shkonte n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb perfekte dhe se n\u00ebse kishte ankesa, ato ishin p\u00ebr ves. Dhe e gjith\u00eb kjo ndodhi pik\u00ebrisht kur familja ime ishte n\u00eb kulmin e shfaqjeve t\u00eb saj ekstravagante; q\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoi duke m\u00eb shtyr\u00eb n\u00eb mendimet m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb trazuara; mendime q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb jepnin prehje dhe m\u00eb rr\u00ebmbyen gjumin dhe e b\u00ebnin fjalimin tim t\u00eb papajtuesh\u00ebm me t\u00eb gjitha pun\u00ebt e huaja p\u00ebr rrethin e jet\u00ebs sime sht\u00ebpiake. Vet\u00ebm i dominuar nga nj\u00eb preokupim i till\u00eb mund t\u00eb isha aq i verb\u00ebr dhe i shurdh\u00ebr sa nuk arrita t\u00eb shihja at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha para syve dhe at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjeja me duart e mia. As gruaja ime dhe as n\u00ebna e saj nuk m\u00eb than\u00eb kurr\u00eb koston e stolive t\u00eb tyre luksoze apo banketeve t\u00eb tyre luksoze, as nuk m\u00eb k\u00ebrkuan kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb qindark\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i paguar. V\u00ebrtet\u00eb, ata vazhduan t\u00eb ishin administrator\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha parave t\u00eb mia, t\u00eb vetmet q\u00eb kisha, parave q\u00eb merrja \u00e7do muaj nga shteti; por si shkuan deri tani ato para? Si mund ta kompensoja at\u00eb q\u00eb mungonte? A kan\u00eb kontraktuar borxhe n\u00eb emrin tim? A do t\u00eb m\u00eb binin shi n\u00eb \u00e7do moment, hua q\u00eb nuk mund t&#8217;i mblidhja? Dhe nga frika e k\u00ebsaj dhe pasojave t\u00eb saj t\u00eb tmerrshme, fola me Klar\u00ebn nj\u00eb dit\u00eb. \u201cSi ia del, &#8211; e pyeta, &#8211; t\u00eb b\u00ebsh shpenzime t\u00eb tilla me kaq pak para? &#8220;Mos u shqet\u00ebso&#8221;, u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo me prerje, &#8220;ne kemi ende shum\u00eb.&#8221; &#8220;E pamundur&#8221;, iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;n\u00ebse paguan p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb konsumon jeta jote e dukshme! &#8221; &#8220;Nuk i detyrohesh askujt asnj\u00eb qindark\u00eb&#8221;, pohoi ai, duke m\u00eb kthyer menj\u00ebher\u00eb shpin\u00ebn. Un\u00eb isha edhe m\u00eb i shtangur se sa kisha qen\u00eb, sepse kuptova q\u00eb gruaja ime nuk po m\u00eb thoshte t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn. N\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet rr\u00ebfimit t\u00eb saj spontan, un\u00eb kisha m\u00ebsuar, menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas largimit ton\u00eb nga Madridi, se t\u00eb gjitha kursimet e babait t\u00eb saj mezi i mjaftonin p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar modestisht jasht\u00eb atdheut t\u00eb tij dhe q\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb emergjenc\u00eb &#8220;shum\u00eb ekstreme&#8221;, gruaja dhe f\u00ebmija i tij t\u00eb mos vdisnin nga uria n\u00eb nj\u00eb papafingo. Prandaj, nuk ishin parat\u00eb e Valenzuel\u00ebs ato q\u00eb plot\u00ebsuan munges\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbuluar shpenzimet e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime; dhe duke qen\u00eb se k\u00ebto tejkaluan m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb shum\u00eb tjet\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb mblodha me nj\u00ebr\u00ebn dor\u00eb dhe me tjetr\u00ebn ia dhash\u00eb gruas sime, ishte e qart\u00eb se ne jetonim n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb huazuar dhe se ajo po ma fshehte. Pastaj mendova seriozisht t&#8217;i rregulloja gj\u00ebrat n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Do t\u00eb armatosja veten me karakter, sepse ishte e nevojshme q\u00eb t\u00eb armatosja veten; dhe do ta b\u00ebja dhe do t\u00eb ndodhte&#8230; Dhe n\u00eb fund nuk b\u00ebra asgj\u00eb, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb kusht i natyr\u00ebs son\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebt t\u00eb lejojm\u00eb veten t\u00eb biem n\u00eb rreziqe reale p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur nga ato imagjinare. Klara nuk m\u00eb kishte falur ende p\u00ebr &#8220;guximin&#8221; e kund\u00ebrshtimit t\u00eb saj n\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtjen e ftesave dhe n\u00ebna e saj nuk kishte lidhje dhe ishte e aft\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrputhej me ligjet e mendjes s\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb; vendosja p\u00ebr t&#8217;i sjell\u00eb ata t\u00eb dy n\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje me nj\u00eb shfaqje autoriteti, ishte t\u00eb prodhoja nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb q\u00eb me siguri do t\u00eb kalonte jasht\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime&#8230; dhe un\u00eb isha guvernator i krahin\u00ebs, i lidhur n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb me njer\u00ebzit m\u00eb t\u00eb shquar t\u00eb qytetit!&#8230; dhe \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb thoshin ata!&#8230; dhe prestigji im!&#8230; Dhe sikur pas skandalit t\u00eb vinin kreditor\u00ebt e alarmuar!&#8230; Sa e tmerrshme! Dhe un\u00eb u p\u00ebrmbajta &#8211; p\u00ebr at\u00eb koh\u00eb -. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia e publikut sa vinte e rritej dhe po b\u00ebhej shum\u00eb e theksuar n\u00eb shtypin vendas, t\u00eb cilin kisha kujdes t&#8217;i lexoja me shum\u00eb v\u00ebmendje pasi disa insinuata t\u00eb tyre m\u00eb kishin prekur shum\u00eb. Gazetat, si situacionist\u00ebt ashtu edhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, nuk po grinin m\u00eb fjal\u00ebt. Ata deklaruan se asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, as gjat\u00eb administratave m\u00eb t\u00eb pamoralshme, nuk kishte pasur n\u00eb at\u00eb kryeqytet nj\u00eb keqqeverisje m\u00eb t\u00eb plot\u00eb, nj\u00eb munges\u00eb m\u00eb absolute policimi dhe morali publik. Nj\u00ebri prej tyre tha fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr fjal\u00eb, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb nj\u00eb artikulli, nj\u00eb kujtim i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb i ankesave administrative q\u00eb synonin &#8220;patriotizmin tim t\u00eb vulosur me gjakun e tiran\u00ebve&#8221;: &#8220;\u00c7dokush do t\u00eb mendonte, duke par\u00eb &#8220;Ajo q\u00eb po ndodh k\u00ebtu \u00ebsht\u00eb se frenat e k\u00ebsaj qeverie jan\u00eb n\u00eb duart e Polonis\u00eb.&#8221; E kuptova aludimin dhe e ndjeva si nj\u00eb plumb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb gjoksit. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb thirra sekretaren. &#8220;\u00c7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb n\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb thuhet k\u00ebtu?&#8221; E pyeta duke i treguar gazet\u00ebn q\u00eb mbaja n\u00eb dor\u00eb. E mori n\u00eb vete me qet\u00ebsin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe; dhe pasi hodhi nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim mbi artikullin, ma ktheu duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb: &#8220;Absolutisht asgj\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm duke dashur t\u00eb b\u00ebj buj\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;A je i sigurt p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb thua? &#8221; &#8220;Po t\u00eb mos isha, nuk do ta thoja.&#8221; &#8220;E zakonshme,&#8221; thash\u00eb pasi e mendova mir\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment. Sapo mbeta vet\u00ebm, d\u00ebrgova p\u00ebr redaktorin e gazet\u00ebs. Nuk vonoi shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur. U mbylla me t\u00eb dhe iu luta, si n\u00eb vul\u00ebn e rr\u00ebfimit, t\u00eb m\u00eb shpjegonte arsyet e asaj q\u00eb thuhej dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, t\u00eb asaj q\u00eb mbetej pa th\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn e tij. U tmerrova nga ajo q\u00eb m\u00ebsova at\u00ebher\u00eb; e megjithat\u00eb gazetari m\u00eb fshehu gj\u00ebn\u00eb kryesore nga respekti p\u00ebr personin tim. E fal\u00ebnderova, duke i premtuar se nuk do t\u00eb pendohej q\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb hiqte fash\u00ebn nga syt\u00eb; dhe sapo m\u00eb la, thirra shefin e policis\u00eb. &#8211; E di, &#8211; i thash\u00eb duke e par\u00eb i indinjuar, &#8211; se i ke t\u00eb arrestuar t\u00eb gjith\u00eb kriminel\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e k\u00ebqij t\u00eb qytetit. Ai mbeti i ngrir\u00eb, i zbeht\u00eb si nj\u00eb kufom\u00eb. Ai belb\u00ebzoi disa fjal\u00eb, t\u00eb cilat un\u00eb nuk i kuptoja, dhe i shtova k\u00ebto t\u00eb tjerat: &#8220;Zgjidh mes t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb burg ose t\u00eb m\u00eb thuash t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn. &#8221; &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ai, papritmas duke u animuar; &#8220;Por kuptoni se, duke vepruar k\u00ebshtu, un\u00eb po zbatoj vet\u00ebm urdhrat q\u00eb m\u00eb jan\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb. &#8221; &#8220;Dhe kush t&#8217;i dha ato? &#8221; &#8220;Sekretari.&#8221; &#8220;Ai nga kjo qeveri? &#8221; &#8220;I nj\u00ebjti.&#8221; &#8211;Dhe ku shkojn\u00eb fondet q\u00eb keni mbledhur n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb? &#8212; Tek Sekretari. &#8211;Plot\u00ebsisht? &#8211;Plot\u00ebsisht, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 shum\u00ebs s\u00eb vog\u00ebl q\u00eb paguani p\u00ebr pun\u00ebn e grumbullimit. &#8211;Dhe a \u00ebsht\u00eb i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm ky koleksion? &#8211;Mjaft pak&#8230; Ndoshta m\u00eb shum\u00eb se rroga jote. Sa t\u00eb k\u00ebqijat jan\u00eb t\u00eb shumta, dhe t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb k\u00ebqijat paguajn\u00eb!&#8230; M\u00eb turp\u00ebroi ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte ai njeri: E mbylla goj\u00ebn dhe e urdh\u00ebrova t\u00eb largohej. E thirra p\u00ebrs\u00ebri sekretaren. Ai hyri, mbylla der\u00ebn dhe i thash\u00eb tro\u00e7 gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb sapo kisha m\u00ebsuar nga shefi i policis\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi me padurim dhe nuk i mohoi faktet. u tremba; por arrita ta kontrolloja veten, sepse ishte e nevojshme dhe shtova: &#8211;Ka ende nj\u00eb pik\u00eb tjet\u00ebr delikate, q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsia jote ekskluzive . Thuhet se jo t\u00eb gjitha rastet e p\u00ebrpunuara n\u00eb k\u00ebto zyra n\u00ebn p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb time zgjidhen n\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje me drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb, por marr\u00ebveshjet dalin n\u00eb ankand&#8230; &#8220;Mund t\u00eb mbrohesha&#8221;, u p\u00ebrgjigj n\u00ebpun\u00ebsi, &#8220;me n\u00ebnshkrimin tuaj q\u00eb autorizon k\u00ebto rezoluta; por duke qen\u00eb se kjo do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje e dob\u00ebt ndaj besimit t\u00eb verb\u00ebr me t\u00eb cilin m\u00eb dor\u00ebzove k\u00ebt\u00eb biznes jasht\u00ebzakonisht t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm moral, i ngarkoj menj\u00ebher\u00eb vetes p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto krime t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme&#8221;. Dhe teksa lexoi n\u00eb q\u00ebndrimin tim efektin q\u00eb pat\u00ebn k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb tek un\u00eb, shtoi me shum\u00eb qet\u00ebsi: &#8220;Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb habit \u00ebsht\u00eb se duhet t\u00eb habitesh nga e gjith\u00eb kjo. Impulsi im i par\u00eb ishte t\u00eb shikoja p\u00ebrreth p\u00ebr nj\u00eb karrige q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb thyente kok\u00ebn&#8221;. &#8220;Pra, p\u00ebr k\u00eb m\u00eb merr mua?&#8221; B\u00ebrtita i indinjuar, pa e braktisur plot\u00ebsisht at\u00eb q\u00ebllim. &#8220;Dhe n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit,&#8221; tha ai me nj\u00eb n\u00ebnton p\u00ebr\u00e7mues, &#8220;Un\u00eb pothuajse kurr\u00eb nuk kam marr\u00eb ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb n\u00eb xhep.&#8221; &#8220;Pra, ku p\u00ebrfundojn\u00eb t\u00eb ardhurat e atyre detyrimeve fam\u00ebkeqe ?&#8221; E pyeta, gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb i habitur. K\u00ebtu njeriu me dh\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb guxoi t&#8217;i drejtonte reumin n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi t\u00eb inatosur; dhe duke i futur t\u00eb dyja duart n\u00eb xhepat e pantallonave, m\u00eb tha, sikur t\u00eb thoshte gj\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb natyrshme n\u00eb bot\u00eb: \u201cSht\u00ebpia jote. \u201d Fjal\u00eb t\u00eb tilla t\u00eb mos d\u00ebgjohen kurr\u00eb n\u00eb vesh\u00ebt e nj\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb ndersh\u00ebm!&#8230; Ato pak fjal\u00eb q\u00eb munda t\u2019i shqiptoja n\u00eb mes t\u00eb ankthit q\u00eb po m\u00eb mbyste, i pyesja t\u00eb pafajshmin, por me z\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt, sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt. akuzoni Zotin p\u00ebr nj\u00eb krim t\u00eb panjohur dhe frik\u00ebsoni se gjykat\u00ebsi po m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte, kush mund t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebrgonte n\u00eb shkopin, apo bota q\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebshtyj\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb: &#8220;Dhe&#8230; duart e kujt e marrin nga ju? &#8221; &#8220;Ata t\u00eb vjehrr\u00ebs suaj,&#8221; m&#8217;u p\u00ebrgjigj me paturp\u00ebsi t\u00eb plot\u00eb. &#8220;Me njohurin\u00eb dhe nd\u00ebrgjegjen se \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb?&#8221; Un\u00eb munda t\u00eb pyes. &#8220;Natyrisht,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ciniku. &#8211; N\u00eb rregull, &#8211; i thash\u00eb, duke b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje mbinjer\u00ebzore p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos r\u00ebn\u00eb me fytyr\u00eb, me indinjat\u00eb dhe turp. &#8220;Ik.&#8221; Me dy k\u00ebrcime kalova korridorin e gjat\u00eb q\u00eb ndante dhom\u00ebn time nga zyra ku po ndodhte kjo. E thirra m\u00ebnjan\u00eb vjehrr\u00ebn, e cila po b\u00ebhej gati t\u00eb dilte me Klar\u00ebn, dhe i shpjegova, pa parath\u00ebnie e as konsiderat\u00eb, rastin q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb aq jasht\u00eb mendjes. Plaka e njollosur m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi duke m\u00eb ngulur syt\u00eb me shenjat m\u00eb t\u00eb gjalla t\u00eb kureshtjes dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund ajo b\u00ebrtiti, sikur po e shkarkohej me nj\u00eb barr\u00eb t\u00eb madhe: &#8220;Tungjatjeta Mari m\u00eb e past\u00ebr!&#8230; Bir, \u00e7far\u00eb tmerri m\u00eb dhat\u00eb! Kur t\u00eb pash\u00eb kaq t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar, mendova se sht\u00ebpia nuk do t\u00eb digjej sa do t\u00eb digjej! ta vras?&#8221; &#8220;Por a \u00ebsht\u00eb apo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb,&#8221; e pyeta n\u00eb kulmin e t\u00ebrbimit tim, &#8220;se sekretarja ime po e b\u00ebn k\u00ebt\u00eb n\u00eb pajtim t\u00eb plot\u00eb me ty?&#8221; &#8220;Ndoshta k\u00ebshtu&#8230; ose ndoshta jo: si\u00e7 e sheh t\u00eb arsyeshme,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo, duke shtr\u00ebnguar ende k\u00ebmb\u00ebt para pasqyr\u00ebs n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e saj. &#8220;M\u00eb kujtohet nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, kur sapo kishim mb\u00ebrritur k\u00ebtu, po flisnim n\u00ebse rroga e guvernatorit ishte shum\u00eb e vog\u00ebl apo shum\u00eb. Ai e mbajti t\u00eb par\u00ebn dhe un\u00eb u pajtova me t\u00eb; dhe duke folur k\u00ebshtu, ai m\u00eb tha se kishte disa mjete legjitime q\u00eb mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrdoreshin me shum\u00eb nderim; por ai kishte frik\u00eb se ju mund t&#8217;i rezistonit, nga skrupujt e punonj\u00ebsit tan\u00eb dhe me autoritetin ton\u00eb&#8230; E di \u00e7far\u00eb marr\u00ebzie tjet\u00ebr!&#8230; Dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas k\u00ebsaj, ai filloi t\u00eb na sillte para&#8230; por shum\u00eb, mos e besoni, dhe shpesh&#8230; Sigurisht q\u00eb fal\u00eb k\u00ebsaj , p\u00ebrndryshe ! p\u00ebr cil\u00ebsin\u00eb e atyre parave? &#8220;&#8221; Sikur ajo ia del mban\u00eb. E marr me nj\u00ebr\u00ebn dor\u00eb dhe ia jap me dor\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr &#8230; Por p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me k\u00ebt\u00eb zhurm\u00eb, o burr\u00eb?&#8221; I telefonova Klar\u00ebs. Ajo erdhi menj\u00ebher\u00eb; dhe, kur e pash\u00eb, m\u00eb humbi gjysm\u00ebn e shpirtit. Kjo m\u00eb ndodhte gjithmon\u00eb. Ajo ishte kaq e bukur! Do t\u00eb kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb gjysm\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs sime p\u00ebr t&#8217;u siguruar q\u00eb ajo q\u00eb pretendonte n\u00ebna e saj nuk ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, dhe e gjith\u00eb kjo p\u00ebr ta frym\u00ebzuar at\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;u ankuar me disa prej saj . konsiderata m\u00eb e madhe, dhe ajo nuk tregoi as m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin shenj\u00eb se ishte e shqet\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, m\u00eb shp\u00ebrtheu bukuria e saj, dhe ajo me qet\u00ebsi mohoi se kishte ndonj\u00eb arsye p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7mendur kot\u00ebsi e mbajtur n\u00eb kurriz t\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shpirtrave t\u00eb posht\u00ebr t\u00eb qytetit! T\u00eb duket ende shum\u00eb pak? &#8221; Nuk jam lodhur,&#8221; m\u00eb tha me ashp\u00ebrsi t\u00eb tmerrshme, &#8220;duke m\u00eb shtypur aq fort p\u00ebr burimin e atyre parave. &#8221; &#8220;Por ti ke qen\u00eb shum\u00eb i kujdessh\u00ebm,&#8221; iu p\u00ebrgjigja, &#8220;t\u00eb mos m\u00eb thuash se po e merrje; nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb q\u00eb ju nuk mendonit se ishte legjitime. &#8221; &#8220;Ose se kisha frik\u00eb nga pretendimet tuaja qesharake si nj\u00eb kalor\u00ebs i gabuar&#8230; Ne jemi t\u00eb papajtuesh\u00ebm n\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00ebnyra! &#8221; &#8220;P\u00ebr fatin tim, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn se si e gjykoj \u00e7\u00ebshtjen q\u00eb po diskutojm\u00eb; fatkeq\u00ebsisht p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, n\u00eb at\u00eb kryesore. M\u00eb vjen keq q\u00eb nuk e kam m\u00eb ila\u00e7in p\u00ebr nj\u00ebrin si p\u00ebr tjetrin! Nuk dua t\u00eb kujtoj deri n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb ekstreme na \u00e7uan ftoht\u00ebsia e tmerrshme dhe e zhg\u00ebnjyer e gruas sime dhe pasioni i natyr\u00ebs sime mbres\u00ebl\u00ebn\u00ebse , pasi dialogu kishte arritur deri k\u00ebtu. Ishte nj\u00eb zhurm\u00eb q\u00eb u dha fund n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast disa gj\u00ebrave n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb: t\u00eb h\u00ebnave t\u00eb Guvernatorit , ekspozitave publike t\u00eb dukshme t\u00eb familjes sime&#8230; dhe Shpresa ime e fundit q\u00eb t\u00eb kishte ndonj\u00eb lidhje tjet\u00ebr midis meje dhe Klar\u00ebs, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 asaj q\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment marramendjeje nga ana ime, na kishte lidhur bashk\u00eb , p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u \u00e7liruar kurr\u00eb, q\u00eb kosa e vdekjes t\u00eb mos e priste. Ajo grindje e jasht\u00ebzakonshme ishte guri i prov\u00ebs n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ligji i rrem\u00eb i zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb Klar\u00ebs u v\u00ebrtetua i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; p\u00ebrplasja q\u00eb rr\u00ebzoi pllak\u00ebn e l\u00ebmuar dhe zbuloi krimbat e varrit. Nuk u befasova nga ky zbulim, sepse shenjat e m\u00ebdha t\u00eb tij e kishin lajm\u00ebruar at\u00eb; por konsiderata e asaj q\u00eb do t\u00eb pasonte m\u00eb tmerroi. Tani p\u00ebr tani, u ktheva n\u00eb zyr\u00eb dhe i dhash\u00eb sekretarit tim zgjedhjen p\u00ebr t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb dor\u00ebheqjen ose p\u00ebr t&#8217;u paraqitur para gjykatave t\u00eb drejt\u00ebsis\u00eb. &#8220;Sigurisht q\u00eb do t\u00eb isha i shoq\u00ebruar mir\u00eb,&#8221; m\u00eb tha ai me q\u00ebllim t\u00eb theksuar dhe nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje cinike. &#8220;Nuk ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi!&#8221; Un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrgjigja duke e kuptuar: &#8220;Sepse jam i vendosur t\u00eb b\u00ebj \u00e7do gj\u00eb&#8221;. p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 t\u00eb qenit nj\u00eb front p\u00ebr hajdut\u00ebt&#8230; Ai zgjodhi dor\u00ebheqjen dhe mua m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu. Disa or\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb , polici ishte gjithashtu pa post. Q\u00eb nga e nes\u00ebrmja, pasi pastrua zyrat e t\u00eb posht\u00ebrve dhe sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e skandaleve luksoze, i kushtova t\u00eb gjitha forcat p\u00ebr t\u00eb rregulluar rrug\u00ebn e shtremb\u00ebr t\u00eb administrat\u00ebs sime t\u00eb pakujdesshme dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb ca kursime. Nuk kisha ask\u00ebnd n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur, \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, dhe ushqimi ishte i hidhur dhe \u00ebndrrat e mia ishin makthe t\u00eb tmerrshme; por opinioni publik kuror\u00ebzoi me duartrokitje p\u00ebrpjekjet e mia t\u00eb vullnetit, t\u00eb cilat prodhonin mrekulli suksesi, dhe un\u00eb ndjeva, mes hidh\u00ebrimeve q\u00eb m\u00eb pushtuan, k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl q\u00eb vjen me p\u00ebrmbushjen e detyrave. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, qeveria e kombit ishte po aq e gabuar sa edhe e imja dhe puna e Revolucionit t\u00eb Korrikut kishte filluar t\u00eb l\u00ebkundet. T\u00eb gjitha llojet e ngatht\u00ebsis\u00eb, ambicieve dhe pritave po minonin themelet e saj ; Dhe tashm\u00eb kishte spanjoll\u00eb t\u00eb panum\u00ebrt t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjyer q\u00eb duartrokisnin satiristin At Cobos, nj\u00eb dash i friksh\u00ebm rrahjeje me t\u00eb cilin partia e reaksionit, e cila do t\u00eb korrte trash\u00ebgimin\u00eb e tij, i goditi pa pushim dhe pa u lodhur. Buz\u00ebqeshja e famshme e O&#8217;Donnell u b\u00eb m\u00eb e theksuar nga momenti; liberal\u00ebt tashm\u00eb po e merrnin at\u00eb si nj\u00eb maskim p\u00ebr planet e kalitur p\u00ebr t\u00eb \u00e7liruar, dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pyesnin se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb ndodhte dhe kur, n\u00eb p\u00ebrqafimin e tij jo m\u00eb pak t\u00eb famsh\u00ebm t\u00eb gjeneralit Espartero n\u00eb ballkonin e Calle de la Victoria, kur t\u00eb dy figurat sapo kishin mb\u00ebrritur n\u00eb Madrid. Dyshimet u pastruan shpejt: ai p\u00ebrqafim p\u00ebrfundoi n\u00eb nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim q\u00eb rr\u00ebzoi Espartero-n brenda nat\u00ebs dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrebesh ushtar\u00ebsh t\u00eb st\u00ebrvitur mir\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt brenda pak or\u00ebsh riorganizuan Milicin\u00eb Qytetare, duke shp\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb batalionet e saj me t\u00eb sht\u00ebna arm\u00ebsh , ku ata refuzuan t\u00eb \u00e7armatoseshin me mas\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Duka i La Viktorias qau edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjim t\u00eb ri n\u00eb t\u00ebrheqjen e tij n\u00eb Logro\u00f1o, me p\u00ebrparimtar\u00ebt e pakorrigjuesh\u00ebm q\u00eb u bashkuan n\u00eb z\u00ebrin e tij; dhe me gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe at\u00eb q\u00eb ishte evidente n\u00eb situat\u00ebn e re t\u00eb krijuar, un\u00eb u largova nga qeveria ime para se t\u00eb largohesha prej saj, dhe u ktheva n\u00eb Madrid, i varf\u00ebr, i trishtuar dhe i r\u00ebnduar nga nj\u00eb familje e padurueshme, e cila pagoi parat\u00eb dhe gjakun q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrpiu me larg\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe urrejtjen e tyre t\u00eb vdekshme. Kapitulli 32. P\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb zymt\u00eb rreth meje n\u00eb at\u00eb rast fatal, Valenzuela ishte nj\u00eb nga t\u00eb pakt\u00ebt emigrant\u00eb polak\u00eb q\u00eb nuk duhet t\u00eb mendonte t\u00eb kthehej n\u00eb Spanj\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, pasi ishte nd\u00ebr synimet politike t\u00eb qeveris\u00eb s\u00eb re t\u00eb mburrej se ishte i papajtuesh\u00ebm me burra aq t\u00eb turp\u00ebruar sa vjehrri im. Prandaj, nuk kisha asnj\u00eb shpres\u00eb se ai do t\u00eb vinte t\u00eb merrte pjes\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb barr\u00ebs q\u00eb un\u00eb mbaja vet\u00ebm mbi supe. I shkrova p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, shum\u00eb qart\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb shkurt. Ai m&#8217;u p\u00ebrgjigj me r\u00ebnkime dhe elegji trishtuese, si gjithmon\u00eb, atdheut t\u00eb tij t\u00eb dashur, zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb ulceruar, virtyteve t\u00eb p\u00ebr\u00e7muara&#8230; gjith\u00e7kaje; por pa d\u00ebrguar asnj\u00eb qindark\u00eb ose pa m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se ku do t\u00eb merrte ato t\u00eb shumta q\u00eb ia konsumuan gruan budallaqe dhe djalin e tij budalla. Hyra n\u00eb Madrid, i kthyer nga qeveria ime fatkeqe, me nj\u00eb grusht pesetash dhe nj\u00eb grumbull detyrimesh t\u00eb pashmangshme p\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime; dhe un\u00eb isha n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb saj! M\u00eb trembi. p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb humner\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebs! Por ku do t&#8217;i ktheja, n\u00ebse vet\u00eb rezonanca e ngjarjeve q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin ngritur aq lart n\u00eb situat\u00ebn e m\u00ebparshme, m&#8217;i mbyllte t\u00eb gjitha dyert n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb isha n\u00eb krye? Shkova p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb Redondon dhe mora nj\u00eb pozicion n\u00eb redaksin\u00eb e El Clar\u00edn de la Patria, e cila ishte kthyer edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb radikale opozitare. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb mbrojtje, un\u00eb tashm\u00eb isha n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb mos vdisja nga uria dhe do t\u00eb kishte mjaftuar t\u00eb jetoja si duk\u00eb n\u00ebse do t\u00eb kisha mbetur beqar; por p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbajtur pesh\u00ebn e t\u00eb gjitha barrave t\u00eb mia, \u00e7far\u00eb ia vlente? Pik\u00ebrisht at\u00ebher\u00eb i shkrova Valenzuel\u00ebs. P\u00ebrgjigjja e tij evazive m\u00eb detyroi t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb zgjidhje heroike. Sht\u00ebpia ku jetonim, edhe pse jo aq e shtrenjt\u00eb sa ajo q\u00eb un\u00eb vet\u00eb kisha ndihmuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb liruar n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Pr\u00edncipe, ishte jasht\u00ebzakonisht e shtrenjt\u00eb, n\u00eb krahasim me burimet e mia financiare. M\u00eb duhej t\u00eb gjeja nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shum\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb, nj\u00eb nga m\u00eb t\u00eb lirat, n\u00eb \u00e7do cep t\u00eb Madridit: kjo ishte nj\u00eb domosdoshm\u00ebri, nj\u00eb domosdoshm\u00ebri absolute. Pothuajse i zhveshur dhe me gjysm\u00eb racione mund t\u00eb jetohet; por jo n\u00eb aj\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur; dhe t\u00eb detyrohesh do t\u00eb thoshte t\u00eb jetoje n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb madhe pa pasur mjetet p\u00ebr ta paguar, si\u00e7 ishte rasti me mua. Me pak durim, shpejt gjeta at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatej, n\u00eb nj\u00eb udh\u00ebkryq, pas rrug\u00ebs Leganitos: nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb e t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb n\u00eb katin e tret\u00eb , nj\u00eb hyrje t\u00eb err\u00ebt me nj\u00eb kasolle qymyrguri, nj\u00eb tavern\u00eb ngjitur dhe nj\u00eb teneqexhi p\u00ebrball\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. Ishte gj\u00ebja m\u00eb pak e keqe n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Madridin p\u00ebr qiran\u00eb q\u00eb mund ta p\u00ebrballoja. Nj\u00eb pallat i mrekulluesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb strehuar kot\u00ebsin\u00eb e Pilit\u00ebs dhe arroganc\u00ebn e pazbutur t\u00eb Klar\u00ebs! Kjo, tani p\u00ebr tani; m\u00eb von\u00eb&#8230; do t\u00eb thoshte Zoti. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb k\u00ebndv\u00ebshtrim, u ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, i vendosur ta trajtoja \u00e7\u00ebshtjen kok\u00eb m\u00eb kok\u00eb. Mezi mbaja mend zhurm\u00ebn e z\u00ebrave t\u00eb grave t\u00eb mia . Kishte shum\u00eb koh\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kishte kaluar nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb mes nesh! Dhe sa tem\u00eb e bukur kisha zgjedhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb rifilluar komunikimin ton\u00eb oral t\u00eb nd\u00ebrprer\u00eb!&#8230; Epo, guxova ta l\u00ebshoja, duke u gjendur pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebrball\u00eb t\u00eb dyve. Ai pati efektin e pritur: at\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb bombe t\u00eb shkrir\u00eb, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht te vjehrra ime, e cila nuk mund t\u00eb shp\u00ebrb\u00ebhej si vajza e saj. Ajo u zbeh kur m\u00eb pa kaq t\u00eb fort\u00eb dhe t\u00eb vendosur, dhe gradualisht u b\u00eb m\u00eb e shqet\u00ebsuar, si nj\u00eb luan i t\u00ebrbuar q\u00eb p\u00ebrgatitet t\u00eb k\u00ebrcej\u00eb mbi sfiduesin e tij. Sa p\u00ebr Pilit\u00ebn, ajo m\u00eb quajti barbar, eg\u00ebr dhe idiot; ajo grisi flok\u00ebt e saj, qau dhe k\u00ebrc\u00ebnoi se do t&#8217;i tregonte Kapitenit t\u00eb P\u00ebrgjithsh\u00ebm, Komisionerit t\u00eb Policis\u00eb dhe Mbret\u00ebresh\u00ebs n\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishte e nevojshme. Dhe tani, i burgosur p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mij\u00eb, derdha pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, duke deklaruar se mobiljet q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrshtateshin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e re do t\u00eb shiteshin q\u00eb t\u00eb ardhurat t\u00eb investoheshin n\u00eb di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb dobishme dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb nevojshme. M\u00eb pas, q\u00ebndrimi i ashp\u00ebr i Klar\u00ebs u shnd\u00ebrrua n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjest p\u00ebr\u00e7mues, i cili m\u00eb goditi si fraza m\u00eb e mpreht\u00eb. P\u00ebr t&#8217;u futur n\u00eb sulm dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos iu p\u00ebrgjigjur marr\u00ebzive t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs, i thash\u00eb: &#8220;A di si t\u00eb fitojm\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb na mungon p\u00ebr t\u00eb vazhduar t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb si\u00e7 kemi b\u00ebr\u00eb deri m\u00eb tani? A pret q\u00eb t\u00eb na jepet p\u00ebr kot gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb na duhet? Supozoj se jo. Dhe n\u00eb at\u00eb rast, \u00e7far\u00eb zgjidhje na mbetet ve\u00e7se t\u00eb zgjedhim midis&#8230; vjedhjes, apo t\u00eb jetuarit n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment? Pilita, e cila m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte me fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb g\u00ebrvishtur, shtremb\u00ebroi figur\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb blinduar dhe u p\u00ebrgjigj, duke m\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb profili: &#8220;Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb guxon t\u00eb thot\u00eb se n\u00eb nj\u00eb situat\u00eb si kjo e jona, nuk duhet ta kishte \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar kurr\u00eb t\u00eb ishte burri i nj\u00eb zonje si gruaja juaj. &#8221; &#8220;\u00cbsht\u00eb e vetmja e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb ka dal\u00eb nga buz\u00ebt tuaja q\u00eb kur ju kam njohur menj\u00ebher\u00eb, zonj\u00eb&#8221;. \u201cdhe edhe at\u00eb q\u00eb thua gabimisht&#8230; Sido q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb, po b\u00ebn shum\u00eb gabim duke marr\u00eb at\u00eb rrug\u00eb, ku e kam shum\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrpres t\u00ebrheqjen\u201d. K\u00ebtu Klara l\u00ebshoi \u200b\u200bfuqin\u00eb e plot\u00eb t\u00eb arroganc\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb eg\u00ebr. Ajo m\u00eb drejtoi dy fraza t\u00eb mprehta , t\u00eb cilat nuk i b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb tjerat e mia m\u00eb t\u00eb buta; Pilita nd\u00ebrhyri me ofendime t\u00eb reja; Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatshme; dhe incidenti po merrte pamjen e nj\u00eb p\u00ebrleshjeje n\u00eb lagje kur sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori nxitoi t\u00eb njoftonte mb\u00ebrritjen e Barrientos. Isha pa mas\u00eb. Dola nga dera. justifikohem, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u p\u00ebrplasur me t\u00eb, dhe m\u00eb pas dola n\u00eb rrug\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb ajrit , drit\u00ebs dhe zhurmave q\u00eb nuk i ngjanin zhurmave, drit\u00ebs dhe ajrit t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime. Devijime t\u00eb pashpjegueshme t\u00eb organizmit moral t\u00eb njeriut! Un\u00eb, q\u00eb kisha dal\u00eb plot fatkeq\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb qar\u00eb, papritmas fillova t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsohem p\u00ebr lajmin, q\u00eb m\u00eb solli tri dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb me nj\u00eb let\u00ebr t\u00eb babait tim, se Garc\u00edas i kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb atij nj\u00eb lloj levi p\u00ebr t\u00eb festuar r\u00ebnien time; dhe kalova or\u00eb t\u00eb gjata duke shijuar k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e imagjinuar t\u00eb t\u00eb sht\u00ebnave p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb barrikada p\u00ebr t\u00eb ripushtuar perandorin\u00eb e humbur; jo p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb minier\u00ebs q\u00eb m\u00eb duhej, por sepse isha n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb nd\u00ebshkoja Garc\u00edas-\u00ebt p\u00ebr mosrespektimin e tyre, d\u00ebnim q\u00eb babai im e priste, n\u00eb \u00e7do moment, nga &#8220;vjehrri i tij i dashur, i lart\u00ebsuari Don Augusto&#8221;, t\u00eb cilin ai e shihte tashm\u00eb n\u00eb pushtet. Historia e t\u00eb gjitha zem\u00ebrimeve dhe zem\u00ebrthyerjeve t\u00eb m\u00ebdha njer\u00ebzore \u00ebsht\u00eb plot me k\u00ebto varf\u00ebri; dmth si e imja&#8230; dhe si e babait tim. Kur mendimet e mia t\u00eb shp\u00ebrqendruara u fundos\u00ebn p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb realitetin e zymt\u00eb t\u00eb situat\u00ebs sime, mishi m\u00eb dridhej nga kujtimi i grindjes s\u00eb m\u00ebparshme sht\u00ebpiake, sepse isha duke shkuar p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, i vendosur t\u00eb shtjelloja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb tem\u00ebn prozaike q\u00eb e kishte shkaktuar at\u00eb, p\u00ebr ta zgjidhur at\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb . Sa \u00e7udi e madhe ishte p\u00ebr mua kur, sapo u rr\u00ebzova, i dob\u00ebsuar n\u00eb trup dhe me melankolin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb n\u00eb shpirt, n\u00eb nj\u00eb kolltuk n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn time t\u00eb izoluar, m\u00eb erdhi Pilita, e but\u00eb si m\u00ebndafshi, e ndrojtur, e p\u00ebrulur dhe e respektueshme! Ajo u ul pran\u00eb meje dhe m\u00eb foli k\u00ebshtu, pas disa p\u00ebrjashtimeve dhe justifikimeve, as t\u00eb koordinuara mir\u00eb dhe as plot\u00ebsisht me vend, nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb se sa e hutuar dhe e dyshimt\u00eb ndihej: &#8220;M\u00eb duket se duhet ta harrojm\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebngjes&#8221;. A nuk mendoni t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb? Djali, un\u00eb kam nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbajtur m\u00ebri&#8230; I till\u00eb jam, \u00e7far\u00eb do!&#8230; Dhe nuk pendohem&#8230; E pranoj q\u00eb kam qen\u00eb mizor, hajde fare mizor! Dhe q\u00eb t\u00eb thash\u00eb disa gj\u00ebra mjaft t\u00eb ashpra, shum\u00eb t\u00eb ashpra, shum\u00eb t\u00eb ashpra!&#8230; Por \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithashtu e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, bir, se kishe nj\u00eb aj\u00ebr&#8230; dhe nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb!&#8230; Pastaj, ti thua gj\u00ebrat n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb!&#8230; dhe me sa nervoz jam, dhe sa&#8230; mir\u00eb, b\u00ebhem mizor menj\u00ebher\u00eb, dhe nuk e v\u00ebrej&#8230; dhe poof! Aty shkon. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, pika q\u00eb preke na befasoi aq shum\u00eb, na mahniti aq shum\u00eb, na \u00e7uditi aq shum\u00eb!&#8230; Kjo nuk do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se, sipas m\u00ebnyr\u00ebs t\u00ebnde, ke t\u00eb drejt\u00eb; \u201cSepse aty ku nuk ka, \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb?&#8230; Por kjo pun\u00eb e zvarritjes n\u00eb nj\u00eb lopat\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb vrim\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, n\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebll\u00ebf t\u00eb ndyr\u00eb, brenda nat\u00ebs, me aq lidhje sa njeriu n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e mir\u00eb!&#8230; Dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb nuk e them p\u00ebr veten time, sa p\u00ebr gruan tuaj, e b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb nga lindja, t\u00eb jetonte si nj\u00eb princesh\u00eb n\u00eb pallatin e saj&#8230; Dhe si mund t\u00eb priste nj\u00eb lart\u00ebsi t\u00eb till\u00eb, pa menduar &#8230; se ne jemi aq budallenj sa t\u00eb mos mendojm\u00eb se fati po ndryshon p\u00ebr mir\u00eb, o bir ! \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb, dhe k\u00ebtu t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb situat\u00ebn ton\u00eb e b\u00ebjn\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 makin\u00ebs dhe, m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti, disa shpenzime t\u00eb tjera t\u00eb llojit, t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn jet\u00eb me pun\u00ebsim si pa t\u00eb, nj\u00ebsoj, bir, po nj\u00ebsoj pyetni gruan tuaj n\u00ebse n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb paga e largimit t\u00eb babait t\u00eb saj ka qen\u00eb e njohur se ka prer\u00eb qoft\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb qiqra nga tenxherja&#8230; dhe do t&#8217;ju p\u00ebrgjigjen n\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve, t\u00eb jet\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb fondeve q\u00eb i ka n\u00eb rezerv\u00eb burri im Ah, po t&#8217;i kishte, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb do t\u00eb ishim n\u00eb nj\u00eb humor t\u00eb ndrysh\u00ebm sot ! Pse ai n\u00eb pushime t\u00eb tjera hoqi kaq shum\u00eb barr\u00eb p\u00ebrnj\u00ebher\u00eb, dhe tani nuk i jep as dor\u00eb k\u00ebtij q\u00eb po m\u00eb thyen?\u201d&#8230; E pyetur mir\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb E kam edhe ate bir; mir\u00eb pyeti&#8230; shum\u00eb mir\u00eb pyeti! Dhe a e dini se \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjet? Se, jasht\u00eb Madridit, jasht\u00eb Spanj\u00ebs, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri i humbur, nj\u00eb njeri i padobish\u00ebm, nj\u00eb njeri i paaft\u00eb; dhe se kjo vjesht\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb si asnj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. N\u00eb t\u00eb tjerat mund t\u00eb thuhej se nuk u rr\u00ebzua kurr\u00eb plot\u00ebsisht; ai mbeti gjithmon\u00eb i kapur pas di\u00e7kaje q\u00eb i vinte pas: t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn me shpres\u00ebn p\u00ebr t&#8217;u ngritur p\u00ebrs\u00ebri&#8230; dhe, mbi t\u00eb gjitha, mbeti n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij, n\u00eb tok\u00ebn e tij, n\u00eb damarin e tij; dhe duke prekur, me sy t\u00eb mbyllur, vendosi dor\u00ebn n\u00eb k\u00ebll\u00ebf. Por kjo nuk ishte nj\u00eb r\u00ebnie; ky po i thyente qaf\u00ebn, bir, i thyente qaf\u00ebn&#8230; Shihni: i m\u00ebrguar gati me shqelma; Aq larg nga pasuria e tij e vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb engj\u00eblli i Zotit e quajti Madridin dhe p\u00ebrgojoi p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, \u00e7far\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb i gjori, sado i zgjuar t\u00eb jet\u00eb? Dhe e kishte nj\u00eb parandjenj\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe me t\u00eb drejt\u00eb ma paratha&#8230; Kur e fshiu at\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl q\u00eb mundi, p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb bubullonte dhe gj\u00ebmonte shum\u00eb shpejt, gjysm\u00ebn e d\u00ebrgoi jasht\u00eb e gjysm\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr na e dha&#8230; Epo, k\u00ebshtu kemi jetuar, biri im i dashur, q\u00eb nga koha kur ai u largua e deri sa erdhe ti; dhe ne ju ndihmuam me disa prej tyre m\u00eb von\u00eb, pa e ditur ju; por gjith\u00e7ka mbaroi, sepse nuk ishte shum\u00eb, dhe n\u00eb Madrid parat\u00eb dalin n\u00eb tym&#8230; Dhe kjo frik\u00eb ishte gozhda m\u00eb e madhe q\u00eb i gjori mbante me vete. \u00c7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej me ne pa mbrojtjen e tij? K\u00ebshtu ai u m\u00ebrzit; k\u00ebshtu r\u00ebnkoi teksa tha lamtumir\u00eb! Oh, sikur ta kishit d\u00ebgjuar at\u00ebher\u00eb! sidomos kur ai p\u00ebrqafonte gruan q\u00eb tani \u00ebsht\u00eb gruaja jote!&#8230; &#8220;N\u00eb koh\u00eb nevoje, mos u mb\u00ebshtet tek miqt\u00eb e tu,&#8221; thoshte ai, &#8220;sepse ata shpejt lodhen duke t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb para; dhe meqen\u00ebse nuk je i zoti p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb i varf\u00ebr, do t\u00eb ishte mir\u00eb, bija ime, t\u00eb b\u00ebheshe pak m\u00eb humane me burrat&#8230; derisa t\u00eb gjesh nj\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb mbaj\u00eb barr\u00ebn q\u00eb tani e tutje nuk do t\u00eb jem n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb mbaj barr\u00ebn q\u00eb nga tani e tutje, sepse un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb jem n\u00eb gjendje t&#8217;i mbaj p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb ty p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb. mos u trego i shkujdesur dhe mos k\u00ebrko gj\u00ebra t\u00eb vogla, se nevoja \u00ebsht\u00eb e madhe dhe koha \u00ebsht\u00eb e shkurt\u00ebr&#8230;\u201d Dhe shiko \u00e7far\u00eb rast\u00ebsie!&#8230; pik\u00ebrisht at\u00eb dit\u00eb, si t\u00eb thuash, u shfaqe n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi&#8230; Ah, vjehrri yt!&#8230; \u00e7far\u00eb burr\u00eb, bir, \u00e7far\u00eb burr\u00eb! \u00c7far\u00eb milingona e vog\u00ebl! \u00c7far\u00eb mente sikur ta kishin l\u00ebn\u00eb buz\u00eb tegeli!&#8230; T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto, biri im, jo \u200b\u200bq\u00eb ti t\u00eb kesh ide dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebsh t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb, sepse, nga ngjarjet e sotme dhe ato t\u00eb s\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs, e shoh qart\u00eb sa mendjeleht\u00eb je dhe sa pak uj\u00eb po mbytesh; por q\u00eb t\u00eb vini n\u00eb vete dhe t\u00eb mos besoni se ajo q\u00eb ndodhi sot n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes ishte vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtonte &#8230; Ti mendon se shqisat e dikujt nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqendruara n\u00eb asgj\u00eb, dhe se njeriu jeton si budalla dhe i \u00e7mendur&#8230; Bir, sa i zhg\u00ebnjyer je n\u00ebse mendon k\u00ebshtu!&#8230; Njeriu llogarit gjith\u00e7ka, mendon p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka dhe nxiton n\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka; dhe po t\u00eb mos ishte k\u00ebshtu, nuk do t&#8217;i merrte kaq seriozisht disa gj\u00ebra kur d\u00ebshtojn\u00eb llogaritjet, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye q\u00eb ishin \u00e7eki\u00e7 dhe vare dhe nuk mund t\u00eb d\u00ebshtonin, si ajo q\u00eb Klara dhe un\u00eb b\u00ebm\u00eb kur u martuam. T\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, nuk ishe pozicioni m\u00eb i mir\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb bindjes s\u00eb vajz\u00ebs sime, sepse sado lart t\u00eb ngjiteshe mes rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebs s\u00eb partis\u00eb sate, ndoshta\u2014bum!\u2014sepse ka gj\u00ebra kaq t\u00eb k\u00ebqija, aq mizore n\u00eb vetvete, sa nuk mund t\u00eb zgjasin shum\u00eb; por ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi mua, dhe Klar\u00ebs gjithashtu, ajo m\u00eb tha: &#8220;Kur t\u00eb bjer\u00eb burri im, babai im do t\u00eb ngrihet; dhe, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, ne do t\u00eb jemi gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes&#8230;&#8221; Dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse ti&#8230; Dua t\u00eb them, jo \u200b\u200bvet\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, sepse duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb pasur nj\u00ebfar\u00eb dashurie, mendoj&#8230; Por ajo q\u00eb po arrij. Kush do ta mendonte se kjo qeveri e pahijshme do t\u00eb hezitonte t\u00eb sillte n\u00eb krah nj\u00eb burr\u00eb si Valenzuela?&#8230; T\u00eb posht\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj!&#8230; Djali, mendoj se po nervozohem p\u00ebrs\u00ebri&#8230;&#8221; K\u00ebtu vjehrra ime ndaloi, sepse i mungonte fryma dhe lot\u00ebt e zem\u00ebrimit filluan t\u00eb rridhnin nga syt\u00eb e saj; dhe un\u00eb nuk doja ta nd\u00ebrpresja, derisa e kuptova se ku po shkonte ajo e beqarit. M\u00eb ngjall kureshtjen N\u00eb raste t\u00eb caktuara, mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitohet shum\u00eb nga sinqeriteti i f\u00ebmij\u00ebve dhe budallenjve , pasi i ka z\u00ebn\u00eb frym\u00ebn, i thau syt\u00eb dhe u fry me ventilatorin e saj, vjehrra ime vazhdoi n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb: &#8220;Mund t\u00eb thoni, \u00e7far\u00eb kuptimi kan\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto? Epo, bir, q\u00eb i konsideroni mir\u00eb, n\u00ebse d\u00ebshironi t\u00eb na b\u00ebni k\u00ebt\u00eb nder; dhe pastaj, q\u00eb, pasha Virgj\u00ebresh\u00ebs Mari dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shenjtor\u00ebve n\u00eb qiell, t\u00eb na jap\u00ebsh nj\u00eb afat para se t\u00eb vritemi me melankoli dhe turp n\u00eb at\u00eb burg ku d\u00ebshiron t\u00eb na mbyll\u00ebsh&#8230; Shiko, un\u00eb kam nj\u00eb plan: t\u00eb shohim se \u00e7far\u00eb mendon &#8230; Vjehrri juaj ka mjaftuesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar rregullisht, asgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se rregullisht, ku \u00ebsht\u00eb; por ai mund t&#8217;i jap\u00eb nj\u00eb maj\u00eb burimeve t\u00eb tij pa hyr\u00eb n\u00eb ngushtic\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodhemi; dhe do t&#8217;ia jap\u00eb sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb detyrim i tij dhe e di q\u00eb do t&#8217;ia jap\u00eb sapo t\u00eb marr\u00eb letr\u00ebn q\u00eb i kam shkruar pasi je larguar sot n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes. Ne t\u00eb dy, edhe pse sezoni na kap lakuriq, krejt lakuriq, sepse q\u00eb kur kemi ardhur n\u00eb Madrid nuk kemi qen\u00eb nj\u00eb leck\u00eb e trisht\u00eb, do t&#8217;ia dalim me lajmet e dimrit t\u00eb kaluar&#8230; E shihni q\u00eb kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb ekonomi. Chuncha \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb grua q\u00eb sot ka nj\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb mesin e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb Qeveris\u00eb: e di q\u00eb n\u00ebse ajo k\u00ebrkon di\u00e7ka nga disa burra, ata nuk do ta refuzojn\u00eb; dhe kam nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb flas me t\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb gjej\u00eb rrug\u00ebdalje p\u00ebr Manol\u00ebn&#8230; Djali im i gjor\u00eb! T\u00eb detyrohesh t\u00eb punosh si nj\u00eb njeri i zakonsh\u00ebm!&#8230; Ai, aq i dalluar, aq i llastuar, aq i but\u00eb!&#8230; Epo, ja ku ke nj\u00eb burim tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t&#8217;u rikthyer; sepse t\u00eb premtoj se \u00e7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb fiton Manolo dhe \u00e7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb na jep babai i tij, duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb e mjaftueshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrballuar shpenzimet baz\u00eb q\u00eb po t\u00eb shtyjn\u00eb shum\u00eb&#8230; E di \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb thuash: po sikur Manolo t\u00eb mos gjej\u00eb pun\u00eb dhe babai i tij t\u00eb mos na jap\u00eb asnj\u00eb qindark\u00eb , \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb mira kan\u00eb k\u00ebto plane? Nuk po k\u00ebrkoj shum\u00eb, dy muaj&#8230; edhe nj\u00eb muaj! Hajde, m\u00eb duket se nj\u00eb muaj nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb&#8230; nj\u00eb muaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrpunuar nj\u00eb testament!&#8230; Ja, po t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj, p\u00ebr Zotin&#8230; n\u00ebse jo ta b\u00ebsh p\u00ebr ne; dhe n\u00eb gjunj\u00eb, n\u00ebse mendon se nuk jam aq i posht\u00ebruar&#8230; Dhe gruaja fatkeqe u p\u00ebrpoq ta b\u00ebnte ashtu si\u00e7 tha; dhe ajo qau me gjith\u00eb shpirt dhe m&#8217;i mori duart n\u00eb duart e saj; dhe m\u00eb erdhi keq p\u00ebr t\u00eb, jo fatkeq\u00ebsin\u00eb e saj, por munges\u00ebn e substanc\u00ebs, e cila ishte shkaku kryesor i saj dhe i konfuzionit t\u00eb ekzagjeruar n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin e pash\u00eb. M&#8217;u desh ca p\u00ebrpjekje p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00ebsohej. Pastaj e pyeta: &#8220;Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb mendon Klara p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto q\u00eb sapo m\u00eb tregove?&#8221; &#8220;Epo, bir, nj\u00ebsoj si un\u00eb. &#8221; &#8221; Dhe pse ma mban? \u201cBir&#8230; \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb duash&#8230; Dhe pas gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, \u00e7far\u00eb na mbetet? Pasi hezitova disa \u00e7aste, iu p\u00ebrgjigja: \u201cT\u00eb jap dy muaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb zhvilluar planet e tua&#8230;\u201d Ajo nuk m\u00eb la t\u00eb mbaroja; sepse sapo e d\u00ebgjoi k\u00ebt\u00eb, ajo u largua nga dhoma ime , si nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e vog\u00ebl e keqe. Me at\u00eb l\u00ebshim q\u00eb b\u00ebra p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb paqes s\u00eb brendshme &#8211; dhe me paqe n\u00ebnkuptoj nd\u00ebrprerjen e luft\u00ebs s\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, jo qet\u00ebsin\u00eb ose mir\u00ebqenien e ndonj\u00eb familjeje t\u00eb mir\u00eb-qeverisur &#8211; u gjenda n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje paqeje relative mendore, si nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtar i lodhur q\u00eb e l\u00eb m\u00ebnjan\u00eb barr\u00ebn e tij nd\u00ebrsa freskon buz\u00ebt dhe rikuperon barr\u00ebn n\u00eb krah, an\u00ebn e tij dhe rrug\u00ebn gjithashtu; dhe duhet t\u00eb marr\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb nj\u00ebr\u00ebn mbi supe dhe t\u00eb marr\u00eb p\u00ebrsip\u00ebr tjetr\u00ebn!&#8230; Kapitulli 33. Dit\u00eb t\u00eb trishta pasuan k\u00ebt\u00eb ngjarje, shum\u00eb e trisht\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Pasi kalon ethet q\u00eb ndezin mendimet dhe i shtiret fuqi trupit, \u00ebsht\u00eb kur i s\u00ebmuri, me shpirtin e qet\u00eb, kupton r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb e s\u00ebmundjes q\u00eb e bie n\u00eb sexhde. Me ashp\u00ebrsin\u00eb e t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit ligj, shpirti im nuk kishte kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb forc\u00eb kaq t\u00eb fuqishme vizioni sa n\u00eb ato or\u00eb qet\u00ebsie relative; Besoj se ishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb arrita t\u00eb studioja me qart\u00ebsi t\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur, gjykim t\u00eb qet\u00eb dhe n\u00eb drit\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, tablon\u00eb e fatkeq\u00ebsive t\u00eb mia, mbi t\u00eb cil\u00ebn dora e fatkeq\u00ebsis\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ndoqi sapo kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb gjurm\u00eb, nj\u00eb detaj t\u00eb ri. Qeveria pezulloi pensionet e dh\u00ebna nga ajo e m\u00ebparshmja p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb meritave tep\u00ebr revolucionare dhe Carmen u gjend pa t\u00eb sajat kur i duhej m\u00eb shum\u00eb, sepse sh\u00ebndeti i saj kishte filluar t\u00eb d\u00ebshtonte. K\u00ebt\u00eb e m\u00ebsova nga Quica, e cila m\u00eb tha shum\u00eb dit\u00eb pas ngjarjes se zonja e saj m\u00eb kishte fshehur, Pa dyshim, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos i shtuar edhe nj\u00eb pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb shumt\u00ebve q\u00eb i besova asaj gjat\u00eb atyre dit\u00ebve. Sepse kur e gjeta veten t\u00eb mbushur me pik\u00ebllim dhe ndjeva nevoj\u00ebn t\u00eb hapja valvulat e gjoksit tim t\u00eb dhembsh\u00ebm, miqt\u00eb m\u00eb tremb\u00ebn dhe vet\u00ebm tek ajo guxova t\u00eb depozitoja sekretet e zemr\u00ebs sime; dhe p\u00ebrfundova duke i besuar t\u00eb gjitha, t\u00eb gjitha, edhe ato q\u00eb, n\u00eb meditimet e mia t\u00eb trishtuara, rezistova t&#8217;ia zbuloja nd\u00ebrgjegjes sime. Dhe ishte se, duke i besuar fatkeq\u00ebsit\u00eb e mia martesore k\u00ebtij miku tolerant dhe t\u00eb dashur, ndjeva, me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e leht\u00ebsimit t\u00eb nj\u00eb barre t\u00eb tmerrshme, di\u00e7ka si k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb vjen nga nj\u00eb detyr\u00eb e dhimbshme e p\u00ebrmbushur. Dyshova se edhe ajo e kuptonte k\u00ebshtu; dhe nga ky mir\u00ebkuptim i nd\u00ebrsjell\u00eb rezultoi nj\u00eb interes i ri n\u00eb bisedat tona, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb i p\u00ebrmbajtur keq n\u00eb termat e p\u00ebrshkruara p\u00ebr ne nga konsideratat dhe respektet m\u00eb pak t\u00eb forta se q\u00ebllimi i fsheht\u00eb q\u00eb na nxiti t\u00eb dyve. Por sa t\u00eb shkurtra ishin ato or\u00eb, sepse ato kaluan mbi pik\u00ebllimet e mia si nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim ere p\u00ebrmes nj\u00eb plage t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb! M\u00eb pas u kthyen mendimet e err\u00ebta, realiteti i gj\u00ebrave, fakti brutal&#8230; dhe sa or\u00eb t\u00eb gjata e t\u00eb ndryshme!&#8230; Mbi t\u00eb gjitha, kthimi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time&#8230; P\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb? Zoti im! Dikush mund t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb i varf\u00ebr, i s\u00ebmur\u00eb dhe i persekutuar; mund t\u00eb jetohet n\u00eb burg, i lidhur me zinxhir, pa aj\u00ebr e diell; por jo si\u00e7 jetoja me gruan time. Grindjet dhe mosmarr\u00ebveshjet jan\u00eb t\u00eb shpeshta, ndoshta domosdoshm\u00ebrisht, n\u00eb martesa. Ato zgjasin nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, nj\u00eb jav\u00eb, nj\u00eb muaj&#8230; nj\u00eb vit; por mb\u00ebshteten nga nj\u00eb motiv i rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm, pak a shum\u00eb serioz, i cili m\u00eb n\u00eb fund transmetohet dhe harrohet; dhe paqja do t\u00eb mbret\u00ebroj\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, sepse dashuria nuk mungoi kurr\u00eb n\u00eb zemra. Por nuk kisha vend p\u00ebr nj\u00eb shpres\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, sepse Klara, e cila nuk m\u00eb kishte dashur kurr\u00eb, kishte thyer t\u00eb vetmen lidhje dashurie q\u00eb na bashkoi n\u00eb tronditjen e par\u00eb t\u00eb mendjemadh\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb saj t\u00eb vrullshme, e ofenduar nga k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulja ime si nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebshort i zhg\u00ebnjyer. Mermeri q\u00eb ishte animuar p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, si dreqin do ta thoshte, duke brumosur llogarit\u00eb e interesit me nj\u00eb poem\u00eb epike shtazarake n\u00eb nj\u00eb mendje t\u00eb eg\u00ebr, u kthye n\u00eb hard rock sapo llogaritjet d\u00ebshtuan dhe asgj\u00eb nuk mbeti nga heroi i nj\u00eb momenti, ve\u00e7se nj\u00eb njeri prozaik me pak virtyte t\u00eb lira. P\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatur sjelljen time me ligjet e saj , ftoht\u00ebsia u shnd\u00ebrrua n\u00eb tjet\u00ebrsim, dhe tjet\u00ebrsimi, antipati e vdekshme. E dija k\u00ebt\u00eb, jo sepse m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb Klara, por sepse e lexova tek ajo si n\u00eb nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur, sapo prushi i fundit i zjarrit t\u00eb pasionit mishor q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte shtyr\u00eb, verb\u00ebrisht, t\u00eb hidhja mbi veten time zinxhirin e skllav\u00ebris\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb tmerrshme , ishte fikur brenda meje. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, mungesa e sharjes ishte virtyti i vet\u00ebm i gruas sime. Por nuk e urreja; dhe d\u00ebshira ime e \u00e7mendur madje mund t\u00eb ishte shnd\u00ebrruar n\u00eb dashuri t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, sikur mendimi i detyrave t\u00eb saj t\u00eb mbizot\u00ebronte tek ajo mbi kot\u00ebsin\u00eb e \u00e7mendur t\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsive t\u00eb dukshme; edhe sikur t\u00eb ishte n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb m\u00eb paguante, n\u00eb konsiderat\u00eb t\u00eb rreme, rreziqet q\u00eb nd\u00ebrmora me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhe t\u00eb mos i harronte aq shpejt ato rr\u00ebmbimet pasionante t\u00eb atyre dit\u00ebve t\u00eb para. Sepse me k\u00ebt\u00eb ferr n\u00eb mendje, hyja gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time, ku si ngush\u00ebllimi im i vet\u00ebm m\u00eb priste padurimi i ftoht\u00eb dhe i paepur i gruas sime. Dhe k\u00ebshtu nj\u00eb dit\u00eb dhe \u00e7do dit\u00eb; dhe kjo n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb martes\u00ebs son\u00eb; dhe un\u00eb isha ende shum\u00eb e re, dhe ajo edhe m\u00eb e re . Kaq vite p\u00ebrpara meje! Sa rrug\u00eb e gjat\u00eb, e err\u00ebt dhe e ashp\u00ebr ! \u00c7far\u00eb agoni e frikshme, pa shpres\u00ebn e vdekjes! Shum\u00eb her\u00eb e kam menduar me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi kriminale; Dhe Zoti e di se nuk ishte respekti njer\u00ebzor q\u00eb m\u00eb pengoi t\u00eb b\u00ebja gabimet m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb, n\u00eb kulmin e d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimit tim, m\u00eb dukej se nj\u00eb rreze drite shk\u00eblqeu n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e dendur q\u00eb m\u00eb rrethonte. Nuk kishte pasur ende nj\u00eb ekzaminim t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb midis meje dhe Klar\u00ebs p\u00ebr shkaqet e largimit ton\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrsjell\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb se ajo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e dukshme nuk ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb zb\u00ebrthehet me fjal\u00eb; por a nuk mund t\u00eb gabojm\u00eb t\u00eb dy, n\u00ebse jo n\u00eb themel, at\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn n\u00eb di\u00e7ka aksesore? Dhe edhe sikur t\u00eb mos ishim, a duhet nj\u00eb dhe kaq serioze transcendentale, pa shterur t\u00eb gjitha formalitetet e procesit? Dhe a nuk ishte m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishmja nga t\u00eb gjitha nj\u00eb shpjegim i qet\u00eb dhe i plot\u00eb i pik\u00ebs n\u00eb diskutim? N\u00eb \u00e7do rast, jeta nuk mund t\u00eb jetohej k\u00ebshtu; dhe asgj\u00eb nuk humbi n\u00eb t\u00eb folur. I propozova t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb intervist\u00eb me gruan time; dhe, i vendosur ta b\u00ebja k\u00ebt\u00eb, hyra n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time n\u00eb or\u00ebn e zakonshme, pik\u00ebrisht kur Barrientos po largohej. Kjo ishte nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr pik\u00eb q\u00eb kishte filluar t\u00eb m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonte pak. E k\u00ebrkova Klar\u00ebn dhe e gjeta shum\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb pun\u00ebs, ku sapo ishte mbyllur n\u00eb goj\u00eb pasi i kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb lamtumir\u00eb shoqes. Ajo u habit kur m\u00eb pa atje dhe m\u00eb njoftoi me nj\u00eb shikim t\u00eb saj; Un\u00eb ia shpjegova menj\u00ebher\u00eb q\u00ebllimin tim , pasi u ula pran\u00eb saj. Kjo sken\u00eb solli n\u00eb mendje nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shum\u00eb t\u00eb ngjashme n\u00eb detajet e saj t\u00eb jashtme, por sa t\u00eb ndryshme n\u00eb situat\u00ebn morale t\u00eb personazheve! P\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye, doja t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorja kujtes\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb testuar ndjeshm\u00ebrin\u00eb e gruas sime. &#8220;At\u00ebher\u00eb ishte gjithashtu nj\u00eb pyetje,&#8221; i thash\u00eb, &#8220;t\u00eb shqyrtoje thell\u00ebsit\u00eb e zemrave tona; dhe ti u k\u00ebnaqe t\u00eb m\u00eb tregoje at\u00eb q\u00eb po lexoje n\u00eb timen, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn un\u00eb u kujdesa ta vendosa para syve t\u00eb tu; dhe kur erdhi koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbuluar se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte n\u00eb t\u00ebnden, si dhe me \u00e7far\u00eb rasti, ma tregove, Klara! A t\u00eb kujtohet? Sikur t\u00eb kisha trokitur murin me gur\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb mur&#8221;. Ajo ngriti supet, u largua pak nga un\u00eb dhe m\u00eb pyeti prer\u00eb: &#8220;Ku po shkon me k\u00ebt\u00eb marr\u00ebzi t\u00eb trash\u00eb q\u00eb po sjell tani ?&#8221; E ndjeva talljen si nj\u00eb shuplak\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb dhe iu p\u00ebrgjigja: &#8220;Shpresoj, meqen\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe \u00e7\u00ebshtje zbulimi i thell\u00ebsive t\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjes son\u00eb, t\u00eb tregosh pak d\u00ebshir\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn m\u00eb tejkaluat at\u00ebher\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb ditur se n\u00eb cilin prej nesh banon akulli q\u00eb shuajti flak\u00ebn e atij pasioni q\u00eb dukej se na p\u00ebrpiu&#8221;. Cili prej nesh ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb faj p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb tjet\u00ebrsim n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin jetojm\u00eb? Kush k\u00ebnaqet me t\u00eb, apo kush e d\u00ebshp\u00ebron? \u00c7far\u00eb ila\u00e7i nevojitet, apo n\u00ebse nuk ka mbetur asnj\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i dh\u00ebn\u00eb fund k\u00ebsaj situate t\u00eb patolerueshme? &#8220;T\u00eb thash\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast tjet\u00ebr,&#8221; m&#8217;u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo e ftoht\u00eb dhe e fort\u00eb si guri, &#8220;se un\u00eb dhe ti ishim t\u00eb papajtuesh\u00ebm n\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00ebnyra. Sot po ta p\u00ebrs\u00ebris p\u00ebrs\u00ebri . Arsyeja e k\u00ebsaj papajtueshm\u00ebrie ndihet m\u00eb mir\u00eb sesa shpjegohet&#8230; Ajo lind nga shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb vogla dhe disa motive serioze q\u00eb grumbullohen pak nga pak, dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund vijn\u00eb t\u00eb imponohen n\u00eb zem\u00ebr dhe t\u00eb mos e din\u00eb veten e tyre&#8230; \u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb befason, a nuk po t\u00eb ndodh e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb ? A guxoni t\u00eb num\u00ebroni kushtet q\u00eb, sipas jush, m\u00eb mungojn\u00eb p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn tuaj me mua t\u00eb p\u00ebrballueshme dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme, pasi guxoj t&#8217;ju them se sa pak m\u00eb duhet ta konsideroj veten me fat, edhe n\u00eb mes t\u00eb varf\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn jetojm\u00eb nga nj\u00eb shans i fatit? Ai ngriti shpatullat kur m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi dhe u p\u00ebrgjigj me padurim t\u00eb akullt: &#8220;Nuk do t\u00eb humbas m\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebrin\u00eb budallaqe. &#8221; &#8220;Sa keq,&#8221; thirra un\u00eb m\u00eb pas, pa mundur t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbahem, &#8220;q\u00eb ju mungon guximi p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka kaq t\u00eb nderuar dhe t\u00eb par\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme, nd\u00ebrsa keni mjaft p\u00ebr ato q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb padrejta, n\u00eb kontrast me at\u00eb t\u00eb dyve, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn do t\u00eb jem e bukur nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrmarrje e bukur me mua ! krenaria jote e vetme, besimi yt i vet\u00ebm: dashuria jote e pashuar p\u00ebr shfaqjen e t\u00eb gjitha kot\u00ebsive t\u00eb paarsyeshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur tek un\u00eb burrin e akomoduar, i cili, n\u00eb \u00e7do m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, do t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqte ambiciet e shpirtit t\u00ebnd t\u00eb ngurt\u00eb e jotja, ti e njeh arsyen me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ankohem dhe t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mallkoj ato dit\u00eb kur , n\u00ebn drit\u00ebn e rreme t\u00eb pasionit t\u00ebnd artificial, arrite t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebsh t\u00eb besoj se ishe e aft\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebsh fat, duke m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb veten me vet\u00ebbesim, q\u00eb s\u00eb bashku t\u00eb mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrballonim rreziqet m\u00eb t\u00eb zakonshme t\u00eb jet\u00ebs \u2026 aspiratat&#8230; T\u00eb kam sakrifikuar gjith\u00e7ka me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi&#8230; &#8220;E gjitha ka qen\u00eb p\u00ebr ty&#8230; Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb ke dh\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebmbim? Disa or\u00eb dehje brutale, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb ambiciet e tua t\u00eb \u00e7mendura nuk gjet\u00ebn as m\u00eb t\u00eb vogl\u00ebn penges\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i rezistuar; nj\u00eb ferr torture q\u00eb kur u binde se nuk isha i p\u00ebrgatitur t\u00eb sakrifikoja turpin dhe nderin p\u00ebr ty as ty, kur t\u00eb duheshin si nj\u00eb piedestal . gjest energjik, duke e par\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb pa frik\u00eb nga shigjetat n\u00eb sy&#8230; Sikur t\u00eb heshtte, apo t&#8217;ia thoshte nj\u00eb statuje graniti. E vetmja shenj\u00eb q\u00eb vura re se ajo m\u00eb kishte d\u00ebgjuar ishte shprehja e theksuar krenare dhe p\u00ebr\u00e7muese, e zakonshme me t\u00eb prej disa koh\u00ebsh, sa her\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte p\u00ebrpara. Pastaj ajo m\u00eb tha, me nj\u00eb ton, me nj\u00eb z\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim q\u00eb ishin v\u00ebrtet t\u00eb k\u00ebputur: &#8220;Shpirti i nj\u00eb gruaje ka burime misterioze, veprimi i t\u00eb cilave prodhon ndjenja shum\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrta. T\u00eb dish se si t&#8217;i plagosh k\u00ebto burime q\u00ebndron e gjith\u00eb shkenca p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb veten t\u00eb dashur&#8221;. Ju keni pasur fatin e keq t\u00eb jeni shum\u00eb i ngath\u00ebt n\u00eb at\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje me mua. &#8220;Jo shum\u00eb koh\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb,&#8221; e nd\u00ebrpreva, &#8220;pasi kund\u00ebr nj\u00eb ngatht\u00ebsie t\u00eb till\u00eb nuk ka mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb heq\u00ebsh dor\u00eb nga p\u00ebrpjekja. Kur ishte, un\u00eb isha shum\u00eb m\u00eb e aft\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb rast\u00ebsie! &#8221; &#8220;Mund t\u00eb ishte, n\u00ebse doje,&#8221; u p\u00ebrgjigj ajo me pandjeshm\u00ebri; &#8220;Por fakti mbetet dhe un\u00eb pendohem po aq sa ju, sepse i nj\u00ebjti zinxhir na lidh. &#8221; &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse, dhe p\u00ebr shkak se nuk mund t\u00eb prishet, po mundohem ta b\u00ebj m\u00eb t\u00eb durueshme. M\u00eb ndihmoni n\u00eb q\u00ebllimin tim . &#8221; &#8220;Nuk e shoh rrug\u00ebn; sepse, po e p\u00ebrs\u00ebris, nuk di t\u00eb shtirem virtyte q\u00eb nuk i posedoj &#8221; . &#8220;P\u00ebrderisa ligjet njer\u00ebzore q\u00eb m\u00eb skllav\u00ebrojn\u00eb t\u00eb drejtat e tua fam\u00ebkeqe m\u00eb detyrojn\u00eb; por mos u p\u00ebrpiq kurr\u00eb t\u00eb shkosh p\u00ebrtej k\u00ebsaj. &#8221; &#8220;Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb deklarat\u00eb lufte deri n\u00eb vdekje. &#8221; &#8220;Kuptojeni si t\u00eb doni, nuk ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebr mua.&#8221; Dhe k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebrfunduam, me k\u00ebt\u00eb kuptueshm\u00ebri p\u00ebrfundimtare se fatkeq\u00ebsia ime ishte p\u00ebrtej ila\u00e7it njer\u00ebzor. Kapitulli 34. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, vjehrri im kishte liruar fijet e \u00e7ant\u00ebs s\u00eb tij jo fort t\u00eb plot\u00eb dhe e shoqja, me p\u00ebrpikm\u00ebrin\u00eb e nevojshme, mblodhi nj\u00eb shum\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb ma dor\u00ebzoi me p\u00ebrpik\u00ebri dhe mjaftonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb paguar qiran\u00eb e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm me k\u00ebt\u00eb, rreziku i rip\u00ebrt\u00ebritjes s\u00eb grindjeve t\u00eb tmerrshme t\u00eb lartp\u00ebrmendura ishte hequr: kishte shpresa t\u00eb bazuara p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur nj\u00eb pun\u00eb p\u00ebr Manolo, dhe Chuncha u largua p\u00ebr t\u00eb na sh\u00ebrbyer e p\u00ebr t\u00eb na arg\u00ebtuar. Madje gruas sime dhe Pilit\u00ebs i ka dhuruar fustane. K\u00ebt\u00eb ma konfirmoi ajo kur m\u00eb prezantoi nj\u00eb dit\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb re. Q\u00eb kur ishim posht\u00eb, dashuria e Dukesh\u00ebs p\u00ebr miqt\u00eb e saj dukej se ishte dyfishuar. Klara ishte disi e t\u00ebrhequr dhe rrall\u00eb dilte nga sht\u00ebpia; por n\u00ebna e saj nuk u largua kurr\u00eb nga krahu i Chuncha-s n\u00eb asnj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb shenjt\u00eb. Nuk kisha par\u00eb kurr\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb e bij\u00eb kaq larg nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Edhe pse kjo nuk m\u00eb \u00e7uditi, sepse Pilita, me mund\u00ebsit\u00eb p\u00ebr arg\u00ebtim q\u00eb i jepte shoqja, nuk mund ta duronte izolimin relativ nga bota n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn jetonte Klara. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, ajo ia pretendoi n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb saj problemet e saj sht\u00ebpiake dhe publikisht d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e saj p\u00ebr t&#8217;u p\u00ebrshtatur me zakonet e mia. Nj\u00eb grua shembullore! Dhe un\u00eb, q\u00eb e konsideroja sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time nj\u00eb burg, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht q\u00eb nga intervista ime e fundit me Klar\u00ebn, kalova vet\u00ebm koh\u00ebn e nevojshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb shpejt, pa d\u00ebshp\u00ebrim dhe n\u00eb heshtje, dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb fjetur p\u00ebr disa or\u00eb mes tmerrit t\u00eb maktheve t\u00eb mia ferrore. Pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb dit\u00ebs dhe nat\u00ebs e kalova mes miqve t\u00eb mi duke shkruar, duke transmetuar dhimbjet e mia n\u00eb aj\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur n\u00eb nj\u00eb sh\u00ebtitje t\u00eb vetmuar dhe n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e k\u00ebndshme t\u00eb Carmenit, sh\u00ebndeti i dob\u00ebt i s\u00eb cil\u00ebs po ia b\u00ebnte t\u00eb pamundur t\u00eb punonte, pik\u00ebrisht at\u00ebher\u00eb kur kishte m\u00eb shum\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar. Pasuria ishte e k\u00ebnaqur t\u00eb mblidhte nga un\u00eb, edhe me kthime me fajde, favoret me t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb kishte derdhur pak m\u00eb par\u00eb. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, ose sepse pesha e dhimbjeve t\u00eb mia morale e kishte mposhtur forc\u00ebn time fizike, ose sepse ligji i fatit tim ishte p\u00ebrmbushur, u ndjeva i s\u00ebmur\u00eb; dhe n\u00eb mes t\u00eb pasdites i lash\u00eb detyrat me shkrim. Meqen\u00ebse m\u00eb e keqja nga t\u00eb gjitha s\u00ebmundjet m\u00eb dukej se ishte sht\u00ebpia ime, u p\u00ebrpoqa ta kuroja sulmin e papritur me shp\u00ebrqendrim dhe ajrin e past\u00ebr t\u00eb rrug\u00eb. Mendimet e mia m\u00eb mashtruan. K\u00ebmb\u00ebt e mia nuk pranuan t\u00eb m\u00eb mb\u00ebshtesnin dhe t\u00ebmujt m\u00eb rrah\u00ebn; drita m\u00eb l\u00ebndoi syt\u00eb dhe duart m\u00eb dogj\u00ebn. kisha ethe; dhe nevoja, m\u00eb e fort\u00eb se ngurrimi im, m\u00eb \u00e7oi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time. Trokita dhe der\u00ebn e hapi sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorja e gruas sime, jo sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtori, si zakonisht. Ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kisha nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb hyja n\u00eb at\u00eb or\u00eb. &#8220;Nuk ka njeri atje,&#8221; tha ajo kur m\u00eb pa. Dhe \u00e7&#8217;m\u00eb kishte r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi n\u00ebse atje ishte dikush apo jo, pasi aty nuk m\u00eb mungova askujt dhe as nuk k\u00ebrkova njeri, sepse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonin nj\u00ebsoj? Por vura re se sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtorja kollitej shum\u00eb that\u00eb, shum\u00eb shpesh dhe me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe se ajo nuk ishte plot\u00ebsisht e qet\u00eb kur m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb paralajm\u00ebrim kaq t\u00eb pazakont\u00eb. Dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb, dhe duke par\u00eb n\u00eb kunj ku shkova t\u00eb varja kapel\u00ebn time, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr shum\u00eb t\u00eb shndritshme, me buz\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb kthyer lart, q\u00eb nuk ishte as e imja, as e Manolos, dhe nj\u00eb fryrje, si nj\u00eb frym\u00eb Luciferi, q\u00eb kaloi n\u00eb \u00e7ast n\u00ebp\u00ebr trurin tim t\u00eb ngaz\u00ebllyer, u hodha p\u00ebrpara sh\u00ebrb\u00ebtores, e cila tashm\u00eb ishte p\u00ebrpara meje n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn q\u00eb po p\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb ndiqja; dhe n\u00eb dy k\u00ebrcime t\u00eb tjera arrita n\u00eb studimin e gruas sime. Dera ishte e mbyllur nga brenda. E hodha gjith\u00eb pesh\u00ebn time kund\u00ebr saj ; brava doli dhe faqet e dob\u00ebta e t\u00eb l\u00ebmuara u hap\u00ebn &#8230; faqet e nj\u00eb libri t\u00eb ndyr\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin pash\u00eb t\u00eb shtypur fyerjen e fundit q\u00eb ajo krijes\u00eb e sk\u00ebterr\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb grumbullonte! Ethet q\u00eb po m\u00eb gllab\u00ebronin tani dhe q\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast duhet t\u00eb kishte arritur maksimumin e saj, m\u00eb dha forc\u00ebn e nj\u00eb luani. Sepse ato m\u00eb dukeshin ende shum\u00eb t\u00eb pakta n\u00eb furin\u00eb me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kapja gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb arrinte nga duart e mia q\u00eb m\u00eb dridheshin dhe ia hodha verb\u00ebrisht hajdutit, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos kishte nj\u00eb kam\u00eb p\u00ebr t&#8217;i zhytur n\u00eb gjoksin e tij, nd\u00ebrsa gruaja fam\u00ebkeqe iku nga nj\u00eb der\u00eb e fshehur&#8230; Nuk dua t\u00eb zgjatem mbi detajet e asaj barbarie t\u00eb dridhur t\u00eb luft\u00ebs n\u00eb dhom\u00eb . mobilje t\u00eb cop\u00ebtuara dhe jehona e mallkimeve t\u00eb mia. P\u00ebrfundoi m\u00eb shpejt, shum\u00eb m\u00eb shpejt nga sa kisha shpresuar, sepse krimi i b\u00ebn frikacak\u00ebt njer\u00ebzit m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb; dhe ai dinte t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitonte nga pakujdesia ime e par\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur nga e nj\u00ebjta der\u00eb nga e cila kisha hyr\u00eb un\u00eb. Kur dola n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtores s\u00eb tij, ajo nuk ishte m\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Un\u00eb u g\u00ebzova p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb sh\u00ebrbente ta kisha at\u00eb para vetes, sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte lidhur duart i nj\u00ebjti reflektim fisnik q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte penguar ta vrisja n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e saj?&#8230; Pa humbur asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast, u drejtova tek t\u00eb miat. Mblodha gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb gjeja nga bagazhet e mia dhe sendet e tjera t\u00eb vogla t\u00eb zot\u00ebrimit tim t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb ; dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb bagazh t\u00eb mjer\u00eb, jo shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyesh\u00ebm se ai i nj\u00eb studenti, urdh\u00ebrova ta zbrisnin n\u00eb der\u00eb. Momentet q\u00eb m&#8217;u desh\u00ebn t\u00eb largohesha nga ajo sht\u00ebpi e urryer, \u00e7atit\u00eb e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs dukej se u shemb\u00ebn mbi mua n\u00ebn pesh\u00ebn e kaq shum\u00eb posht\u00ebrimit, m&#8217;u duk si shekuj. Me karroc\u00ebn e par\u00eb pa qira q\u00eb kalonte p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, shkova n\u00eb bujtin\u00eb t\u00eb Matic\u00ebs, adres\u00ebn e t\u00eb cilit nuk ia dhash\u00eb karrocierit derisa u largova shum\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia q\u00eb po dilja. Nuk doja t\u00eb lija as gjurm\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb vendndodhjes sime atje. At\u00eb nat\u00eb, me lot t\u00eb hidhur, depozitova sekretin tim t\u00eb turpsh\u00ebm n\u00eb shpirtin e mikut tim . Tashm\u00eb isha duke u mbytur n\u00eb plot\u00ebsin\u00eb e kaq shum\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsive! Mendimet e tij t\u00eb arsyeshme, t\u00eb kalitura me l\u00ebngun e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb tij v\u00ebllaz\u00ebrore, m\u00eb ngush\u00eblluan; por kur m\u00eb von\u00eb u varrosa, me ethe dhe dhimbje, n\u00ebn mbulesat e shtratit tim, gjumi m\u00eb mohoi p\u00ebrfitimin e lajkave t\u00eb tij dhe e kalova nat\u00ebn duke p\u00ebrs\u00ebritur ngjarjen e tmerrshme n\u00eb mendjen time t\u00eb zjarrt\u00eb, duke shijuar planet e hakmarrjes. Nuk dola n\u00eb rrug\u00eb p\u00ebr tre dit\u00eb. Djalli synonte q\u00eb, sapo t\u00eb shkelnim k\u00ebmb\u00ebn atje, un\u00eb dhe Barrientos t\u00eb p\u00ebrplaseshim me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, ball\u00eb p\u00ebr ball\u00eb: ai ende mbante m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb t\u00eb goditjeve t\u00eb mia n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij . Urrejtja ime u intensifikua befas dhe shtova nj\u00eb t\u00eb re me dor\u00ebn time. Populli na ndau; me inat m\u00eb dha adres\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb tij; dhe, duke kuptuar se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb ndodhte, i dhash\u00eb jo adres\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime, por adres\u00ebn e redaksis\u00eb s\u00eb El Clar\u00edn. E paralajm\u00ebrova Matic\u00ebn dhe ai kritikoi sjelljen time, e cila ma vuri jet\u00ebn n\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb aft\u00ebsive t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtarit tim. Ne ishim t\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit mendim; por nuk kishte asnj\u00eb ila\u00e7 dhe madje Me rrezikun e vdekjes, nuk do t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqesha kurr\u00eb t\u00eb merresha me nj\u00eb njeri kaq t\u00eb urryer&#8230; E megjithat\u00eb, as ta vrisja nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebnaqte; sepse nuk ishte ai q\u00eb ishte krimineli i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, por ajo&#8230; ishte ajo q\u00eb, me gjith\u00eb drejt\u00ebsin\u00eb, duhet t\u00eb vdiste n\u00eb duart e mia! Dy burra elegant\u00eb sponsorizuan Barrientos; Matica dhe Redondo m\u00eb sponsorizuan. Kishte pak formalitete, sepse \u00e7\u00ebshtja ishte serioze dhe un\u00eb nuk u vendosa asnj\u00eb k\u00ebrkes\u00eb tjet\u00ebr miqve p\u00ebrve\u00e7 zgjedhjes s\u00eb arm\u00ebve t\u00eb mprehta, n\u00ebse ishte e mundur. T\u00eb vrasja me t\u00eb sht\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb dukej nj\u00eb gj\u00eb shum\u00eb e kot\u00eb, pasi nuk k\u00ebrkoja t\u00eb provoja gjakftoht\u00ebsin\u00eb time me nj\u00eb q\u00ebllim t\u00eb pagabuesh\u00ebm, por t\u00eb shfryja zem\u00ebrimin duke goditur me goditje ose me thika. Saberi u zgjodh, sepse p\u00ebr kund\u00ebrshtarin tim ishte e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb; Dhe n\u00eb agim t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit tjet\u00ebr, n\u00eb Alameda de Osuna, pas disa paraprake q\u00eb m\u00eb dukeshin solemnisht qesharake, ne q\u00ebndruam ball\u00eb p\u00ebr ball\u00eb , t\u00eb zhveshur nga mesi lart. N\u00eb shenj\u00ebn e par\u00eb, u nisa si nj\u00eb t\u00ebrbim ndaj kund\u00ebrshtarit tim, duke besuar, pa dyshim, se i gjith\u00eb suksesi varej nga forca. Megjithat\u00eb, n\u00eb t\u00ebrbimin tim t\u00eb vrullsh\u00ebm, arrita ta shqet\u00ebsoja aq shum\u00eb, ndoshta sepse zemra e tij nuk ishte e barabart\u00eb me aft\u00ebsin\u00eb e tij, saq\u00eb i nevojitej t\u00eb gjitha forcat p\u00ebr t&#8217;u mbrojtur nga goditjet e mia t\u00eb pand\u00ebrprera; por n\u00eb fund, ai fitoi zot\u00ebrin\u00eb time; dhe pasi m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb rrahje sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, kur mundi t\u00eb m\u00eb vriste pa shum\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje, u mjaftua duke m\u00eb hequr arm\u00ebn nga dora, duke m\u00eb zhvendosur ky\u00e7in e dor\u00ebs. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb, takimi u konsiderua i p\u00ebrfunduar dhe un\u00eb u ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi i shoq\u00ebruar nga miqt\u00eb e mi, po aq i turp\u00ebruar sa e kisha l\u00ebn\u00eb, por me turpin se isha rrahur nga i nj\u00ebjti njeri q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte turp\u00ebruar. Dhe k\u00ebto aventura u \u00ebnd\u00ebrruan nga njer\u00ebz t\u00eb kulturuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb lar\u00eb njollat \u200b\u200be nderit! budallenjt\u00eb! Shtypi raportoi k\u00ebt\u00eb takim t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, pa p\u00ebrmendur emra; por me nj\u00eb intimitet t\u00eb till\u00eb sa m\u00eb t\u00eb ngath\u00ebt na njoh\u00ebn; dhe sapo e b\u00ebn\u00eb, arsyeja u diskutua gjithandej dhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb, n\u00eb pak or\u00eb, ajo q\u00eb edhe sikur ta dija, do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej e kuqe nga turpi. Dhe Barrientos u rrit dy centimetra n\u00eb syt\u00eb e publikut, si p\u00ebr pushtimin ashtu edhe p\u00ebr arritjen e tij n\u00eb rast q\u00eb e motivoi at\u00eb! Dhe nd\u00ebrsa hajduti vraponte p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb nderimet e triumfit n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, njeriu i grabitur nuk guxoi t\u00eb dilte n\u00eb rrezet e diellit, nga frika e f\u00ebshf\u00ebrimave t\u00eb bot\u00ebs! Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb drejt\u00ebsia q\u00eb mbizot\u00ebron mes atyre q\u00eb krenohen aq shum\u00eb me t\u00eb! Pas k\u00ebsaj ngjarje, ishte e pamundur p\u00ebr mua t\u00eb banoja n\u00eb Madrid; Drita e tij , ajri i tij, tingujt e tij &#8211; gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebrreth meje m\u00eb fliste n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, ting\u00ebllonte si e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb, m\u00eb goditi n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn m\u00ebnyr\u00eb: gjith\u00e7ka dukej si nj\u00eb shpallje skandaloze e posht\u00ebrimit tim. Por ku mund t\u00eb shkoja? T\u00eb fshihem n\u00eb vetmin\u00eb e atdheut? Cili bir i nderuar guxon t&#8217;i thaj\u00eb lot\u00ebt e pik\u00ebllimit si t\u00eb mit\u00eb n\u00eb prehrin e n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb tij ? M\u00eb duhej t\u00eb ikja larg, larg!&#8230; Atje ku nuk kishte arritur jehona fatale e emrit tim; ku askush nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb njihte; ku mund t\u00eb ndryshoja rr\u00ebnj\u00ebsisht m\u00ebnyrat e jet\u00ebs sime dhe t\u00eb punoja ndryshe, dhe, n\u00ebse jo t\u00eb humbas plot\u00ebsisht kujtes\u00ebn time, t\u00eb rind\u00ebrtoja natyr\u00ebn time n\u00ebn ndikimin e klimave t\u00eb tjera, zakoneve t\u00eb tjera dhe njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. Dhe ideja p\u00ebr ta braktisur Carmenin kur ajo kishte m\u00eb shum\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr mua m\u00eb goditi menj\u00ebher\u00eb, si nj\u00eb penges\u00eb e pakap\u00ebrcyeshme e vendosur p\u00ebrpara planeve t\u00eb mia. Dhe pastaj, n\u00eb mes t\u00eb ekzaltimit q\u00eb m\u00eb rr\u00ebmbeu qet\u00ebsin\u00eb, u p\u00ebrpoqa ta m\u00ebnjanoja konfliktin me nj\u00eb marr\u00ebzi t\u00eb re: t\u00eb merrja me vete jetimin e nderuar&#8230; se un\u00eb e doja dhe ajo m\u00eb donte&#8230; sa p\u00ebrmasa! Pik\u00ebrisht arsyeja m\u00eb me pesh\u00eb q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb kisha pasur parasysh p\u00ebr t\u00eb respektuar emrin e saj t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Dhe madje b\u00ebra gabim q\u00eb ia propozova; dhe marr\u00ebzin\u00eb time e kuptova vet\u00ebm kur n\u00eb syt\u00eb e saj u shfaq habia dhe n\u00eb faqet e saj u ngrit nj\u00eb skuqje. Por un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb dor\u00ebzohesha p\u00ebr ta braktisur n\u00eb rrezik t\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb saj, as t\u00eb heq dor\u00eb nga q\u00ebllimi im p\u00ebr t&#8217;u larguar nga Spanja, ndoshta p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb. Duke torturuar imagjinat\u00ebn time, konceptova nj\u00eb plan q\u00eb ia n\u00ebnshtrova gjykimit t\u00eb Matic\u00ebs, duke mos i besuar m\u00eb t\u00eb miat. Ai e duartrokiti dhe ishte kjo: shoku im Un\u00eb do ta ruaja me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin zell q\u00eb kisha; dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb rast ekstrem, ose p\u00ebr shkak se i humb\u00ebn forcat, ose ajo mbeti vet\u00ebm, ose fati ishte aq i paepur sa m\u00eb mohoi ngush\u00ebllimin p\u00ebr ta mbrojtur nga larg, do ta d\u00ebrgoja te babai im, pran\u00eb t\u00eb cilit do t\u00eb gjente nj\u00eb mikpritje t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrt dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme. Duke e parashikuar k\u00ebt\u00eb ngjarje, fola di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb kur i shkrova pik\u00ebrisht at\u00eb dit\u00eb, duke e njoftuar p\u00ebr q\u00ebllimin tim p\u00ebr t&#8217;u larguar nga vendlindja, ku fati ishte shum\u00eb i pafavorsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr mua; por duke u kujdesur shum\u00eb q\u00eb plaku fisnik dhe i nderuar t\u00eb mos tradhtonte n\u00eb fjal\u00ebt e mia, q\u00eb synonin t\u00eb ishin gazmor\u00eb dhe shpirtmadh, hidh\u00ebrimin e shpirtit tim dhe as gjurm\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb furtun\u00ebs q\u00eb kishte lindur n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time bashk\u00ebshortore. Sa e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb e kisha t\u00eb ulja stilolapsin, duke mos besuar kurr\u00eb se ishin p\u00ebrmbushur mjaftuesh\u00ebm dy q\u00ebllimet q\u00eb m\u00eb udh\u00ebhoq\u00ebn me shkrim te zot\u00ebria e gjor\u00eb ! Pa i dh\u00ebn\u00eb koh\u00eb reflektimeve m\u00eb t\u00eb ftohta p\u00ebr t\u00eb ftohur zgjidhjen time p\u00ebrfundimtare, i reduktova t\u00eb gjitha bizhuterit\u00eb e mia, t\u00eb cilat nuk ishin shum\u00eb, n\u00eb para. I dhash\u00eb Quic\u00ebs nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, sepse Carmen nuk do ta kishte pranuar nga un\u00eb. I fola p\u00ebr planin q\u00eb kisha r\u00ebn\u00eb dakord me Matic\u00ebn; ajo pa n\u00eb t\u00eb shenj\u00ebn e munges\u00ebs sime t\u00eb gjat\u00eb; ajo qau&#8230; ne t\u00eb gjith\u00eb qanim; I vendosa nj\u00eb puthje n\u00eb ballin e saj t\u00eb d\u00eblir\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e njolloste me as njoll\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb papast\u00ebrtis\u00eb; P\u00ebrqafova edhe Quic\u00ebn dhe ika, me zem\u00ebr t\u00eb r\u00ebnduar, nga ato dashuri q\u00eb m\u00eb dob\u00ebsuan shpirtin q\u00eb m\u00eb duhej p\u00ebr t&#8217;u nisur n\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjen n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn m\u00eb kishte p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb ligji i ashp\u00ebr i domosdoshm\u00ebris\u00eb. Pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb dit\u00ebs e kalova me shokun tim; Dhe t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, shum\u00eb her\u00ebt, u largova nga Madridi p\u00ebr n\u00eb Andaluzi, shpirti im i r\u00ebnduar nga tirania e kujtes\u00ebs, e cila nuk lodhej duke vendosur para syve t\u00eb mi iluzionet m\u00eb rrezatuese p\u00ebrball\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha gabimeve dhe zhg\u00ebnjimeve t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime. Dhe ngush\u00ebllimi im i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb betej\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr idesh t\u00eb kund\u00ebrta ishte misteri i s\u00eb ardhmes sime, drejt s\u00eb cil\u00ebs po l\u00ebvizja pa drejtim e rrug\u00eb, si nj\u00eb mas\u00eb inerte e hedhur n\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00eb \u200b\u200bnga forca brutale e fatkeq\u00ebsis\u00eb sime&#8230; Ku do t\u00eb bija? \u00c7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej me mua? Pastaj u largova nga pluhuri i mjer\u00eb i tok\u00ebs; dhe, me syt\u00eb e pavdeksh\u00ebm t\u00eb shpirtit tim, n\u00eb drit\u00ebn q\u00eb ruajta gjithmon\u00eb me dashurin\u00eb e nj\u00eb t\u00eb krishteri n\u00eb shenjt\u00ebroren e besimit tim, pash\u00eb Providenc\u00ebn e Zotit, q\u00eb nuk i braktis as zogjt\u00eb e qiellit, dhe u dor\u00ebzova, duke i besuar planet e tij. Kapitulli 35. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb kan\u00eb kaluar nj\u00ebzet e pes\u00eb vjet. N\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kaq t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, sa p\u00ebrpjekje! Sa pun\u00eb! Sa pak g\u00ebzime dhe sa t\u00eb shkurtra! Ku kishte nd\u00ebrmend Zoti q\u00eb uraganet t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrfshinin kund\u00ebr meje, t\u00eb l\u00ebshuara kund\u00ebr meje? \u00c7far\u00eb b\u00ebra atje? Me cilat v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi t\u00eb reja kam luftuar? N\u00eb cilat shtigje m\u00eb \u00e7oi fati?&#8230; Do t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb detyr\u00eb e gjat\u00eb, shum\u00eb e gjat\u00eb ta rr\u00ebfeja, dhe dora ime tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb lodhur nga shkrimi dhe kujtesa ime nga kujtimi. Dua t&#8217;i p\u00ebrfundoj k\u00ebto sh\u00ebnime dhe do ta b\u00ebj k\u00ebt\u00eb duke shtuar vet\u00ebm disa shum\u00eb t\u00eb shkurtra nga periudha e dyt\u00eb e jet\u00ebs sime aventureske, p\u00ebr aq sa ato lidhen me ato q\u00eb mund t\u00eb quhen p\u00ebrfundime t\u00eb lira t\u00eb llogaris\u00eb s\u00eb m\u00ebparshme. Valenzuela vdiq n\u00eb emigracion tre vjet pas largimit tim nga Madridi. Deri at\u00ebher\u00eb, Barrientos dhe dy nga pasardh\u00ebsit e tij t\u00eb tjer\u00eb ishin lodhur duke mbrojtur familjen e tij; e cila, pa m\u00eb shum\u00eb mbrojtje sesa rroga e vog\u00ebl q\u00eb Manolo mori p\u00ebrfundimisht, sepse Dukesha u kujdes shum\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos merrte t\u00eb gjith\u00eb barr\u00ebn mbi vete, dhe trash\u00ebgimia e emigrantit ishte e pak\u00ebt dhe jet\u00ebshkurt\u00ebr, duhej t\u00eb g\u00eblltiste me forc\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb nuk mund ta b\u00ebja t\u00eb pranonte me forc\u00ebn e bindjes. Dua t\u00eb them, ajo p\u00ebrfundoi me gjith\u00eb krenarin\u00eb e saj t\u00eb marr\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb streh\u00eb t\u00eb mjer\u00eb. Atje ajo ia doli ashtu si\u00e7 d\u00ebshironte Zoti, duke veshur rroba t\u00eb zbehura, t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbysura nga e kaluara dhe duke ngr\u00ebn\u00eb ushqim t\u00eb ndyr\u00eb n\u00eb aq tavolina sa ka dit\u00eb n\u00eb jav\u00eb. Pilita nuk e mbajti kryqin e saj p\u00ebr shum\u00eb koh\u00eb dhe u varros me l\u00ebmosh\u00eb. Klara, e d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar, filloi t\u00eb l\u00ebngonte dhe t\u00eb thahej n\u00eb vetmin\u00eb e saj t\u00eb mjer\u00eb. Dukesha e Pikos e mori m\u00eb pas; dhe n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e saj vdiq e padurueshme, e ftoht\u00eb dhe mendjemadhe, si nj\u00eb pagane. Duke par\u00eb v\u00ebllain e saj vet\u00ebm dhe t\u00eb lir\u00eb, ai grabiti nj\u00eb rrugic\u00eb bowling t\u00eb nivelit t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt, nga Teatro de la Cruz dhe u martua me t\u00eb. Duke u martuar, skrofula e tij u b\u00eb bakri dhe burimet e humorit g\u00ebrryes q\u00eb buronin nga fyti, buz\u00ebt dhe hund\u00ebt e tij ishin t\u00eb gjitha n\u00eb nj\u00eb. Djali i gjor\u00eb nuk duroi gjasht\u00eb muaj. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb se at\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebri skrofula do ta kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb vjehrri i tij i nderuar, i cili kishte pijen m\u00eb t\u00eb keqe, dhe sapo merrte pak pije, do t\u00eb nxirrte thik\u00ebn n\u00ebse nuk e mbushte \u00e7ant\u00ebn e rraskapitur me monedha; dhe k\u00ebshtu i jepte \u00e7do lloj hidh\u00ebrimi q\u00eb e shtante. Matica m\u00eb tregoi p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto ngjarje, me detajet m\u00eb t\u00eb holl\u00ebsishme ; dhe ishte aq skrupuloz dhe largpam\u00ebs, saq\u00eb kur m\u00eb shkroi t\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte se isha e ve, kishte p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb n\u00eb let\u00ebr certifikat\u00ebn e vdekjes s\u00eb gruas sime. Sa e lavd\u00ebrova Zotin n\u00eb at\u00eb moment t\u00eb paharruesh\u00ebm kur m\u00ebsova p\u00ebr nj\u00eb ngjarje kaq t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme p\u00ebr mua! Sepse i theu zinxhir\u00ebt e skllav\u00ebris\u00eb sime, m\u00eb ktheu lirin\u00eb dhe me t\u00eb t\u00eb vetmin ila\u00e7 q\u00eb dija p\u00ebr t\u00eb sh\u00ebruar plag\u00ebt e dhimbshme t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs sime. Ret\u00eb e dendura n\u00eb t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb mb\u00ebshtjell\u00ebn kujtimet e mia u gris\u00ebn; nj\u00eb rreze dielli i dep\u00ebrtoi ; dhe nd\u00ebrsa ngroht\u00ebsia e saj ringjallte shpirtin tim t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb, drita e saj zbuloi shtigjet e deri at\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb bllokuara nga pengesat e grumbulluara nga dora e fatkeq\u00ebsis\u00eb sime, t\u00eb lira, t\u00eb hapura dhe t\u00eb hapura n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn time. Kjo ishte m\u00ebnyra p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur Carmen, kujtimi i \u00ebmb\u00ebl i s\u00eb cil\u00ebs m\u00eb inkurajoi t\u00eb punoja pa u lodhur; Carmen, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndava frytet e pun\u00ebs sime; Carmen, dashuria e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs nuk ishte m\u00eb nj\u00eb krim sipas ligjeve t\u00eb bot\u00ebs dhe mund t\u00eb publikohej me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb, si dashuria intensive, e qet\u00eb dhe ngush\u00eblluese q\u00eb ndjeja p\u00ebr t\u00eb! Biznesi im po shkonte mir\u00eb; dhe me v\u00ebmendjen time t\u00eb vazhdueshme ndaj saj, brenda pak vitesh do t\u00eb kisha sukses t\u00eb ktheja timonin e fatit; dometh\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb zot\u00ebrimin e mjaftuesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar n\u00eb atdheun tim n\u00eb nj\u00eb mediokritet t\u00eb rehatsh\u00ebm. Por k\u00ebto pak vite ishin shekuj kur mendova t\u00eb shtyja, derisa t\u00eb humbisnin n\u00eb humnerat e koh\u00ebs, p\u00ebrmbushjen e d\u00ebshirave t\u00eb mia m\u00eb t\u00eb zjarrta. T\u00eb parashikoja k\u00ebt\u00eb duke u distancuar nga pun\u00ebt e biznesit do t\u00eb ishte t&#8217;i ktheja ata n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb begat\u00eb dhe t\u00eb rrezikoja suksesin e provuar t\u00eb llogaritjeve t\u00eb mia shum\u00eb larg. Midis k\u00ebtyre dy ekstremeve, kishte nj\u00eb mjet q\u00eb zgjidhte gjith\u00e7ka: vendimi i Carmen p\u00ebr t&#8217;u bashkuar me mua menj\u00ebher\u00eb. I shkrova p\u00ebr rastin, i shkrova edhe Matic\u00ebs: arsyet ishin me pesh\u00eb; ajo u frym\u00ebzua nga t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat d\u00ebshira si un\u00eb; mjetet e komunikimit ishin t\u00eb shpeshta dhe jo t\u00eb dhimbshme&#8230; Dhe ishte. Dhe ne ishim t\u00eb martuar. Dhe Zoti, i cili m\u00eb kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb favorin e pa\u00e7muar p\u00ebr t\u00eb siguruar q\u00eb bashkimi im i par\u00eb t\u00eb mos jepte asnj\u00eb fryt, ma dha at\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb dytin. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time mbret\u00ebroi g\u00ebzimi, dashuria dhe qet\u00ebsia. Kam d\u00ebgjuar nga babai im sa m\u00eb shpesh t\u00eb jet\u00eb e mundur; Dhe nga konteksti i letrave t\u00eb tij, kuptova, me kot\u00ebsi t\u00eb ligjshme, se boll\u00ebku n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ai jetonte, fal\u00eb trajtimit tim plangprish\u00ebs ndaj tij, e b\u00ebri pleq\u00ebrin\u00eb e tij shum\u00eb t\u00eb durueshme. Tani isha shum\u00eb af\u00ebr ta konsideroja veten n\u00eb kulmin e lumturis\u00eb: t\u00eb kthehesha n\u00eb krahun e plakut t\u00eb varf\u00ebr me familjen time t\u00eb re dhe t&#8217;i ndri\u00e7oja dit\u00ebt e fundit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij me p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheljet e nip\u00ebrve, sepse e dija q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb isha vet\u00ebm. N\u00eb m\u00eb pak se dy vjet, k\u00ebto plane mund t\u00eb realizohen. Por fati, ose Zoti q\u00eb donte ta n\u00ebnshtronte dor\u00ebheqjen time n\u00eb nj\u00eb prov\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, i pengoi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ; t\u00eb gjith\u00eb u shemb\u00ebn si nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi letrash me frym\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb er\u00ebs. Carmen, djali yn\u00eb, Quica: t\u00eb tre u zhduk\u00ebn nga bota brenda pak jav\u00ebsh, viktima t\u00eb ringjalljes s\u00eb nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundjeje endemike atje. N\u00eb vuajtjen time t\u00eb hidhur kujtova baban\u00eb, si streh\u00eb e vetme p\u00ebr shpirtin tim, aq vrazhd\u00eb t\u00eb sulmuar&#8230; dhe vdekja e kaloi k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb! M\u00eb pas k\u00ebrkova, jo shp\u00ebrqendrim, por konfuzion, n\u00eb ngutje dhe nxitim t\u00eb biznesit; dhe nuk e di sa vite kam kaluar k\u00ebshtu, duke grumbulluar nj\u00eb pasuri q\u00eb m\u00eb dukej tallje me fatin, p\u00ebr ta dh\u00ebn\u00eb kur nuk kisha m\u00eb nevoj\u00eb. T\u00eb vetmet dashuri q\u00eb mbijetuan n\u00eb rr\u00ebnojat e zemr\u00ebs sime ishin p\u00ebrqendruar te Matica, letrat e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs m\u00eb ngush\u00ebllonin shum\u00eb dhe m\u00eb informonin se sa pak mund t\u00eb kujdesesha n\u00eb bot\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu arrita n\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr vdekjen e dukesh\u00ebs s\u00eb Pikos dhe se Barrientos kishte gjetur nj\u00eb t\u00eb ri, i cili, megjith\u00ebse nuk ishte i njohur si shpatar, kishte zhytur gjysm\u00eb jardi pet\u00eb n\u00eb gjoks, duke ndjekur t\u00eb gjitha rregullat e artit. Matica e kishte p\u00ebrfunduar m\u00eb n\u00eb fund karrier\u00ebn e saj; por ajo nuk e praktikoi, sepse e pengonte kushtetuta e saj delikate. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, ajo i ishte p\u00ebrkushtuar me entuziaz\u00ebm t\u00eb madh kultivimit t\u00eb arteve figurative; dhe ajo kishte dy komedi t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduara dhe, si t\u00eb thuash, gati p\u00ebr t&#8217;u v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sken\u00eb n\u00eb teatrin e par\u00eb n\u00eb Madrid. Ajo kishte vuajtur shum\u00eb nga nj\u00eb ftohje e vazhdueshme q\u00eb nga dimri i kaluar; por ajo shpresonte ta kuronte me flladet e majit. Ajo m\u00eb tha k\u00ebt\u00eb n\u00eb shkurt. Sepse n\u00eb prill, me lajmin e papritur t\u00eb vdekjes s\u00eb saj, Redondo, q\u00eb ma kishte p\u00ebrcjell\u00eb, m\u00eb nguli gozhd\u00ebn e fundit t\u00eb dhimbshme n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time. M\u00eb pas kam udh\u00ebtuar shum\u00eb, shum\u00eb! Nuk mbaj mend ku; Sepse n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimet e mia nuk k\u00ebrkoja m\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e p\u00ebrshtypjeve t\u00eb marra me soditje dhe studim, por m\u00eb tep\u00ebr zhurm\u00eb, l\u00ebvizje, shum\u00ebllojshm\u00ebri, marramendje&#8230; Derisa m\u00eb pushtoi lodhja dhe fillova t\u00eb pyes veten, duke e par\u00eb veten t\u00eb plakem, t\u00eb thinjur dhe pa nj\u00eb q\u00ebllim p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushur mbi tok\u00eb, n\u00eb cilin cep t\u00eb saj do t\u00eb hidhja barr\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kot\u00eb t\u00eb kockave t\u00eb mia. At\u00ebher\u00eb ndjeva brenda meje, n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt, z\u00ebrin e shenjt\u00eb t\u00eb atdheut q\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrriste n\u00eb prehrin e saj amnor; dhe erdha n\u00eb vendlindjen time i vendosur p\u00ebr t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb frym\u00ebn time t\u00eb fundit ku syt\u00eb e mi kishin par\u00eb rrezen e par\u00eb t\u00eb drit\u00ebs. Nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr zhg\u00ebnjim q\u00eb nuk e kisha llogaritur! Si kulm i karrier\u00ebs sime t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe plot ngjarje, e gjeta veten gati t\u00eb huaj dhe t\u00eb vetmuar n\u00eb atdheun tim; sepse t\u00eb jesh i huaj dhe t\u00eb jesh vet\u00ebm do t\u00eb thot\u00eb t\u00eb jetosh mes brezave q\u00eb jan\u00eb rritur larg nesh dhe kan\u00eb krijuar nj\u00eb shoq\u00ebri q\u00eb n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb nuk i ngjan asaj n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kemi lindur dhe rritur m\u00eb von\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e tyre. L\u00ebvizja novatore dhe reformiste, e nisur tashm\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm pas largimit tim nga Spanja, u pasua nga revolucioni politik i 1868-\u00ebs, shum\u00eb m\u00eb radikal dhe shkat\u00ebrrues se ai i 1854-\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin un\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb kaq aktive. E para transformoi pamjen e jashtme t\u00eb qyteteve; e dyta ndikoi shum\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e t\u00eb menduarit t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve; dhe me impulsin e k\u00ebtyre dy agjent\u00ebve t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm, shoq\u00ebria la kanalet e vjetra dhe hyri n\u00eb kanale t\u00eb reja; jeta krijoi nevoja t\u00eb ndryshme dhe zakonet u transformuan rr\u00ebnj\u00ebsisht. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb, gjeta sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb bukura fshatare me parqet p\u00ebrkat\u00ebse t\u00eb stilit anglez; nj\u00eb bujtin\u00eb n\u00eb plazh; rrug\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet; nj\u00eb kazino me gazeta dhe nj\u00eb tavolin\u00eb bilardo; dy dyqane pasti\u00e7erie; nj\u00eb tavern\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do cep; tre sht\u00ebpi me rrug\u00eb n\u00eb livadh pran\u00eb detit dhe gjasht\u00eb bujtina&#8230; Garc\u00edas&#8230; \u00e7far\u00eb Garc\u00edas, \u00e7far\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb i vdekur! Nuk mbeti asnj\u00eb gjurm\u00eb prej tyre . Ai q\u00eb drejtonte gjith\u00e7ka ishte djali i bashk\u00ebkoh\u00ebsit tim To\u00f1o Calambrios, i cili la bujq\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe u b\u00eb nj\u00eb panair; m\u00eb von\u00eb ai u b\u00eb nj\u00eb demokrat posibilist, dhe sot korrespondon me Castelar, dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb president i komitetit t\u00eb k\u00ebtij qyteti, ku Globo terr\u00e1queo ka dyzet abonent\u00eb dhe gati nj\u00ebzet n\u00eb La Bocina Monta\u00f1esa, i pari nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb potencialiste nga Madridi, dhe e dyta nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb federaliste dypal\u00ebshe dhe e dyanshme commutative p\u00ebr gazet\u00ebn federaliste nga Santanderski. strip, dhe kadifeje kadifeje, dhe k\u00ebpuc\u00ebt e ul\u00ebta dhe \u00e7orape me punime t\u00eb hapura, dhe dajre me zile, t\u00eb mira dhe t\u00eb majme! K\u00ebtu vajzat veshin jo m\u00eb pak se fustane me fund t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe xhaketa t\u00eb ngushta, t\u00eb stolisura me g\u00ebrsheta; flok\u00ebt e tyre n\u00eb nj\u00eb topuz dhe nj\u00eb thek\u00eb p\u00ebrpara, si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb zakon p\u00ebr zonjat; dhe, si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb zakon, zonjat k\u00ebrcejn\u00eb t\u00eb dielave, duke u kapur pas t\u00eb rinjve , n\u00ebn tingujt e dy violinave dhe nj\u00eb flaut t\u00eb paguar nga fondet komunale. Shtojini t\u00eb gjithave se sht\u00ebpit\u00eb dhe sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e fshatit u p\u00ebrkasin t\u00eb huajve q\u00eb jetojn\u00eb atje gjat\u00eb ver\u00ebs; se t\u00eb huaj jan\u00eb ata q\u00eb shkojn\u00eb n\u00eb bujtinat e plazhit dhe n\u00eb bujtinat vendase; se t\u00eb moshuarit q\u00eb lash\u00eb atje nuk ekzistojn\u00eb m\u00eb; se t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb e at\u00ebhersh\u00ebm duken si pleq t\u00eb vjet\u00ebruar; se t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb e tanish\u00ebm nuk kishin lindur ende ; dhe s\u00eb fundi, dhe kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e trishtuar p\u00ebr mua, ajo nga t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb miat te afermit te shperndare neper zonen perreth, nuk me ka mbetur gje tjeter vec disa nipave qe me vizitojne here pas here dhe kjo sepse jam i pasur dhe pa trashegimtare te detyruar; dhe le t\u00eb thot\u00eb gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e vog\u00ebl n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb fjal\u00ebve korrigjuese, n\u00ebse nuk kam arsye t\u00eb mjaftueshme p\u00ebr ta konsideruar veten vet\u00ebm dhe t\u00eb huaj n\u00eb vendlindjen time. Dhe nuk pendohem pasi e kam shqyrtuar me kujdes: k\u00ebshtu jetoj m\u00eb i pavarur dhe ka m\u00eb pak gjurm\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ringjallur kujtimet e mia, edhe pse t\u00eb dhimbshme, t\u00eb mbytura. E vetmja q\u00eb me t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur m\u00eb ofroi shum\u00eb t\u00eb hidhura ishte sht\u00ebpia e madhe ku takova familjen fatkeqe, shkaku i t\u00eb gjitha fatkeq\u00ebsive t\u00eb mia. Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb shikoja drejt saj, shihja t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn figur\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebsuar, t\u00eb vrenjtur dhe t\u00eb heshtur q\u00eb endej n\u00ebp\u00ebr vendkalimet e saj. Pronari i fundit e kishte p\u00ebrdorur si bujtin\u00eb. U p\u00ebrpoqa ta blija dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkuan trefishin e vler\u00ebs. pagova me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi; dhe me pretekstin e rind\u00ebrtimit, e shemba deri n\u00eb themel. Dhe k\u00ebshtu mbetet, nj\u00eb grumbull rr\u00ebnojash. Por as at\u00ebher\u00eb! Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb i shikoj, shoh sip\u00ebr tyre figur\u00ebn e bardh\u00eb t\u00eb neveritshme, me flok\u00eb t\u00eb shprishur , nj\u00eb vetull t\u00eb dredhur dhe sy t\u00eb ndezur. \u00cbsht\u00eb macja ime e zez\u00eb. E gjeta sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time at\u00ebrore t\u00eb pandar\u00eb dhe t\u00eb mbyllur. E bleva nga bashk\u00ebtrash\u00ebgimtar\u00ebt e mi; E rregullova dhe jetoj n\u00eb t\u00eb. Un\u00eb gjithashtu rregullova kopshtin dhe, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, mbylla nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe t\u00eb madhe toke n\u00eb kodr\u00ebn me pamje nga deti. Jam abonuar n\u00eb disa gazeta dhe revista me po aq ngjyra dhe kast\u00eb. Un\u00eb jam shum\u00eb i arg\u00ebtuar nga llafeja e tyre, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn arsye q\u00eb nuk jam i apasionuar pas asnj\u00eb prej pretendent\u00ebve. K\u00ebto politika nuk ngjajn\u00eb me ato t\u00eb koh\u00ebs sime. Sa ka ndryshuar gjith\u00e7ka! Edhe stili. Megjithat\u00eb, shum\u00eb artikuj jan\u00eb shkruar ende n\u00eb stilin e Redondo-s, dhe ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht shum\u00eb kritika si ato q\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb i bashkoja n\u00eb El Clar\u00edn de la Patria. N\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsin\u00eb time, nuk m\u00eb mungonte gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se pendimi q\u00eb kisha filluar shkoll\u00ebn! Sepse ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb e b\u00ebj, sepse zhanri \u00ebsht\u00eb me boll\u00ebk si bar\u00ebrat e k\u00ebqija dhe kjo kritik\u00eb ngjan me timen si nj\u00eb vez\u00eb n\u00eb tjetr\u00ebn. Prifti, gjithashtu i ri n\u00eb vend, m\u00eb shoq\u00ebron p\u00ebr periudha t\u00eb gjata: ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i ri dhe i zellsh\u00ebm n\u00eb detyr\u00ebn e tij. Ne flasim pak, pothuajse asgj\u00eb, p\u00ebr dyshemen\u00eb e pllakave posht\u00eb, dhe shum\u00eb p\u00ebr dyshemen\u00eb me pllaka sip\u00ebr. Ne e kuptojm\u00eb mir\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje delikate dhe m\u00eb vjen mir\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. N\u00eb kod\u00ebr kam nj\u00eb ferm\u00eb t\u00eb madhe dhe bag\u00ebtit\u00eb e mia jan\u00eb admirimi i t\u00eb gjith\u00eb rajonit. Por un\u00eb nuk mund t&#8217;i b\u00ebj fqinj\u00ebt e mi t&#8217;i ken\u00eb si ata, pa m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje sesa t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb u them dhe t\u00eb marrin at\u00eb q\u00eb u ofroj. Rutina \u00ebsht\u00eb dob\u00ebsia e tyre, por edhe nd\u00ebshkimi i tyre. N\u00eb kopsht, kam arritur t\u00eb b\u00ebj em\u00ebr n\u00eb shartim dhe aft\u00ebsi t\u00eb tjera. Un\u00eb rrit disa bim\u00eb zbukuruese, dhe vet\u00eb krasit pem\u00ebt dhe pastroj shtigjet. Her\u00eb pas here, shkoj t\u00eb zvarritem nga shk\u00ebmbinjt\u00eb p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb bregut; dhe m\u00eb pas, basit dhe saperos i b\u00ebj shije qiellore&#8230; E k\u00ebshtu me radh\u00eb ; dhe, sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb mundem, gjithmon\u00eb vet\u00ebm. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpi lexoj, b\u00ebj disa zdrukth\u00ebtari t\u00eb vogla dhe s\u00eb fundmi i kam shkruar t\u00eb gjitha sa m\u00eb sip\u00ebr. Pse, kur \u00ebsht\u00eb kaq e dhimbshme t\u00eb kujtosh se \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e bollshme n\u00eb t\u00eb? \u00c7far\u00eb di un\u00eb! Ndoshta sepse, nd\u00ebrsa jam larg or\u00ebve t\u00eb lira t\u00eb net\u00ebve t\u00eb r\u00ebnda t\u00eb dimrit, duke shqyrtuar palosjet e kujtes\u00ebs dhe skutat e fshehura t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs, p\u00ebrjetoj nj\u00ebfar\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsie, disi t\u00eb ngjashme me at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjen nj\u00eb koprrac kur rr\u00ebmon dhe trajton thesarin e tij; sepse, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit , pasuria e jet\u00ebs njer\u00ebzore p\u00ebrb\u00ebhet nga g\u00ebzime t\u00eb shkurtra dhe pik\u00ebllime t\u00eb hidhura e t\u00eb thella . E di mir\u00eb se jam i ekspozuar ndaj frym\u00ebs s\u00eb nj\u00eb djalli t\u00eb vog\u00ebl djall\u00ebzor , i cili, n\u00eb or\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb pritur, mund t&#8217;i shp\u00ebrndaj\u00eb letrat e mia n\u00ebp\u00ebr bot\u00eb. Do ta konsideroj t\u00eb shpenzuar mir\u00eb, p\u00ebrderisa shembulli i zhg\u00ebnjimeve t\u00eb mia t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbej\u00eb si paralajm\u00ebrim p\u00ebr dik\u00eb. Me nj\u00eb fund t\u00eb papritur, Pedro S\u00e1nchez na l\u00eb t\u00eb reflektojm\u00eb mbi r\u00ebnd\u00ebsin\u00eb e vendimeve tona dhe pesh\u00ebn e tradit\u00ebs. N\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet syve t\u00eb Jos\u00e9 Mar\u00eda de Pereda, ne jemi zhytur n\u00eb nj\u00eb portret besnik t\u00eb jet\u00ebs rurale, ku dashuria, detyra dhe lufta p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhmen nd\u00ebrthuren n\u00eb nj\u00eb histori t\u00eb rritjes personale dhe Kap\u00ebrcimi. Kjo histori e nuancuar na fton t\u00eb shqyrtojm\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnien ton\u00eb me t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb ardhmen.<br \/>\n<br \/>\n\u00a1Bienvenidos a un nuevo relato de Ahora de Cuentos! En esta ocasi\u00f3n, les traemos &#8216;Pedro S\u00e1nchez&#8217; de Jos\u00e9 Mar\u00eda de Pereda, una obra literaria que explora los profundos conflictos del alma humana. Acomp\u00e1\u00f1anos en un viaje emocional donde el honor, el sacrificio y la lealtad son puestos a prueba en una historia que te cautivar\u00e1. \ud83d\udcd6\u2728<\/p>\n<p>\ud83d\udd0d **Resumen del cuento:**<br \/>\nPedro S\u00e1nchez, un hombre marcado por la tradici\u00f3n y el honor familiar, se enfrenta a dilemas que desaf\u00edan su integridad. A lo largo de este relato, nos adentramos en sus decisiones m\u00e1s profundas y las consecuencias de cada una de ellas. \u00bfHasta d\u00f3nde llega el sacrificio por amor y lealtad? \u00bfQu\u00e9 significa realmente la honra en un mundo lleno de tentaciones y conflictos? Con personajes complejos y una narrativa envolvente, &#8216;Pedro S\u00e1nchez&#8217; nos invita a reflexionar sobre la vida y sus decisiones. \ud83e\uddd0\ud83d\udcac<\/p>\n<p>\ud83c\udfa7 No te pierdas este emocionante cuento, suscr\u00edbete a nuestro canal para m\u00e1s relatos literarios y activa la campanita de notificaciones para estar al tanto de todos nuestros nuevos videos. \u00a1Tu apoyo nos ayuda a seguir compartiendo estos tesoros literarios! \u2728<\/p>\n<p>#CuentosClasicos #LiteraturaEspa\u00f1ola #Jos\u00e9Mar\u00edadePereda #PedroS\u00e1nchez #Relatos #CuentosDeAmor #Lealtad #Honor #DramaLiterario #CuentosEspa\u00f1oles #Suscribete #HistoriasDeVida #CuentosDeHonor #LiteraturaDelSigloXIX #RelatosCortos #NarracionesLiterarias #HistoriasDeAmor #ReflexionesProfundas #LecturasRecomendadas #RelatosCl\u00e1sicos #CuentosEmotivos<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pedro S\u00e1nchez \ud83d\udc51\ud83c\udf1f Pedro S\u00e1nchez \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb histori q\u00eb na \u00e7on n\u00eb jet\u00ebn n\u00eb Spanj\u00ebn rurale t\u00eb shekullit t\u00eb 19-t\u00eb, k<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":1844381,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[593415],"tags":[948239,948240,948241,135,947892,934520,950713,950709,950717,627086,950705,950707,950710,944644,950715,950718,950716,950711,950704,950712,950706,950714,950708,81059,574,9,948250,30213],"class_list":{"0":"post-1844380","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-2025-summer","8":"tag-2025-summer","9":"tag-2025-summer-anime","10":"tag-948241","11":"tag-anime","12":"tag-cuentos-clasicos","13":"tag-cuentos-cortos","14":"tag-cuentos-de-familia","15":"tag-cuentos-de-la-vida","16":"tag-cuentos-de-sacrificio","17":"tag-historias-de-amor","18":"tag-jose-maria-de-pereda","19":"tag-lealtad","20":"tag-literatura-del-siglo-xix","21":"tag-literatura-espanola","22":"tag-literatura-espanola-clasica","23":"tag-literatura-espanola-del-siglo-xix","24":"tag-literatura-romantica","25":"tag-narrativa-emocional","26":"tag-pedro-sanchez","27":"tag-reflexiones-literarias","28":"tag-relatos-de-honor","29":"tag-relatos-dramaticos","30":"tag-sacrificio","31":"tag-suscribete","32":"tag-ytccon","33":"tag-9","34":"tag-948250","35":"tag-30213"},"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1844380","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1844380"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1844380\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1844381"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1844380"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1844380"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wacoca.com\/anime\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1844380"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}